ASMR Roleplay: You belong here [F4TF][Hot springs][Dysphoria comfort][Trans listener][Best friend]

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  • čas přidán 9. 09. 2024
  • Edited and performed by Eleanor White
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Komentáře • 191

  • @eleanorwhite1785
    @eleanorwhite1785  Před rokem +201

    ‼BEFORE YOU COMMENT‼: please remember that a public youtube comment section is not an appropriate nor safe place to vent about your personal struggles with dysphoria, transphobia, and mental health. you have my utmost sympathy but please find a more helpful and productive space in which to discuss these issues.

    • @JadenMoon1475
      @JadenMoon1475 Před rokem +16

      And if I could think of a safer place to vent, I'd vent there

    • @ChloeIsNobody
      @ChloeIsNobody Před rokem +4

      uh... that's my bad I think. Sorry!

  • @BiscuitGirl9154
    @BiscuitGirl9154 Před rokem +153

    I absolutely LOVE this audio, because it does something that most others don't; it makes me feel like I'm part of "the girls". All the "ur so pretty" stuff is great too, but I was really struggling with actually feeling like a girl tonight & this helped tons! I love you as my sister, & thank you so much for making this

    • @livliveart
      @livliveart Před 10 měsíci +5

      Sis I feel that... This is probably my all-time favorite audio, because it's about the deeply loving platonic relationships I've always craved 🥺❤

    • @user-lr3yh6mp5p
      @user-lr3yh6mp5p Před 6 měsíci +2

      You are explaining me 100%. We are awesome ^^

  • @jordyn-laurette_is_spicy
    @jordyn-laurette_is_spicy Před 2 lety +54

    Eyes Open: Eleanor White comforts you during a Dysphoric episode
    Eyes Closed: Sarah Bonito from Kero Kero Bonito comforts you during a dysphoric episode
    Jokes aside, this audio was lovely. Your trans femme-oriented content is very therapeutic and has helped me through some dreadful nights. Have a wonderful rest of your day 🥰

  • @Volkai
    @Volkai Před 2 lety +110

    Between this and “you’re more than enough” it’s clear you’re an ally in the ASMR community, for which I am appreciative. I enjoy most all your work, but these two have a special place for me, and I eagerly await my chance to experience the next such creation you make.

  • @kokoro_nashi
    @kokoro_nashi Před 2 lety +209

    Dysphoria really hits hard sometimes. Ty for the audio! 🏳️‍⚧️

  • @ChloeIsNobody
    @ChloeIsNobody Před 2 lety +570

    I... really wish I was a girl...

    • @Iris_Astraea
      @Iris_Astraea Před 2 lety +194

      If you feel that you are a girl
      It doesn't matter how you look, that doesn't matter for your gender, only you can know and it doesn't matter what others think, just be happy being yourself, no matter what

    • @MossMothMyBeloved
      @MossMothMyBeloved Před rokem +76

      egg

    • @neko-chan1513
      @neko-chan1513 Před rokem +31

      Me too but one day we will

    • @tfwnoyandere
      @tfwnoyandere Před rokem +111

      you will NEVER be a man

    • @definitely_a_girl
      @definitely_a_girl Před rokem +13

      Haha yeeaaaaaaa...

  • @TheMuteStreamer
    @TheMuteStreamer Před rokem +18

    I really needed this. Schools been... Interesting for me, I am still in the closet and hence have to dance around the openness of my sexuality in the eyes of my family, and the only people I've told have been online.
    I've identified as trans for about two years now, at least officially. (MtF if anyone was interested but it's the internet so imma spout off my story anyway) and have always felt uncomfortable with my body. Hearing someone actually tell me "Good girl, you belong here" actually made me *really* happy. This... This made my fucking day. Thank you.
    And thank you for everyone else that's reading this. This was admittedly more of a personal letter of thanks for the vid, but I hope everything I wrote made sense to everyone else. Body dysphoria sucks, it really does. If anyone else here suffers from it, I hope that you have some amazing friends to help you through it, and you bet your ass you deserve all the good things ^^
    Just realized I have been misspelling dysphoria wrong for several weeks...

