Q & A JUICY QUESTIONS AND THE REAL REASON I LEFT YOUTUBE đ
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- Äas pĆidĂĄn 11. 12. 2019
- Hia Everyone,
Hope you enjoy this Q&A video that you asked for. I have had such an amazing response to my return on CZcams and I cant thank you all enough for being patient with me and giving me so much support over these last few months. You are all so lovely and all the support means the world to me.
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I meant what I said when I was talking about how youve all made me feel staying with me from the beginning. Youll never realise how much it means to me. Thank you.
Thanks for watching, subscribing, commenting, following, sharing and all that jazz!
Zoom zoom!
Lauren - Jak na to + styl
Just wanted to let you know..you were LITERALLY THE first person I EVER watched on CZcams, EVER... your unedited makeup tutorials....I opened a youtube account, just to watch you.
Awe bless you, Thanks so much! I hope you continue to enjoy
Same here!!! â„ïžâ„ïžâ„ïž
Yes! Me three! I donât even watch makeup CZcams videos anymore, but I will watch Laurenâs videos just for the nostalgia factor.
Me four!
Same here!
Waiiiit, we donât want âperfectâ, Iâm tired of filters, youâre real and relatable.
Tammy Douglas exactly what I was thinking... I love Lauren because I feel like she is one of us.
I love Lauren Luke, because her Makeup principle is not about, unachievable perfection. But flawless yet wearable.
I'm glad you are back. We missed you. Dont feel pressured to do anything, just be Lauren Luke. We all remember and miss you because you have always been yourself.
Bless your heart Lauren x
Me too! She absolutely taught me how to not just wear eye make up but how to create amazing eye looks. the Chapman sisters and she are who seriously changed the quality of my make up application!!
I agree
goodness I'm sobbing with you, you're such a bloody WONDERFUL human! I've followed since the very beginning! xxx
Awe Im sorry to make you cry, Thanks so much for still being here all these years later. It means a lot x
And two of my fav youtubers are talking, this feels like iâm in a paralel universe and itâs soooo good! Whata time to be alive!
I was crying with her too.
Unfortunately your fame came on early in the beauty world and there wasnât a lot of advice. I hope u come back even stronger!
Also, who knows a lawyer/solicitor that could potentially help Lauren take legal action against the company who treated her badly?
Totally agree and I wish I did! The solicitor that let Lauren sign the contract all those years ago didn't do their job properly, disgraceful!
ChronicGlamour Too much time has elapsed me thinks.
So angry they did this to Lauren xxx
Iâve been a subscriber for probably 10 years now, and Iâll continue supporting. I donât even wear makeup.
Awe bless you :) well I hope that you continue to enjoy them.
You literally started it all!! Trail blazer you are and every beauty âinfluencerâ on here owes it to you.... and all the companies who profit. No one can take that away from you!!!
I just hope someone like Shane Dawson or Jeffree Star can help bring her back to the spotlight since sheâs one of the first makeup gurus here on youtube.
La Laine Iâd love to see this happen too. Lauren, Shane and Jeffrey are the 1st CZcamsrs I ever watched all those years ago and still follow to this day. x
I was thinking this too x
Tweet to them, I did otherwise how will they know
J* hates women....
Why? Do you want Laura to be more like them? Cuz I don't.
Dear Lauren, as I was watchign this video I longed to reach out and give you a giant hug! It is such a shame that a wonderful person like you was treated terribly by the "machine". I hope that you can continue to push forward and do the types of videos that you love and enjoy. It is so important to work on your own personal happiness, if that means working and your current job and doing the ocassional video, then that is what you should do!
Thank you so much for your lovely message. I will continue to push though and enjoy doing my videos. Thank you for still being here after all these years, That means a lot to me.
We love you so much Lauren from one Geordie macro another you are such a star we love u so much whatever you are amazing xxx
I was obsessed with your videos in middle school. So happy to see you back
Awe thank you lovely đ
Me too,i was 15 back then and Lauren just started channel and from her i learn about basis for eyeshadow jumbo pencil.Now I am 28,almost 29. We need you on youtube, and your words means a lot to us . ps from Diana with a lot respect and loveâ€ïž
I've been around since the start.
