I Was Brutally Abused as a Child and Didn't Believe in God Until this Happened... (Testimony)
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- čas přidán 6. 10. 2021
- Jon Martinez shares testimony of experiencing child abuse and overcoming it through a relationship with Jesus.
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How can I tell my testimony and what’s still going on about it ❤️🩹😭😭🥺
@@belenbatalla6741 0
Are you collecting money? Is this your occupation?
God is Merciful He is Our God Our Creator I love God and I know you do too .praise God
@@alfa5243 I thought the same thing also. I think he just wants to collect money. 💰 🤑 💸
My parents were satanists. From the age of 3 my parents took me to rituals and passed me around to men and women. I was poked with straight pins pushed in as far as they would go. My skin was burned with heat lamps. They made me do horrific things, and I was programmed not to cry or show any emotion. But Jesus came to me and picked me up during my first episode of abuse and held me. Some times he took me near to heaven so I could see what it was like. He told me that some day he would take me there to live. When I was 5 my grandma took me to a Billy Graham meeting. Mr. Graham explained the gospel so clearly that I asked my grandma to take me forward to get saved. My life didn't change immediately, in fact the abuse went on to age 15. But when I was 16 a friend invited me to a Bible study at school. I began to learn about Jesus and who I was in his eyes. This began a very slow and difficult healing journey that has lasted 40 years. I've finally been released from the damage and the demons. Praise Jesus for saving me!
Wow, what an amazing testimony. Kate, you have such a beautiful heart! May God use you powerfully, woman of God! I pray for blessings over you so abundant they cannot be contained, in the almighty all powerful name of Jesus ♥️
Amen! Praise God! You are so loved and blessed!
Wow thank you Jesus ❤️
I'm so sorry you experienced that growing up I can't even imagine 😭 it honestly makes me upset to know kids go through horrible stuff like that.
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Sounds like this is what his father went through as a child too 😢 I pray this generational curses broken now in the name of JESUS!!
Omg! This is like a horror movie n true that's what his Dad went through. Demons are real n they manifest for real. But the the name Jesus is a strong tower the reghteous run into it and are safe. Proverbs 18 v 10.
That could be true! But, its no excuses. I was verbally abused by my mother and I don’t do that to my girls.
too late…. The curse was broken the second he stopped the cycle of violence and abuse from reoccurring…. It’s just like someone who is born to addicts that chooses sobriety…. By not letting the cycle get passed to his children he has already broken the generational curse. God is good.
@@Joyful-gu5bj Calm your tits. Demons aren't real.
Must read book "My adventures with Jesus" by Albert Lupnitz. Might need editing-but his life story is incredible and unforgettable! God addressed the unforgiveness in his life toward his abusive father. He showed him it was a generational from his grandfather. After he forgave Albert began walking in incredible miracles and spreading God's incredible love!!
Aside from his profound testimony, what I see is a catastrophic failure of every adult in his life as a child. What did his teachers think of a little boy who shows up to school repeatedly, covered in scratches and bruises? What about the CPS officer who left him in this madhouse? What about the doctors and nurses who pretended they believed his father's preposterous stories about falling? What about the family members who knew what his father was like and did nothing? So, so tragic.
No one cared enough to help .
100% Facts!! I'm so livid at every adult in his life!!! I need to pray for the grace of God to forgive them.
I agree! This is so sad my heart is aching! I have a 5 year old I cannot imagine someone doing these cruel things to a child! This goes to show that Satan is rampant in the world we live in. Our ONLY hope and savior is Jesus because man will disappoint us. Satan knew this child was destined to do great things for Gods kingdom so he attacked him fiercely early on in his life in an attempt to derail him. But praise God he has not succeeded! God has plans for this young man!
I sadly have a similar testimony same country background unfortunately and every single person failed me. I also was verbally, physically torture and sexual abuse by all my family. Only the lord has healed me and give me new life. I grew up with no mother and an alcoholic father. All I can say is possible to break the chain cycle only thru god.🙌💖
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His dad was clearly possessed by demons. Everything he described sounds like classic demonic possession. He probably gained power from the blood shed he enforced on his poor kids. This is heart wrenching. All I felt is complete disgust and anger watching this. It really hits you differently when you have a child yourself. I cannot imagine my toddler going through this. The devil is so evil.
