BASIC GUIDE to YOUR SATURN'S RETURN || what is saturn's return?
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Spiritual Awakening. Aftermath of Narcissistic Abuse. Complete identity crisis. Discovering and healing childhood attachment trauma. Grieving through Complex PTSD. Individuating from my parents. It’s all happening 😅😅
Same
Girl same... Same on everything.. it's almost like I wrote that
Omg yes
Same 😂😂😂😂
It's wonderful..wish you more of the best ❤️
Pretty wild to come across this video. At exactly 27.5 years old I finally learned that I'm autistic. After 27 years of confusion, depression, and utter desperation, I have finally discovered who I am and WHY I am. For the first time in my life I'm excited about the future and I'm making goals and plans. I never even thought I would make it this far in life. To be discovering self acceptance has turned my world upside down.
Self Acceptance is the KEY. Thank you so much beautiful one for sharing your mind’s discovery on being on the spectrum/autistic. Funny because my mother finally shared with my brother that he was on the spectrum around your age as well. Sending you so much love Tanya!!!
As someone who is going down the same path of self-discovery, this was so wonderful to hear! I am so happy you found yourself and your peace, and I wish you lots of happiness in this exciting new chapter! ❤
I am so glad that you feel this way! I was diagnosed at 16,5 but struggle with self acceptence.
Just yesterday I felt really down and limited. I thought things like I will never function in this world. And then I think of all those wonderful amazing people who are open with their autism and I wonder how they even dare and why I am so afraid to be me?
I know this is one year ago, but if you see this, how are things going and can you give some advice to someone who just wants to put her head in the sand all the time?
@SomethingBambi shout out to CZcams for passing on the notification!
Things are going surprisingly well. Being who I am without a filter has removed so much anxiety. Granted, I've been in therapy this whole time, and I work at a company that loves and encourages authenticity. Those two aspects make my day to day life manageable and a life I want to be fully present in. My husband also discovered he's autistic at the ripe age of 35. We are also realizing our kiddo may also be on the spectrum. If there is one bit of advice to hold on to... "Being your true self can encourage others around you to figure out what 'being true' means for them." I started a very long and painful journey in therapy when I was 23, and it's opened a world of self-acceptance and self advocacy.
Wow! This comment and your families journey is a Breathe of fresh air! Finding a great therapist is totally a game changer. I’m happy to hear Universe has brought ppl into your life to encourage you to be who you were created to be!
Currently going through Saturn's return. All my thoughts and feelings about myself and others have been challenged and I have a deep knowing that I need to work on myself and heal myself from within and that no one can do it for me. I am no longer looking for a savior and my relationship with source is growing deeper and deeper. I hope to come out on the other side renewed and refreshed ready for the next phase of my life.
You will!!
having your saturn return during these Covid time is hell
Best time. We can actually sit down and be with it all
Turning 31 in March so I have a few months left. It’s been hard but learning so much. Lowest time of my life. Lost father, had mental depression, have a sucky job. Lost my bf of 14 years. But - became enlightened and spiritually strong. Realized that spirituality is everything. Connection to the source is very important
Thank you for sharing! Love to you on your journey
Some days it feels like nothing will ever feel right again because of how long it’s felt chaotic. I am looking forward to the light as a 28 year old
Had my spiritual awakening at 26. Lost friends and jobs, put in a position to be patient and of service, a year later I turn 27 June 27th and I have been learning so much and I know learning patients is part of this because no matter how fast I try to do something the process is still slow! I know everything that comes after this is going to be beautiful! I’m just taking it day by day learning the lessons and doing what has to be done. My Saturn is in Pisces .
I will make it through it. I am strong,I am brave, I am protected and I am deserving of happiness and peace.
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I had never heard of this til recently. After learning about saturns return im like yes thats what happen to me just before my 28th birthday. It was so amazing. Changed my life completely and made me into who i am today. Who i always wanted to be.😍
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Wow. Your words just made so much sense. I'm turning 30 in June and I've been in that weird state since 27.5 years old, that's mad! I was wondering why everything seems off since then and why I'm losing my "trusty" friends. That's incredible. Thank you for that video!