I had it in my gut that something was wrong with the makeup line.
I'm sorry they did that to you. Disgusting company.
Glad your still around.
Thank you for being there from the start, I really do appreciate that. I remember lots of people saying something wasnt right, I just couldnt talk about it. Its over now
Lauren we loveee uuu!!!
I don't normally comment but you really made me feel emotional like a long lost friend... Glad you're back.
I just wanna give you the biggest hug. â€ïž I adore you, always will.
Awe thanks so much lovely â€ïž
I can't help but smile as soon as I hear, 'Hiya everyone...' đ„°
Chick, you're an inspiration to so many people. Be kind to yourself. Xx
In Australia, there is a series of ads for Mazda, where they say "zoom zoom" at the end, and I always think of Lauren. đ
Bless you :) thanks for staying!
I've been following you since 2007 and I haven't went anywhere. You inspired me so much in a dark time in my life that I was fully depressed and you inspired me to do makeup. I still love makeup and still do it. Now your inspiring me to go on painting and I am going for it. Your amazing
AWe bless you, I hope that things are good for you now. I hope you do have a go at painting, Its so theraputic and calming. Thanks for still being here x
Well try to keep it up, and try to be positive. Of course I will be here. I cant wait I started looking for stuff to buy to start painting. I'm excited cant wait to try.
You were literally the first CZcamsr I ever subscribed to. I'm so happy you're still around. I feel like you're an old friend.
Oh Lauren.. You're one of the most genuine people on CZcams! To this day, I still use your brushes, I still love them... I NEVER forgot about you, you are the one that made me fall in love with make up! Big kiss from Belgium xx
Awe bless you lovely! :) Thank you! x
Same same same!!! đđđ
I think I followed you from the end of 2007, my son had just been born, and he's 12 now! I also had the opportunity to meet you at Sephora Times Square, and you are the sweetest, loveliest person. I still have my palette that you signed that day! Sending you many best wishes!
I just found you after finding an interview with kandee Johnson mentioning the first youtubers in beauty. I watched you in high school 10+ years ago. I am now a 27 year old married mom of three and I am so glad I found your channel again. I was off CZcams for some years as I went to college and had my kids. I hope you find a happy medium with managing your channel. I will be here to watch whatever you put out and whenever you put it out đ hugs from Texas đđŒ
You are so lovely, Thank you very much :)
I watched you from the beginning the lovely young lady who said "zoom zoom" . You just popped up on my CZcams now, so lovely to see you back, couldn't believe it! Come back and smash it again. đ
Seeing you cry breaks my heart. You were the very first makeup video I saw in 2008. I genuinely love to watch you. I'm so happy you are back. You are beautiful Lauren. Always remember you ARE enough.
Awe thank you so much â€ïž
Lauren take your power back girl! You really are the OG and I don't think you know the respect you have in the beauty community. You will be welcomed with open arms. Go on then, do your brushes love.
Hear hear DC we love u Lauren xx
I'm so sorry this happened to you. I stayed with you through it all. Been a subscriber for over 10 years. I hope you can get your confidence back and try again xxx
Thank you for still being hee, it means a lot x
Lauren, I never stopped watching you. You taught me how to do makeup at 16 years old. I'm 30 years old now and will never stop watching you. You were the sister / mom I never had that made me feel confident and comfortable expressing myself with makeup and art. Love you lots, so happy with where you're at now! Just rewatching your videos cause I love your rawness
Awe bless your heart youâve made my day! I hope that you are keeping well? X
You and michelle phan were my first beauty gurus ive ever watched back in 2007 ahh memories!
Iâve been following you forever since âputting on some shaak skin đŠâ when you began your YT journey it was a lot more passion driven whereas now the passion is more towards the money.
Youâve been through so much and come out so much stronger, Iâve loved your videos and personality from day one. The thing that pisses me off is that the nice people (you) always get walked all over because youâre nice whereas the horrible people tend to succeed a lot more.