It was the demons in his dad. They kept his dad from Jesus and kept his sons from Jesus as long as he could.
Sometimes people are just sick.
agreed…i’d also be curious to see/know how the dad was raised (obviously it doesn’t make it right, but you know about the saying, hurt people, hurt people….i would’ve liked to hear an update if he has heard what/where/how his parents & bro turned out also.
There is no power for demons
I know, totally different perspective when you have a LO to love and protect.
I'm ten minutes in. This is BY FAR the hardest testimony I've ever heard. So sad! Those poor boys and mother. I'm so sorry they went through this. I don't know how parents can treat their kids that way. So horrible and sad! 😭
V difficult to listen to. I felt almost physically sick in some places
i’m saying …. i’m over here praying no all bruh
This one is hard to listen to!
I had to stop it multiple times because of how horrific his father was to him and his brother. His poor mother also having to sit back and not being able to do nothing.
@@alexchuyp me too I had to take breaks. But he lived it so I listened with all my heart.
I have been so incredibly moved by Jon’s testimony. I cried because I have a similar experience. My dad was an abusive alcoholic and my mother suffers from mental illness. I blocked out a lot of my childhood memories, one vague memory was a time when I was 5 years old. My dad is drunk and beating me and my little brother. I’m trapped in a corner of a room and I’m shielding my brother with my body from the pounding fists. Growing up my father was in and out of jail and eventually went to prison. He never said he loved me and was only proud when I got into fights at school or in my neighborhood. I grew up fighting and was abusive. My mother would tell me often she wanted to kill herself. I tried committing suicide by doing reckless things. In High School I jumped off a moving vehicle and fractured my skull and had to learn how to walk again. For a decade I was addicted to drugs to numb my pain and to feel false joy but my anger still controlled me. The depression got so bad I was having suicidal thoughts every few hours. So I surrendered to Jesus alone in my room. Weeks later I went to a Revival by myself. I got a spiritual baptism, felt the Holy Spirit as the church prayed for me. My legs were trembling and my hands were tingling and I cried because I felt the love of Jesus. The last day of the revival I had a water baptism. I felt a peace and tranquility I never knew. My journey is just starting as a Christian and I’m excited to see God’s plan for me. God bless you Jon. I cried mostly because I know that feeling of blind rage. The evil empty coldness of having no heart and being trapped in it. I often pray for guidance to forgive my parents. I’m glad to find my church family and to be reborn again. Jon we were warriors of darkness, now we are redeemed and warriors of the most high God.
JESUS LOVES YOU SO MUCH BELOVED! 🌷🌸🌹🤗☺️🙏🏽🕊🌸🌹🌸🌹🌸🌹143
Wish I could like your comment more than once. Thank u for sharing your life experience with us .
Im so sorry to hear you also went they so much. It’s true I too was very self destructive. Tried to kill my self drinking a whole bottle of Tylenol and cutting my wrists I didn’t know how to commit suicide. All because my mother would constantly tell me she wished I was never born. I survived because God had a plan for me. She never took me to get pumped beat me up and pulled me by the hair because the bathroom was full of blood. but God is so good. He is our loving father. And I praise him that he didn’t allow me to die. I praise God so much been walking in the faith for 12 years now. Best decision ever. Jesus he breaks chains brother so that our children and our childrens children don’t go thru that. I went thru multiple types of abuse. At her hands physically psychologically mentally. Sexually . I can’t remember a lot. But it’s all coming back in bits and pieces. The Lord wants to heal my pain. But the Lord rescued me!!
I’m so happy for you. You defeated your past and replaced it with love. Thank you for your testimony, may Jesus continue to walk with you.
