as a girl i can relate how choa makes up everything to be a good reason to buy something (unimportant) lol of course because it's cute!! i see the clothes are better when choa wears it! choa looks good in everything she wears!
Thank My Queen ChoA share her like something. Specially, (Liquid Bandage). I remember last tiime ChoA show her skin injured. Merry Christmas for My Queen ChoA, more beautiful, more healthy to 2023😍❤️👸🏼
1. To the Quik: [A X-Mas Surprise]: [Juniel is back]. Great Singer & Actress! Merry Christmas, Everyone! 2. To the Point: (a) For the Coming year looking forward to a [Duo Routine], [Choa & Juniel]! (b) Perk: Each "singing & dancing", within a [Park's Bandshell], to express a [Friendship Theme]!
Hello Choa Merry Christmas, I hope you can share this date with your loved ones, I wish you the best of happiness because you deserve it. I really like your new look, dark hair looks very nice on you. Be happy that is the best gift you could give me. Don't forget that I love you very much, I know it's a lot to ask but I would like to hear a Christmas song from you, I love your voice, you are the best singer in Korea, your voice always fills me with peace and happiness. have a good day see you soon
Oink Oink.. Please Don't go.. Why are you leaving Me.. why can't you stay a little bit Longer with Me.. WHY must you go Now.. and I would grab Your Wrist.. Please Wait!! CONGJU NIM.. can YOU please stay here with me a Little Longer.. YOU are the One who has chosen to Come here.. I have waited for YOU.. FOR such a Long Time.. such time like this May Not ever Come to Me.. that is WHY.. Please Wait.. and Stay.. I do not want YOU TO GO.. YOU are hurting Me by leaving Like this.. I have something to Ask YOU.. WHY did YOU even Come.. WHY did YOU come to this Garden if YOU are going to be leaving Much Sooner.. SO Please.. Don't Go.. Don't leave me like this.. YOU are hurting me if YOU DO GO.. and My Hand holding the Sun Flower.. and I placed into YOUR HAND.. I know I will never get this Chance.. It is hard to come around.. I know that I may Not see YOU again.. Maybe for a while.. or Maybe Never.. that is WHY.. stay here with me.. How about until the Moon goes and the Sun comes Up.. then I will let you go.. But Please.. stay here with Me.. as I am holding unto your Wrist.. I would grab hard.. I just can't let YOU GO.. I been wanting to see YOU.. I been waiting.. DO YOU see that Tree.. I would be standing by the Tree.. just waiting for YOU.. but YOU never came.. of course WHY would you even come.. WHY would you show up.. But LOOK.. look at this very Night.. Out of Nowhere.. Out of the Blue YOU came.. but WHY.. why would you come here if there is Nothing to do with YOU.. I am a Low Born.. But coming out to this Garden.. It only hurts to see YOU COME.. for a short time and Now.. YOU are telling me YOU have to go.. I did not even give YOU a CUP of water for YOU to drink.. NO green tea.. that is the Only thing I can offer YOU.. for YOU to sit and drink a CUP OF TEA.. CONGJU NIM.. why did YOU come here for.. WHY.. YOU are making me so Sad.. YOU are making My Heart to cry.. YOU do not know How Beautiful YOU are.. DO YOU NOT ever see Yourself in the Mirror.. YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most beautiful.. Like this FLOWER.. the Sun Flower.. YOU are even more Beautiful than these ALL the flowers put together in this Garden.. Even though I knew that This would never work Out.. I know that It can't be.. LOOK who you are.. and LOOK who I am.. the Low Born.. out of the Slave parents I was born Into.. and YOU are from the Royal Blood Line.. But.. I am so Sorry that I had to fall.. that I had to fall IN love with YOU.. even though I don't deserve YOUR LOVE.. I can't cross that Line but I already DID and Not sure what is going to happen to my Life next but as Long as I love YOU.. It does not matter about My Life.. if I can plunge this Sword into my Chest and pierce through my Heart.. I know that I can die right here.. but I will die as a Proud man because.. I was able to tell YOU How much I love you before I die.. but I am Not afraid to Die.. why should I be afraid of Death.. as long as YOU know that I love YOU.. it means everything to Me.. but now.. YOU are telling me.. YOU are going.. that YOU are heading back to the palace.. I know that YOU came from a long distance.. WHY.. I was about to GO to YOU anyways.. I was about to pack My Sack and with this Sun Flower.. go to the Palace and ask.. here is a SUN FLOWER.. The Princess.. CONGJU NIM has forgotten to take.. I walked for long miles and miles.. did NOT rest at ALL.. did not drink or eat.. DID NOT even sleep because I knew that It is important to take this FLOWER to YOU.. and I would say.. Princess.. Princess.. CONGJU NIM.. YOU have forgotten something.. it belongs to YOU.. I saw it on the Ground.. so I picked it UP and knew.. YOU have forgotten to take this Flower.. Belongs to YOU.. and here you are.. late in the Night.. and I have given this Flower into Your Hand.. but Can YOU not stay a little Longer.. WHY DO YOU have to go.. why can't YOU stay.. I want to bring YOU a CUP OF GREEN TEA.. it will help you go in the long journey heading back HOME.. but I want to give YOU that drink.. and As I am grabbing Hold unto your wrist and I wanted to PULL.. your Wrist.. I know that Grabbing hold unto Your Wrist is Not what I want.. I want to pull your wrist so that I can PULL your Arm.. I want to feel YOU close.. I want to hold YOU IN my arms.. and I want YOU TO KNOW HOW MY HEART feels at this Point and wanted to ask YOU.. can YOU hear something.. it is My Heart.. my Heart beats faster when YOU are closer.. I just can't stop.. I just can't let this Wrist Go because CAN I PULL your wrist.. I want know does YOU HEART beat as fast as Mine.. Our Hearts can race to see WHO WILL WIN in the race of WHO BEATS the Faster.. so Let me hear Your Heart.. Let me feel YOUR HEART BEAT.. can I please pull your Wrist so that I can feel YOU CLOSE.. I need YOU.. I need YOU as much as I need my Heart.. I just can't let go of YOU at this Point.. as I see YOUR HAND push Off my Hand holding to YOUR WRIST.. I see YOU turning to walk away.. my hand grabs Unto the Other side of Your Wrist.. WHY are you leaving me like this.. WHY are you hurting me.. WHY do you want to keep on hurting Me.. do YOU KNOW that I am going to start missing YOU once YOU are gone.. the Sketch Paper of YOU.. this Picture is not going to Help Me.. because NOW.. I see YOU.. I want the real YOU.. NO Picture anymore but YOU.. SO Please don't go.. don't be leaving me like this.. Promise me that YOU are going to leave when the SUN comes UP.. it is still late into the Night.. See the stars and the Moon.. and my head turn to look UP at the MOON.. do YOU NOT see what is UP there into the Sky.. LOOK.. it is the MOON staring down ON US saying.. the MOON is our Witness.. knowing he sees Both of us at this Garden.. Please don't leave me.. and I begin to feel my Heart beating so Fast because I just don't want to see YOU Go.. WHY leaving me like this.. I feel like My Heart is going to pour Out Blood inside of Me.. it Hurts so Much because I just don't want to see YOU Go.. WHY come.. If you are going to leave me.. putting a Sword into My Own Heart.. WHY COME.. is this Your Intentions.. that YOU wanted to come so that YOU want to watch me crumble into Pieces.. with my Heart bleeding inside of Me.. with Tears in my eyes.. It hurts.. this Pain of NOT able to hold YOU.. unable to make YOU MINE.. and YOU JUST be leaving.. I am not sure when will YOU COME BACK.. when will YOU come back to this Garden.. is it WHEN I am old.. is it when I am gone into the Grave.. that means Never HUH.. please Don't go CONGJU NIM.. stay here with Me.. and I know that I will keep ON pressing YOU.. NOT TO LEAVE ME.. because I love YOU.. I know that I love YOU so Much that I just can't see YOU GO.. please stay here with me.. I can't let YOU GO.. I can't see YOU GO.. I already felt this Pain when you left the first time.. NOW you are bringing this Pain again.. I hurt YOU KNOW.. I hurt because I be missing YOU.. I hurt because I can't hold YOU close.. I hurt because I can't be with YOU.. I hurt because I love YOU.. I keep on hurting because I need YOU.. I need YOU more.. I need you to see how much I need YOU and love YOU.. if YOU can switch places.. I wish that YOU can switch with me for One day.. LIKE this very night.. CONG JU NIM.. Princess.. WHY DO I Love YOU Princess.. WHY DO I keep on looking for YOU Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. and My hand opens to let go of Your Wrist.. and I see YOU walking.. walking towards the Horse.. two Guards are waiting.. why DO YOU leave me like this.. I started to walk faster behind YOU but I fall to the Ground.. and I look UP.. I see YOU keep on walking and walking.. WAIT.. will you please stop and Wait.. I see YOU KEEP On walking.. as the two Guards comes.. helps YOU to get On the Horse.. I am looking.. Wait.. Please don't Go.. why are you leaving me.. and I look.. I see the Sun Flower on the floor.. on the ground.. I just can't believe it.. the second TIME.. you have dropped this Sun Flower.. and I see you going.. becomes a Distance as YOU disappear into the Night.. Wait.. WHY are you going.. why are you leaving Me.. I am only asking if YOU can stay until the SUN COMES UP.. Please.. stay.. Please wait for me.. and I get UP slowly.. and I walk toward the SUN FLOWER on the Floor.. on the ground.. WHY did you even Come.. if YOU
did not want this Sun Flower.. why did YOU show UP.. WHY KEEP ON HURTING ME.. my Heart.. A small box.. and I open the top Lid of the Box.. The SUN FLOWER is laying inside.. I still feel the Rain falling Down.. I hear the Thunder roar and Lightening flashes through the dark sky.. as I am being soaked Wet and I am looking at the SUN FLOWER.. I know that the third time can be the WINNING TIME.. and I put the TOP LID over the small box.. and I turn and LOOK UP at the TOP CHAMBER.. as I look up at the window.. I see YOU standing in your room and YOUR EYES meets mine.. I am Now a Soldier.. guarding the door of the Palace.. and I think YOU see me.. and I am not sure if YOU recognize me at ALL.. I see your figure disappear.. I am not sure if YOU KNOW WHO IS loving YOU.. I have come all this way because I love YOU.. I want to be close too you My Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. as I get UP.. the rain slows down.. and I am guarding the Palace door.. For a long time.. I been loving YOU.. I am not sure how many years went by.. day and Night.. I would be standing by the Tree that was in the garden.. someone told Me.. if YOU wait by the Tree and YOU make a wish of loving someone.. it will happen.. SO I would be waiting by that tree.. when I first heard the news.. I would be looking at the Sketch Paper.. picture of YOU.. wishing and praying that it would be you.. but Now.. I am here.. still I am waiting for YOU.. Not in the garden.. Not underneath the tree.. But by the Palace Gate.. I know that I have come Long ways.. I would ask the MOON.. WILL YOU LOVE ME.. WILL you see the Heart of Mine how much I love YOU.. would you know how many days.. weeks months has passed by.. years went by.. I be loving YOU STILL.. waiting and waiting for the Princess.. CONG JU NIM to know how much I LOVE YOU.. would you ever know this Heart of Mine.. still.. but much closer.. I am here still be loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I love you like there is NO tomorrow.. I love YOU like today is my last day.. It can be the last breathe I take.. I am able to tell YOU.. Princess.. I never stopped loving YOU.. if YOU are asking me WHY do I love YOU.. it is because YOU are just really YOU.. My Princess.. NEH CONG JU NIM.. because to my Heart.. to my eyes.. I see YOU as the Princess.. I see YOU as the ONE who is the best.. I just wanted to say.. I love YOU.. even I miss YOU so Much.. missing YOU but still loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I am standing by the Palace Gates.. Watching through the Night.. A guard who is next to me looks at me and tells me the One Window.. When I look back.. That is Your Chamber.. Where CONG JU NIM sleeps.. I am Looking UP.. I see the Dark Skies.. I see the Stars twinkling High Above.. I am missing YOU.. I am thinking about YOU.. the More I keep on missing YOU.. I keep on thinking.. The Guard Next to me says.. I am so Crazy.. What if the King finds Out about this.. What if the Queen Finds Out.. It is going on my Death Row.. and I look at the Moon.. I see Your Beautiful Face.. So beautiful.. and I reach on the back Pocket.. pulling Out is the Sketch Paper.. the Drawing of YOU.. I wish that I can see YOU right Now.. I wish that I can tell YOU HOW MUCH I miss YOU.. I miss you so bad.. feels Like I am going to have an Heart Attack.. DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW much I love YOU.. as both hands are Holding the Sketch Paper.. the drawing.. this Picture of YOU.. I am wondering.. WHEN can I see YOU again.. can it be really Soon.. I need YOU.. I need YOU close.. and I want to tell YOU.. put