Awe bless your heart. Thank you for taking the time to leave such a lovely comment. I loved sharkskin, mac should bring it back! đ thanks again for making my day x
You are like a dear friend to me one Geordie MUA to another I wish I knew you in real life we are the same age and our lives have been so similar.you are most brilliant woman with talent and courage xxx big hugs xx
I'm here for you Lauren! Liking and watching all the way through to show my support !!! Guys let's help her star shine again !!!She deserves it !
literally discovered my passion for makeup through you and JOSH (PETRILUDE)... glad you're back. sending big hugs.
Big hugs back to you :)
I loved Petrilude too lol
Omg yess samee
Thank you for sharing, you're such a genuine person. So happy that you are in a better place now
Thank you x
Youâre amazing, Iâm so happy youâre back and sharing everything with your dedicated followers. I relate a lot to you and thank you so much đ
I love seeing you on here. You were the first person I ever watched and inspired me to start my own channel. You are such a breath of fresh air! Thank you for coming back to us.
Oh Lauren! How I've missed you! You're the orginally beauty guru queen! You were one of my first beauty gurus I subscribed too.
Thanks for making videos again! Keep putting out whatever you love, it really shows and it makes watching you just that much more amazing! đ
Thanks so much for continuining to be a loyal friend and watcher of my videos, I hope you continue to enjoy :)
You're the FIRST person i ever saw on youtube and you're the reason why i started doing makeup. I'm sorry for all that has happened but im just here to say that i'll support whatever you choose to do. Im sure a lot of other people will too.
Aww Lauren! Such a massive thing for you to talk about and I am sorry about your house! Big hugs xx I hope someone out there can do something for you. I really truly do. It's a new beginning!!! You'll see! xx
I will never stop watching your videos! You have such a beautiful, kind energy, and I loved your old videos and will continue to watch the new ones. It doesnât matter if you have to take breaks, itâs always such a lovely surprise to see that you have posted something.
Iâm so glad youâre back, and I enjoy your authenticity. â€ïž
Thanks so much! :)
You're the 1st makeup guru I found & followed on CZcams †sending love & light from South Texas.
I admire you so much!!! THANK YOU for coming back to CZcams and sharing yourself with us again!
Lovely as always Lauren !!! Iâm so happy to see you doing great I wish all the happiness.
Thank you Lauren. Thank you for opening up to us and letting us know about the past even though we can tell how difficult it was to talk about it. You deserve all the happiness in the world, honestly. Keep smiling and keep aiming for the stars. X
Thanks so much! I will try my best x
I remember being about 13 and watching you religiously and when my account got hacked and I lost everything, and it took me ages to get things all back, I couldnât find you again for the longest time and Iâm so pleased I managed to find you again recently. Iâm now 23 and my love of makeup started with you and took off from there. You always seemed so genuine and so sweet and Iâm so happy that now Iâve re-found you that it wasnât just me being naive; and you are just as precious and wonderful as I remember you. â€ïžâ€ïž
Awe what a lovely thing to say. Thanks so much. Iâm sorry to hear you got your account hacked. That must have been awful đ thanks for still being here after all these years. Hope you continue to enjoy đ
Ah, so good to see you! I've watched you since the beginning. You are beautiful, amazing and talented and so original! Thank you for making us all look beautiful!
I've been watching your videos for over ten years, so this little life update was really special. I'm so happy to hear that you are doing so well these days! I will probably keep watching for another ten years - if you keep making videos, I'll be watching them. You're one of the best.
God bless you Lauren, you're truly the most endearing person! I'm delighted you returned to YT.
Thanks so much for continuining to be a loyal friend and watcher of my videos, I hope you continue to enjoy :)
Youâre the very first makeup guru I watched on CZcams, Iâve always loved your sincerity and how you would chat about your day. It always made me feel like I had a friend behind the screen and brought me comfort as I was a very shy and lonely kid back in the day. Thank you so much for helping me shape into the woman I am today.
