Reckful's last minutes on Twitch

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  • čas přidán 1. 07. 2020

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  • @DailyDoseOfInternet
    @DailyDoseOfInternet Před 3 lety +184756

    Rest in peace Byron

  • @minecraftbro5333
    @minecraftbro5333 Před 3 lety +26862

    The worst part is him telling his chat what to do if they get lonely.

    • @poepslaafthymen750
      @poepslaafthymen750 Před 3 lety +108

      What was happend?

    • @1jonathn
      @1jonathn Před 3 lety +1096

      @@poepslaafthymen750 he committed suicide i think after he got off, wasn’t a huge reckful fan, but i know xqc and mizkif were close friends with the guy. RIP reckful nonetheless

    • @yo-vx3bn
      @yo-vx3bn Před 3 lety +228

      @@1jonathn mizkif and xQc weren’t even fans they were close friends RIP Bryon

    • @1jonathn
      @1jonathn Před 3 lety +52

      @@yo-vx3bn oh lemme change that

    • @tiggyrex8014
      @tiggyrex8014 Před 3 lety +20

      yeah kinda a red flag in my eyes R.I.P.

  • @iwtkms1
    @iwtkms1 Před 8 měsíci +14051

    the chat kills me.
    "Goodnight friend Reckful"
    "What's on your mind!"
    "stay safe"
    "ily dude"
    "I FUCKING LOVE YOU"
    "love you man"
    "love u reckful"
    "Thank you for everything"
    "Take care man we love you"
    all those messages of love and well wishes and the sickness still got to him, goes to show how intensely strong it can be.

    • @FimbongBass
      @FimbongBass Před 8 měsíci +688

      All that “support” means nothing when its being done be anonymous people behind a computer screen

    • @FimbongBass
      @FimbongBass Před 8 měsíci +63

      All that “support” means nothing when its being done be anonymous people behind a computer screen

    • @donsq4306
      @donsq4306 Před 8 měsíci +277

      It shows how much damage artificial lifestyle, societies and monetary value can do to humans in general. Millions die like this. Every human is designed to love life. To bring a kind man like Byron to end it way before his natural time. Is making me sad.

    • @BoyMadeOfCardBoard
      @BoyMadeOfCardBoard Před 8 měsíci +12

      fr@@FimbongBass

    • @iwtkms1
      @iwtkms1 Před 8 měsíci +47

      They're still real people, but i do agree with you @@FimbongBass

  • @HeavenPrinceAmiri
    @HeavenPrinceAmiri Před 7 měsíci +6124

    This is incredibly sad, suicide is a really serious issue and one that should take the utmost priority in society, rest in peace Byron.

    • @smoothredguy
      @smoothredguy Před 7 měsíci +10

      He died ?

    • @eurusw4455
      @eurusw4455 Před 7 měsíci +22

      Meanwhile the bearded guy on a video with samsung ringtone:
      *Gets meme'd*

    • @HeavenPrinceAmiri
      @HeavenPrinceAmiri Před 7 měsíci +54

      @@smoothredguy Yeah he took his own life, shortly after this stream.

    • @bulldoggamingreal
      @bulldoggamingreal Před 7 měsíci +13

      @@HeavenPrinceAmirioh, dang man, that’s sad, I hope he rests peacefully now…

    • @justmemes399
      @justmemes399 Před 7 měsíci +5

      ​@StupidPrince not trying to be that guy but why did he take his own life? Never heard about this guy car rto explain why?

  • @loganfrey_
    @loganfrey_ Před 3 lety +8344

    “If you guys get lonely you should talk to eachother and play games together” so unfortunate

    • @youngboycarriedamyr
      @youngboycarriedamyr Před 3 lety +4

      Cap

    • @blopp6240
      @blopp6240 Před 3 lety +49

      @@youngboycarriedamyr more like no cap
      edit: just saw your nickname that is cap

    • @cortexamv
      @cortexamv Před 3 lety +6

      @@youngboycarriedamyr what

    • @avenger_j
      @avenger_j Před 3 lety +16

      If only we could just be there next to him at that stream... like idk this is just dark, poor guy

    • @cartooncottage2024
      @cartooncottage2024 Před 3 lety +2

      I just read this a couple second before he said this.

  • @shakewell42
    @shakewell42 Před 3 lety +18925

    The “see you guys tomorrow” is the most heart-breaking part.

    • @ethantopkin3498
      @ethantopkin3498 Před 3 lety +55

      What happened

    • @tk-cz5vg
      @tk-cz5vg Před 3 lety +143

      you could hear the pain in his voice :'(

    • @tk-cz5vg
      @tk-cz5vg Před 3 lety +306

      @@ethantopkin3498 he passed away due to suicide

    • @jms3623
      @jms3623 Před 3 lety +242

      @@ethantopkin3498 he unfortunately killed himself, and had shown evidence he felt that way before

    • @ChainzMBM
      @ChainzMBM Před 3 lety +94

      See you guys tomorrow... or the next day..

  • @yumehime1324
    @yumehime1324 Před 7 měsíci +3424

    Almost 4 years have passed. We still miss you sir. The pain is still there 🥺

    • @mylordtakemeaway
      @mylordtakemeaway Před 7 měsíci +18

      Surely in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find comfort. Quran 13:28

    • @adamcopy
      @adamcopy Před 7 měsíci +7

      ​@@mylordtakemeaway❤

    • @raihan8097
      @raihan8097 Před 7 měsíci +15

      ​@@mylordtakemeawayAllah will punish him because suicide is unforgivable sins

    • @adamcopy
      @adamcopy Před 7 měsíci +10

      @raihan8097 yeah but who knows. Allah is most merciful most forgiving maybe he will forgive maybe maybe not. Allah best knowing

    • @damntrain5145
      @damntrain5145 Před 7 měsíci

      that sounds kinda hypocrite @@adamcopy

  • @SpaceMissile
    @SpaceMissile Před 7 měsíci +929

    have never heard of this guy before, but he seemed so sweet. I'm low-key tearing up for a stranger right now. RIP

  • @enhjoy
    @enhjoy Před 3 lety +7439

    people saying “see you tomorrow” hurt me😔

  • @janetross6107
    @janetross6107 Před 3 lety +27277

    The thing about suicide is that the majority of the people who have these thoughts don't want to die, they just want their pain to stop. May Reckful rest in peace.

    • @brgan557
      @brgan557 Před 3 lety +2199

      @@wainach9518 bruh you can live an upper middle class life and still be depressed depression isn't limited to those living on the fucking streets

    • @wainach9518
      @wainach9518 Před 3 lety +71

      @@brgan557 i dont believe it and i wont take it seriously

    • @Mikv1
      @Mikv1 Před 3 lety +1487

      @@wainach9518 ahh so he just killed himself for no reason because depression doesn't exist alright bud

    • @janetross6107
      @janetross6107 Před 3 lety +1295

      It still kinda baffles me that people like Wainach 95 still exist, but what should i expect there is always opposites to everything.

    • @Nai_101
      @Nai_101 Před 3 lety +748

      @@wainach9518 my guy. Stop speaking of things you clearly don't know jackshit about

  • @NiWynm
    @NiWynm Před 3 měsíci +366

    The fact that he basically said with his last public words, ''dont be lonely'', crushes me everytime i watch it

    • @jacksbatsgaming
      @jacksbatsgaming Před 2 měsíci

      That guy who said "remember to commit unsad" is a weirdo

    • @P1P3B0MBS4YouTubeHQ
      @P1P3B0MBS4YouTubeHQ Před 2 měsíci +8

      ​@@jacksbatsgamingit was meant to be a joke to cheer him up.. i doubt he knew what was gonna happen lol

    • @YouHaveBeanTrolled
      @YouHaveBeanTrolled Před 2 měsíci

      I’m not lonely, I’m alone. There is a difference.

