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I’m indirectly responsible for my grandmothers death. She had a stroke all alone, the afternoon I decided to stay with my boyfriend. When you have a stroke, your survival rates are based on time. There was no one there to help her or call 911. I should’ve been there and maybe she’d be alive today.
When my parents were going through a hard patch in their marriage, and divorce was on the table, my grandmother told me I had to keep the family together. I put supportive post-its all over the house. I tried to listen to my mom and dad and talk it out. I was 10. That phase has passed, and they’re still together, but now I go through near panic attacks whenever there’s a fight in the family.
i’m sorry that your grandmother put pressure on you to bring the family together when you were only 10. i was asked to do the same at 16 and it was very hard, so i cannot imagine what went through you. i hope you try to heal from your past and lead a happy future
I went through the exact same thing, but my parents end up getting a divorce. My mom blames me everyday for being the reason of their divorce ( I don't know why), though I was the only one who stood by her side 🙂
@@carolinecamlin321 You did nothing wrong, your parent’s divorce isn’t your fault! It must’ve been difficult for you to stand by your mum through and after the whole thing... It’s good to support someone, but you should stop when it hurts you. Look after yourself and take care of yourself❤️
Not always. It depends on if the person is hated (Hitler, Vlad the mpaler, child predators such as Jammu-setä, an infamous Finnish old scumbag who confirmedly raped 2 kids and by rumors he raped more but bribed the kids not to tell parents) or just lonely, with all friends gone for any reason, family dead and possibly living in a remote place. Such cases are rare, but possible. The latter may have been why i never got the chance to know my grandpas and grandmas on my fathers side.
why isnt this a really high comment? omfg that is so UGH idk how to describe this feeling, THIS IS WHY I HAVE TRUST ISSUS, and this is why i will do so many dna tests to my kids if i will have them (hopefully). i can just hope that dude do have a biological kid to procced his genes, and one day he will find up ASAP and dump that....im not gonna cuss cuz there isnt curse word for this kind of woman
The worst thing I ever did was tell my cousin where the spare keys to my grandmas car was. No one was allowed to drive that car. but I took that car out all the time. One day my cousin wanted to go to a party, so I showed him where the spare key was hidden. He ended up crashing the car and dying. My family doesn’t know that I told him where the keys were. If I never told him about the spare key, he’d still be here today. He was only 23 years old.
man... i'm so sorry. you didn't know, but i know that will never take the pain away. i hope and pray you get better and begin to forgive yourself. God bless you. Jesus loves you (i want to tell you that even if you don't believe that He is God. i just want you to know that He will be there for you even when everyone else may leave you. He understands when everyone else won't care to. He's been there for me when everyone else left. YOU are loved and He is ready to forgive you with open arms. that's what changed me.) have an amazing day. there is hope!
why did have to say guys? in the video there is litterly a girl who cheated on her boyfriend.and that dude hung himself. a part of me did trigger so hard that i had to go to the balkon.
Gatcha Uni-ve, Remember that we are NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR SOMEONE’S LIFE AND HAPPINESS. we should be kind and help people. But we shouldn’t carry a burden we were not made to carry
@@Jo-qc6mk bet. I’ve made my mom cry but i legit did not do anything. She just keeps going on and on about how she is going to miss me when I leave. I don’t really miss her when i levae for a week during vacation but i still love her. And I’ll visit home when i leave the house. But it’s annoying. I hate being such a big part of someone else’s happiness
My brother got sick one weekend and he was just laying on the couch complaining about the pain in his head. I think I said something like “stop overreacting” or something snarky like that. My mom had to take him to the hospital the next night and I went to school that Monday talking to my friends like “oh yeah, he’s just sick or whatever ". I had dance classes later and had to leave early because of my period. My cousin picked me up after I walked home and took me to her house. Around that time I texted my mom who was still at the hospital with him and asked how he was doing, she never responded. My uncle was there and he picked me up saying that we were going to get my sister from her swim practice and then head to the hospital, we both thought that we were just visiting him because we had been used to visiting him in places like that (he had autism spectrum and we used to visit him when he was having problems and had to stay somewhere over night). On our way there he told us that he loved us very much, “You know that you’re like a second daughter to us and we love you very much, right?”. When we got there we saw our aunt outside and she was crying, said he was in surgery to save his life. I called my best friend and she came right away and stayed as long as she could. I saw my parents hugging, they had been divorced since I was 4 and my dad didn’t even contact her, we were their only form of communication for visitations. He survived the surgery and I was so thankful. But he passed away at 2:45am the same night. I held his hand as he took his last breath and I will hate myself forever. I don’t want to make this longer than it already is so i can put what happened in the comments if anyone is wondering. Thank you if you’ve read the whole thing, I really appreciate it.
Hey sister , im not very good with consoling but look , i just wanted you to know its NOT your fault. Dont hurt yourself for something you did'nt do intentionally. Every brother and sister is like that. Know that he loves you and you love him too. 💯 May God bless you 😊
This made me cry, but I'm so sorry for your lost, u should not blame youself, all siblings treat each other like that. He knew u loved him and he did to
RIP to him 🙏 plz dont blame ur self 🙏❤️🤗 he want u to be happy so plz be happy 😀 he loves u and u loves him so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ so plz be good and happy ❤️🙏😀
You can resist! I suggest going to a therapist and maybe trying medication. There’s no shame in it almost everyone has to see someone at some point. God loves you and I do to. Never give up please 💕
It's hard when it feels like no one around you understands how you really feel. I would be lost if I didn't trust in Jesus to help me through everything. With Him I'm actually able to resist suicidal thoughts when they come into my head. Jesus (God) said: "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30
Thanks for all this I agree that we should all love ourselves but we should probably stop cuz this might get put on r/im14andthisisdeep lol but this subject is a topic that is still a problem and if you notice someone In this phase then keep a eye out for them 🥰
When I was 11, my dad was in a mental hospital due to depression and would come home on weekend leave. On Sunday night, he came to say goodbye before he was returned again to the hospital but i was too occupied watching a tv show and so just screamed goodbye without even looking at him. The next day, he was found hung in the hospital shower another regret: putting him into a hospital for mental disease (he was 'only' depressed after he lost his job, but had to live with people with more serious conditions like schizofrenia and personality disorders) where he got even more ill, and committed suicide. On top: the mental hospital was suppose to be designed for suicide prevention, yet, never checked on him after he was missing from his room. regrets i will never recover from
You were 11. You did not put your dad in a hospital. No offence but you were a kid. Nothing that happened was your fault. You're father was depressed. Saying bye to his face wasn't going to stop him doing what he did. Please don't blame yourself.
Wth your so rude someone just got run over by a frickin trick and u still have something bad to say about them!!! That shows what a cold hearted monster u are. Smh😤
i had always been my piano teacher's favorite student. she was this sweet, older lady who had a big wall of books in her piano room. we both enjoyed writing. piano lessons were about piano, of course, but it also felt like therapy. if i was having a bad week, i would tell myself, "on wednesday, my week's gonna get better." about a year ago, my piano teacher was going through a lot of medical troubles. she was only 65, so her doctors were pretty sure they could help her live longer. however, her situation got much, much worse. i first noticed it whenever we baked cookies on christmas, but she couldn't eat any because... well, she wouldn't tell me. i noticed her getting paler, and sometimes she even went to the hospital. one day, i went to my lesson (she still did lessons for me even though she was extremely sick) and i quickly found out that it was not a lesson at all. she sat me down and started talking about how she had stopped all of the medical treatment that was keeping her alive. she said it was because she couldn't live like that anymore, but i'm also pretty sure that she couldn't pay for it much longer, too. she started telling me about how she knew she wouldn't live much longer. my eyes were watering, and i was in disbelief. my mom also came in the room with me. the entire time, my piano teacher was telling me that she was okay with knowing that she would die soon. i didn't believe her. in my head, i was like, "she'll live. everything will be fine, miracles happen. and why would this happen to her, of all people?" it had been a long time of silence, and finally, my mom said, "do you want to say anything? it's okay to cry." i was silent. the next day, i was in my room, listening to music to get my mind off of everything. my mom came in my room, and she was crying. she didn't have to talk, i just knew by the way she was looking at me that my teacher had died. the day before, i didn't hug my teacher one last time, or say"i'm sorry" or anything. i just stayed silent because i thought that everything would turn out fine. i should've taken the chance to hug her for the last time, or, heck, even cry. if i cried, at least she would know that i was feeling something. but i didnt. i was näive that day. i just sat there, stone-faced, because i thought that everything would be fine. that is my biggest regret.
I'm sure she knew already, Its unfair to blame yourself, people real with grief differently, I'm very sorry for your lost but it's better to remember the good instead if dwelling on your regrets. I hope you see her in heaven one day ♥️
She definitely knew .. I'm sure ur eyes were speaking before you ..and u were in disbelief .. it's not an easy situation at all so don't blame urself for not knowing how to react ..just remember the good times and pray for her if u believe
My biggest regret would be talking to my dad rudely so many times and not telling him how much I love him how much he meant to me and now I can't.It's been 7 months we lost him and I miss him
Bro making someone fall in love with you and then never talking to them again.... how messed up can you be to play with real peoples feelings like that
Amanda Jonson i’m just being honest i mean if you go around desperate to giving your heart to anyone who will take it don’t expect me to cry you a river when you get hurt all relationships will end in pain if you don’t want to get hurt then don’t fall in love it’s as simple as that
The worst thing I've ever done: I broke up with my gf, we were best friends so I thought that was enough. I tried to be supportive but talking of our past realationship made me uncomfortable so when she'd bring it up id get angry. I shouldn't have, I should've supported her more. But I didn't realise, I was too self centred. She hung herself, it was my fault, but she was the best friend I've ever had. I feel my soul being ripped apart
Mimi not your fault. You had the right to be mad if it made you uncomfortable and was awkward. I’m sorry for your loss but it wasn’t your fault chief stay strong ✊
Mimi, I really feel for you, but suicide is never anyone's fault, you really musn't feel guilty about this. You are not responsible for her suicide, the thoughts and mental ill health that lead to such an extreme act are in many cases near impossible to read in another person. Grief is terrible for making you feel guilty. You are a compassionate person. Be kind to yourself and honour her memory by knowing you deserve love.
Worse thing I done was being blind. I do not mean blind as in " I need glasses" My best friend was fighting a eating disorder for 3 years infront of me. It stared when we were both on 6th grade. We would hang out on the cafeteria and she would eat little to almost nothing. Never thought of it. I would see how she would struggle to carry her backpack. Never thought to much into it just help her sometimes. She would hold her pencil and noticed how shaky her hand was. Brushed it off thinking she was nervous. We had a tickle fight and noticed that she lost alot of weight. I stayed silent and did not mention it. The on 8th grade I noticed she was to pale for my comfort and ask her. She broke down crying and pulled me to the restroom. She lifted her shirt and I would never take that image out of my head. She was just a skeleton. I felt like if I touched her I would rip her skin. She told me to stay quiet. I did. I stayed quite for a month until I can not hold the guilt and told the counselor. She is getting the help she needs but I can feel so guilty of not noticing sooner. I feel guilty for being so blind. I feel like the worse friend she could ever had. Edit: thank you for the kind words. I still feel guilty but it has gotten better. My best friend is still in recovery but is doing way better. So yeah we are both doing well. Again thank you for the kinds words. You will never know how much it means to me. Please take care of yourselves
We can’t always tell what’s normal/healthy and what’s not. I’m happy you got her help and I hope she does better. Just remember that even if she becomes a pain to be friends with it’s probably because she is struggling. It’s not your fault for not noticing but the best you can do now is hope and be there for her. Just being a friend is enough.
