AURORA - Forgotten Love (Audio)
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For anyone wondering, the part at 1:53 is NOT Norwegian, she once stated on Twitter, that that is a language she made up for herself, a language made out of emotions. She said that that way she can really speak from the heart, and people also only get the emotions in those words, since without emotions they don't really have a meaning
that's beautiful
@@redradcomrade Mariano Laguzzi was referring to words that do not portray emotions . not that emotions do not have a meaning
theres another reason why she made this language...
to annoy people who write out her lyrics and to see all the different interpretations of the spelling
That's beautiful
@@the_luna_lily6234 lol actually she gave the lyrics along with the tweet that explained it
its the middle of the day and i have so much stuff to do, but suddenly i want to go out and dance barefoot on the grass??
Ewa welcome to the unkown pocket dimension this beautiful artistic portal has brought us.
That is the normal reaction to Aurora’s music haha
Do it, do it now even
Literally me rn!
That's AURORA for you lol
Aaah this song is legendary..
"I forget how the sun feels when she isn’t around me" I love how we don't know if she is talking about a girl or woman or if she speaks about the sun with the prounouns 'she'. As always, a beautiful masterpiece, so powerful. Thank you Aurora.
I recall her posting this once on her IG story. She wrote that Sun is 'she' for her. And she was also talking something about the Moon. Can't remember much but it was few days before the song came out.
So she's singing about the Sun.
I’m late to reply, but why can’t it be both? That’s how I interpret it. The person she is singing about is just like the sun. (Aurora is bisexual anyway so it would make sense).
It could actually be she talking about herself, her self love, and how she used to love everything before. But I guess everything fits right? That's the beauty in Aurora's songs -pun intended-, we can listen to the same song at the same time, but feel it in so many ways~
@@gabrielgoulart9985 yes that makes sense! And I love that about her music too! and its cool to see that strangers on the internet are connected through her.
Well, i think, as in the nordic culture the sun is a "she" and the moon is a "he" is the reason why she says that, is the only explanation i have, also, it is said that this song talks about the risks we take when we decide to love someone and the pain we could have if that someone leaves us
talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show-stopping, spectacular, never-the-same, totally unique, completely-not-ever-been-done-before
Unafraid to reference or not reference, put it in a blender, shit on it, vomit on it, eat it, GIVE BIRTH TO IT
me, a Lady Gaga and AURORA fan 🥰
Samme truee 100000% trueueueueuer
Lady gaga + AURORA =❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Our moon princess 🔥💛
Até você tá aqui!!!
Inside Of Control sei apreciar as belezas e maravilhas desse mundo hahahaha 💖💖
Maidy você por aquiii!
Dear Maidy wow I love you and aurora
Dear Maidy AHHHH!!! Amo você mais que nunca agora💝
damn. she is not like any other artist i've heard... she is an ACTUAL ARTIST!
I agree 💯
exato o que ela faz é pura arte.
true, she said she painted the picture in this video
Can you tell if I'm cold?
If I'm out of daydreams?
If I lose what is loved?
Will a new love await me?
I am touched by wonder
When I am blind in the dark
But you drown me in daylight
Don't swim with me darling
I prefer the sun of you
When you are away
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
I forget how emotions dance when they aren't inside of me
I forget how the sun feels when she isn't around me
And my dreams become sweeter when something is missing
I'm in love with the hunt itself
It makes me feel alive, alive
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
Hun går ferilisseræna féressu
Hun går férilisserana irsser
Ruriguere
Ruriguere
Lissiræna hun går
Fîri lisinof
Fîri lisinof
I release my body and there is no ghost of you inside my mind
I am moving on and thank God you let me try
You are the reason I can dance
Within the fire of goodbyes, of goodbyes
I can lie in the dark room without the feeling that I'm lonely
Oh, (it's the beauty of forgotten love) oh
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
Oh (it's the beauty in forgotten love)
Oh, oh (it's the beauty in forgotten love)
Actually (i think?) Is:
Will a new love awake me?