your hand on my Chest.. right here is where my Heart is at.. Can YOU feel how Fast My Heart is running.. How Fast my Heart can beat when YOU are so Close.. Please tell me.. my Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. Can I go to Your Chamber.. I need to see YOU right Now.. I need to tell YOU.. How much I need Your Love.. and see YOUR PRESENCE.. I miss YOU.. I really Miss YOU my Princess.. as I turn to LOOK back.. I look UP at the Window.. I am wondering.. Are YOU sleeping.. Are YOU sleeping.. Please come to the Window.. if YOU look Down.. I am sure YOU will find the Smaller Gate.. I am here waiting for YOU.. and I am waiting to see if YOU would ever come BY the window.. can I at least say Hi to YOU.. I know that I am a Lowly Born.. and I have NO rights to Love YOU.. but what can I do when My Heart does Not listen to Me.. Does Not listen to my Voice or Hear my Words.. It just does what the Heart do the Best.. to Love YOU.. can I please Love YOU.. and I turn to Look down.. this Sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. this Picture.. I would feel so Sad.. because It has no colors.. just a Black and white.. but if it had some colors.. I think it would Hurt me More than YOU.. because loving YOU always Hurts my Heart.. I am wondering.. Do you think about Me.. or maybe YOU are just too busy in life that YOU HAVE no time to think.. But.. it seems like I am waiting for the next Military Camp.. and SOON it opens the door.. I am going to join to become in the Army Forces.. I can hear the Crumbling.. I see the Clouds forming and The Sky Grew Dark.. As I can see light rains falling from the Sky.. and has Become chilly.. I roll the Sketch Paper and Put it back into the back pocket.. As I look UP.. I am looking at the Moon.. Do you see me.. I see the Light on the Chamber.. if YOU are not asleep right Now.. can YOU Please come closer.. and I would turn to Look back.. and I see YOU.. standing by the Window and I see YOU looking at the Moon.. we are both Looking at the Same Moon.. CONG JU NIM.. if you can lower your head and Look down.. I am sure YOU can find a Figure.. a man who is standing Out.. who is guarding through the Rain.. Can YOU Please Look down.. and I would be Looking back.. LOOKING at Your Chamber.. the Window.. and I would wait for awhile.. But it seems Like YOU don't look down.. so I turn around.. LOOKING UP.. it is okay.. It is Alright if YOU don't look down.. YOU don't have to because YOU WILL not find anything down here.. as I look UP.. looking at the Moon.. How do YOU feel CONG JU NIM.. we are Both looking at the same MOON at this Night.. Of course I did not know that the Chamber back there was Your ROOM.. I just heard it today.. a new Guard has come and has replaced the Old Guard.. and He told me that the Chamber back there belongs to YOU.. when I heard about it.. IT took me by a surprise.. I wanted to turn back.. Open this gate and RUN towards that Window.. of course it is way HIGH up on tower.. But.. I wanted to let YOU know.. I came here for YOU.. I wanted to come to Protect YOU.. even though I may not be able to do Much.. at least I wanted to show YOU.. I am here.. A lot closer then YOU think.. as I keep on looking at that Moon.. I feel the rain drops coming.. and lightly.. as I am getting wet through the Night.. I am missing YOU.. we are here so Close but so Far because I want to be with YOU.. why can't I be with YOU.. as I turn to Look back.. I look UP towards the Chamber window.. I see YOU still there.. and I see Your Head Lowers to look down.. I am not sure if YOU know this is me.. and I see Our eyes meet.. but.. Seems like YOU don't recognize Me.. I see you turn your head away and YOU leave the Window.. I hope that YOU know it is me who was looking at YOU from the distance.. YOU are so Beautiful.. makes my heart wants to cry because I know you are so beautiful.. Breathe taking Beautiful.. so Hard to breathe after I saw Your Eyes.. Now.. I am wondering.. WHY did I even turn to Look back.. all it does it hurt me More.. In pain I feel so much of missing YOU but Wanting YOU.. needing Your love.. WHY can't YOU love Me.. Why can't YOUR HEART feel what I feel.. Can I give YOU my Heart CONG JU NIM.. do YOU want the Heart I have inside of Me.. so that When I give it to YOU and Put inside of YOU.. you are able to know HOW MY heart was feeling all this TIME.. It hurts.. it hurts so bad because I want Your Love.. I need Your Love as much as I love YOU.. why can't you feel the same as Me.. WHY do I must suffer.. and Now.. knowing YOU are so Close.. it hurts Me.. WHY keep hurting Me.. WHY keep on loving YOU when It hurts me so Bad.. I want YOU to know My Heart.. so One day it can Kick Your Heart and YOU can say.. It hurts.. that is How my Heart feels right Now.. someone kicked my Heart and It
ON hurting ME.. Loving YOU hurts Me.. Missing YOU hurts me.. and waiting for YOU hurts me as well.. but.. I never stopped Loving YOU.. Let me love YOU.. then tell me that I can love YOU.. so I can show YOU that Love hurts.. as the rain keeps on falling from the sky.. I hear the thunder crumbling.. and Loud it growled at Me.. rain starts to fall harder and More it came down On me.. Princess.. WHY DO I have to Love YOU.. WHY PRINCESS.. CONG JU NIM.. WHY do I have to love YOU like this.. my Princess.. I saw YOU by the Window.. I am still wondering.. if YOU have noticed me.. did YOU KNOW that it was me looking for YOU.. it is me.. who keeps on looking.. because I want to say something to YOU.. that I love YOU.. but.. I know you can't hear me when your Chamber is way ON top of the tower.. I want to say to YOU how much I love YOU.. if I can write it on the sky.. when YOU were looking at the Moon.. I am sure if I was able to write on the Clouds I love YOU.. and YOU see the three letter words.. YOU would know that It be me.. I love YOU.. Now I am here stuck in the Rain.. I want to see YOU.. I know I can't take the Sketch paper Out.. the drawing.. the Picture of YOU.. it will get wet by the Rain storms.. and I would stand there.. my hand starts to Hit My Chest.. I love YOU.. I be missing YOU.. I want to see YOU.. I want to tell YOU I love YOU.. but WHY can't I tell you these words.. I want to tell YOU My Heart because I love YOU.. and I would hit my Chest Hard.. I just can't Stop loving YOU.. if though there are times I do want to stop.. because it hurts.. and Missing YOU hurts me more.. every day I am missing YOU.. and I start Cry.. My tears falling from both Eyes.. as I am getting Hit by the rain.. the rain becomes more harder and it pours down.. I want to say I LOVE YOU.. I get on both knees.. As I go back to the Garden.. I see YOU.. I get down on my fours.. I see that YOU have turned to walk away.. and I stop you.. WHY.. please Wait.. WHY are you leaving so SOON.. you just came to the Garden.. why leave so Fast.. is it because YOU don't like Me.. is it because I am born to the Lowly People.. but.. I wanted you to Know something.. If you are going to leave so soon like this.. WHY come.. if you did Not come to the garden.. LOOK what you have done to Me.. that I can't stop Loving YOU.. I am looking a ground.. TELL me that YOU are Not leaving yet.. because I know there is something that My Heart needs to say.. to tell YOU.. why did YOU leave this One SUN FLOWER.. I gave it to YOU.. but I have found this Sun Flower on the ground.. if YOU did not like this Flower at ALL.. if you told me that this is the Flower you don't like.. I could of took it and put in with the Flowers in the House.. but when I saw the Sun Flower laying on the ground.. it broke My Heart.. finding it on the ground made me cry because I cared for this Flower like a baby.. that I love this Sun Flower the way I love YOU.. It breaks me heart of being rejected.. even though you had the choice not to take it.. I would of understand.. from a Lowly Person giving it to YOU.. it just don't make any sense.. but taking it My heart was filled with Joy and gladness that the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. the Highest of all.. has taken the Flower I grew and just taking it means everything to Me.. but When I found it laying on the Ground.. it told me this Flower is dead.. I feel it in my Heart that I died with this SUN FLOWER.. I want you to Know that I love you more than this SUN FLOWER.. that is why it is Only Flower I wanted to give.. at least if YOU can listen to my words.. and I know you don't needs to explain anything.. I just wanted to say.. this SUN FLOWER means everything to me.. and you tell me to Get UP.. I am holding the SUN FLOWER in my hand.. and I see your hand grab the Sun Flower.. as my tears are rolling down my two eyes.. down my cheeks.. WILL you still want it.. I am only giving it to YOU because YOU are the Most beautiful Flower.. I look far back.. two guards are waiting by the Horse.. I know that It is Late.. and I know that YOU have to go.. but.. Do you know that I love YOU CONG JU NIM.. WILL you accept my Love.. my Heart.. if YOU take this Sun Flower.. does it means YOU can accept my Heart.. my Love.. I would stand there.. YOUR HAND grabs Hold unto and YOU take it.. I start to cry More because my Heart.. I always wanted to give YOU my heart.. give YOU my Love.. I want to love YOU.. WILL you let me love YOU.. I don't want to stop loving YOU.. and I look.. I want to tell YOU something.. that a man like myself should Not Dream at all.. the People who lives around here tells me Never to Dream.. it is useless and worthless to dream if YOU are a Low Born.. but I want to tell YOU my Dream.. that I am going to JOIN the Army.. and I want to be a CHIEF GENERAL.. so that I can be close to YOU and be a man who can protect and Love YOU.. I have Not told anyone but I just want YOU TO KNOW.. I know that I can fight for the country and even die as a Warrior.. I can Die in the land and my Heart to protect YOU.. I am Not asking for YOU to love me.. I know that I am not allowed.. but.. it would be Me whose be loving YOU.. I want to love YOU.. I want to keep on loving YOU.. loving you where YOU can be sick and tired of this Love.. but.. Just loving YOU means everything to Me.. let me Love YOU.. Let me Love YOU.. I want to love you with my Whole Heart.. would you let me Love YOU.. and my hand grabs Your Wrist.. WOULD YOU let me Love YOU.. Please answer me before YOU go and tell me right Now.. can I love YOU.. I need to know.. because YOUR TIME means everything to Me.. as I grab your Wrist.. and I stand there waiting for YOU to say something.. my hand opens releases your Wrist.. but I see you holding the Sun Flower and I know.. when YOU take it with YOU.. it means something to Me because I love YOU.. don't look back.. Please don't drop the Sun Flower.. because it tells YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. because I really do Love YOU PRINCESS.. My PRINCESS.. CONG JU NIM.. I love YOU.. Your Heart.. baby Blue Bow.. looks at the Flower too.. DO you see what I am holding.. It is for YOU.. this Flower belongs to YOU.. it is made to be Loved by YOU.. this WHITE ROSE FLOWER wants to go with YOU.. but.. YOU Have to come closer.. come closer because I will not bite.. I will Not hurt YOU.. but to Only Love YOU.. Please come and step closer.. all you needs to do is walk few steps closer.. I have a full basket of Flowers.. and they are filled with different colors but are ONE.. they are Roses.. because I want to give this Basket full of flowers to YOU.. as I waited for YOU.. ALL I can say is that YOU are so Beautiful.. I don't know it My eyes are lying to me or Not.. it seems like the more time passes By.. YOU are getting More Prettier.. I get so confused because.. YOU are getting more prettier from the last time I saw YOU.. WHAT IS it.. who is it that is causing YOU TO BE this Pretty Pretty.. SO beautiful.. as I waited for YOU.. It seems like YOU DO NOT want to come.. I see you just standing there.. YOU LOOK at your Heart.. and lower to Place the Heart inside the Glass Jar.. and I see you looking at the Door you came Out and I see you walking back that direction.. I am wondering.. DID I say something Wrong.. what have I done.. and I am looking at the Center.. Inside is the Heart.. your Heart is crying again.. SO what am I suppose to do at this Point.. I am very confused because I am standing here.. looking through the Glass wall.. Looking at the Crying of Your Heart.. and I would stand there.. HOW DO I make that Heart to Stop crying.. Is this what I am suppose to DO.. and I look across the Basket.. I walk over and Grab on the arm.. and I stand to SHOW.. I have a TEDDY BEAR in my arm and the WHITE ROSE FLOWER.. I would be bouncing the Teddy Bear.. I see the HEART stop crying.. I love YOU.. Can YOU Hear Me.. I love Your Heart.. I love YOU.. and I see the Heart smile.. I want Your Heart.. Can I be with YOU if I can have Your Heart.. Please.. if this is true.. I need Your Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart like I am holding this Teddy Bear in my arms.. just to tell Your Heart.. I love YOU and I will love you forever.. because YOU means everything to Me.. I love YOU..
