For anyone who thinks I should not have made this video I would just like to say I made this for myself to watch as this was one of my favourite stream moments and it rly touched me at the time. I made sure to put clips of the next stream at the end so that it was clear to everyone that he was drunk so that nobody gets the wrong impression. I hope you guys understand 👍 Thanks for watching
There was a suspicious lack of clips from the two current main clippers (not Finnster and Amoya). I noticed from Reddit that a good percentage of Finn's viewers try to be "white knights" (a natural male instinct to protect their women).
@@android584 Yh and I knew people would be looking for it bc I was looking for it on yt and I couldn’t find it so I just did it myself bc I already make mc vids on another channel 🤷♂️
lots of streamers dont get that what we , the viewers crave most of all , is a EMOTIONAL connection. which is why i like stuff like this, or Ironmouse when she is having a bad day. emotions=connection.
I love how there's so many people that seem to like reverse bullying, like if someone starts getting genuinely chocked up from positive stuff, suddenly everyone decides it's time to say how much they've genuinely been affected in a good way, like they're all trying to make them cry harder 🤣
Finn crying, turning off the camera, realising he do be looking kinda cute crying, then turning it back on zoomed on his face is the eggest thing to ever egg...
this is so wholesome but also i want to give f1nn such a big hug. as someone that also gets a lot of comments from people i know about how i inspired them to realize they were lgbtq+, it's some heavy shit, man. jude's a good egg (pun intended)
Edit: Seeing Jude (the real person behind the F1nn/Rose persona) being vulnerable emotionally was heart wrenching 😥 But it comes from a good place. Alcohol just amplifies whats already there, which is he felt touched by the kind words chat was giving him ❤💯
Over the past 3 years I've gone from "gay bad, I can't watch anything gay." To "oh? Guys...dressing up..? That's bad. But, it's for funny? It's for laughs? Ok, I'll watch it. This is funny.. very funny. I'll watch more" and "no, this is actually bad. I'm liking this too much, I shouldn't watch it. I'll stop" then coming back a few months later. And now finally "it's completely okay for people to dress up and be whatever, and crossdressers highly attractive. I like men and women now" This community has shown me so many amazing people I still watch, and made me realize so much about myself. I even was able to come out to my brother, we talked a bit about finn (whom he doesn't watch but knows of) and some other similar creators. My brother is the only person irl I'm gonna be able to tell, and he supports me. ILY guys
This comment actually made my evening 😁 That’s so great that you were able to come out to your brother and I’m glad finnster helped you come to that conclusion one way or another 👍 Have a great day!
Yeah the past few years have really opened my eyes to who I am and what I want. I never thought being queer was bad or anything, I just thought I definitely wasn't. My eyes started to open when I started watching porn lol it quickly became apparent that I liked feminine guys the best. I tried to "cope" by saying it's just because they look like girls, but now i can admit that it's because a beautiful man is so hot. I've never been open about this just cause I doubt my family would ever let it go, but once I'm on my own I will pursue these desires. I've even lowkey been wanting to cross dress. I'm not trans, I very much feel and identify with being male, but goddammit I wanna be pretty sometimes
This isn't a video, it's a documentary A documentary about finn, rose and Jude slowly realising the impact they had on their own community, the impact they had on people, humanity as a whole. The people they saved. The lives they helped brighten, the people, who saw no hope untill they came across them. I can't say I was in a dark place, but I definitely wasn't happy not too long ago, f1nn and his otherwise alter-egos (along with several other creators) kept me going, now I'm doing OK, I've got better friends, a better mindset, better approach to rekationships, and a job I don't hate, and I wouldn't trade it for anything. People like F1nn, markiplier, wilbursoot, nihachu, technoblade and philza helped me through those times, through that state, they bettered me. And I can't ever thank them enough.
@@tieflingcorpse9817 Rose was more of a fan-given name, while Finn has stated that he feels like the girl-mode persona is more of a Jude. It's more of the name he gave the persona.
Man, I really was not expecting this. This sort of stuff obviously doesn't make it to his stream highlights channel and I don't generally watch his streams on twitch. But this is actually really touching. It is so easy as a young man to fall down the alt right pipeline and coming back from that is something to be proud of. It is so, so hard to admit you were wrong. I get stuff like this is embarrassing. I loath tearing up in front of others. I get it. But as a veiwer this is such a meaningful and human sort of thing. Like Jude isn't just funny pretty internet guy, but an actual human person woth all the complexity that entails.
@@somercet1 No one ever said he is part of the alt right pipeline, or that he ever was. He himself did however say he started to fall down the alt right pipeline, but managed to pull back.
Yeah, that's something I can relate to, thankfully I stopped watching certain creators and types of video and just got to know good open minded people, really helped a lot
2022 was an emotional year for F1nn... lots of changes in his life. This response of his on stream came out of pure, unbridled happiness, and gratitude for where he was at in that moment, and a deep love for all of the people that brought him there, regardless of the dropped inhibitions due to the alcohol. It was very special - thank you for capturing it and saving it; F1nn himself is reticent to so openly publish a display of this kind of vulnerability. Subscribed.