Awe bless you, Its lovely to hear that you seem happy today with who you are. Take care x
Itâs so nice to see you back, Lauren. Thanks for sharing this Q&A. So sorry you went through such a bad time, but you seem to be in a much better place now. Iâm happy for you and am looking forward to seeing more videos from you. I would love if you would do some asmr videos. The lucky dips definitely fit that category. Take care đ
Your videos were some of my first videos I ever watched on CZcams. You made really long days better. Thank you for being here for us. Sending you huge hugs.
Oh Lauren, I am so so sorry this happened to you. However, we are still here and you can start again. Please don't give up, start again, we will support you. Lots of love. Xxx
P. S. Don't dwell on the past, that allows that company to keep the power they took from you. Look forward, make the videos and some company will team up with you and this time you will have the power.
YOU ARE THE REASON I STARTED TO LOVE MAKEUP!!! Thank you sweet sweet Lauren! I was here from the start and I will be here until your channel stops. And then I will be stalking you to find out what youâre up to next! đâ€ïž
Haha aweee you made me laugh đ€ bless you. Thanks so much for watching & showing your support x
OMG so happy to subscribe again! Someone mentioned that you were back on a Lisa Eldridge video. So pleased to hear that accent and see your wonderful smile. What doesnât kill you only makes you stronger...Simply the best to you Lauren xx #zoomzoom
I have missed you! Your videos! And your little zoom zoom at the end! I'm glad you're back!! You were the first to encourage me to experiment with colours and makeup! Please don't ever let anyone put you down! I'll always be supporting you đ„°đââïžâ€ïž
Been here since '07 and will be here till '77. I will always support you! If we can do a pre-order for brushes, i would pay immediately!! I think we could do that for you đ„°
Bless you Lauren. I love watching your videos. You've always been so genuine and real. You can rebuild. And come back even more fierce, wiser, and won't let anyone take advantage of you.
awe bless you, thanks so much for the kind words :)
@@panacea81 You are welcome!
Oh sweetheart, I also knew something went wrong. No wonder you struggled with blood pressure! I was never going to ask you what happened, but I appreciate you telling us. You have always been an inspiration to me (for many reasons - makeup, painting, cooking, health). Lots of love, hugs, and prayers from Minnesota!
All the love to you, Lauren! You seem to have the kindest soul and I hope you have fun doing CZcams again!
I really feel for u Lauren,such a sweet girl who didnât deserve this.
so wanted to reach out to u and give u a big hug.
You are beautiful inside and out so donât let anyone dull your sparkle xxx
Awwww I still love you Lauren 'zoom zoom' Big hugs from me in Scotland x
Been subscribed for almost 10 years now. I remember I used to love lucky dip makeup videos. Thank you for opening up to us. I'm sorry you had to go through all of that.
You are such a sweet and gentle soul. Iâm so sorry youâve gone through all of this, but just know youâre so strong. Iâve been following you for a long time. Iâm so glad youâre still making videos. Thank you for opening up to us and sharing your life.
We love you Lauren
Bless you :)
You were the first girl I watched do makeup on CZcams! Iâve missed youâ€ïž Welcome back...đ
Thanks for still being here for me x
panacea81 Now that I know youâre back Iâll be checking for you. I had just started working as a MAC artist in 2007. You used a lot of MAC then. I would go in with looks that nobody else had. Thanks for the inspiration đYou are unique, entertaining, talented & humble. Have not seen all those positive traits (that so appeal to me) from anyone else on here! The dips are so great. For some reason when you ramble in the containers it relaxes me. đ
I was soooooooo happy to see one of your videos pop up in my video recommendations. I used to watch you ALL THE TIME and really enjoyed them. I'm so glad to see you back again â€ïž
You are and always have been one of my very favorites !! I enjoy any video you put out because I know its genuine Lauren !! Sorry you were treated so badly, many hugs !!
Oh, I don't know how anyone would drop you! I have followed you from the beginning, or at least since 2009 or so, and you are so sweet, honest and real, that I could NEVER drop you! I support you as long as you stay YOU!!!! :) Love love love!