Of course a Poor man like myself cannot ever be with YOU but.. I can dream right.. I can dream that One day I can see YOU right.. that I am able to stand on the side line and at least Wave as YOU pass By.. I can at least show YOU.. LOOK.. this Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I have been holding this for a Long Time.. Just wishing and dreaming and loving YOU.. I am not asking YOU to love me.. my intentions were never about YOU.. but I wanted at least to let YOU Know.. I have been here.. I have been loving YOU and missing YOU.. I am not asking you for Your Hand.. but.. at least to know that I love YOU and Never stopped loving YOU.. I am a low born from a Slave parents.. how can I even wish or Dream of.. when YOU belong to a Prince.. even though I know that it may never work Out but at least I can tell YOU.. I can say what is in my heart.. I love YOU right.. will you accept my Heart.. will you accept my Love.. will you give me the permission to speak.. to tell YOU.. to tell YOUR HEART.. How much I love YOU.. I know that I don't belong with YOU.. I know that from my Heart.. but NO matter how Low and How far I am at.. I know that I can Love.. I can always love YOU even you may Not receive It.. Like this Sun Flower.. you have left it on this Ground.. WHEN I saw this Sun Flower.. it broke me into Two.. I cried looking at this Sun Flower laying by himself.. it was with his Family of Sun Flower but I had to pull this Away to give it to YOU.. NOW.. this Sun Flower is laying on this Ground in this Garden Alone.. when I saw this Sun flower laying in this Garden.. it reminded of Me.. SO much Like me who also needs Love.. who also desire to be loved and to also who can Love.. But YOU have to be willing to accept my Heart.. my Love.. I am only asking for a Chance.. a Chance for me to Love YOU.. but Look.. I feel like this Sun Flower and Yes.. I do deserve because I am a Low Born person.. but I do have feelings and emotions too.. I do know How to say and write to YOU and tell you the deeper root of my Heart because I love YOU.. why can't you see this from Me.. WHY can't you give me the permission to Love YOU.. I am asking you something if I can do.. I can love you.. only give me a Chance.. My two hands holding the Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. I take a look.. I miss YOU.. I miss you where I want to tear my Chest open.. and Show you my Heart.. I miss you where.. I want to hold my Heart in my hand and show YOU this Heart.. How much I love YOU.. How can I show YOU if you are not Looking.. I want to show YOU that I Love you.. But YOU needs to show UP so I can speak direct to Your Heart.. will you let me Love YOU.. will you allow me to Love YOU.. GIVE me the permission so that I can love you freely.. A distance behind me.. I did not know that YOU were there.. YOU were on the Horse.. sitting.. I am in the garden.. still crying.. Looking at the Sun Flower on the Floor.. I am looking down.. my tears are hitting on the Sun Flower.. WHY can't I love YOU.. even though I can be thrown into Prison.. even though I can die by the King.. even though My life is at stakes.. it does not matter because I just love YOU.. YOU can hang me.. YOU can burn me with Fire.. YOU can shoot Bow and Arrow at me or die by the sword.. I just don't care the way I die but at least.. before I die.. Let me Love YOU.. Help me to love YOU freely before I die.. but YOU have to allow me.. give me the permission so that I can love you before I am gone.. WHY can't you be here.. WHY did you leave me and I am aching like this.. WHY show UP.. Now I am here looking at the Sketch Paper.. picture of YOU.. I knew that YOU were the CONGJU NIM.. because I would look at this Picture every night.. every morning so that I don't forget YOUR beautiful Face.. How can I not know who YOU are.. SO I would look at this Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. just wishing like right Now.. Just waiting if YOU will ever show UP or will come to this Garden.. TO show me who you are because I know I am able to tell YOU who I am and WHO I love.. just show UP I need YOU.. CONGJU NIM.. My Princess.. Where are YOU.. I am at this Garden waiting for YOU.. CONG JU NIM.. Please come and allow Me.. give me the permission to Love YOU so that I can tell YOU.. that my Love is Not over yet.. it has just begun.. as I am looking down on the ground.. and I have stopped crying.. Just looking at this Sun Flower.. WHY did you leave this Flower like this.. WHY didn't you take him Home with YOU.. this SUN FLOWER belongs to YOU.. it is Not suppose to be here with me.. WHY.. tell me WHY did you leave this Flower here.. Now the Flower is dying slowly.. but Only YOU can bring it back alive.. I can hear the Foot steps walking.. Behind me I am hearing.. and grows louder every step of the way.. and As I hear the Steps stop.. I turn back my head to look.. I just can't believe it.. is my Eyes be lying.. am I suppose to see things I am not suppose to be seeing.. and My head looks UP.. and I see YOU.. It is My Princess.. CONGJU NIM.. I am on the fours.. head looking on the ground.. When did you get here.. Don't tell me that YOU heard my words speaking.. were you here for a Long time.. Tell me that YOU just came right Now.. and I hear your voice.. I lifted up my head.. and I got up.. and I showed you the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I am so sorry for being such a Fool.. I know that I was not suppose to have this with me.. I know that I am unable to have this with me.. If YOU want to take this Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. YOU can have it.. YOU can take it with YOU.. I see that YOU gave it back.. and As I look at your eyes.. I know that YOU have to go soon but CONGJU NIM.. before YOU go.. Can I tell you something that I had in my heart for a Long time.. that I never stopped loving YOU.. and I was talking to this.. and my head back to look down.. the Sun Flower.. I was telling this Flower my Heart.. I was telling that Flower.. How much I loved YOU and Missed YOU.. wishing that YOU were here.. and I was torn in my heart for YOU to be leaving that Flower.. I gave you this Sun Flower for a reason.. to Smile on days are Hard.. difficult days will come.. but when YOU look at this Sun Flower.. He is going to say to YOU.. I love YOU.. because that is His Name.. His Name is I LOVE YOU because it came from My Heart giving it to YOU as the One who I love.. YOU know that I love YOU right.. YOU know that I missed YOU right.. I know that I am not Allowed to love YOU.. but I want to break the rules from Now On.. that it does not matter what Happens to me.. as Long as YOU give me this Permission to Love YOU.. that is the only ONE and Last request I am asking of YOU.. WILL you allow me to Love YOU.. Please.. give me the permission that I can Love you.. I am not asking YOU to ever love me.. YOU don't have too because I choose to Love YOU.. BUT Please allow me that I can because.. I do.. I do love you.. I never stopped loving you.. I want to love you right Now.. how about right Now.. tonight.. can I love you.. Please accept and give me YOUR Permission CONGJU NIM.. Walking through the Garden is many flowers out in the field.. from Daises.. to roses.. Blue bonnets.. and Sun Flowers.. I see even the Dandelions all around and across this Field in the Garden.. I look at this One Flower as I am walking across the field and I stop.. It is my Favorite.. it is the Sun Flower.. when I see this Flower.. always seems to make me smile and I think of YOU.. because Not just being so Beautiful.. Not just being so sweet.. but My Heart is glad.. I get so Happy when I see this Flower because.. just the colors shines Out to reach into my Heart.. I would bend to lower.. I grab by the Stem.. I break it off.. I want to show YOU this heart of Mine.. I want to tell YOU.. For a long time.. I have been waiting for a day for YOU to show up.. I want to give this Flower to YOU.. I stand Up straight and I toward the Sun.. I wonder if YOU can help me.. Help me to call My Princess.. NEH CONJU NIM.. Make this Day so SUNNY that My Princess.. YOU would come out to join me.. and I turn and I walk away from the Garden.. as I am walking Off.. I stop.. I see a Beautiful Horse.. and As I look Up.. I just can't believe.. when I look UP.. I see YOU.. I see the Princess.. and I would lower myself.. and bend.. CONG JU NIM.. I see many of the Servants.. Maid servants and male servants.. all the noble men and guards behind YOU.. even the Generals of the Palace all came out.. all Lowers themselves.. One of the Maid servants runs to Help YOU off this Horse.. and I am just breathe taken by Your Beauty.. I am wondering.. why to this Garden.. I am wondering.. from all the places out where the Princess.. YOU can go.. why here.. I am Just Nobody.. just a person who take cares of this Garden.. but My Heart..
I am walking down the road Alone.. I had to get Out of the Room.. it is so Hard to breathe.. I get very stuff inside and I would come out.. my arms wrap around the Empty Glass Jar.. hoping that I can ask YOU for something and I stop and I would LOOK up to the Sky.. looking around.. I only see the stars.. I only see the Moon.. High above.. I feel a little dizzy at this Point.. just could Not stop.. as I look UP.. I turn too look at the Moon.. I open my Mouth.. DO YOU know that I am missing YOU.. I am wondering where are you at.. WOULD you please tell me that I am getting closer to YOU.. But.. as I am walking.. I feel like there is NO place where I can be around YOU.. WILL you help me where YOU are.. I think that I am lost at this Point.. my head looks Down inside the Glass Jar.. DO you know that I am holding a Glass Jar.. It is Empty.. there is Nothing inside this Glass jar.. and I want to put something inside this Glass jar.. this is Not a Piggy Bank.. NO needs for money.. but I do have One simple request.. I have lost something that was inside here.. I remember few days ago.. There was A Heart inside this Glass Jar.. I know for sure.. It was a Beautiful Heart.. and I would put a Picture with tape.. looking at your picture.. Knowing that This Heart belongs to Someone.. I did not put my Heart inside this Glass Jar.. so DO not think that I have lost my mind.. and that I am going crazy.. But I do remember.. few says ago.. I put a Heart.. I have the picture here with me still.. I do remember waking up this Morning.. I turn to look across from laying on the bed.. I see the Glass Jar.. But.. I felt like something is Missing.. something is gone.. maybe my eyes are just messing with me these days.. as YOU grow older.. things will change but.. I know for sure.. it was YOUR HEART inside.. I remember holding this Glass jar.. I was weeping and jumping UP and down with Joy.. Holding this Glass jar with Your Heart.. because the Heart belongs to YOU.. NO ONE ELSE comes close with the Joy YOU give.. the chills I feel in my hands.. when I look at Your Picture and knowing that YOUR HEART was with me this Close.. I would be holding this Same Glass Jar.. JUMPING up and down.. it is Your Heart.. Only IF.. you can see the reaction I felt.. just holding this Glass jar.. with YOUR HEART.. my both eyes would be closed.. two lines of tears running down with JOY and HOPE.. just to have YOU close means it is YOUR HEART I want to love.. waking UP this morning.. My Heart felt heavy.. HOW did I lose.. Is it because of Me.. I must be the one to Blame because I have lost Your Heart.. How can I ask YOU for Your Heart if it is ME who has lost the Heart.. BUT I WANT.. I WANT IT.. I need.. I can't breathe without YOU and it is only when I have your Heart so Close.. When I was holding the Glass Jar.. with YOUR HEART inside.. I can feel my Heart beating against.. Knocking from the Inside because MY MIND would go crazy.. I would go Nuts having this Heart of you close to My Chest that It wakes UP MY HEART to keep on knocking.. I was laying down.. waking UP.. seeing that There was NO Heart inside this Glass Jar.. I started to stumble on the ground.. started to walk around.. room to room.. kitchen to rest room.. Looking everywhere for the Heart.. I know that YOUR HEART just did not run.. did it run from Me.. is your Heart afraid of Me.. I would kiss the Glass Jar looking at your Picture.. Looking at Your Heart.. maybe Your Heart got scared of me kissing Your Heart too much.. of course I could not touch YOUR HEART.. But I wanted to touch and hold YOUR HEART.. I really wanted to kiss into your Heart and would say.. this is HOW MY HEART feels when YOUR HEART is close to me.. close to My Heart.. it makes me want to bring YOU CLOSER to me.. and I want to hold YOU.. but I could Not find the Heart.. I went all around the House looking for your Heart.. and I am looking at Your Picture.. What am I suppose to say.. I have lost Your Heart.. I just can't tell you that.. How can I say that.. so I was thinking putting my Heart inside to act like it is YOUR HEART.. a Letter came to me asking me for Your Heart.. YOU have wrote me.. asking if I can give YOUR HEART back to you.. I am here confused.. I just have lost Your Heart.. YOUR HEART is NOT inside this Glass Jar.. it is Now Empty.. what do I do.. How am I suppose to come to YOU.. and show YOU that the Glass Jar.. I have lost Your Heart.. I don't know where YOU Heart went.. but I do know that I have the same glass jar YOU gave me.. I know this belongs to YOU.. but when I give YOU this Glass Jar.. I don't want to give it to YOU empty like this.. Because I have gotten Your Message.. YOU want Your Heart back.. I begin to wonder.. WHY are you asking for YOUR HEART back.. YOU told me that I can keep Your Heart forever.. YOU told me that I can Love Your Heart.. why all of a sudden change of Heart.. why are you changing what YOU gave.. I want to have Your Heart.. I want to keep Your Heart close to Me.. I want to enjoy having YOUR HEART.. even though I may Not touch It.. I can still Love your Heart.. just the presence of being Close.. it means everything to Me.. Now.. YOU are asking me.. at a time like this when I can't even find Your Heart.. I means.. I