    • @jacksbatsgaming
      @jacksbatsgaming Před 2 měsíci

      @@P1P3B0MBS4CZcamsHQ how could anybody tell somebody else to "commit unsad" expecting happiness and laughter out of them?

    • @NewMetaTV
      @NewMetaTV Před měsícem +3

      @@jacksbatsgamingif you have no idea about the context of the community he was in/creating please don’t talk.

  • @unattendedspark
    @unattendedspark Před 7 měsíci +1169

    "worlds been tough", and "a few minutes i'll pass out," with "maybe it's all uphill from here" were all signs, no one could've seen this coming, but may his soul rest peacefully.

  • @Zekole-dh9ym
    @Zekole-dh9ym Před 3 lety +5066

    He literally was talking about being lonely and passing out. Holy shit.

    • @lazerrupnext6503
      @lazerrupnext6503 Před 3 lety +188

      Bro I think he was by himself and when he said pass out he meant he was going to sleep

    • @scottiebarnes7417
      @scottiebarnes7417 Před 3 lety +179

      Well normally when someone says “pass out” they just mean go to sleep but yeah

    • @introvertairways6380
      @introvertairways6380 Před 3 lety +45

      @@lazerrupnext6503 right but he may have known he was going to end it and said that as a way to hint at his suicide

    • @Revanerr6612
      @Revanerr6612 Před 3 lety +7

      He killed himself bc he's chat said it

    • @Mr.VinceSir
      @Mr.VinceSir Před 3 lety +70

      @@Revanerr6612 grow up

  • @antreaslele2955
    @antreaslele2955 Před 3 lety +3882

    "one can save millions, but sometimes millions can't save one"

    • @tobia4k
      @tobia4k Před 3 lety +37

      great use of words.

    • @P0rt4L.
      @P0rt4L. Před 3 lety +5

      so true😢

    • @livetochange974
      @livetochange974 Před 3 lety +7

      No he couldn't save himself. His fanabse was so grateful to have him and were supporting him to no end. But because he had some hardships in life he had to end his life and cause the sadness and heartbreak of millions of those who loved him

    • @nightowl_
      @nightowl_ Před 3 lety +33

      @@livetochange974 you can’t love others before you love yourself. Doesn’t matter how many people loved him. He doesn’t know them and will never meet them in person. Millions of people can love you and you can still feel separated and alone in the dark. I hope he found peace and freedom in his last few moments. RIP

    • @conorg4461
      @conorg4461 Před 3 lety

      Great quote

  • @Malenia_BOM
    @Malenia_BOM Před 7 měsíci +253

    You can hear in his voice he was a sweet person, I’ve never been a streamers type of person so I didn’t get to know him but like I said before he looked and sounded like a kind hearted individual. R.I..P

  • @RaymanBoom
    @RaymanBoom Před 7 měsíci +59

    Condolences to everyone affected. Seemed like a nice guy on his last words here alone.

  • @Biskwyy
    @Biskwyy Před 3 lety +9704

    His last words to his fans are an advice of love born out of pain.

  • @DarkViperAU
    @DarkViperAU Před 3 lety +26669

    Dam CZcams, stop reminding me.

  • @KasbashPlays
    @KasbashPlays Před 8 měsíci +54

    This was surreal to watch, the kind of way you know a loved one is never coming back. I don’t know who Byron is but judging by the steady stream of replies, he is well loved. I’ve been somewhat sceptical about the parasocial relationships we share with streamers but this is proof that a lot of people in this world are still nice and still look to spread love every single waking moment of their lives. May Byron continue resting in peace and may his legacy be one of hope for all this admirers.

    • @sergeantarchdornan2994
      @sergeantarchdornan2994 Před 5 měsíci

      This actually never happened guys, it was faked by him

    • @ItzWhiz_
      @ItzWhiz_ Před 3 dny

      @@sergeantarchdornan2994
      Post proof then, if you’re so confident.

  • @mangoandeddie
    @mangoandeddie Před 6 měsíci +48

    It's been three years and I still remember vividly my reaction when I saw the news on twitter. I didn't follow Reckful on his final days. I just know him from the early hearthstone days. But yet his death has been affecting me ever since then. Everytime I come back to this clip and see the emptiness in his eyes and how sweet he was being with chat, I can't help but tear up. I hope he would somehow know how much we miss him. He will never be forgotten.

  • @orphankiller2973
    @orphankiller2973 Před 3 lety +8973

    “See you guys tomorrow...or the next day” that hits hard...

  • @brandanmentch
    @brandanmentch Před 3 lety +4005

    Someone sent a message saying “what’s on your mind” i could only imagine what he’d say to that

    • @miniguccibeard3021
      @miniguccibeard3021 Před 3 lety +7

      Did he die 🥺

    • @caprisun21
      @caprisun21 Před 3 lety +11

      @@miniguccibeard3021 yup

    • @thomasc.337
      @thomasc.337 Před 3 lety +13

      Miniguccibear d yes unfortunately (from what I’ve heard) he committed suicide

    • @giuseppecavezza135
      @giuseppecavezza135 Před 3 lety +2

      @@thomasc.337 yes he did. Rest in peace.

    • @The_Real_Dream_House
      @The_Real_Dream_House Před 3 lety +8

      JESUS CHRIST IS THE ONLY WAY ROMANS 10:9 way to salvation also VATICAN IS THE ANTI CHRIST SPIRIT THE HARLOT AND RED DRAGON IS CHINA ALSO LOOK UP RON WYATT ARK OF THE COVENANT DONT LET THEM TELL U ITS NOT REAL BECAUSE IT IS THINK ABOUT WHY SO MANY CHRISTIAN DIED TRYING TO SPREAD GOD’s LOVE LIKE OPEN YOUR EYES DARK AGES 80 million Christians got MURDERED also it’s called dark ages because the Bible was ILLEGAL repent which means turn away fully from your sin GATHER HIS SHEEP FEED THEM AND TAKE CARE OF THEM AND WATCH OVER THEM! Just remember TO LOOK OUT FOR THE THIRD TEMPLE RECONSTRUCTION!!!

  • @BXEmberz0109
    @BXEmberz0109 Před 9 měsíci +105

    Its so unbelievably sad to see that his whole chat is full of hearts and " goodnights " and " See ya Byron Love you " no one knows whats about to happen....

    • @Ssonelol
      @Ssonelol Před 3 měsíci +3

      Can't help but think that if people had reached out to him in dm's at that moment in time and told him how much they cared, that he would still be here.. I'm just a fan, but I feel guilty.

  • @kuriaak
    @kuriaak Před 3 lety +3081

    fuck man, this hurt and I've never seen the guy before...

    • @oneaboveallferrarifan2725
      @oneaboveallferrarifan2725 Před 3 lety +18

      Lol me neither, anyone want to fill me in?

    • @Richcarnt420
      @Richcarnt420 Před 3 lety +6

      @@oneaboveallferrarifan2725 he commited🥺😥

    • @pulse5215
      @pulse5215 Před 3 lety +44

      @1d0c4r3 you're not cool with swearing? Try youtube kids

    • @Maplelust
      @Maplelust Před 3 lety +1

      I don't know who this guy is. apparently he's died.

    • @Behomed
      @Behomed Před 3 lety +20

      He's a twitch streamer that ended his own life after this stream..

  • @edi3z951
    @edi3z951 Před 3 lety +6137

    That’s sad I didn’t even know who he was, RIP, “I’ll see you guys tomorrow”

  • @paulofreire9174
    @paulofreire9174 Před 5 měsíci +25

    I haven't had a good cry in while, but this got me. Dammit man, I grew up watching this man and he always seemed so happy, so full of life. I guess it goes to show that hurting on the inside can be just as bad as any external injury. We miss you man.