    • @definitely_a_girl
      @definitely_a_girl Před rokem

      I hope you get better and stop with this transgenderism shit , believe me it doesn't get better

  • @livliveart
    @livliveart Před 10 měsíci +16

    This is such a go-to comfort audio for me. We don't get nearly enough friendship roleplays imo, and this one is wonderful. Thank you ❤🏳️‍⚧️

    • @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus
      @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus Před 10 měsíci +4

      Mhm I feel non-romantic audios are few and far between so I made sure this one was platonic, especially because there's totally aro trans people that deserve some comfort too, y'know? Happy to see people enjoying that

  • @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus
    @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus Před 2 lety +208

    Thanks so much for reading another one of my scripts! I can't stop smiling, seriously it means so much for you and so many people to be enjoying my scripts. 🫀🫀🫀🫀 Your voice is so pretty and you're amazing at using it, I always look forward to an upload from you. 🫀
    To all the trans girls reading this I hope this can help you even a little bit. Know you're beautiful and absolutely worth it. Take care of yourself! 🫀🫀

    • @Lovely_Camelia
      @Lovely_Camelia Před 2 lety +19

      Well thank you for creating those lovely scripts, it really helps with bad dysphoria thoughts

    • @p_privacc353
      @p_privacc353 Před 2 lety +8

      you are doing the lords work

    • @honeybea9545
      @honeybea9545 Před 2 lety +5

      thank you for making the scripts, especially in times like these

    • @aliceetheridge8348
      @aliceetheridge8348 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much. It does so much to help quiet the worst of the dysphoric thoughts.

    • @gwenmulier4263
      @gwenmulier4263 Před rokem

      Did you base this on A Year of Springs

  • @codawnfee6384
    @codawnfee6384 Před 2 lety +95

    Thank you Eleanor. Thank you so much, this was posted at the exact time I needed it most. I can not express how much these videos help me and others. I can not thank you enough

  • @asansfakeaccound5466
    @asansfakeaccound5466 Před rokem +14

    it reminds me when first time of my life i got invited to girls sleepover, thank you for recalling me this great memory.

  • @Emily_North
    @Emily_North Před 2 lety +137

    Comment For Engaygement🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

  • @KamiKitsuneVA
    @KamiKitsuneVA Před 2 lety +23

    I appreciate when you make audios like this that I can listen to when my dysphoria hits bad. It makes me feel valid and I can’t thank you enough.
    Thank you for being amazing 💜

  • @Heroandge
    @Heroandge Před 8 měsíci +9

    I REALLY want to transition at this point, but I keep having thoughts like;
    What if im not ready?
    What if im not really trans?
    What if I regret transitioning?
    What will my friends and family say/think?
    Why am I so scared if it's what is right for me?

    • @gone_mad-tryagainlater
      @gone_mad-tryagainlater Před 5 měsíci +6

      As a wise person who's name was lost to time once said, "If you have to ask if you're faking it, you probably aren't."
      And if you live in the States, I can set the location of your selection as a stop for the trade caravans when the micronation I belong to grows enough to send them out. I already have plans to send them out with HRT (which is free according to articles 3.B & 3.C of the Locibarpulan constitution)
      It will probably take a few years for us to be able to organise caravans, though

    • @Volkai
      @Volkai Před 2 měsíci

      Some things to consider:
      What if you ARE ready?
      Medical transition has a lower regret rate than pretty much any other medical procedure out there.
      Your friends and family will either support you, or show themselves unworthy of the terms.
      And odds are you’re scared if it’s right for you because, it’s scary. It’s not a small thing. Acknowledging it is acknowledging that things cannot continue as they have - that change, major change, is necessary to live your best life. It means going willingly into the unknown and risking rejection along the way.
      One way to help decide if it’s worth it is, do the ‘side effects’ of HRT sound lovely or loathsome to you?
      Anyways, I’m hoping this Pride month sees you in a happier place than five months ago.
      🩵🩷🐁🩷🩵

  • @EnigmaticTwister
    @EnigmaticTwister Před 2 lety +9

    I know I'm a bit late, but this is very much appreciated. I don't experience dysphoria very much, but there are times when it can be pretty bad, and videos/audios like this one help out quite a bit.

    • @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus
      @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus Před 2 lety

      No such thing as late!🫀 Dysphoria can sting at any time, and as such this script is meant to be listened to any time some beautiful girl needs to be told how much she belongs, and that includes you. Hope you have a nice week~

  • @N0v4.fr05t.
    @N0v4.fr05t. Před 4 měsíci +4

    I just want to be happy.