I think about this video a lot whenever I watch his streams or vids and he talks about getting multiple death treats a day and horrible comments and slurs all the time and yeah he’s probably used to them (bc let’s be honest when it’s a daily thing that’s jsut how it is) but there must be moments when it still really sends him to a dark place and seeing him freely cry over so many people telling him he’s helped save their lives really gets me
I wasn't expect this side of him honestly, his name enter my social circle less than a month and I have learn enough of him. Unlike many, I am consider as an old person (Yeah, this world isn't nice to ppl over 40), I could say it with confidence that these reaction from F1nn5ter is as genuine as it can be! It may seems to be a little funny as he keeps rejecting any compliments; however, it will be the Epic moment when he embrace the love from his supporters, that day will become one of the greatest in his community. And thank you to edit and upload this video, it is nice to see he is being honest (not verbally). *Edit: I will not share this on twitter unless with your consent
@@DaintyDudeClips Cool! I just want to make sure since you said this video purpose is for yourself, so a permission from you I feel is necessary. 😊 F1nn5ter has a good heart but rarely show it to his community, and there are so many accuse him on exploiting which is not true! I believe after people watch him in this clip will see how genuine he is. Have a great day and Happy Lunar New Year! ❤
F1nn, if you don't want to take full credit for helping people directly OK. At least you can take a bit of credit for creating a FUN/safe space where people with similar interests can gather & interact on substantive issues that are important to many of us. Thank you! BTW - *REAL* manly men are not *afraid* to show genuine emotions even to the point of tears. That takes courage. If that takes a pink dress & bunny 🐰 ears - then so be it.
Man the second half is a message that is important to spread, i am a crier. Like I cry a lot, almost any time I need to talk about anything emotionally charged. I can't help it even if it's minor and no matter how hard I try not to. But as a young man it is so unbelievably embarrassing to cry because society has deemed we aren't allowed to do that. I empathize deeply woth F1nn on that. But the fact is no matter how hard we pretend it isn't true, men do in fact have a broad range of emotions like women and there is nothing wrong with that.
Seeing someone I look up to cry is a weird feeling. As a guy, the moments my brain allows me to open up (even to myself) are very rare and I know so many people have that same problem. I don't think Jude realises how much positive impact his confidence has on people and it does me and a bunch of people good to hear him being open about his feelings instead of joking around for once. I hope he's well and the same goes for the rest of the community! Stay strong and keep being yourselves, whatever comes your way!
I watched the first video of you thinking I was gonna see some super weird.....I don't even know what I expected, but it wasn't good. I must say tho, you made me realize I judge ppl way more than I thought I did. Instead I saw a really genuine person with a great sense of humor, who I can relate to on some things. Keep doing you bro, you seem pretty awesome.
I had a similar trajectory growing up, if I felt I could counteract any of the hurt I may have caused with my words, or actions. . . you bet I'd cry. I wish that someday i'll leave more compassion in the world then I left pain. F1nn brought light to me at a dark time in my life. I thought I was alone, but seeing F1nn, and those around him be so kind, and support one another gave me hope. F1nn put a smile on my face when I didn't think it possible.
You know showing ur filling drunk or not just shows how good a person u are and that's why it one of my favorite creators so thank you for ur hard work
i dont watch twitch much so i obviously missed this so thank you for uploading it :) its nice to see finn getting the recognition he deserves for what he's done. im not good at writing about serious things, but he really does help an incredible amount people. im grateful to be one of them and im grateful for him ❤
Np 😉 this video was actually just meant for myself to look back on once it was gone from twitch but apparently thousands of people also wanted to see this lol
F1NN5TER suffers from imposter syndrome and is adamantly unwilling to admit he has helped changed so many people's lives. Repeatedly throughout the stream he tried to deflect by saying he hated his fans and didn't care about them. He later went on a rant about knowing other streamers who became sociopaths after getting too much praise. I think F1NN wants to avoid getting a bloated ego, and as a defense mechanism he refuses to own up to the good he has done.
thanks for making this video. i first saw these streams when i first got sober. awesome videos like these i would have never seen, had it not been for restreamers like you, and others. i'm straight, but love to peek into other worlds because i'm weird, but love it. Makes me feel not so alone in the world, and able to be emotional without the help of drugs and alchohol. so thanks for that
If I could tear up id be balling. The number of lives that F1nn has changed and will continue to change no matter how much he "Doesn't care" is astounding, absolutely emotional shit right here I wish him all the best. 🥺🥺 Definitely gonna have this video saved in a playlist for when I need it.
thanks to you and ashley for helping me figure myself out, i had no idea what i was going to do with my life since i felt this way, and stumbling across yalls channels really helped me understand myself. i found myself watching female voice trolling videos, then to how to do the voice videos, then you.
I was a little contrarian s**t in high school, arguing against stuff "for the sake of it", making racist jokes, being way too horny, etc. Every turn in my life has checked my arrogance and made me change my mind on s**t. I like to think I'm a bit less s**t nowadays, even if there's areas I still need to improve a lot in. Having progressive friends in HS and college was the best thing for me. I went down a way better path because of them. Thanks, buds. F1nn is an awesome influence on the Twitch environment, I love watching the clips. He helped me figure out some stuff about myself just by being there and doing what he does.
Finn: **helps dismantle some of the more toxic, hatred-filled notions of masculinity by just generally being likeable while crossdressing for laughs** Also Finn: “I don’t, IDGAF about you or anything that you do, DGAF about you or anything that you do.”
I needed this video in my life, I cried a bit honestly. I want to be able to be an inspiration the same way Finn is someday, I want to help people feel more comfortable expressing themselves the way he does for others. Finn has trouble accepting that he's been able to have such an impact on others and that's understandable. Sometimes it's truly hard to comprehend how much of a positive influence you've been to many people who you can't physically see. They way he refused to believe he's a good person and has been able to help people just by doing what he does truly shows how humble he is, even if he doesn't realize it.