@Hell0 Hi On may 5th I watched my mom die and on Monday(3 days later)I went to school with a smile on my face as if nothing happened. What people say and put on their face doesn’t matter, it’s all about what they do. You should have a serious conversation with her and if she doesn’t listen to you, you might want to tell someone. Even if she hates you for the rest of your life at least you’ll know that she’s ok and not in pain anymore.
stop using social media, delete every app from your phone, use internet for only an hour a day for entertainment or to read e mails and stuuf, no fap, get hobbies and stuff like that, it really helps
@@jackfavvv0280 everyone have their own pain and we don't know how pain is that bcz we not in theirs shoes so.. We have to kind others and understanding each other ☺ (sorry bad english)
My parents were married for 14 years before I was born. They already had a son who was 10 by the time I was born. I was supposed to have a twin sister but when we were born my umbilical cord got tangled around her neck. She was born dead, while I was alive. My mom also died during my labour. After that my dad blamed me for killing not only my sister, but my mom as well... He never showed any sign of love towards me, to be honest he was disappointed on me. We would never call me his daughter.. Fortunately, I had my brother who always supported me and protected me from my dad... If you’re going through a tough time never forget that there’s always a light at the end ✨
Gacher Isa your father is hurting and needs someone to blame, unfortunately he chose you. I hope you’re doing ok now and I hope you know it’s not your fault even the slightest
@hairy otter being sorry for someone is feeling empathy and sympathy for them, which you clearly are incapable of, so maybe this isn't the place for you.
I notice re-occurring theme in these stories both in the comments and the video. Somebody requested a small favour or wanted something but the person declined and so they killed themselves. It’s strange how impactful the smallest of actions can be the breaking point between life and death for someone.
i dont think that the person not doing that little favout was the reason they killed themselves. suicide doesnt come to mind just because your friend is not answering your phone.
Yeah Mental health is real and some people still go through it today, that's why you should do everything in love and be honest with yourself when it's hard to love. It's okay to take a break, it's unfortunate that society punishes us for that though but we're getting there slowly but surely as a society we're progressing 💜
Lmao they deserved it. No one should do that and the dude probably had other problems too and loved her very much. I dont feel bad for them and especially the girlfriend. What the fuck lmao, im pissed at her
B That's a horrible thing to say. The regrets in my life are real and I think about them often. However I have never done anything that bad before and to feel the regret they must feel for the actions they cannot take back must be immense. No one should have that burden.
One thing I regret the most and forever will is thinking my parents loved my brother more then me. When I was younger I had a brother who had health problems, he couldn’t walk or talk. He basically couldn’t do anything so my parents were always around him. I always felt kinda jealous since he got all the attention but I still cared for him. One day I went to school and my aunt had to pick me up. Usually my mom would pick me up with my aunt so it was strange. She dropped me off at my house and my dad took my to the door, after they said their goodbyes he went to the kitchen to talk to me. He said my brother had a heart attack at school and is in the hospital with my mom. When I heard this I fell to the floor and started crying, my dad tried to comfort me and soon then we got ready to go to my aunts house. My aunts offered me to eat something but I refused, the only thing on my mind was seeing my brother, fearing I could loose him. After my dad and unclad ate we went to the hospital, I say my brother lying in the hospital bed and hold his hand. For the past 2 days I didn’t go to school, I was in the hospital with my brother. I was in the room drawing until both my parents and a doctor came to talk to me. They said they have to pull the plug, they didn’t want him to suffer. I started crying my cousins tried to comfort me and say, “ Don’t worry, you have use we are you siblings! “ and I just kept crying, but in my brain I didn’t want another sibling, m6 brother was the only sibling I want. The next day I was in another room and my cousin called me for something. We both went upstairs and I realized we were gonna say by to my brother. Everyone was reciting and praying and crying, I didn’t cry I couldn’t, I don’t know why but I just couldn’t. We then pulled the plug and my family broke apart since m6 parents fight everyday and I fight with my mom. My brothers death changed me mentally and physically since I started turning skinner and skinner and I never was interested in things, I hated going out and I just hated life in general, and I still do. Every time I head someone saying, “ Ugh my sibling is always annoying! “ it triggers me that when their siblings leaves them they will be heartbroken, it’s like your other half leaving you. Always love your siblings, you never know when they be gone.
I’m so sorry to hear that, I’m not the best at comforting people but I really hope you’ve been doing so much better, and if it hasn’t don’t give up cause it will get better eventually ❤️:)
I hope you're okay and you're doing well. I just wanted to say don't hate yourself or your life which is easier said than done. I have a sibling and if I was your brother I'd hate it, if my sister just stopped doing life like she used to from the pain of losing me. And I don't think your brother would want you to put you on hold either. I think you should live life to its fullest so one day when you see your brother you could tell him about everything you've learned and everything you saw; just so he can tell you how he was watching over you rooting for you the whole time. Life is unfortunately short but love, and the gift to experience someone's life up close lasts forever. Thank you for sharing I'm sure you're brother was/is amazing may his love and spirit live on in you. 💜😊
It depends on the relationship with your siblings. If I say my brother annoys me I wholeheartedly mean it. We do not have a love-hate relationship, we simply don't like each others presence and there are no exceptions to that. If he died there would be nothing to grieve about.
This comment section just makes me incredibly sad. To everyone who’s gone through tough times or is going through something tough, I’m here for you. Sending a virtual hug to y’all. You can do this!! 💙💙
Ever since i moved to a private school and not the top student anymore my grandmother keeps telling me i should've stayed in my old school so i could've been valedictorian. Up to this day she tells other people my failures and mistakes and talk behind my back every single day. My mom and dad are abroad and keep telling me to stay strong. I cried just a few days ago because i heard my grandmother trashtalking me with other people,about me handling money in the wrong way and that i spend it on useless things when it was her who always borrows money because she always doesn't have enough for whatever it is she is buying. Im sorry that im babbling about my problems to you i hope yall are good now.
my biggest regret: - when a friend's dad passed away in middle school I chose to go home take a nap instead of going to his funeral with her and our other friends. I was always sleepy after school so I decided going home to sleep was more relevant than going to the funeral. we're not close anymore but I think that said a lot about my personality at the time and shaped most of my current relationships trying to not replicate that same mistake of being self centered, cold and absent.
my biggest regret that i have done is not calling my dad on father’s day, even though he lives across the world and i only see him at least once or twice a year. people told me that all day he would just be looking at his phone in a chair, waiting for a reply from me.
awww! :(( go give him a call and send him a good morning text everyday. He sounds like he loves you a lot! My dad works love hours and I never see him often either, so I gotcha!
Well right now you have time. So do it now. Love yourself. I know it is hard, this is a journey. We all hate ourselves at some points. Physically sometimes too, which is true bur the thing to realize is this us humans; we are nothing short of a miracle inside and out. Even our flaws beautify us once we accept them. Try to love yourself because if you won't love yourself no one else is going to it sounds cliché but it's true. Appreciate yourself. Love yourself with every breath you take. It is hard but it does gets easier. Love you. Peace out
On March 4th, 2020, we were on a school class field trip. I sat next to one of my close friends in the theatre while we watched the play. I talked to this close friend every day through our classes and called on discord and played games together. We would talk about everything, except for his mental health. The next day, on March 5th, he killed himself. His death ate at my soul. Deep down, I feel guilty for not asking him about how he felt. I only realized recently that he never opened up to me or his family in the first place. Even then if I had asked him about his mental health, would he have opened up to me? The painful part is that he was part of my life almost every day, only to just be gone just like that on the next day. He was 15 years old and is now regrettably, a drifting memory. If you are reading this, please do me a favor and take some time to ask your friends and family how they're really doing.
Please don't blame yourself for his death he may have been hurting but don't blame yourself for not asking him you where probably having fun and maybe it didn't seem like he was hurting I understand the guilt you may feel but don't blame yourself
Bayleigh Thompson I know how you feel. Trust me everyone goes through a time in their life where ending everything and not feeling any things sounds like the better option. However, you'll have to destroy these kinds of thoughts. Always think of what amazing things you might experience with amazing people if you were to live to see tomorrow. I, personally, am always thankful when I get to enjoy a day after whatever bad thing I get through, because I didn't miss out on it. Maybe you were saying as a joke, and if you were totally understandable, but I just wanted to hopefully give you some hope if you happen to be serious.
Same I was distant with my parents in the 8th grade and they thought that something was wrong with me,so my dad comes into my room one day and says “you know your mother was crying because she thinks something is wrong with you” & just hearing that was a knife to my chest & just knowing that I was reason that she was crying was the worst pain in the world
The worse thing i have ever done Was degrading my ex girlfriend.. I was 18 at the time and we had bothed moved in together after only a year of dating in a ldr I had a huge porn addiction due to childhood neglect and depression And my toxicity spewed over in our relationship, i had my family use me as a scape goat due to our broken household and my age...and as i got into my first relationship i didnt know how to be affirming nor loyal All the criticism that l learned was later than exhibited on her..even when there was no justification for it, she was beautiful, smart, witty and just a cool girl overall Losing her is still my biggest regret We had so many bad fights That eventually she moved back to texas. In my heart of hearts i mourn her still I hated myself for a long time for how bad i was to her But now at age 25 ive done everything in my power to redeeming my bad behavior, i no longer criticize the women i date, i am more accepting and loving My family has since healed And in a way us dating was a lesson Minerva im sorry.
The worst thing I’ve ever done was cheat on my boyfriend who was the most sweet and pure person in the world, freshman year of high school. It is to this day my biggest regret and I feel terrible for it. It was nothing physical, just nudes, but didn’t realize the repercussions it had on people. He ended up staying w me for a year and then cheated on me many times after that. I’m not sure if I deserved it but I definitely know what it feels like to be cheated on and it hurts. I think about it everyday.
Yh even when my parents annoy me I always want to stay calm cuz the pain of losing them gets closer closer everyday I wake up so got to make the days count
This is probs the worst thing that would happen to me, nothing would make me feel bad more than this I'd just take the child and disappear and never ever see her face
the worst thing i've ever done was telling my uncle that i hated him, he died in a motorcycle accident 2 days later. i still kinda blame myself for it, he *was* my best friend and my uncle.
I know it can be easy for the mind to correlate the timing of his passing with the last time you spoke to him, but I promise you it wasn't your fault. If the two of you were best friends in this stage in life, he will ALWAYS love you wherever he may be. I'm sure he forgives you.
These comments made me realize that I need to appreciate ppl while they’re here and I really needed that. Me and my sis fight a lot over silly stuff same with my parents I cry all the time that I’m used to it, I hide it with a smile and leave it be. I need to be nicer to my family and listen to them better.I’m so sorry for all of you I know how it feels to lose a loved one and I wish you all the best. 💞
The worst thing I’ve ever done was wanting my brother to die during a time when he was suicidal. He was 15 and I was 11 and our relationship was really strained for my entire life before then. I remember my dad taking me and my other brother to the hospital to visit him and I couldn’t help thinking that I wanted him to die. Even through all of the verbal abuse (yelling at me and being overall a jerk) and some physical (hitting shoving and throwing things at me) I still feel bad. It definitely haunts me but I’m beginning to come to terms with it and everything else that happened
As an older brother who's gone through mental health issues, and as someone who used to be not so nice to my brother to say the least (I was 13-14 really young l) (my biggest regret of my life) it took years of guilt, and shitloads of alcohol (I had like 5-6 beers within like an hour to eventually breakdown crying saying I was sorry. He forgave me then and there, and a huge weight was lifted My brother and I aren't close, but I feel like thats more to due with personality and interests differences (they vary significantly), but its significantly better now we just are on a neutral basis with another we don't snitch or anything on each other (tho he's straight edge and my total drug count (different ones) now is almost double digits among a host of different things) he turned out much better than I have and I hope he continues to
the worst thing is seeing someone you love lose their trust in you, like a parent. it hurts more when they have trusted you thinking you were transparent with them. but when they realized the glass is tinted, their heart breaks and they start crying. crying from your own parents is the worst thing to hear.
I know, i was a compulsive liar and i have lied so much even when i wasnt a 13 yet. I have lied and lied to an extreme intent and because of my autism i started experimenting with lies to see how people react because i didnt understand them. Autism is a social disorder after all. And they lost there trust on me but finally after 5 years i have regain there trust and stopt lying to them
The worst thing I ever done was sit next to this girl for a whole year during my sophomore year of high school and never talk to her . I had no idea she was depressed and sad .when I came back from school after the weekend I found out that she killed herself. If only I knew she was depressed I could of done something , but sometimes you don’t know how much things matter till you loose them. So anyone out there struggling and thinking about suicide please don’t because you can always be loved.
cory vu well u didn’t know about her depression and u may rlly regret not talking to her and potentially being her support. but i think the regret u feel now and learning a lesson from it is what rlly matters and is enough. ❤️
Regret is hands-down the most unpleasant feeling anyone can feel, especially when something can’t be reversed now, but could have been prevented then...
carrying around the weight of someone else’s passing is harder than carrying the world on your back. if you’re in that situation, i want you to know that i love you so much and you’re so strong. the person who passed has forgiven you, i promise.