You are a survivor and courageous, God bless your beautiful journey your past will not define you or have a hold on you in Jesus name! I’m sorry to hear the pain you should never of had to endure but I thank you for sharing your testimony and through your truth, helping myself and others defeat their past abuse.🙏🏽
The fact he’s able to be sane after all this is proof of Jesus
Especially after using acid as much as he did at a young age. I remember taking like 2-3 hits a week as a teen trying to escape mentally, looking back I never realized how much that stuff can really mess with your psyche, it’s dangerous stuff. What he said about seeing demonic stuff the more he took it - 100% true. Happened to me too, this testimony is absolutely insane and I’m glad this brother is on a better path. Most have childhood trauma but this story hits different.
Yep. Without Jesus and his healing I GUARANTEE he wouldn’t be sane
I experienced so much abuse and sexual abuse when I was a child. Today I am 48 almost 49 and I still feel the pain from my childhood. I hope one day I can tell my story .
You CAN tell it! Free yourself! Love.
May your loving Heavenly Father embrace you with His gentle caring arms and wash you clean inside and out with the precious blood of His loving Son who willingly paid the price to save you through and through, and may the gentle and kindness of His Holy Spirit fill your heart & mind & soul with His everlasting love and mercy and goodness.
God bless you. May the God of peace be with you and keep you strong
Me, too. I'm 75 and still haven't told/written my story. Both my parents were the perpetrators, so there was no one safe.
@@ritamariekelley4077 - do write your powerful story down and revise it every few weeks as it’s probably going to be very difficult and painful to confront the facts of your abuse.
Finally, send it out to this channel after you are truly satisfied with your story.
I'm an adult and these details are too much for my brain, VERY DISTURBING... I cannot imagine what this could do to a child.
Me also…I could not believe this happening that people do these things to children
@@y7l424 Child abuse is in the news daily. It is everywhere. It is all over America..The internet is here now and it tells all the abuse in this country.
Mentally ill or possessed people are never understood by normal people.
Unbelievable what children have gone through 😭 This is so diabolical!
I know, right? My heart literally started to hurt and my stomach just dropped
When I was listening his testimony, my heart was aching and I couldn't breath. That was way too much abuse for 7-10yrs boys. I praise God for showing him his everlasting love, the
abundant mercy and his grace. It is so powerful testimony!
I agree I couldn't imagine going through all of this. This breaks my heart so much but I am so thankful that he knows the true love of Jesus
@CeCe, your god lets children be tortured and does nothing. That's not grace. It's immorality.
All abuse is too much abuse
I listened to his testimony and got a little over halfway through and couldn’t finish it…it was very heavy and my heart grieved for the 5 year old boy. I finally finished it 3 months later and I love that God healed him and showed Himself strong in this young man’s life♥️.
Job 40:7.
Stand up like a man and brace yourself for battle. Let me ask you a question, and give me the answer.
Sounds like YHWH to me
When his older brother said “don’t worry I got you” it hit me. I just think in my head these two babies trying so hard to protect and support each other. 😢😢😢 literally just trying to survive..
This was a really painful testimony. Took me 3 days to listen in full. I feel for children that go through this. 😔 Every adult failed them.
I was abused mentally, physically, and emotionally too. Sometimes it feels like you're alone. Thanks for your testimony.
Jesus bless you …Im so sorry 😢. I pray Jesus Christ heals you from all your trauma and turn you into an overcomer.
JESUS LOVES YOU EDGAR! 🌷🌷🌹🌹🌹🤗🕊🙏🏽☺️🌸🌸🌸 143 🌷🙏🏽☺️🌹🌸🕊
Bless you Edgar in all those places and times when you were abused. I love amd care about you. God loves you!
No Edgar, you’re not alone.🔥🙏🔥 Sadly, so many has gone through these things. Its horrible.. God loooves you🕊❤️❤️
@@teresashymansky623 qàààààtrrttà
I am 21 minutes in, and I’m having trouble not HATING his dad. Like literally wanting to see horrible things done to him. And, I’m just listening. Imagine going through it. Only God Himself could give someone the strength to forgive a man like that. Thank you, Jesus for the power of forgiveness. Thank you for being willing to share your testimony!
