crying on your birthday pt.1 | a playlist (read desc)

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  • čas přidán 5. 09. 2021
  • i dont expect this video to get much attention as this video is more for me since my birthday’s coming up but we’ll see who enjoys it anyways
    thank you all SO much for all the love this video received!! i’m trying to respond to all comments but it’s a bit overwhelming, if i don’t get to you just know i hope you have a happy birthday :))
    part 2 is up :D : • crying on your birthda...
    i dont own the image or any of the audio in this video

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  • @Elizalix
    @Elizalix Před 2 lety +9247

    Wow seeing people crying, being sad, alone, depress, dont feel any excitement, being alone all day and all time. I wish you to have great days, nights, and wish you for all people to have great birthday's next year!. I understand and feel exactly to some of you guys. Lets keep on living okay!!!, yes must be tiring, as long as we have 1 thing to live is alright. Eat, sleep, get some rest, be well, vent to me if you want to, I want you all guys to have a great birthday next year!!! I love you no matter who you are, I wish you to have a good time. Wish you all to be happy!!!

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +212

      thank you for this!!! this is a great message i want to spread ♡

    • @Elizalix
      @Elizalix Před 2 lety +93

      @@sunalloz7540 Your welcome!, I hope all people here can read this to let them know they're not alone and hoping good/happy days will come!!!

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +74

      @@Elizalix you have such a kind soul, i wish the best for you ♡♡

    • @Elizalix
      @Elizalix Před 2 lety +58

      @@sunalloz7540 Same here! You too wish you the best in life and hope your well!

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +50

      @@Elizalix thank you, you are amazing

  • @evelynkhiangte
    @evelynkhiangte Před 2 lety +7313

    I miss the time when i was extremely excited for my birthday but now..

  • @makennaslykhuis857
    @makennaslykhuis857 Před 2 lety +4230

    pov: you’re sitting in your room crying after a terrible birthday😍🔫

    • @tropicpanda2466
      @tropicpanda2466 Před 2 lety +84

      happy birthday, not sure if it means anything but better days are ahead

    • @ForsakenOompa
      @ForsakenOompa Před 2 lety +28

      belated happy birthday but girlie omg us 🤩

    • @hiimace1999
      @hiimace1999 Před 2 lety +23

      Happy birthday to me...and you too...

    • @anaiyahjaz8838
      @anaiyahjaz8838 Před 2 lety +10

      Me right now

    • @thickandfuzzyblanket
      @thickandfuzzyblanket Před 2 lety +27

      Mine was going good like really good uassuly something happens that messes up all our plans but my sister ruined it she had been bragging about how she got me the perfect gift and how it was gonna be the best gift ever the gift she hinted at was a comfort character of mine a pillow of him and I struggl with bad anxiety and depression and family issues so comfort characters really help me calm down and help me relax and I got home and we did presents she didn't give me the box no no no she sat down next to me opened it and continued to hug to pillow of my favorite comfort character it broke my heart but I had to stay in the room and open the gifts holding back tears also had a friend over while they put a puzzle together I was in my room trying no to cry I felt ungrateful crashed confused I was depressed for a god few days haven't fully forgiven her infact when she was bragging how good of a gift she got me I started looking for Christmas presents since it was near that time I always get her a birthday present always something she wants or needs she never gets me anything idk the whole situation messed me up since ima already going through alot it really messed me up big time
      Edit I should mention my parents did nothing really hurt me

  • @itsmeyaya28
    @itsmeyaya28 Před 8 měsíci +90

    Woke up this morning so excited but then I learned that to not have any expectations on anything.
    Happy birthday to the people reading this on your birthday 🎉🎂

  • @strawberryglitterxp
    @strawberryglitterxp Před 6 měsíci +18

    I was always sad whenever it was my birthday, its my 18th birthday now and im not even sad or happy i just feel dull, happy birthday to anyone listening to this playlist

  • @laralopo2883
    @laralopo2883 Před 2 lety +2156

    lying on my bed crying, one thing i find funny is i don't feel like it's my birthday, my best friend still hasn't congratulated me... but i'm fine :)
    Happy birthday everyone who is reading this on their birthday :)))

    • @chairulridjal
      @chairulridjal Před 2 lety +32

      Happy belated birthday to you! I wish you all the best and I hope a lot of good things comes to your way while the bad ones just stay away hehe.
      Tomorrow is my birthday and I don't expect anyone to remember let alone congratulates me, I don't know what I'm dealing with tbh as I used to be excited for my own birthday. It's just that I feel like I have nothing left to live for and couldn't care less about myself lolll. Sorry just had to let that one out somehow! Anyways, once again, happy birthday. I'm sure there'll be better days ahead of us

    • @johncena-ev7ps
      @johncena-ev7ps Před rokem +14

      Sorry I'm late but happy birthday darling

    • @relaxingmedleys9381
      @relaxingmedleys9381 Před rokem +16

      Happy birthday. It's my birthday too but none of my family members remember

    • @chairulridjal
      @chairulridjal Před rokem +4

      @@relaxingmedleys9381 Happy Birthday bro!

    • @chantelturrietta602
      @chantelturrietta602 Před rokem +2

      @@relaxingmedleys9381 happy birthday to you

  • @Mar-qn6kt
    @Mar-qn6kt Před 2 lety +1602

    i woke up extremely excited for the day today... my sweet 16 :/ . i thought it would be a good day, but as you can see... i’m listening to this playlist.

  • @wisteria_tears509
    @wisteria_tears509 Před 9 měsíci +33

    My birthday is in 2 weeks. I'm crying listening to this because I'm having to spend my sweet 16th alone.. One of my friends weren't able to come and the other flaked out on me. Its not the saddest reason, but it still hurts knowing I'm having to spend a special milestone alone.
    Happy birthday to anyone reading this. I don't forget that no matter what happens on your special day, you're always loved, and no one is allowed to take the happiness that you deserve on your day

    • @izzaghassani7187
      @izzaghassani7187 Před 7 měsíci +1

      I know it was a month ago, but I wish you the happiest sweet 16. You wishing other people a happy birthday on YOUR birthday is enough to tell me how good of a person you are :) you deserve much better friends, and I hope your 17th will be much much muchhhh better and full of love!!! Your birthday is your day, and don’t ever lose your self-worth. You are loved, remember that ❤

    • @willowchambers6743
      @willowchambers6743 Před 6 měsíci +1

      This is me rn

  • @Dnxxx950
    @Dnxxx950 Před rokem +36

    Went to school and expected to have my friends greet or even surprise me since we always do surprises to everyone in our little group when it's their birthdays. But I was terribly disappointed since it turns out they forgot my birthday.
    So rn, I'm silently celebrating my birthday with myself...

  • @angrypomeraniantrainer618
    @angrypomeraniantrainer618 Před 2 lety +2287

    I miss being a lil kid and being so excited for my birthday, but now it’s just another day of the year. A day I hate…

  • @user-gq6md6ll1o
    @user-gq6md6ll1o Před rokem +840

    It's my birthday today, mom yelled at me, got my bleeding days, friends as usual don't remember. Now I'm crying on bed listening to this great! Happy 19th ig

    • @honey-bear1989
      @honey-bear1989 Před rokem +13

      Happy late birthday luv!!!🎂🎊🥳💗 hope you know even though i'm a stranger your loved and i know how it feels to be hated by your mother...or your whole family.

    • @user-gq6md6ll1o
      @user-gq6md6ll1o Před rokem +8

      @@honey-bear1989 ILY that's all I gotta say! Everything's gonna be alright for us, we're gonna be fine

    • @honey-bear1989
      @honey-bear1989 Před rokem

      @@user-gq6md6ll1o I'm glad you're alright and i hope we will have an amazing life!!!