This clip's a really intimate moment in a cc's career where you get to see them take a break from being an entertainer and speak to an audience as if they're in the room. I remember watching the highlight video where Finn talks about the time he wanted to give up entirely on his life and carved a date into a desk. It hit pretty close to home to hear that he saw that date long after and cried knowing he had made it. Finn's genuinely a sweet person and it feels so comforting to know this video exists. I don't cry, partly out of discomfort but also as a result of toxic masculinity. But seeing this and knowing it came from someone I respect and care about just shows how sweet he is as a person. Also, his voice is pretty sweet when he's speaking softer and more intimately :))))))
This is a speedrun of trying to get an emotionally invalidated and shut-off man to show everything someone made him feel the need to bottle up for so long. Done it, it's destructive, but it means you can finally feel like you don't have to be so stunted and alone anymore. Each chapter often takes weeks or even months.
This video is so very important and it teaches many many lessons. Even one person can change the world, even a small part, maybe one life, just by talking and live the life the best they can in front of everyone, just that is enough inspirational to save lives. This is a quest worth the pursuit and the reward, as F1nn learned that day, is unmeasurable. Crying and being in a cute pink dress not aligned to their physical gender, does not make a person weak, this video is a game ending proof of this. This person in the video is not weak, like our socity want us to believe, but is a giant, who saved lifes barehanded. Here F1nn has found an immortal legacy, of people that should have stopped existing but haven't and are now living a new life in the name of kindness and strength, teaching it to others, hopefully.
I just want to thank you for being who you are. It's because of your community and another youtuber, onetopicatatime, that I realized I'm trans. It's because of you and your community I felt comfortable enough to ask myself those sorts of questions and try to find a genuine answer. You're awesome and I hope you keep it up 😁
Thank you, Finn. I love your content and you've also been a bright light for me as well as a trans person. This meant a lot and I'm glad you know how much you mean to the community you've cultivated. It doesn't matter where you came from, it's where you are and I'm really glad you're here.
As a guy in his early 20s, it’s so crazy to see how many people had the same experience. I think so many of us got caught up in the “anti feminism” movements with all the cringy “owning libtards” compilations. It’s good to see that many of us got off that bus and realized it was just a path to hatred. Honestly, my own conspiracy theory is that femboys kind of spawned from this large group of young men who realized that it’s ok to be sensitive and in touch with their feminine sides rather than be ultra masculine and hate women.
Same it is those “insane feminists get owned” compilations that got me into the anti feminist/ lgbt, then 4chan and all that, I’m so glad that I got out of it, it could have ended up badly for me
@@julien1978-2 same comrade, I got captured by that bullshit pipeline on youtube and I just refused to see the alternative for a while until a certain youtuber(not fin) forcibly ripped me out of it, I'm glad I got out of it aswell
I really hope that this is the norm, because most of the guys in my school are super sexist, racist, homophobic. I hope that their harmful mindset will fade away when they get older, at least for a good portion of them.
He made me think about myself. Before I found him, I was glued to the concept of being straight as a norm and everything else being.. different. Or sort of not „correct“. The first time I watched him, I was very confused about myself. „Why do I like this? Why does it entertain me? Why does it make me feel a way I have never felt before?“ And suddenly, I was invested. Two years went buy and I was constantly having Discussions with myself about my self in my head like I was in a court room. Judging every emotional reaction to different type of people, content and to him. I was learning more about the LGBTQ Community and with time I started to question myself. „Is this just a Phase of mine? Puberty? Was I just to invested? It will go by! I don’t want to hop on a „Trend““ But it wasn’t a Phase, or a Trend. It was deeper. Much deeper the I could ever possibly imagine. It was a feeling of frustration that hit me first. „Am I right? Is this ok? Am I mental?“ December 25th of 2022. It was almost midnight and I was brushing my teeth. I looked into the mirror and then it hit me. „Why do I hate myself? Why don’t I embrace who I am? I am not wrong… I am just… me.“ And so, it began. Few months later, I finally came to a conclusion. I am not straight, nor bi or gay. I love all humans equally. I could be attracted to all genders no I feel towards all and I look more into the characters rather then Gender… what’s that called? Pan? Wow. I have a Flag now. Seeing how Jude just does what he desires, living his life without listening to the ones who judge him inspired me. For Years I was afraid to live as I am because I don’t want to be judged. But now, I am much much happier. I don’t care if some people dislike who I am or what I am doing because who cares. I have friends that support me, my family loves me and I am happy and alright. And since that, every day I feel better and better. Thanks to him:)
Wow..this was so touching, I had to stop watching 8 min in because I was getting a headache from tearing up from watching. F1nn is such a great guy!! I stumbled on his stream by random YT algorithm and subbed after the 3rd video. He's genuinely an amazing person :)
I feel for him, sometimes we beat ourselves up over our past selves that we believe that we're incapable of being a good person or receiving good things. Hope he's doing better and not feeling guilty over his past self.
Boy / Girl - I don't care F1nn is just bloody lovely! And honestly sexuailty right now I couldn't care what I am. What a lovely soul and beautiful person F1nn is. If I could jump through the screen and huh I bloody well would! ♥️
When I was a little boy, I told my mom I hated her ! She just stood there and then,she said that’s all right Because I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU !, it’s hard to hear! But you know it’s true . ❤ When you’re a guy we are Trained not to be careing ? And it not right …
I have only recently discovered miss finn but he has been unironically great. Besides conure he is the other big reason why i feel able to be out as trans and even tell my family this. I have nothing but love and praise for the cutie.
Crazy watching this now after he's met Ashley, got into a great relationship with her and adopted Tank. It gets dark for a while but light does shine through
This is y so many people like him weather straight or LGBTQ Ps. Thank u for all u do f11n5ter u gave way to this fun and safe place for people to be themselves we all love u
It’s so sad that F1nn doesn’t even realize that fans give Him all this credit, because he’s actually TRYING, actually empathizing and showing real change in a sea of people who don’t care at all. Most of the world just ignores all those voices that were thanking f1nn. That’s why all the fans give the credit. Because goddamn at least someone is trying.