And so Nice and thanks for ur time, the Aurora language for me is difficult to understand
''Beauty in forgotten love is a song I wrote about how when we choose to fall in love with someone either a partner or even just the love you have for a friend. We know the risk it takes; how much it would hurt if we would lose this person who we love this much.''
''We carry with us the memory of what we’ve lost like a close friend. Sometimes it brings us happiness and sometimes it brings us down. I was scared to let you go cause I knew that you’ll never walk this earth again. But the day I did, I didn’t feel sad. I felt free. And it was quite beautiful.''
she said it perfectly nice!!!
i cant believe Aurora painted this herself. She is the most talented ARTIST in the world(music wise and art wise) STUNNING!!
CosmoCloud and dance wise
and character wise
CosmoCloud honestly !
SHE DID! DON'T FUCKING LIE! THIS IS MAJESTIC!
I KNOW RIGHT!!!
Omg this is beautiful 🙏🏻
My two year old daughter asked me if it was a unicorn singing 🙈🦄
Thank you, Aurora, for your beautiful songs you give to the world!
Snookie Hörnbech of course you told her, “Yes!”
Snookie Hörnbech That’s actually so adorable 😍😭
So sweet
Aww 🥰 well it’s true Aurora is basically a fairy
God bless your daughter that’s adorable 🥰
2:12 this part is SO PERFECT OMG
that's my favorite part of the song as well
Brasil 💕
Nadja Beatriz opaaaaaa
Contemplando mais um hino da nossa anja
aimer hikaru 💕
Um Hino sem Dúvida....Vicianteeeeeee
Me
This is gorgeous.. well what else you gonna expect from a queen? 👸🏽 ❣
Kookies and Tae army xx
bunnykookie not kpop related get lost
in the end of the song Where it's just the Instrumental that is left, if you listen carefully you will hear her sayin'
"Teardrops On The Corpse As With The Sweet Goodbye"
This is literally the most beautiful song I've ever heard
Esse momento é meu! AURORA BRASIL TE AMAAAA
EU TO MUITO NIGUERÊ HOJEEEE
Vanessa Carvalho ahuajuajua
RANARARESUUUUU kjkjkjkjkkkkk
I graduate from uni today! I just came by real quick to say my thanks to the music which kept me awake and determined to fight my way through the many difficulties, both physical, mental and emotional, that life kept hurling my way.
Congratulations! AURORA is the BEST!
I lost my sister back in 2015 when I was 13 yo and this song helped me to really get through it, sometimes I felt really bad and I thought that I was a bad person because I'd forget that she existed..... i even cried sometimes because of that and I'd ask myself "why wasn't it me the one who died?"
this song helped me to let it go and to not hold to it anymore and now I feel so happy, I only have good memories of her, I remember her as my big sister and of course, I'm not always thinking about her because I do a lot of stuff but whenever I do, I don't feel bad for not thinking about her existence all the time
I'm sorry if there's any mistake:( English is not my first language
i’m so sorry about what happened to your sister. i hope it has gotten better for you :(
i felt you, she still lives in your heart.
I too lose someone close to me, she left at the young age.
for us that still alive was to never forget them
I am so sorry for you I lost my mom too and yeah it’s difficult because we miss the personne who died
But it’s gonna be ok I promise
I am so sorry for your lost!! I know that I am late but I wish the best for you ❤️💙❤️💙❤️
What happened to her
Lyrics!💕
[Verse 1]
Can you tell if I’m cold?
If I’m out of daydreams?
If I lose what is loved?
Will a new love await me?
