S1, EP6: Q&A pt.2
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- čas přidán 11. 04. 2024
- 🎙️ We are back for another episode, folks! Mike, JKline, and Joey the Moron are back on set, diving into your questionsl! It's gonna be one wild ride, packed with laughs, wisdom, and a splash of madness! 🌟 Don't forget to smash that like button, drop a comment with your thoughts, and hit subscribe to keep this going! You won't wanna miss a minute of the action, so grab your popcorn and let's dive in!
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Love this page. I have never seen anything like this. AA and traditional methods don't for for everyone. I love how you address the issues but keep it light.
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Guys i need to say it to someone. At the age of 15( got 16 at the hospital) i was involved in a drunk driving motorcycle accident against a car which shows how soon in my life i was already an alcoholic ( started at 11 drinking) and due to this accident, they were obliged to give me dilaudid ( morphine-derivate) and i was the first time i got a dilaudid IV OR IM rush , i was addict. In the accident i broke my femur which was the least of my worry because also my leg got caught between the frame of my scooter and the bumper of the car so that all the skin almost of my left lower leg was torn off , a muscle torn off on the glass of the car with damages to nerves etc. I went under anesthesia so they could make me skin transplant , make 2 muscle out of 1 to replace the one torn off which took more close to 12 hour job if i remember. After that in the traumataulogy department i received injections of dilaudid every 3 hours for a month at the hospital , the time my skin takes. And every injection was bliss pure bliss in my head. After that i had no more pain wish is a miracle of God from my point of view but at 16 years old i wasnt the most mature and already got the opioid kick . So my familly doctor prescribed me Oxycontin up to 40mg but due to my abuse it wasnt enough so i doctor shopped everywhere to have the pills i wanted . I just had to show my leg and the doctor prescribed what i wanted . Oxycontin , lyrica, benzodiazepines etc. At sometime i went to the hospital and told the truth , they called my mother and told her they never saw anyone of my age at such a high dose and they prescribed me 240mg of oxycontin 2 times a day at 16 y. The normal was 10mg-20mg 2 times a day. But i had such a tolerance that it was candy for me but they put me under close surpervision before i got transfered to Methadone after a few years. I lowered my methadone and stopped it too abruptly (not my choice) to erase the withdrawal i got into drinking and started buying on the dark web over the years . Cocaine , ketamine, benzos, heroin( alot) . I took every drug under the sun before i was 25 . Name a drug , i took it . Every type of medication too , name and i took it. Now i am 31 years old , second time on methadone after taking a mix of oxy , fentanyl and heroin for some years . I am now stables but i on the opioids front , i want to lower and to quit but with all the benzos and medication that i take i dont know by what starting . ( i abuse the benzos , thing that i should not) and want to quit but benzo withdrawal is hell . I try to taper off along with the plan of tapering off methadone/medication. I am no partner for a woman, feel alone and depressed, no friends or life worth living( i am not talking suicide) i was a youth full of life and complexed too ) but i have the feeling that that guy is dead at 15 years old at my accident and now i live a shadow a ghost of him ...Also i am starting to see that the trauma of my accident never healed along with the loss of my youth. I need to see a therapist. Thx guys your podcast tell me i am not alone . Love you guys!
Thank you so much for sharing this! Wow! I’m honored that you found our podcast and it gives you the feeling you’re not alone, because you are not. Please reach out to us on any social media platform and all 3 of us will help you anyway we can! Stay in the fight and keep grinding. You’re an inspiration to me in that you shared your story. God bless you and keep your head up. Thank you a million times over!!
Well in case it isn't known yet these messages always make me cry and this one really hit my soul. Cause it reminded me of how I felt. Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing. IMO sometimes that is the hardest thing to do. The part where you said you feel like a 31 year old ghost of a 15 year old that died. I felt that way for so long and I swear I didn't know if I could ever come out of that but I did but I didn't do it alone I couldn't do it alone. You said you are not good for anyone, no friends, no partner, no self worth. Man that sounds so much like my story and I am sure anyone who has ever got stuck in addiction has the same story maybe worse or not so bad but that is how it makes us feel. I could not even be a good Dad in addiction, a toxic partner to any female, friends I had not many, and self worth none. You are not alone I promise and man your story is inspiring and shows us that we can all help each other. You can overcome this and completely turn this life around you are only 31 I did it at 42. A 42 year old immature kid in this game called life. Please DM us and let us know where you are located. If you really want help and are willing to get help maybe we can make some calls to get you help. Are you in the States or out of the States? Please DM us and please don't give up we all had to get to that same place of being sick and tired before we could ask for help and it sounds like you are there which is perfect place to be to stop. I went to rehab, got a relationship with God, found friends new friends in the program that would hold me accountable and that I could call on for rainy days cause they will come and together we can beat anything. Love you keep your head up and please DM us so we can do what we can to help. Mike "Stu Boy" O'Brien
Thank you so much for sharing that with us. You are definitely not alone! And WE are here for you if you need any support! Much love Brother! And we’re rooting for you and we believe in you!
I'm a sister addict, right here. You don't know me but I'm on your side, cheering you on and most importantly, I'll pray for you just because I can and praying is powerful. I discovered Jesus quite by accident the day I was looking for the 'courage' to commit suicide. Real talk. ✝️🤍
We're fragile Lil critters,us humans. Be gentle on yourself ♥
We can’t change the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We start being a living Amends going forward by following spiritual principles today.
It was such a blessing to US to get to sit in a watch y’all do this podcast. The whole family suffers from this disease of alcoholism & addiction. Thank yall for shedding some light on this to the public. We love yall❤️
It was an honor to have yall sit in with us! Y’all’s insights and stories are inspiring!!
It was a blessing to have y'all here! So much knowledge between a couple and God loving. Love y'all both
Good shit yall, keep grinding.
Thanks little brother!!
P.S. the viloence in huge is this town. Im an epileptic the relates to the feelings of the ppl but how does somebody cope with being stabed, stawked, and beatings for no reason? A girl told me she got stabed in the leg and i helped her but i had a meltdown after. The victim was numb showed nothing , and i was tripping balls ( figuratively)
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