    • @504M-16
      @504M-16 Před měsícem

      Same man. I just started bawling and didn't expect to. Spent my teenage years watching Byron

  • @Shadzyking
    @Shadzyking Před 3 měsíci +54

    One bro said in the Live Chat "Why is he speaking like he's about to commit suicide" 😭😢

  • @daforbe
    @daforbe Před 3 lety +3146

    Not sure why this was recommended to me but god this hurts

  • @kr-ur1tv
    @kr-ur1tv Před 3 lety +5503

    “Saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory”

  • @joshnanyabiz6668
    @joshnanyabiz6668 Před 7 měsíci +159

    Rest in peace Byron, I'm so sorry that whatever was troubling you lead you to take your own life
    and I hope more than anything you found your calm in the afterlife or the void, whichever awaits us when we're gone

    • @AJsAGrownMan
      @AJsAGrownMan Před 7 měsíci

      🍦

    • @slaydog5102
      @slaydog5102 Před 7 měsíci +2

      Sewyside is the answer for some people.

    • @Ruffles_The_Rivulet
      @Ruffles_The_Rivulet Před 7 měsíci +3

      @@slaydog5102 bad take

    • @619Gotenks
      @619Gotenks Před 7 měsíci +5

      ​@minotaurootb no he's right. Some people are in too much pain, trying to keep them here to feel better about yourself is gross.

    • @reqlica
      @reqlica Před 7 měsíci

      not rest in peace, he committed suicide, thats not a peacful thing

  • @xenokitty
    @xenokitty Před 8 měsíci +59

    I have no clue why this came into my feed but I don't think I've seen anything more painful and sad and absolutely time stopping. Relatable af. The struggle is real and I hope he rests easy .... If anybody is struggling please know you're not alone and help is there. You are loved and your existence absolutely matters... Sending love to everyone 💜

  • @poowee5298
    @poowee5298 Před 2 lety +32789

    You can tell that he knew that this was his last moments on twitch. He told his viewers to play with eachother if they get lonely and I feel as though he didn't want this to happen to anybody else. What a kind man. Rest in Peace Reckful.

    • @kingpeedorah
      @kingpeedorah Před 2 lety +52

      rip

    • @poyoyoyplayz690
      @poyoyoyplayz690 Před 2 lety +144

      This Mans death is just sad :(

    • @stuartpaulk7962
      @stuartpaulk7962 Před 2 lety +541

      As heartbreaking as this is, I dont think he knew in this moment. He suffered from Bipolar II which causes increased mania and depressive episodes. He may have been feeling down and lonely for the past weeks caused by depressive episodes. But i think it was the mania to act out that suicide, meaning it could have been totally spur of the moment. There was no "planning" like people who dont suffer mental illness. He jumped from the balcony in the back video, with his tweets from that day and how he was acting online leans me more towards a manic episode and acting on manic impulses, and that to me is even more heartbreaking and sad. In the end it doesnt matter RIP BYRON

    • @kingpeedorah
      @kingpeedorah Před 2 lety +50

      @@loganroofpedoexposer4952 omg so cool omg omg cool so cool omg bet you have alot of freinds omg omg bet you got invited to alot of parties omg omg

    • @giannispsillias7964
      @giannispsillias7964 Před 2 lety +75

      I don’t think he knew it was his last time on twitch I think he tried to make sure they would be alright if he went though with it…you can see he is fighting trying to Push the thoughts away…a fight till the end rest his soul

  • @sessario982
    @sessario982 Před 3 lety +9926

    The way he was trying to say that when he's gone, talk to other people in chat, saying he's just any other guy in that community hurts so much.

    • @mjolnirsoul9214
      @mjolnirsoul9214 Před 3 lety +94

      @@ls..2397 wow thanks, you're a real hero

    • @kinglouie5
      @kinglouie5 Před 3 lety +8

      What happened to him

    • @JadeWaves
      @JadeWaves Před 3 lety +5

      @@mjolnirsoul9214 ikr

    • @afsanabegum5301
      @afsanabegum5301 Před 3 lety +40

      @@kinglouie5 I think he was feeling suicidal or something and someone in the chat told him to kill himself so he did it

    • @JotaroKujo-sx9hi
      @JotaroKujo-sx9hi Před 3 lety +52

      @@ls..2397 There is no god

  • @truecrimejungle
    @truecrimejungle Před 8 měsíci +83

    damn, horribly sad - but what a powerful message to send to his viewers at the end - don't know this guy at all, but that hit me.

    • @normieslayer
      @normieslayer Před 8 měsíci +3

      he hit the ground

    • @6Globin
      @6Globin Před 8 měsíci +16

      @@normieslayer edgy incel discovers youtube for the first time

    • @Halfcertified
      @Halfcertified Před 7 měsíci

      @@pochinahe killed himself

  • @BenDPB
    @BenDPB Před 7 měsíci +3

    I never saw one of his streams but I’ve watched this clip countless times over the years. RIP

  • @TheGenxennial
    @TheGenxennial Před 3 lety +6853

    "Oh man.... If I, uhh..."
    He wanted to say it right there. Cryptic.

    • @themonia9730
      @themonia9730 Před 3 lety +339

      I wish he had. Maybe it would have made a difference.

    • @creamythroat
      @creamythroat Před 3 lety +129

      wanted to say what? that his goal was to kill himself after? bullshit. he literally completed his sentence not 6 seconds after. then saying “see you tomorrow or the next day” . you suck at reading people my guy
      everyone is saying how they could tell, no you can’t bro, he just said the world was though but hope it’s uphill from here, nothing hints to that . weird ass kids i swear.

    • @Preshhr
      @Preshhr Před 3 lety +706

      @@creamythroat Billy Anderson the PhD Psychologist

    • @pormodr
      @pormodr Před 3 lety +59

      @@Preshhr LMFAO

    • @TheGenxennial
      @TheGenxennial Před 3 lety +93

      @@creamythroat this isn't a hill I'm prepared to die on. I'm also probably old enough to be your father; just ask your mom.

  • @aceinurhole
    @aceinurhole Před 3 lety +4107

    "If uh-" You know what he was going to really say, but he stopped himself. Been there, wish I had just said it. Wish he had said it too. Rest in peace.

    • @nowimonyoah23
      @nowimonyoah23 Před 3 lety +10

      What was he going to say

    • @tobas3357
      @tobas3357 Před 3 lety +342

      @@nowimonyoah23 i think it's something like "if i don't come back again"

    • @johnnymartini4989
      @johnnymartini4989 Před 3 lety +24

      I thought the same thing

    • @daddychill4617
      @daddychill4617 Před 3 lety +47

      @@nowimonyoah23 “if uhh... I were to to die “

    • @daddychill4617
      @daddychill4617 Před 3 lety +47

      @@nowimonyoah23 they would’ve called the police to his place to save him

  • @iyoushhh
    @iyoushhh Před 8 měsíci +11

    With each passing day, I loose my faith in humanity.
    Rest in peace Byron...

    • @Dee-iy9uq
      @Dee-iy9uq Před 8 měsíci +6

      God said the heart of man is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked. Do not put any faith in the flesh whether it be your own or someone else’s, it’ll always forsake and leave you void. God also said for us not to love the world because it’s dominated by evil. We battle not against flesh and blood but against principalities, powers and rulers in high places(spiritual warfare/spiritual wickedness). Put your faith and trust in God, not in humanity. Our treasures are in heaven not here.

    • @Rezzy7n
      @Rezzy7n Před 8 měsíci +1

      ​@@Dee-iy9uq😢❤

  • @linkthehylian
    @linkthehylian Před 6 měsíci +17

    I never watched this guy before and only heard about him the following day of his passing. Devastating.
    Can't believe the world lost such a handsome man. Rest in piece dude.