You are so welcome beautiful one!! Nobody talks about it but everyone goes through it. Emphasis on the word THROUGH. Hold onto yourself. Get to know yourself. Get to like yourself. You’ll make it through
I can feel the changing energy so much lately. Things are changing in my life and I don't sweat it, truths are being revealed even though I always knew them, I acknowledge them.
I used to hope, now I plan. I used to pray for things to get better, I know they always will if I'm willing to spiritually or physically remove myself. I haven't talked to my mother in 3 weeks but I guess that's another thing to address, turning 29 in a couple of weeks.
"source is undoing and having you unlearn everything that you have been taught" that hits me so HARD! Love it girl! Currently going through my return right now and it's so amazingly awesome but scary at the same time!! I really loved your introduction of this topic, keep up the good work :) *Saturn in Aquarius right here*
Hey beautiful! Girl...mine ends in December and I don't even recognize myself but I love her and I'm done fighting being the new me! Happy you resonated!!
This resonated on every level 💕 Spirit has been constantly saying to me “no one is coming to save you, this is your work”. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story.
Spirit is really speaking to us loud, stern and clear!
Thank you for this! My 32nd birthday is tomorrow and these past 3 years I've been going through a Saturn return. Our stories are very similar. Mine started in 2020 when I was 28 and my best friend and I ended our 8-year friendship. I then went through a terrible /first romantic heartbreak in 2021 and then moved to NYC from AZ and then had to come back to AZ in March of 2022 and then after I turned 30 in 2022 ALL the friends I thought would be there abandoned me and I got laid off from a job I worked for 2 years and I became homeless, lost my dad who I couldn't be at his funeral because he was in Africa and so much shit happened to me in 2022..2022 is the worst year of my life and I've spent these past 3 years learning and going through a rebirth and spiritual awakening.I thought I was cursed but watching you share your story makes me feel so seen and not alone! Thank you for sharing!
Wow im so so sorry for your losses sister.
Going through this. Dealing with CPS. From 27. Car broke down. Met s girl who got arrested. Experienced homeless. Went to jail. Affected how I make money. Got my favorite guitar stolen. Lost my best friends to drugs. But got to get on stage more
My Saturn’s return is in Capricorn. My birthday is July 20th, I’ll be 31. Thank you, thank you, I needed this. Im almost done. This has been no joke! Im a beast now though.❤️❤️❤️👑👑🖤Thanks so much for this video.
Happy belated birthday doll! Mine was in Capricorn as well I'm 32 and NOW I AM FINALLY DONE. If new me who dis was a person...looolllll.... I hope you enjoyed your birthday!
@@BeenieTV yes!!!!!!!! Im so glad im finally out. Omg, you already know. Im glad your done Goddess!!!
@@IamCynDoll same birthday as u but 1992 😍💖💖💖 all the best girl
I'm laughing because, legit this is my life right now. Abusive boss, then grandma passed away, low job, and the mentality that no one is going to save you is the only thing keeping me going rn. Even knowing that dogs and butterflies are my thing and yup, they're everywhere when I'm at my lowest. So here is to futher self-care!
Thanks for sharing this as I helps me feel like I have a path even though I feel like i'm soo far of of it (Saturn in Pisces aka drowning in the ocean).
I’m sorry to hear about what you had to go through to awaken 💕 look at what house Saturn in Pisces is in your natal chart. Pisces is all about mystical and magical so you might be being pushed by Hod to step more into your spiritual gifts, intuition, clairvoyance, etc. sending you love and please beautiful one know that you have a path and you are on it and you are exactly where you are meant to be 🧿🙏🏿🇬🇭💕
Wow my grandmas death was my rebirth too. It effected me physically too & the job stress etc relationships that needed to end etc. Yes trust ourselves intuition . I think some of us have late Saturn returns . I’m still learning about this & another awakening for me too especially since my grandma passed in 2021
My saturn return was so bad I thought somebody was doing spell work on me🥴 i think somebody still was on the low but mines started around 28-29
I'm going through Saturn's Return now! I'll be 28 on Feb. 6th and I brought in my new year w Covid and no money in my account. I'm learning these lessons and doing my best to not get discouraged. I'm going to heal myself of past traumas so love can flow to and through me! That's what I want the most, to be and see and feel love. This is a great feeling to realize that I'm not alone! Thank you for this reassuring video!