Bless your heart lovely :)
You've grown, and so have your audience, we are still here and still respect you and love you. We are ready for round 2 whenever you are xxx
Hi Lauren, it was the natural way you come across in your videos that I've always loved. No need for airbrushed perfection, just your warm smile does it every time!! x
So glad to see this. You were literally one of the people who got me into watching CZcams all those years ago đ
Listening to all of this has broken my heart for you, Lauren. You were the reason I got so into makeup. I used to watch you all the time when I was starting secondary school and you taught me how to cover my spots and blend my eyeshadows and Iâm forever grateful for your teaching and your lovely personality. You were a ray of sunshine for me during some tough times. I still have your palettes, funnily enough. I wish Iâd known then that you werenât getting paid because Iâd never have saved up and bought them! I cannot believe you were taken advantage of in such a way and suffered such hard times. Iâm delighted youâre back on CZcams and delighted that things are going well for you now, youâre a wonderful person and I look forward to your new videos. Sending you so much love đ
I miss real authentic lovely people on youtube like this woman
Glad to see you back!!! I missed videos like you use to do. The videos now a days while they are good. Like you said itâs hard to trust. Youâre one of the genuine ones!!
Youâre such a sweet human being. Youâre such a brilliant makeup artist and your talent is unmatched! Itâs wild to know how much anxiety you have suffered from because I when I watched your videos after school, it would calm me down so much. I canât thank you enough for all of your hard work. Iâm a fan for life!
I'm so sorry what happened to you Lauren. I knew something was wrong I remembered watching your tutorials for each palette and I loved the purple palette and tried to recreate it just like you. The first video I watch from CZcams was you and I told all my friends at school that I learned makeup from you. I lost my account but got a new one and did not hesitate to subscribe again. You will always be an inspiration and I'm not going anywhere will follow always. I'm loving your content as always. I'm glad your here I really appreciate it your here.
Yeah I wish I could have spoken about it before but it wasnt something I could do. I loved gettng feedback on all the palettes that so mnay of you bought but I was sad that I didnt earn anything from such a huge deal. Glad you are back and I hope you continue to enjoy :)
Iâm so sorry this happened to you Lauren. Youâre a really sweet person and didnât deserve to be treated that way. Youâre brave to have chased your dream and brave now to talk about what happened. Iâm happy youâre back, Iâve missed you
Awe thanks for the lovely comment. Thanks for still watching & being here x
Thank you for sharing with us. Whatever you decide to do, I just hope that you're happy. Thank you for just,... being you :) I feel so comfortable listening to you and watching your videos. So thank you.
Hi Lauren, you were the first you tuber I ever watched and I loved you videos and your honesty. Itâs lovely to have you back. I hope you keep going and you do whatâs right for you, stay true to yourself and thatâs what we love about you. đ
You have the most kind soul Lauren. If only everyone on CZcams were as down to earth as you. Iâve been a fan since I began watching CZcams in 2008. I love your sincere personality and the warm nostalgic feeling your videos bring. I could listen to you talk for hours no matter what the topic. Youâve had a lot of heart ache over the years, but have overcome so much and stayed true to yourself. Youâre not a fake sell out like many others on this platform. Youâre still the same sweet humble girl that you always were. Your loyal fans will always be here as your extended family anytime you need us â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
The thing is, I always enjoyed the makeup, but I enjoyed you as a person so much more and Iâm just so happy to see you happier and doing well. You could come on and talk about anything you want to and Iâd watch, because it feels like a chat with a friend. You are honest and real and Iâll take that over makeup community drama any
day. I wish you joy and peace of mind and Iâm thankful that you still want to make content for us...just keep the balance for your well beingâ€ïž
your honesty does you credit Lauren, as long as your are putting on the videos ill be watching !!!! good luck and happy new year xx
Lauren! Iâm still here too! I donât watch makeup videos any longer, and I hardly wear makeup anymore. But any time I see you upload, I watch it! And I love the feelings of nostalgia. Iâm so glad youâre still here for us.
Zoom zoom. Omg, OG! Still love you all these years later Lauren. Good things will come Mrs, I truly believe that â€ïž
As most of us, I have been following you for 10 years. Even now I watch your old videos before I go to sleep because you are so amazing. Bless you
I do, too! After watching her videos for so many years, I find her voice calming.