It's not very British to have an earnest love-in where we gush about "our lovely community that helps each other" so he does a kind of sarcastic denial by saying FU to people who have understandably chosen him as a good role model. He's a good role model to anyone really. He's so much more confident than I was at his age. But it is a very nice community because most people are nice and the mods do a good job. I can see why people would feel saved or given the will to proper self-actualisation by watching or chatting in his streams.
I wonder if he was crying because deep down, he wants to open up and accept that he enjoys being girly a lot, but he's still masking the hell out of it because there's still some internalized transphobia, or at least feelings of "no for real guys!! this is just a weird sex thing!" for him to work through. I certainly don't know anything about that... And also the stuff about not wanting praise from fans to go to his head. That's valid imo
When I heard 2:45 from chat, and watching Finn's exact reaction to what was said.. I can't even begin to explain how real this moment felt and knowing full well what it feels like to have that exactly sentence said to you. My girlfriend had to convince me several times in our relationship that i was worry of love but I was genuinely incapable of believing her or anyone for like a year and change. I'm glad I listened to her. I hope F1nn listens too. "Everyone has skeletons in their closet to make them think they are unlovable, but we care more about who you are now, not who you were."
I very recently found out about F1nn, funny enough, on Friday the 13th this month (coincidence?). I watch these clips every now & then & it reminds me just how not alone I am in feeling like I sometimes gotta shut away how much I really love and care about the people in my life, and also even just ith expressing how I truly feel. It is SO HARD to show affection & realness, and even if F1nn was drunk & it was NYE, it shows how big his heart truly is & how much he loves what he does. He also helps people like me, a fellow crossdresser, feel comfortable in my own skin & not be ashamed of it. F1nn has changed the world & lives literally just by existing, and that is truly worth tears of joy in my book Keep doing what you're doing, f1nn. Thank you for giving me a safe haven & a space to be more free, even if it's just 5 or 10 minutes out of the day I might watch a vid of yours 💞
I also have a lot to thank him for. Watched him since 3 years ago when he started dressing, and was questioning myself. Thanks to him I had the nerve to explore and come out as transgender. So from the bottom of my heart Finn, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
For anyone who thinks I should not have made this video I would just like to say I made this for myself to watch as this was one of my favourite stream moments and it rly touched me at the time. I made sure to put clips of the next stream at the end so that it was clear to everyone that he was drunk so that nobody gets the wrong impression. I hope you guys understand 👍 Thanks for watching
probobly my favorite clip 2
He never looked more beautiful. Seeing him emotional was something else...
There was a suspicious lack of clips from the two current main clippers (not Finnster and Amoya). I noticed from Reddit that a good percentage of Finn's viewers try to be "white knights" (a natural male instinct to protect their women).
@@android584 Yh and I knew people would be looking for it bc I was looking for it on yt and I couldn’t find it so I just did it myself bc I already make mc vids on another channel 🤷♂️
lots of streamers dont get that what we , the viewers crave most of all , is a EMOTIONAL connection. which is why i like stuff like this, or Ironmouse when she is having a bad day. emotions=connection.
I love how there's so many people that seem to like reverse bullying, like if someone starts getting genuinely chocked up from positive stuff, suddenly everyone decides it's time to say how much they've genuinely been affected in a good way, like they're all trying to make them cry harder 🤣
Finn: Omg you guys are so sweet
Us: Gaslight gatekeep girlboss
HAhahahaha, soooo true. I'm watching this and thinking, "Wow, this is a feeding frenzy for passive aggressive bullies"
That’s me- I love flustering them in an positive way 🥰
Lmao that's exactly what them trolls were doing
Finn crying, turning off the camera, realising he do be looking kinda cute crying, then turning it back on zoomed on his face is the eggest thing to ever egg...
Paha and then trying to hide it by pretending hes embarrassed and telling us to f off 😆
Egg? How so (yes i understand the term)
Why did he cry in first place
@@LeoBliksem People overdid it with compliments+he was drunk af...
Just my opinion, but this is when his egg cracked.
this is so wholesome but also i want to give f1nn such a big hug. as someone that also gets a lot of comments from people i know about how i inspired them to realize they were lgbtq+, it's some heavy shit, man. jude's a good egg (pun intended)
Well said 👏
Edit: Seeing Jude (the real person behind the F1nn/Rose persona) being vulnerable emotionally was heart wrenching 😥 But it comes from a good place. Alcohol just amplifies whats already there, which is he felt touched by the kind words chat was giving him ❤💯
what happened to the name rose
@@ninjajeb Jude is his real name
@@MOTARACTUAL Isn't his name just Finn?
@@weakamna They are the one with many names
@@weakamna iirc he actually stole the name from a friend
Over the past 3 years I've gone from "gay bad, I can't watch anything gay." To "oh? Guys...dressing up..? That's bad. But, it's for funny? It's for laughs? Ok, I'll watch it. This is funny.. very funny. I'll watch more" and "no, this is actually bad. I'm liking this too much, I shouldn't watch it. I'll stop" then coming back a few months later. And now finally "it's completely okay for people to dress up and be whatever, and crossdressers highly attractive. I like men and women now"
This community has shown me so many amazing people I still watch, and made me realize so much about myself.
I even was able to come out to my brother, we talked a bit about finn (whom he doesn't watch but knows of) and some other similar creators. My brother is the only person irl I'm gonna be able to tell, and he supports me.
ILY guys
This comment actually made my evening 😁 That’s so great that you were able to come out to your brother and I’m glad finnster helped you come to that conclusion one way or another 👍 Have a great day!
this exact thing happened to me too
I’m proud of you brother, more people will love and support you than not
Real shittt
Yeah the past few years have really opened my eyes to who I am and what I want.