am holding this Glass Jar.. it is empty.. in the middle of the Night.. I am standing out here.. frustrated at this Point because I love YOU.. and I love Your Heart.. I want the Heart.. YOUR HEART to stay with me.. why did YOU send a message at the time I can't find Your Heart.. DID your Heart ran from me and somehow went to YOU.. I am sure your Heart was in this Glass Jar like yesterday.. I do remember.. like I said.. I was so Happy.. So full of tears and joy.. my arms wrap around the Glass Jar.. it had YOUR HEART.. and I would be jumping UP and down.. knowing this Heart.. YOUR HEART belongs to YOU.. and I be able to love and care.. and Tell Your Heart.. HOW much I wanted YOU SO CLOSE.. how is it possible to be so close with me and Now.. YOU are taking that Love and Joy away from me.. LOOK.. after the Message.. and I read it in front of YOUR HEART which was inside the Glass Jar.. that is when YOUR HEART ran from me.. it is after I received.. I open the letter and I was so Hurt.. so I read it very loud.. to make it clear.. YOU were going to take my Pride and Joy and Love from me.. so I would speak and I think YOUR HEART heard my words.. so Is it me.. I read from the Inside at first.. but it made me fill in rage because YOU wanted Your Heart back.. I can Love Your Heart more than YOU can hold that Heart.. I can tell Your Heart.. so that My Heart can breathe again.. can Beat again and I can also sing to Your Heart.. I may not have a GOOD voice to sing.. but I still can sing HOW MUCH I love YOU and the Joy YOU Bring when I am able to see Your Heart so Close and to able to Love YOU more and More.. why can't I just Love YOU.. if YOU leave Your Heart with me.. if Your Heart can stay.. I know I will love Your Heart completely.. I can make YOU Happy.. I can love you where YOU can be the most Beautiful Flower in the world.. WHEN I looked from the bed this morning.. and I searched the whole House and I did not find Your Heart.. I felt broken inside.. Like I begin to feel I am missing YOU.. that Joy broke down.. I have chased Your Heart away.. it is because YOU were asking me to give Your Heart back.. I would sit.. I pulled Out the Wine.. hard wine and I sat down.. LOOKING at the Picture.. and I would say.. How can YOU be like this to Me.. How can YOU take Your Heart away from Me.. it brought me the greatest JOY I never felt.. I open the top Lid.. and having the Shot Glass Next to Me.. I pour the bottle of Wine into the Shot Glass.. I grabbed the Shot Glass.. Open my Mouth and slam into my Mouth.. I would pour me two to three more Shots.. up to four on the Shot Glass.. and slammed the Hard wine into my Mouth.. and I would sit there.. could Not believe that YOU are asking for Your Heart.. YOU told me that I can Love your Heart forever.. YOU told me to take good care of your Heart and even gave me this Glass Jar.. I told YOU that I would.. I would make a promise to Love YOU.. to Love your Heart.. that means to love YOU... why are you doing this to Me.. putting sorrow.. putting pains.. making me suffer like this.. Missing YOU drives me crazy.. it hurts me because I need YOU close.. I need Your Heart.. Where are YOU.. Where is Your Heart.. I would pull the
I am standing by the Glass Wall.. I am holding a Picture of YOU.. and as I am looking through the Glass Wall.. I see a Glass Jar in the Center of the Room.. I put the Picture down.. YOU are so Beautiful.. WHY do you take my Breathe Away.. What happens because Of YOU LOOKING so Beautiful.. I am unable to Talk.. speak to YOU.. If my Words cannot touch YOUR ears.. and YOU don't hear my Words.. I know that I cannot Love YOU.. ALL I ever want to do.. and Needs to do is Love YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. taking my Breathe Away.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Leaving me Speechless.. If I can't talk or Speak to YOU.. what good is it for me to stand here.. just looking at YOU.. I don't want you to think that I am a creepy person just standing there looking at YOUR BEAUTY.. I want to say that I love YOU.. I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. But.. If you are so Beautiful.. I know that I can't say these words to YOU.. But I want to tell YOU HOW I FEEL.. because telling YOU what is in my Heart.. I can release all My Love Love back to YOU.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. as I would LOOK through the Glass wall.. I am looking for you.. I want to tell YOU I want you to come Close.. where are YOU my Love.. Where are YOU My Love.. I needs to hold YOU.. Can my arms hold YOU tight and tell Your Ears.. I love YOU so Much.. I am not here to hear your words because I know that I can.. But.. I am standing here by this Glass Wall.. there is NO sign of Your Entrance.. I needs to see YOU.. I look down on the floor.. I see your Picture.. But when I am this Close.. there is NO NEED me to hold on to the Picture when I can see YOU instead.. it is better to See YOU.. But where are YOU My Love.. I needs to ask YOU.. Can I please love YOU.. I needs to see Your Heart.. and I look at the center of the room.. on the Floor.. the Glass jar is empty.. I remember last time I came.. I saw the Heart.. That Heart had a BOW on top.. so pretty Pretty.. I wanted to ask that Heart with BOW.. Can I please Hold that Heart.. I want to see How the Heart Feels.. Can I get close to the Heart with Bow and Kiss the Heart On top of the Bow.. I will say.. YOUR HEART smells so Nice.. the Most Prettiest Heart.. the Most Valuable Heart.. Most Precious Heart.. what is YOUR NAME.. Can I tell YOU MY NAME INSTEAD.. and the Next TIME I come.. will YOU remember the Name I told YOUR HEART.. please remember My Name.. My Name means to Shine.. it is to Light.. that is what it means of MY NAME.. so Please remember My name when I tell Your Heart whose Name I am saying to YOUR HEART.. and I will say.. I love YOU.. When YOU remember My Name.. YOU will always knows that I love YOU.. that is the signature behind MY NAME which will come first.. and I wanted to TELL your Heart.. YOU are the most Beautiful Flower.. YOU are the Most Dazzling and sensational Flower.. as I am looking down.. the Picture of YOU.. and next is the Basket.. Full of Roses.. I love Roses too.. Because it means a MAN can be truly Romantic with MY LOVE.. bringing different colors of the Roses on the Basket.. I want to show YOU.. HOW MUCH I love these flowers because they remind me of YOU.. each TIME I walk and pass by the Garden.. I see the flowers.. as I look straight ahead.. and look through the Glass wall.. There is NO sign of YOU.. I don't see your Presence.. I don't see YOU.. Where are YOU My Love.. As I hear the FOOT STEPS walking.. is that Means if I am able to hear those steps.. YOU can Hear me on the Other side.. I am sure I can talk through this Glass Wall and YOU can hear me right.. OH MY MY.. what a true Joy to My Heart.. because I have so much to tell YOU.. will you give me the TIME so that YOU can hear my words from MY HEART.. and I see the DOOR opens.. and YOU walk it.. OH MY MY.. I see you walking and holding.. two arms wrapped around the HEART.. it is the baby blue Bow on top.. and GOSH.. looks so cute.. I want to hold that Heart.. LOOK.. the Most Beautiful Heart and I am looking at YOU.. I don't even need this Picture anymore.. NO wonder why it went to the Floor.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Like I got punched in the middle of my Stomach.. YOU know How that feels.. Knock you off the wind.. and knows how it Hurts Hard.. but.. that is how sharp it feels IN my Heart.. when I am looking at YOU right Now.. YOU are so Beautiful.. tell me why you be looking so Good.. from the last time I saw YOU.. wearing a Dress.. Looks like an Angel.. can I ask YOU.. if YOU are lost.. because I know that YOU DO NOT BELONG HERE.. if YOU are so Beautiful.. that dress makes me feel like YOU can float UP to the sky.. with WINGS you can fly.. and as YOU stop by the Empty Glass jar.. YOUR HEART is snuggling between your Arms.. and I am wondering.. can I too snuggle IN your Arms.. LOOK at that Heart.. looks so peaceful.. full of JOY and Love.. I want to Join your Heart between Your Arms.. of course My Head be too big and will make Your Heart feel very uncomfortable but I don't care.. I want to Snuggle TOO.. I want to cuddle and tell YOU.. YOU making me warm and feels so FUZZY.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to be hold by you too so Let me be close to YOU.. I want some love TOO you know.. and I am looking.. I see you put Your Heart into the Glass Jar.. WHY.. and I see YOUR HEART.. starts to CRY.. WHY.. LOOK.. my finger points and touch the GLASS WALL and lowers to the Glass Jar.. I see the HEART crying.. YOUR HEART is crying.. WHY do you put Her into that Glass jar.. LOOK.. that Heart is crying.. if you are going to make that Heart cry.. YOU can at least come closer.. I can Hold that Heart for YOU instead.. YOUR HEART loves to be Held.. Loves to SNUGGLE.. LOOK.. that Heart is crying.. Can I hold Your Heart.. let me feel YOUR HEART.. I want to see if YOUR HEART comes and I can wrap my arms around that Heart.. WILL your Heart Snuggle in between my arms around.. and be peaceful with JOY.. I want to hold Your Heart because that Heart belongs to YOU.. I want to touch and see.. if I am able too.. am I allowed to Hold that Heart.. so that I can tell YOUR HEART.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. please.. if I am able to get this Close.. and I am able to see Your Presence this Close.. and I am so close to that Glass Jar but what is preventing me to go across is this WALL.. I know you have the key to Open this DOOR FOR ME.. I want to Hold Your Heart.. SHE IS so Pretty Pretty.. so cute and So Lovely.. let me Hold and Kiss Your Heart.. I want that Heart Please.. and I see you looking down.. Your Heart with BABY BLUE BOW.. Looks UP crying.. and I just wants to cry with that Heart.. why is Your Heart crying.. Stop the Crying because I feel like I want to cry along side.. I will hold that Heart's hand.. so that your Heart will not Cry.. as I am looking.. I feel my tears running down.. WHY do I have to see this.. I did not come all the way down here so that I can see Your Heart crying which is making me feel a bit emotional.. and Now.. My tears are showing and GOSH.. WHY.. I came here to see YOU.. I see you lower.. and Your hands reaches down into the Glass Jar.. YOUR HEART goes and YOU wrap your arms around the HEART.. as I look.. the Tears stop.. and I see you Holding Your Heart very close to Your Chest.. GOSH.. what is this.. can I be held like that TOO.. I want to hold YOU like that.. I want to wrap my arms around YOU and hold you close and tight.. I want to tell YOU how much I wanted this for a Long time.. to feel YOUR warmth.. to feel YOU close BY.. to feel your Heart.. I can put my ear on That Heart.. let me hear the Beating of that Heart.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to hold you and tell YOU HOW MUCH I love you and that I will Never let go of YOU.. that YOU are Not alone.. YOU WILL never be alone because I will always Love YOU.. can I please.. WILL you please Open this Door.. I am sure there must be a door around here.. a way for me to get close to YOU.. I am so so Close.. but WHY.. I am so so Close.. but WHY feels like it is so Far.. and I am looking around.. and I look down.. I look at the Basket.. I lower.. my hand grabs a Stem.. a WHITE ROSE and I get up.. as I am holding the WHITE ROSE FLOWER.. and I see your eyes looking at the WHITE ROSE.. this means the Pure at Heart.. please come closer.. so I can give YOU a lot more than just One.. my arm swings softly.. and I see..
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Nice haul. Choa's love for Anpanman is so cute !
as a girl i can relate how choa makes up everything to be a good reason to buy something (unimportant) lol of course because it's cute!!
i see the clothes are better when choa wears it! choa looks good in everything she wears!
귀여운 물건들이 더 귀여운 주인을 만나 빛이 바래는구나
메리크리스마스 입니당
韓国語がわからないけど、
チョアちゃん！ずっと大好きだよ！また日本に来てくれたら嬉しいな！
@@naka.k8600 わああ！知らなかった。ありがとうございます😭
LOVE the dark hair Choa!
Alguien puede explicarme cómo es que cada día es ChoA tan bonita?
Cada año soy feliz de verte!
Será otro año feliz en compañía de ChoA
I think Choa is a typical Piscesan. We really do love cute things.
Can't help but love CHOA. Merry Christmas.
Choa se ven tan hermosa son ese estilo 😍😍😍😍
Se ten tan llena de vida y alegre. Es simplemente una diosa en este mundo
隣で孫👶の寝息😴を聞きながら視聴しています🫶👸🫶
하마터면 잊을 뻔했는데 메리 크리스마스 그리고 새해 복 많이 받으세요👏👏👏
チョア様、アンパンマンや服など、たくさん買って下さったんですね。また、来て下さいね ありがとう 초아 씨 감사합니다 사랑해요～！
Hey Choa, I just want to wish you a Merry Christmas and a happy new year 🎄⛄🦌
Thank My Queen ChoA share her like something. Specially, (Liquid Bandage).
I remember last tiime ChoA show her skin injured.
Merry Christmas for My Queen ChoA, more beautiful, more healthy to 2023😍❤️👸🏼
チョアさん、Merry Christmas〜‼️🎄
そちらも猛烈な寒さと思いますが、暖かくして楽しいクリスマスをお過ごしください‼️🎅🎂💗
물건보다 더 관심있을 수밖에 없는
초아님 보는데 집중을ㅎㅎ
My favorite was the Supreme hoodie - bright and colorful, just like Choa!
Merry Christmas to everyone.
보다보면 저도 모르게 혹해서 영상 속 제품들이 탐나네요ㅋㅋ
초아는 홈쇼핑 쇼호스트 해도 될 것 같아요!ㅋㅋㅋ 이젠 말을 너무 잘하시는ㅠㅠ
Thank you for brightening my day
Love your style choa ✌😊😉❤ take care Merry Christmas and happy Holiday's
Ohhh a new Choa video, running late ...have to watch at lunch
Why are you so cute Choa? Are you going to sing for us for Christmas pretty lady? Everyone have a wonderful holiday
많이 성숙해진 것 같아요! 요즘 점점 더 예뻐지는 것 같습니다!! 해피크리스마스 되시길😊
이번에 진짜 귀여운 거 많이 사셨네요~ 냉장고 스티커는 실용적으로 보여요.
초아언니 미모는 늘 열일하네요🌸 그리고 언니가 물건같은거 또박또박 설명하는거 너무너무 귀여워요💕 오늘도 영상 재밌게 봤고 크리스마스 즐겁게 보내세요🎄
Привет ЧоА ! Поздравляю тебя с рождеством ! Счастья, любви, удачи ! Ты прелесть !
호빵맨 제품 소개할때 넘나 귀요운 언니~~♡♡
개인적으로 비비안 웨스트우드 제품이 초아언니랑 완전 찰떡인것같아요!!!💗 쇼핑할때 참고 할께요 감사합니당!! 언니 날씨추운데 감기 조심하시고 즐거운 크리스마스🌲 되세용
오늘 영상도 감사합니다 잘 볼게요~😊😊
Whoa dark hair choa... Looks awesome!
Nice trip in Japan! Sorry for long hours.
누나 오늘 넘 차분해보이신당!
...사랑합니다!
메리 크리스마스에요! 초아 누나!
this is a commercial vlog but i like looking at her anyway.👀
이번주도 영상감사합니다^^
오늘 나도 호빵맨뮤지엄갓다왓어요!!!