I am touched by wonder
When I am blind in the dark
[Pre-Chorus]
But you drown me in daylight
Don’t swim with me darling
I prefer the sound of you
When you are away
[Chorus]
(Now)
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
[Verse 2]
I forget how emotions dance when they aren’t inside of me
I forget how the sun feels when she isn’t around me
And my dreams become sweeter when something is missing
I’m in love with the hunt itself
It makes me feel alive, alive
[Chorus]
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
[Verse 3]
Hun går
ölessu
Hun går ferilisseræna féressu
Hun går férilisserana irsser
Ruriguere
Ruriguere
Lissiræna hun går
Fîri lisinof
Fîri lisinof
[Bridge]
I release my body and there is no ghost of you inside my mind
I am moving on and thank God you let me try
You are the reason I can dance
Within the fire of goodbyes, of goodbyes
I can lie in the dark room without the feeling that I’m lonely
Oh, (it’s the beauty of forgotten love) oh
[Chorus]
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
Oh (it’s the beauty in forgotten love)
Oh, oh (it’s the beauty in forgotten love)
Ah
guuuurl always gotta check before you post silly they're always wrong when people just copy pasta xP
[Verse 2]
And my dreams *become* * sweeter when something is missing
I think its 'I prefer the sound of you
Can someone translate the Norwegian part? thanks in advance!!
Thank you guys eheh
oh and
[Pre-Chorus]
_Teardrops are the corpses of a sweet goodbye_
..... is not even in the song
Quanto amor em uma música 😍🌿
Bro the part where she’s singing in her own language sounds so good
I got ghosted by someone I had a year long relationship with and it hurt so much. For some reason I used to cry every time I listened to this song. A few years on I realise this song describes exactly how I feel now, grateful for the hard times that made me more resilient, tough and able to provide myself with all the love I need
This song is about how much it hurts when we lose someone we love. Right now I'm deeply falling in love for the first time in my life and this song is like all about me 💕
Brazil????
Simmm 💚💛💙💛💚
I can't relate at all to this song since i wouldn't want to forget my love and I'm really in love for the first time too. I mean, the meaning I get from the song is that as you say she lost someone she deeply loved... And saying thanks because she learned a lot and after all, she got over it, and is "on the hunt" again... At least that's what I'm getting from the song.
And I'm not saying it's not beautiful, it's a beautiful and powerful song.
chess98 👍❤
[Verse 1]
Can you tell if I’m cold?
If I’m out of daydreams?
If I lose what is loved?
Will a new love await me?
I am touched by wonder
When I am blind in the dark
[Pre-Chorus]
But you drown me in daylight
Don’t swim with me darling
I prefer the sun of you
When you are away
Teardrops are the corpses of a sweet goodbye
[Chorus]
(Now)
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
[Verse 2]
I forget how emotions dance when they aren’t inside of me
I forget how the sun feels when she isn’t around me
And my dreams feels sweeter when something is missing
I’m in love with the hunt itself
It makes me feel alive, alive
[Chorus]
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
[Verse 3 in Norweigian]
Hun går
ölessu
Hun går ferilisseræna féressu
Hun går férilisserana irsser
Ruriguere
Ruriguere
Lissiræna hun går
Fîri lisinof
Fîri lisinof
[Bridge]
I release my body and there is no ghost of you inside my mind
I am moving on and thank God you let me try
You are the reason I can dance
Within the fire of goodbyes, of goodbyes
I can lie in the dark room without the feeling that I’m lonely
Oh, (it’s the beauty of forgotten love) oh
[Chorus]
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
Oh (it’s the beauty in forgotten love)
Oh, oh (it’s the beauty in forgotten love)
Ah
Aurora confirmed herself that the part from 1:53 to 2:12 "is not Norwegian, there is no lyrics" "None of the words can really be spelled", this is something she invented, is her own language. In instagram she said: "if you need them to sing along to, here we go:
Reslianna Faresuu
Hongaaah firlessianna
faressuu hongaaah
Firelessinaniree suranna
rukireee rukireee
Resilanna faresuu
Hungaaah
Firelessina firelessina firelessina"
She is the most creative artist that ever crossed my path
Wish there was a music video to this
There was gonna be one but it got scrapped.