Thank you for sharing with me! Saturn is in Aquarius I believe so look for what house Aquarius is in your chart so that you can know what your healing is centered on
Currently going through my Saturn return 🪐 and I definitely feel my life transforming. Thank God I’m almost at the end but I’ve learned a lot about myself and thank myself for handling it with grace. Thank you so much, Love and Light to all✨
You got this!
Crying to this video mine is here and IM GETTING HUMBLED!! Im also losing my old friends and trouble at work. Im hoping for the best. Also you’re a warm undertone not cool for foundation doll, thank you 🙏🏼💕
You are highly critical of yourself right? I know you’ll learn to release your own inner critic during your Saturn’s Return. Sending you love and hope you release your self hate the world has programmed you to have.
Not to make this all 3D and sheit but you’re GORGEOUS
Lmaoooooooo this comment made my day!!!!
I’m going through my second Saturn 🪐 return right now. It feels scary but exciting too. Thanks for your great video explaining what a Saturn return looks like. ❤️ and 💡
Wow that is beautiful that this is your second one. Wishing you a beautiful and deep return
I'm about to turn 30 on the 25th and when I tell you my life is a mess right now.. I've been barely making it and I just realized what's been happening!
Happy Early birthday 🎂 The worst part is because nobody talks about it when you’re in it, it makes everything harder and it feels like everything is against you when really everything is happening for you. In tarot it’s called your Tower moment. Pray more, meditate more, get out in nature more to hear the answers that you need to hear. Wishing you so much love and blessings and mental peace during your Saturn’s Return Journey 💕💕💕✨✨✨
I just entered mine and omg let me tell you its been an emotional hell so far lol. I am however open to healing whatever I need to. thank you for making this video it was really helpful!
BUCKLE UP!!! Yes beautiful one. Be open. It will not be easy. But your soul knew you could handle it. See you on the other side 🤎🙏🏿🪬
It is NOT a game hahaha girrrrl this video gave me so much clarity. I’m just turning 28 on Friday and I’ve been going through the worst time of my life - a total unraveling in every area: relationships, love, business, you name it…Now I see it’s not bad karma - I am being remade. Thank you for this video. You’re a badass
Beenie! This video was everything. I’m coming up on my 28th birthday and have experienced so many things already with my Saturn Return approaching. Witnessed my grandmother passing in front of me, losing friends, career change because of burn out. SEEING things in a new way. This has been the most challenging year. But also, the MOST beautiful and transforming year I’ve ever experienced. Intuition is picking up, understanding alignment and being in tune to what feels RIGHT. Truly sending LOVE to any and all during this time. Thank you for this reminder ❤️
Amen Toni! Thank you for sharing and my heart surrounds yours having to see your grandmother pass. Continue to buckle up and brace yourself as I always tell people because it is a bumpy ride until it’s over💕
It is definitely not a game! I’m going through it and couldn’t agree with you more. This video reminds me that I’m not alone 😊
Happy to hear and yes my love we are in it together
I literally entered my Saturn return right when COVID hit
Hope you are finding joy in the bumpy and wild ass ride 😅😅🤎🤎
Currently going thru it at 28... So far i changed best friends, got completely sober, quit a good job because i made mistakes and refused to feel treated indifferent, now going after my driver's license and wanting more for the future. Its lonely here but youre so on Point thank you.
Really hoping this return breaks me free from this relationship ive been in so long im not happy with.