I never thought being queer was bad or anything, I just thought I definitely wasn't.
My eyes started to open when I started watching porn lol it quickly became apparent that I liked feminine guys the best. I tried to "cope" by saying it's just because they look like girls, but now i can admit that it's because a beautiful man is so hot. I've never been open about this just cause I doubt my family would ever let it go, but once I'm on my own I will pursue these desires.
I've even lowkey been wanting to cross dress. I'm not trans, I very much feel and identify with being male, but goddammit I wanna be pretty sometimes
from not crying for years because emotionaly numb to crying twice in one week... 2023 hitting hard... felt incredible btw
Felt this hard. Sometimes it takes crying to make you feel alive strangely enough.
Proud of you bro
This isn't a video, it's a documentary
A documentary about finn, rose and Jude slowly realising the impact they had on their own community, the impact they had on people, humanity as a whole.
The people they saved.
The lives they helped brighten, the people, who saw no hope untill they came across them.
I can't say I was in a dark place, but I definitely wasn't happy not too long ago, f1nn and his otherwise alter-egos (along with several other creators) kept me going, now I'm doing OK, I've got better friends, a better mindset, better approach to rekationships, and a job I don't hate, and I wouldn't trade it for anything.
People like F1nn, markiplier, wilbursoot, nihachu, technoblade and philza helped me through those times, through that state, they bettered me.
And I can't ever thank them enough.
jude?
@@tieflingcorpse9817 Rose was more of a fan-given name, while Finn has stated that he feels like the girl-mode persona is more of a Jude. It's more of the name he gave the persona.
@@grey8288 oh ok, i thought it was his real name
@@tieflingcorpse9817 it actually is his real name lmao what are you talking about
@@yancy1209 now im confused
Omg I honestly cried a little watching him cry. we love you Jude and we always will ❤
This is so sweet 🥺💖. It's so great that he was able to escape such toxicity and is helping to de-radicalized other people. 💖
he'll be back
10 mins of being told to fuck off by a bunny girl and awkward silences.. quality content.
Damn right
Man, I really was not expecting this. This sort of stuff obviously doesn't make it to his stream highlights channel and I don't generally watch his streams on twitch. But this is actually really touching. It is so easy as a young man to fall down the alt right pipeline and coming back from that is something to be proud of. It is so, so hard to admit you were wrong.
I get stuff like this is embarrassing. I loath tearing up in front of others. I get it. But as a veiwer this is such a meaningful and human sort of thing. Like Jude isn't just funny pretty internet guy, but an actual human person woth all the complexity that entails.
How is F1nn part of the "alt-right pipeline"?
@@somercet1 No one ever said he is part of the alt right pipeline, or that he ever was.
He himself did however say he started to fall down the alt right pipeline, but managed to pull back.
Yeah, that's something I can relate to, thankfully I stopped watching certain creators and types of video and just got to know good open minded people, really helped a lot
2022 was an emotional year for F1nn... lots of changes in his life. This response of his on stream came out of pure, unbridled happiness, and gratitude for where he was at in that moment, and a deep love for all of the people that brought him there, regardless of the dropped inhibitions due to the alcohol. It was very special - thank you for capturing it and saving it; F1nn himself is reticent to so openly publish a display of this kind of vulnerability.
Subscribed.
Bro needs and deserves all the hugs in the world.
That would be a big hug of skirts thigh highs and nuts
@@CIRILLABRUCE lol
I think about this video a lot whenever I watch his streams or vids and he talks about getting multiple death treats a day and horrible comments and slurs all the time and yeah he’s probably used to them (bc let’s be honest when it’s a daily thing that’s jsut how it is) but there must be moments when it still really sends him to a dark place and seeing him freely cry over so many people telling him he’s helped save their lives really gets me
“this isn’t gonna go on youtube” 😈
Hehe 🙃
I wasn't expect this side of him honestly, his name enter my social circle less than a month and I have learn enough of him.
Unlike many, I am consider as an old person (Yeah, this world isn't nice to ppl over 40), I could say it with confidence that these reaction from F1nn5ter is as genuine as it can be! It may seems to be a little funny as he keeps rejecting any compliments; however, it will be the Epic moment when he embrace the love from his supporters, that day will become one of the greatest in his community.
And thank you to edit and upload this video, it is nice to see he is being honest (not verbally).
*Edit: I will not share this on twitter unless with your consent
You can share this wherever, you don’t have to link me or anything. I only made this video for myself tbh 👍
@@DaintyDudeClips Cool! I just want to make sure since you said this video purpose is for yourself, so a permission from you I feel is necessary. 😊
F1nn5ter has a good heart but rarely show it to his community, and there are so many accuse him on exploiting which is not true! I believe after people watch him in this clip will see how genuine he is.
Have a great day and Happy Lunar New Year! ❤
@@MingWLee You too!
F1nn, if you don't want to take full credit for helping people directly OK. At least you can take a bit of credit for creating a FUN/safe space where people with similar interests can gather & interact on substantive issues that are important to many of us.
Thank you!
BTW - *REAL* manly men are not *afraid* to show genuine emotions even to the point of tears. That takes courage. If that takes a pink dress & bunny 🐰 ears - then so be it.
Man the second half is a message that is important to spread, i am a crier. Like I cry a lot, almost any time I need to talk about anything emotionally charged. I can't help it even if it's minor and no matter how hard I try not to. But as a young man it is so unbelievably embarrassing to cry because society has deemed we aren't allowed to do that. I empathize deeply woth F1nn on that.