또 일본에오세용^^ 다음은 과자를 보낼게요!!!!
촤누나 "아끼지마" 진짜 명곡인데 겨울마다듣고있어요
삼일만에 영상 싹 정주행했어요..누나 하트하나만 눌러주세요ㅠㅠ
❤️to Choa Merry Christmas from🇺🇸
I Love it this Vlog Queen Choa eonnie so beautiful my idola👑✨💖
오늘 영상도 잘 볼게요.
초아님 미.메.크.🎄
초아님은 후드티 잘 어울리는 것 같아요~ 모자는 초아님 머리랑 잘 어울려요😄
アンパンマン可愛いですね三ツ矢サイダーの飴も美味しいですよね。新しい洋服も素敵です❤️
1. To the Quik: [A X-Mas Surprise]: [Juniel is back]. Great Singer & Actress!
Merry Christmas, Everyone!
2. To the Point: (a) For the Coming year looking forward to a [Duo Routine], [Choa & Juniel]!
(b) Perk: Each "singing & dancing", within a [Park's Bandshell], to express a [Friendship Theme]!
3:49 이 강아지는 크레용 신짱의 시로예요ㅋㅋㅋ
CHOA CHOA DAY 😍🥰😍🥰
I use liquid bandage too...I liked the bag the best because of how Choa says Totoro....super cute 🥰... pretty hair and very cute in the outfits
알찬 정보 감사합니다
메리크리스마스 새해 복 많이 받아요 초아님👍😍
우리 초아 좋아합니당..🎉❤
Choa, why you looks so slim now. Especially your face.
올들어 가장 추운 날입니다~!
감기 걸리지 않도록
따뜻하게 입으시고
미끄럼도 조심하세요~^^
Hello Choa Merry Christmas, I hope you can share this date with your loved ones, I wish you the best of happiness because you deserve it. I really like your new look, dark hair looks very nice on you. Be happy that is the best gift you could give me. Don't forget that I love you very much, I know it's a lot to ask but I would like to hear a Christmas song from you, I love your voice, you are the best singer in Korea, your voice always fills me with peace and happiness. have a good day see you soon
ㅋㅋ저 어렸을 때 호빵맨 엄청 봤어요ㅋㅋ귀여우신 초아누나❤❤ㅈ
초아님 즐거운 크리스마스 보내시길 바랍니다 ~🎅🎄⛄
Merry Christmas🥳
초아누나 너무 멋지세요 😘😘🌷🌷
아~~ 애니메이션 기억나는데요 날아라 호빵맨 재밌게 봤어요~^^
잘보고 댓글할게요!!!!!!
초아누나 이뻐요 그리고 사랑해 💚 😘 😍
チョアちゃん かわいいのを 買ってきましたねぇ〜 ❤
You look so beautiful with your black hair, you look very yuthfull, take care of yourself, greetings from Mérida, Yucatán, México 💞 😉😊😁👋👋👋
Hi Choa noona. I love your hoodies 😊. When you will do a video cover ? If can, can you do a cover by Taeyeon - Time Lapse 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🥹🥹. Thank you noona
언제나 ChoA NEW style is 뭔들👨💼😍😘💘💛💚💙💜👍👍👍
일본 여행 가게되면 꼭 사야겠네요 ㅎㅎ
Choa is so pretty.
チョアさん🤍日本の商品愛してくれてるのね！嬉しい😃💕
アンパンマンとメロンパンナちゃんが好きなのね！OK😆👌❤️
メモ✍️
꿀팁이네요 ㅎㅎ
예뻐요 💖💖💖
14개의 품목 중
귀여워서 산 물건들은???
(박초아 단발여신이라고 하는데 그것도 아닌듯 지금 머리기장, 색깔도 존예이고 후드모자는 커야좋다고 하는데 소두에 얼굴도 작아서 그런듯)
LOVE YOU FOREVER
왔다!
Choa is stunningly beautiful wow 🤩 😍
초아님 재미있게 볼게요
❤love from Canada
왜 그렇게 예뻐요?🙂
🥰🥰😍😍🤗
초아 CHOA님 아주예쁘군요.
สวัสดีครับ😊❤
초아 자매님을 만나서 정말 반갑습니다. 나는 확실히 현대 패션을 잘 이해하지 못하지만 일부 의상은 당신에게 아주 잘 어울립니다.
예쁘당 ^^
🇧🇷❤🇰🇷
😍😍😍😍
I miss you Amore♾🔮❤️😘
Love from poland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
초아 이쁜데 아담한 귀여운 여자
服 かわいい
와 확실히 눈썹이 달라지니깐 얼굴이 달라보여용 신기해용
Bet she wouldn't use most of them. LOL
♡♡
Oink Oink.. Please Don't go.. Why are you leaving Me.. why can't you stay a little bit Longer with Me.. WHY must you go Now.. and I would grab Your Wrist.. Please Wait!! CONGJU NIM.. can YOU please stay here with me a Little Longer.. YOU are the One who has chosen to Come here.. I have waited for YOU.. FOR such a Long Time.. such time like this May Not ever Come to Me.. that is WHY.. Please Wait.. and Stay.. I do not want YOU TO GO.. YOU are hurting Me by leaving Like this.. I have something to Ask YOU.. WHY did YOU even Come.. WHY did YOU come to this Garden if YOU are going to be leaving Much Sooner.. SO Please.. Don't Go.. Don't leave me like this.. YOU are hurting me if YOU DO GO.. and My Hand holding the Sun Flower.. and I placed into YOUR HAND.. I know I will never get this Chance.. It is hard to come around.. I know that I may Not see YOU again.. Maybe for a while.. or Maybe Never.. that is WHY.. stay here with me.. How about until the Moon goes and the Sun comes Up.. then I will let you go.. But Please.. stay here with Me.. as I am holding unto your Wrist.. I would grab hard.. I just can't let YOU GO.. I been wanting to see YOU.. I been waiting.. DO YOU see that Tree.. I would be standing by the Tree.. just waiting for YOU.. but YOU never came.. of course WHY would you even come.. WHY would you show up.. But LOOK.. look at this very Night.. Out of Nowhere.. Out of the Blue YOU came.. but WHY.. why would you come here if there is Nothing to do with YOU.. I am a Low Born.. But coming out to this Garden.. It only hurts to see YOU COME.. for a short time and Now.. YOU are telling me YOU have to go.. I did not even give YOU a CUP of water for YOU to drink.. NO green tea.. that is the Only thing I can offer YOU.. for YOU to sit and drink a CUP OF TEA.. CONGJU NIM.. why did YOU come here for.. WHY.. YOU are making me so Sad.. YOU are making My Heart to cry.. YOU do not know How Beautiful YOU are.. DO YOU NOT ever see Yourself in the Mirror.. YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most beautiful.. Like this FLOWER.. the Sun Flower.. YOU are even more Beautiful than these ALL the flowers put together in this Garden.. Even though I knew that This would never work Out.. I know that It can't be.. LOOK who you are.. and LOOK who I am.. the Low Born.. out of the Slave parents I was born Into.. and YOU are from the Royal Blood Line.. But.. I am so Sorry that I had to fall.. that I had to fall IN love with YOU.. even though I don't deserve YOUR LOVE.. I can't cross that Line but I already DID and Not sure what is going to happen to my Life next but as Long as I love YOU.. It does not matter about My Life.. if I can plunge this Sword into my Chest and pierce through my Heart.. I know that I can die right here.. but I will die as a Proud man because.. I was able to tell YOU How much I love you before I die.. but I am Not afraid to Die.. why should I be afraid of Death.. as long as YOU know that I love YOU.. it means everything to Me.. but now.. YOU are telling me.. YOU are going.. that YOU are heading back to the palace.. I know that YOU came from a long distance.. WHY.. I was about to GO to YOU anyways.. I was about to pack My Sack and with this Sun Flower.. go to the Palace and ask.. here is a SUN FLOWER.. The Princess.. CONGJU NIM has forgotten to take.. I walked for long miles and miles.. did NOT rest at ALL.. did not drink or eat.. DID NOT even sleep because I knew that It is important to take this FLOWER to YOU.. and I would say.. Princess.. Princess.. CONGJU NIM.. YOU have forgotten something.. it belongs to YOU.. I saw it on the Ground.. so I picked it UP and knew.. YOU have forgotten to take this Flower.. Belongs to YOU.. and here you are.. late in the Night.. and I have given this Flower into Your Hand.. but Can YOU not stay a little Longer.. WHY DO YOU have to go.. why can't YOU stay.. I want to bring YOU a CUP OF GREEN TEA.. it will help you go in the long journey heading back HOME.. but I want to give YOU that drink.. and As I am grabbing Hold unto your wrist and I wanted to PULL.. your Wrist.. I know that Grabbing hold unto Your Wrist is Not what I want.. I want to pull your wrist so that I can PULL your Arm.. I want to feel YOU close.. I want to hold YOU IN my arms.. and I want YOU TO KNOW HOW MY HEART feels at this Point and wanted to ask YOU.. can YOU hear something.. it is My Heart.. my Heart beats faster when YOU are closer.. I just can't stop.. I just can't let this Wrist Go because CAN I PULL your wrist.. I want know does YOU HEART beat as fast as Mine.. Our Hearts can race to see WHO WILL WIN in the race of WHO BEATS the Faster.. so Let me hear Your Heart.. Let me feel YOUR HEART BEAT.. can I please pull your Wrist so that I can feel YOU CLOSE.. I need YOU.. I need YOU as much as I need my Heart.. I just can't let go of YOU at this Point.. as I see YOUR HAND push Off my Hand holding to YOUR WRIST.. I see YOU turning to walk away.. my hand grabs Unto the Other side of Your Wrist.. WHY are you leaving me like this.. WHY are you hurting me.. WHY do you want to keep on hurting Me.. do YOU KNOW that I am going to start missing YOU once YOU are gone.. the Sketch Paper of YOU.. this Picture is not going to Help Me.. because NOW.. I see YOU.. I want the real YOU.. NO Picture anymore but YOU.. SO Please don't go.. don't be leaving me like this.. Promise me that YOU are going to leave when the SUN comes UP.. it is still late into the Night.. See the stars and the Moon.. and my head turn to look UP at the MOON.. do YOU NOT see what is UP there into the Sky.. LOOK.. it is the MOON staring down ON US saying.. the MOON is our Witness.. knowing he sees Both of us at this Garden.. Please don't leave me.. and I begin to feel my Heart beating so Fast because I just don't want to see YOU Go.. WHY leaving me like this.. I feel like My Heart is going to pour Out Blood inside of Me.. it Hurts so Much because I just don't want to see YOU Go.. WHY come.. If you are going to leave me.. putting a Sword into My Own Heart.. WHY COME.. is this Your Intentions.. that YOU wanted to come so that YOU want to watch me crumble into Pieces.. with my Heart bleeding inside of Me.. with Tears in my eyes.. It hurts.. this Pain of NOT able to hold YOU.. unable to make YOU MINE.. and YOU JUST be leaving.. I am not sure when will YOU COME BACK.. when will YOU come back to this Garden.. is it WHEN I am old.. is it when I am gone into the Grave.. that means Never HUH.. please Don't go CONGJU NIM.. stay here with Me.. and I know that I will keep ON pressing YOU.. NOT TO LEAVE ME.. because I love YOU.. I know that I love YOU so Much that I just can't see YOU GO.. please stay here with me.. I can't let YOU GO.. I can't see YOU GO.. I already felt this Pain when you left the first time.. NOW you are bringing this Pain again.. I hurt YOU KNOW.. I hurt because I be missing YOU.. I hurt because I can't hold YOU close.. I hurt because I can't be with YOU.. I hurt because I love YOU.. I keep on hurting because I need YOU.. I need YOU more.. I need you to see how much I need YOU and love YOU.. if YOU can switch places.. I wish that YOU can switch with me for One day.. LIKE this very night.. CONG JU NIM.. Princess.. WHY DO I Love YOU Princess.. WHY DO I keep on looking for YOU Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. and My hand opens to let go of Your Wrist.. and I see YOU walking.. walking towards the Horse.. two Guards are waiting.. why DO YOU leave me like this.. I started to walk faster behind YOU but I fall to the Ground.. and I look UP.. I see YOU keep on walking and walking.. WAIT.. will you please stop and Wait.. I see YOU KEEP On walking.. as the two Guards comes.. helps YOU to get On the Horse.. I am looking.. Wait.. Please don't Go.. why are you leaving me.. and I look.. I see the Sun Flower on the floor.. on the ground.. I just can't believe it.. the second TIME.. you have dropped this Sun Flower.. and I see you going.. becomes a Distance as YOU disappear into the Night.. Wait.. WHY are you going.. why are you leaving Me.. I am only asking if YOU can stay until the SUN COMES UP.. Please.. stay.. Please wait for me.. and I get UP slowly.. and I walk toward the SUN FLOWER on the Floor.. on the ground.. WHY did you even Come.. if YOU
did not want this Sun Flower.. why did YOU show UP.. WHY KEEP ON HURTING ME.. my Heart.. A small box.. and I open the top Lid of the Box.. The SUN FLOWER is laying inside.. I still feel the Rain falling Down.. I hear the Thunder roar and Lightening flashes through the dark sky.. as I am being soaked Wet and I am looking at the SUN FLOWER.. I know that the third time can be the WINNING TIME.. and I put the TOP LID over the small box.. and I turn and LOOK UP at the TOP CHAMBER.. as I look up at the window.. I see YOU standing in your room and YOUR EYES meets mine.. I am Now a Soldier.. guarding the door of the Palace.. and I think YOU see me.. and I am not sure if YOU recognize me at ALL.. I see your figure disappear.. I am not sure if YOU KNOW WHO IS loving YOU.. I have come all this way because I love YOU.. I want to be close too you My Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. as I get UP.. the rain slows down.. and I am guarding the Palace door.. For a long time.. I been loving YOU.. I am not sure how many years went by.. day and Night.. I would be standing by the Tree that was in the garden.. someone told Me.. if YOU wait by the Tree and YOU make a wish of loving someone.. it will happen.. SO I would be waiting by that tree.. when I first heard the news.. I would be looking at the Sketch Paper.. picture of YOU.. wishing and praying that it would be you.. but Now.. I am here.. still I am waiting for YOU.. Not in the garden.. Not underneath the tree.. But by the Palace Gate.. I know that I have come Long ways.. I would ask the MOON.. WILL YOU LOVE ME.. WILL you see the Heart of Mine how much I love YOU.. would you know how many days.. weeks months has passed by.. years went by.. I be loving YOU STILL.. waiting and waiting for the Princess.. CONG JU NIM to know how much I LOVE YOU.. would you ever know this Heart of Mine.. still.. but much closer.. I am here still be loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I love you like there is NO tomorrow.. I love YOU like today is my last day.. It can be the last breathe I take.. I am able to tell YOU.. Princess.. I never stopped loving YOU.. if YOU are asking me WHY do I love YOU.. it is because YOU are just really YOU.. My Princess.. NEH CONG JU NIM.. because to my Heart.. to my eyes.. I see YOU as the Princess.. I see YOU as the ONE who is the best.. I just wanted to say.. I love YOU.. even I miss YOU so Much.. missing YOU but still loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I am standing by the Palace Gates.. Watching through the Night.. A guard who is next to me looks at me and tells me the One Window.. When I look back.. That is Your Chamber.. Where CONG JU NIM sleeps.. I am Looking UP.. I see the Dark Skies.. I see the Stars twinkling High Above.. I am missing YOU.. I am thinking about YOU.. the More I keep on missing YOU.. I keep on thinking.. The Guard Next to