    • @katesxcxo
      @katesxcxo Před rokem +5

      @@honey-bear1989 im so sorry for u guys

    • @hannahblind
      @hannahblind Před rokem +3

      same girl, we all go thru it

  • @RK-bn2mc
    @RK-bn2mc Před rokem +22

    My cake melted, it’s raining, almost no one remembered and I feel so lonely. I had so many expectations and now I’m crying. Happy 19th!

    • @logohs6984
      @logohs6984 Před 3 měsíci

      happy bday bro

    • @ohio.memes__aep.
      @ohio.memes__aep. Před 3 měsíci

      Happy bday in 1 month

    • @Graphic_coruse
      @Graphic_coruse Před 3 měsíci

      I don't know when you birthday is but happy birthday in one month from now,if you are readying this you are still alive, and I'm glad if you are. Thar are pole who care about somewhere, wither it's a long lost friend who members you or intent strangers you don't know or thay dont know but thay care. Congratulations on makeing it another year. My apologies if I made you birthday sad with this comment but I'm proud of you for make it throght this cruel world.

    • @RK-bn2mc
      @RK-bn2mc Před 2 měsíci

      @@Graphic_coruse my birthday was yesterday and this made my heart melt

    • @Graphic_coruse
      @Graphic_coruse Před 2 měsíci

      @@RK-bn2mc I'm glad to hear that

  • @mixedberry_juicebox
    @mixedberry_juicebox Před 10 měsíci +8

    my friends forgot it was my birthday. i waited and waited until midnight for a single text.
    thankful to my one friend who did remember, the one i dont talk with a lot anymore. crazy how the one who i talk to the least was the only one to remember. i cried, how could they forget? i sit there and listen to my friends, their funny rants and their deep vents. i offer laughs and advice, i hang out with them, buy them things, make sure nobody feels left out. yet i cant even get a "happy birthday" message from them. out of all five of my friends, only one remembered. i love them, im so thankful for them. their message literally brightened me. writing this is lifting a massive weight from my chest. writing helps, i wrote in my journal about today. crying on my birthday is hard, it hurts; no matter how much i tell myself that i dont really care, i care. to my one friend who remembered. thank you. im so grateful for you. and to my friends who forgot, ill forgive you when you realize. i just think i need some time. im going to write once more, a final note and burn it, releasing the ashes of my written feelings into the wind. to whoever is experiencing something like how i am, happy birthday. some might not care, but others will. you just have to reach out
    goodnight

    • @Alyssaloveschickennheheha
      @Alyssaloveschickennheheha Před 10 měsíci

      Same. They forgot now I’m crying. After I went all out for them for there birthday. Just yay! 🎉 :(

    • @mixedberry_juicebox
      @mixedberry_juicebox Před 9 měsíci

      @@Alyssaloveschickennheheha im sorry you had to go through that, happy belated birthday internet friend! it may suck now, but sometimes we just have to push through. they arent worth the tears, so dry them up and have a blast!

  • @mouna9380
    @mouna9380 Před 2 lety +3374

    For everyone like me just crying on their birthday, happy birthday..
    ( I'v never got so many likes as this Ty !!)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +59

      happy birthday!!! i’m sorry you’re sad on your birthday :((

    • @mouna9380
      @mouna9380 Před 2 lety +33

      @@sunalloz7540 thank you honey , but it's okay I think , I need to think the way that it's just a day like others :/ . Thank yoouu !! :)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +13

      @@mouna9380 glad to know you’re ok! i hope your next birthday isn’t just another day :(

    • @TheHostIsHere
      @TheHostIsHere Před 2 lety +13

      Happy birthday to all these people and to me ;)

    • @mouna9380
      @mouna9380 Před 2 lety +8

      @@TheHostIsHere happy birthday

  • @mouseymoo007
    @mouseymoo007 Před 9 měsíci +133

    Fourth year in a row listening to this playlist’s like this. It’s my birthday today and again my family ruined it.
    I’m sat in someone else’s house crying on someone else’s bed while I am supposed to be celebrating one of the most monumental points in my life.
    And all I can wish for is that next year is better than this.
    I hope you all watching this have a great birthday and just know your not alone.

    • @jasmine9402
      @jasmine9402 Před 7 měsíci +5

      hey, i know 2 monthes passed since your birthday but i'm sorry that you couldn't be happy on your day four times in a row :(
      Even if it's late, still. Happy late birthday lovely person, i hope that next year your birthday will be unforgettable and amazing because you deserve to be happy🎉🩷🫶

    • @mouseymoo007
      @mouseymoo007 Před 7 měsíci +2

      Thank you so much ,you are so kind literally this made my day. Whenever your birthday is, have a good one angel ❤️

    • @jasmine9402
      @jasmine9402 Před 7 měsíci +3

      @@mouseymoo007 you're welcome, i'm glad that it made you happy🫶
      my birthday was just yesterday actually, 9th of november lol. I think it was a good one, thank you love🫶🩷

    • @CrescentSxns
      @CrescentSxns Před 2 měsíci

      I'm terribly sorry that happened, your not alone on this one I promise. I hope you get better soon :(

  • @X_Martin
    @X_Martin Před rokem +25

    I didn’t really think that this day would come, I’ve always been excited about my birthday coming, but today I’m listening to this, it feels just like any regular days…

  • @yvaineagao4954
    @yvaineagao4954 Před 2 lety +1723

    Pov: It was your birthday but noone noticed you but instead noticed your sibling/couisn instead since they were perfect unlike you and you just ran to a private space to calm down even though you know you deserve better (also for the ones Watching this in on their birthday like me Happy birthday your beautiful remember that!!)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +42

      i hope this pov isn’t true :( for me. it is, this is exactly what happened. i don’t wanna be ungrateful but i ever get attention as it is and the one day i wamted a little my neohew got it all :/ i hope you’re alright and happy birthday!!

    • @Anndrinkscoffee
      @Anndrinkscoffee Před 2 lety +25

      Bro you just called me out I’d hope it’s okay if i rant really quick but.
      --------------------
      My sister (twin) is a basically popular girl and all day people were say they forgot about me and all that so obviously i was devastated (it was our 16th birthday) and there were signs outside that said happy birthday to the both of us and no one remembered me. My entire family got together the next day for a little party and it only endded up with my step sister embarrassing me because i didn’t pass my drivers permit test and i was super upset about it when i confronted my step dad about it he said “well look at you and look at your sister who’s more likely to fail” that hurt a lot and my mom said nothing to him the entire day was a mess really 😥

    • @Craigmeowmeow
      @Craigmeowmeow Před 2 lety +12

      Everyone was talking while I just sat at the table quietly poking at my cake because I didn’t like how it tasted but didn’t say anything because I didn’t want anyone to be mad on my birthday. I forced myself to eat it and when I was asked if I liked it I nodded and continued eating it

    • @kat-yy5kg
      @kat-yy5kg Před 2 lety +5

      its like we had the same birthday treatment

    • @__tatiana__
      @__tatiana__ Před 2 lety +4

  • @romaniahasmetal
    @romaniahasmetal Před 2 lety +801

    When I turned 17 people were literally racing to be the first one to tell me happy birthday. At 12:00 my dm's were already full of messages. I got more presents than I could fit in my room. Everyone did their level best to make me feel loved back then.
    I'm turning 23 today. Everyone forgot about my birthday this year...