It shall 🙏👍🙏
Thank you soo much. I just learned today about the saturns return. I also just turned 31 thank the divine universe
Happy Birthday!
I'm definitely going through it. These years been crazy. I found out I'm genuinely "American Indian." Prople think it's crazy, but I know what the universe is telling me. I've looked at the fake history they teach us, and I'm still on my journey. Looked into my family tree, etc. Been a rollercoaster, but I know who I am more than any time before, and I had to deal with my mothers passing. Two years now and still fighting. I see a lot of my brothas and sistas going through their Saturn return too, and they too know they have always been in America. Great vid.
Thnk you for sharing your beautiful story of loss and discovery with me. ALOT of us are waking up again and are seeing the truth and the light. Hope you can make it to my meditation at 3pm EST here on YT
This is real. Hits hard. Your path seems close to mine and different too. I have had two daughters and let go of my parents due to childhood abuse. The awaking i have felt since 2014 has been a wild wild ride. My first daughter was born when i was 27 five months 17 days old... Now that i am 31 six months... I am imaging this is very close to the end of the return cycle. Is is powerful. Moving from daughter to mother is something. I have accept to a far reaching extent the pain my parents both caused to me and that to protect my daughters and myself i will have to sail far from the happiness limiting factors and toward love of myself. I am trying to stop seeing the reruns of childhood trauma pulling me from the pure love that surrounds me in my husband and our girls. We have all worked so hard to get here. Hopefully this veil will finish closing soon seeing so deeply into my past has been very painful and lonely, we have endured great strife to get where we are. I want to be here and no where else. I am weary and want to come home. Ella, Maddie and Sam are such gifts.
Pretty big whammy to realize i spent 30 years trying to justify so much pain to endure more and more and more. Now i have to remember what quiet and love and peace are...
Wow you look 25 😍
Thank you! I have an expensive skincare routine, my mother's side of the family has great skin and most importantly my soul is a child that never ages!
I’ve been getting hives almost every day for the passes 6 months. My 27th birthday is this week. I feel you so much. Thank you for sharing this well needed video. 💜🙏
I’m sorry to hear about your hives. I took very cold showers and used strong CBD honey and that worked very well even though I still loved with the people making the hives worse. I don’t get them anymore and someone explained to me that it’s our body telling us that we have to let go of heavy emotions. Blessings sis.
Currently 29! This whole time I thought this was just my transition from military back to the civilian that was causing so much chaos! Everything you have said down to the hives, thinking I’ve found the one even the deers matches what’s going on with me currently! I’m learning to accept it but it’s still so intense!
I’m also making myself boba, I went to the global food market with my family today and picked some new and favorite snacks. I love boba so listening to this video while I make myself a special drink is a perfect self care moment! Thank you for creating this video!
You are so welcome! Welcome back to civilian life and hope your transition to your true self is smooth
Thank you for this! I’m approaching my Saturn return:.
You are so welcome
5 minutes in and thinking wow you are explaining exceptionally well and I’m so thankful 🙌🏾
Girl, you are a beacon of light, thank you so much 💛🙏🏼 currently going through it and omfgggggg ahhhh 🥵 this video and your words helped tremendously. Sending you all the love, you made it!!!❤️✨
Haha awww wow thank you for your powerful words! Please know you are never alone, your angels and spirit guides are literally just one prayer, one cry, one scream, one self-convo away. You got this!!
I had my first one at 20 & can feel it now again at 23.5
This is my first time watching!! Great explanation-Thank you ♓️💜
I just turned 27 & found this video to listen to on my daily walk. CZcams froze when I was watching this.. I looked at the clock & it is 11:11 😍 I really connected to this video, thank you ♥️
I’m thankful this video found you!
This is me right now, I am totally blown away by the level of resonance I felt from you and your journey too! I’m 28 and I have been feeling it all for a while. Thank you this gave me a lot of comfort ❤️
We are never alone on our journey. I love you and you got this!!!