"I didn't want my parents to suffer through paying my medical bills anymore". This is why all healthcare should be free, people will go into debt to keep their loved ones or themselves alive.
I am so sorry. Please know that it was not your fault. My mom died from suicide and I was too blind to see it. I know the guilt doesn’t go away easy but with time, you will think of all the good memories you had with them instead of focusing on their death. I hope you find a support group you can talk to (there’s FB pages and probably in person). You can try therapy if you’re able to afford it. Hugs ❤️
Laylah Thank you for all the support 🤍 losing him was very hard but I can’t imagine how hard it must have been for you to lose someone who as so connected to you. you are a very strong person, I respect that
the worst thing i've ever done is when i once disregarded a person's love and presence in my life. when i was 8, my great-grandmother who had lived in a seperate country from me and my family, fell ill. i have little to no memories left of her, but i remember how she would always send me letters while she was sick, and we would sometimes videocall on Skype, with my mom being the translator for us since i didn't know a bit of japanese. she would also encourage me to continue playing guitar, which had always been a hobby of mine. i used to send recordings of me playing guitar to her and they would always seem to brighten up her day while she was bedridden and sick. i also regretfully remember how i used to dislike writing letters back to my grandmother while she was ill, since i struggled with writing in japanese and was just too downright lazy to write back, sometimes. i hate how i completely disregarded her while she was ill, and how i wasn't there, writing her more letters than i could've originally been writing to her while she was alive, before she had died. when i was told of her death, i felt inhuman almost. i vividly recall how my mother just sat on the floor crying, and how i just casually asked her what was wrong after being told the news. i felt horrible for ignoring the fact that she was dead. and i still regret everything about the situation, everything. i feel like there was more i could've done to support my grandmother, and to just be there for her, during her last months alive. and i burden myself with the fact that i still don't know japanese. and how i still don't know how to perfect guitar. but i keep trying to improve, for her sake. i love you, おちゃん. i'm sorry for not being there for you when you needed family the most. 💕❤
"Humans are weak. We depend on others to lean and thats what makes us human. " This was a line from a kdrama called it's okay to not be okay and I just felt like someone needed this... The one who pretend to be the strongest is actually weak. But lets not try to hide it... Let's lean on each and help each other grow.... Stick together for long and live :)
"I was 12. War broke out while we were on holiday and during this time I refused to help a girl being raped because I was afraid of the attacker. The next week we were travelling passed to make it to the airport and she was still laying in the same place.. Except she was dead. Not a day passes that I don't hear her crying for help. They've built a petrol station where she was as though it never happened.. or to remind us that we just travelled by when we should've stopped." - A relative from South Lebanon
I don't how old you were or if it was even possible for you to help her but I genuinely believe that this experience can motivates you to help thousands of rape victims all over the world. Love
The worst thing I've done is when I was younger I was jealous of my little brother, he got toys and candy, the things I wanted, the thing he did annoyed me, and one day he just kept on annoying me. I broke, I grabbed a plastic watering can and hit him with it, it was like those moments when you can't bottle it up no more, it took me a moment to realise I hit my little brother and didn't felt so terrible, so guilty. As I aged I kept getting angry at him and hurting him, now I'm much better and I'm very sorry to him and I hope he has a truly wonderful life, we still talk now and then.
Going to my senior prom instead of going to see my grandma in the hospital... she died 3 days later, one day before we were supposed to fly out to see her... after her burial, I found a message from her from my birthday a few months before, it broke me that I never checked my Facebook messenger to tell her that I love her and to thank her....
The worst thing I’ve ever done is: my grandma died a month ago due to corona and i don’t why but I never spent time with her and when I did I wanted it to be over as soon as possible I always thought these thoughts like I want her gone I wish was dead I want her out of my life and one time I said to her face I said I want you gone I want you leave I regret saying and thinking all of those mean things I want to hug one last why did I have to think that I wish I never did you never really know how much you love someone until their gone I miss her so much and I’m sooo sorry I’m so sorry I want her to know that there was that one time when I was sad about something and she came in my room and gave this big hug she made me feel loved and happy I want it one last one I want here her voice I want to laugh with her one more time when I was thinking those things she was only trying to help me but I didn’t realize it until it was too late I miss her I love her and I’m sorry
My biggest mistake was not saying goodbye to my older cousin after visiting. I was in 6th grade and was visiting family in the summer when I left I didn’t give my cousin a hug and I remember thinking that I should get out of the car and hug him.. but I didn’t. I thought I would see him again next summer but he ended up committing suicide. I miss him everyday
My moms friends daughter was in a car with her dad she was a new driver so she needed help parking. As her dad got out the car to help her park he tripped and was laying on the floor. so the daughter reversed the car and ran over his head. I’ve never met the daughter I always wanted to see how shes doing and just tell her it’s not her fault happened because it always makes me sad probably how much guilt she is probably feeling.
The worst thing I did.. There was this time when my neighbor's mother would often come home and not leave until we offer her lunch or dinner until one day she came expecting the same and I was sick of it already I didn't even bother offering her a glass of water only to learn that a week after that she had been hospitalized after she suffered a stroke and expired a few days later. We never fall short of negativity that hovers around but when it comes to altruistic behaviour we are easily tired and fails to keep up with it.
The worst thing I've ever done: I had a fight with my friend. She texted me an apology on Christmas day but I never replied because I was still angry with her. She died of unknown causes two days later.
It must be tough living with something like that. However think about it this way, she reached out for you even though you guys had a fight. In my opinion she had to have considered you a really good friend to push all of that aside and text you. You shouldn’t feel bad or guilty, she still had good memories of you when she passed. Don’t be so harsh on yourself. You need to forgive yourself. That’s what your friend would have wanted, right?? :)
Thanks, you helped me a lot. I had a fight with my Best friend a year ago we haven't spoken since. I am going to text her now only cause I read ur comment.
That one about medical bills really hit a nerve with me. I've had various health problems and was in and out of hospital in my late teens but lucky for me we have the NHS in the UK. You shouldn't ever be put in a situation where you have to decide if getting medical help is worth the cost and no one should have to bankrupt themselves for their health, something that they often have no control over.
Poppy T When I heard that I immediately said to myself "this is why we need universal healthcare". How sad is it that the person wouldn't have died because of their medical conditions but because of suicide. I have multiple chronic illnesses and stay in the hospital fairly often. I can't imagine not having as great of the healthcare I have, and I'm not even the worst case. My heart breaks knowing people think about this when already going through a tough and exhausting time with their health.
Reading your comment makes me so grateful that I live in Denmark, where being sick and getting taken cared of at a hospital is completely FREE. We have none of the worries that some people have about health, and that really hit me!
I’ve been in and out of hospital for a couple months for various medical reasons and it’s one of the worst feeling of guilt I have ever had. I don’t know how to handle it because I have no choice in going to hospital. Have any tips? Edit: I don’t have free healthcare we have to pay the bills☹️
YoYo Friedes I’m so sorry your going through that, it really difficult not to let it get to you. As far as guilt over money is concerned I had free health care so I’m not sure what to suggest other than to try and remember that your health is important and having money is nothing if your not healthy enough to enjoy it. I’ve had so many issues with having to call in to work sick and I always feel guilty for letting people down and for “wasting” a day of earning money I really need but I remind myself that my health, both physical and mental, has to be prioritised or it will just get worse. When I was in and out of the hospital as a teenager the best thing I did to keep my spirits up was to find things I was capable of doing while ill and really throwing myself into them. I couldn’t do anything physical so mostly read a lot and really go into my school art work. I think doing something creative is quite rewarding so that helped, and as a bonus it got me an A* for my GCSE art. I hope you feel better soon and just try and stay positive, having someone to talk to about your worries and concerns is also important so don’t keep it all bottled up.
:-( all very sad. I'm reading comments above and many go through difficulties due to medical expenses. i've had my fair share of multiple hospital trips and admissions and honestly... my biggest wish is for me to have good health
This is no where near as bad but I had a soccer coach. I was on his team for about 4 years. He was like a dad. He was tested with pancreatic cancer and everything went down hill. He tried so hard to be there. He started to get really skinny and we could all see him suffer. He was sent to the hospital and we all made cards for him. He was moved to hospice and died a few days later. I don’t know if he got our cards and that is the saddest part. He will never know how much we love him and I wish I had put more thought into it. I didn’t know how to react so I pretended like nothing happened until I was alone and then I cried until I was dehydrated. I could barely see the next day because my eyes were swollen.
I laughed at my Dad as he cried over his dead brother. I was a sexist four-year-old and I thought grown men shouldn't cry. I can't believe I was so callous and so cruel. If I could go back in time I would hug him and comfort him and tell him I was there, but I didn't. I hate myself for that. I know I was only four, and my father has probably forgotten, but I have not. The memory horrifies me every time.
U know.. its your old self.., its not u anymore, please forgive that kid on your past Back then when u're young, u dont know yet what truly wrong n right, u're still kid, u have sexist view bec of what ur experience back then, its not ur pure intention And we all human anyway sometimes we do wrong things, we learn everytime Just tell ur dad u love him and sorry Its my point of view and excuses for my english I really wish u all the best
@@michellej4008 Thank you, man. I'll try to move on from that experience. I have talked to a counselor about it, and she said "Really, how much emotional intelligence to you think a four-year-old has?", and that actually made me feel a lot better. I think there will always be that little bit of guilt, but talking openly about things makes them seem less important. Thank you for your comment, it means a lot.
@@h.s.6269 I don't think he knows. Besides, his forgiveness still won't make me stop feeling awful about it lol. I try to be nice and hope it's okay. It's actually been a lot better lately. :)
I feel like these last years after I got a boyfriend, I’ve been hiding too much from my family and loved ones. And I just think it’s hard to spend time with some of them, and it’s sad to think that they will be gone one day
I was in an emotionally very abusive relationship for way too long, and he made me cut ties with so many important people in my life... I regret not cutting this relationship off earlier, it changed so many things about how I view and treat myself and how I am present for the people I love. Still recovering from it but wishing I wasn't so distant from my friends and family in need for so long.
One of the worst things I ever did was tell my sister "I hate her" which was the last thing I ever said to her before she died 3 days later. It's been 6 years but to this day i still cry thinking about it.
For sure she knew you loved her and that you didn’t mean to say this. Please don’t think that it’s your fault. Things happend and people say dumb shit under the pressure. I hope you are okay
Jennism I am sure she forgives you and knew that you really loved her. Think about all the times you also said you love each other over the years.. xx I bet it is thousands by the actions for each other and years together. Sorry for your loss, no one can stop the bad thoughts repeating in our heads :( BUT we can add some good - no GREAT memories in with the bad. Sometimes this helps myself... take care lovely lady. Sending you luv from OZ.
The Kitchen Sink, So so many people do that. It’s so cruel. I see guys play girls all the time and make them fall in love. My close friend’s crush told her how she was so nice and that she was pretty. Then she told him he liked her and he said (and I quote) “I don’t like you, not even as a friend. You’re messed up and gross” at a huge party.
I did that to someone else. And I think about it everyday. The reason? My parents have a toxic relationship, my sister's marriage fell apart due to infidelity, and my other sister has no idea her husband has been hitting on me since I was 15 years old. It's left me with a crippling fear of commitment but my biggest fear is ending up alone.
My biggest regret is from 2018 when I was 17. Growing up, my biological mom had paranoid schizophrenia and didn’t have legal rights over me. When I was 12 and she was 56, I started seeing her more when my Guardian got her a place in senior living. She was finally off the streets and off drugs. I took a bus to see her every single weekend cus she was a couple cities over. One weekend I was so caught up into my call of duty game that I didn’t take the bus. She called and asked was I coming and I told her next weekend. We said I love you and hung up. That was the last time we ever spoke because that Wednesday my Guardian told me she had died from a heart attack. I regret skipping that one weekend. I loved my mom more than any living, breathing soul in this entire world.