    • @jackirific3600
      @jackirific3600 Před 2 lety +27

      I'm so sorry. Happy late birthday. It just seems as we grow older people think it's okay to not care anymore because people probably stopped caring for them. It's my 19th birthday today, I live with my family still as I'm in college. Not a single happy birthday, my best friend/soulmate said he would be here to hang out weeks ago, he made a plan with me to make sure he could be here. I haven't heard from him since that day, no messages today nothing... So, yeah im crying again from being alone. At least my dog is here with me and my college homework thats due... I hope you won't be as lonely on your 24th birthday. I'll come back and wish you a happy birthday. :)

    • @vampifyyy
      @vampifyyy Před 2 lety +3

      i am so sorry this happened to you! happy late birthday. :)

    • @bl_addickted
      @bl_addickted Před 2 lety +21

      at least u still get presents at 17, i just turned 13 n i got nothing but we're dealing with financial problems rn n the money went to my older sister's allowance, I don't even get allowance bruh,clearly see who my parents loves more, I would rather die than having to deal with my sister

    • @Alexander_Hamiltonnn
      @Alexander_Hamiltonnn Před 2 lety +1

      omg I'm so sorry

    • @2luxvs
      @2luxvs Před 2 lety +2

      Im so sorry i was late, But if u have discord ill message u every time on ur birthday when i can.

  • @cherezavr
    @cherezavr Před rokem +9

    happy 18th birthday to me..
    i hope i won't come back to this video next year... my birthday wish is to have a happy next birthday or to just disappear..
    thank you for the playlist, it's really nice and comforting

    • @ohio.memes__aep.
      @ohio.memes__aep. Před 3 měsíci

      Happy 19th in 1 month🎉🎉

    • @cherezavr
      @cherezavr Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@ohio.memes__aep. thank you!! that's so sweet of you 🥺🥺💞

    • @ohio.memes__aep.
      @ohio.memes__aep. Před 3 měsíci

      @@cherezavr ik the feeling happy birthdat

  • @user-ys5mu4rz1c
    @user-ys5mu4rz1c Před rokem +68

    and now, I'm crying because not a single person whom I was waiting for congratulated me, and I doubt that on my 16th birthday it will be easier for me

    • @galh29
      @galh29 Před rokem +2

      Well, i know it was a day ago but here we go if that makes you better: Happy birthday. Have things gotten better?

    • @PhleebyGneeby
      @PhleebyGneeby Před 3 měsíci +1

      I know it's been a year but I hope things are at least a little bit better
      From a stranger on the internet.

    • @beync55
      @beync55 Před měsícem +1

      How are you doing man, it’s been a year

  • @fleabaguette9699
    @fleabaguette9699 Před rokem +541

    Happy birthday to everyone today. Even if we are alone, at least we have each other through this playlist.

  • @diegocorti2582
    @diegocorti2582 Před 2 lety +996

    Happy birthday to me!
    I'm celebrating while drinking a beer alone in my bedroom.
    When I was a child, I always asked myself: "Why people stop celebrating their birthday when they grow up?!", and now, twenty years later, I finally realized that you don't want to stop celebrating, but you are forced to.
    I... I really want to restart, want to make things better.
    Starting tomorrow, I will try to make some progress.
    Wish me luck, and I will wish you all luck too.
    We came in this world alone, and we will die alone, but sometimes we find someone that is willing to share a beer with us.
    Live for those guys, live for those moments.

    • @anettetraus6458
      @anettetraus6458 Před 2 lety +1

      Good luck 🤗

    • @thatsagibae
      @thatsagibae Před 2 lety +7

      Wait...please don’t try anything stupid, if that’s not what you meant I’m sorry but it sounded as if you were suggesting something...

    • @madipies
      @madipies Před 2 lety +3

      Hey, I hope you’re doing okay today. I hope you’ve accomplished what you wanted to, and I hope you’re happy.

    • @Aemott1117
      @Aemott1117 Před 2 lety +2

      i want to hug you

    • @Bitten.faith_
      @Bitten.faith_ Před 2 lety +1

      You got this! (☞゚ヮ゚)☞

  • @sunnysweetcafe
    @sunnysweetcafe Před rokem +13

    I feel like I’m overreacting :(
    Just because my family ignores me for almost the whole day doesn’t mean no one said happy birthday, even if it took just a second. To anyone who hasn’t had someone say this, happy birthday you wonderful person

  • @dimitarivanov8881
    @dimitarivanov8881 Před rokem +33

    its late at night and I'm in my bed, knowing that only my parents and a few relatives know about my birthday. My day was tuff and now im just listening to this to let my crying out. Thank you to whoever made this playlist.

  • @kiara5768
    @kiara5768 Před 2 lety +4002

    happy birthday to whoever is reading this
    I just want to let you know how proud I am of you
    LOOK AT YOU you’ve made it all this way
    i love you

    • @urfavaussie93
      @urfavaussie93 Před 2 lety +36

      Thank you so much i really needed that and even tho i am a complete stranger to you and you are a stranger to me but you are a wonderful human being and i am also proud of you thanks again

    • @yvettesanchez6734
      @yvettesanchez6734 Před 2 lety +5

      I accidentally pressed the thumbs down button 😬😬

    • @alyxeatssushi
      @alyxeatssushi Před 2 lety +7

      thank you so much

    • @sashagirleanu4711
      @sashagirleanu4711 Před 2 lety +6

      Thank you

    • @joe_fx_k
      @joe_fx_k Před 2 lety +4

      Thank you very much

  • @c5jive253
    @c5jive253 Před rokem +274

    listen, if you are reading this on your birthday, YOU ARE DOING GREAT! Happy birthday to u! Im really proud you have made another year :)

  • @sheymaharb6341
    @sheymaharb6341 Před rokem +30

    Woke up and thought it will go well yet here I am at the end of the day listening to this playlist after a shitty birthday (none of my bestfriends congratulated me, didn't receive any present, didn't have a cake, my brothers completely forgot)

  • @teagangoddard6859
    @teagangoddard6859 Před rokem +74

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love your insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
    From the stranger on the internet who loves you stay strong

    • @gnani480
      @gnani480 Před 4 měsíci +2

      Thank you ❤

    • @the_c0c0nut
      @the_c0c0nut Před 4 měsíci +2

      Ik im kinda late to responding to this but this is really kind I love this

    • @raynestormz215
      @raynestormz215 Před 3 měsíci

      Where do I find someone like this ? Someone who just loves me for me .
      Who will always care
      always be there
      always understand
      or atleast not judge
      Who would be my safe space
      Who would be my home ?

    • @ackytosangma6979
      @ackytosangma6979 Před 2 měsíci

      Thank you so much ❤

    • @wannabeitgurl
      @wannabeitgurl Před 2 měsíci

      I love u too and everything about you thank u so much 😢😢

  • @dorinomel2220
    @dorinomel2220 Před 2 lety +798

    0:00 - I Can't Handle Change by Roar
    3:17 - Unfair by The Neighborhood
    5:44 - Space Song by Beach House
    11:05 - Rosyln by Bon Iver & St. Vincent

    • @lucas_8417
      @lucas_8417 Před rokem +14

      THANKS, I was searching this comment

    • @izumiQ627
      @izumiQ627 Před rokem +5

      the music is also in the description but sometimes it doesn't know the song so it isn't there.

    • @Snowflakelovesharu
      @Snowflakelovesharu Před rokem +3

      Tyyy^^

  • @victimprincess
    @victimprincess Před 2 lety +895

    unlike others..
    it isnt my birthday today
    or even in the next week
    or hour
    or day.
    but this playlist
    makes me feel like it is my birthday.

