Torn to Pieces - Pop Evil

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  • čas přidán 5. 09. 2024
  • Here I'll sit all alone
    Like an airplane
    On the edge of a sky full of solid gray
    Staring at the ceiling
    Tell me that I'm dreaming
    Oh, I wish you were here today
    All these days I know I'll never get back
    All the words that I always wish you would've said
    All these dreams that we had,
    Now fade to black
    Try to wash it away
    I'm torn to pieces
    I'm broken down
    I still see your face when you're not around
    I sit here in misery wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be
    Here I'll float through the air like a waterfall
    Then I sink to the bottom like a cannonball
    Having trouble breathing, suddenly I'm screaming
    "Why wasn't I good enough?!"
    Even though I know you're not gonna come back, I can't wash it away
    I'm torn to pieces
    I'm broken down
    I still see your face when you're not around
    I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be
    I'm torn to pieces
    I'm broken down,
    I still see your face when you're not around
    I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be
    It's tearing me to pieces, tearing me to pieces
    It's tearing me to pieces, tearing me to pieces
    Even though I know you're not coming back, I can't wash it away
    I'm torn to pieces, I'm broken down.
    I still see you're face when you're not around
    I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be
    I'm torn to pieces.
    I'm broken down (I'm torn to pieces)
    I still see your face when you're not around (I'm torn to pieces)
    I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be.

Komentáře • 1,5K

  • @eviltoothpick8513
    @eviltoothpick8513 Před 2 lety +70

    I lost my father when i was 12. Over 15 years later and he still haunts me. The things ill never have. The future that was stolen from me.

    • @Eyezthrulies
      @Eyezthrulies Před rokem +1

      Naw, he would never haunt u. A true father what’s the best for u wether he’s there for u or not. Our love is instilled in our childrens heart, because we know we won’t always be there for u. So we prepare u in every way we can with our love for when that day comes. Just remember to always remember us. Cuz one day we will see u again. But remember, in the mean time, make us proud, so when we see u again to make it a joyous occasion in more ways that one. Cuz true love never dies.

    • @sulfuricdude6099
      @sulfuricdude6099 Před rokem +2

      I know what you mean. 15 days before I turned 12 I found out that my Dad raped my sister. Although, I didn't loose him in a literal manner of speaking, that day I lost the man I admired the most. For about 5 years I had nothing but contempt for him and what kind of life he stole from my family and I. I remember how angry I was the first time I shaved, asked out a girl, and learned how to drive because he could have been there for all of that if he would have just kept it in his pants.

    • @jamoln
      @jamoln Před rokem +1

      something similar happened to me but i haven't learned to drive nor shave yet i am 11

    • @PoonjabMackoy
      @PoonjabMackoy Před rokem

      I am so sorry you experience this darkness . Never forget You are strong souls, that can endure anything, even if we don’t feel it on the inside all the time.

    • @dorianwallace2623
      @dorianwallace2623 Před rokem

      Sorry bro, hope you find a good wife and have a son you can make memories with

  • @lpfanatic2003
    @lpfanatic2003 Před 7 lety +18

    When I lost my husband of 5 years to a heart attack after the paramedics did everything to save him I went out to my car for a rage scream and turned it on, this was the first song that came on the radio. To this day I still can't listen to this song without getting emotional and remembering that night. It's amazing how fast life can change and those you take for granted can be gone.

    • @PerfectHeartPerfectSoul
      @PerfectHeartPerfectSoul Před 3 měsíci

      You were the best wife he could've ever had. He said it came on all so suddenly. He said please don't hurt when you listen to this, you were meant to hear it. This was his way of communicating with you. Please look for the signs love ❤

  • @kennethshamblin9613
    @kennethshamblin9613 Před 3 lety +9

    In memories to my 2 brothers gone too soon one to a drug overdose and my other two days after getting back from Iraq he commit suicide. Then i was so lost i turned to heroin and meth and pills to hind the pain and then I realized i was hurting my love ones and my self so i said a prayer and God showed me the way back from hell. So as of today im 6yrs sober and very blessed to have my life back..

  • @benniemartin2073
    @benniemartin2073 Před 4 lety +64

    The lyrics hit me deeper and deeper every time I listen to this song

    • @derekhelms5645
      @derekhelms5645 Před 2 lety +2

      So true brother

    • @amazingbella23
      @amazingbella23 Před 2 lety

      Even after all of these years… These lyrics still bring me to my knees and no matter how hard I try I just can’t seem to stop the tears from falling. 😔😭

  • @johnchildress2794
    @johnchildress2794 Před 10 lety +107

    Had never heard this song until my brother posted it to facebook. He recently lost his wife to a horrible car accident. Perfect song for him. Kenny if you see this I love you man she was taking way to soon. You and those four kids stay strong it's what she would want. Again love you man.

