HONESTAV - I'd Rather Overdose (Lyrics)(I can't let you go) ft Z
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- čas přidán 26. 01. 2024
- ♫ HONESTAV - I'd Rather Overdose ft Z
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⏯ Lyrics:
Can't let go
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
Fucked up, can't slow down
Won't come down, don't know how
My dad's dead, my mom's proud
Got bros stuck in our hometown
My bank account got zeros
I'm 'posed to be the hero
But here I am, still fucking up
I'll drink my weight in beer though, I
Know that you hate me and I hate me too
I can't get over what I did to you
You tried to help me and it wasn't going through
I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too
But I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
You're too blind to see you have a disease
Love pills and whiskey more than you love me
Pint after pint erasing our memories
If only you loved me like you love smoking weed
Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
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Thank you for watching :) - Hudba
I've had this song on repeat for 3 days now. I swear this hits SO close to home that it's unreal... Watching a loved one OD and have to be brought back two different times is the scariest thing I've ever witnessed..
I can’t imagine what you’ve been through 💔 Watched my soul mate (my ex husband) die from effects of needle use and heavy alcohol consumption. It’s why I left him and it’s what killed him. I can’t let him go. Even though I’ve moved on and remarried.. He’s always at the back of my mind.
@@SKayH_ I'm so sorry to hear you've had to go through that... It's truly terrible 😔 I hope one day you are able to find the peace you so deserve 🩵
@@No_Pancake_Mix_ you too friend ❤️
Ik how it feels and I am truly so so sorry. I found my "dad" overdosing and had to save his life. Im very sorry.
@@user-qv2xy8rj8n I appreciate your sympathies
Scream crying this in the car is my form of therapy.
Same
Same goes for me to
I yell this about my shit father
Literally doing this right now
😢
Aww I’m sorry love 💗
I’m struggling so hard with alcoholism and I don’t want to let my kids see me like this. This song breaks my heart. Idk what to do
Seek help, I promise your kids will thank you so much. Wishing you the best, sobriety makes life s much better trust me. Me and my partner are recovering alcoholics and life is so much better sober
Fight for your sobriety. It’s hard I know I’ve been through it. Seek help it’s totally worth it. God bless you on your journey. You’ll be in my thoughts and prayers!
Im in the same boat... Got a 2 year old and a 8 month old... I think it's time to set the alcohol aside brother.. we got dad dutys now and they need us
Thank you everyone you all are so kind
Sending love and hope positive vibes I hope you get better I know the struggle is real ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Absolutely therapeutic and also a huge eye opener that we are all not alone. Each and every one of us should keep pushing to do better for the future generations. Break those generational curses. My dad was a very abusive alcoholic and yet to me he was still my hero because I didn’t know better. Now I’m a disabled vet with ptsd and I am still doing better then my father because I choose not to be an addict. Not to be a drunk. He overdosed when I was pretty young and I wish he would have taken my life and not his own. That’s what stops me from doing it to my two sons. They need there father and not in the way I was raised. But a father who can be better a father who can be present. If I can do it anyone can. It’s it’s artist like this guy who helps us all think deeply on that pain to heal through it. Thank you 🙏
This song hits hard. I’ve been sober since September 24th 2014 and I’m blessed for my sobriety. My biggest regret in life is how I did my family especially my mother. I will never be able to make up for the pain i caused her.
It’s the other way around for me
I'm proud of you.
This song is so beautiful, I cant help but keep coming back to it. I’ve never been able to express my grief and explain how I feel about my dads death.. and this is exactly it. You nailed it man.
❤i feel you on this
i told myself i didnt like this song but here i am fucking crying at 12 41 pm on a sunday
Fucking same 😭
It will be well
It's hard but we often don't like what heals us or makes us feel.
My parents are addicts, as much as it hurts I will never let them go you only get one mum and dad I’m thank ful they are mine❤️
I envy your parents🥺
It sounds like they love you ❤. My addict parents werent loveable. In praying they get the help they need babe
Ooooh... It's healthy to let them go if it's harming you. You can't choose your parents but family's what you make it. You're worth being sober for. Don't settle
Oh but how many of us. Alone. Thank you for this.
"I know that you hate me and I hate me too. I can't get over what I did to you" 😔
This is the lyric that hits me hard. Everyone who’s been an addict knows/ and everyone’s who’s loved one knows the other parts of this song. This song just speaks to all of us.