  • @MagicAnimalStudio
    @MagicAnimalStudio Před rokem +7

    Thank you.
    Your voice is my comfort
    In a home that prevents me from being me

  • @breawycker
    @breawycker Před 2 lety +9

    This is seriously one of the best things I've ever listened to. I cried. Thank you

  • @XeniaTheFox
    @XeniaTheFox Před 6 měsíci +2

    10:15 i've never felt so happy in my live, thank you for this audio 🥹

  • @llunadere1868
    @llunadere1868 Před 2 lety +15

    This video is the benefit of my poor sleeping schedule, lovely stuff
    edit: just finished the video and I was definitely not expecting the final destination no items thing to be something you actually said after I said it in my head lol good stuff

  • @sarahk.2381
    @sarahk.2381 Před rokem +6

    Thank you so much for doing dysphoria comfort, my dysphoria has been almost constant recently and audio like this helps me get through the monster that is dysphoria 💖🌈💖💖🌈

  • @itsd3br33
    @itsd3br33 Před rokem +12

    Thank you so much for the audio, I haven’t teared up so much before. You are so sweet Eleanor ❤️🏳️‍⚧️.

  • @Betsybabe3218
    @Betsybabe3218 Před 2 lety +5

    This is a type of audio I don't see a lot and am quite thankful for

  • @ArienDrakon
    @ArienDrakon Před rokem +3

    Just want to say thanks! I'm listening to this on new years 2023! This is so freaking helpful! In this simple video you validate all that u ask in a seemingly very intimate way. So thanks for sharing, and I hope you have an amazing 2023!

  • @heather19515
    @heather19515 Před 2 lety +10

    i chose to go to bed at the right time. tysm, i love your voice and trans-specific stuff makes me feel so seen. nanight

  • @tristenmartinmusic7193
    @tristenmartinmusic7193 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I know this isnt the norm when it comes to comments but thanks... i found this vid on my birthday last year and well that was also the day i came out to my family which i got dissowned. In all honesty if it weren't for this i dont know if i would be here today, im now almost 2 months on hrt and feeling so much better. Thank you 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

  • @Iris_Astraea
    @Iris_Astraea Před 22 dny +1

    I don't know how much I've watched this
    But every time it makes me so calm and happy
    Don't know how you did such a good job but this is just an amazing video

  • @Snomadu
    @Snomadu Před 2 lety +6

    Thank you for this, it’s very nice to hear affirmations. Also I love the location! But thank you < 3

  • @kronlund420
    @kronlund420 Před rokem +5

    i love your reddit audios, it always just feels like you have or have had a trans gf and know how to talk to us lol

  • @BodaliaBones
    @BodaliaBones Před rokem +1

    This is so comforting and lovely, I’m still listening now! I hope I can go to a hot spring one day ✨

  • @MrSHADOWANGEL999
    @MrSHADOWANGEL999 Před 2 lety +3

    comfort is always nice

  • @JadenMoon1475
    @JadenMoon1475 Před rokem +6

    If my "Parents" weren't so set in *Their way or nothing, not even the Highway,* I could've fulfilled my dreams & wouldn't still be trapped in this disgusting, fat, hairy male body I'm stuck in!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
    It's not worth all the sleep I'm losing over inability to write fantasy fiction & find work 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @Midnight-xf5od
    @Midnight-xf5od Před 2 lety +5

    I'm glad I woke up early enough to watch this video. Even though it was because of sunburns.

    • @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus
      @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus Před 2 lety +1

      Oof, that's rough... Try a cool compress or some cream to help ease it

    • @Midnight-xf5od
      @Midnight-xf5od Před 2 lety +1

      @@DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus I was putting cold water on it. I just don't have anything else to treat it with.

    • @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus
      @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus Před 2 lety +1

      @@Midnight-xf5od Awe, that sucks. Hope it heals quickly!

    • @Midnight-xf5od
      @Midnight-xf5od Před 2 lety +1

      @@DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus yeah me too

  • @herozen0608
    @herozen0608 Před 3 měsíci

    I cried, thank you for making something so special and kind

  • @Lovely_Camelia
    @Lovely_Camelia Před 2 lety +1

    I'm really glad you give us so much love, thank you

  • @Fallen4Ya
    @Fallen4Ya Před 2 lety +3

    one night, hot springs vibes

  • @LillyIsPink
    @LillyIsPink Před 8 měsíci +1

    *cries from happiness*

  • @sweetmothersappho3263
    @sweetmothersappho3263 Před 2 lety +3

    istg ur an angel thank u so much for making these

  • @AddCandy
    @AddCandy Před 2 lety +3

    Thank you, you have no idea how much this means to me

  • @dankmemes4771
    @dankmemes4771 Před měsícem +1

    This gets 13 headpats out of 10 waffles

  • @2015Drama
    @2015Drama Před 2 lety +6

    As a trans woman, this made me tear up in the best way. Thank you so much, love 😘

  • @tgvanimate
    @tgvanimate Před 8 měsíci +4

    I didn't expect the first thing to hear to be a loud moan

  • @vitorpereirarangel7676

    Obrigada eu acho que tava precisando de um áudio desses muito obrigada parabéns pelo trabalho meu fez chorar de emoção ❤

  • @sheepaggression6478
    @sheepaggression6478 Před rokem +1

    Thank you, I really need sone things like this for a while.
    😢😊

  • @Sleepy_Lesbian
    @Sleepy_Lesbian Před 2 lety +6

    Eleanor how did you know about something I worry about a lot? Are you a psychic?