Hey! I’m also at the end of my Saturn return! Last year I quit my last job working for someone else. I knew before my Saturn return I wanted to be my own boss. After everything I had been though I ended up working for someone else and did that several times, every time being put in an awful situation until I knew it was the las time I worked for anyone else. I’ve began putting more time and energy into starting a business. I’ve been trying to get it going since last year but I did finally move out of my parents and now live with my soul fam. I believe I am now finally on my way to getting a business going 💜✨ thanks for the video beautiful I just subscribed!
Thnk you soul much for sharing🤎🤎
Wow! What a blessing this was to come across your channel!! My Saturn return was so similar to yours and when you said your grandmothers death was your rebirth I had to back it up and hear it again. Tears are pouring out of my face!!! It was my fathers death and I just realized it was also my rebirth. Thank you. Looking forward to more of your content!!!
See....we are never alone in our journey thank you for sharing that with me! In the pain is our power!
This video is exactly what I needed at this time! 🙏
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Change has been such a big theme for me right now. I recently found out that I'll be going through Saturn's return. Thank you so much for this video and sharing your experience!
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Thank youuuu. This makes so much sense lol. I turned 29 in Sept 2020 and I'm realizing what I've been going through is Saturn's Return! I had no idea this was a thing in astrology and now my mind is blown. The last year and a half of my life have really been quite the rollercoaster; financial stability, career, living situation, spirituality, etc. And the first half of this year was extremely intense; not even anything covid related. But every challenge has seriously boosted my growth immensely.
Something you mentioned is that Saturn is masculine. I read that it could represent some healing of father issues. Crazy how that works because one thing that happened for the first half of this year, was that I actually spent a lot of time working things out with my dad. I let go of so much anger from the past and he told me how proud he was of me this whole time. It was a real healing moment and I think we established a solid foundation for the start of a new relationship. Thank you Saturn for finally getting my ass into therapy
This makes me so happy!!! Thank you for sharing with me and anyone who reads this! Yes if you look at the placement/house of Saturn in your chart it tells you what/who you are healing. Mine was with my mother so it’s beautiful to hear yours was with your father. And yea your dad’s is around the corner in a couple years. Share this video with him to get him ready looolll. I love you so much. I’m proud of you! Keep up there beautiful work!!
29 turning 30 this year and I’m going through my Saturn return and spiritual awakening. Just lost my grandmother this weekend and was not expecting it.🙏🏾❤️🩹
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Dear Abena, I finished watching your video and all I can see is THANK YOU! I am 28 yrs old now and I feel that you are such an important teacher in my life! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
Awwww this message was so sweet Dave! Thnk you soul much. Blessings to you💕 please let me know if there are any topics you want me to cover
Today marks 369 days until Saturns Return in my chart. Got some news this morning with some serious implications - Saturn will make damn sure that maturity is learned and earned the old fashioned way. Uncomfortable? You bet. Trials and tribulations? Just what the doctor prescribed. Painful and overwhelming? Expected!
Thank you for sharing your experiences. Genuine and raw accounts of our life lessons are worth their weight in gold!!!
Going through Saturn return at the moment. I will be 31 in 1,5 months. I started to heal myself from my childhood traumas and the whole process wasn't that painful cause I was supported by the therapists. A lot of work concerning problems with relationships in general and with my dad in particular. This year has been thought - grandma has had a third stroke at the age of 83, me and my mother help her to recover. My mother has a second Saturn return and doesn't feel well so I help her to get well faster these days. I was working on a freelance basis for 10 years but changes my work directions 3 times at least (Aquarius NN 6h) 😂Now I have to make a decision again cause I outgrown myself. Have some financial issues a little because of emotional burnout but I am sure as soon as I take a new direction I will be fine. I see myself differently, I value myself more, I improved a relationship with my family and I feel more mature. A lottttt of illusions disappeared (especially about certain people) and a lootttt of suppressed anger was transformed. And yes, another spiritual awakening 🏡
Thank you so much for sharing with me and the community 🤎🤎🤎
I am 28 yrs old and this video meant so much to me! Thank you 🙏🏻
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Going though it right now. This video came at the right time and makes so much sense! Also gurrrrl you are so pretty! x
I’m happy this video came at the right time for you! I want ppl to know the truth since I recently just finished mine. And thank you for the compliment! The beauty in me sees the beauty in you. Wishing you lots of healing during your Return ✨✨✨
I so needed to hear this, THANK YOU!!! 🙌
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I love your hair so much!!!