It hits so hard I try and try and I can't quit I just want to end it@@kristenbruce8262
What a great song. I wish drugs and alcohol didn't exist at all. How different my life could have been
This song cuts deep because both of my parents are still in the worst of their addiction. I have about 45 days clean, this song makes me emotional two ways. It makes me think about my parents and the pain I feel.. even more so it makes me think about baby daughter and the pain I don’t want her to ever feel… being an addict, is one of the hardest things of my life, but it’s even harder watching it happen to someone you love
It's all for my son. It's all for you baby. It's all for you.
Sober since September 2011. This song reminds me of everyone I've ever tried to love.
I Lost my dad to alcohol and 2 brothers to heroin. This song hits different with my own battles now ❤
Watching all the tiktoks broke me. I lost my husband to an od and I barely saved myself. Finally, I have my family back around me. Pure catharsis. Thank you Av.
Love it I’m 46 yr old recovering addict 18mnths clean. Took my whole adult life then my marriage. Song just hits a spot for me
Listening to this song as an addict, in recovery, for the 1000th time; this hits so much different looking at it in the perspective of some one who hated them selves so much, they tried to drown their sorrows in copious amounts of drugs and alcohol, to the extent of losing everything, everyone, but my sense of self lingered. Its always been there. My self worth, that devil on my left, and angel on my right. Part of me always longed to take the righteous path. Part of me always craved chaos.
Gonna listen to this till I stop crying ❤ being the hero hits hard ❤❤
I've spent my entire life hating my mom because she chose her addiction over me. I saw her being carried away in an ambulance and in the hospital on life support so many times as a kid, and it fkd me up. Walking up to multiple cr@ck houses trying to find her because she was missing for days at a time when i was 10-12 years old. Going through s3xual abuse because she left me and my sister with anyone who would take us so she could go get h!gh.
Pills, cr@ck, m3th, alcohol... She loved it all.
I've heard that shes clean now. But I've been no contact for 4 years. My 3 children don't know her. And i don't want them to. And it makes me hate myself. I'll spend the rest of my life on psych meds and in therapy for my CPTSD that can never be undone. I just wanted her to love me more.
I understand ❤
If only I loved myself like I love getting high.
Sorry family.
This song hits hard.
my fav song as of right now ❤
My husband is a recovering addict. He was addicted for years before me and he was addicted for five years while we were together two years ago he took the step to get the help he needed. The biggest step is knowing you need the help and reaching out and getting the help, you are struggling reach out. We want you to get help. You will recover, they do recover 😊
Realest song ever ... I sing it all day ... 😢 This song needs to be out in the world
Reminds me of me when I used, and my dad died of suicide when I was 8. This hits hard to me. I'm sitting here crying because I can relate to this song.
Wow.. this song .. so much reminds me of my story ❤love it.
This song right here is the one.
Man this song. 😢
I've been clean for 16 months. My dad died 2 months ago from drink. Soon as I heard this I broke down 😢❤
Sorry man
This song is very related to what happened to me I’m 12 and my dad died in august 19 2022 my dad walked out of life in 2018 he took a lot of drugs and would smoke weed all the time and I didn’t realize what he was doing when I was younger but now I understand what he was doing I never knew why he would take drugs but I just know he was hurt and there wasn’t a way for him to get help my dad was a good dad but once he walked out my life I hated him but now I understand why he js didn’t want me to see him all messed up it’s sad knowing I couldn’t help him because I was young but I wish he was still here taking care of me I wish he got help to become a dad again sadly. A few weeks before he died I tried calling but he didn’t answer he was living on the streets so that’s why he didn’t pick up when he died he died on a train track because a train hit him he was holding a bible in his hands when he died I think he was trying to get help.
His death was on the news search up Jose antopia death august 19 2022 and you’ll find it
So many prayers to you! I’m 28 now but I lost my dad at 15. He was an alcoholic my whole life and that’s what killed him. It took me a long time to understand that he did love me more than he loved the whiskey. It took me a long time to understand his hurt and pain. The reason he chose to drink in the first place. You seem to already know that your dad was hurting and that’s why he turned to drugs. Addiction is miserable. I’ve been there myself, after swearing I’d never turn into my father. I chose drugs vs alcohol but addiction is addiction. That’s what made me understand what he was going through. It’s still so hard for me to wrap my head around him not being able to quit for his children. Like I did. But I believe I’m stronger than he was and his hurt was maybe worse than mine.
Stay strong love. Try your hardest not to turn to substances to numb your pain. It may numb it for a moment but it just hurts more when you’re sober. It’s not worth it, not even once.