I know yall are taking about how deep the hanging one is and I agree but can we talk about that one about the medical bills? Doesn't that show how messed up the health care system in america is? That shit was deep
ugh potatoes yeah let’s just have free health care like Canada so everyone can pay medical bills in their taxes even if they never go to the hospital (sarcasm)
AlexStealsMemes Fair enough if you feel that way. But to me, that's a price I'd be much more happy to pay as a taxpayer than other things we pay for right now, like say, funding the eight bullshit worldwide U.S. military interventions that do no good for our country's people or the rest of the world.
AlexStealsMemes Everyone goes to the hospital at least once in their lives, everyone sees a doctor multiple times in their lives, at least, think of all the basic things like vaccinations and getting sick as a child. Nearly 2/5 people will have cancer at some point in their lives. The vast majority of babies are born in a hospital, the vast majority of people die in a hospital or in a nursing home. Maybe if you're immortal you "never go to the hospital", but even if you don't necessarily go to the hospital, there are various other services that aren't cheap either, especially if you lack insurance (Think dental, vision, long term care, physical therapy, etc) that place a big financial burden on people of all backgrounds. Still not sold? Throw all of what I said into the trash can, and put your morals and ethics away and put on your thinking cap. Canada manages to cover every single citizen at a cost of less than HALF what the United States spends. That means, per person in Canada, they spend $5000 for healthcare, $3600 being taxes and $1400 being from employers and private funds. The United States spends $11,000 per person for healthcare, $7000 of it being from taxes, and $4000 of it being from employers and private funds. Just let that sink in for a moment. Canada not only spends less than half what the US spends TOTAL on healthcare per person, they pay about HALF the taxes we do for 100% comprehensive health coverage for 100% of the population.
I fell in love with my best friend, I was planning to tell her. But she developed an eating disorder and I wasn't aware, she starved to death, before I could. So if you have something you want to tell someone, do it now. You never know how much longer they'll stay.
I feel so sorry for you. This must hurt really bad and I wish you would have had the chance to tell her. This kind of hit home for me. I told my best friend who has some issues, also with eating, about my feelings only to find out that I was deep into the friendzone. I just regret not being truthful enough to myself to admit that I felt that way because when I did it was already too late. I don't know if I can save this relationship in the long run. We agreed to stay friends but it's not the same anymore since that day I told her. I don't blame her for anything but she means a hell of a lot to me and I'm scared I pushed her away a little now. It also pains to see her developing a relationship to another guy. I don't know how long it's gonna take me to get over this. May your friend rest in peace.
@@williw.5815 omg- I'm literally also in love with someone, that 'sisterzones' me. Like my lord do I have the worst luck in the love life. And it's really hard for me to open up, having lost the only person I cared for. But I wish you the best of luck in your case at least.
@@m.m.mmolly God damn, that really sucks but I think a good way to look at this is that neither of you chose your feelings and that I believe there is some love for you out there. Don't go around searching for it at all cost, rather try to keep an open attitude towards the world Who knows, maybe they will have a change of heart? Don't despair and thank you for having hope but I think my case is a lost one and I can live with that. The worst thing is just the social pressure tbh but it's ok
I’m sorry but the “I’ve never told him the baby was not his” actually angers me. You have a baby with another person who is not in their life meanwhile you have someone bending over backwards to take care of a child that he thinks is his. I feel absolutely awful for the husband and the baby. Unless it is a different situation, I have no empathy for that woman.
I was 17 my grandfather was drunk as always. after dinner he told me that he is having chest pain too much nowadays and having breathing problems and then he slept. I didn't take it seriously as he gets too emotional after drinking and talk to me for hours about every small thing. Next day after my school i was getting ready and searching him to tell that i m going to my class. I didn't find him. I opened the bathroom door to wash my face and found his body there. No one was at home except me my and my little brother. His body was all blue. I don't know for how much time his body was lying there. I immediately shouted and called my brother. We don't know what to do. Then my mom came we try everything rubbed his hands feet etc to bring him back but nothing worked. Then doctor came and we take him to the hospital. The doctor declared him dead and told my mother that he could be saved if he talked about his heart problems earlier.
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These comments made me realize that getting my xbox taken away for a week isnt the end of the world
bruh
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Anselma Hernandez
Lmaooooo
Lol I realized getting my car taken away for a month isn’t a big deal at all.
I got my phone taken away for a year once, and it was for slamming a door in the house.
the weight of feeling responsible for someone’s death is one of the worst and most painful things ever done.
Ikr..
CrayyZen what?
It’s not really his fault, but god you would feel bad
So the lesson is don't cheat and don't get with someone you know has a partner. Xx
I’m indirectly responsible for my grandmothers death. She had a stroke all alone, the afternoon I decided to stay with my boyfriend. When you have a stroke, your survival rates are based on time. There was no one there to help her or call 911. I should’ve been there and maybe she’d be alive today.
I'm scared for the day I'll be saying *The worst thing I did* ...
Me too
Me too..
Exactly....
@@ozantyson4747 Thanks
i agree.. i have not done anything that serious or grave in my life yet, and hopefully it stays that way
When my parents were going through a hard patch in their marriage, and divorce was on the table, my grandmother told me I had to keep the family together. I put supportive post-its all over the house. I tried to listen to my mom and dad and talk it out. I was 10. That phase has passed, and they’re still together, but now I go through near panic attacks whenever there’s a fight in the family.
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i’m sorry that your grandmother put pressure on you to bring the family together when you were only 10. i was asked to do the same at 16 and it was very hard, so i cannot imagine what went through you. i hope you try to heal from your past and lead a happy future
I went through the exact same thing, but my parents end up getting a divorce. My mom blames me everyday for being the reason of their divorce ( I don't know why), though I was the only one who stood by her side 🙂
@@carolinecamlin321 You did nothing wrong, your parent’s divorce isn’t your fault! It must’ve been difficult for you to stand by your mum through and after the whole thing... It’s good to support someone, but you should stop when it hurts you. Look after yourself and take care of yourself❤️
@@user-dq6hk7co8w thank you so much, this means the world to me ❤️❤️
“He hung himself” that hit me really hard.
It doesn't get any worst than that... : (
I feel like the girl had more guilt for the reason that he loved her that much, and his heartbreak was too much to bare. ☹😓
maiya dingle I doubt she feels any genuine sadness, though. She doesn't deserve sympathy at all.
That was a plot twist, i didnt at all think that was what was going to happen
Riko same..
"The sad thing is suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it down to someone else"
-James Kirkup
The sad thing is suicide doesn't end the pain. It just passes it on to someone else.” -James Kirkup (1918-2009)
This hit me hard.
@@kilahpennington3822 you mind if I edit my comment to that lol
@@mattthedestroyer2804 i don't mind
Not always. It depends on if the person is hated (Hitler, Vlad the mpaler, child predators such as Jammu-setä, an infamous Finnish old scumbag who confirmedly raped 2 kids and by rumors he raped more but bribed the kids not to tell parents) or just lonely, with all friends gone for any reason, family dead and possibly living in a remote place. Such cases are rare, but possible. The latter may have been why i never got the chance to know my grandpas and grandmas on my fathers side.
"I never told my husband the baby isn't his" oh god I couldn't even live with myself, how does that not eat you alive
Oi Bruv imagine being such a piece of crap that you do that to your own husband.
@@devanarayanan1243 your point?
why isnt this a really high comment?
omfg that is so UGH idk how to describe this feeling, THIS IS WHY I HAVE TRUST ISSUS, and this is why i will do so many dna tests to my kids if i will have them (hopefully). i can just hope that dude do have a biological kid to procced his genes, and one day he will find up ASAP and dump that....im not gonna cuss cuz there isnt curse word for this kind of woman
@@LeiaCariappa-zk9yt are you....trying to justfiy her? i gusse no but i didnt get the point of ur comment
@@subratanandy2142 if she makes it a fuss she wont be a wife.
The worst thing I ever did was tell my cousin where the spare keys to my grandmas car was. No one was allowed to drive that car. but I took that car out all the time. One day my cousin wanted to go to a party, so I showed him where the spare key was hidden. He ended up crashing the car and dying. My family doesn’t know that I told him where the keys were. If I never told him about the spare key, he’d still be here today. He was only 23 years old.
Its okay bro I know I'm super late but it's not your fault
Bob Dole oof size: *large*
I hope you're doing ok now❤️
@@user-ni7ui1nk8p poor taste
man... i'm so sorry. you didn't know, but i know that will never take the pain away. i hope and pray you get better and begin to forgive yourself. God bless you. Jesus loves you (i want to tell you that even if you don't believe that He is God. i just want you to know that He will be there for you even when everyone else may leave you. He understands when everyone else won't care to. He's been there for me when everyone else left. YOU are loved and He is ready to forgive you with open arms. that's what changed me.) have an amazing day. there is hope!
"I think my laughter is to conceal how much of that is real in my own life."
Wow.
It's a nervous giggle. And that happens to some people uncontrollably.
@@positiveturn3304 It's terrible when someone misinterprets that nervous laugh with that person finding joy in something
Me too I laugh when I'm sad most the time
@@Tokiohotel192 see the movie "Joker".
You know through all the comments and the video this one actually gave me chills
Guys please don’t cheat. If you feel that a relationship is not enough. Break up with him/her please.
why did have to say guys? in the video there is litterly a girl who cheated on her boyfriend.and that dude hung himself. a part of me did trigger so hard that i had to go to the balkon.
borinto bunto by guys I don’t mean the male species I meant guys as in general. Not everything has to be taken so literal dude 😂
mb :/ i was just confused and upset. sorry?
borinto bunto it’s cool.
I said this to my ex when we first were together
Didnt stop her at all . Sad story
The worst thing that I've ever done is making my mother cry, and not caring for her when she needed me the most.
Gatcha Uni-ve, Remember that we are NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR SOMEONE’S LIFE AND HAPPINESS. we should be kind and help people. But we shouldn’t carry a burden we were not made to carry
@@Jo-qc6mk bet. I’ve made my mom cry but i legit did not do anything. She just keeps going on and on about how she is going to miss me when I leave. I don’t really miss her when i levae for a week during vacation but i still love her. And I’ll visit home when i leave the house. But it’s annoying. I hate being such a big part of someone else’s happiness
I know what it feels but once your job is finsihed youll be satisfied.
Felt it
Same.
My brother got sick one weekend and he was just laying on the couch complaining about the pain in his head. I think I said something like “stop overreacting” or something snarky like that. My mom had to take him to the hospital the next night and I went to school that Monday talking to my friends like “oh yeah, he’s just sick or whatever ". I had dance classes later and had to leave early because of my period. My cousin picked me up after I walked home and took me to her house. Around that time I texted my mom who was still at the hospital with him and asked how he was doing, she never responded. My uncle was there and he picked me up saying that we were going to get my sister from her swim practice and then head to the hospital, we both thought that we were just visiting him because we had been used to visiting him in places like that (he had autism spectrum and we used to visit him when he was having problems and had to stay somewhere over night). On our way there he told us that he loved us very much, “You know that you’re like a second daughter to us and we love you very much, right?”. When we got there we saw our aunt outside and she was crying, said he was in surgery to save his life. I called my best friend and she came right away and stayed as long as she could. I saw my parents hugging, they had been divorced since I was 4 and my dad didn’t even contact her, we were their only form of communication for visitations. He survived the surgery and I was so thankful. But he passed away at 2:45am the same night. I held his hand as he took his last breath and I will hate myself forever. I don’t want to make this longer than it already is so i can put what happened in the comments if anyone is wondering. Thank you if you’ve read the whole thing, I really appreciate it.
Hey sister , im not very good with consoling but look , i just wanted you to know its NOT your fault.
Dont hurt yourself for something you did'nt do intentionally.
Every brother and sister is like that.
Know that he loves you and you love him too. 💯
May God bless you 😊
This made me cry and it’s 3am, I know I’m late but I hope your feeling much better now, I’m sure your brother would like you to be happy
I am really sorry for your loss and please don't beat yourself up for that.. he surely knows how much you love him
This made me cry, but I'm so sorry for your lost, u should not blame youself, all siblings treat each other like that. He knew u loved him and he did to
RIP to him 🙏 plz dont blame ur self 🙏❤️🤗 he want u to be happy so plz be happy 😀 he loves u and u loves him so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ so plz be good and happy ❤️🙏😀
Honestly reading the comments is more painful and heartbreaking than the actual video
facts
uwu no?
I know right.
Both are painful
Yeahhhhh
You cant resist suicidal thoughts when everyone around you thinks of it as a joke.