me says.. I am so Crazy.. What if the King finds Out about this.. What if the Queen Finds Out.. It is going on my Death Row.. and I look at the Moon.. I see Your Beautiful Face.. So beautiful.. and I reach on the back Pocket.. pulling Out is the Sketch Paper.. the Drawing of YOU.. I wish that I can see YOU right Now.. I wish that I can tell YOU HOW MUCH I miss YOU.. I miss you so bad.. feels Like I am going to have an Heart Attack.. DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW much I love YOU.. as both hands are Holding the Sketch Paper.. the drawing.. this Picture of YOU.. I am wondering.. WHEN can I see YOU again.. can it be really Soon.. I need YOU.. I need YOU close.. and I want to tell YOU.. put your hand on my Chest.. right here is where my Heart is at.. Can YOU feel how Fast My Heart is running.. How Fast my Heart can beat when YOU are so Close.. Please tell me.. my Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. Can I go to Your Chamber.. I need to see YOU right Now.. I need to tell YOU.. How much I need Your Love.. and see YOUR PRESENCE.. I miss YOU.. I really Miss YOU my Princess.. as I turn to LOOK back.. I look UP at the Window.. I am wondering.. Are YOU sleeping.. Are YOU sleeping.. Please come to the Window.. if YOU look Down.. I am sure YOU will find the Smaller Gate.. I am here waiting for YOU.. and I am waiting to see if YOU would ever come BY the window.. can I at least say Hi to YOU.. I know that I am a Lowly Born.. and I have NO rights to Love YOU.. but what can I do when My Heart does Not listen to Me.. Does Not listen to my Voice or Hear my Words.. It just does what the Heart do the Best.. to Love YOU.. can I please Love YOU.. and I turn to Look down.. this Sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. this Picture.. I would feel so Sad.. because It has no colors.. just a Black and white.. but if it had some colors.. I think it would Hurt me More than YOU.. because loving YOU always Hurts my Heart.. I am wondering.. Do you think about Me.. or maybe YOU are just too busy in life that YOU HAVE no time to think.. But.. it seems like I am waiting for the next Military Camp.. and SOON it opens the door.. I am going to join to become in the Army Forces.. I can hear the Crumbling.. I see the Clouds forming and The Sky Grew Dark.. As I can see light rains falling from the Sky.. and has Become chilly.. I roll the Sketch Paper and Put it back into the back pocket.. As I look UP.. I am looking at the Moon.. Do you see me.. I see the Light on the Chamber.. if YOU are not asleep right Now.. can YOU Please come closer.. and I would turn to Look back.. and I see YOU.. standing by the Window and I see YOU looking at the Moon.. we are both Looking at the Same Moon.. CONG JU NIM.. if you can lower your head and Look down.. I am sure YOU can find a Figure.. a man who is standing Out.. who is guarding through the Rain.. Can YOU Please Look down.. and I would be Looking back.. LOOKING at Your Chamber.. the Window.. and I would wait for awhile.. But it seems Like YOU don't look down.. so I turn around.. LOOKING UP.. it is okay.. It is Alright if YOU don't look down.. YOU don't have to because YOU WILL not find anything down here.. as I look UP.. looking at the Moon.. How do YOU feel CONG JU NIM.. we are Both looking at the same MOON at this Night.. Of course I did not know that the Chamber back there was Your ROOM.. I just heard it today.. a new Guard has come and has replaced the Old Guard.. and He told me that the Chamber back there belongs to YOU.. when I heard about it.. IT took me by a surprise.. I wanted to turn back.. Open this gate and RUN towards that Window.. of course it is way HIGH up on tower.. But.. I wanted to let YOU know.. I came here for YOU.. I wanted to come to Protect YOU.. even though I may not be able to do Much.. at least I wanted to show YOU.. I am here.. A lot closer then YOU think.. as I keep on looking at that Moon.. I feel the rain drops coming.. and lightly.. as I am getting wet through the Night.. I am missing YOU.. we are here so Close but so Far because I want to be with YOU.. why can't I be with YOU.. as I turn to Look back.. I look UP towards the Chamber window.. I see YOU still there.. and I see Your Head Lowers to look down.. I am not sure if YOU know this is me.. and I see Our eyes meet.. but.. Seems like YOU don't recognize Me.. I see you turn your head away and YOU leave the Window.. I hope that YOU know it is me who was looking at YOU from the distance.. YOU are so Beautiful.. makes my heart wants to cry because I know you are so beautiful.. Breathe taking Beautiful.. so Hard to breathe after I saw Your Eyes.. Now.. I am wondering.. WHY did I even turn to Look back.. all it does it hurt me More.. In pain I feel so much of missing YOU but Wanting YOU.. needing Your love.. WHY can't YOU love Me.. Why can't YOUR HEART feel what I feel.. Can I give YOU my Heart CONG JU NIM.. do YOU want the Heart I have inside of Me.. so that When I give it to YOU and Put inside of YOU.. you are able to know HOW MY heart was feeling all this TIME.. It hurts.. it hurts so bad because I want Your Love.. I need Your Love as much as I love YOU.. why can't you feel the same as Me.. WHY do I must suffer.. and Now.. knowing YOU are so Close.. it hurts Me.. WHY keep hurting Me.. WHY keep on loving YOU when It hurts me so Bad.. I want YOU to know My Heart.. so One day it can Kick Your Heart and YOU can say.. It hurts.. that is How my Heart feels right Now.. someone kicked my Heart and It
ON hurting ME.. Loving YOU hurts Me.. Missing YOU hurts me.. and waiting for YOU hurts me as well.. but.. I never stopped Loving YOU.. Let me love YOU.. then tell me that I can love YOU.. so I can show YOU that Love hurts.. as the rain keeps on falling from the sky.. I hear the thunder crumbling.. and Loud it growled at Me.. rain starts to fall harder and More it came down On me.. Princess.. WHY DO I have to Love YOU.. WHY PRINCESS.. CONG JU NIM.. WHY do I have to love YOU like this.. my Princess.. I saw YOU by the Window.. I am still wondering.. if YOU have noticed me.. did YOU KNOW that it was me looking for YOU.. it is me.. who keeps on looking.. because I want to say something to YOU.. that I love YOU.. but.. I know you can't hear me when your Chamber is way ON top of the tower.. I want to say to YOU how much I love YOU.. if I can write it on the sky.. when YOU were looking at the Moon.. I am sure if I was able to write on the Clouds I love YOU.. and YOU see the three letter words.. YOU would know that It be me.. I love YOU.. Now I am here stuck in the Rain.. I want to see YOU.. I know I can't take the Sketch paper Out.. the drawing.. the Picture of YOU.. it will get wet by the Rain storms.. and I would stand there.. my hand starts to Hit My Chest.. I love YOU.. I be missing YOU.. I want to see YOU.. I want to tell YOU I love YOU.. but WHY can't I tell you these words.. I want to tell YOU My Heart because I love YOU.. and I would hit my Chest Hard.. I just can't Stop loving YOU.. if though there are times I do want to stop.. because it hurts.. and Missing YOU hurts me more.. every day I am missing YOU.. and I start Cry.. My tears falling from both Eyes.. as I am getting Hit by the rain.. the rain becomes more harder and it pours down.. I want to say I LOVE YOU.. I get on both knees.. As I go back to the Garden.. I see YOU.. I get down on my fours.. I see that YOU have turned to walk away.. and I stop you.. WHY.. please Wait.. WHY are you leaving so SOON.. you just came to the Garden.. why leave so Fast.. is it because YOU don't like Me.. is it because I am born to the Lowly People.. but.. I wanted you to Know something.. If you are going to leave so soon like this.. WHY come.. if you did Not come to the garden.. LOOK what you have done to Me.. that I can't stop Loving YOU.. I am looking a ground.. TELL me that YOU are Not leaving yet.. because I know there is something that My Heart needs to say.. to tell YOU.. why did YOU leave this One SUN FLOWER.. I gave it to YOU.. but I have found this Sun Flower on the ground.. if YOU did not like this Flower at ALL.. if you told me that this is the Flower you don't like.. I could of took it and put in with the Flowers in the House.. but when I saw the Sun Flower laying on the ground.. it broke My Heart.. finding it on the ground made me cry because I cared for this Flower like a baby.. that I love this Sun Flower the way I love YOU.. It breaks me heart of being rejected.. even though you had the choice not to take it.. I would of understand.. from a Lowly Person giving it to YOU.. it just don't make any sense.. but taking it My heart was filled with Joy and gladness that the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. the Highest of all.. has taken the Flower I grew and just taking it means everything to Me.. but When I found it laying on the Ground.. it told me this Flower is dead.. I feel it in my Heart that I died with this SUN FLOWER.. I want you to Know that I love you more than this SUN FLOWER.. that is why it is Only Flower I wanted to give.. at least if YOU can listen to my words.. and I know you don't needs to explain anything.. I just wanted to say.. this SUN FLOWER means everything to me.. and you tell me to Get UP.. I am holding the SUN FLOWER in my hand.. and I see your hand grab the Sun Flower.. as my tears are rolling down my two eyes.. down my cheeks.. WILL you still want it.. I am only giving it to YOU because YOU are the Most beautiful Flower.. I look far back.. two guards are waiting by the Horse.. I know that It is Late.. and I know that YOU have to go.. but.. Do you know that I love YOU CONG JU NIM.. WILL you accept my Love.. my Heart.. if YOU take this Sun Flower.. does it means YOU can accept my Heart.. my Love.. I would stand there.. YOUR HAND grabs Hold unto and YOU take it.. I start to cry More because my Heart.. I always wanted to give YOU my heart.. give YOU my Love.. I want to love YOU.. WILL you let me love YOU.. I don't want to stop loving YOU.. and I look.. I want to tell YOU something.. that a man like myself should Not Dream at all.. the People who lives around here tells me Never to Dream.. it is useless and worthless to dream if YOU are a Low Born.. but I want to tell YOU my Dream.. that I am going to JOIN the Army.. and I want to be a CHIEF GENERAL.. so that I can be close to YOU and be a man who can protect and Love YOU.. I have Not told anyone but I just want YOU TO KNOW.. I know that I can fight for the country and even die as a Warrior.. I can Die in the land and my Heart to protect YOU.. I am Not asking for YOU to love me.. I know that I am not allowed.. but.. it would be Me whose be loving YOU.. I want to love YOU.. I want to keep on loving YOU.. loving you where YOU can be sick and tired of this Love.. but.. Just loving YOU means everything to Me.. let me Love YOU.. Let me Love YOU.. I want to love you with my Whole Heart.. would you let me Love YOU.. and my hand grabs Your Wrist.. WOULD YOU let me Love YOU.. Please answer me before YOU go and tell me right Now.. can I love YOU.. I need to know.. because YOUR TIME means everything to Me.. as I grab your Wrist.. and I stand there waiting for YOU to say something.. my hand opens releases your Wrist.. but I see you holding the Sun Flower and I know.. when YOU take it with YOU.. it means something to Me because I love YOU.. don't look back.. Please don't drop the Sun Flower.. because it tells YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. because I really do Love YOU PRINCESS.. My PRINCESS.. CONG JU NIM.. I love YOU.. Your Heart.. baby Blue Bow.. looks at the Flower too.. DO you see what I am holding.. It is for YOU.. this Flower belongs to YOU.. it is made to be Loved by YOU.. this WHITE ROSE FLOWER wants to go with YOU.. but.. YOU Have to come closer.. come closer because I will not bite.. I will Not hurt YOU.. but to Only Love YOU.. Please come and step closer.. all you needs to do is walk few steps closer.. I have a full basket of Flowers.. and they are filled with different colors but are ONE.. they are Roses.. because I want to give this Basket full of flowers to YOU.. as I waited for YOU.. ALL I can say is that YOU are so Beautiful.. I don't know it My eyes are lying to me or Not.. it seems like the more time passes By.. YOU are getting More Prettier.. I get so confused because.. YOU are getting more prettier from the last time I saw YOU.. WHAT IS it.. who is it that is causing YOU TO BE this Pretty Pretty.. SO beautiful.. as I waited for YOU.. It seems like YOU DO NOT want to come.. I see you just standing there.. YOU LOOK at your Heart.. and lower to Place the Heart inside the Glass Jar.. and I see you looking at the Door you came Out and I see you walking back that direction.. I am wondering.. DID I say something Wrong.. what have I done.. and I am looking at the Center.. Inside is the Heart.. your Heart is crying again.. SO what am I suppose to do at this Point.. I am very confused because I am standing here.. looking through the Glass wall.. Looking at the Crying of Your Heart.. and I would stand there.. HOW DO I make that Heart to Stop crying.. Is this what I am suppose to DO.. and I look across the Basket.. I walk over and Grab on the arm.. and I stand to SHOW.. I have a TEDDY BEAR in my arm and the WHITE ROSE FLOWER.. I would be bouncing the Teddy Bear.. I see the HEART stop crying.. I love YOU.. Can YOU Hear Me.. I love Your Heart.. I love YOU.. and I see the Heart smile.. I want Your Heart.. Can I be with YOU if I can have Your Heart.. Please.. if this is true.. I need Your Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart like I am holding this Teddy Bear in my arms.. just to tell Your Heart.. I love YOU and I will love you forever.. because YOU means everything to Me.. I love YOU..