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +31

      i love this comment, i connect with it on an emotional level. i know how you feel, i made this playlist like 2 weeks before my birthday but still played it and cried :’) i hope you’re doing alright

    • @helloUrGay
      @helloUrGay Před 2 lety +6

      I relate to this 100%. It's not even my birthday but it feels like it. Let's celebrate together ♥️✨

    • @KjShayVividJammz
      @KjShayVividJammz Před 2 lety +1

      same my birthday is in june

    • @panta3819
      @panta3819 Před 2 lety +2

      My birthday is in march lol

    • @user-ke8oj1yi8q
      @user-ke8oj1yi8q Před 2 lety +1

      @@panta3819 me to

  • @cecilthelord
    @cecilthelord Před 8 měsíci +3

    i just love being the middle child (sarcasm babes), yk just having everyone forget its your birthday its always fun, your mom shouting at you for no reason, never getting a birthday party, getting treated like your not a human, its just amazing haha.

    • @M3kij
      @M3kij Před 8 měsíci +1

      Happy belated birthday:D

  • @iexistforrandomthings
    @iexistforrandomthings Před rokem +26

    Happy birthday everyone, i love you all and i am glad for your existence. 🎂

  • @Bunny-yq5je
    @Bunny-yq5je Před 2 lety +633

    I cried on my birthday ( May 22) because I got nothing, I failed to get even a cake, not even my parents remembered my birthday, i cried and cried that day so much. At least all of my friends remembered. I know this isn’t a trauma dump, but I felt like I needed that off my chest.

    • @din7138
      @din7138 Před 2 lety +30

      aw :((
      i wish you a happy bday on may 22
      i hope sooner your parents will remember to celebrate with you :DD

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +28

      you’re alwyas welcome to trauma dump here :) i’m so sorry your birthday turned out like it did, and i hope you feel better now and have a better birthday next year :)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +7

      @@julirodriguez526 dude i’m sos orry :(

    • @seaweedkid7027
      @seaweedkid7027 Před 2 lety +7

      AAHAA WHAT. YOU DESERVE BETTER ANYWAYS ATLEAST UR FRIENDS REMEMBER

    • @iammilla1997
      @iammilla1997 Před 2 lety +8

      WOW! My birthday is on may 21st! I unfortunately had the same experience but everything does get better!

  • @Anonymous-qr5hc
    @Anonymous-qr5hc Před 2 lety +39

    I just finished crying and washed my face to look like I didn't cry, I hate my birthday. It's the only day that people pretend to care about you!

  • @IamIvannn
    @IamIvannn Před rokem +13

    One of the reasons I’m listening too this is because all of my siblings have huge party’s for their birthdays and all I get is a birthday card and the majority of my friends don’t really celebrate birthdays or Atleast mine usually all I get is a ‘happy birthday’ but again sometimes my family makes me feel like I’m a burden and an ungrateful brat and then whine about how I’m rude for not saying happy birthday to someone else even tho it’s my birthday and the party’s they get are usually at like a trampoline park or skating or going to great wolf lodge or traveling to other places for their birthdays and I feel like I’m being selfish for being upset about what I get for mine

    • @IamIvannn
      @IamIvannn Před rokem

      One of the reasons they get big parties for their birthdays is probably because their birthdays are really close to one of our other family members or the same ones and I don’t have someone that has a close enough one because the closest one is on March 8th and my birthdays on March 1st and my siblings love to Brag about what they got and I almost never get anything and if I do it’s either something that one of my siblings didn’t want or something that used to be theirs so maybe a hand me down?? I’m not sure and they get to see our mom and I don’t get to see her on my birthday but it makes sense why I don’t sometimes because she has twins to take care of so I can’t blame her for that so I’m trying to be grateful of what I have

    • @idgaf_456
      @idgaf_456 Před 5 měsíci

      @@IamIvannn im so sorry about that know ur not alone at all and if u need to talk where here for u im proud of how far u come so keep going and dont give up here i am on my birthday alone not even my friends texted me idk if there ignoring me or what but i wished myself a happy birthday and tried to make myself happy yes it can be sad but u dont need to relay on anyone for happiness cuz at the end of the day ppl are only there to benefit from u
      happy late birthday!!!!!!!!! keep smilingg and plz dont give up

  • @A13X4ND3R2
    @A13X4ND3R2 Před rokem +8

    Listened to this last year listening to it again this year what a great 15th birthday.

  • @lovefromjazz
    @lovefromjazz Před 2 lety +461

    If its your birthday and your reading this, i know you dont know me but i am so proud of you and everything you’ve done, birthdays are one of the hardest days of the year, especially for me but i just want you to know that i love you so so much and i am so proud of you and I believe in you and support your every decision. Ily

    • @k-kaepjjang1876
      @k-kaepjjang1876 Před 2 lety +5

      Damn thank you so much..even close people to me never said such sweet things to me..thank u..damn why am I crying

    • @lorainnepuyat3518
      @lorainnepuyat3518 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you

    • @mushroom258
      @mushroom258 Před rokem

      My birthday is today! (19th of june). And i just played this even though i am actually happy

    • @Alicia-vx8jd
      @Alicia-vx8jd Před rokem

      Thank you soo much.... I really need this.

    • @soumighosh6560
      @soumighosh6560 Před rokem

      Thank you ❤️

  • @sleepybbella
    @sleepybbella Před 2 lety +498

    i have a fear of growing up so this “special” day sucks

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +21

      i get how you feel, it’s an awful feeling :(

    • @usernotfound7671
      @usernotfound7671 Před 2 lety +7

      happy late birthday friend

    • @lynverse9967
      @lynverse9967 Před 2 lety +10

      It’s slowly getting to me now that I’m older

    • @sleepybbella
      @sleepybbella Před 2 lety +5

      @@usernotfound7671 thank you

    • @antoniagoldschmied1818
      @antoniagoldschmied1818 Před 2 lety +11

      you are right, growing up sucks, and now my birthday does too... i'm 15 and since i was 13 my birthday is not that cool as i used to think :(

  • @chip5538
    @chip5538 Před rokem +9

    This playlist hits hard for me bc today is my bday and most of my friends forgot my birthday and the one that remembered didn't say happy birthday at all. My parents remembered but won't be home because they have to work and my siblings are forcing themselves to like me.

  • @cali161
    @cali161 Před 9 měsíci +6

    What a nice sweet sixteen gift. Thank you and I hope everyone else can find comfort in it too.

  • @kentomakki6942
    @kentomakki6942 Před 2 lety +129

    Last year and the year before that, nobody remembered it was my birthday. So I ended up just staring at the ceiling, waiting for someone to remember it, no one did, and soon my brother's birthday comes, everyone greets him, sends him gifts, he had a birthday party, while I just sat there. It was a nice experience, an experience of real life.

    • @Samsung-vf1kj
      @Samsung-vf1kj Před rokem +3

      Same but a sister :/

    • @binha.
      @binha. Před rokem +2

      can i know when is your birthday?

    • @chellybandara6578
      @chellybandara6578 Před rokem +2

      This same thing happens angel , for me its my sister , dont worry you'll gt what you deserve soon❤ todays my birthday and im just crying cause no one even knows i exist anymore:(

    • @binha.
      @binha. Před rokem +1

      @@chellybandara6578 HIIIII HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY

    • @averyphillips5372
      @averyphillips5372 Před 11 měsíci

      happy birthday ❤

  • @Ash-ki1ce
    @Ash-ki1ce Před 2 lety +114

    As somebody who hasn't had a birthday without crying or breaking down I relate to the title itself

  • @katwatson1253
    @katwatson1253 Před 11 měsíci +4

    This is a good playlist for me because I went to school on my birthday, and EVERYONE forgot. My friends, and my teachers, EVEN the teacher that wrote it down. I didn't want to cause a scene, so I just let it be. I told my friends, but they knew it was coming up but didn't know it was that day because i planned a b-day party and invited all my friends. I was sad the whole day and i still smiled and acted like it didn't bother me. But, it did. And when i get flash backs of this moment i almost breakdown in tears
    anyone that this has happened to, I wish you happiness FOREVER! I WILL GIVE YOU THE WORLD!!! I love you all

    • @notsabih
      @notsabih Před 11 měsíci

      I’m sorry man, a late happy birthday from me to you, don’t worry, happens to the most of us. today is my birthday, we dont know eachother but hey we both kind of in the same situation, happy birthday bro.