Same case for me too but eh I'm surviving
You can resist! I suggest going to a therapist and maybe trying medication. There’s no shame in it almost everyone has to see someone at some point. God loves you and I do to. Never give up please 💕
I feel you
@@kiwi1761 im only 14 and i dont know any therapists, also it's a bit embarrassing since my family always see me as a funny and cheerful girl.
It's hard when it feels like no one around you understands how you really feel. I would be lost if I didn't trust in Jesus to help me through everything. With Him I'm actually able to resist suicidal thoughts when they come into my head.
Jesus (God) said:
"Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30
The best thing I’ve ever done in my life is putting down the knife that could end my life please get help guys your worth it
@@teruterutheloveofmylife2679 that's lovely your right!
Not everyone is a tough as you
i am very proud of u 💕
Thanks for all this I agree that we should all love ourselves but we should probably stop cuz this might get put on r/im14andthisisdeep lol but this subject is a topic that is still a problem and if you notice someone In this phase then keep a eye out for them 🥰
@@binchook3245 I’m glad that your still alive.
When I was 11, my dad was in a mental hospital due to depression and would come home on weekend leave. On Sunday night, he came to say goodbye before he was returned again to the hospital but i was too occupied watching a tv show and so just screamed goodbye without even looking at him. The next day, he was found hung in the hospital shower
another regret: putting him into a hospital for mental disease (he was 'only' depressed after he lost his job, but had to live with people with more serious conditions like schizofrenia and personality disorders) where he got even more ill, and committed suicide. On top: the mental hospital was suppose to be designed for suicide prevention, yet, never checked on him after he was missing from his room.
regrets i will never recover from
All we can do is learn our lesson and try to be a nice person.
You were 11. You did not put your dad in a hospital. No offence but you were a kid. Nothing that happened was your fault. You're father was depressed. Saying bye to his face wasn't going to stop him doing what he did. Please don't blame yourself.
do not blame yourself, you couldn’t have done anything about it. i hope you are doing well❤️
I'm sorry for your loss
Forgive yourself bro
Holy it’s a therapy session in the comments
Alex Brill love you x
omg yes😂
Which is good thing in today's world.
😂
I'm just laughing at these comments
My biggest regret: Not waiting for my best friend so we could walk home together, she got run over by a truck that day.
Sorry
ガチャMushi
Im sorry 😐 😭😢😢
She’s not dead though.. she’s just in a coma.
@@sgmdogs3933 he not wrong tho...
Wth your so rude someone just got run over by a frickin trick and u still have something bad to say about them!!! That shows what a cold hearted monster u are. Smh😤
i had always been my piano teacher's favorite student. she was this sweet, older lady who had a big wall of books in her piano room. we both enjoyed writing. piano lessons were about piano, of course, but it also felt like therapy. if i was having a bad week, i would tell myself, "on wednesday, my week's gonna get better."
about a year ago, my piano teacher was going through a lot of medical troubles. she was only 65, so her doctors were pretty sure they could help her live longer. however, her situation got much, much worse.
i first noticed it whenever we baked cookies on christmas, but she couldn't eat any because... well, she wouldn't tell me. i noticed her getting paler, and sometimes she even went to the hospital.
one day, i went to my lesson (she still did lessons for me even though she was extremely sick) and i quickly found out that it was not a lesson at all. she sat me down and started talking about how she had stopped all of the medical treatment that was keeping her alive. she said it was because she couldn't live like that anymore, but i'm also pretty sure that she couldn't pay for it much longer, too. she started telling me about how she knew she wouldn't live much longer. my eyes were watering, and i was in disbelief. my mom also came in the room with me. the entire time, my piano teacher was telling me that she was okay with knowing that she would die soon.
i didn't believe her. in my head, i was like, "she'll live. everything will be fine, miracles happen. and why would this happen to her, of all people?"
it had been a long time of silence, and finally, my mom said, "do you want to say anything? it's okay to cry."
i was silent.
the next day, i was in my room, listening to music to get my mind off of everything. my mom came in my room, and she was crying. she didn't have to talk, i just knew by the way she was looking at me that my teacher had died.
the day before, i didn't hug my teacher one last time, or say"i'm sorry" or anything. i just stayed silent because i thought that everything would turn out fine. i should've taken the chance to hug her for the last time, or, heck, even cry. if i cried, at least she would know that i was feeling something.
but i didnt. i was näive that day. i just sat there, stone-faced, because i thought that everything would be fine.
that is my biggest regret.
I'm sure she knew already, Its unfair to blame yourself, people real with grief differently, I'm very sorry for your lost but it's better to remember the good instead if dwelling on your regrets.
I hope you see her in heaven one day ♥️
She definitely knew .. I'm sure ur eyes were speaking before you ..and u were in disbelief .. it's not an easy situation at all so don't blame urself for not knowing how to react ..just remember the good times and pray for her if u believe
Sounds like you were in denial, which is a perfectly common stage of grief... I'm sure she saw beyond that.
I'm crying fuck that hurts so much
I’m ugly crying right now
My biggest regret would be talking to my dad rudely so many times and not telling him how much I love him how much he meant to me and now I can't.It's been 7 months we lost him and I miss him
same, but time heals everything ;)
Oh my God.. just exactly what happened with me. Exactly 7 months and 3 days back from today 17/10/20
it actually makes me want to say my dad iam sorry and i love him alot
@@mominakhan7888 please do that
Hey i suggest you give lonely by mgk a listen im sure you'll relate
Bro making someone fall in love with you and then never talking to them again.... how messed up can you be to play with real peoples feelings like that
Sorry
honestly if someone is naive enough to fall in love they deserve to get their heartbroken y’all are too soft
anthony williams what happend to u Jezz bro
Amanda Jonson i’m just being honest i mean if you go around desperate to giving your heart to anyone who will take it don’t expect me to cry you a river when you get hurt all relationships will end in pain if you don’t want to get hurt then don’t fall in love it’s as simple as that
anthony williams Who hurt you?
The worst thing I've ever done:
I broke up with my gf, we were best friends so I thought that was enough. I tried to be supportive but talking of our past realationship made me uncomfortable so when she'd bring it up id get angry. I shouldn't have, I should've supported her more. But I didn't realise, I was too self centred. She hung herself, it was my fault, but she was the best friend I've ever had. I feel my soul being ripped apart
Mimi not your fault. You had the right to be mad if it made you uncomfortable and was awkward. I’m sorry for your loss but it wasn’t your fault chief stay strong ✊
F
Thats so dark
Mimi, I really feel for you, but suicide is never anyone's fault, you really musn't feel guilty about this. You are not responsible for her suicide, the thoughts and mental ill health that lead to such an extreme act are in many cases near impossible to read in another person. Grief is terrible for making you feel guilty. You are a compassionate person. Be kind to yourself and honour her memory by knowing you deserve love.
Forgive yourself
The medical bill . . bloody hell america, get free healthcare already
CaillieNotCali assuming ur British but yeah ur right
@@user-ni7ui1nk8p , probably because of the "bloody hell".
@@sofiatoto_yo2068 yes
Breaking a leg or arm can be a big burden for the family over in america but ‘’mURIcA HomE OF ThE FReE’’.
@@bageda3109 and people still become patriotic speaking about aMeriCa lmfao
The guy who hanged himself...tears in my eyes...
@@solitaryconfinement1975 still
crazy read head *hung
@@erika662 ok?
@@erika662 its hanged when its someone being hanged and hung when you hang your washing up he used the correct spelling.
@@erika662 1. ur wrong, it's hanged, and 2. really? that's what u point out
Comments made me realize how lucky I am :(
The only comment section which made me cry
Same bruh
@@yashmandhan9305 pussy, who tf cries reading comments
@@andresmcjr Dick, who acts like such a douchebag?
Scrolling through the comment section makes me realize how the percentage of my life to get FUCKED UP, sorry for my realistic
Worse thing I done was being blind.
I do not mean blind as in " I need glasses"
My best friend was fighting a eating disorder for 3 years infront of me. It stared when we were both on 6th grade.
We would hang out on the cafeteria and she would eat little to almost nothing. Never thought of it.
I would see how she would struggle to carry her backpack. Never thought to much into it just help her sometimes.
She would hold her pencil and noticed how shaky her hand was. Brushed it off thinking she was nervous.
We had a tickle fight and noticed that she lost alot of weight. I stayed silent and did not mention it.
The on 8th grade I noticed she was to pale for my comfort and ask her. She broke down crying and pulled me to the restroom. She lifted her shirt and I would never take that image out of my head. She was just a skeleton. I felt like if I touched her I would rip her skin. She told me to stay quiet. I did.
I stayed quite for a month until I can not hold the guilt and told the counselor. She is getting the help she needs but I can feel so guilty of not noticing sooner. I feel guilty for being so blind. I feel like the worse friend she could ever had.
Edit: thank you for the kind words. I still feel guilty but it has gotten better. My best friend is still in recovery but is doing way better. So yeah we are both doing well. Again thank you for the kinds words. You will never know how much it means to me. Please take care of yourselves
We can’t always tell what’s normal/healthy and what’s not. I’m happy you got her help and I hope she does better. Just remember that even if she becomes a pain to be friends with it’s probably because she is struggling. It’s not your fault for not noticing but the best you can do now is hope and be there for her. Just being a friend is enough.
Meanwhile she feels you are the best friend she ever had.
You might have saved her life that’s a good thing
Not your fault, it would be your fault if you were judgemental
@Hell0 Hi On may 5th I watched my mom die and on Monday(3 days later)I went to school with a smile on my face as if nothing happened. What people say and put on their face doesn’t matter, it’s all about what they do. You should have a serious conversation with her and if she doesn’t listen to you, you might want to tell someone. Even if she hates you for the rest of your life at least you’ll know that she’s ok and not in pain anymore.
the worst thing i have ever done :
i told people to love themselves , but i don't love myself and i hate myself
❤️❤️❤️you’re special. I know it may time to learn that, but please don’t stop trying.
Same
I can feel you
stop using social media, delete every app from your phone, use internet for only an hour a day for entertainment or to read e mails and stuuf, no fap, get hobbies and stuff like that, it really helps
@@Narko_Marko This is actually such a nice idea I will work on it ... Thank you
honestly this comment section makes me wanna be kind to everyone and to never ever be rude.
Why? What's wrong with it?
@@jackfavvv0280 everyone have their own pain and we don't know how pain is that bcz we not in theirs shoes so.. We have to kind others and understanding each other ☺ (sorry bad english)
@@yesiam1461 What if you are a sociopath and you lack empathy?
leah sophia stay that way
I turned the likes from 668 to 669 lol
My parents were married for 14 years before I was born. They already had a son who was 10 by the time I was born. I was supposed to have a twin sister but when we were born my umbilical cord got tangled around her neck. She was born dead, while I was alive. My mom also died during my labour.
After that my dad blamed me for killing not only my sister, but my mom as well...
He never showed any sign of love towards me, to be honest he was disappointed on me. We would never call me his daughter..
Fortunately, I had my brother who always supported me and protected me from my dad...
If you’re going through a tough time never forget that there’s always a light at the end ✨
I'm glad people like your brother still exist 💛
poor you, it's not your fault those things happened
Its not ur fault darling:)I love u and GOD bless you my dear.
Gacher Isa your father is hurting and needs someone to blame, unfortunately he chose you. I hope you’re doing ok now and I hope you know it’s not your fault even the slightest
You're so strong!! You are not alone ❤❤
Worst thing I ever did was not replying to my cousin's texts; she ran into a train >:(
7/8/1996-4/12/2018
I'm so sorry for your loss
hairy otter
you can feel sorry for someone you don’t know
hairy otter dude that’s actually so rude
@hairy otter being sorry for someone is feeling empathy and sympathy for them, which you clearly are incapable of, so maybe this isn't the place for you.
@hairy otter fuck off
I notice re-occurring theme in these stories both in the comments and the video. Somebody requested a small favour or wanted something but the person declined and so they killed themselves. It’s strange how impactful the smallest of actions can be the breaking point between life and death for someone.
i dont think that the person not doing that little favout was the reason they killed themselves. suicide doesnt come to mind just because your friend is not answering your phone.
No, but it might have stopped it. Which is why the other person usually feels remorse.