  • @EarlyMourning____
    @EarlyMourning____ Před 3 lety +6101

    His voice speeds up when he says “tomorrow or the next day” which is something people do when they’re being dishonest

    • @teebryant3296
      @teebryant3296 Před 3 lety +29

      @@sixBANKSMYMOMMA7 Yet you didn't know he was depressed and possibly suicidal? Be a better fan.

    • @Julian-mt1fs
      @Julian-mt1fs Před 3 lety +599

      @@teebryant3296 Wtffff 😭😭 thats a stretch lmao..”be a better fan” you’re joking right 💀

    • @teebryant3296
      @teebryant3296 Před 3 lety +4

      @@sixBANKSMYMOMMA7 U mad or nah? 😂🤣

    • @teebryant3296
      @teebryant3296 Před 3 lety +10

      @@Julian-mt1fs He wanted to be a lil smart Azz so there you go. 🤣

    • @davidmaku8486
      @davidmaku8486 Před 3 lety +311

      @@teebryant3296 sorta being a dick

  • @BunnyCurves
    @BunnyCurves Před 3 lety +9093

    I cant believe his last words to the public before his death was "Boop"
    How wholesome and comforting he was :(

    • @hyperparcosm9165
      @hyperparcosm9165 Před 3 lety +76

      @Logan Roof Are u joking if your joking thats not funny

    • @nicole27777
      @nicole27777 Před 3 lety +74

      @Logan Roof shutup people dying/suicide isnt funny, it just shows how disrespectful you are

    • @gears9960
      @gears9960 Před 3 lety +13

      byron "deadful" pack

    • @cheezypotatoez3239
      @cheezypotatoez3239 Před 2 lety +173

      i think he means that him saying "boop" was his last way of showing how he really was. Someone that could still in his last hours online with many people could say a cute and fond "boop" to everyone. Still, its a boop that breaks your heart.

    • @nicole27777
      @nicole27777 Před 2 lety +7

      @@cheezypotatoez3239 I agree

  • @Patodos580
    @Patodos580 Před 5 měsíci +1

    I didn't watch it much, but from time to time I would stop by to watch a stream for a few moments. I will always remember that he was an incredible person, a nice guy and it is totally sad what happened. It really makes me reflect to this day and makes me think about what many people suffer and we don't realize it.

  • @cool-lemon
    @cool-lemon Před 8 měsíci +38

    If anybody is struggling with their mental health, please make the effort to try and get some help for it. Another thing to add, if you're depressed because the love of your life or whatever is no longer into you or you've seperated, keep pushing forward. They might seem like the one, but man if he/she/they/them are gone, you can ABSOLUTELY find somebody even better. It just takes time, you can't just expect to find somebody who matches you right away, but you will find them someday.
    I've watched Reckful for quite some time and still come back to this video... makes me sad man. Please, for Reckful, if you're struggling, get help. The world is a better place with you in it, no matter how bad your mistakes were or what has happened in the past.

    • @debeb5148
      @debeb5148 Před 8 měsíci

      Then there's me who chased out all the potential women in my life that could have loved me, and still do. Because I don't love anybody I think.

    • @UncertainSurgeon
      @UncertainSurgeon Před 8 měsíci

      @@debeb5148
      I was the same way I was let go from the start by mother at a bus stop at 5yrs old and every home
      After that it seemed the woman of the house was kicking me out.
      It’s not your fault and it wasn’t mine either.
      It took a few years to realize that but when I turned 20yea old I made sure to no longer allow my mental state to be tossed around by my past.
      I’ve been married to my wife for 20 years now and we have 2 children.
      You can do this.
      Don’t give up.
      We’re all in this together.
      If you ever find yourself needing to talk to someone do so please, or just comment on this thread I’ll respond.
      Always.

    • @debeb5148
      @debeb5148 Před 8 měsíci +1

      @@OrbitStrike Maybe drink some soap water

    • @Zak-lk6wc
      @Zak-lk6wc Před 8 měsíci +3

      @@OrbitStrike Because nobody deservers to want to die? Even if they go by those pronouns and you may not respect it just like I don't but why should they deserve to want to die? Maybe you're just an issue

    • @samsepiol05590
      @samsepiol05590 Před 8 měsíci

      @@OrbitStrikeAh, yes. The random mentioning of pronouns. You people only have one joke lol

  • @kodykoesimo
    @kodykoesimo Před 3 lety +12125

    "If you guys ever get lonely, talk to each other." - RIP reckful

    • @Asian200iq
      @Asian200iq Před 3 lety +130

      Yeah I think he had a reason to say that man it sucks he is gone

    • @vicious797979
      @vicious797979 Před 3 lety +15

      Isn't that message special... even in death? Even if you were god.

    • @Stroon92
      @Stroon92 Před 3 lety +54

      He knew. He knew that was it.

    • @fugia3444
      @fugia3444 Před 3 lety +2

      @@Asian200iq wehat happened to him

    • @GJD.yt.
      @GJD.yt. Před 3 lety +20

      @@fugia3444 he took his life

  • @jeanphilippe8733
    @jeanphilippe8733 Před 2 lety +10678

    What a terrible loss. I can't help but point out that his message at the end was such a sweet sorrow. "If you guys ever get lonely, you should play with each other." "I feel like people are too scared to play together."

    • @ValueTowny
      @ValueTowny Před 2 lety +152

      They really are... people would rather tear eachother down than building

    • @bird6472
      @bird6472 Před 2 lety +146

      I think he said that because he knew his chat and community wouldn't be together like that again and he had a moment of guilt.

    • @coryleblanc
      @coryleblanc Před 2 lety +26

      mutliplayer video games aint gonna solve lonliness, more like worsen

    • @demisagoat
      @demisagoat Před 2 lety +88

      people have successfully twisted video games from a fun time into a ranked, competitive, waste of hours of grinding.

    • @Ariel1039
      @Ariel1039 Před 2 lety +9

      His last message is boop

  • @yourxdad_
    @yourxdad_ Před 7 měsíci +15

    This still gives me chills till this day rip Reckful❤

    • @loganoniedwards2400
      @loganoniedwards2400 Před 7 měsíci +3

      It gives a boner thinking how his body smashed into the ground into a bunch of pieces.

    • @m1sniper
      @m1sniper Před 7 měsíci

      @@loganoniedwards2400it makes me happy seeing your mother being taken by 10 black guys and then going home to your father to give him the clap

  • @Ryemoon062
    @Ryemoon062 Před 3 měsíci +5

    Never watched this dude but he seemed like a great and humble person. May he rest in peace

  • @butteredsalmonella
    @butteredsalmonella Před 3 lety +4816

    "I will see you guys the next day"
    That. That really hurts the most.

    • @mrsnazzypants4061
      @mrsnazzypants4061 Před 3 lety +183

      @@ls..2397 bro don’t throw ur religion in peoples faces that’s extremely disrespectful

    • @devinwiley9105
      @devinwiley9105 Před 3 lety +51

      @@ls..2397 i hope youre a troll

    • @tasha3939
      @tasha3939 Před 3 lety +20

      @@ls..2397 continue to spread the good message of Jesus Christ they need to hear this!

    • @devinwiley9105
      @devinwiley9105 Před 3 lety +65

      @@ls..2397 no, being a bible thumping lunatic is bad.

    • @noiwontsignyourarmpit5263
      @noiwontsignyourarmpit5263 Před 3 lety +67

      @@ls..2397 I'm not disagreeing with you, but I really don't think that this is the right place for that.

  • @jacobenglish1231
    @jacobenglish1231 Před 3 lety +8795

    This man was giving comfort to others at times he couldn't comfort himself. You will forever be remembered R.I.P Byron ❤

    • @jensenka60506
      @jensenka60506 Před 3 lety +70

      Those that care the most, usually are the ones that hurt the most. They know how it feels to feel hurt and they don't want anyone to feel the way they feel.