  • @dashort1
    @dashort1 Před rokem +22

    Happy birthday to whoever’s reading!! I hope you have a good day and that you feel better soon please cheer up today’s your day :)))

  • @suzzyanna8302
    @suzzyanna8302 Před 2 lety +499

    Well...happy 21st birthday to me. Actually thought this would be a happier day. 3 hours in and I've been crying all through, it's nothing a beer can't handle though. Cheers to whoever is feeling the same way on their birthday. 🍻 🍻

  • @mayarose5528
    @mayarose5528 Před 2 lety +351

    today is my birthday i didn’t eat anything today and been crying for hours if anyone can relate then just know your not alone ❤️ happy birthday babe :(

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +29

      happy birthday! i’m so sorry you had to go through so much, but please eat babe, i know it can be hard but it’s for you. i hope you feel better soon :(

    • @cseri3214
      @cseri3214 Před 2 lety +7

      Happy late-birthday darling!
      Hope you are doing better now

    • @user-uw9fd7jm8x
      @user-uw9fd7jm8x Před 2 lety +6

      happy late birthday bestie! I love you and don't feel bad you are beautiful and you deserve everything in this world

    • @camilaestivalisperezzentel3559
  • @Guest-nb5so
    @Guest-nb5so Před rokem +13

    Happy birthday 🥳
    I am proud of u you’ve made it far in this world

  • @-mia-4395
    @-mia-4395 Před 11 měsíci +8

    Happy Birthday beautiful human, you deserve so much love and I pray that this year is filled with all good things for you, smile because you are so very loved

  • @horselyn_yt3969
    @horselyn_yt3969 Před 2 lety +149

    Pov: you just sat in a corner on your birthday no one thinking where you were the whole party and they were all laughing rooms away from you ( I was only 11, depressed and going threw a lot, still going threw it all today ✌)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +8

      ah, same thing happened to me. i was so depressed it wiped my memory. all my childhood, gone. still forgetting stuff to this day. i hope you get better and kick depressions ass

    • @emo2905
      @emo2905 Před 2 lety +8

      Wilbursoot pfp? 👀
      Respect went 📈📈📈

    • @cseri3214
      @cseri3214 Před 2 lety +2

      Hey darling!
      How are you doing?
      Hope you have a nice day :)

  • @chase9899
    @chase9899 Před 2 lety +416

    I mad a ton of food for my family so we can eat tonight for my birthday. After cooking everything they said they wanted to sleep instead. Just like last year.

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +46

      damn, i’m sorry bout that. if i knew you i would eat your food, screw sleep. i hope ypur next birthday is way better

    • @zingcx117
      @zingcx117 Před 2 lety +16

      I’m sorry bro :(

    • @hurriyac115
      @hurriyac115 Před 2 lety +19

      Forget those shitty people fuck them and enjoy your birthday party like it’s your last day of earth babe. Ad I’m really sorry I hope you find someone to enjoy your birthday with . ( if I knew u I would tots spend ur birthday with u ) 🙂

    • @cseri3214
      @cseri3214 Před 2 lety +3

      Damn I'm sorry :(
      Hey, if you need someone to talk to, please know I'm here :)
      And happy late-birthday btw.
      How are you doing now, honey?

    • @eveishism
      @eveishism Před 2 lety +7

      Fuck those bitches, were here for you :) you don't need to cry
      This might be 4 week late but still... happy birthday and please, live a happy life for us :)

  • @nishu6209
    @nishu6209 Před rokem +5

    Turned 20 today. I love you, Nimisha. You'll do it!!!

  • @assassinpanda843
    @assassinpanda843 Před 10 měsíci +4

    I listened to this on my birthday (july 20th), matched how I felt pretty well. realized a lot of people didn't actually care, so that was fun. No tears, just numbness and hollow. I had no reason to be sad, because I knew it would happen, and I had no reason to happy because it did happen. all and all 10/10 playlist. I enjoyed the music that matches my mood.

  • @hazard6280
    @hazard6280 Před 2 lety +75

    Someone just give that poor cat a birthday present :(

  • @soaphie7914
    @soaphie7914 Před 2 lety +1275

    my best friend said she’d spend my birthday with me, ended up saying she had other plans and left me alone 😎
    edit: I’m so sorry we have all experienced this. I made a discord server for us- if you wanna join lemme know ❤️

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +93

      been there, it sucks. that's not a best friend. i hope you got a good day in the end and a new better best friend :)) ♡♡♡

    • @Grace-sh6tu
      @Grace-sh6tu Před 2 lety +16

      Ngl giving me otis and Eric vibes

    • @StipsaZnaSe
      @StipsaZnaSe Před 2 lety +28

      Get this.
      I had a crush
      Heard everythibg she sayd abt me. Now i hate her
      I bearly talk to her now.
      I bearly want to hang out with her.
      She ruind all kmne winter plans for us
      She told me that im a mistake to my family :)
      That im an idiot
      And alvas lies to me when in allready stressed
      When i dont sleep 4 or 2 hour i can only think of what els is gana happen
      Am i just going to end up alone when i grow up or just hang out with mine dogs and cats

    • @Mm-kj4ln
      @Mm-kj4ln Před 2 lety +10

      Mine invited me over for Halloween and last minute told me they canceled but the still posted about it

    • @soaphie7914
      @soaphie7914 Před 2 lety +3

      @@Mm-kj4ln that’s wrong. wanna be be besties?

  • @advancetechnogirl8714
    @advancetechnogirl8714 Před rokem +2

    My birthday was coming in 2 days and one of my frnds birthday was literally the next month....and i see everyone countingdown their birthday but no one remembered mine.....wow that feeling of sadness and disappointment....can't even explain it in words.....just made me realize how much i value to my frnds.......If anyone who is going through the same .....Don't worry. everything will be fine.stay strong fam💞

  • @cinnademon_99
    @cinnademon_99 Před 8 měsíci +3

    Hey you! Good job getting through another year. I know life is hard at times but you managed to live another year. That tskes a lot of courage to keep going no matter what happens to you and I'm proud of you for it

    • @JUNKAI_KETCHUP
      @JUNKAI_KETCHUP Před 8 měsíci

      Ty happy birthday too even if it may not be your birthday lol

    • @cinnademon_99
      @cinnademon_99 Před 8 měsíci

      @@JUNKAI_KETCHUP Thank you ^^. My birthday wasn't today but it was recent, I'm just here because I found this in my recommended randomly

  • @Smoochieslayer3000
    @Smoochieslayer3000 Před 2 lety +425

    My wish came true today.
    Everyone forgot about me.
    How nice.
    Best birthday ever!