That small action is the last drop
Yeah Mental health is real and some people still go through it today, that's why you should do everything in love and be honest with yourself when it's hard to love. It's okay to take a break, it's unfortunate that society punishes us for that though but we're getting there slowly but surely as a society we're progressing 💜
Is love and support a "small favour"? Because it sure doesn't seem so to me
"He hung himself" I think that one might stick with me forever.
same here....
Tori The Busted im still shook
same smh
Yeah he clearly love her so much
He didnt love her so much he clearly overreacted. What is wrong with people who kill themself at this point? Yeah shes a bitch so go on stop crying
About The story of the guy who hung himself , I can't imagine the regrets the boy is having that's eating him alive
not only the guy who wrote it but also the girlfriend who cheated on him must feel awful too
B ikr
Lmao they deserved it. No one should do that and the dude probably had other problems too and loved her very much. I dont feel bad for them and especially the girlfriend. What the fuck lmao, im pissed at her
B That's a horrible thing to say. The regrets in my life are real and I think about them often. However I have never done anything that bad before and to feel the regret they must feel for the actions they cannot take back must be immense. No one should have that burden.
Yes, so sad
One thing I regret the most and forever will is thinking my parents loved my brother more then me. When I was younger I had a brother who had health problems, he couldn’t walk or talk. He basically couldn’t do anything so my parents were always around him. I always felt kinda jealous since he got all the attention but I still cared for him. One day I went to school and my aunt had to pick me up. Usually my mom would pick me up with my aunt so it was strange. She dropped me off at my house and my dad took my to the door, after they said their goodbyes he went to the kitchen to talk to me. He said my brother had a heart attack at school and is in the hospital with my mom. When I heard this I fell to the floor and started crying, my dad tried to comfort me and soon then we got ready to go to my aunts house. My aunts offered me to eat something but I refused, the only thing on my mind was seeing my brother, fearing I could loose him. After my dad and unclad ate we went to the hospital, I say my brother lying in the hospital bed and hold his hand. For the past 2 days I didn’t go to school, I was in the hospital with my brother. I was in the room drawing until both my parents and a doctor came to talk to me. They said they have to pull the plug, they didn’t want him to suffer. I started crying my cousins tried to comfort me and say, “ Don’t worry, you have use we are you siblings! “ and I just kept crying, but in my brain I didn’t want another sibling, m6 brother was the only sibling I want. The next day I was in another room and my cousin called me for something. We both went upstairs and I realized we were gonna say by to my brother. Everyone was reciting and praying and crying, I didn’t cry I couldn’t, I don’t know why but I just couldn’t. We then pulled the plug and my family broke apart since m6 parents fight everyday and I fight with my mom. My brothers death changed me mentally and physically since I started turning skinner and skinner and I never was interested in things, I hated going out and I just hated life in general, and I still do. Every time I head someone saying, “ Ugh my sibling is always annoying! “ it triggers me that when their siblings leaves them they will be heartbroken, it’s like your other half leaving you. Always love your siblings, you never know when they be gone.
Very true, siblings are important, it will get better for you ♥️
I’m so sorry to hear that, I’m not the best at comforting people but I really hope you’ve been doing so much better, and if it hasn’t don’t give up cause it will get better eventually ❤️:)
Stay strong 🥺
I hope you're okay and you're doing well. I just wanted to say don't hate yourself or your life which is easier said than done. I have a sibling and if I was your brother I'd hate it, if my sister just stopped doing life like she used to from the pain of losing me. And I don't think your brother would want you to put you on hold either. I think you should live life to its fullest so one day when you see your brother you could tell him about everything you've learned and everything you saw; just so he can tell you how he was watching over you rooting for you the whole time. Life is unfortunately short but love, and the gift to experience someone's life up close lasts forever. Thank you for sharing I'm sure you're brother was/is amazing may his love and spirit live on in you. 💜😊
It depends on the relationship with your siblings. If I say my brother annoys me I wholeheartedly mean it. We do not have a love-hate relationship, we simply don't like each others presence and there are no exceptions to that. If he died there would be nothing to grieve about.
This comment section just makes me incredibly sad. To everyone who’s gone through tough times or is going through something tough, I’m here for you. Sending a virtual hug to y’all. You can do this!! 💙💙
Ever since i moved to a private school and not the top student anymore my grandmother keeps telling me i should've stayed in my old school so i could've been valedictorian. Up to this day she tells other people my failures and mistakes and talk behind my back every single day. My mom and dad are abroad and keep telling me to stay strong. I cried just a few days ago because i heard my grandmother trashtalking me with other people,about me handling money in the wrong way and that i spend it on useless things when it was her who always borrows money because she always doesn't have enough for whatever it is she is buying.
Im sorry that im babbling about my problems to you i hope yall are good now.
Huggs!!!👉🥰👈
Corny asf
I made a girl fall in love with me, *I never spoke to her again*
THIS GOT ME SO FUCKED UP.
Anti-Social Pessimist ARMY~!
Anti-Social Pessimist That has happened to me... it's painful.
Same
So fucked that hurts 😓
i can relate. i don't wish this upon anyone.
plot twist: they're reading their own writings.
Omg
omg woah
yes the guy got pregnant.
not likely but ok
No ..what about the Guy Who was reading that paper with The report of Pregnant sin .. !
Are you joking ? This isn't true
THE worst thing a ever done was not loving myself and thinking the World be better without me .
Nah man, even tho people don’t think they need u, they need u. God made u for a reason, remover that
Rakeb royal AWWWW🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕✨
my biggest regret:
- when a friend's dad passed away in middle school I chose to go home take a nap instead of going to his funeral with her and our other friends. I was always sleepy after school so I decided going home to sleep was more relevant than going to the funeral. we're not close anymore but I think that said a lot about my personality at the time and shaped most of my current relationships trying to not replicate that same mistake of being self centered, cold and absent.
my biggest regret that i have done is not calling my dad on father’s day, even though he lives across the world and i only see him at least once or twice a year.
people told me that all day he would just be looking at his phone in a chair, waiting for a reply from me.
awww! :(( go give him a call and send him a good morning text everyday. He sounds like he loves you a lot! My dad works love hours and I never see him often either, so I gotcha!
K Y M O N O R T S A - i do! thanks for saying! we need more people like you c:
Niranjan Rajesh - sadly no, i just like it’s culture and is learning its language.
i love my dad soooo much this is the only comment that made me cry like fr
**calls dad immediately**
the worst thing I have ever done:
not loving myself
9 months later and I am still struggling
Isaiah Nieto it sucks. it all begins when people point out what they believe are your flaws. you never think you have a flaw until someone says so
Tattiana Rodriguez Same, insecurities are a pain
Felt this
Agreed. 🙏🏾❤
Well right now you have time. So do it now. Love yourself. I know it is hard, this is a journey. We all hate ourselves at some points. Physically sometimes too, which is true bur the thing to realize is this us humans; we are nothing short of a miracle inside and out. Even our flaws beautify us once we accept them. Try to love yourself because if you won't love yourself no one else is going to it sounds cliché but it's true. Appreciate yourself. Love yourself with every breath you take. It is hard but it does gets easier. Love you. Peace out
On March 4th, 2020, we were on a school class field trip. I sat next to one of my close friends in the theatre while we watched the play. I talked to this close friend every day through our classes and called on discord and played games together. We would talk about everything, except for his mental health. The next day, on March 5th, he killed himself. His death ate at my soul. Deep down, I feel guilty for not asking him about how he felt. I only realized recently that he never opened up to me or his family in the first place. Even then if I had asked him about his mental health, would he have opened up to me? The painful part is that he was part of my life almost every day, only to just be gone just like that on the next day.
He was 15 years old and is now regrettably, a drifting memory. If you are reading this, please do me a favor and take some time to ask your friends and family how they're really doing.
Please don't blame yourself for his death he may have been hurting but don't blame yourself for not asking him you where probably having fun and maybe it didn't seem like he was hurting I understand the guilt you may feel but don't blame yourself
May he rest in peace
My biggest regret :
Trusting others more than me
Trying to become someone I'm not and never was
you should always try to become a better person
"He hung himself" made me break down.
Oniscia Bruno sameee
I wanna die
Bayleigh Thompson I know how you feel. Trust me everyone goes through a time in their life where ending everything and not feeling any things sounds like the better option. However, you'll have to destroy these kinds of thoughts. Always think of what amazing things you might experience with amazing people if you were to live to see tomorrow. I, personally, am always thankful when I get to enjoy a day after whatever bad thing I get through, because I didn't miss out on it. Maybe you were saying as a joke, and if you were totally understandable, but I just wanted to hopefully give you some hope if you happen to be serious.
Oniscia Bruno i laughed because i laughed in nervous situations. fuck
Maroon Horizon it’s all fun & games until you actually stop being a kid & grow up
IK this is not the saddest thing but hearing my mom or dad cry is like a knife to my chest
True
Sir. Daequean Potato 46 years ago I agree with you
same, specially when i know i’m the cause
Same especially when my mom is crying cause she’s stressed😕
Same I was distant with my parents in the 8th grade and they thought that something was wrong with me,so my dad comes into my room one day and says “you know your mother was crying because she thinks something is wrong with you” & just hearing that was a knife to my chest & just knowing that I was reason that she was crying was the worst pain in the world
The worse thing i have ever done
Was degrading my ex girlfriend..
I was 18 at the time and we had bothed moved in together after only a year of dating in a ldr
I had a huge porn addiction due to childhood neglect and depression
And my toxicity spewed over in our relationship, i had my family use me as a scape goat due to our broken household and my age...and as i got into my first relationship i didnt know how to be affirming nor loyal
All the criticism that l learned was later than exhibited on her..even when there was no justification for it, she was beautiful, smart, witty and just a cool girl overall
Losing her is still my biggest regret
We had so many bad fights
That eventually she moved back to texas.
In my heart of hearts i mourn her still
I hated myself for a long time for how bad i was to her
But now at age 25 ive done everything in my power to redeeming my bad behavior, i no longer criticize the women i date, i am more accepting and loving
My family has since healed
And in a way us dating was a lesson
Minerva im sorry.
How do you cope with porn addiction?
@@sleepwell7000 I definitely know its not easy, but cut off the porn as soon as possible no matter what, its worse on the brain then you know it is
@@midknight5194 but how I tried many times months actually and couldn't, but I hate it so bad
@@vitaminprotein6878 well, you're here now, so why don't you search on CZcams on how to stop that.. ya' know..
Go and say to her i am sorry on her face maybe you feel better about it because i have gone through something like this so say sorry to her
The worst thing I’ve ever done was cheat on my boyfriend who was the most sweet and pure person in the world, freshman year of high school. It is to this day my biggest regret and I feel terrible for it. It was nothing physical, just nudes, but didn’t realize the repercussions it had on people. He ended up staying w me for a year and then cheated on me many times after that. I’m not sure if I deserved it but I definitely know what it feels like to be cheated on and it hurts. I think about it everyday.
At least you learned your lesson.
@@teruterutheloveofmylife2679 Well said.
What goes around comes around. I think you actually broke the guy when you first cheated. Not defending cheating but it really changes people.
@@lrdssshmru5471 he probably doesn't believe in real love anymore either. There is no real love, it must has a condition
@@erim6035 cheating changes people . probably turned this poor guy into someone he wasn't.
Our biggest regret: Not spending enough time with our loved ones....
facts.
agree!!!
Well, not me. I spend half my time with family (besides school) because we see them a lot
Yh even when my parents annoy me I always want to stay calm cuz the pain of losing them gets closer closer everyday I wake up so got to make the days count
fr ! facts
damn these are all so deep. i was expecting "shop lifting" or "vandalism" but naaaah
Bust Bust 4 same dude. These are way deeper than I expected.
i shoplift regularly
Kesh Wang stop, its not worth throwing your life away like that.
If she really did love him she wouldn’t make him raise someone else’s child while he thinks it’s his. Damn man.
I know right? My man deserves to know the truth
She is evil and sees herself as a normal person, she cheated, made him raise another child, every man needs to get a baby tested when she gives birth
This is probs the worst thing that would happen to me, nothing would make me feel bad more than this I'd just take the child and disappear and never ever see her face
@@midknight5194 it should be mandatory
If he’s sure the child is his, and loves that child as his, then it’s his.