  • @toosalty2629
    @toosalty2629 Před 5 lety +12

    Makes me think about the military, my father served 15 years. Thank you to all active and retired members! Always remember the ones fallen!

  • @sinntheblueberrywerewolf994

    I love it when I find a song that hits me deep and hard enough to make me cry. It reminds of past experiences in life and that I do have feelings, especially when I can relate to the song.💙

    • @firefighter3co2
      @firefighter3co2 Před 2 lety +1

      Brina dallum @brinadallum #brinadallum I tried to be perfect I tried to exceed expectations but as I sit here alone without you I wish I had become your perfect person I miss you more than I would miss breathing I want you home

    • @TheMusicandHistoryMan
      @TheMusicandHistoryMan Před rokem +1

      My step dad is the lead guitarist of pop evil

  • @leigh22085
    @leigh22085 Před rokem +10

    Pop evil ..underrated they need the love they deserve..words cut like a knife

  • @scottwebster1607
    @scottwebster1607 Před 10 lety +315

    IN MEMORY OF MY SON.. YOU WERE ONLY 2 YEARS OLD WHEN YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME.. I HOPE IM HALF THE MAN YOU WANTED ME BE.. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SON!!!!!! RIP BRANTIN

  • @deea9415
    @deea9415 Před 9 lety +145

    A song that says, "There has been no closure; these wounds are still open. What could I have done differently? Oh, the regret..." The mood, the tone, and the emotion are so realistically conveyed as he sings. It never fails to take me back through my own life to touch, once again, on various people and situations that have long since passed.

    • @JesusChrist_IsTruth-LoveForALL
      @JesusChrist_IsTruth-LoveForALL Před 4 lety +1

      Lifes a trip huh! 🙏🤷‍♂️

    • @jeremycharney4517
      @jeremycharney4517 Před 3 lety +1

      True words...

    • @mattdirito3062
      @mattdirito3062 Před 3 lety

      Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
      Compliment and love towards my music

    • @yaboy4008
      @yaboy4008 Před 3 lety +1

      Very true. There have been many situations and conversations that I took for granted. Wishing for them back as we speak.

    • @keithkrieger6350
      @keithkrieger6350 Před 2 lety

      Where does it say this in the lyrics

  • @jasonsterling2397
    @jasonsterling2397 Před 2 lety +8

    Found this song when I was at the lowest of a break up. Belting out this song as a drove around really helped. It touched my soul because it said everything I needed to say to her but couldn't

  • @wheathin101
    @wheathin101 Před 10 lety +21

    How I miss you Melissa. You are,were, and will ALWAYS be the love of my life. Thank you for the time you gave me. You will never be forgotten but FOREVER loved and missed!!!

  • @immortalhonor5005
    @immortalhonor5005 Před 3 lety +7

    Man I cried, I miss my dad, was shot in front of me, I really can't wash it away. And I really hope I'm half the man he wanted me to be.

  • @wyldde69
    @wyldde69 Před 10 lety +174

    My dad and I never seen "eye to eye".....I'm 43...he passed away 8 years ago ..I was there when he breathed his last breath,and in those last couple of moments him and I seemed to connect .
    And all the bad and good came through in those moments and I knew he loved me ...I sure miss you dad I miss you everyday....I LOVE YOU DAD

    • @KaitlynWeisgerber
      @KaitlynWeisgerber Před 10 lety +1

      B Smyth That's too many digits..

    • @Sellot91
      @Sellot91 Před 10 lety +3

      Thank you so much for this post. My Situation was the exact same. He was 49, I am 22, it happened a month ago. He collapsed when mowing the law, my sister and I saw him die....

    • @jropes1234
      @jropes1234 Před 10 lety +2

      I also held my fathers hand when he breathed his last. I miss him more than anything I can even imagine. Sellot91, I am 10 months in. Hope you have dealt with it somehow. I bottled it up for a long while and now it is really biting me in the ass...