Let's not hate anybody or wish horrible things on them! Even in our thoughts! It's not what God wants us to do, and it doesn't do any good, 🙏
@@hay_Z2021 yea thanks for your patronizing presumptive feeble
I know I’m thinking this is not a “dad” as he calls him “my dad” as he’s talking. Fathers are supposed to look after their children. But I know his dad doesn’t know what he was doing. I haven’t finished the story but I hope his dad has found Jesus. I hope he finds the love of Jesus healing and deliverance
@@betiw7112sin is sin and we are all sinners
Same! The injustice and evil are simply too extreme. Making brothers fight each other to the point of bloodshed...
I'm 19 minutes in, and I had to pause this, and pray 😢 I'm in tears, and feel legitimate anger, and sorrow. This is so hard to listen to without getting angry. I pray God helps me to receive whatever message and wisdom He wants for me to have from this testimony.
I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY. IM INFURIATED!!!!!!! SOME PEOPLE DO NOT DESERVE TO BE PARENTS!!!!! I need to repent for this anger that is boiling within me
Me too. 😢
There should be some type of law in place that forces CPS to get involved once a child visits the hospital with questionable injuries a second time within a specified time frame. Accidents occur but after a second trip to the ER where you’re having the same nurse, you gotta look closely into it and question the parents, talk to the child in private. What an evil father, I can’t even imagine 💔
CPS IS LITERALLY A COVER UP FOR PEDOPHILIA
There's a lot of corruption in these places and they cover things up all of the time. It's sick.
CPS hasn't worked for decades but it's a great way to cash out on kids...
Society still HAS NOT learned it's suppose to come from the church NOT GOVERNMENT !!
Laws to govern MORALITY ??
Again that's suppose to be taught through a Bible believing church , it's called The Word of God...
Christ said to take care of the widow & orphan NOT turn them over to the GOVERNMENT !!
They normally will report it.
His father was an absolute monster and his mother didn’t do anything to help. I’m so sorry you went through this.
Yup, it’s a prison the enemy creates to destroy people because he knows his time is short.
My ex fil was a monster too and my husbands mother stayed like so many women do.😢👎👎5
Me too. At least my mom got me away from my abusive father!!!
As a mom it would NOT be okay to see my boys bloody like that and return home to that
I mean, his mom tried but it’s apparent that his mother is weaker than he is and probably intimidated and abused her too so she just couldn’t do anything.
You can tell he’s a good person with a good heart. The way he gently talks, his whole demeanour tells you that he is good to the core. His previous life was a nightmare forced upon him. His father is not just an abuser but a victim too, damaged by toxic masculinity. He was probably raised in a similar way he raised his two sons, surrounded by a macho, violent culture.
You really think his dad didn’t know right from wrong?
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I knew him in high school and I would have never imagined anything like this. He was always joking around and in a good mood and so sweet. This is so sad 😢 thank God he found Jesus
Yes
Jon for someone who went through everything you did, you're still so full of joy. I sense such gentleness in you. Love you my brother in Christ!
Yep something ONLY Christ could do! No one could survive what he did and not be EXTREMELY messed up and he as changed as he is, without that.
My heart was aching when on every word he was spoke about the abuse 😭💔
Thank you Jesus for not letting the devil get the best of him 🙏🏽
I grew up in a Christian home, same thing... we knew of God but never religiously went to Church or followed God fully. I always seen religion being a thing for older people, I always thought “I’m young. I’ll live my life now and get with God when I’m older”. It’s been a little over a month now that I’ve been walking with Jesus. I stumbled upon this video and it gave me the reassurance to continue serving Him and a reminder that He does love me, even when I tell him thousands of reasons why he shouldn’t. This was such a beautiful testimony. Thank you!!!!
Amen!! Thank you for watching and sharing this with us Evelin! We're encouraged by you being encouraged. Keep going after Him!
Welcome to the family sis! Iron sharpens iron so if you need help with your walk or just a sis, I'm here ☺️
Evelin, NEVER never never ever give up on GOD. He will never EVER give up on you!!!!Even in your darkest hour, He is with you until the end of age.
This video hurt me so much 😢
This is one of the saddest testimonials ever. Definitely gona make me pray for children more. This is crazy. I HATE THE DEVIL!