    • @ramtins9258
      @ramtins9258 Před 3 lety +12

      @@jensenka60506 very true, i agree.
      Tho idk this man, how did he pass away ?

    • @macmiller9510
      @macmiller9510 Před 3 lety +2

      Did he Kill him self shame ..... 😓

    • @clqimx-1356
      @clqimx-1356 Před 3 lety

      Wait wat happened to him

    • @frozendistrict5394
      @frozendistrict5394 Před 3 lety

      Wait what happened?

  • @Iamboard
    @Iamboard Před 6 měsíci +10

    Can’t believe it’s been 3 years without this man.

  • @TheBlackSpeed
    @TheBlackSpeed Před 7 měsíci +3

    I've never heard of him, but it was recommended. The pain was enormous through the video. Jeez.

  • @g0lly
    @g0lly Před 3 lety +10040

    It's sad because he was hinting that something was wrong while saying good night. Much respect, Rest in Peace Byron.

    • @cipri123wr
      @cipri123wr Před 3 lety +52

      Umm soo this was just in my reccomendation, and well what has happened to this person as I have no idea what's going on, as people are saying RIP etc...

    • @g0lly
      @g0lly Před 3 lety +5

      @@cipri123wr read the description

    • @cipri123wr
      @cipri123wr Před 3 lety +1

      Ah okay, I see

    • @heavenlyking9618
      @heavenlyking9618 Před 3 lety +28

      *10:53:31** Elaiza: What's on your mind!*
      Someone had figured it out...

    • @dirtydeedsdonedirtcheap3898
      @dirtydeedsdonedirtcheap3898 Před 3 lety

      Is this the night before Hua death or what?

  • @ElViperr408
    @ElViperr408 Před 3 lety +2736

    You can probably tell his heart is racing

    • @livetochange974
      @livetochange974 Před 3 lety +29

      To stab himself in the heart and cause the sadness and heartbreak of millions because he couldn't handle the trials set to him by the harsh reality called life

    • @rgbgoku4769
      @rgbgoku4769 Před 3 lety +14

      @@livetochange974 good one g wish youd do the same

    • @misa7598
      @misa7598 Před 3 lety +11

      @@rgbgoku4769 suicide is selfish

    • @megaoof7184
      @megaoof7184 Před 3 lety +31

      @@misa7598 in a way ... Yeah , people who commit suicide are too stuck on their own wolrd to realize that is way bigger than them and their sadness .

    • @laucool6267
      @laucool6267 Před 3 lety +9

      @@megaoof7184 @aspect gaming i get both of ure opinions don't get me wrong but tbh if u know whats going on he was right with something's talk to each other something people don't really do these days, and especially with the made up virus most people forget each other and most people turn by that into a depression simple logics of a human, because a human needs social interaction and not a fake social interaction like streams etc

  • @freerice9595
    @freerice9595 Před 7 měsíci +32

    I never watched him nor have I ever played wow in my life. But this still has me teary eyed.
    Seeing someone suffering just hurts immensly.

    • @donkeyscarab207
      @donkeyscarab207 Před 7 měsíci +3

      he recked himself

    • @justsomeguywithagoatee8337
      @justsomeguywithagoatee8337 Před 7 měsíci +3

      guy literally an remorselessly dumped his gf that was there for him through thick and thin because more attractive girls were into him. He also did it on stream for content and didn't let her down easily either.

    • @NOMnomAPROVED
      @NOMnomAPROVED Před 5 měsíci

      ... were did u get ur info he proposed to his gf at the time and she said no to him on social media ...@@justsomeguywithagoatee8337

  • @lautihach98
    @lautihach98 Před 3 měsíci +2

    everything feels so peaceful there , the sky in the background even looks beautiful, the chat being supportive and cool... , man this hits really hard.

  • @CODRandommomentswithmates
    @CODRandommomentswithmates Před 3 lety +4319

    Hearing him say “if I“ and stops knowing he was gonna say “if I don’t stream again” hurts because maybe someone would of helped prevent it

    • @RealTalkTVOG
      @RealTalkTVOG Před 3 lety +7

      What happened?

    • @zeroregret4239
      @zeroregret4239 Před 3 lety +25

      @@RealTalkTVOG he suicided

    • @Tnagel04
      @Tnagel04 Před 3 lety +49

      @@zeroregret4239 i dont know him i just found this vid. Why did he do it and how?

    • @calpmaar9520
      @calpmaar9520 Před 3 lety +87

      @@Tnagel04 He had been diagnosed with bipolar type 2 and had been very depressed. He was this way for a very long time. He killed himself July 2nd.

    • @mikemuppet3807
      @mikemuppet3807 Před 3 lety +26

      not really when someone has made up their mind to do something that drastic, very very rarily can someone stop it especially in this case with no one knowing what was going through his mind after saying he would stream the following day or so so there was no real clue or hint, so may had been a trigger later on in the day after the stream.

  • @poplicker4
    @poplicker4 Před 3 lety +6259

    damn knowing he killed himself, watching it now, its so blatant that he already knew he was going to do it as he was saying goodbye, he knew he wasn't going to see us tomorrow or the next day. Depression is real man

  • @Cromf
    @Cromf Před 8 měsíci

    Never heard of this guy, but I’d never thought a short YT video would be enough to make my heart wrench..

  • @Zure-rf1fj
    @Zure-rf1fj Před 9 měsíci +9

    It's hard to see what was actually going through his head. For his chat and friends and even probably family, he put on a smile. To make everyone happy. May rest in peace a good soul in 2020. Now 2023, still in my heart (:

  • @Pandasillyness
    @Pandasillyness Před 3 lety +3990

    He wanted everyone to have what he needed most. Someone to talk to.

    • @ShaneFlett
      @ShaneFlett Před 3 lety +17

      DUUUUUDE thats deep bro omehgawd! HU LAWD GIVEME THE STRENtgh

    • @zyad9421
      @zyad9421 Před 3 lety +60

      @@ShaneFlett dude tf is wrong with you

    • @alexgrady5869
      @alexgrady5869 Před 3 lety +19

      @@ShaneFlett take a shower bro

    • @parkeralan19
      @parkeralan19 Před 3 lety +25

      @@ShaneFlett if i act like a dick on the internet maybe people will think im a badass alpha male....

    • @scudo5242
      @scudo5242 Před 3 lety +7

      @@ShaneFlett Not this time

  • @sneakysquid6195
    @sneakysquid6195 Před 3 lety +6379

    I never watched the guy, but this feels like a bullet to my chest, jeez.

    • @MrPies32
      @MrPies32 Před 3 lety +58

      :( i feel that right now. you can tell he’s trying to make sure you don’t have to worry about him

    • @purvanshbhatia6631
      @purvanshbhatia6631 Před 3 lety +40

      This is exactly the same for me. I had no idea who this guy was until this came into my recommended and I watched like 10 news articles about him. Still, watching his last moments on twitch feels terrible.

    • @nickthompson1812
      @nickthompson1812 Před 3 lety +23

      Never heard of him. People die all the time. Sucks that he had positive influence on others, world needs those peeps

    • @madstevieg3094
      @madstevieg3094 Před 3 lety +4

      Well clearly, it wasn't your chest

    • @arenaphoenix4719
      @arenaphoenix4719 Před 3 lety +1

      Same I never knew him

  • @reaIise
    @reaIise Před 8 měsíci +3

    the chat being so supportive is so sweet, rest in peace byron

  • @TheoBrixtonTheKid
    @TheoBrixtonTheKid Před 3 lety +3751

    You can tell he doesn’t want to stop his stream.

    • @colton69669
      @colton69669 Před 3 lety +78

      Yet he sadly did.