    • @wyldde69
      @wyldde69 Před 10 lety +2

      B Smyth ....WHATTA DICK MOVE.....I hope you never have to go through it alone....I'm not gonna be rude like you...all I say is good luck in life man

    • @samonevilla6288
      @samonevilla6288 Před 6 lety

      wyldde69 ditto

  • @wheelermaster97
    @wheelermaster97 Před 10 lety +142

    song reminds me of my uncle. lost him when I was seven. but just seeing all these people who lost loved ones brings the tears to my eyes. I love every single one of you. you all are the greatest human beings to be around. we are rockers. they cant bring us down. we fight. I love this life. I love you guys

  • @matthewsanchez3945
    @matthewsanchez3945 Před 8 lety +2

    Too A Real Man Who Made Sure I Grew Up To Be The Person That I Am Today.... Who Ever I Am, R.I.P. " Steven Paul" Love You And Will See You As Soon As Our Father In Heaven Is Ready For Me.

  • @KileeSecrist
    @KileeSecrist Před 10 lety +71

    Having trouble breathing, suddenly I'm screaming
    "Why wasn't I good enough?"

  • @veson231
    @veson231 Před měsícem +1

    My grandmother was the mom I should have had. She showed me what a home was. My mom never even bothered to try. 13 years later and it still hurts. I hope she is at peace, wherever she is. She earned that.

  • @StatNote
    @StatNote Před 9 lety +13

    Songs makes me think of my grandpa, i lost him about 4 years ago and i haven't been the same since. these lyrics hit me hard and it's one of the few songs to bring me to tears.

    • @ironninja5909
      @ironninja5909 Před 4 lety

      Makes me think of mine too. He passed 2 months ago.

    • @MissWWE20
      @MissWWE20 Před 3 lety

      Same bro . It's been 6 years since my mom died and I'm still hunted by it and have nightmares

  • @brianmarshall636
    @brianmarshall636 Před 5 lety +2

    I saw Pop Evil live this past summer, and this song reminds me of my younger brother who passed away when he was 12 years old from cancer and when Pop Evil started playing this song I completely lost it and I started crying. It's a beautiful song about losing a loved one.

  • @dragonlee1000
    @dragonlee1000 Před 4 lety +5

    I dedicate this to my Mom who I still remember. She died when I was 5 to suicide. I used to ask myself that all the time... why wasnt I good enough? And I do still see her face, almost 27 years later. So many questions that will never be answered, and so much pain that still lasts to this day. RIP Mom I hope you at least found something beautiful in the 37 years you were here. I love you.

    • @adamtallent3744
      @adamtallent3744 Před 4 lety +4

      My mom commited suicide when I was 8 yrs old I feel you're pain brother I'm only 27 now but it's been a battle but we're still keeping on.. God has a plan for you if you hadn't found that hope just ask Him and truly know you'll get it and he'll show you mercy in more ways than you could imagine.. God bless us all who truly believe in Jesus..

  • @Nati_Native_Noise
    @Nati_Native_Noise Před rokem +1

    Tomorrow marks 7 years since my dad passed away. The pain never goes away, it just fades a little more. But i feel blessed, as 7 has always been my lucky number, and I'm living my life better than i ever have. He's forever walking with me

  • @briancrowley3187
    @briancrowley3187 Před 9 lety +9

    this reminds me of my father he served six tours over seas but each time he came home he was less and less like the father i knew an more like a stranger to me and now with him leaving my family i don't know what it truly means to be a man and how i can become the man that my father wanted me to be before he changed

  • @1runone
    @1runone Před 4 lety +2

    I lost my mother on September 16th, 2018 and almost my father to a drunk driver that walked away with minor injuries. Faith has been tested I do my best to take care of my Family, Life can change in a instant take nothing for granted... Health, eyesight any & all blessings, loved ones always go out of the way to be the best you. Bless all who read this 🙏🙏🙏 cherish all those memories with loved ones especially Moms & Dads ❤️❤️💛💛❤️❤️

  • @robphillips4856
    @robphillips4856 Před 5 lety +11

    I learned to love myself,more than anyone else could ever love me❤💪👊

  • @morganallen2513
    @morganallen2513 Před 10 lety +51

    This song brings the feels...

  • @adub31907
    @adub31907 Před 10 lety +22

    This song makes me think of my baby boy. I have not seen his face in over a year.. daddy loves you Ryder. . I still see your face when you're not around

  • @skylasky6474
    @skylasky6474 Před 5 lety +2

    This will always say more than i can get out, to my dad i love and miss you. Can't wait to see you again my Superman.
    I need you everday..