wow, thanks so much for this video. my Saturn is also in Capricorn and this video was the most helpful to me. Im also 32 and nearing the end of my saturn return now. Unfortunately i feel I have to let go of my closest loved ones and home to move forward in my life in my career and love but I will persevere because I am going to grow no matter what. This is eye opening and exposing to me of this intuitive yearning I've been feeling for the past year. Peace, blessings and wisdom to you goddess.
Going through it roughhhhh right now but I can see the light and transformation once I trust myself, heal myself, and move forward without fear.
first time here. Liked + subscribed with bell turned on by second 25. much love.
Yaaazz for the notification bell turned on 🛎 🙌🏿🙌🏿🙌🏿🙌🏿 this comment made my morning!! Sending you so much gratitude enrgy
girlllll, yes! just entered. this video helped clear up a lot of energy. THANK YOU!!!!
You are soul welcome! Be sure to subscribe and share with your community✨
This is amazing. Thank you so much for this video. I just learned about this topic today and it is helping my life make SO much more sense right now. I am so, so thankful for your tips to get through it. I feel more at peace now 🙏
Awww I’m happy your soul led you to this video!
Thank you dear (deer) for the knowledge shared in this video since I am currently going through my first Saturn return. I too enjoy reggae music as it uplift my vibration.
Reggae is so good!
my stepfather died when I was almost exactly 27 and a half years old... just 2 months later I cut off ties with my then best friends, it was time for that because the relationship became destructive. I moved and had to leave someone dear to me. I am 29 now and I am still struggling and fighting my way up to life again.
Thank you for sharing that with all of us. May you receive and be receptive to all the clarity you need for the rest of your journey
LOVE your page/video/vibe !!!! i gotta say i am 2 weeks shy of 27 rn, but everything u desccribed/the experiences of shedding and grief, getting kicked in the ass to every degree, financially legally familially physically romanticslly . i stay on self care (yes to bob marley records music and epsom salt baths. the album simple pleasures by bobby mcferrin is a fav for me) . Anyway, im hoping in a couple months when i actually hit 27.5 , i can use my saturn return ass kick as a spiritual trampoline. love your line also minding your blissness; GENIus!!!!
You’re wonderful! Thank you. Keep shining sis 🌟
Aww thank you!!
I'm 26....but my Saturn Return happening now. Been super alone and in solitude ...but I think it is preparing for my transformations.
happy healing!
I am definitely going throughhhhh itttttttttttt.
Omg! It’s been so real since last year.
My sister does astrology and told me this is coming. However we didn’t go in-depth about it.
THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO! This is of great help to me.
Definitely been doing better with my self care and nurturing myself.
Happy this video found you! Utilize your sis more to help you move through it more smoothly
Thank you! Mine is just starting
Im in my saturns return as well and my grandmother also passed and was a very traumatic experience for me as well
And im also going through my second spiritual awakening
Wow
Soul many synchronicities!
I have Saturn in the first and I am so grateful for this video!!! 😭
Thanks for explaining this! I had a birth chart reading and he mentioned that I've just come out of a saturn return and that I probably had a rough 4 years. Which had me shook because he was right. Like you I had a toxic manager I eneded up getting Hodgkin's Lymphoma at 27.. But it brought me closer to God and I decided to work for myself.