The snippet of the music video was in a norwegian tv show
Aurora please come to brazil ❤
Geovani Diniz people, give some likes here!!!! She could read that!
NUNCA CLIQUEI NUMA NOTIFICAÇÃO TÃO RÁPIDO
I lost my dearest one just two months ago. I miss them a lot.
This song really helps me to accept the truth. Thank you, Aurora.
This song, I can’t describe it any other way than this
It feels like if you were running through a field of grass with flowers, right at sundown when the birds are returning to their nests in the trees, the clouds becoming clearer and a pinkish color, the trees seem to be appearing darker from far away, you feel a light breeze on you and time just seems to stop and everything is quiet and you’re hearing this at the back of your head with natures sounds while Aurora’s voice of a forest fairy.you’re allowing yourself to be human and running for you actual life, running away from every insecurity, from every problem, from every worry
If there is any song that makes me have a whole scenario and imagine every little detail from it, it is this one
🌼🍃🌿🍄☁️🌸🌬️🐦🦅
Brasil te ama rainha! 🇧🇷💖💖
Space LEG ama mesmo 💕💕💕
Oh yeah
sim aaa 💜
Pode apostar que sim S2
sim aaaaaa
VEM GOVERNAR O BRASIL RAINHA
This song feels like she's holding you tight and feels warm. ❤ thank you, rora.
This kind of song inspires my poetry!
woww thats nice to hear
She deserves so much more , I just can't stand other artist who can't even sing that good and they get more recognition than her . She has a beautiful voice that deserves every to be known worldwide.
Jameel Arabiyat i agree
and also her music is better than 99% of nowadays' music
Estou abençoado
Everytime I listen to this istg I cry, I blasted this full volume through my earphones and my soul ascended
If u have ur headphone on, towards the end of the song u'll find her voice swirling frm one ear to next n this part really touches smthing deep down within muh soul.Like i literally drop down n things around me freezes for millisec.
ISSO TA MUITO MELHOR DO QUE EU ESPERAVA
Aurora never disappoints
"i prefer the sound the sound of you, when you are away" from me, to my family :(
FINALMENTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
THIS IS JUST SO GOOD! Aurora never disappoints
In love with the hunt itself
I don’t know what it is but this song makes me cry EVERY TIME my god I love this woman with my whole heart
Que perfeição :-)
AMÉM AURORA
"And i dont care if you dont understand why i cry" and i felt that my family talks about to me that i cry for no reason but they didnt know how i feel when i listen in this song. Aurora you changed my world and im proud to say this to aurora "Reslianna faresuu
Hongaaah firlessiranna
Faressuu hongaaah
Firelessinaniree suranna
Rukireee rukireee
Resilanna faresuu
Hungaaah
Firelessina firelessina firelessina".
Reslianna Faresuu
Hongaaah firlessiranna
Faressu hongaaah
Firelessinaniree suranna
Rukireee rukireee
Resilanna faresuu
Hungaaah
Firelessina firelessina firelessina❤️
LANÇAR LOGO ESSE ÁLBUM MULHER
Her music takes me to another world
If it does, imagine her taking you to that world. And combine them together. If u do, welcome to the moonchildren😚
"Forgotten Love" debuted at #17 on the New Alternative 40 Chart this week!
Great !! ❤
This song leaves me in tears, gives me shivers, makes me feel all type of emotions at once. Thank you Aurora!