  • @gibbles3216
    @gibbles3216 Před 10 lety +8

    Tragic and beautiful. Music is the best when its about the artists life. It reveals parts of what make them the person they are.

  • @vampcrush
    @vampcrush Před 4 lety +4

    This song hits way to close to home. My father had surgery and passed away alone in the middle of the night. My anxiety of hospitals made me leave instead of staying, got the call early in the morning that he passed. To this day and forever my anxiety has been replaced with guilt and regret for not facing one of my demons and losing more than I thought I had to lose at that moment of my life. Let my lesson teach you that if you have not gone through this, to not make my mistake and take for granted what you have like I did.

    • @jlk9868
      @jlk9868 Před 4 lety

      I missed my father's death.i feel you

    • @sinful_cowboy5027
      @sinful_cowboy5027 Před 4 lety

      Dont beat yourself up over it. I promise you he isnt mad. But i get it.

  • @fuckinXmetal
    @fuckinXmetal Před 10 lety +14

    I've lost a lot of people more than I can keep track of...i hear this song and I feel all of them surrounding me, saying you ARE more than half, and you ARE good enough.....Some days I just don't believe that.......

  • @brandontrentadue2538
    @brandontrentadue2538 Před 6 lety +1

    This song puts feelings into words that I could never explain. I'm sorry I'm half the man you wanted me to be. makes me sad yet amazing at same time. gotta love Pop Evil as they are still belting out amazing songs that a lot of people can connect with....

  • @andrewfrancisco5561
    @andrewfrancisco5561 Před 5 lety +3

    Rest in paradise pops. Miss you like hell. You passed March 14th of 2015 but it seems like last week. The things I would do for your words of wisdom again is enough to disappoint the devil himself.

  • @its_ryan_here4153
    @its_ryan_here4153 Před 2 lety +1

    My brothers life support was unplugged the day after Christmas two months before losing my cousin on my 17th birthday. They both meant so much to me and my life hasn't been the same without them in graduating this year and I know it's a year late but I'm doing it and I know they both would be so proud of me. My brother always said he was going to get kicked out of my graduation for cheering to loud and now he's now going to be there physically and its really hard. I miss them so much🖤😭

  • @Intensitalian
    @Intensitalian Před 10 lety +149

    If I was twice the man I could be, I'd still be half of what you need.
    (Cannot fill a broken soul)

  • @pasleymae4938
    @pasleymae4938 Před 5 lety +2

    Its tearning me to pieces. I lost my brother 4 months ago and it is the hardest thing that I have ever been through. He was my best friend. He knew that I was always there for him through good or bad. I never judged him. I love you so much and miss you so much Justin

  • @cthom52
    @cthom52 Před 10 lety +5

    Love this band their music hits home in a lot of ways for me

  • @mandysmith7934
    @mandysmith7934 Před 5 lety +1

    Our hard times are far more important in our growth toward knowledge and wisdom, than the easy ones, because this is the ONLY WAY our true character is developed. My opinion. 🙂 love one another and forgive daily. You will be TRULY HAPPY AND BLESSED. 😇

  • @shanemiller8540
    @shanemiller8540 Před 5 lety +13

    You can fix a broken soul no matter how hard you try..

  • @micheal2854
    @micheal2854 Před 10 lety +2

    Song reminds me of my great grandma. Coming up in 6 years without her. Hope I'm half the man she wanted me to be. Bring on the feels!

  • @krystlelee27
    @krystlelee27 Před 9 lety +37

    Suddenly I'm screaming WHY WASNT I GOOD ENOUGH?!

  • @hypersound1224
    @hypersound1224 Před 9 měsíci +1

    I lost my fiance a few years ago to cancer, this song will forever remain in my heart for it was one of her favorites.

  • @patrioticpotato2669
    @patrioticpotato2669 Před 8 lety +58

    RIP to the plate of pizza rolls I dropped when my stupid ass pulled them right out of the microwave

  • @deathlypall5500
    @deathlypall5500 Před 7 lety +1

    Damn, i sit here everyday and listen to this. I lost my dad in 2009 to Esophageal Cancer, he was 53. I love this song.

  • @markdyer9912
    @markdyer9912 Před 2 lety +3

    This song came out at the same time my dad died!!! Miss you pops can't believe it's been this long. I think about you everyday I would have gave my life for yours. R.I.P see you soon 😭

  • @ikiraxdraco354
    @ikiraxdraco354 Před 3 lety +1

    RIP Junior. We had our lives planned out, but nothing is ever written in stone. I hope to see you again one day. Until then....rest in paradise.