    • @thesenate5245
      @thesenate5245 Před 3 lety +1

      @@colton69669 you know how he died right

    • @xotic2495
      @xotic2495 Před 3 lety +1

      @@thesenate5245 how

    • @ezekielx5
      @ezekielx5 Před 3 lety +9

      @@xotic2495 suicide its in the description

    • @livetochange974
      @livetochange974 Před 3 lety +21

      But he did because be was too weak to handle the hardships of this world even when he had what billions wanted as a dream. Guess having such a great lovable fanbase made him ungrateful

  • @REMfakeplastictrees
    @REMfakeplastictrees Před 7 měsíci +15

    I still remember this stream. Life was easier when I was dozing off to you playing hearthstone in the background back then and even stuck around for the WoW vids after when you showed signs of not being well. Miss you like you can’t believe Byron. Rest easy.

  • @eliasmsv3156
    @eliasmsv3156 Před 18 dny +1

    I find it so heartbreaking yet beautiful that the chat is this sensitive and caring. They knew that Reckful was not doing well and found him relatable. Rest in peace

  • @blazingfest5885
    @blazingfest5885 Před 3 lety +3576

    I don’t even know who he is but this is legitimately heartbreaking

    • @Dismembering_Man
      @Dismembering_Man Před 3 lety +276

      He was a streamer and he had depression and one day a bunch of people in his chat started saying “kill yourself” and he actually did

    • @jeanvaljean6433
      @jeanvaljean6433 Před 3 lety +68

      @Johnny Dong Not sure how you would hold dozens of internet troll kiddos accountable

    • @coleschrader2611
      @coleschrader2611 Před 3 lety +9

      @Johnny Dong not that simple dude

    • @coleschrader2611
      @coleschrader2611 Před 3 lety +5

      @Johnny Dong people use VPN’s

    • @colton69669
      @colton69669 Před 3 lety +1

      @TisAtlas they aren’t

  • @Josh-lk7vi
    @Josh-lk7vi Před 2 lety +5955

    Even in his final moments, he still tried to get people together and be positive. Such a tragedy. We miss you so much, Byron.

    • @chxse4999
      @chxse4999 Před 2 lety +7

      yea :(

    • @firkejdjneii28283
      @firkejdjneii28283 Před 2 lety +4

      I dont get it. Why did he kill himself? I thought he had a nice life

    • @chxse4999
      @chxse4999 Před 2 lety +20

      @@firkejdjneii28283 we don't know what's been happening in his life

    • @firkejdjneii28283
      @firkejdjneii28283 Před 2 lety +6

      @@chxse4999 shame. He had a good life just to throw it all away

    • @chxse4999
      @chxse4999 Před 2 lety +3

      @@firkejdjneii28283 yea we all wish we could of helped him in the rought times he had tho

  • @canadian__ninja
    @canadian__ninja Před 7 měsíci +5

    Never seen this, never heard about this, don't know anything about it.
    But it's sad that you can tell from his body language that he knows he won't be there "tomorrow or the next day". His body language shifts and relaxes after thinking about it the first time. He made up his mind

  • @alstadler00
    @alstadler00 Před měsícem +2

    You are still missed and loved, Byron. This world can be overwhelmingly cruel to souls with open hearts. May you forever rest in peace and bliss. We love you.

  • @whiterice6016
    @whiterice6016 Před 3 lety +5913

    It looks like he was hiding a great amount of pain, while telling everyone goodbye for the night. I almost cried.

    • @Waverly_ppl
      @Waverly_ppl Před 3 lety +4

      Its funny though

    • @adityamathi4724
      @adityamathi4724 Před 3 lety +78

      @@Waverly_ppl whats funny

    • @luvdvno
      @luvdvno Před 3 lety +57

      @@Waverly_ppl people like u dont make sense

    • @blueaddiction6954
      @blueaddiction6954 Před 3 lety +11

      @@Waverly_ppl haha said no one 😶

    • @peppa7926
      @peppa7926 Před 3 lety +35

      @@Waverly_ppl you're not cool quiet kid and you're probably 13, go do your homework.

  • @tropic4299
    @tropic4299 Před 3 lety +1803

    When he said “if you guys get lonely maybe you can talk to each other or play video games with eachother” I knew something was up

    • @peacemaker54
      @peacemaker54 Před 3 lety +41

      Yeah watching it, there was that little glitch in his voice 😥

    • @jordantiburcio4541
      @jordantiburcio4541 Před 3 lety +19

      @Nolan Booblackie Do you know what this is about? Do you want to see the world burn?

    • @Saliem02
      @Saliem02 Před 3 lety +1

      @@jordantiburcio4541 that would be nice

    • @mrboxx9313
      @mrboxx9313 Před 3 lety +8

      And at the end, “I’ll see you guys tomorrow. (Hard pause) or the next day (essentially saying “you’ll see me on the news”). He knew what he was about to do. It’s really sad. I still go back into his twitch and watch his vods

    • @beefieboi8013
      @beefieboi8013 Před 3 lety

      What happened

  • @MikeTrujillo17o1
    @MikeTrujillo17o1 Před 3 měsíci +4

    The fact that this came up on my feed today of all days. One of my best friends committed suicide 2 years ago today. No visible warning signs. Nothing.

  • @Tookor
    @Tookor Před měsícem +5

    “I’ll see your tomorrow or the next day” we never got to see the tomorrow or next day😭

  • @MYBODYFLUIDS
    @MYBODYFLUIDS Před 3 lety +4433

    You could just look at his face and tell the pain he’s trying to hide for the sake of his viewers.

    • @gavinvirk3033
      @gavinvirk3033 Před 3 lety +9

      @W he killed himself

    • @alexgrady5869
      @alexgrady5869 Před 3 lety +5

      @W suicide sadly

    • @itz3434
      @itz3434 Před 3 lety +2

      Is this the one that shot himself with a shotgun or was that someone else?

    • @naruii5160
      @naruii5160 Před 3 lety +2

      @@itz3434 someone else

    • @cpass3220
      @cpass3220 Před 3 lety +7

      @@itz3434 that was Ronnie mcnutt and the video is on hood site

  • @okokoklalala844
    @okokoklalala844 Před 3 lety +13037

    I see someone commented "Why have you been streaming so much lately". Reminds me of when i was thinking of committing s*icide and a few days before i planned on hanging out with as much people i could. I even called in sick at work so i can have a beach day with my closest friend and she was surprised bc i was always careful not to miss work. she said "You skipped work twice now, you've never done that" and i just laughed thinking about how she would look back on that conversation later. Later that night I attempted but failed. My body rejected the pills and i ended up waking in the middle of the night puking all over the side of my bed. The only person who knows about my attempt is my mom because I broke down in front of her the next day. (And i guess now including whoever is reading this comment) So just take this as advice, when you see a loved one acting out of the ordinary, check on them. They might just be acting that way because they want to but it never hurts to ask.

    • @prodsolt
      @prodsolt Před 3 lety +278

      You are strong ❤️

    • @kenpachifriedchicken5087
      @kenpachifriedchicken5087 Před 3 lety +192

      Damn.. Th is reminds me of the dude who wrote that he cant live long enough to see the end of one piece bc of cancer 😔

    • @tooru872
      @tooru872 Před 3 lety +73

      @@prodsolt There's nothing strong about committing suicide

    • @call2872
      @call2872 Před 3 lety +78

      I hope you'll get help and continue to live. Your suicide failed, a second chance is given to you. Don't squander it, stranger.
      Sounds cliché but you are not alone. I, and others like us continue to fight the demons inside our heads. I am dealing with my own mental health struggles too. Treat yourself with love, you too are worthy of love and compassion.

    • @jerimiah3584
      @jerimiah3584 Před 3 lety +232

      @@tooru872 why, what are you like this. They are probably stronger than you

  • @mhthekilla
    @mhthekilla Před 4 měsíci

    This is absolutely heartbreaking. I don't even have anything else to say. Bless his soul, I hope he's resting now. 🌹😞

  • @Iown291
    @Iown291 Před 4 měsíci +3

    I can tell, after that stream ended he began to cry, a deep sadness lived under the surface, rest in peace...