I would love to do an IG live with you to talk about this. ✨
Wow thank you for sharing with me and anyone who reads the comments that they aren’t alone. I would love that! DM me on IG @beenietv
I’m literally going through soooo many changes right now, my life seems a hot all over the place mess right now. I feel like everything is falling apart. When you said 27 1/2, that’s when I knew. I just hit 27 1/2 a month it ago, it’s all starting to make sense 🪐✨🤎
This was such a great vid! I’m in my Saturn return too
Awesome! Thank you!
Thank you sooo so much for this cause I'm going through it!
I figured out that this happened during my Saturn Return.
I had a vivid dream.The entire dream was just 10 mins because I saw the the time before I closed my eyes. I don't think I have the right words to express what I experienced. This is what I can remember. It seems I'm traveling to another dimension. I thought I'm having a sleep paralysis but I'm not feeling any negative or heavy energy. I know my eyes were closed but I'm seeing a bright light coming out on my forehead. It feels like it's tearing my skin apart. It's painful but I can tolerate it. In my mind I keep saying "Jesus! Jesus! Jesus!" but I can't open my mouth. My eyes were still closed but it seems I have another set of eyes where I can see the bright light spread right in front of me. I saw the universe, stars, galaxies and I felt JOY. I never had that feeling before. It's peaceful and I'm crying out loud because of overwhelming emotions. I've never been so happy in my life. I said "God this is what you've been telling us the whole time." Everything makes sense. We are all connected. From the smallest particles up to all planets. But the next scene wasn't desirable because I saw people's betrayals,I saw how the world being destroyed. Buildings were collapsing and volcanoes erupting all at the same time. People were asking for help but I can't do anything since I'm just witnessing all of these. I'm crying the entire time. It feels like forever. We have nothing. These were all temporarily.
I have Saturn in Aquarius 12H
Wooow You're awesome. ❤ Glad that i found u 😊!
Love you!!!
I just turned 27 and have Saturn retrograde. It feels like I already went through the tremendous pain and harsh learning experiences and now I am just waiting for something to happen
you are so beautiful!!! thank you for this lovely video!
Thank you too!!!
This is amazing! I will be 27 next month and I've literally been begging the universe to tell me what I need to let go of and how I need to progress. From what you (and everyone in the comments) are saying, it's going to be quite the journey. Plus, being with my husband during his has been interesting. Thank you for this video!!
My pleasure. It is a bumpy ride. It is NOT fun. I won’t sugar coat it for you. So just hold onto to yourself and God. Inevitably you will get through the other side.
@@BeenieTV Thank you for your honesty and encouragement. You are a blessing.
As are you!
Im going through it right now and it really sux like this is a very low place.....I am also ruled by saturn
Thank you for this video. This explains a lot. ❤🙏
Happy you enjoyed!!
I haven’t hit mine yet, but you’re definitely explaining what I’ve went through in the last year. I’m only 23
Wow... i had the most intense full body tingles during the soulfirmation. Thank you 🙏🏻🤍
Yaaassss!!! Total confirmation for you love!
Oh no, thought it would be over now at 29, I know Saturn comes and goes for a while.
I just learnt about this and I lost both my grandmothers last year (five weeks apart), and it was really crushing me to bits.
It was special because my grandmother who lives in this country passed away, after years of struggle, at the very same day I wrote my first draft of my first book. I think she somehow knew that I was gonna be okay, because she always worried about me so much before.
I know that she waited for something, and my other grandmother who lives on the other side of the planet, I always had a wish to go see her (she has been over here) and then I had a strong feeling I should go see my father and I got to speak to her over the phone, and then just a week after she passed 💗 I don't think it was a coincidence...
I had never lost anyone before, but having to lose both my lovely nannies at the same time have been really challenging and I have struggled a lot, people don't seem to understand. I never heard of anyone this happening to.
And about Saturn it really shows, I have been working hard on what I really want to do. I have in many many years dreamt of writing books, but never came to start, only tried and lost interest. But since one year ago I have had a drive like nothing before and I can't believe it myself. I am almost done with my third book's first draft now and it feels great.
I have also comes to term I could never work for a man. I have always been able to see stuff in work environment and always felt off, at first it could be good but suddenly it always change, or it stays just the same, but I learn to see underneath the table.