  • @Socks132
    @Socks132 Před 2 lety +7

    My dad used to sing this song to me when I was little i miss those days 😭 but then I didn’t understand what the words meant but this song is so wonderful it reminds me of when i was little

  • @abbiehogan9119
    @abbiehogan9119 Před 6 lety +1

    Dedicated this song to my grandpa, died of lung cancer... I still think of him it's been 6 to 7 years... Im torn

  • @georgemcquhae7939
    @georgemcquhae7939 Před 10 lety +14

    I love this song it hits ur soul when u lose someone u love

  • @hdmarris5874
    @hdmarris5874 Před 5 lety +1

    I sit here in misery wishing you cud see the man that you always wanted me to be. The morning you passed away, I’ve never felt pain like that. I thank you for being my mom. I am so proud of the life you lived. Everyday I think about you. I strive to live my life the way you did. I hope I make you proud!

  • @mrunknown1333
    @mrunknown1333 Před 5 lety +8

    595 idiots don't understand a tribute to someone dear that passed away ❤ what a beautiful masterpiece.

    • @americanmaniac
      @americanmaniac Před 5 lety

      The very first time I heard this, my father immediately popped in my head... everytime I hear this, I tear up. Seems like yesterday, but it’s been 13 years since I found him dead. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him and our last conversation. It was like he knew, that was going to be the very last time we talked...I failed at what he wanted for me, but at the same time... he’d be proud that I became the same man as him.

    • @reservedgaming1055
      @reservedgaming1055 Před 5 lety

      This song could be taken many ways

  • @brendenhudgins5240
    @brendenhudgins5240 Před 6 lety +1

    Rest In Peace Pop pop....I love you.. your always on my mind... it’s a little over a year since you passed... you fought so hard against cancer ... against a shit ton of other diseases... an you gave those bastards one hell of a run for their money.. 10 years you fought not wanting to leave behind your family... I miss you and I love you.. so much.. and I can’t wait to see you again ...

  • @AJC87HOCKEY
    @AJC87HOCKEY Před 10 lety +6

    i could listen to this song over and over and over again

  • @tips4truckers252
    @tips4truckers252 Před 2 lety +1

    Never gets old because we are constantly going through this

  • @aaronroncelli2402
    @aaronroncelli2402 Před 10 lety +3

    RIP GRANDMA BONNIE AND GRANDPA EUGINE I MISS YOU BOTH I WISH I COULD SEE YOU AGAIN ONE LAST TIME YOU LEFT SO QUICKLY GREAT IM ABOUT TO CRY THEY BOTH DIED WHEN I WAS ONLY A FEW MONTHS OLD I DON'T REMEMBER THEM AT ALL this is what I listen to when I'm sad or reminded of them I love you grandma and grandpa Merrill

  • @ericmonaco4509
    @ericmonaco4509 Před 5 lety +2

    Man this song can be about any lost ones Father, Mother, Brother, Sister, Friend, Girlfriend, Wife

  • @tinatiller8140
    @tinatiller8140 Před 4 lety +3

    Suddenly I'm screaming..... Why wasn't I good enough......?????it's tearing me to pieces

  • @rosieloverbug
    @rosieloverbug Před 8 lety +6

    I remember when my brother Stevie would always listen to this song. the night I saw him hanging in the bathroom changed my life, on Christmas eve he died. and fucking Christmas coming up. its gonna be hard on me and my family. But listening to this song brings memories back with him and i can never stop breaking down to this song. RIP Stevie 💔💋❤

    • @evannumrich539
      @evannumrich539 Před 8 lety +1

      I am so sorry for your for your loss 😢

    • @jamesleitner8969
      @jamesleitner8969 Před 6 lety +1

      maddison rose schroeder I feel u on that one

    • @christihuff-clements6896
      @christihuff-clements6896 Před 5 lety

      I hope this finds you doing better. I know you hurt still I'm sure nut hopefully it has lessened now. Much love

    • @joshunangst5155
      @joshunangst5155 Před 5 lety

      Sorry for your loss brother. I've been there more times then I can count. Memories past a life time!!! Thank fucking God for that lol

  • @hotrodkirk8525
    @hotrodkirk8525 Před 10 lety +6

    great song makes me think of my lovein sister who had to leave this sick world way to soon do to cancer
    R.I.P Misty love n miss ya

  • @apexplayz4966
    @apexplayz4966 Před 5 lety +8

    This song make me think so much thank you for posting it it helps me cope with who I lost