God created the devil.
all hate comes from darkness, don't live through it, hate is the opposite of Love, hate destroys, and Love heals.
Me too! I hate satan so much for all the evil he’s respond for!
@@bertamarieoates56, yeah, I thought about all that love when god drowned babies and puppies and kittens and every living thing except for one family and a pair of each species in a big flood. He has a bit of a temper, I guess. Also, so much love demonstrated when he ordered 14 teens be slaughtered by bears for laughing at a bald guy, or when ordered babies be smashed against rocks. I was really overwhelmed with feelings of warmth and healing when he made that deal with Jephthah to slaughter his daughter. So much love .........
@@bertamarieoates56Not true. The Bible has many verses about hating what God hates. It’s a virtue to hate evil.
This is the most shocking testimony I’ve heard on here. The child abuse is so hard to fathom. He was failed by so many people. I just don’t understand God and why He allows these things BUT I know His healing power and I will follow Him forever. There will come a time, when we understand.
@t.g.7875, gee, good things happen, bad things happen. Can't seem to find anything but natural explanations for what happens. Things that happen occur just as they would as if there is no god. Imagine that.
I am a mommy of 2 boys ages 15 and 9. I would/could NEVER standby and witness my children be abused. This mother had to have been in her own personal hell for all that she endured and allowed her children to endure. I understand it must have been difficult for her to leave her abuser so I pass no judgment and pray for continued strength for this family.
With the abuse she endured, brain and emotional trauma and living a life in complete terror probably had something to do with her behavior.
Never say never. If you have never experienced anything like this in your life praise and thank God for that. Pray for people that are in these abusive situations. Pray that the Lord deliver them from insecurity, financial hardships, or whatever the case may be. This is obviously NOT the time, place, or season to judge or condemn ANYONE. ONLY GOD KNOWS ALL THINGS AND EVERY SITUATION. THIS IS FASTING AND PRAYING TIME.
If we can't protect our babies who will??? I can't imagine my beautiful boys being abused like this! This breaks my heart! We have to do better with the partners we decide to have kids by! God bless you for your testimony!
JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU SO MUCH KEKE! 🌹🌸🌷🙌🏾🕊☺️🌷🌷🌷🌷143🌹🌹🌹🌸🌸🌹🙏🏽🙌🏾
Right
You also have to be a strong parent too. Sorry but his mom was weak. Whe didnt even try to leave.
Am so angry at mother for being so weak
@@sixteen.candles.4644 she was a victim too. Don't shame her
This is such a crazy testimony. I’m almost 15 minutes in and I feel physical pain. Like seriously my chest hurts. It’s like I can feel at least 1% of their pain and sufferings. I have to take a few breaks because…Wow.. it just reminds me that I didn’t go through this because God knew I wouldn’t be able to handle it all. And although I do/did go through some traumatic things I still push through and handle it because God knows my limit. Thank you for these videos.
Armani Ganevia I pray God helps you in your situation. I pray that you are healed in every area. Sending love.
I'm still watching.... and I felt that when you said, you had to take breaks... because pausing was the only way to ease the physical pain. SMH.
I agree this makes me so sad I had to stop and pray.
It is very sad….
Same!!! Bad chest pain! 🥺💔
I am 65 yrs old and I remember my father being drunk and whipping, no beating, us with a belt. I remember him shooting a pistol at my Mom. What a horrible childhood it is. So I refused to have children for fear that I would not he a good father. I am so proud and happy for you because you have Christ in your life and that you have a family that you love so much. Thanks for breaking the cycle, for loving your children and for raising your children in Church. May God Bless You Brother.
This is the hardest testimony I’ve listened to. My heart is broken for this man, his brother, and mother. I also think about how many other children have to endure this horrible lifestyle. Oh Jesus, have mercy Lord. Please use me in any way possible to stop, save, and protect children in this circumstance.
don’t stop posting these testimonies 😩🙏🏼
We won’t 💪 🙌
JESUS LOVES YOU SO MUCH CASSANDRA!!! 🤗🙏🏽☺️🌹🕊🌷🌸🤗🕊☺️🌹🙌🏾
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I agree💗
God help these children and abused. Also the women, wives. We also use pray for these abusive men, drinking the devil has got them
Pray also for all alcoholic men and women
They also need help. I know.