But family wise I think we all came closer after grandmother's death (the one in my country), and I know she loves that ✨ I am sad to here it wasn't the case for you.
Sorry to hear about both of your grandmothers becoming ancestors now. Thank you for your empathy towards my Saturns Return. Saturns Return doesn’t end until you are 31 and the dust truly settles at like 32.
I have just begun my 2nd Saturn return. I had no idea there was such a thing my first time through, looking back at that time in my life, it makes complete sense, lol.
You spoke about have you learned?😬😬
I just know that this life feels completely outta control at the moment and that I am being called to get some direction, cuz yeah, no one is coming to save me. That can be quite the harsh realization at this point in a life.
I only know that I will get through this and come or the other side brilliantly. Or die.🥰
Great video, thank you so much!
Thank you for sharing this!! I went on CZcams live today and there was a gentleman who is ALSO going through his second Saturns return. Continue to ask Spirit was am I meant to learn. I am sending you acceptance and rooting energy during this time
I had no idea what the hell I just went through until recently finding out what this was. It all makes sense now. Thank you 🖤
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I’m going through it new. I turned 30 not to long ago it’s been a roller coaster of emotion Thank you for the insight
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A good way to deal with anger is writing letts but don't send them lol, so you are right. Another is working out. Hit the gym. So you'll at least get buff xD
Writing letters then burning them is the deepest way to go. Thank you for watching and commenting! Share with a friend who needs this 💕💕💕
Hugs, kisses and BIG Thanks! 😊
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i've subscribed so fast
yay! thank you!
Mannn.. I got a Scorpio Stellium in the 8th house. Im having quite the interesting Saturn return. Another tip: talk out loud to yourself using a completely different personality. If you're a channeler, you could end up with some amazing insight.
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I'm 27 turning 28 in January its my saturn return and I'm so ready for expansion.
Hold on tight. Issa a bumpy ride
@@BeenieTV I know I'm scared. 😔
YASSS ME TOO! The 15th!
I ll be coming out of my Saturn Return January 4th 2021. My father died this year it was my rebirth. I had my son two weeks before my father died after suffering a miscarriage. Job from job sucked. Moved from New York to LA. It’s been a doosey.
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Thank you for sharing video. Going to have saturn return next year. Learn some tips to deal it. Hope can get through it.
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It's so interesting how your story is my story. ❤️
Is it really??!! Wow so many of us cross paths and have no idea how similar we all are
Now why would you ask me to close my eyes when there is a beautiful black empress right here on my screen. Thanks for the information, I need this as I'm approaching 30.
Awww such sweet words!! I receive your love! Thank you! Be well as you are currently in your return!
Thank you so much for this I don’t feel as alone. I think I’m going through a awaking during my Saturn return. This is hard, I will get through this. 🍃🤍🙏🏽
It’s soooooo hard!!!!! Not even gunna sugar coat it. I recommend lots of baths, naps, journaling and praying and crying. Don’t force yourself to do what you used to do. I struggled with not letting go. Let go as much as possible
@@BeenieTV thank you so much for taking the time to write that to me. I will try my best. Your very wise and kind. Grateful I found this video last night, it helped so much💗💗💗
You are welcome beautiful one 🤎🤎🤎
I'm exactky going through saturn return too. it's crazy, i just learned about this term! I'm awakening and loosing relationships. But feeling great and proud about my journey! thanks girl for the vid! Love from vietnam
I hope to visit Vietnam one day! Thank you! You are truly stronger and more loving than you know and have so much more love coming to you!
@@BeenieTV yess! What’s your ig ? I’d love to interview you one day about this if you want :)
Hi! My apologies for the delayed response! I am loving your energy and your vibe and I would love to do an interview with you! My email is my description box!
My IG is @beenietv
4:46 breaking out in hives.. the start of my return is today and I woke up at three am. Wish me 🍀 I also get the hives from pent up emotions.