  • @tomhat4210
    @tomhat4210 Před 9 lety +86

    this song is about a loss of any loved one. nothing more nothing less. so stop and remember the one you loved and have lost

  • @uffuoinn4682
    @uffuoinn4682 Před 5 lety +1

    I moved away the day I turned 18 out of anger for what I was, I moved to MN last thing I said to my mom before I moved was I hate you and so much more then a 6 months later she came up to see me and her aunt I thought she only came up to use us so we fought and fought and she left that was the last time we saw each other then she passed away in August... She never saw what became of me that I got a good paying job, a house, a car, a girlfriend, the family I've been looking for, and so much more, all I want is to know if she proud of me. Rest in peace jessica I know we fought but we were there when we need each other I love you mom

  • @127flyby
    @127flyby Před 10 lety +138

    It's funny. We all live separate lives. But when we lose each other, we all come together.

  • @adamf.4042
    @adamf.4042 Před 5 lety +2

    I will not ever stop loving her.. I knew it would never

    • @4514_RJ
      @4514_RJ Před 5 lety

      Work?

    • @adamf.4042
      @adamf.4042 Před 5 lety

      ?

    • @4514_RJ
      @4514_RJ Před 5 lety

      @@adamf.4042 knew it would never what?
      Work?

    • @adamf.4042
      @adamf.4042 Před 5 lety

      @@4514_RJ I knew it wouldn't ever go away.. Me loving her.... It's been a few years and I still think of her every day...

    • @4514_RJ
      @4514_RJ Před 5 lety

      @@adamf.4042 does she know how you still feel?

  • @texwarner349
    @texwarner349 Před 8 lety +14

    My dad kicked me out of his life last week. I can't help but think about him when I listen to this song.

    • @angelteran3875
      @angelteran3875 Před 7 lety +3

      Tex Warner same with me man..

    • @jadegreen5901
      @jadegreen5901 Před 7 lety

      I never grew up with a dad so your lucky.

    • @garysams9951
      @garysams9951 Před 7 lety

      Jade Green my dad left me when I was three

    • @garysams9951
      @garysams9951 Před 7 lety

      Dylan Hills no I don't fucking have to

    • @garysams9951
      @garysams9951 Před 7 lety +1

      ***** plus my dad done that to so what about you

  • @robertbud-popa2865
    @robertbud-popa2865 Před 3 lety

    Man...in life it doesn't matter how many times you'll fall down, it's how fast u can get back up he feet after every fall.. it's true...and also courage isn't having the strength to go on-it is going on when u don't have the strength....,never lose hope,no matter how hard it gets,there is always a light at the end of every tunnel ,so just don't close he eyes and keep following that light

  • @leeroquemore8713
    @leeroquemore8713 Před 3 lety +9

    I see this in a different light than the artist. More of a pain relationship wise. Behavioral health issues are no joke, and can rob you of so many things. I hope some day I can be half the man *she* needs me to be.😔

    • @sophiejones930
      @sophiejones930 Před 3 lety

      That's where I went in my head. How mental issues can destroy a relationship

    • @boone8751
      @boone8751 Před 3 lety

      Damn I got the same pablum

    • @krystalortez4285
      @krystalortez4285 Před 3 lety

      I have mental health issues too. But know this.... you are enough! Always❤

  • @StarliteNightingale
    @StarliteNightingale Před 10 lety +2

    This song brings back memories. Some pretty painful ones. My previous relationship ended probably on one of the worst possible notes; not because of cheating. We were always fighting. Day in and day out it was like World War 3. I can't help but wonder if this is what he's thinking now. I wonder if he's thinking that he wasn't even half the man I wanted him to be. Three years is hard to just let go of. I know he loved me. I loved him, too. After the last fight we had put one of us in jail, I realized that this wasn't going to work out anymore. It hurt him horribly. I left him crying, but it was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do. It took me a year to get over it. I never thought I'd be the one walking away but it had to end. For his sake and for mine. I can't speak for him, but I'm better now. Even though it was bad, I still wish the best for him and his happiness. I feel awful saying that I've moved on and don't plan on going back, but we all have to move on from our pasts sometime.

  • @kellydraconis6777
    @kellydraconis6777 Před 3 lety +3

    This song hit me hard. I lost a man I loved with all my heart to suicide in 1988. Still can't seem to get past it. This song really says it all.