  • @Thomruix
    @Thomruix Před 3 lety +2038

    "I will see you guys either tomorrow or the next day... *oh man*"... after realizing what's going to happen he proceeds to suddenly give his viewers some advice about feeling lonely... so sad man.

    • @89irocz
      @89irocz Před 3 lety +6

      sorry, I have no clue what happened. But what happened?

    • @xesxxx
      @xesxxx Před 3 lety +33

      @@89irocz He committed suicide, sadly.

    • @rHamUK
      @rHamUK Před 3 lety +2

      @@xesxxx Sorry to ask but do u know why and when?

    • @WolfyyFX
      @WolfyyFX Před 3 lety +2

      @@xesxxx why

    • @_caoss
      @_caoss Před 3 lety +2

      @@rHamUK I don't know why, but he committed suicide on July 2nd.

  • @cellophanezebra4663
    @cellophanezebra4663 Před 3 lety +2738

    This is the first time i ever heard of him, He looked like a very nice guy
    RIP

    • @joestheguy
      @joestheguy Před 3 lety +34

      Yeah, same. I didn't even know he existed lol. He's weak like Robin Williams

    • @barbzz9434
      @barbzz9434 Před 3 lety +258

      @@joestheguy excuse me what?

    • @123cooldiego
      @123cooldiego Před 3 lety +284

      ​@@joestheguy Hope you one day will understand what mental health is. It's nothing to joke around with. One day you will understand how tough life can be, and i hope you will regret having written this comment.

    • @shawnhammond
      @shawnhammond Před 3 lety +114

      @@joestheguy bro?!?! i never knew about him eaither but its a sad and tragic thing. him and robin williams werent weak they were suffering from mental health issues which is serious show a little bit of human decency.

    • @123cooldiego
      @123cooldiego Před 3 lety +22

      @Maniac50AE i didn't know him, so I have no idea how he was irl and in his streams. And indeed what you are saying can be 100% true, but isn't social health connected with mental health? If someone feels like he is not accepted in a community, he will not be happy with himself i think. It's a very thin line.
      It just hurts to see keyboard warriors write things like that when you personaly know people who are affected by such things. I know i shouldnt care and actually i dont really, but it's still sad to see someone laughing with the death of someone else.

  • @GucciestCuzOutThere
    @GucciestCuzOutThere Před 3 měsíci +2

    Rest in Paradise Reckful! I’ll never forget those hearthstone streams! ❤️

  • @Gdub33
    @Gdub33 Před 3 měsíci

    I would have loved this channel. RIP to whoever this wonderful man is.

  • @LoganPauler-dm9mh
    @LoganPauler-dm9mh Před 7 měsíci +6

    his head flew over the horizon.

    • @8jaws778
      @8jaws778 Před 7 měsíci

      why have you commented on this video twice

  • @6Wheels
    @6Wheels Před 3 lety +2548

    This little raise of his eyebrows when he said “I’m gonna watch TV before I pass out” made my heart ache :( RIP💔

  • @lukemartin3328
    @lukemartin3328 Před 3 lety +6505

    Everything will be okay in the end. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.-John Lennon

    • @grapefruitjuice9473
      @grapefruitjuice9473 Před 3 lety +7

      Brilliant

    • @null3081
      @null3081 Před 3 lety +7

      What comes after suic - i - de

    • @bun-e9361
      @bun-e9361 Před 3 lety +32

      John was an abuser.

    • @hey9433
      @hey9433 Před 3 lety +1

      ​@@bun-e9361 how

    • @bun-e9361
      @bun-e9361 Před 3 lety +6

      @@hey9433 czcams.com/video/lpSiB4-og_o/video.html
      Many videos and info online that would suggest so.

  • @thedapperturkey
    @thedapperturkey Před 4 měsíci +1

    Jesus I can see it in his eyes the smile of someone who isnt sad or angry just exhausted and not from anything in life but from life itself.
    Hope you're doing well wherever you are big fella.

  • @user-uo7ik4kh8f
    @user-uo7ik4kh8f Před 7 měsíci +122

    I was depressed in July of 2020 myself. Thankfully I’ve gone through a huge spiritual journey of my own and can only imagine where he could be today if he had held on. R.I.P

    • @IVIatze
      @IVIatze Před 7 měsíci +12

      So you were depressed for one month?

    • @memehivefive9852
      @memehivefive9852 Před 6 měsíci +2

      ​@@IVIatze2020 was 3 years ago

    • @TheSkyIsFalling93
      @TheSkyIsFalling93 Před 5 měsíci

      I’m sorry you had to go through that for even a month, not trying to downplay what you went through but man… 10 years… 10 fucking years… that’s how long it’s been for me. Talk about a kick in the nuts from life lol

    • @MisterTCF
      @MisterTCF Před 4 měsíci

      ​@@IVIatzehow tf is 2020 one month away?

  • @HarryToeface
    @HarryToeface Před 3 lety +1594

    "If you guys get lonely talk to each other..." He was very much trying to get people to make friends with each other as he left this world.

    • @14el80
      @14el80 Před 3 lety +3

      How did he die?

    • @JustinKofnovec
      @JustinKofnovec Před 3 lety +3

      @@14el80 read description

    • @addenanda
      @addenanda Před 3 lety +29

      He told that since he probably doesnt have one to chat himself irl. Sometimes the one who give advice is the one who should do it the most.

  • @Feartube912
    @Feartube912 Před 3 lety +7409

    I didn't even know who this guy was, but this physically hurt to watch. R.I.P. man

  • @ToastedBread68
    @ToastedBread68 Před měsícem +4

    Push through it, guys. Life gets difficult, sometimes it all just feels too overwhelming. Debt, loneliness, overwhelming pressure to succeed, whatever is bothering you, don't be afraid to talk to people. People come and go. Friends move on, lovers lose interest, loved ones pass away, but don't let loneliness take control. I wish Reckful would have followed his advice. Go meet new people. There's always like-minded people out there.
    Whatever you do, just don't give up. Depression doesn't last forever. Fight against it. Don't let it win. Suicide might be your way out of a tough spot, but it also takes away every hope you'll ever have of improving. Don't take that away from yourself.

  • @Grriimace
    @Grriimace Před 7 měsíci +39

    Still hard to believe 3 years have flashed before our eyes! Im still severely depressed, but ive managed to get a job and start working out at the gym, I met this woman I really like but she might not feel or be aware of the feelings I got for her. Life honestly got a little better for me @ the moment, it seems I'm breaking out of my shells comfort zone. Rip Byron I wish I got to meet you in person and the fans, I hope everyone is doing well❤️ stay safe Kingz

    • @color--hx1qj
      @color--hx1qj Před 7 měsíci +5

      lets go bro!! keep up the good work

    • @Grriimace
      @Grriimace Před 7 měsíci +2

      @@color--hx1qj thanks brother! I hope you’re doing well as also👏👏

    • @spazzymacgee5648
      @spazzymacgee5648 Před 4 měsíci +2

      Dude your definitely not " severely" depressed. You wouldn't be able to get out of bed if you where severely depressed

    • @Grriimace
      @Grriimace Před 4 měsíci

      @@spazzymacgee5648 I was 3 months ago lol, sh*t is really good now haha

  • @sunkcostfallacy2738
    @sunkcostfallacy2738 Před 3 lety +5768

    Damn. Even the way he speaks just sounds so defeated. Like he's on the verge of crying. I don't know who this guy is. I don't know if this is how he normally talked, but goddamn, I can hear the pain in his voice. I hope his family, friends, and fans find peace.