2:10
" The biggest coward is a man , who awakens a womans love , with no intention of loving her. "
- Bob Marley
Yeah but it's the girls fault
the worst thing i've ever done was telling my uncle that i hated him, he died in a motorcycle accident 2 days later. i still kinda blame myself for it, he *was* my best friend and my uncle.
I know it can be easy for the mind to correlate the timing of his passing with the last time you spoke to him, but I promise you it wasn't your fault. If the two of you were best friends in this stage in life, he will ALWAYS love you wherever he may be. I'm sure he forgives you.
You're not a looser my bro
Everyone said they hate someone they actually love, there is nothing really bad here. Except the death youe uncle, I'm sorry
@Edward Teach A.K.A Blackbeard what doesnt make sence?
It’s not your fault !!
These comments made me realize that I need to appreciate ppl while they’re here and I really needed that. Me and my sis fight a lot over silly stuff same with my parents I cry all the time that I’m used to it, I hide it with a smile and leave it be. I need to be nicer to my family and listen to them better.I’m so sorry for all of you I know how it feels to lose a loved one and I wish you all the best. 💞
I feel the same way as you, my friend.
Well said my friend. Cherish every moment you get with other people on this earth because tomorrow is never guaranteed
Wow that’s ironic I have the same exact problem with my family. thanks for being positive
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The worst thing I’ve ever done was wanting my brother to die during a time when he was suicidal. He was 15 and I was 11 and our relationship was really strained for my entire life before then. I remember my dad taking me and my other brother to the hospital to visit him and I couldn’t help thinking that I wanted him to die. Even through all of the verbal abuse (yelling at me and being overall a jerk) and some physical (hitting shoving and throwing things at me) I still feel bad. It definitely haunts me but I’m beginning to come to terms with it and everything else that happened
As an older brother who's gone through mental health issues, and as someone who used to be not so nice to my brother to say the least (I was 13-14 really young l) (my biggest regret of my life) it took years of guilt, and shitloads of alcohol (I had like 5-6 beers within like an hour to eventually breakdown crying saying I was sorry. He forgave me then and there, and a huge weight was lifted My brother and I aren't close, but I feel like thats more to due with personality and interests differences (they vary significantly), but its significantly better now we just are on a neutral basis with another we don't snitch or anything on each other (tho he's straight edge and my total drug count (different ones) now is almost double digits among a host of different things) he turned out much better than I have and I hope he continues to
the worst thing is seeing someone you love lose their trust in you, like a parent. it hurts more when they have trusted you thinking you were transparent with them. but when they realized the glass is tinted, their heart breaks and they start crying. crying from your own parents is the worst thing to hear.
I agree, I betrayed my mother by doing drugs and it hurt me so much when she said she never thought I’d do those kind of drugs
I know, i was a compulsive liar and i have lied so much even when i wasnt a 13 yet.
I have lied and lied to an extreme intent and because of my autism i started experimenting with lies to see how people react because i didnt understand them.
Autism is a social disorder after all.
And they lost there trust on me but finally after 5 years i have regain there trust and stopt lying to them
even worse when you know that it's your fault
*t h a t s d e e p m a n*
Feels bad man
RyanHardt *B A L L S D E E P*
Yes it is
The worst thing I ever done was sit next to this girl for a whole year during my sophomore year of high school and never talk to her . I had no idea she was depressed and sad .when I came back from school after the weekend I found out that she killed herself. If only I knew she was depressed I could of done something , but sometimes you don’t know how much things matter till you loose them. So anyone out there struggling and thinking about suicide please don’t because you can always be loved.
cory vu well u didn’t know about her depression and u may rlly regret not talking to her and potentially being her support. but i think the regret u feel now and learning a lesson from it is what rlly matters and is enough. ❤️
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@@josephthegod3514 How is that funny to you?
Sana Km temper m me ereeeeeeemm Terri mmmeeeeeeee
@@josephthegod3514 you're a pretty bad troll lmao
Regret is hands-down the most unpleasant feeling anyone can feel, especially when something can’t be reversed now, but could have been prevented then...
carrying around the weight of someone else’s passing is harder than carrying the world on your back. if you’re in that situation, i want you to know that i love you so much and you’re so strong. the person who passed has forgiven you, i promise.
"I didn't want my parents to suffer through paying my medical bills anymore". This is why all healthcare should be free, people will go into debt to keep their loved ones or themselves alive.
It's awful when you think of it in that way. How is a piece of cotton worth more than a life?
Nothing is free. The cost just gets passed to someone else.
That is one of the major advantages of living in Denmark.
Bcoz doctors help people live again so we have to pay them as thanks for saving life (my English bad I'm so sorry🙇🏻♀)
Here in belgium healthcare is free and it is a way better system than in for example america.
The worst thing I’ve ever done:
Not realizing that my friend was suicidal
He passed away 01-22-20
Fly high ❤️
I just want you to know it isn't your fault. I can't imagine how you feel and I know it's really hard to believe, but it isn't. It's not your fault.
I am so sorry. Please know that it was not your fault. My mom died from suicide and I was too blind to see it. I know the guilt doesn’t go away easy but with time, you will think of all the good memories you had with them instead of focusing on their death. I hope you find a support group you can talk to (there’s FB pages and probably in person). You can try therapy if you’re able to afford it. Hugs ❤️
My beloved bird passed away 1-23-20
Fly high...
Laylah Thank you for all the support 🤍 losing him was very hard but I can’t imagine how hard it must have been for you to lose someone who as so connected to you. you are a very strong person, I respect that
the worst thing i've ever done is when i once disregarded a person's love and presence in my life. when i was 8, my great-grandmother who had lived in a seperate country from me and my family, fell ill. i have little to no memories left of her, but i remember how she would always send me letters while she was sick, and we would sometimes videocall on Skype, with my mom being the translator for us since i didn't know a bit of japanese. she would also encourage me to continue playing guitar, which had always been a hobby of mine. i used to send recordings of me playing guitar to her and they would always seem to brighten up her day while she was bedridden and sick. i also regretfully remember how i used to dislike writing letters back to my grandmother while she was ill, since i struggled with writing in japanese and was just too downright lazy to write back, sometimes. i hate how i completely disregarded her while she was ill, and how i wasn't there, writing her more letters than i could've originally been writing to her while she was alive, before she had died. when i was told of her death, i felt inhuman almost. i vividly recall how my mother just sat on the floor crying, and how i just casually asked her what was wrong after being told the news. i felt horrible for ignoring the fact that she was dead. and i still regret everything about the situation, everything. i feel like there was more i could've done to support my grandmother, and to just be there for her, during her last months alive. and i burden myself with the fact that i still don't know japanese. and how i still don't know how to perfect guitar. but i keep trying to improve, for her sake.
i love you, おちゃん. i'm sorry for not being there for you when you needed family the most. 💕❤
"Humans are weak. We depend on others to lean and thats what makes us human. "
This was a line from a kdrama called it's okay to not be okay and I just felt like someone needed this... The one who pretend to be the strongest is actually weak. But lets not try to hide it... Let's lean on each and help each other grow.... Stick together for long and live :)
"I was 12. War broke out while we were on holiday and during this time I refused to help a girl being raped because I was afraid of the attacker. The next week we were travelling passed to make it to the airport and she was still laying in the same place..
Except she was dead.
Not a day passes that I don't hear her crying for help. They've built a petrol station where she was as though it never happened.. or to remind us that we just travelled by when we should've stopped."
- A relative from South Lebanon
NO I'M CRYING
I don't how old you were or if it was even possible for you to help her but I genuinely believe that this experience can motivates you to help thousands of rape victims all over the world.
Love
Fatima Fatima that hurts my heart
r/thathappened
Gold Coast Cards hey , you were 12
its not your fault okay ?
The comment section is more depressing than the video, it’s breaking my heart.
hairy otter huh?!
hairy otter I’m sure you’ve never had a deep trauma in your life, then.
hairy otter you have problems dude
It really pisses me off to see people say it's not their place to inform someone that their spouse is cheating on them. It is ALWAYS your place.
The worst thing I've done is when I was younger I was jealous of my little brother, he got toys and candy, the things I wanted, the thing he did annoyed me, and one day he just kept on annoying me.
I broke, I grabbed a plastic watering can and hit him with it, it was like those moments when you can't bottle it up no more, it took me a moment to realise I hit my little brother and didn't felt so terrible, so guilty.
As I aged I kept getting angry at him and hurting him, now I'm much better and I'm very sorry to him and I hope he has a truly wonderful life, we still talk now and then.
Imagine reading all this depressing stuff then reading a letter from a 5 year old like "I said I didn't eat the cookie but I did"
Lmao
That lightened the mood in the comment section alot. 😂
hahahaha, you are the best
This comment needs to get pinned haha
what age does☹
I can also relate to the one where the guy wanted to die because he didn't want his parents to have to pay for his medical bills
MyLifeWithFriends murica
MyLifeWithFriends same
Same
That's why you live in Canada :)
fucking America
Going to my senior prom instead of going to see my grandma in the hospital... she died 3 days later, one day before we were supposed to fly out to see her... after her burial, I found a message from her from my birthday a few months before, it broke me that I never checked my Facebook messenger to tell her that I love her and to thank her....
The worst thing I’ve ever done is: my grandma died a month ago due to corona and i don’t why but I never spent time with her and when I did I wanted it to be over as soon as possible I always thought these thoughts like I want her gone I wish was dead I want her out of my life and one time I said to her face I said I want you gone I want you leave I regret saying and thinking all of those mean things I want to hug one last why did I have to think that I wish I never did you never really know how much you love someone until their gone I miss her so much and I’m sooo sorry I’m so sorry I want her to know that there was that one time when I was sad about something and she came in my room and gave this big hug she made me feel loved and happy I want it one last one I want here her voice I want to laugh with her one more time when I was thinking those things she was only trying to help me but I didn’t realize it until it was too late I miss her I love her and I’m sorry
Home Sister’s
I am so so so sorry
This whole corona situation has really affected people badly
@@jade6092 I hate that people aren't taking this Corona serious
Slick-SZN same 😔
fuck why is this so short
bc its shallow
that's what she said. wait.. what
My biggest mistake was not saying goodbye to my older cousin after visiting. I was in 6th grade and was visiting family in the summer when I left I didn’t give my cousin a hug and I remember thinking that I should get out of the car and hug him.. but I didn’t. I thought I would see him again next summer but he ended up committing suicide. I miss him everyday
Sorry to hear
My moms friends daughter was in a car with her dad she was a new driver so she needed help parking. As her dad got out the car to help her park he tripped and was laying on the floor. so the daughter reversed the car and ran over his head. I’ve never met the daughter I always wanted to see how shes doing and just tell her it’s not her fault happened because it always makes me sad probably how much guilt she is probably feeling.
I am so sorry to hear that may he rest in peace it is not this person's fault
Thats some final destination stuff
Wow
i broke up with my bf after being accused of cheating everyday. he killed himself that day. the weight and guilt i still have is incredible.
But did you cheat on him??
My biggest regret in life is being “weak” and letting others take control of me
same
unfortunately same 😐
It's happened to me with a stranger...
Same
Yo- this comment was me in 6th grade
this literally gave me a life lesson
Marieanne Grace with what
with life
Marieanne Grace meme
Dark Warrior why dont you shut the fuck up.
Marieanne Grace shit life
The worst thing I did..
There was this time when my neighbor's mother would often come home and not leave until we offer her lunch or dinner until one day she came expecting the same and I was sick of it already I didn't even bother offering her a glass of water only to learn that a week after that she had been hospitalized after she suffered a stroke and expired a few days later. We never fall short of negativity that hovers around but when it comes to altruistic behaviour we are easily tired and fails to keep up with it.
“He hung himself”
The way my chest started hurting and I cried.
It hurt so much to hear that, just imagine you loving someone so much and then you find out they've been cheated
@@trickytrizzo7742 exactly :/ (ps: I’m so late to reply to this because I didn’t see this before😭)
The worst thing I've ever done:
I had a fight with my friend. She texted me an apology on Christmas day but I never replied because I was still angry with her. She died of unknown causes two days later.
IndigoCat I have no words but it wasn’t your fault
@xOr that’s kind of personal but it might have been a sudden death
It must be tough living with something like that. However think about it this way, she reached out for you even though you guys had a fight. In my opinion she had to have considered you a really good friend to push all of that aside and text you. You shouldn’t feel bad or guilty, she still had good memories of you when she passed.