    • @freyaa1200
      @freyaa1200 Před 2 lety +12

      i love u and hope you are well, happy belated birthday

    • @xfati.a1055
      @xfati.a1055 Před 2 lety +6

      Happy birthday late but I love you ❤️

    • @amanjyotsingh8290
      @amanjyotsingh8290 Před 2 lety +8

      Mine too, my close friends forgot my birthday and my bff ends the friendship on that day🥺😔

    • @g.p4737
      @g.p4737 Před 2 lety +11

      My friends openly avoided me on my birthday, I wanted to spend time with them, instead I laid in the snow crying

    • @cocacola2387
      @cocacola2387 Před rokem

      Wow on my birthday even my pet forgot about me cause he died.... yay wow so fun best birthday ever got 20 dollars from my parents so amazing i hope my birthday Will always be like this.... yay Also r.i.p my little buddy

  • @haleymeacham643
    @haleymeacham643 Před 2 lety +117

    I remember when I was actually excited for my birthday.

  • @madel.fabian
    @madel.fabian Před 11 měsíci +3

    You stranger I will never see or maybe. I hope your feeling okay after your birthday was ignored or forgotten by your friends and family members. I’m so sorry for you and I just want you to know that your gonna be okay in a few days so you can rest and listen to music in peace without any disturb also happy birthday

  • @multivid9298
    @multivid9298 Před rokem +4

    Today is my birthday, it's exactly 12 am but I'm here sitting at my bed crying while listening to this playlist. I thought celebrating birthday is always happy but why is everything feel so heavy?

  • @justafr0g473
    @justafr0g473 Před 2 lety +234

    I'm so sorry for venting here, but I really have no other place to do it.
    Today was my birthday, wich cassually happened to be the same day as someone so much prettier, popular, know and liked than me. She had a party to celebrate her birthday today, I didn't want to go because I wanted this day to be mine, just 24 hours to myself, away from the problems in my family, away from people that drain me, away from all. But my mother just didn't care and told me to go to the party, I'm pretty sure it was because she got drunk the day before and didn't want to deal with me.
    The thing is that I got to stand there, with people I barely knew, in a place so bright, and loud, and crowded. I wanted to cry so bad cause it just was wrong. I was literally left alone, everyone seem to have a friend but me. All the attention was drown to her, everything was for her, nobody remembered me even though they knew me for years at this point and knew it was my birthday too. Nobody there told me "happy birthday" or anything. I was there. Invisible. I just sat and tried to pretend to be happy.
    When I got home it just got worse, I wanted to go to bed and forget all, I really am tired, all the noise and talk I had to go trough was just too much, I can't handle situations THAT stimulating. I wanted to go to bed and get some rest, listen to some music and have this shitty day over. But no.
    Today is the birthday of my mother too. She wanted me to stay there, in a living room full of adults who only smoke and shout. So I stood there. I got misgendered and deadnamed all the fucking day, but it didn't matter, home isn't any better, they just misgender me more, and I'm sure it's on purpose. I stood there and entire hour. I was so tired I have to excuse myself and go to the bathroom to stpo myself from crying. When I went back i begged if I could just go to my room. Everyone (specially my mother) got mad at me, calling me "egoist" and a "party-ruiner-nuisance" I left the room and locked my room to get away from the loud voices of my family.
    You birthday is supposed to be a happy day, but this day was just a miserable day for me.
    I don't think anyone will read this, but if someone does. Then thank you for reading all of this poorly writed crap.
    Hope you have a great day. And of it happens to be your birthday, then I wish you a really Happy Birthday

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +29

      dude, i nearly cried reading that. i'm so truely sorry that you had to go through all that shit and not a single person say happy birthday. i'm actually disgusted at your mother, if anything i thought she would've remembered it for you, it was the day you were born. and that party, i would've broken down right then and there. kudos to you for keeping it in. you're clearly not an egoist or a party ruiner nuisance, they are. you're always welcome to vent in my comments, i'll always read and respond to them. happy birthday dude, this video is for you

    • @sho1119
      @sho1119 Před 2 lety +10

      I hope you feel better soon,it must have been hard
      And also I wish you a happy birthday

    • @da-dd7nl
      @da-dd7nl Před 2 lety +7

      im so sorry to hear that i wish you to have a better life sooner away from problems and toxic people and become closer to those who truly love you and dont want to loose you
      -you can have my wish cuz today is my birthday :> and i want everyone to be happy even if theyre strangers
      (BE SURE TO FIND YOUR HAPPINESS AND FREEDOM, LOVE YOU

    • @justafr0g473
      @justafr0g473 Před 2 lety +9

      I didn't think anyone would actually pay attention to some random stranger blurting out their problems-
      I'm so grateful that ya'll cared enough to wish me a happy birthday. Tysm

    • @justafr0g473
      @justafr0g473 Před 2 lety +4

      @@da-dd7nl
      Happy Birthday! Don't worry, you can have your birthday wish, It's yours after all. Hope you have the greatest birthday today!

  • @beatrizsilva953
    @beatrizsilva953 Před 2 lety +24

    Happy birthday to me
    I just ran away from home at dawn and I'm on the beach, alone, thinking about how much I suffer with my family...
    Happy birthday, Ana!

  • @celestiag.thomas-johnson7067
    @celestiag.thomas-johnson7067 Před 10 měsíci +1

    This is the first thing i looked up inturned 17 6 minutes ago ty! Happy late bday btw

  • @ijustwannasleepforever
    @ijustwannasleepforever Před rokem +1

    Needed this last week

  • @sleepybbella
    @sleepybbella Před 2 lety +346

    it’s my birthday today and this playlist just magically showed up

  • @da-dd7nl
    @da-dd7nl Před 2 lety +148

    I dont feel the same excitement like i used to, yk when you're waking up in the morning and have smile on your face then everyone is wishing you HB what a wonderful life
    .
    .
    and here i am 3:38am listening to a song thinking about how things used to be //HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!// "yeah happy birthday"

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +5

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! i know how you feel, i used to count down the days until my birthday, now i count the hours till its over. i’m so sorry the excitement has worn off, and i hope it revisits you :(

    • @da-dd7nl
      @da-dd7nl Před 2 lety +1

      @@sunalloz7540 thank you♡︎♡︎♡︎, yk talking to strangers make me feel less sad i love to encourage people :3, have a great day

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  Před 2 lety +2

      @@da-dd7nl no problem :] honestly same, it’s lovely to talk to people who you don’t even know but feel the same things. i’m always here to talk if you’re ever sad! have a lovely day

  • @nottoxic666
    @nottoxic666 Před rokem +4

    This video seems to become a yearly tradition to me. Happy birthday to anyone readind this ❤

  • @tofucube7703
    @tofucube7703 Před rokem +2

    I turned 18 and honestly was hopeful that there was gonna be something good for my birthday and everything was just disappointing. I didn't get any present even a simple cake but i had a little glimmer of hope that when i got home, my family would have like a surprise gift for me and i waited until it was already night and nothing ever happened. I know a girl who shares the same birthday with me and honestly i felt so envious of how her family celebrated her and compared it to myself and cried myself to sleep

    • @raydenzwrld
      @raydenzwrld Před rokem

      im so sorry, that must be hard. you just became a legal adult and not even your family is spending that time with you. im so so sorry, you don't deserve that. i do hope you have a better year and that this happening isnt bringing you down. you deserve the best, if i knew you irl i would make sure to celebrate your birthday. i do hope 18 treats you well. happy late birthday🫶

  • @celestophia6603
    @celestophia6603 Před 2 lety +243

    To you, yes, you who are reading this!
    Happy birthday!! 🥳 wish you all the best in the world 🎂🎉 hope everything will be kind to you 💖
    sincerely, internet stranger

  • @axellicious5844
    @axellicious5844 Před 2 lety +609

    Hey, anyone who wants a happy birthday from a stranger!
    Happy birthday ❤️ I hope you’re okay… take deep breaths, wipe your tears and make a snack… take care of yourself! You deserve it!! 🎂🎉

  • @spaceboyblue
    @spaceboyblue Před 11 dny +3

    its my 19th today, i talked all week about how weird it was going to be turning 19, reminding all my friends saying stuff like "god im gonna be such an old man on sunday haha"
    i havent gotten one happy birthday, not even from my mom.