Same, but different completely
Its beautiful
Vontade de guardar num potinho🌸💕
VC QUE AMA A AURORA ,VEM SER MEU AMIGO AF AF
Larra Jamille bora kkkk
FADA NORDICA BILINGUE EU TE AMO COM TODO O MEU CORAÇAO EU N TE PEÇO NADA ALEM DA SUA RESPIRAÇÃO MEU AMOR... SE VC QUISER O MUNDO ME FALA QUE EU TE DOU
anjo ela já tem o mundo rainha da porra toda hahahahah
Gabriel Benatti AMEM PORRA 💖
Luiz Matos ENTENDO O SEU CIUMES KAKAKAKAKA TODOS TEMOS 😍😍😍
lindissima,falou tudo
VCS QUE AMAM A AURORA ,VEM SER MEU AMIGO AF AF
I saw one of her interviews where she was asked why she thought her music was universally loved... She took a little while to formulate a response but eventually decided that it was due to the sheer wealth of emotion she pours into each of her songs. She didn't seem sure but I, at least, agree utterly. Every echo has meaning; each word carries weight. It was for this reason that I liked the addition of the verse in Norwegian. People who allow themselves to be lost in her music don't need to know what the words mean exactly because they understand what the song means as a whole... I suppose in reality, this is just a really long way of saying:
'Wow. That was... wow.'
Please never stop doing this magic you do.
Sobbing to her music is the best feeling I have ever experienced. Ever since I lost my emotions completely, I've found music as the only way to feel anything at all.
Ričards Jēgers It’s the same for me, music and the vibrations that come with can be overwhelming at times but oh so wonderful
Been there. Losing emotions makes you feel like you’re not living at all. It’s beautiful how such things can make us feel again.
Same
THIS IS SO GOOD KDJSJD
I know right!?
It's so good to remember these songs, love love 🧡🧡🧡
Finally... This song is now for me🥀✨
BRASIL TE AMAAAAAA FADA NORDICA AAAAAAAAA THANKS FOR THIS GIFT
iambeare kkkk Issoae
Essa menina é mt luz e paz
Melhor presente de aniversário 😍😍😍😍😍 Amém Aurora❤️
Allana Araújo Feliz aniversário!!! 💞🎂
Quando eu ouço Aurora eu vou para outro mundo.
When I hear Aurora I go to another world.
been obsessedt since the song came out but earlier i was too young to get all these lyrics. this time revisitting hits different as i just confessed my emotions toward a close friend who isnot in the same sexual orientation and i have had to deal alot with the aftermath process lately. finally settled the feelings thank to this song AURORA. ur arts live with us!
Yesssssssssss ! Who s here before 10k
Before 100 views 😂😂😂😂
William Vũ mine was before 10 lolllll
here before 50 gotcha
saschka let support our queen 💙💙💙💙💙
Im before a million!
Gosh, your voice, the lyrics and the production team behind this track makes this track such a magical experience to listen to.
I wish you never quit doing this.
Each time I listen to one of your song I feel like I'm traveling into another world and I love it
She's quite the artist, in the painting and drawing sense too! I saw a part of a documentary where she was at home, and she was drawing, surrounded by amazing things she had created. To have that kind of talent...
A música mais linda e preciosa do mundo!!!!!!
VC QUE AMA A AURORA ,VEM SER MINHAAA AMIGAA AF AF
She inspires me so much to become a singer and just sing what I feel without caring about ppl's reactions and just being myself
Me as well!
So true...
That's natural of her, she's amazing!
Do it and go be great
Absolutely same for me !
This a one of those song ( of which she has many) that delve into complicated human emotions and experiences. This song for instance after listening to it over and over again seems to be about those complicated feelings of a past love and the yearning to be with that person again but coming to terms that it’s okay to miss aspects of a past love ( and maybe even the feeling of being loved and not actually loving that person) but it being okay to move on or to indulge in those feelings. It’s definitely a interesting and vulnerable song. ❤
Exactly
I cant help but adore this beautiful little soul 🔥🤠
Aurora: *releases new song*
Me: *breaks replay button*
Haha so relatable!😂😂😆😆
lol
Bahahhahahah
Aurora o Brasil te ama, que música linda, quantos sentimentos... Animou minha noite, obrigado
what
I always have this thought in my mind that Aurora wrote this song for a lover who passed away unexpectedly and she's trying to move on from it.