Don’t be so harsh on yourself. You need to forgive yourself. That’s what your friend would have wanted, right?? :)
Oh my. Find Jesus.
Thanks, you helped me a lot.
I had a fight with my Best friend a year ago we haven't spoken since. I am going to text her now only cause I read ur comment.
That one about medical bills really hit a nerve with me. I've had various health problems and was in and out of hospital in my late teens but lucky for me we have the NHS in the UK. You shouldn't ever be put in a situation where you have to decide if getting medical help is worth the cost and no one should have to bankrupt themselves for their health, something that they often have no control over.
Poppy T When I heard that I immediately said to myself "this is why we need universal healthcare". How sad is it that the person wouldn't have died because of their medical conditions but because of suicide. I have multiple chronic illnesses and stay in the hospital fairly often. I can't imagine not having as great of the healthcare I have, and I'm not even the worst case. My heart breaks knowing people think about this when already going through a tough and exhausting time with their health.
Reading your comment makes me so grateful that I live in Denmark, where being sick and getting taken cared of at a hospital is completely FREE. We have none of the worries that some people have about health, and that really hit me!
I’ve been in and out of hospital for a couple months for various medical reasons and it’s one of the worst feeling of guilt I have ever had. I don’t know how to handle it because I have no choice in going to hospital. Have any tips?
Edit: I don’t have free healthcare we have to pay the bills☹️
YoYo Friedes I’m so sorry your going through that, it really difficult not to let it get to you. As far as guilt over money is concerned I had free health care so I’m not sure what to suggest other than to try and remember that your health is important and having money is nothing if your not healthy enough to enjoy it. I’ve had so many issues with having to call in to work sick and I always feel guilty for letting people down and for “wasting” a day of earning money I really need but I remind myself that my health, both physical and mental, has to be prioritised or it will just get worse. When I was in and out of the hospital as a teenager the best thing I did to keep my spirits up was to find things I was capable of doing while ill and really throwing myself into them. I couldn’t do anything physical so mostly read a lot and really go into my school art work. I think doing something creative is quite rewarding so that helped, and as a bonus it got me an A* for my GCSE art.
I hope you feel better soon and just try and stay positive, having someone to talk to about your worries and concerns is also important so don’t keep it all bottled up.
:-( all very sad. I'm reading comments above and many go through difficulties due to medical expenses. i've had my fair share of multiple hospital trips and admissions and honestly... my biggest wish is for me to have good health
This is no where near as bad but I had a soccer coach. I was on his team for about 4 years. He was like a dad. He was tested with pancreatic cancer and everything went down hill. He tried so hard to be there. He started to get really skinny and we could all see him suffer. He was sent to the hospital and we all made cards for him. He was moved to hospice and died a few days later. I don’t know if he got our cards and that is the saddest part. He will never know how much we love him and I wish I had put more thought into it. I didn’t know how to react so I pretended like nothing happened until I was alone and then I cried until I was dehydrated. I could barely see the next day because my eyes were swollen.
The worst think i’ve ever done was hate myself when i really needed to be loved.
Plot twist: They're reading about themselves
Flora Ho but at 0:42 that means that guy's husband thought that 2 males could have a baby together lol
Yikes.
Haha No.
someone comments this on every one of these videos... lmao stop
Okay so who hanged himself then came back to life then?
I laughed at my Dad as he cried over his dead brother. I was a sexist four-year-old and I thought grown men shouldn't cry. I can't believe I was so callous and so cruel. If I could go back in time I would hug him and comfort him and tell him I was there, but I didn't. I hate myself for that. I know I was only four, and my father has probably forgotten, but I have not. The memory horrifies me every time.
U know.. its your old self.., its not u anymore, please forgive that kid on your past
Back then when u're young, u dont know yet what truly wrong n right, u're still kid, u have sexist view bec of what ur experience back then, its not ur pure intention
And we all human anyway sometimes we do wrong things, we learn everytime
Just tell ur dad u love him and sorry
Its my point of view and excuses for my english
I really wish u all the best
@@michellej4008 Thank you, man. I'll try to move on from that experience. I have talked to a counselor about it, and she said "Really, how much emotional intelligence to you think a four-year-old has?", and that actually made me feel a lot better. I think there will always be that little bit of guilt, but talking openly about things makes them seem less important. Thank you for your comment, it means a lot.
You can still apologize to him for it, can't you? To get closure for you.
@@h.s.6269 I don't think he knows. Besides, his forgiveness still won't make me stop feeling awful about it lol. I try to be nice and hope it's okay. It's actually been a lot better lately. :)
You were four, expecting a four year old to hold up to adult values isn’t realistic.
I feel like these last years after I got a boyfriend, I’ve been hiding too much from my family and loved ones. And I just think it’s hard to spend time with some of them, and it’s sad to think that they will be gone one day
I was in an emotionally very abusive relationship for way too long, and he made me cut ties with so many important people in my life...
I regret not cutting this relationship off earlier, it changed so many things about how I view and treat myself and how I am present for the people I love.
Still recovering from it but wishing I wasn't so distant from my friends and family in need for so long.
One of the worst things I ever did was tell my sister "I hate her" which was the last thing I ever said to her before she died 3 days later. It's been 6 years but to this day i still cry thinking about it.
Your sister knows you love her
Damn dude
For sure she knew you loved her and that you didn’t mean to say this. Please don’t think that it’s your fault. Things happend and people say dumb shit under the pressure. I hope you are okay
Jennism I am sure she forgives you and knew that you really loved her. Think about all the times you also said you love each other over the years.. xx I bet it is thousands by the actions for each other and years together.
Sorry for your loss, no one can stop the bad thoughts repeating in our heads :( BUT we can add some good - no GREAT memories in with the bad. Sometimes this helps myself... take care lovely lady. Sending you luv from OZ.
Jennism I'm sure ur sister knows you love her and she loves you back. Siblings fight all the time
"I made a girl fall in love me with, and never spoke to her again"
*THAT, that right there made me cry*
The Kitchen Sink,
So so many people do that. It’s so cruel. I see guys play girls all the time and make them fall in love. My close friend’s crush told her how she was so nice and that she was pretty. Then she told him he liked her and he said (and I quote) “I don’t like you, not even as a friend. You’re messed up and gross” at a huge party.
Been there
I did that to someone else. And I think about it everyday. The reason? My parents have a toxic relationship, my sister's marriage fell apart due to infidelity, and my other sister has no idea her husband has been hitting on me since I was 15 years old. It's left me with a crippling fear of commitment but my biggest fear is ending up alone.
Bethan May the friend zone is just as much a bitch.
Yep, happened to me
My biggest regret is from 2018 when I was 17. Growing up, my biological mom had paranoid schizophrenia and didn’t have legal rights over me. When I was 12 and she was 56, I started seeing her more when my Guardian got her a place in senior living. She was finally off the streets and off drugs. I took a bus to see her every single weekend cus she was a couple cities over. One weekend I was so caught up into my call of duty game that I didn’t take the bus. She called and asked was I coming and I told her next weekend. We said I love you and hung up. That was the last time we ever spoke because that Wednesday my Guardian told me she had died from a heart attack. I regret skipping that one weekend. I loved my mom more than any living, breathing soul in this entire world.
Literally sobbing reading through the comment section. It’s been some time now, I hope y’all are doing better. Sending everyone love. ❤️
I know yall are taking about how deep the hanging one is and I agree but can we talk about that one about the medical bills? Doesn't that show how messed up the health care system in america is? That shit was deep
ugh potatoes yeah let’s just have free health care like Canada so everyone can pay medical bills in their taxes even if they never go to the hospital (sarcasm)
czcams.com/video/KtU7kSoDAtM/video.html I think this is the girl that wrote that ...
AlexStealsMemes Fair enough if you feel that way. But to me, that's a price I'd be much more happy to pay as a taxpayer than other things we pay for right now, like say, funding the eight bullshit worldwide U.S. military interventions that do no good for our country's people or the rest of the world.
kylestyyle987 well said👏🏼👏🏼
AlexStealsMemes Everyone goes to the hospital at least once in their lives, everyone sees a doctor multiple times in their lives, at least, think of all the basic things like vaccinations and getting sick as a child. Nearly 2/5 people will have cancer at some point in their lives.
The vast majority of babies are born in a hospital, the vast majority of people die in a hospital or in a nursing home.
Maybe if you're immortal you "never go to the hospital", but even if you don't necessarily go to the hospital, there are various other services that aren't cheap either, especially if you lack insurance (Think dental, vision, long term care, physical therapy, etc) that place a big financial burden on people of all backgrounds.
Still not sold? Throw all of what I said into the trash can, and put your morals and ethics away and put on your thinking cap.
Canada manages to cover every single citizen at a cost of less than HALF what the United States spends.
That means, per person in Canada, they spend $5000 for healthcare, $3600 being taxes and $1400 being from employers and private funds.
The United States spends $11,000 per person for healthcare, $7000 of it being from taxes, and $4000 of it being from employers and private funds.
Just let that sink in for a moment. Canada not only spends less than half what the US spends TOTAL on healthcare per person, they pay about HALF the taxes we do for 100% comprehensive health coverage for 100% of the population.
I fell in love with my best friend, I was planning to tell her. But she developed an eating disorder and I wasn't aware, she starved to death, before I could. So if you have something you want to tell someone, do it now. You never know how much longer they'll stay.
True that
I feel so sorry for you. This must hurt really bad and I wish you would have had the chance to tell her. This kind of hit home for me. I told my best friend who has some issues, also with eating, about my feelings only to find out that I was deep into the friendzone. I just regret not being truthful enough to myself to admit that I felt that way because when I did it was already too late. I don't know if I can save this relationship in the long run. We agreed to stay friends but it's not the same anymore since that day I told her. I don't blame her for anything but she means a hell of a lot to me and I'm scared I pushed her away a little now. It also pains to see her developing a relationship to another guy. I don't know how long it's gonna take me to get over this. May your friend rest in peace.
If yall was to date. It probably would've hurt worst for you
@@williw.5815 omg- I'm literally also in love with someone, that 'sisterzones' me. Like my lord do I have the worst luck in the love life. And it's really hard for me to open up, having lost the only person I cared for. But I wish you the best of luck in your case at least.
@@m.m.mmolly God damn, that really sucks but I think a good way to look at this is that neither of you chose your feelings and that I believe there is some love for you out there. Don't go around searching for it at all cost, rather try to keep an open attitude towards the world Who knows, maybe they will have a change of heart? Don't despair and thank you for having hope but I think my case is a lost one and I can live with that. The worst thing is just the social pressure tbh but it's ok
My biggest regret is letting the love of my life go knowing I‘ll never find someone like him again.
Damn bro ❤️
I’m sorry but the “I’ve never told him the baby was not his” actually angers me. You have a baby with another person who is not in their life meanwhile you have someone bending over backwards to take care of a child that he thinks is his. I feel absolutely awful for the husband and the baby. Unless it is a different situation, I have no empathy for that woman.
I felt the exact same way. If you truly love someone, who can you lie to them everyday for the rest of your life?
I shouldn't have watched this eating chips bc I'm choking rn
im choking on my chocolate milk
and my chips
YourBuddyFoxyFNAF Gaming lmao no bc when u wanna cry u choke up
I had pure shock
I’m choking on my oxygen
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift that's why it is called the present"- Turtle from Kung Fu Panda
Master Oogwe ..
Good one!!
Oogway
I love this !!🥺
My favourite quote❣
I was 17 my grandfather was drunk as always. after dinner he told me that he is having chest pain too much nowadays and having breathing problems and then he slept.
I didn't take it seriously as he gets too emotional after drinking and talk to me for hours about every small thing.
Next day after my school i was getting ready and searching him to tell that i m going to my class. I didn't find him. I opened the bathroom door to wash my face and found his body there. No one was at home except me my and my little brother. His body was all blue. I don't know for how much time his body was lying there. I immediately shouted and called my brother. We don't know what to do. Then my mom came we try everything rubbed his hands feet etc to bring him back but nothing worked. Then doctor came and we take him to the hospital. The doctor declared him dead and told my mother that he could be saved if he talked about his heart problems earlier.
My biggest regret: not spending time with my mum in her last days she died because of cancer after suffering for 10 years