I find it hard foren to beat their innocent children
I am so happy this person and hopefully his brother's and sister also found ❤️ Jesus and through Jesus turned their loves to Jesus.also pray his other got help and faith in Jesus
Report people if you think someone is being abused
I am so sorry this happened. My body felt physical revulsion. The story was so sick and twisted. Thank you Jesus for delivering your precious son
Yeah I'm having a hard time listening to it, but I will to give God all the glory & praise.
Mine too.
For those of you who believe Jon's mother shouldn't have allowed the abuse- She was also a victim of abuse. The abuse damages you mentally as well, you are afraid to act, afraid and unable to leave because of the trauma bond that has been formed with the abuser. It is complicated and hard to explain. But I lived it, thank God no children were involved, and I eventually got the strength to separate myself from my abuser. I always used to say, Why doesn't she just leave? Now I know why.
God bless you Jon. God will use everything you went through to help others.
( Your children have an
incredible father!)
But she left one time, even got to another country, and then she took the abuser back when he came to the states. Why? Why?
@@tatianasierota3391 He probably threatened to harm her and her kids.
Thank you for understanding that abuse goes in every evil direction and the demons goading doesn’t care who is hurt. Fear is always there. Constant fear numbs anyone.
I disagree with you! It’s one thing to be abused and allow it regarding a spouse but when you allow your child to get abused that’s a whole different animal! I would kill protecting my kids!!!
I've been through abuse and left to protect my kids and my mother also went through abuse back in her youth and she left to protect us from any physical abuse. His mother failed her children just as his father failed as a father or even as a human being period... I'm literally upset that there was no punishment for the father or any type of update about that coward.
I get so ANGRY when I hear what this man's father considered to be a 'man'. The ultimate 'Man is Jesus Christ - full of love and compassion. Not hitting and damaging everybody around Him.
Cast all your burdens on to Jesus for he cares for you.
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Yes amen! ❤️💯🙏
He tells his story with so much detail and emotion I couldn’t look away. I’m glad God saved you
I won't lie this was really heavy his dad was tormented may God continue to work in this man's life and continue to bless him.
Narcissists parents are the worst parents a person could ever have. Their abuses toward others are absolutely demonic in my opinion. This testimony broke my heart 😫Jesus, thank you for saving this man 🙏🏾
Abandoning your partner ranks pretty high up there too the stress and abuse you receive as a single mother; I was abandoned because he just wanted drugs and alcohol.
I really sometimes think that some narcissists are actually sociopaths. They have so many of the same traits!
God did not put you through all this pain, your father and those demons who overpowered him did this to you. I'm glad you got that hug that reminded you of God's love.
Amen 🙌 I agree with your statement
God could have saved him, saved all abused children. So where's the answer to that? Why didn't God step in then?
Cause God is not in control of this earth Satan is..Gods timing is not ours..He has no time as us.Others saw this abuse but didnt get involved.This fallen world is evil but God is absolutely good.Have u asked God why?
@@BeRightBack131 -- what you’re hearing are demons through the dad. God has given us all free will- but we can’t control the consequences.
God has set the rules - judgement is coming.
God doesn’t tell us why - all things will be judged
But God could have said NO to satan , when satan wanted to do him Harm ..?? Where was Gods protection?
Evil, despicable “father.” 😤 I feel so mad hearing what Jon had to go through. God bring justice! As I continue to listen, wow, what an amazing Heavenly Father!
Such a deamon!!! that Dad..So evil!!
@@mariaguild2024 agreed he was posessedwith a demon no doubt!
I'm literally crying listening to your testimony. I went through a lot of physical abuse as a child myself with whippings for just arguing with cousins. Your father was a horrible horrible human being.
After all the beating your father and those friends were just full of the devil.
Why your mom didn't just leave your dad earlier I don't understand.