Of course a Poor man like myself cannot ever be with YOU but.. I can dream right.. I can dream that One day I can see YOU right.. that I am able to stand on the side line and at least Wave as YOU pass By.. I can at least show YOU.. LOOK.. this Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I have been holding this for a Long Time.. Just wishing and dreaming and loving YOU.. I am not asking YOU to love me.. my intentions were never about YOU.. but I wanted at least to let YOU Know.. I have been here.. I have been loving YOU and missing YOU.. I am not asking you for Your Hand.. but.. at least to know that I love YOU and Never stopped loving YOU.. I am a low born from a Slave parents.. how can I even wish or Dream of.. when YOU belong to a Prince.. even though I know that it may never work Out but at least I can tell YOU.. I can say what is in my heart.. I love YOU right.. will you accept my Heart.. will you accept my Love.. will you give me the permission to speak.. to tell YOU.. to tell YOUR HEART.. How much I love YOU.. I know that I don't belong with YOU.. I know that from my Heart.. but NO matter how Low and How far I am at.. I know that I can Love.. I can always love YOU even you may Not receive It.. Like this Sun Flower.. you have left it on this Ground.. WHEN I saw this Sun Flower.. it broke me into Two.. I cried looking at this Sun Flower laying by himself.. it was with his Family of Sun Flower but I had to pull this Away to give it to YOU.. NOW.. this Sun Flower is laying on this Ground in this Garden Alone.. when I saw this Sun flower laying in this Garden.. it reminded of Me.. SO much Like me who also needs Love.. who also desire to be loved and to also who can Love.. But YOU have to be willing to accept my Heart.. my Love.. I am only asking for a Chance.. a Chance for me to Love YOU.. but Look.. I feel like this Sun Flower and Yes.. I do deserve because I am a Low Born person.. but I do have feelings and emotions too.. I do know How to say and write to YOU and tell you the deeper root of my Heart because I love YOU.. why can't you see this from Me.. WHY can't you give me the permission to Love YOU.. I am asking you something if I can do.. I can love you.. only give me a Chance.. My two hands holding the Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. I take a look.. I miss YOU.. I miss you where I want to tear my Chest open.. and Show you my Heart.. I miss you where.. I want to hold my Heart in my hand and show YOU this Heart.. How much I love YOU.. How can I show YOU if you are not Looking.. I want to show YOU that I Love you.. But YOU needs to show UP so I can speak direct to Your Heart.. will you let me Love YOU.. will you allow me to Love YOU.. GIVE me the permission so that I can love you freely.. A distance behind me.. I did not know that YOU were there.. YOU were on the Horse.. sitting.. I am in the garden.. still crying.. Looking at the Sun Flower on the Floor.. I am looking down.. my tears are hitting on the Sun Flower.. WHY can't I love YOU.. even though I can be thrown into Prison.. even though I can die by the King.. even though My life is at stakes.. it does not matter because I just love YOU.. YOU can hang me.. YOU can burn me with Fire.. YOU can shoot Bow and Arrow at me or die by the sword.. I just don't care the way I die but at least.. before I die.. Let me Love YOU.. Help me to love YOU freely before I die.. but YOU have to allow me.. give me the permission so that I can love you before I am gone.. WHY can't you be here.. WHY did you leave me and I am aching like this.. WHY show UP.. Now I am here looking at the Sketch Paper.. picture of YOU.. I knew that YOU were the CONGJU NIM.. because I would look at this Picture every night.. every morning so that I don't forget YOUR beautiful Face.. How can I not know who YOU are.. SO I would look at this Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. just wishing like right Now.. Just waiting if YOU will ever show UP or will come to this Garden.. TO show me who you are because I know I am able to tell YOU who I am and WHO I love.. just show UP I need YOU.. CONGJU NIM.. My Princess.. Where are YOU.. I am at this Garden waiting for YOU.. CONG JU NIM.. Please come and allow Me.. give me the permission to Love YOU so that I can tell YOU.. that my Love is Not over yet.. it has just begun.. as I am looking down on the ground.. and I have stopped crying.. Just looking at this Sun Flower.. WHY did you leave this Flower like this.. WHY didn't you take him Home with YOU.. this SUN FLOWER belongs to YOU.. it is Not suppose to be here with me.. WHY.. tell me WHY did you leave this Flower here.. Now the Flower is dying slowly.. but Only YOU can bring it back alive.. I can hear the Foot steps walking.. Behind me I am hearing.. and grows louder every step of the way.. and As I hear the Steps stop.. I turn back my head to look.. I just can't believe it.. is my Eyes be lying.. am I suppose to see things I am not suppose to be seeing.. and My head looks UP.. and I see YOU.. It is My Princess.. CONGJU NIM.. I am on the fours.. head looking on the ground.. When did you get here.. Don't tell me that YOU heard my words speaking.. were you here for a Long time.. Tell me that YOU just came right Now.. and I hear your voice.. I lifted up my head.. and I got up.. and I showed you the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I am so sorry for being such a Fool.. I know that I was not suppose to have this with me.. I know that I am unable to have this with me.. If YOU want to take this Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. YOU can have it.. YOU can take it with YOU.. I see that YOU gave it back.. and As I look at your eyes.. I know that YOU have to go soon but CONGJU NIM.. before YOU go.. Can I tell you something that I had in my heart for a Long time.. that I never stopped loving YOU.. and I was talking to this.. and my head back to look down.. the Sun Flower.. I was telling this Flower my Heart.. I was telling that Flower.. How much I loved YOU and Missed YOU.. wishing that YOU were here.. and I was torn in my heart for YOU to be leaving that Flower.. I gave you this Sun Flower for a reason.. to Smile on days are Hard.. difficult days will come.. but when YOU look at this Sun Flower.. He is going to say to YOU.. I love YOU.. because that is His Name.. His Name is I LOVE YOU because it came from My Heart giving it to YOU as the One who I love.. YOU know that I love YOU right.. YOU know that I missed YOU right.. I know that I am not Allowed to love YOU.. but I want to break the rules from Now On.. that it does not matter what Happens to me.. as Long as YOU give me this Permission to Love YOU.. that is the only ONE and Last request I am asking of YOU.. WILL you allow me to Love YOU.. Please.. give me the permission that I can Love you.. I am not asking YOU to ever love me.. YOU don't have too because I choose to Love YOU.. BUT Please allow me that I can because.. I do.. I do love you.. I never stopped loving you.. I want to love you right Now.. how about right Now.. tonight.. can I love you.. Please accept and give me YOUR Permission CONGJU NIM.. Walking through the Garden is many flowers out in the field.. from Daises.. to roses.. Blue bonnets.. and Sun Flowers.. I see even the Dandelions all around and across this Field in the Garden.. I look at this One Flower as I am walking across the field and I stop.. It is my Favorite.. it is the Sun Flower.. when I see this Flower.. always seems to make me smile and I think of YOU.. because Not just being so Beautiful.. Not just being so sweet.. but My Heart is glad.. I get so Happy when I see this Flower because.. just the colors shines Out to reach into my Heart.. I would bend to lower.. I grab by the Stem.. I break it off.. I want to show YOU this heart of Mine.. I want to tell YOU.. For a long time.. I have been waiting for a day for YOU to show up.. I want to give this Flower to YOU.. I stand Up straight and I toward the Sun.. I wonder if YOU can help me.. Help me to call My Princess.. NEH CONJU NIM.. Make this Day so SUNNY that My Princess.. YOU would come out to join me.. and I turn and I walk away from the Garden.. as I am walking Off.. I stop.. I see a Beautiful Horse.. and As I look Up.. I just can't believe.. when I look UP.. I see YOU.. I see the Princess.. and I would lower myself.. and bend.. CONG JU NIM.. I see many of the Servants.. Maid servants and male servants.. all the noble men and guards behind YOU.. even the Generals of the Palace all came out.. all Lowers themselves.. One of the Maid servants runs to Help YOU off this Horse.. and I am just breathe taken by Your Beauty.. I am wondering.. why to this Garden.. I am wondering.. from all the places out where the Princess.. YOU can go.. why here.. I am Just Nobody.. just a person who take cares of this Garden.. but My Heart..