  • @june1884
    @june1884 Před 2 lety +8

    I was about to fall asleep to this audio and then I woke myself up laughing at the 5 feet away joke 🤣 amazing audio thank youuuuu

  • @kami761
    @kami761 Před 9 měsíci +4

    The cismale urge to listen to this

    • @Volkai
      @Volkai Před 2 měsíci

      You belong here, too.

    • @kami761
      @kami761 Před 2 měsíci

      @@Volkai UwU

  • @themutesiren5542
    @themutesiren5542 Před rokem +1

    Time for me to cry

  • @eleonoralovesyou
    @eleonoralovesyou Před 2 lety +2

    thank you so much it helped with my dysphoria

  • @auralynpaisley-ellis6505
    @auralynpaisley-ellis6505 Před 9 měsíci

    This is so adorable and comforting and I chuckled at that harder comment lol, thank you so much for this, Eleanor.

  • @nicoharrisnielsen4639
    @nicoharrisnielsen4639 Před rokem +1

    Excelllent job. I’m trans and your voice is so cute. ❤

  • @awwtergirl7040
    @awwtergirl7040 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you. It means a lot.

  • @sashathedonut
    @sashathedonut Před rokem +8

    wow, not even one transphobic comment!

  • @angelahansen1056
    @angelahansen1056 Před rokem

    This. Is. PERFECT

  • @BunnyJolf
    @BunnyJolf Před 2 lety +1

    My day sucked so this helped

  • @thestarsailor972
    @thestarsailor972 Před rokem +4

    Comment For Entransment 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

  • @bright9723
    @bright9723 Před 2 lety +1

    this means a lot 💗

  • @p_privacc353
    @p_privacc353 Před 2 lety +1

    thank you this is very nice

  • @randomocto9842
    @randomocto9842 Před rokem

    Thanks

  • @Ambiguous_ASMR
    @Ambiguous_ASMR Před 5 měsíci

    this was so sweeeeeet

  • @a_puntato29
    @a_puntato29 Před rokem

    i adore you

  • @unfamous_chick6386
    @unfamous_chick6386 Před rokem

    😭 omg this helps me so much

  • @e1eventeen148
    @e1eventeen148 Před rokem +2

    Hello Devilla in the comments

  • @yegorzarubin91
    @yegorzarubin91 Před 2 lety +2

    Oh hell yes

  • @sylv1a_gaming
    @sylv1a_gaming Před rokem

    Needed ❤❤❤

  • @lyvialt
    @lyvialt Před rokem +2

    I want a gf

  • @gwenmulier4263
    @gwenmulier4263 Před rokem

    Is that a Year of Springs reference?

    • @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus
      @DemonQueenDevillaDaemonus Před rokem

      Nope! I hadn't played the game for years while writing actually. The inspiration came from a fanart I saw of another series and it just popped into my head

  • @hee-ho7126
    @hee-ho7126 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Iwnbaw I can't lie!

  • @samdilophosaur9787
    @samdilophosaur9787 Před rokem

    🙁

  • @the_quiet_k1d725
    @the_quiet_k1d725 Před rokem

    Really bad dysphoric breakdown, no one was there to help me....

  • @thesaltbucket324
    @thesaltbucket324 Před rokem

    I do like the video but it's also kinda weird to have a video like this just to scroll down into the comments just to see that exact same person basically say hey don't talk about it here, like it's literally hey here a video for dysphoria comfort but also don't talk about the issues or experiences you've have that made you come to the video in the first place. Kind of a double standard there, not quite sure what the point of that is then but okay? I mean you should kind of expect that people would wanna talk about it in a comment section of a video regarding that subject, sure it's not I guess what you'd call a "safe place" but it's also the internet and people are gonna talk about it, especially when it's something like this.

  • @definitely_a_girl
    @definitely_a_girl Před 11 měsíci

    i will never be a woman

  • @zitrone3.071
    @zitrone3.071 Před 3 měsíci

    I have to say let people do ehat they want but when it comes to puplic showers, baths, saunas etc it should be serrated by biological sex, not social gender

  • @Autisticguywithacamera
    @Autisticguywithacamera Před 10 měsíci

    So cute! ❤ I love these acceptance audios.