    • @adamf.4042
      @adamf.4042 Před 2 lety

      Sorry for your loss. I'm watching my step-daughter (16 yr.old) go through the same thing. It's something nobody should have to go through. Especially at such a young age. :(

    • @kellydraconis6777
      @kellydraconis6777 Před 2 lety

      @@adamf.4042 I am so sorry she has to go through that. My heart goes out to her.

  • @99cachorro
    @99cachorro Před 2 lety +1

    I miss my dad, but his Seminole blood will flow through me till my last day.

  • @chrisballentine3380
    @chrisballentine3380 Před 5 lety +15

    in memory of my older brother who died 10 years ago in afganistan happy birthday and happy memorial day

  • @shyannthornton5460
    @shyannthornton5460 Před 5 lety +1

    R.i.p uncle Mike. Ill miss you forever until i get to see you again

    • @mattdirito3062
      @mattdirito3062 Před 3 lety

      Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
      Compliment and love towards my music .

  • @mandymitchell2994
    @mandymitchell2994 Před 8 lety +71

    how im feeling right now this is my life story

    • @doraedominguez2737
      @doraedominguez2737 Před 4 lety +3

      I'm going through a tough time.but playing guitar keeps me strong

    • @fredburchett1854
      @fredburchett1854 Před 4 lety +3

      Tell me about it....1 yr solo after a 25 year marriage...

    • @chazblacc
      @chazblacc Před 4 lety +3

      I feel you

    • @Suckmytoes11
      @Suckmytoes11 Před 4 lety +1

      That your feeling like half the man I wanted you to be?

    • @anthonynava8122
      @anthonynava8122 Před 4 lety +2

      Im in the same situation my gf keeps poking and pushing trying to get me to a certain point. I stopped loving me and put her first

  • @michaelmoore6285
    @michaelmoore6285 Před 4 lety +1

    I can relate to the lyrics I'm torn to pieces and broken down my best friend died in a car wreck and the other tragic part of that is I never told her how I really felt about her I hoped someday we would be more than just friends if only she had a little more time on her clock

  • @coltonstanek2182
    @coltonstanek2182 Před 8 lety +5

    every time i hear this i cry cuz my dad died last year and i never got to i love him the last words i said was have a good day see u tomorrow now he won't see grow up to be a man

    • @thegoodomens1904
      @thegoodomens1904 Před 8 lety +1

      sorry for your loss

    • @VarietyMusicLover
      @VarietyMusicLover Před 8 lety

      sorry to hear man lost my dad many a years ago sure i might not have lived up to his expectations or ever will i'll never know but i still have his blood flowing through my veins and i do the best i can god bless

  • @AlbinoNinja2K
    @AlbinoNinja2K Před 5 lety +1

    Ever since my brother died I have been lost. Although he always led me down the worst path it was at least something to follow. Now I have to find my own way which is the most painful thing.
    At least without him the best thing I can say is without him I turned my life around for the better. But it still feels wrong and out of place. Stupid I know, but I miss him even if he made my life hell.

  • @michaelboydwilson8431
    @michaelboydwilson8431 Před 5 lety +4

    I've been apart from my wife for awhile and I still see her face,man i wish she was here.

    • @johnnybryant1497
      @johnnybryant1497 Před 4 lety

      This is a Wonderful Song! It reminds Me of My Ex Fiance, Amanda! If I hadn't been an Abuser on Many Levels, We would be Married Right Now. 12 Years have went Past and I still can't get It out of My Head. I Miss You, Amanda!

  • @savannah3698
    @savannah3698 Před 4 lety +1

    Wow did the person with the first comment write this song. Nailed it. But opening your eyes realizing you lived your life in complete denial and wasted so much time is hard. And how could we be that wrong? But I have been. Its earth shattering and it consumes you if you let it. I has me. But no truth has ever been spoken better. Thank you
    I'm not alone after all.

  • @dameontrask5169
    @dameontrask5169 Před 5 lety +4

    I wonder sometimes ....no I know tht the soldiers who are now home and who fought for this country can relate to this song .....As the the government forgets us .600,000: homeless Vets ......Sarge U.S Army 11/ Brave ....... God Bless each and every Soldier

  • @kirkcurthoys1008
    @kirkcurthoys1008 Před 5 lety +1

    Personally never attached a memory to this tune, just LOVE it musically. I want to see them again desperately if only for this amazing tune!