She was trauma bonded and under fear. She probably was afraid he would find her if she left and end her. And he probably would have!
My heart weeps for what he went through. Praise God for what He has done in Jon's life
I was asking yesterday why I was angry. This testimony outlines that there is always a source to a broken person. But JESUS can heal any broken heart. He healed me yesterday when I asked why I was so angry, when he brought back some childhood trauma. I love this guy and would love to hug him.
Jesus loves you SO much!! Give ALL of your burdens to him 🙏❤️
I need prayers. There is rage in me from childhood. I pray constantly to Jesus.
May God have mercy 🥺 on every child who has to deal with abuse in the Holy name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior Amen and Amen 🙏.
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I’ve been through trauma as a child, it came from within the family also. But I could NEVER imagine this. 💔 May God hold him always, his testimony makes me feel so sick.
I cried like a baby watching this testimony. I'm so sorry that you and your family had to endure all of that. But to know that God allows things to happen for his Glory is so POWERFUL!!!! Thank you for sharing. Praising and thanking God for saving your life!!!🙌🏾🙌🏾
He allows sin and evil here on earth because He is not in control of people. We have free will. I believe He is truly grieved and cries over us. He sent Jesus to save us out of evil. He wants all people to receive Jesus so He can intervene in our lives but He doesn’t force us. He allows it but evil is not His will. God is so incredibly smart that He can take evil and bring Good out of it. He is only Good.
I can barely watch it halfway through and I’m just crying😰. The ones that are supposed to loves and protects us when we are children. That dad is just so evil. It breaks my heart.
It's a very disturbing testimony...
JESUS loves you Alexa. 🌹🌷🙏🏽
Heartbreaking how evil humans can be specially to their own flesh and blood 💔
They are demons possessed
Totally demonic.
@@eleanapshock9016 but what about their free will? are the demons actually CONTROLLING them & they can't say no?? Genuinely asking
@@nadinegomez8858 you have free will to choose to give your life to Jesus or deny Him. When people sin, it’s legal contract for demons to enter into your life. Evil humans like this man’s dad was demon possessed. Only Jesus can free people so that they can see clearly and be sober minded.
This type of abuse sounds so typical in a hispanic family.. This really breaks my heart.. I just don't understand why women allow their partner to put their kids through this kind of abuse.. No excuses!
I was wondering about this!! I had the same thought but didn’t want to stereotype. Arial Castro came to mind. Why is this typical I. Hispanic families? We knew a boy who was abused by his dad too. Brazilian. His dad was killed in a crash and he didn’t miss him till later.
NO, this is not typical of a Latino family or any other culture. Be careful and do not stereo type! This is completely insulting to any culture. Please understand, this is the work of the enemy, where alcoholism, narcassism, mental illness and generational curses are at the core. The Lord has made this precious young man, who was so abused, to be the breaker of this abusive lifestyle.
Yes that what I thought. His mother got away from him, and came to states, then she took this abuser back, and let him put her kids to hell.
Women who "put their kids through" those things are abused and brain washed from their abusers probably before their kids were born. And abusers tend to isolate their victims because they don't want them to have people to help them. They abuse them to the point where they feel they have no choice because they live in constant fear. Instead of saying there's no excuses we should all learn about signs of abuse so we can approach and help people who need to get out of bad situations.
Alcohol has a lot to do with this abusive behavior, not all hispanic are like that.
I’m so proud of the Man you’ve become. You’re so strong and you have been through so much.. you give hope to others who have been through this too. As a parent, and if no one has ever apologized…I’m sorry for the abuse you were put through. You all deserved more ❤
I started to cry when he said “ Tell that 5 year old boy that God is control” I could literally see his life just by saying his testimony I could see his pain and could even feel his fear. He really is a man not of what his father put him through, but if what the Lord has done in him.
JESUS LOVES YOU 🤗🌷🌸🌹🕊143🌷🌸🌹🕊🌸🌹🤗
Lord died not do it!!he saved him!!
"I didn't want to battle a demon with a demon" I felt that 🥺
I got the belt buckle to the back too as a child....my road to healing started after I met Jesus. The scars remain, but the memories are now about forgiveness not the abuse. This story rings loud for me
Do share it !