    • @GoldenMarionette
      @GoldenMarionette Před 6 dny

      Happy late birthday! Friends can be very disappointing, I've had many disappointing friends but I'm sorry to hear your mom didn't say it either

  • @lalisaxqueen2299
    @lalisaxqueen2299 Před rokem

    Coming back to this playlist every year 👍

  • @calebxoxo264
    @calebxoxo264 Před 2 lety +65

    Here I am, sitting in my bedroom floor after being forgotten. It's my birthday.. I've been ignored and bullied today, on my special day off becoming and official teenager.. Had comments said about me and my mental health, my friends celebrating someone else's birthday and leaving me out. What a great first birthday for my teenage years.. Now I'm wondering what I've done to deserve any off this..
    Happy Birthday me..

    • @Manoskmr
      @Manoskmr Před 2 lety

      I'm so sorry to hear that 😞
      Happy birthday 💕

    • @urfavaussie93
      @urfavaussie93 Před 2 lety +1

      Same i am so so sorry you don't deserve to be treated like that you are a wonderful person and you deserve to be treated way better ok and i am here in the comments

    • @jayshreerane2182
      @jayshreerane2182 Před 2 lety +1

      Hey bro....love you man....enjoy your day by your self don't fucking care for any on..

    • @ellarrengolsen5537
      @ellarrengolsen5537 Před rokem

      Hey, you dont deserve it!

    • @koolkaylie3954
      @koolkaylie3954 Před rokem

      You don't deserve to be forgotten person. I am also in my teenage years and everyone forgets my birthday.
      I hope you have a great next birthday and don't forget that people on internet are there for you no matter what.

  • @niraj5582
    @niraj5582 Před 3 měsíci +1

    Happy b'day man. Got to see this video in 2024. I hope you're doing well, and are happy wherever you're.

  • @lazyxgaming444
    @lazyxgaming444 Před rokem

    AYEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

  • @jesterdays
    @jesterdays Před 2 lety +227

    The day has finally come, now I can listen to this and continue my day without any expectations

  • @marsh.3008
    @marsh.3008 Před 2 lety +154

    i love how ive been there for everyone, seen everyone's ups and downs, helped the people i hate the most, gave them another chance when they didn't deserve it, i love how im the therapist but never get the help they give back, i love how i trusted someone only to be betrayed, replaced, left alone to be sad and depressed after i pulled them out of that dark hole that they have pushed me into. i was there, everyone's celebration for surviving another year, but seems like no one came to mine, quite sad to see that now was it? maybe my existence was a error maybe i wasn't supposed to be here. its upsetting to see that the only person that remembered your birthday was the hospital, thanks for making me realise i only had myself in this world.

    • @georgiagiannarapis9953
      @georgiagiannarapis9953 Před 2 lety +8

      hello, i hope you know your existence is not an error or mistake. i am truly sorry you are going through this as i have gone through the exact same thing as you and it is so disheartening and upsetting but i promise you there are people out there that appreciate and love you. there are strangers out there who haven’t met you yet and would absolutely adore you. i know it’s harder to say than do, but chin up. happy belated birthday. you deserve every happiness.

    • @marsh.3008
      @marsh.3008 Před 2 lety

      @@georgiagiannarapis9953 thank you

    • @olivia.52_40
      @olivia.52_40 Před 2 lety +5

      Its my birthday and everyone forget abt mine too.your not alone I hope you know that. nice people never win but don’t change you’re so much more worth and deserve better

    • @marsh.3008
      @marsh.3008 Před 2 lety +3

      @@olivia.52_40 I’m sorry that’s happening to you, but here’s a happy birthday from a stranger online!! Happy birthday and hang in there, there’s better people in the world.

    • @ardmin7343
      @ardmin7343 Před měsícem

      @@olivia.52_40I feel the same lol, I’m crying as i read your comment I don’t know you but thank you . I don’t know if this loneliness ever leaves or if I will ever be cherished as I cherished my people.
      But today I’m glad I’m not the only one who felt like this ❤

  • @user-jc9ex9dp7s
    @user-jc9ex9dp7s Před rokem

    about to be me tomorrow thank you so much im happy i found this playlist

  • @yanaluvs
    @yanaluvs Před 10 měsíci

    Happy 19th, yana.
    18th yana you did great till now !!

  • @ashpixie0
    @ashpixie0 Před 2 lety +41

    happy birthday to me- alone in my room and too sad to be around anyone.
    if anyone's in the same position or comes to this video on their birthday know you're not alone❤

  • @ricerispies110
    @ricerispies110 Před 2 lety +202

    I used to be so excited for my birthday now I dread it and I was actually crying on my birthday this year :}

  • @fotitoast_
    @fotitoast_ Před rokem +1

    Ty for this music!We love all this music!
    And i have my birthday!

  • @alisonluna
    @alisonluna Před 5 měsíci

    Just waking up now, nothing really bad happened today but I'm here listening to this thinking about the people I love who couldn't be here with me, who I'll never get to see again wishing me a happy birthday and giving me a hug that I really need now. Really hope this day gets better

  • @chloerodgers4806
    @chloerodgers4806 Před rokem +30

    I love that more people that I've never met before are more considerate and lovely than the people I've known all my life.

  • @verniixxx9191
    @verniixxx9191 Před 2 lety +571

    VENT// My birthday was back in February and I still remember it like it was yesterday. I remember not being able to sleep, being so, so excited, not containing myself as I waited until 5PM for my mom to get home, because that’s when the party started!! At least that’s how it had been the past 17 birthdays. Turning 18 is suppose to be a big deal, you’re stepping over the threshold of being a child and turning to a legal adult, but then why did I feel so childish as I sobbed all night long? I waited. Maybe they had a surprise? Maybe they wanted to wait until after dinner, dinner that I didn’t get to choose of course, to bring out cake and a small present! That had to be it. But I waited. And I waited. I waited until the clock struck midnight and the lights were all out and cried. They had really forgotten. I didn’t get a single happy birthday from anyone, no acknowledgement, no nothing. I ended up looking for videos on CZcams of people singing happy birthday for comfort because it absolutely was NOT a happy birthday.
    I’m closer to my 19th birthday than I am my 18th, but man. It hurts. I’ve cried more over it than anything else, I’m sitting here struggling to type over the wet drops all over my screen omg embarrassing- but if it’s your birthday and you feel alone, I wish you the happiest birthday ever. You deserve to smile and you deserve to be acknowledged. I love you

    • @ventitheanemoarchon2810
      @ventitheanemoarchon2810 Před 2 lety +31

      Im so sorry you didn't get to celebrate your 18th birthday, your right, birthdays should be special and memorable, but even if your birthdays turn out shitty and terrible, there are better days, and honestly that's what makes me look forward to ordinary days. It's very late, or early, but I would like to wish you a very happy belated/advanced birthday😊🎂
      Go ahead make a wish, its on me ;D
      Take care random stranger, hope life gives you something better

    • @holagentesoypro7977
      @holagentesoypro7977 Před 2 lety

      suss

    • @angelmarymathew1224
      @angelmarymathew1224 Před 2 lety +3

      hey, I hope you are doing well. and I will come back in February to say Happy birthday to you, just tell me the date 😊😊 I hope u won't cry this year.

