Day 1 It is currently 2 in the morning, next Sunday I will take a flight to Spain, in search of a better future. I leave behind my family, my friends, and my girlfriend... it hurts a lot, but I have to take advantage of this opportunity. Yesterday I finished a sushi making course, I got good at it, I hope to keep learning and improve my cooking skills, maybe I'll get a job related to that...
As time suddenly starts to revolve in slow motion, My last breath , I gasped, taking one last look at my beloved, Admiring the things I've never had the time to notice, Like, Their smile, Their laugh, Their worth that shone so brightly i felt blinded by the sight, Their persistence To love radiant aura , Unique features, All fading away from my sight, Shaken I stood their looking at the love of my life walk away in tears, Regretting my choice, bad habits, Impurities, All i hoped the rain would wash away, But too late, Id make an attempt to apologize, but i keep hurting them, So I'd choose tho shy away and hide, Even the thought of loving them seemed so odd, Me? Could i ever be capable of loving someone so great beyond my widest dreams, So perfect,did i even deserve it? Did i even deserve your warm embrace, Shivering as i fell to the floor sobbing, I felt onlookers eyes paste on me, I felt their pity, their concern and worry, Doubts flooded my mind, All my emotions crashed at the junction of my thoughts, Fear arose of how I'd possibly be able to live with the memory of you, Your smell took host in my home, Your muddy shoe prints designed my floor, Your gaze forever in mine, But the byproduct of time, We grow ,we love, we live and move on. (Idk I'll keep writing till it makes something)
Please do you not ever stop writing. These words can make not only a history,but also a emotion. If these words can make me,a Brazilian emotional,do your efforts to make the world feel the same way I felt. (Sorry for my weak English )❤
Now I'd wish time would erase my existence, Barriers of insecurities and guilt, Cause me to feel like a prisoner in my own body, Manipulated into thinking i was worth nothing, The pain of me feeling like I've lost the best thing that has ever happened to me, Slowly reconstructs, every time i die a little inside you return, As if feeding off of my hurt and pain, Such an Angelic face but a demonic like grace, My freedom was a war with my mind constantly shadowed by my heart, Thoughtlessly i begged for something that was like self destruction, Blindly, What i feared most was losing you, Isolated from the world by you just so you'd be at peace knowing for a fact that their was just you, Constantly living under your gaze, And firm grasps, Annoyed expressions, Disgusted comments to keep me barricaded by the thought that you we're the only person that would ever want me, But........ Now that i was free , what gives? What's would i do now? The image of the world he repeatedly painted in my head over the years was, Evil, Vile, Impure, Judgemental, To target my subconscious insecurities.
Nature’s first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf’s a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. - Robert Frost
There is one God, who created Heaven and Earth. He made us in His image and likeness. He made us to worship and we chose to rebel against God. As a result we are seperated from God but God didn’t leave us. Instead God sent His one and only Son, His Son is Jesus. He was born of a virgin and lived a life without sin, though He was tempted in every way as we are. He went on the cross and He willingly took our sins past, present and future. Jesus died in my place for my sins, paying my debt to God and purchasing my salvation. Jesus died but He rose on the third day victory over satan, sin, demons and hell. Jesus tells us to share this story of the Good News and there’s a God that lovingly pursues us. Jesus is coming to judge the living and the dead and those who trust in God will forever be with Him in His Kingdom and those who do not will suffer forever in hell so please repent and turn to Christ before it's too late.
I like to close my eyes, feel the air and breathe while listening to this song. It makes me travel to the past and to the future, it makes me dream about everything and about nothing. I´m just me, there´s no one else. Life can be to good and to bad, to happy and to sad, but everything it´s a moment, like we are. We are a moment to somebody, we´re a memory, a feeling, or a love. There´s nothing like love, but sometimes we are afraid to love or afraid to be hurt again, so we close ourselfs, and not only to love, we close ourselfs to everything, and we don´t even realize that. It´s good to be sad, so you can say: "if i´m sad then i´m alive". And there´s nothing better to be alive. It means that we can do things, we can love and we can feel the air while listening to this song.
"The faulty street light over head couldn't make up it's mind, illuminating me in the middle of this parking lot, only to shroud me in overwhelming darkness along with everyone else seconds later. I existed between worlds every few seconds, but never hers. Begging me to question if I existed at all."
Day 1
It is currently 2 in the morning, next Sunday I will take a flight to Spain, in search of a better future. I leave behind my family, my friends, and my girlfriend... it hurts a lot, but I have to take advantage of this opportunity. Yesterday I finished a sushi making course, I got good at it, I hope to keep learning and improve my cooking skills, maybe I'll get a job related to that...