@@HaleyL95 tysm🤍
I’m so sorry for your loss. It wasn’t supposed to be this way. Please know that you are loved, and someday everything will be ok. It’s important to remember that your parents love you very much, and every child is precious in God’s eyes! What happens to our parents is never, ever, ever our faults. Ever. And no matter what, you can go forward and create your own life and be happy. Sending hugs and prayers!
I'm so sorry. No child should have to bear that pain. Please make sure you talk to someone about your grief because you deserve to be here too.
My condolences 😢
As much as i resent my father for leaving us bc of his addiction, he will always be missed and have a place in my heart. He gave me memories i will never forget, but there was still so many to make and so much of my life for him to see. I miss him lots sometimes
This song is amazing couldn’t help but cry
My fkn fave!!! ❤
Awesome song. Felt so much
I needed this song in my life atm 🙏🏽 thank you so much
The way this song just fucked me up…. in so many ways..😞😔
Same
How come Life is strange literally has my download list lol 😱😳 Been listening to Julia and Angus Stone and Daughter for years 🤣😝👍 Its good somebody else noticed these artists..my faith in humanity is coming back!!
You hit a nerve with this one soooo proud of you making this song... healing...very❤..thank you ❤..bless everyone struggling with addiction or loving someone who's an addict..I feel like I'm singing to my drug if choice,to myself and my demon's 😢
Always with the ice coffee over here too
If your reading this just hold on don’t give up you are important stay strong just know it will eventually get better and that you are loved and if nobody has told you that you where made perfectly you are perfect
Crying in a dark closet playing this song while everybody in the world is doing something
I've never cried over a song like this before. This just killed me. Forever on my playlist
This hit so hard
I can’t even say how much this song makes me feel feelings I hate feeling lol
This song has helped me so much with a parent who is battling addiction
says it all
I've been hearing this all over tiktok
The guy that does the "broke bf" videos
This is so good
omg i love this song
So Relatable ❤
I talk to him and he's amazing he voice and songs ❤️
Good song 🎵 👌
I wish there was an Alcoholic only version...because the verse from the other person POV is how I feel.😢
This reminds me of someone I cared about that absolutely loved drugs and just wasn’t there for me and now she’s disappeared out of my life period. This song reminds me of that person all the way!
2.5 years of sobriety and now I’m currently setting at 11 days of sobriety from a month long relapse.. We fall but we must get back up! Don’t stay down! Get back up 💪🏼💪🏼💯
What fucks me up the most is knowing he don't really got family and wanting to just start inviting him to family events and make him apart of our family
So many of my loved ones overdosed, and I really wish I can scream this to their face
I wish I could have been enough! Drugs will always be what he put in front of me no matter what…
❤❤❤
My brother is a addict so I listen to this.
Ugly crying rn💔😭😭
as a person that had a active addict father. this is exactly how us loved ones feel. i know fighting addiction is so difficult but remember we’re all here for u and we hurt just like u🤍🤍
Omg my daughter shared this song with me I got clean and sober when she was 10 she 18 now and I got clean for her and I caused so much damage I hope she knows I love her more than anything now I didn't love myself before if you struggling with addiction get help there's always hope God bless all his children 🙏
I miss you odin ezra❤
I’m always the lover never the loved
I understand this is deep
Lost my little brother to a OD a year ago, i miss him every single day.
never thought i would feel so heard until I heard this song
I’ve never related to a song so much
Rip my Yasmin , I hope you’re out of pain , it wasn’t your fault and it’s ok xx
Jus 3:09 t been told bout this from my Friend!,i think this is amazing. The lyrics are really touching☮️💜🙏
My brother ended his own life a week ago today because he couldn't fight his demons screaming this song every single day rest easy r kid love you forever see you again one day xxxxx
Crying to this atm, my dad just passed from an od
You lose faith with every pill I take 😞😞😞😞
This song hits hard for me lost 3 close pppl in 2021 to pills 😢
Drugs have fucked my life up my mum's dead and partner dead I can't live without him and listening to this song helps as he died of overdose on spice I was cleen off gear and crack and drink his birthday and are 16year anniversary is coming up on sat an I just want to overdose to be with him 😢😢😢❤
As I can't live in this world without him 😢😢
I’m sorry, just no that you’re mom, loves you, and you’re partner, just no that he is watching over you now, and you will see him soon, ❤ pls take care of yourself, I understand how you fill my dad is on drugs I haven’t heard from him I don’t no were he is idk if he is ok, all I no os it’s not safe to do with him,
@@Gray-gray291 thanks for your comment means allot to me right now 🥰
Currently bawling my eyes out cause I'm the fk up. I need to get sober from alcohol.