But the fact is no matter how hard we pretend it isn't true, men do in fact have a broad range of emotions like women and there is nothing wrong with that.
its tough being Finn. which is why im so facinated by him.
We appreciate you for everything you do rose.
This is just further proof that Finn is a manly man, based solely on the level of insecurity toward being seen crying
Someone better have hugged fin after this it's so wrong for him not to have that poor guy he obviously has a big heart
Seeing someone I look up to cry is a weird feeling. As a guy, the moments my brain allows me to open up (even to myself) are very rare and I know so many people have that same problem. I don't think Jude realises how much positive impact his confidence has on people and it does me and a bunch of people good to hear him being open about his feelings instead of joking around for once. I hope he's well and the same goes for the rest of the community! Stay strong and keep being yourselves, whatever comes your way!
if this doesn't also make you tear up a bit idk what to say.
You are a robot if you don’t tear up at this 🥲
I watched the first video of you thinking I was gonna see some super weird.....I don't even know what I expected, but it wasn't good. I must say tho, you made me realize I judge ppl way more than I thought I did. Instead I saw a really genuine person with a great sense of humor, who I can relate to on some things. Keep doing you bro, you seem pretty awesome.
I had a similar trajectory growing up, if I felt I could counteract any of the hurt I may have caused with my words, or actions. . . you bet I'd cry. I wish that someday i'll leave more compassion in the world then I left pain. F1nn brought light to me at a dark time in my life. I thought I was alone, but seeing F1nn, and those around him be so kind, and support one another gave me hope. F1nn put a smile on my face when I didn't think it possible.
You know showing ur filling drunk or not just shows how good a person u are and that's why it one of my favorite creators so thank you for ur hard work
very based f1nn at the end of the crying stream. he's genuinely a great guy.
i dont watch twitch much so i obviously missed this so thank you for uploading it :) its nice to see finn getting the recognition he deserves for what he's done. im not good at writing about serious things, but he really does help an incredible amount people. im grateful to be one of them and im grateful for him ❤
Np 😉 this video was actually just meant for myself to look back on once it was gone from twitch but apparently thousands of people also wanted to see this lol
Man hormones really hit hard.
finnster is just so nice! thanks for this video, made my day
I'm balling my eyes out with u. We love u f1nn. ❤️
Present 🙋👍Thishould be F1NN makes everybody cry😁love you dude.
F1NN5TER suffers from imposter syndrome and is adamantly unwilling to admit he has helped changed so many people's lives. Repeatedly throughout the stream he tried to deflect by saying he hated his fans and didn't care about them. He later went on a rant about knowing other streamers who became sociopaths after getting too much praise.
I think F1NN wants to avoid getting a bloated ego, and as a defense mechanism he refuses to own up to the good he has done.
Be proud Finn, you have encouraged many people. ❤❤❤
This has inspired hope in me. I could go more into it, but it's 3am and I wanted to watch something wholesome before bed.
thanks for making this video. i first saw these streams when i first got sober. awesome videos like these i would have never seen, had it not been for restreamers like you, and others. i'm straight, but love to peek into other worlds because i'm weird, but love it. Makes me feel not so alone in the world, and able to be emotional without the help of drugs and alchohol. so thanks for that
No problem! I’m glad you enjoyed it and that’s great that you are finding ways to move away from drugs/alcohol 👍 keep it up
I think a good portion of his audience is straight yet here we are getting drawn in...
@@android584straight or bi but yh.. it’s just too easy of a rabbit hole to go down
@@android584 right?! it's way too good. especially tenmuses battle of wills vid was art imitating life
Thank you for making this.
LOL .. the dono @ 4:28 was so on point ! 😄
Chat was nice, F1nn cried happy tears.
All is good in F1nnland.
If I could tear up id be balling. The number of lives that F1nn has changed and will continue to change no matter how much he "Doesn't care" is astounding, absolutely emotional shit right here I wish him all the best. 🥺🥺
Definitely gonna have this video saved in a playlist for when I need it.
thanks to you and ashley for helping me figure myself out, i had no idea what i was going to do with my life since i felt this way, and stumbling across yalls channels really helped me understand myself. i found myself watching female voice trolling videos, then to how to do the voice videos, then you.
I was a little contrarian s**t in high school, arguing against stuff "for the sake of it", making racist jokes, being way too horny, etc. Every turn in my life has checked my arrogance and made me change my mind on s**t. I like to think I'm a bit less s**t nowadays, even if there's areas I still need to improve a lot in.
Having progressive friends in HS and college was the best thing for me. I went down a way better path because of them. Thanks, buds.
F1nn is an awesome influence on the Twitch environment, I love watching the clips. He helped me figure out some stuff about myself just by being there and doing what he does.
Awww so cute, hope he can come back to a time like this when he's down and feel some hope then
Finn: **helps dismantle some of the more toxic, hatred-filled notions of masculinity by just generally being likeable while crossdressing for laughs**
Also Finn: “I don’t, IDGAF about you or anything that you do, DGAF about you or anything that you do.”
Doubt deleting masculinity and switching it with femininity will fix the toxicity but okay.
I needed this video in my life, I cried a bit honestly. I want to be able to be an inspiration the same way Finn is someday, I want to help people feel more comfortable expressing themselves the way he does for others. Finn has trouble accepting that he's been able to have such an impact on others and that's understandable. Sometimes it's truly hard to comprehend how much of a positive influence you've been to many people who you can't physically see. They way he refused to believe he's a good person and has been able to help people just by doing what he does truly shows how humble he is, even if he doesn't realize it.