I wish you good luck some stranger from internet
i cant explain in words how beautiful this is 💌
Piano masterpiece 🙌
As time suddenly starts to revolve in slow motion,
My last breath ,
I gasped,
taking one last look at my beloved,
Admiring the things I've never had the time to notice,
Like,
Their smile,
Their laugh,
Their worth that shone so brightly i felt blinded by the sight,
Their persistence
To love radiant aura ,
Unique features,
All fading away from my sight,
Shaken I stood their looking at the love of my life walk away in tears,
Regretting my choice,
bad habits,
Impurities,
All i hoped the rain would wash away,
But too late,
Id make an attempt to apologize,
but i keep hurting them,
So I'd choose tho shy away and hide,
Even the thought of loving them seemed so odd,
Me? Could i ever be capable of loving someone so great beyond my widest dreams,
So perfect,did i even deserve it?
Did i even deserve your warm embrace,
Shivering as i fell to the floor sobbing,
I felt onlookers eyes paste on me,
I felt their pity, their concern and worry,
Doubts flooded my mind,
All my emotions crashed at the junction of my thoughts,
Fear arose of how I'd possibly be able to live with the memory of you,
Your smell took host in my home,
Your muddy shoe prints designed my floor,
Your gaze forever in mine,
But the byproduct of time,
We grow ,we love, we live and move on.
(Idk I'll keep writing till it makes something)
Please do you not ever stop writing. These words can make not only a history,but also a emotion. If these words can make me,a Brazilian emotional,do your efforts to make the world feel the same way I felt. (Sorry for my weak English )❤
Very good ❤ thank you love, or bro 🤭
This is so nice Ania!
Now I'd wish time would erase my existence,
Barriers of insecurities and guilt,
Cause me to feel like a prisoner in my own body,
Manipulated into thinking i was worth nothing,
The pain of me feeling like I've lost the best thing that has ever happened to me,
Slowly reconstructs,
every time i die a little inside you return,
As if feeding off of my hurt and pain,
Such an Angelic face but a demonic like grace,
My freedom was a war with my mind constantly shadowed by my heart,
Thoughtlessly i begged for something that was like self destruction,
Blindly,
What i feared most was losing you,
Isolated from the world by you just so you'd be at peace knowing for a fact that their was just you,
Constantly living under your gaze,
And firm grasps,
Annoyed expressions,
Disgusted comments to keep me barricaded by the thought that you we're the only person that would ever want me,
But........
Now that i was free ,
what gives?
What's would i do now?
The image of the world he repeatedly painted in my head over the years was,
Evil,
Vile,
Impure,
Judgemental,
To target my subconscious insecurities.
Its so beautiful, wtf
It is
I know lol
Day 2
I went to a party last night, sort of a farewell with some friends, it was good...
There something in this music that make it so much beatiufu than others songs like this type
Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
- Robert Frost
So nice
There is one God, who created Heaven and Earth. He made us in His image and likeness. He made us to worship and we chose to rebel against God. As a result we are seperated from God but God didn’t leave us. Instead God sent His one and only Son, His Son is Jesus. He was born of a virgin and lived a life without sin, though He was tempted in every way as we are. He went on the cross and He willingly took our sins past, present and future. Jesus died in my place for my sins, paying my debt to God and purchasing my salvation. Jesus died but He rose on the third day victory over satan, sin, demons and hell. Jesus tells us to share this story of the Good News and there’s a God that lovingly pursues us. Jesus is coming to judge the living and the dead and those who trust in God will forever be with Him in His Kingdom and those who do not will suffer forever in hell so please repent and turn to Christ before it's too late.
I loved her so much
I like to close my eyes, feel the air and breathe while listening to this song. It makes me travel to the past and to the future, it makes me dream about everything and about nothing. I´m just me, there´s no one else.
Life can be to good and to bad, to happy and to sad, but everything it´s a moment, like we are. We are a moment to somebody, we´re a memory, a feeling, or a love. There´s nothing like love, but sometimes we are afraid to love or afraid to be hurt again, so we close ourselfs, and not only to love, we close ourselfs to everything, and we don´t even realize that. It´s good to be sad, so you can say: "if i´m sad then i´m alive". And there´s nothing better to be alive. It means that we can do things, we can love and we can feel the air while listening to this song.
"You are as free as you hope and as prisoner as you fear"
Shawshank Redemption
legend !
gerçekten çok iyi
bencede
спасибо!
Amazing!
🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹
Love ❤
"The faulty street light over head couldn't make up it's mind, illuminating me in the middle of this parking lot, only to shroud me in overwhelming darkness along with everyone else seconds later. I existed between worlds every few seconds, but never hers. Begging me to question if I existed at all."
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I made a video with this song. Check it out