Thanks so much for continuining to be a loyal friend and watcher of my videos, I hope you continue to enjoy :)
I think it was Lauren's videos that got me into ASMR and it's been helping me get to sleep for a decade now!
So lovely to see you back. I wish you the absolute best for the future.
I don't think I've ever commented but feel like I need to tell you that you are a rock star and still so inspirational. Be kind to yourself because you are beautiful! Thanks for this video. It was very courageous! Can't wait to see more tutorials!
I'm so glad to see you back. You don't have to explain at all why you were away.
Also, that is crazy your gums changed after smoking. The same thing happened to my mum, had been a smoker for years and stopped then her gums changed and teeth moved apart. She had a gap in the exact same place yours is and she got the dentist to just fill up the area with composite (nhs dentist). It's very cheaply done, stops you from having to get a brace too. You would never notice it now on my mums teeth and it gave her her confidence back. Xxxx
It's you that's wonderful, makeup was secondary for me. Sorry for all your pain. You got through it, now life can begin for you. I cant wait.
Thank you for your lovely note Katie x
I agree, Lauren, you're a star, the make-up was always second to your lovely personality and charm!
I've watched your videos from early on and have always checked back in to see how you're getting on. You're a genuine person. I'm so sorry to hear that you've been through so much but you seem in a good place and have found a way to cope and manage the stress. I look forward to your future videos x
Iâm so glad youâre back!! Iâm so sorry for what youâve gone through. Been waiting for a long time and noticed you popped up on my feed and I couldnât be more pleased.
Hi Lauren, Iâve watched you since the beginning and Iâm glad youâre back. I remember that bbc interview too. I wasnât aware of all the heartache you had gone through. Iâm so sorry you were used in this way. I own the big brush from your range and I love it! It makes me think of you every time I see your name on it. Youâve got so many lovely comments from wonderful friends on here, donât feel pressured to doing anything or being anyone but yourself xxx
Thanks so much for the lovely message plus getting my brush. Iâm so happy you love it x
Youâre a beautiful person.
So sorry youâve had such a rough go. Miss your tutorials. đ„° I hope you continue to make tutorials and share your talent. âșïž But only if it makes you happy.
Also, I had and LOVED your palette. So sad to hear that wasnât good for you.
@@teamfallows Bless you, I am glad that you liked your palette & thnaks so much for still being here for me. x
panacea81 Always girl!! đ„°đ„°đ„°
I adore you. You were one of the first I ever watched years ago. Thank you for your vulnerability and authenticity. You are LOVELY!
Like others, you were the first YT'er I watched. I adored your videos, the sheer joy you had for doing what you did was fabulous. So glad I've reconnected with you and your videos. It's so lovely to see you back Lauren.
Hi love! You are such a beautiful soul! I've been here since early 2008. Sending you hugs and light!
Hugs right back at you. thanks!
Nowadays I can't watch videos on CZcams without skipping parts of it. However I absolutely enjoy watching Lauren's video from the very beginning to the end without skipping a second.
mrpois0n me too! If I watch a tutorial and thereâs too much talking, I change it. But not with Lauren. She has a way of talking that makes it feel like we are old friends. I never skip ahead.
Three minutes in and I'm already tearing up. My goodness. I just love shearing your voice and seeing this openness and vulnerability. :)
Youâre so amazing! Massively missed you on CZcams! X
There is nothing wrong with making money form your videos! We want you to succeed! Make sure these are monetised!
LAUREN!!! đ„ș So sorry for all you went through...I love you more than ever and for me, YOU ARE THE BEST OG BEAUTY CZcamsr⌠You are a True beauty...and even w/ the horrible treatment it is a credit to you that you are still a sweet giving caring talented lady đ„°đđđ Fan for life!
Awe thank you lovely, that really means a lot to me. Thank you for still being here x
You were a pioneer in this genre and are a wonderful person! Been following you for YEARS! :)
Iâm so glad your back. Iâm so sorry you went through all that. Iâm so proud of you. Keep on smiling. Your beautiful doll. Itâs great to see that your in a happier place. Proud of you! đ
Awe thanks so much & for still being here watching after all these years! All the best x