    • @hermasquerade6374
      @hermasquerade6374 Před 2 lety +7

      I just turned 18 and this is exactly how mine turned out as well. No presents, no cake, my friends canceled last minute, and I was left crying alone in my bedroom literally all night. The beginning of my "adult years" really isn't off to a great start.
      I hope your 19th bday goes better :)

    • @danielacreates8826
      @danielacreates8826 Před 2 lety +6

      I turned 18 this year and although my close relatives and family wished me happy birthday, it hurt that none of my editor friends did even when I posted a birthday edit. I was literally so sad the whole day and I haven’t forgiven any of them for it. I turn 19 oct 2022 and I plan to make an edit for myself and maybe spend the day buying gifts for myself and relaxing. I’m sorry no one wished you happy birthday. Especially on your 18th birthday. I may not know you, but happy late birthday. I admire you so much for how strong you are. I wanted to end it all when my friends didn’t say anything (I even almost got into a car accident). But the fact that you’re still here means there is nothing but happy birthdays in your future ❤️

  • @managerkiki7132
    @managerkiki7132 Před rokem

    Happy birthday to you:)

  • @chxrry_blxssom-wf9tg
    @chxrry_blxssom-wf9tg Před 7 měsíci

    Happy birthday!🎂 to anyone who has no one to say it to them like me .happy birthday may u have many more to come!

  • @user-qc3in7yd9c
    @user-qc3in7yd9c Před rokem +303

    Birthdays always make me feel guilty for living, this brought me some peace. Thank you and happy birthday to all the lovely people here

    • @Moon-uh7ok
      @Moon-uh7ok Před rokem +2

      Happy birthday! Angel! today is my birthday too. I wish you eternal happiness and success. Stay blessed💖

    • @user-qc3in7yd9c
      @user-qc3in7yd9c Před rokem +2

      @@Moon-uh7ok happy birthday to you as well!! You're so incredibly strong and I'm proud of you for being here. I hope this next year is full of good things

    • @KarinaMendez-yf2iu
      @KarinaMendez-yf2iu Před rokem +1

      You should never feel guilty for living. You were brought into this world for a purpose. You are loved and you being here in this world makes it a better place. I wish you all the best in life and I hope you have a great birthday next year. 💖

    • @user-qc3in7yd9c
      @user-qc3in7yd9c Před rokem +1

      @@KarinaMendez-yf2iu thank you so much :') I hope you know that you're so loved and cared for as well. Have a great day

    • @KarinaMendez-yf2iu
      @KarinaMendez-yf2iu Před rokem

      @@user-qc3in7yd9c thank you!! You too ☺️💕

  • @marwazer4478
    @marwazer4478 Před rokem +101

    Woke up excited for a good day in my birthday today and here I am listening to this playlist

  • @1_Cherry_1
    @1_Cherry_1 Před 11 měsíci +1

    This gonna be my playlist for tomorrow

  • @idi_00_tka29
    @idi_00_tka29 Před rokem +1

    It's my birthday today and I feel like no one remembers it... Happy Birthday to me I guess. Thanks for this playlist 😻

  • @lmaoitsari
    @lmaoitsari Před rokem +365

    crying to this rn, while my parents are asleep and im just celebrating my birthday alone.
    (01/9/23): AYO 354 LIKES?? YA'LL CHILL , I FORGOT ABT THIS COMMENT AND WHEN I COME BACK I SEE AROUND 300 LIKES HOLY COW TYSM

    • @sallylovests
      @sallylovests Před rokem +6

      You are beautiful and loved I promise you.

    • @sallylovests
      @sallylovests Před rokem +5

      You are beautiful and loved I promise you.

    • @khushisharma4612
      @khushisharma4612 Před rokem +3

      Sameee

    • @Lost_Gunner47
      @Lost_Gunner47 Před rokem

      Same... It's 12 ... No one remembers...no one cares

    • @lilyember8140
      @lilyember8140 Před rokem

      Im doing the same thing, nobody knows its my birthday, along with he fact nobody cares.

  • @madoka341
    @madoka341 Před 2 lety +69

    When you’ve been crying for the past 4 days because you hate your birthday, and now that my birthday is tomorrow, knowing that most of my friends AND PARENTS forgot hurts. I probably won’t even get anything, not even money. But my parents remember my siblings and stupid nieces and nephews birthdays who they don’t even talk to that often, just to forget their own daughter’s birthday.

  • @madim5824
    @madim5824 Před 3 měsíci +1

    My birthdays are always sad for some reason but today my mom was so nice to me and we actually celebrated and I was actaully so surprised and happy to see my friends wishing me a happy birthday when I first woke up.

  • @tapdancingtoad16
    @tapdancingtoad16 Před 2 měsíci +1

    My mom forgot about my birthday breakfast that we scheduled for just the two of us. I honestly don’t know what to do. I feel tired more than anything I think. I’m just tired of being overlooked and always being a second thought. I want my mom. Happy birthday to me. Never thought I’d make it this far. Proud of you girl.

  • @yamatosirlhusband
    @yamatosirlhusband Před rokem +54

    the fact that i'm only 24 minutes into my bday (it's 12:24 AM) and im already sobbing. hope everyone else has a good birthday- you can come celebrate with me if you're alone

  • @phamlan655
    @phamlan655 Před rokem +37

    Just turned 14 today and now I’m listening to this😃 I really hate birthdays, I always end up crying.

    • @ducvillageois5111
      @ducvillageois5111 Před 11 měsíci +5

      I Turn 14 today and nobody came. Im literraly crying in my room right now and i just search for comfort on youtube.

    • @chloe_2567
      @chloe_2567 Před 8 měsíci +1

      i just turned 14, too!! happy 15th birthday!

    • @juli4.c0sta
      @juli4.c0sta Před 4 měsíci

      just turned 14 and i dont feel like i thought i would at my 14th birthday, i dont feel mature enough to be 14

    • @anand6999
      @anand6999 Před 2 měsíci

      I am turning 13 today entering my teens guess NO ONE CARES ❤

  • @crowe-642
    @crowe-642 Před rokem +1

    happy birthday to y'all !! ❤🎉
    please don't be sad ..... next year you are going to have the best b-day ever!!

  • @imtired1509
    @imtired1509 Před rokem +2

    happy birthday to everyone with the birthday blues ! everyone lets hope our next birthday is better ♥️
    i just wish someone would put in the same effort i would… no birthday wishes :) but it is okay i have to be strong. i barely have any friends since i am younger than anyone at my college and im online. anyone who “cares” about me is because of the money i make at work. i wish someone would’ve sent me a text. i am so lonely it hurts. i wish i could be important to someone but it’s always the same. even my family. this christmas my parents didn’t get anyone gifts so i got everyone gifts and people were even ungrateful for what i bought them. i’m not even an adult. i wanted a happy birthday. but i guess that’s too much effort.

  • @Lordstar_1
    @Lordstar_1 Před rokem +93

    Currently crying my eyes out with blood streaming down my nose in a dark room and a cat hat on 🙂👍🏽

    • @Lordstar_1
      @Lordstar_1 Před rokem +17

      Everyone acted like I was nothing because my sisters baby was born a couple days ago and I feel so selfish for being mad that no one is doing anything to make me feel good but at the same time I feel like I deserve it for all the bad stuff I’ve done and to add on too it this is my second birthday with my dad not saying anything to me or my family it’s crazy because he lives so close to me but he can’t even say a simple happy birthday

    • @desireefraucher9109
      @desireefraucher9109 Před rokem +12

      @@Lordstar_1 aw I'm sorry, I know I'm very late but happy belated birthday ♥♥