    • @sunkcostfallacy2738
      @sunkcostfallacy2738 Před 3 lety +252

      @Josiah Strong General decent people. I don't even know him but I care at least slightly. Not personally or anything, but in a more nebulous humanistic sense. Idk, people with a normally developed sense of empathy care. But hurting people is fine too I guess if that's what you want to do. It's not like I can moralize you if you don't care, so you do you.

    • @sunkcostfallacy2738
      @sunkcostfallacy2738 Před 3 lety +99

      @Savetion x711 One day, someone in your life you care about will die too, whether it be via physical illness or mental illness. It WILL eventually happen. It'll be a parent, or a friend, or some other family member. When that happens, I hope you get the respect and compassion you deserve but can't seem to offer yourself.

    • @mineshawn8960
      @mineshawn8960 Před 3 lety +41

      @Savetion x711 people like you need to open up your heart. I understand dark humor and comedy. But take the time to sit and respect people’s goodbyes and heartfelt messages. What that other commenter said is right. Someone u care about is going to die and I know you would hate it if I went somewhere where people congregated and talked about this persons death and I laughed all at their death. So when ur mom,father whoever u care about leaves this earth someday. You’ll see how it really feels

    • @mineshawn8960
      @mineshawn8960 Před 3 lety +23

      @@sunkcostfallacy2738 thank you for being you Sunk! Hope your life always has a ray of sunshine above it

    • @sunkcostfallacy2738
      @sunkcostfallacy2738 Před 3 lety +18

      @@mineshawn8960 Thank you. Likewise. :)

  • @rHamUK
    @rHamUK Před 3 lety +4742

    "Before I pass out"
    When he said that he lifted his eyebrows as if to say "yeah I will be", that tugged at my heart. I didn't know of him till now but from comments alone I can tell he was a great dude with great fans. Rest in peace man

    • @danteezy945
      @danteezy945 Před 3 lety +1

      Same

    • @Dhzury
      @Dhzury Před 3 lety +18

      I am so sorry for being ignorant, but who is this and what happened?

    • @melseob2219
      @melseob2219 Před 3 lety +17

      @@Dhzury i think he took his own life after this live

    • @loo7412
      @loo7412 Před 3 lety +62

      @@Dhzury He is a pretty well known streamer that was suffering from depression so much so, that he decided to take his own life. It's very sad as this could have been prevented if he had spoken out and been more open about it. 😞

    • @kampi_050
      @kampi_050 Před 3 lety +20

      @@loo7412 its not that easy to talk about! I have been depressed for over 10years and still the only one that knows is on of my friends

  • @radddish
    @radddish Před 8 měsíci +1

    why is this randomly visiting my feed after years TwT
    rest in everland

  • @Vlaud
    @Vlaud Před 8 měsíci +1

    After learning what happened, just watchin and listening to him now you can see it.. you can hear it.. in his voice.. :(

  • @FootyManagerTV
    @FootyManagerTV Před 2 lety +14265

    0:33 the moment that he knew what was coming but the chat didn’t. Incredibly heartbreaking.

    • @D4080K
      @D4080K Před 2 lety +119

      @insert name here don’t be insensitive

    • @k.c.9397
      @k.c.9397 Před 2 lety +46

      @@D4080K how is that insensitive

    • @D4080K
      @D4080K Před 2 lety +390

      @@k.c.9397 the guys talking about a loved sttteamer committing suicide and this guys just like “oH hI cHecKmaRk NoTicE mE”

    • @grillled7561
      @grillled7561 Před 2 lety +49

      @@D4080K so your mad at them just because they have a checkmark? How ignorant.

    • @D4080K
      @D4080K Před 2 lety +215

      @@grillled7561 I can see why you’re confused here. There was a person who replied to FootyManagerTV saying “cHecKmark please notice me” and I told them that it was insensitive, which it was. They then deleted their comment as i see now. Even still you could’ve seen I was replying to someone who did not have the same name as the person with the checkmark but that’s an easy mistake to make. Have a good day

  • @benmorris984
    @benmorris984 Před 3 lety +4786

    This is a call for help but he couldn’t speak

    • @expiredduck5352
      @expiredduck5352 Před 3 lety +8

      1st

    • @cathal6636
      @cathal6636 Před 3 lety +233

      @@expiredduck5352 stfu

    • @ihavethevirus420
      @ihavethevirus420 Před 3 lety +54

      @@expiredduck5352 so you have choosen death huh??

    • @Gorgilla
      @Gorgilla Před 3 lety +4

      4th

    • @mikemuppet3807
      @mikemuppet3807 Před 3 lety +3

      it wasnt a call for help , looking at the stream and this video he wasnt triggered yet leads me to think some thing happened later on that day seemed like he was trying to tell people he needed a break from streaming that he had let people take over his life and needed to get away from that, a soft reset so to speak but nothing says im suicidal. his own words said such..if i was to guess id say his suicide may had been negligent in other words not planned maybe drank and had medications that didnt go well together, happens a lot with teens and kids who are fighting depression.

  • @moosegoose1282
    @moosegoose1282 Před 9 měsíci +5

    reckful was the first streamer that interacted with me in chat without having to pay and he was at 60k viewers

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Před 8 měsíci

      ❤ I love that, thats genuine care and humility.

  • @OneKaleidoscope3812
    @OneKaleidoscope3812 Před 7 měsíci +8

    he was rich, had money and power and gave it all up, yet i’m supposed to feel sorry for this guy? no.

    • @okgoose3305
      @okgoose3305 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Money and power are not emotions

    • @8jaws778
      @8jaws778 Před 7 měsíci +1

      @@okgoose3305 preach

    • @ethannewberry1053
      @ethannewberry1053 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Exactly must of been feeling crazy sad to do that

  • @lastroko
    @lastroko Před 3 lety +3376

    “If you guys ever feel lonely...”
    You could tell he absolutely wanted to pour his heart out but didn’t want to make his audience worry about him. Such a selfless soul. Rest In Peace, Reckful.

    • @lordofthemehmehs
      @lordofthemehmehs Před 3 lety +62

      @@The_Real_Dream_House wtf is your problem

    • @The_Real_Dream_House
      @The_Real_Dream_House Před 3 lety +3

      lordofthemehmehs I think u have a problem but I’m good on my side the best I can be no worries very successful and all because of JESUS I think your problem is your offended by God and Jesus name what did I say that has a problem let that sink in 🧐🤨🤔 spread God’s love in a suicide comment section so that the lost souls don’t take their own life and can be saved 🤔🤨🧐 I think u have a problem which is trying to stop God and that my friend only leads to Hell

    • @youwererightdreamer1152
      @youwererightdreamer1152 Před 3 lety +48

      @@The_Real_Dream_House God doesn't exist for me 🤔🤨🧐

    • @Adam-wh6oz
      @Adam-wh6oz Před 3 lety +67

      @@The_Real_Dream_House dont force your religion onto others

    • @raccoonxena
      @raccoonxena Před 3 lety +40

      @@The_Real_Dream_House don't force your religion and im pretty sure you shouldn't use the Lords name in vain stfu 😂😂bruh its fairytale

  • @crackerbarreIkid55
    @crackerbarreIkid55 Před 3 lety +2261

    This was recommended to me even though I’ve never heard of him. To all the fans I’m sorry for your loss, so tragic. Rest In Peace.

    • @Joehairsniffer
      @Joehairsniffer Před 3 lety +8

      Same here. R.I.P fly high brother💯

    • @nicola163
      @nicola163 Před 3 lety +8

      exactly, I can’t imagine the pain that was going through his mind, and I can’t imagine the loss his fans felt 🖤

    • @devin7683
      @devin7683 Před 3 lety +2

      They arent his fans 80% of them made fun of him for purposing online and made him suicide

    • @rcl4737
      @rcl4737 Před 3 lety

      Same here, but it's still pretty sad for me.

    • @hosodhbebwjhshsh3952
      @hosodhbebwjhshsh3952 Před 3 lety

      can you tel me what hapened