Weird part I've dreamt of it and goes like this:
Aurora goes to a foreign country for a concert. She decides to go away for a while and wander on her own to take a break from all the touring. She goes to this empty playground and sits on the swing, taking in a breath of fresh air. Then a young lady walks up to her and talked to her. (This lady would end up being her lover) - Weird thing is that it matches the lyrics: "I forget how the sun feels when SHE isn't around me" -
The ending is that Aurora had to leave the country not being able to say goodbye to her lover. Only to come back finding out the news that she no longer exists. 💔 (Ikr? I cried when I woke up)
Omg im listening to this after 5 years and i wish i heard this song earlier, this is so good. ❤
*FinalmenteeeeeEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA* 💕💕💕💕💓💞💞💞
*My ears are blessed* 💛
l lostxjams 😘💜ARMY
yyaaass!
todo lo que Aurora hace es arte
Efectivamente mi estimado
Aurora like a magical fairy singing
Que hino mano essa voz doce😻😻😻😻
FORGOTTEN LOVE LYRICS
Can you tell if I'm cold
If I'm out of daydreams
If I lose what is loved
Will a new love awake me
I am touched by wonder
When I'm blind in the dark
But you drown me in daylight
Don’t swim with me, darling
I prefer the sound of you
When you are away
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
I's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
I forget how emotions dance
When they aren’t inside of me
I forget how the sun feels
When she isn’t around me
And my dreams become sweeter
When something is missing
I'm in love with the hunt itself
It makes me feel alive
Alive
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
Hun går
ölessu
Hun går ferilisseræna féressu
Hun går férilisserana irsser
Ruriguere
Ruriguere
Lissiræna hun går
Fîri lisinof
Fîri lisinof
I release my body
And there is no ghost of you inside my mind
I'm moving on and thank God you let me try
You are the reason I can dance within a fire of goodbyes, of goodbyes
I can lie in the dark room without the feeling that I'm lonely
(It's the beauty in forgotten love)
If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die
It's the beauty in forgotten love
And I don't care if you don't understand why I cry
It's the beauty in forgotten love
(It's the beauty in forgotten love)
(It's the beauty in forgotten love)
WHAT A MASTERPIECE
Hình như ig của bạn là forgotten love gì đấy đúng không bạn :))
@@a_fat_rainbow_cat đúng rùi bạn ơi :) sao bạn biết hehee
Fell in love with this song
Another amazing song 🎶 😍
My wig found in another universe.
Bad habit relatable
A Soft Universe? 😁😂
true
turd teen omfg xD
OutOfRangeDE I'll go home😁
Listening to this after two years... This song was the first I ever heard of Aurora.
“If im left with a rose in my hand, let it die, it’s the beauty of forgotten love.”
Omw get out!! That is such poetry!!!
Nós Br viemos para prestigiar mais uma obra prima dessa pessoa maravilhosa.
O Legado da Borboleta o tanto de br comentando aq aaa como eu amo
@@alvarom.647 eu achava que só eu que gostava dela 😂😂😂
the queen is back
The power lyrically and the sincerity of her emotions really moved me.
Look at Aurora man, So INSPIRATIONAL 💜
LOVE FROM IRELAND :)
This song helped me get through some really bad thoughts ... Thanks Aurora.
crlh isso sim é ARTISTA
This is perfect. It's not fanatism; i really like every single song from her
Reslianna faresuu
Hongaaah firlessiranna
Faresuu hongaaah
Firelessinaniree suranna
Rukireee rukireee
Resilanna faresuu
Hungaaah
Firelessina firelessina firelessina
It just makes you feel
Beautiful song...Beautiful painting. Wonder aurora drew it herself.
THE KEYBOARD GAMER she did :)
hope so lol.
THE KEYBOARD GAMER she said it under her Facebook post that she painted it herself :)
She did
Painting is awful. i don't believe she did it?