  • @aliand.mangle4019
    @aliand.mangle4019 Před 6 lety +5

    Don't be sad if ur loved. Ones.die thair.still hear for u ♡ I'm here.for you too

  • @bethdunn5729
    @bethdunn5729 Před 4 lety +2

    I know how it feels to miss someone who is gone that you thought you would see them again but you can't

  • @edwardmoore2820
    @edwardmoore2820 Před 5 lety +3

    3 Year Old Daughter London found this song for me while playing on CZcams

  • @samuelcentamore6041
    @samuelcentamore6041 Před 5 lety +2

    First time I've heard this song and it reminds me of my mom and my daughter. My mom passed when I was 21 and there's a void that can't be touched by anything, no matter how hard I try and my ex has my daughter and I haven't seen her in over a year. The day she was born I told her she was my heart and everyday since then I told her until her mom hid her away from me. I still her everyday that she's my heart even if she can't hear me say it and I tell her and my mom that I love and miss them both everyday too.

  • @KingSeda96
    @KingSeda96 Před 8 lety +5

    Still see your face when you're not around. 💔

    • @mattdirito3062
      @mattdirito3062 Před 3 lety

      Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
      Compliment and love towards my music .

  • @kellod7646
    @kellod7646 Před 5 lety +2

    Dis song tells it all. Even though your not coming back. I have to except.

  • @taragiali2564
    @taragiali2564 Před 5 lety +3

    Im so in love with this song.

  • @aarondzamba9020
    @aarondzamba9020 Před 5 lety +2

    Damn this song hits hard asf,I just heard it today and it makes me think of my uncle so much. He took his life when I was 9 and it’s been 9 years since he’s been gone but now I have a tattoo for him on my chest so he’s always around🤟🏼

  • @wesclark8298
    @wesclark8298 Před 4 lety +4

    Man!!! I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!! NOV. 2019

  • @kylejackson3488
    @kylejackson3488 Před 4 lety +2

    Lost my father when I was 7. This song hits home every damn time I hear it

  • @TheArnold46
    @TheArnold46 Před 10 lety +3

    I heard this song for the first time today. I love it!

  • @GothKid1996
    @GothKid1996 Před 4 lety +1

    The first night I heard this song wrecked beyond my mind, was the night my soul was warped and saddened.

  • @bobbajek4313
    @bobbajek4313 Před 2 lety +3

    This song hits differently after a tough breakup.💔

  • @britishpatriot9422
    @britishpatriot9422 Před 5 lety +1

    Nearly five years and feels like yesterday still love her like crazy even though, she is thousands of miles away and has another man I cannot let go of the love I have for her. She was my angel and she will always have part of my broken heart

    • @4514_RJ
      @4514_RJ Před 5 lety

      Don't let it stew inside. Tell her how you feel.

    • @britishpatriot9422
      @britishpatriot9422 Před 5 lety

      J J she knows how I feel, sadly she doesn’t love me like I do her and has found someone else in the same country. I have come to the conclusion I am meant to feel this way for some reason. What that reason is a don’t know but there must be one

    • @4514_RJ
      @4514_RJ Před 5 lety

      @@britishpatriot9422 how do you know for sure that she doesn't love you, like you do her?
      And yes, there's always a reason. But sometimes we need to dig deep to suss it out.

    • @britishpatriot9422
      @britishpatriot9422 Před 5 lety

      J J because sadly for me she told me she doesn’t but it doesn’t matter to me I still love her like crazy

    • @4514_RJ
      @4514_RJ Před 5 lety

      @@britishpatriot9422 so is it unrequited?
      Or a case of her trying to push you to find someone else, because you two are in different countries?

  • @maxxamillion7492
    @maxxamillion7492 Před 10 lety +4

    yes this rocks and it does remind me of a relationship that just past!

  • @trimeculon
    @trimeculon Před 10 lety

    man story of my life right here it makes me break down every single time i listen to it..... this guy needs a noble peace prize.. souls crying out

  • @NoogDeNoog
    @NoogDeNoog Před 10 lety +3

    omg, I'm feeling my feels. can't believe the feels affected me so much for so long, thank god they're gone. just wish the feels wouldn't have changed me so much!

  • @MissNu
    @MissNu Před 4 lety +1

    I will always love him. No matter what

  • @plastipak09
    @plastipak09 Před 5 lety +5

    This hits home with 2 different people. The love of my life that doesn’t wanna be with me cause I’m “too perfect “ for her and my so called father. Boy oh boy this shit has me in my feelings

  • @knotmyname1911
    @knotmyname1911 Před 4 lety +1

    R.I.P. Esther,Christopher,Shayla. Miss you so dam much Love you