I Get Real About My Loneliness
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- čas přidán 10. 03. 2021
- This is the first and last video I'm doing like this, I felt that God wanted me to express myself, and be 100% honest about how I feel in a video.
Pray for me 😮 I don't like to drag people down, but to be frank when you feel like I do, you get past the point of caring.
This isn't a pity party, this is just how my life turned out, life isn't always easy, and there's millions of people in similar situations to myself, pray for them to be helped, until Christ's return,
Amen.
*Update, I had my first relationship at 34, which lasted 6 months...."
Now, there was never anything wrong with being single, Jesus himself was a bachelor, but I'm not Jesus, and I've had NOTHING but being single, it's very tough, loneliness is no joke.
I don't have faith that I'll find anyone suitable for me, let alone while I'm still young, this is the biggest test of my life.
*This video is not about my pen friend who stopped writing to me, but I included it as it's a part of why I feel as bad as this right now.
It's not her fault that my life is like this, I will say this though, and it's that friendship means a lot to me and it makes a big difference.*
It was a big deal to me because of my circumstances.
Years can go by thinking you have a 'friend', then it suddenly stops.
People are busier, have more problems and are more distracted than ever, so that makes it less likely you'll hear from them reliably.
I accept that she may have gotten bored with me, or ended up disliking me for whatever reason too.
I'd be surprised if I ever got a letter again, it's been over a year already (time doesn't mean anything to me), but I wouldn't be annoyed with her.
Because, life happens and things are rarely black and white...
To be fair, I hadn't watched any anime for months, lol - Hry
All this is still true, the lack of friends I have had has been largely to blame, it's not just about the lack of romantic relationships.
I am seeing your video 2 years after you posting. I hope you are doing well now. I am glad you did this video to share how you were doing. God bless from, Florida, US
Thank you so much, I am glad that at least one has commented here. I decided to abandon my channel recently, but did a video yesterday because of this man called Ray at church, but in all honesty I can't say what videos I will do in future? I had one short relationship at 34, but aside from that things are the same. I hope you check out the rest of my videos, and that your life is good?
Pray for me to have one or two good friends too.
Hello! I'm wondering if there is a possibility that you are feeling really comfortable and content within your being? I am 63yrs old and although, I am married and have some great friends, I still feel at times that I like to be alone because I love to be home, watch tv and I just feel content.
Yes, I am happy in my own company, I am not the needy type. If anything I would prefer a relationship where I saw her part time rather than living together, which I doubt would happen lol. It’s my sheer isolation and lack of friends that’s done this more than anything, but, life goes on, some days are better than others. Thanks for asking.
Hello. My name is Tom. I'm a 63yr old man. I hope that you are doing well. If you ever need a friend to talk with, I'm here for you.
Thank you Tom, I appreciate that thank you.
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You are struggling too? I am always here if you want a chat, I hope you like the rest of my channel.