This song hits mad hard.. coming from a 15 year old whos parents love drugs more then their own kid..
one of my best friends is slowly turning to addiction because shes struggling so much. it hurts seeing her turn into someone shes not :( fck addiction
Apparently I wasn't good enough for you. Had to have someone else as well. If we weren't seeing each other or even together in your eyes; then why lie about it?! Thanks for letting me put my trust in you & then making me look like a fool & shattering my heart. This is why I never trust anyone. Thanks for being exactly what I'm used to even though I stupidly thought you were different.
Wow😢
@dax and you need to collaborate bro maybe make a mix of this and dear alcohol keep up the GREAT work brother looking forward to all your bangers
I just wish my mom loved me enough to get clean... I miss her more than she knows ...
This hit home so hard, I left my wife of 11 years 5 years ago and got clean. She’s still on opiate maintenance and seeing her crushes me but I’ll never go back
I miss you Sheridan...... God damn fucking drugs.. wish I could have been strong enough for you...😢
Coming back and reading this sober.. whoo, fuck man. Still fucking miss her. I know that you hate me and I hate me too... fml. Love you sheridan!!!!!! I will always love you!!!!!
Today is the 10th anniversary of finding my late bf body from an OD. And this is song is exactly how I feel
bro i wish i can tag em but i can't
I CANT LET YOU GO 💔😞
I know that you hate me, I hate me too. I cant get over what I did to you .
Mom, im sorry for all the pain that ive caused you, I know every day you pray to have your daughter back again.
To my kids, mommy is so sorry that you feel like ive given up. No matter the circumstances I could never give up on you boys. I promise to do better.
& To my grandma, im so sorry . I know that you worry every day that your going to get a call that im gone. I know that you dont want to relive that type of pain again like you did with Cassie.
To my family, I love you. & I promise ill do better ❤
I just wish my uncle would get sober bro.
I love him so much but fentanyl got the best of him. It hurts to see him this way.
And then cancer comes along and doesn't give you a choice..
im trying to get sober again and it’s just weed but I want my life back and I hope I can love the people in my life more than the feeling I get when I get high
My friend committed suicide February 1st... He struggled with addiction and alcoholism. He started doing good for himself and no idea where this came from. We thought he was going to be okay... I forgive you Ryan Meahl but I can't let you go. I love you bro. RIP
The way this song fucked me up and put every word i yelled at them into a song. 😢
I wish my uncle would get better and my little cousin.. makes me cry.
I miss my best friend and don’t want to lose anyone else.
Im worthless. I lost it all as a mom and human
You can work on being a better person. Please don't ever say that you are worth more than you think or believe no matter what old you ever did. The past don't define who you could be love
You only lose if you give tf up! Pick ur head up, and do that damn thing. Listen to this on repeat and remember the most important ppl you have. yr babies. !
DONT GIVE UP
I felt this comment to the core of my soul. 😭😭😭
I'm 14 but this isn't about either of my parents its my auntie it was a year yesterday of her not being here and I miss her so much it hurt she od and I sat at her grave blasting this song wishing she could hear it but ik she can't fly hight auntie 🕊🕊🕊
“I know that you hate me and I hate me too I can’t get over what I did to you” I wish I coulda loved you like I love smoking weed
Holy shit it does sound like Dave Franco
This song just hits home . I almost od when I was 3 bc my brother was 14 at the time , it was pills then... i had got into them and ate and almost died that was2001 , in 2020 he passed frm fentanyl overdose on Easter. I was 22 and had to bury my brother .and My mom died by suicide andi found her last year june 2023 , I try to understand it all but it's been ever since I was a child I have watched this disease ruin my brothers life and my mother's. My mother has had a rough motherhood . She couldn't take it anymore all the pain outweighed the good I guess. I will never understand but I try.
I'm so sorry I really hope you can heal from that ❤ sending love
Gah im so sorry. This hits home for myself. Ive overdosed so many times, i begged god and prayed every time i took my next shot for it be my last. Whether it was death or me getting sober, to be my last time! Im at the end too
People judge me so hard because ive been trying to commit suicide my whole life. First time @14. I have 4 beautiful children and fighting wit dcs with this last one stemming from my addiction. Ive been trying, but they dont care. He didnt have NAS, or anything wrong wit him besides coming a little early. I had everything ready for him to come home and, well its just been bs.
And im so very tired.
I had to walk away from my husband of 20 years He is an amazingly kind person but always altered and hiding. I was alone in a house full of people. Kissed him one day and said, "I want to be best friends with your next wife."😢 Never looked back. But i miss us in our younger years.