'22 |nadinenzrn

2022 Rewind
I am very thankful for this year. I've gotten through overwhelming situations, mountains and valleys. The months that I will remember fully are in late July, August, September, October, and November. I learned a lot about my family and my friends. Introspection, I learned and still learning more about myself. Those era becomes one of the euphoric and gloomy moments I've had. Its blue sky within the series of turning gray to blue again. On the day I turned 17 I was in the tennis courts with my 2 friends, I didn't think my cry will be like erupting volcano. But I know why. Words stir it up. It was probably the second or third time, so I finally realized it. This year I have encountered those situation more often than before--which I'm trying to avoid. Compared to last time I've gotten way closer to some peers that I already know before... Theres this one day me and my friend faced an absurd episode like I'm watching a story based of a book right in front of us. Troubled of what awaits for us the next day... Era of taking driving permit test: I failed the first try. The second I passed. Something I regret and feel bad about was seeing those proud smile of yours--thinking I passed during my first try- fades. The fact that I know that I'm not ready. I should have postponed that first try to another day. I took my time to recover and reviewed. I waited until my Q1 finals is done. I reviewed the dmv practice test over and over whenever I'm not doing anything else. The night before the test my friends review with me, I asked them questions that I'm too slow to understand. They'll make scenarios as an example to help me understand. I took the test without them knowing. They found out when they called me (I'm at dmv when they called)-- "I passed." They didnt believe me at first, lmao. Well thats one highlight of my achievements at 17 years old me. I've met new people and made new friends. I tried to keep in touch once in a while. I'm just quiet most of the time. Doesn't mean I cut ties or sum. I'm still there. I wasn't the type who always message/call. If I do, well I would say its pretty rare this year. Friendship is tough within those months. I keep asking myself why. I believe I have an answer but I don't like to point or claim the idea. Just that I'm am very greatful if we'll still be connected in the future... Era of when I'm starting to have an idea of the career path I'll take. I emailed the person that inspires me to become one of them. I thought I won't receive a reply, but I did. I'm so happy that time. It sparks a new goal for me. I hope that path will be the right one for me. If not I hope it won't lead me to far to get lost. Once again, I'm thankful of this year. I can't wait to face the other half of my 17 years old era.
soul,
boots
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