This clip's a really intimate moment in a cc's career where you get to see them take a break from being an entertainer and speak to an audience as if they're in the room. I remember watching the highlight video where Finn talks about the time he wanted to give up entirely on his life and carved a date into a desk. It hit pretty close to home to hear that he saw that date long after and cried knowing he had made it.
Finn's genuinely a sweet person and it feels so comforting to know this video exists. I don't cry, partly out of discomfort but also as a result of toxic masculinity. But seeing this and knowing it came from someone I respect and care about just shows how sweet he is as a person.
Also, his voice is pretty sweet when he's speaking softer and more intimately :))))))
hes so fine even when hes crying
This is a speedrun of trying to get an emotionally invalidated and shut-off man to show everything someone made him feel the need to bottle up for so long. Done it, it's destructive, but it means you can finally feel like you don't have to be so stunted and alone anymore. Each chapter often takes weeks or even months.
I love that you called it a speedrun haha
@@CommyMommy well Finn is a gaymer so… 🤷♂️😆
@@DaintyDudeClips true, lol. 😆😆
This video is so very important and it teaches many many lessons. Even one person can change the world, even a small part, maybe one life, just by talking and live the life the best they can in front of everyone, just that is enough inspirational to save lives. This is a quest worth the pursuit and the reward, as F1nn learned that day, is unmeasurable. Crying and being in a cute pink dress not aligned to their physical gender, does not make a person weak, this video is a game ending proof of this. This person in the video is not weak, like our socity want us to believe, but is a giant, who saved lifes barehanded. Here F1nn has found an immortal legacy, of people that should have stopped existing but haven't and are now living a new life in the name of kindness and strength, teaching it to others, hopefully.
I just want to thank you for being who you are. It's because of your community and another youtuber, onetopicatatime, that I realized I'm trans. It's because of you and your community I felt comfortable enough to ask myself those sorts of questions and try to find a genuine answer. You're awesome and I hope you keep it up 😁
i came here to see despair and all I see is god damn happiness
Thank you, Finn. I love your content and you've also been a bright light for me as well as a trans person. This meant a lot and I'm glad you know how much you mean to the community you've cultivated. It doesn't matter where you came from, it's where you are and I'm really glad you're here.
Well said fellow transient being 👏
He looks so pretty when he cries
As a guy in his early 20s, it’s so crazy to see how many people had the same experience. I think so many of us got caught up in the “anti feminism” movements with all the cringy “owning libtards” compilations. It’s good to see that many of us got off that bus and realized it was just a path to hatred. Honestly, my own conspiracy theory is that femboys kind of spawned from this large group of young men who realized that it’s ok to be sensitive and in touch with their feminine sides rather than be ultra masculine and hate women.
Same it is those “insane feminists get owned” compilations that got me into the anti feminist/ lgbt, then 4chan and all that, I’m so glad that I got out of it, it could have ended up badly for me
@@julien1978-2 Same brother, living in a pretty conservative place and seeing where that path leads, I’m glad I got out of it
as a girl you guys are really cool i'm glad you realized your mindset was harmful
@@julien1978-2 same comrade, I got captured by that bullshit pipeline on youtube and I just refused to see the alternative for a while until a certain youtuber(not fin) forcibly ripped me out of it, I'm glad I got out of it aswell
I really hope that this is the norm, because most of the guys in my school are super sexist, racist, homophobic. I hope that their harmful mindset will fade away when they get older, at least for a good portion of them.
He made me think about myself.
Before I found him, I was glued to the concept of being straight as a norm and everything else being.. different. Or sort of not „correct“. The first time I watched him, I was very confused about myself. „Why do I like this? Why does it entertain me? Why does it make me feel a way I have never felt before?“
And suddenly, I was invested. Two years went buy and I was constantly having Discussions with myself about my self in my head like I was in a court room. Judging every emotional reaction to different type of people, content and to him. I was learning more about the LGBTQ Community and with time I started to question myself.
„Is this just a Phase of mine? Puberty? Was I just to invested? It will go by! I don’t want to hop on a „Trend““
But it wasn’t a Phase, or a Trend. It was deeper. Much deeper the I could ever possibly imagine.
It was a feeling of frustration that hit me first. „Am I right? Is this ok? Am I mental?“
December 25th of 2022. It was almost midnight and I was brushing my teeth. I looked into the mirror and then it hit me. „Why do I hate myself? Why don’t I embrace who I am? I am not wrong… I am just… me.“
And so, it began. Few months later, I finally came to a conclusion. I am not straight, nor bi or gay. I love all humans equally. I could be attracted to all genders no I feel towards all and I look more into the characters rather then Gender… what’s that called? Pan? Wow. I have a Flag now.
Seeing how Jude just does what he desires, living his life without listening to the ones who judge him inspired me. For Years I was afraid to live as I am because I don’t want to be judged. But now, I am much much happier. I don’t care if some people dislike who I am or what I am doing because who cares. I have friends that support me, my family loves me and I am happy and alright. And since that, every day I feel better and better. Thanks to him:)
Wow..this was so touching, I had to stop watching 8 min in because I was getting a headache from tearing up from watching. F1nn is such a great guy!!
I stumbled on his stream by random YT algorithm and subbed after the 3rd video. He's genuinely an amazing person :)
I feel for him, sometimes we beat ourselves up over our past selves that we believe that we're incapable of being a good person or receiving good things. Hope he's doing better and not feeling guilty over his past self.
L profile
W opinion, but still L profile
@@kiryuchan244 A for effort but you just took the L outta lover, it's all over for you brother. Don't let the door hit you on the way out! 😝
@@Jesusblowsme666 the cringiest thing I have read tonight
@@kiryuchan244 *teleports behind you*
heh, nothin personal kid
Who is cutting onions 😭😭 This is so wholesome
🔪🧅 oop- sorry that was me hehe totally not crying bc of an online femboy 😅
Boy / Girl - I don't care
F1nn is just bloody lovely!