I am walking down the road Alone.. I had to get Out of the Room.. it is so Hard to breathe.. I get very stuff inside and I would come out.. my arms wrap around the Empty Glass Jar.. hoping that I can ask YOU for something and I stop and I would LOOK up to the Sky.. looking around.. I only see the stars.. I only see the Moon.. High above.. I feel a little dizzy at this Point.. just could Not stop.. as I look UP.. I turn too look at the Moon.. I open my Mouth.. DO YOU know that I am missing YOU.. I am wondering where are you at.. WOULD you please tell me that I am getting closer to YOU.. But.. as I am walking.. I feel like there is NO place where I can be around YOU.. WILL you help me where YOU are.. I think that I am lost at this Point.. my head looks Down inside the Glass Jar.. DO you know that I am holding a Glass Jar.. It is Empty.. there is Nothing inside this Glass jar.. and I want to put something inside this Glass jar.. this is Not a Piggy Bank.. NO needs for money.. but I do have One simple request.. I have lost something that was inside here.. I remember few days ago.. There was A Heart inside this Glass Jar.. I know for sure.. It was a Beautiful Heart.. and I would put a Picture with tape.. looking at your picture.. Knowing that This Heart belongs to Someone.. I did not put my Heart inside this Glass Jar.. so DO not think that I have lost my mind.. and that I am going crazy.. But I do remember.. few says ago.. I put a Heart.. I have the picture here with me still.. I do remember waking up this Morning.. I turn to look across from laying on the bed.. I see the Glass Jar.. But.. I felt like something is Missing.. something is gone.. maybe my eyes are just messing with me these days.. as YOU grow older.. things will change but.. I know for sure.. it was YOUR HEART inside.. I remember holding this Glass jar.. I was weeping and jumping UP and down with Joy.. Holding this Glass jar with Your Heart.. because the Heart belongs to YOU.. NO ONE ELSE comes close with the Joy YOU give.. the chills I feel in my hands.. when I look at Your Picture and knowing that YOUR HEART was with me this Close.. I would be holding this Same Glass Jar.. JUMPING up and down.. it is Your Heart.. Only IF.. you can see the reaction I felt.. just holding this Glass jar.. with YOUR HEART.. my both eyes would be closed.. two lines of tears running down with JOY and HOPE.. just to have YOU close means it is YOUR HEART I want to love.. waking UP this morning.. My Heart felt heavy.. HOW did I lose.. Is it because of Me.. I must be the one to Blame because I have lost Your Heart.. How can I ask YOU for Your Heart if it is ME who has lost the Heart.. BUT I WANT.. I WANT IT.. I need.. I can't breathe without YOU and it is only when I have your Heart so Close.. When I was holding the Glass Jar.. with YOUR HEART inside.. I can feel my Heart beating against.. Knocking from the Inside because MY MIND would go crazy.. I would go Nuts having this Heart of you close to My Chest that It wakes UP MY HEART to keep on knocking.. I was laying down.. waking UP.. seeing that There was NO Heart inside this Glass Jar.. I started to stumble on the ground.. started to walk around.. room to room.. kitchen to rest room.. Looking everywhere for the Heart.. I know that YOUR HEART just did not run.. did it run from Me.. is your Heart afraid of Me.. I would kiss the Glass Jar looking at your Picture.. Looking at Your Heart.. maybe Your Heart got scared of me kissing Your Heart too much.. of course I could not touch YOUR HEART.. But I wanted to touch and hold YOUR HEART.. I really wanted to kiss into your Heart and would say.. this is HOW MY HEART feels when YOUR HEART is close to me.. close to My Heart.. it makes me want to bring YOU CLOSER to me.. and I want to hold YOU.. but I could Not find the Heart.. I went all around the House looking for your Heart.. and I am looking at Your Picture.. What am I suppose to say.. I have lost Your Heart.. I just can't tell you that.. How can I say that.. so I was thinking putting my Heart inside to act like it is YOUR HEART.. a Letter came to me asking me for Your Heart.. YOU have wrote me.. asking if I can give YOUR HEART back to you.. I am here confused.. I just have lost Your Heart.. YOUR HEART is NOT inside this Glass Jar.. it is Now Empty.. what do I do.. How am I suppose to come to YOU.. and show YOU that the Glass Jar.. I have lost Your Heart.. I don't know where YOU Heart went.. but I do know that I have the same glass jar YOU gave me.. I know this belongs to YOU.. but when I give YOU this Glass Jar.. I don't want to give it to YOU empty like this.. Because I have gotten Your Message.. YOU want Your Heart back.. I begin to wonder.. WHY are you asking for YOUR HEART back.. YOU told me that I can keep Your Heart forever.. YOU told me that I can Love Your Heart.. why all of a sudden change of Heart.. why are you changing what YOU gave.. I want to have Your Heart.. I want to keep Your Heart close to Me.. I want to enjoy having YOUR HEART.. even though I may Not touch It.. I can still Love your Heart.. just the presence of being Close.. it means everything to Me.. Now.. YOU are asking me.. at a time like this when I can't even find Your Heart.. I means.. I am holding this Glass Jar.. it is empty.. in the middle of the Night.. I am standing out here.. frustrated at this Point because I love YOU.. and I love Your Heart.. I want the Heart.. YOUR HEART to stay with me.. why did YOU send a message at the time I can't find Your Heart.. DID your Heart ran from me and somehow went to YOU.. I am sure your Heart was in this Glass Jar like yesterday.. I do remember.. like I said.. I was so Happy.. So full of tears and joy.. my arms wrap around the Glass Jar.. it had YOUR HEART.. and I would be jumping UP and down.. knowing this Heart.. YOUR HEART belongs to YOU.. and I be able to love and care.. and Tell Your Heart.. HOW much I wanted YOU SO CLOSE.. how is it possible to be so close with me and Now.. YOU are taking that Love and Joy away from me.. LOOK.. after the Message.. and I read it in front of YOUR HEART which was inside the Glass Jar.. that is when YOUR HEART ran from me.. it is after I received.. I open the letter and I was so Hurt.. so I read it very loud.. to make it clear.. YOU were going to take my Pride and Joy and Love from me.. so I would speak and I think YOUR HEART heard my words.. so Is it me.. I read from the Inside at first.. but it made me fill in rage because YOU wanted Your Heart back.. I can Love Your Heart more than YOU can hold that Heart.. I can tell Your Heart.. so that My Heart can breathe again.. can Beat again and I can also sing to Your Heart.. I may not have a GOOD voice to sing.. but I still can sing HOW MUCH I love YOU and the Joy YOU Bring when I am able to see Your Heart so Close and to able to Love YOU more and More.. why can't I just Love YOU.. if YOU leave Your Heart with me.. if Your Heart can stay.. I know I will love Your Heart completely.. I can make YOU Happy.. I can love you where YOU can be the most Beautiful Flower in the world.. WHEN I looked from the bed this morning.. and I searched the whole House and I did not find Your Heart.. I felt broken inside.. Like I begin to feel I am missing YOU.. that Joy broke down.. I have chased Your Heart away.. it is because YOU were asking me to give Your Heart back.. I would sit.. I pulled Out the Wine.. hard wine and I sat down.. LOOKING at the Picture.. and I would say.. How can YOU be like this to Me.. How can YOU take Your Heart away from Me.. it brought me the greatest JOY I never felt.. I open the top Lid.. and having the Shot Glass Next to Me.. I pour the bottle of Wine into the Shot Glass.. I grabbed the Shot Glass.. Open my Mouth and slam into my Mouth.. I would pour me two to three more Shots.. up to four on the Shot Glass.. and slammed the Hard wine into my Mouth.. and I would sit there.. could Not believe that YOU are asking for Your Heart.. YOU told me that I can Love your Heart forever.. YOU told me to take good care of your Heart and even gave me this Glass Jar.. I told YOU that I would.. I would make a promise to Love YOU.. to Love your Heart.. that means to love YOU... why are you doing this to Me.. putting sorrow.. putting pains.. making me suffer like this.. Missing YOU drives me crazy.. it hurts me because I need YOU close.. I need Your Heart.. Where are YOU.. Where is Your Heart.. I would pull the
I am standing by the Glass Wall.. I am holding a Picture of YOU.. and as I am looking through the Glass Wall.. I see a Glass Jar in the Center of the Room.. I put the Picture down.. YOU are so Beautiful.. WHY do you take my Breathe Away.. What happens because Of YOU LOOKING so Beautiful.. I am unable to Talk.. speak to YOU.. If my Words cannot touch YOUR ears.. and YOU don't hear my Words.. I know that I cannot Love YOU.. ALL I ever want to do.. and Needs to do is Love YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. taking my Breathe Away.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Leaving me Speechless.. If I can't talk or Speak to YOU.. what good is it for me to stand here.. just looking at YOU.. I don't want you to think that I am a creepy person just standing there looking at YOUR BEAUTY.. I want to say that I love YOU.. I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. But.. If you are so Beautiful.. I know that I can't say these words to YOU.. But I want to tell YOU HOW I FEEL.. because telling YOU what is in my Heart.. I can release all My Love Love back to YOU.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. as I would LOOK through the Glass wall.. I am looking for you.. I want to tell YOU I want you to come Close.. where are YOU my Love.. Where are YOU My Love.. I needs to hold YOU.. Can my arms hold YOU tight and tell Your Ears.. I love YOU so Much.. I am not here to hear your words because I know that I can.. But.. I am standing here by this Glass Wall.. there is NO sign of Your Entrance.. I needs to see YOU.. I look down on the floor.. I see your Picture.. But when I am this Close.. there is NO NEED me to hold on to the Picture when I can see YOU instead.. it is better to See YOU.. But where are YOU My Love.. I needs to ask YOU.. Can I please love YOU.. I needs to see Your Heart.. and I look at the center of the room.. on the Floor.. the Glass jar is empty.. I remember last time I came.. I saw the Heart.. That Heart had a BOW on top.. so pretty Pretty.. I wanted to ask that Heart with BOW.. Can I please Hold that Heart.. I want to see How the Heart Feels.. Can I get close to the Heart with Bow and Kiss the Heart On top of the Bow.. I will say.. YOUR HEART smells so Nice.. the Most Prettiest Heart.. the Most Valuable Heart.. Most Precious Heart.. what is YOUR NAME.. Can I tell YOU MY NAME INSTEAD.. and the Next TIME I come.. will YOU remember the Name I told YOUR HEART.. please remember My Name.. My Name means to Shine.. it is to Light.. that is what it means of MY NAME.. so Please remember My name when I tell Your Heart whose Name I am saying to YOUR HEART.. and I will say.. I love YOU.. When YOU remember My Name.. YOU will always knows that I love YOU.. that is the signature behind MY NAME which will come first.. and I wanted to TELL your Heart.. YOU are the most Beautiful Flower.. YOU are the Most Dazzling and sensational Flower.. as I am looking down.. the Picture of YOU.. and next is the Basket.. Full of Roses.. I love Roses too.. Because it means a MAN can be truly Romantic with MY LOVE.. bringing different colors of the Roses on the Basket.. I want to show YOU.. HOW MUCH I love these flowers because they remind me of YOU.. each TIME I walk and pass by the Garden.. I see the flowers.. as I look straight ahead.. and look through the Glass wall.. There is NO sign of YOU.. I don't see your Presence.. I don't see YOU.. Where are YOU My Love.. As I hear the FOOT STEPS walking.. is that Means if I am able to hear those steps.. YOU can Hear me on the Other side.. I am sure I can talk through this Glass Wall and YOU can hear me right.. OH MY MY.. what a true Joy to My Heart.. because I have so much to tell YOU.. will you give me the TIME so that YOU can hear my words from MY HEART.. and I see the DOOR opens.. and YOU walk it.. OH MY MY.. I see you walking and holding.. two arms wrapped around the HEART.. it is the baby blue Bow on top.. and GOSH.. looks so cute.. I want to hold that Heart.. LOOK.. the Most Beautiful Heart and I am looking at YOU.. I don't even need this Picture anymore.. NO wonder why it went to the Floor.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Like I got punched in the middle of my Stomach.. YOU know How that feels.. Knock you off the wind.. and knows how it Hurts Hard.. but.. that is how sharp it feels IN my Heart.. when I am looking at YOU right Now.. YOU are so Beautiful.. tell me why you be looking so Good.. from the last time I saw YOU.. wearing a Dress.. Looks like an Angel.. can I ask YOU.. if YOU are lost.. because I know that YOU DO NOT BELONG HERE.. if YOU are so Beautiful.. that dress makes me feel like YOU can float UP to the sky.. with WINGS you can fly.. and as YOU stop by the Empty Glass jar.. YOUR HEART is snuggling between your Arms.. and I am wondering.. can I too snuggle IN your Arms.. LOOK at that Heart.. looks so peaceful.. full of JOY and Love.. I want to Join your Heart between Your Arms.. of course My Head be too big and will make Your Heart feel very uncomfortable but I don't care.. I want to Snuggle TOO.. I want to cuddle and tell YOU.. YOU making me warm and feels so FUZZY.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to be hold by you too so Let me be close to YOU.. I want some love TOO you know.. and I am looking.. I see you put Your Heart into the Glass Jar.. WHY.. and I see YOUR HEART.. starts to CRY.. WHY.. LOOK.. my finger points and touch the GLASS WALL and lowers to the Glass Jar.. I see the HEART crying.. YOUR HEART is crying.. WHY do you put Her into that Glass jar.. LOOK.. that Heart is crying.. if you are going to make that Heart cry.. YOU can at least come closer.. I can Hold that Heart for YOU instead.. YOUR HEART loves to be Held.. Loves to SNUGGLE.. LOOK.. that Heart is crying.. Can I hold Your Heart.. let me feel YOUR HEART.. I want to see if YOUR HEART comes and I can wrap my arms around that Heart.. WILL your Heart Snuggle in between my arms around.. and be peaceful with JOY.. I want to hold Your Heart because that Heart belongs to YOU.. I want to touch and see.. if I am able too.. am I allowed to Hold that Heart.. so that I can tell YOUR HEART.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. please.. if I am able to get this Close.. and I am able to see Your Presence this Close.. and I am so close to that Glass Jar but what is preventing me to go across is this WALL.. I know you have the key to Open this DOOR FOR ME.. I want to Hold Your Heart.. SHE IS so Pretty Pretty.. so cute and So Lovely.. let me Hold and Kiss Your Heart.. I want that Heart Please.. and I see you looking down.. Your Heart with BABY BLUE BOW.. Looks UP crying.. and I just wants to cry with that Heart.. why is Your Heart crying.. Stop the Crying because I feel like I want to cry along side.. I will hold that Heart's hand.. so that your Heart will not Cry.. as I am looking.. I feel my tears running down.. WHY do I have to see this.. I did not come all the way down here so that I can see Your Heart crying which is making me feel a bit emotional.. and Now.. My tears are showing and GOSH.. WHY.. I came here to see YOU.. I see you lower.. and Your hands reaches down into the Glass Jar.. YOUR HEART goes and YOU wrap your arms around the HEART.. as I look.. the Tears stop.. and I see you Holding Your Heart very close to Your Chest.. GOSH.. what is this.. can I be held like that TOO.. I want to hold YOU like that.. I want to wrap my arms around YOU and hold you close and tight.. I want to tell YOU how much I wanted this for a Long time.. to feel YOUR warmth.. to feel YOU close BY.. to feel your Heart.. I can put my ear on That Heart.. let me hear the Beating of that Heart.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to hold you and tell YOU HOW MUCH I love you and that I will Never let go of YOU.. that YOU are Not alone.. YOU WILL never be alone because I will always Love YOU.. can I please.. WILL you please Open this Door.. I am sure there must be a door around here.. a way for me to get close to YOU.. I am so so Close.. but WHY.. I am so so Close.. but WHY feels like it is so Far.. and I am looking around.. and I look down.. I look at the Basket.. I lower.. my hand grabs a Stem.. a WHITE ROSE and I get up.. as I am holding the WHITE ROSE FLOWER.. and I see your eyes looking at the WHITE ROSE.. this means the Pure at Heart.. please come closer.. so I can give YOU a lot more than just One.. my arm swings softly.. and I see..
애 궁금하네 주식 어떻게 되었는지
choa gives me heart attack
메이크업이 옛날이랑 틀려서 ...
예전에 동일 인물같지가 않음...
느낌이 너무 틀려요. 옛날이 메이크업이 더 예쁜거 같음.
혼자 사쥐. 1년전만해두 일본제품 사면 매국노라 난리더만..
She looked so much better before all that p surgery. They don’t know when to stop.
What p surgery?
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나대지말자 너도 aoa때 잘한거 없더라
💗sa la hae yo.mwa😗