And honestly sexuailty right now I couldn't care what I am.
What a lovely soul and beautiful person F1nn is.
If I could jump through the screen and huh I bloody well would! ♥️
I just recently found him and love him so much already
Rose they are showing how much they care about you. An appreciate what you do .to my beautiful aswome rose .big hug just for you.
I can't watch him crying and not feel the desire to hug him strong...
I keep on seeing a girl... Also when he is in "boy mode"... 🤷🤷🤷❤️
Your the best Finn! We love you!
this is so sweet to see him like this. I wish I could have the same impact as him someday
I guess him being drunk reveals a side of him that he hides and that's the emotional side.
he is so pretty when she cries
We must protect F1nn5ter at all cost! F1mn is just too pure for this world!
When I was a little boy, I told my mom I hated her !
She just stood there and then,she said that’s all right
Because I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU !, it’s hard to hear!
But you know it’s true . ❤ When you’re a guy we are
Trained not to be careing ? And it not right …
Man 😭😭😭 i love u dude😭😭😭😭 plzz don't cry
these pictures with titles have such a beautiful design
I have only recently discovered miss finn but he has been unironically great. Besides conure he is the other big reason why i feel able to be out as trans and even tell my family this. I have nothing but love and praise for the cutie.
Congrats! Welcome to the F1NN/lgbt community (basically the same thing)
Crazy watching this now after he's met Ashley, got into a great relationship with her and adopted Tank. It gets dark for a while but light does shine through
This is y so many people like him weather straight or LGBTQ
Ps. Thank u for all u do f11n5ter u gave way to this fun and safe place for people to be themselves we all love u
I love how he can be so incredibly wholesome while also wearing the slootiest outfits lmao
I've rewatched this multiple times. I love him
It took you multiple times to fall in love?! Wow congrats 👏 you resisted more than 99% of us
@@DaintyDudeClips I mean, I've known him for a year now...
It’s so sad that F1nn doesn’t even realize that fans give Him all this credit, because he’s actually TRYING, actually empathizing and showing real change in a sea of people who don’t care at all.
Most of the world just ignores all those voices that were thanking f1nn. That’s why all the fans give the credit. Because goddamn at least someone is trying.
It's not very British to have an earnest love-in where we gush about "our lovely community that helps each other" so he does a kind of sarcastic denial by saying FU to people who have understandably chosen him as a good role model. He's a good role model to anyone really. He's so much more confident than I was at his age. But it is a very nice community because most people are nice and the mods do a good job. I can see why people would feel saved or given the will to proper self-actualisation by watching or chatting in his streams.
Finn's community is the most wholesome and accepting community on twitch.
So proud of finnster
I discovered finn when he was banned on twitch.. now i cant stop watching his videos!! what is wrong with me omg
Welcome to F1nnhole my guy.
"You are giving me too much fucking credit!" - definitely not Paul Atreides
It is 5am and I'm really fucking close to crying, Finn's a treasure
Finn: "I remember when I used to be that Jordan Peterson Ben Shapiro watching kinda person and that's why..."
....... Me too Finn...me too...
fuckin had me in tears
hehe u can see me in chat. Finn is such an amazing person and deserves the world🌎❤
This reminds me of the scene in undertale of mettaton where his viewers thank him, so wholesome
This is what can happen when you drink 🍸 & stream.
i did not expect to SOB watching this
This is so fucking emotionally raw to watch
crying is very manly of him. we are taught as boys not to cry it is a disservice to us all.something i still struggle with even now
That’s why I make sure to be drunk all week so by the time I’m invited to the Friday party I’m not a train wreck
im so proud of him really!!
I wonder if he was crying because deep down, he wants to open up and accept that he enjoys being girly a lot, but he's still masking the hell out of it because there's still some internalized transphobia, or at least feelings of "no for real guys!! this is just a weird sex thing!" for him to work through.
I certainly don't know anything about that...
And also the stuff about not wanting praise from fans to go to his head. That's valid imo
When I heard 2:45 from chat, and watching Finn's exact reaction to what was said.. I can't even begin to explain how real this moment felt and knowing full well what it feels like to have that exactly sentence said to you. My girlfriend had to convince me several times in our relationship that i was worry of love but I was genuinely incapable of believing her or anyone for like a year and change. I'm glad I listened to her. I hope F1nn listens too.
"Everyone has skeletons in their closet to make them think they are unlovable, but we care more about who you are now, not who you were."
the comment section renewd my hope in humanity ,and this video even more
I very recently found out about F1nn, funny enough, on Friday the 13th this month (coincidence?). I watch these clips every now & then & it reminds me just how not alone I am in feeling like I sometimes gotta shut away how much I really love and care about the people in my life, and also even just ith expressing how I truly feel.
It is SO HARD to show affection & realness, and even if F1nn was drunk & it was NYE, it shows how big his heart truly is & how much he loves what he does. He also helps people like me, a fellow crossdresser, feel comfortable in my own skin & not be ashamed of it. F1nn has changed the world & lives literally just by existing, and that is truly worth tears of joy in my book
Keep doing what you're doing, f1nn. Thank you for giving me a safe haven & a space to be more free, even if it's just 5 or 10 minutes out of the day I might watch a vid of yours 💞
Man this made me cry. Can someone hold me please?
Character development
I love drunk, wholesome and unfettered F1nn5ter.
I also have a lot to thank him for. Watched him since 3 years ago when he started dressing, and was questioning myself. Thanks to him I had the nerve to explore and come out as transgender. So from the bottom of my heart Finn, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!