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Yeah sadly many of us grew up in the 50s 60s 70s and 80s received such treatment. Even despite it being misused on me, I still support a whack on the behind every now and then in certain circumstances, but only to get the message across and NOT while the adult is angry. And that’s what a lot of parents/guardians don’t seem to know, is how to apply such discipline correctly and it turns into abuse.
So did I, stepfather hated me and I was the youngest of 2 kids. I had an older brother and I was the baby girl. It was horrifying to me.
@MyOwnSpace140 I wish the incident never happened, the memories linger don't they. My dad didn't give me much to imitate growing up unfortunately, thank goodness the bible showed me the truth about how my heavenly father see's me, and Christ showed me how to conduct myself. We've been adopted into a different family with a different father, so now we can find healing in order to tap into the power to forgive.
After so many ER visits, I am surprised that DCF never got involved?!?! This testimony is so painful. 😢😢😢
“This is Gods son now” 😭😭😭
While hearing your testimony I literally had to pause it to digest what you were saying about the fights and the physical abuse, I felt my stomach flip and really mad. This just really touched my soul and thought of all of the children that go through this and can’t say anything and the mothers that have to tolerate this and suffer in silence. Your testimony is so amazing and the fact that Jesus has taken all of your pain and turned into a life changing testimony has mi in awe of what God can do in someone’s life!! You are an amazing man and I’m so glad that you were able to form a family and be a good loving father. God bless you so much !!! Thank you for this powerful testimony.
When i tell you i had to pause this video when he was explaining the bottle that was rolled to him i have never hated evil so much in my life the amount of righteous anger i have towards these demons and evil spirits and just his dad is immense no child deserves this and im soo happy God is a just God and will judge each one according to their folly.
My mood keep going from so angry to feeling so bad for them...but I keep telling myself his dad n his friends will have to answer to God...
Amen 🙏 God will do this amazing work in us when we choose to yield to Him. Nothing can stand against the power of our God!🔥🔥🔥
I was abused similar to this 😢 but I want to forgive my parents and learn how to through God I need peace
How can a mother allow this to happen!!!? 😭😭😭 and how can a father do this to His own children!?
I’m sorry you had to go through this.
GOD YHWH DOES THE SAME THING OR ATLEAST ALLOWS IT
GET UP LIKE A MAN JOB
OR
PAUL MUST SUFFER FOR MY NAME
SO MANY MORE
GOD IS DELUSIONAL IF HE THINK HE IS RIGHTEOUS
Dude this made me so sad I'm sorry ☹️ I can't stop crying .
Its a very tough reality but thankfully Jesus rescued him and now is an excellent father of 3. Hes still im the healing process but is in a much better place
Proverbs 18:21 says life and death are in the power of the tongue. So many people spoke death into this young man's life. Be a blessing to someone today and speak life to their life. 🙌
Today the Lord is going to bless you in a mighty bay and you will gain favor everywhere you go in the mighty name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth!
#Amen
Amen !
What a beautiful soul you are Jon.. This testimony hands down is so devastating to the spirit and soul.. Your childhood trauma has been far from normal.. Your parents were very oppressed with demonic sources.. The evil you boys went thru and endured was so traumatic that im so shook up and want to embrace you with true deserving love from my heart. YOU ARE AN AMAZING MAN.. YOU AND YOUR BROTHER.. i can picture your brother sitting next to you.. Telling your sorrowful childhood together.. I hope he is as strong as you brother.. MAY THE CHAINS OF CYCLE ABUSE END I PRAY WITH THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST.. please hug your children jon and thank your wife for standing in a loving you the way you deserve.. THANK YOU FATHER GOD FOR THIS MANS SAVING GRACE . JESUS IS LORD
I cried so hard. Another style of abuse. Lord where are you? Help Lord. Mercy Lord.
This world is so evil, it's so hard not to feel overwhelmed. I don't want to live in this world. I want to be with Jesus.
No, no, you were made for a reason. God made you. I AM going to pray for you 🙏 😌 ❤️. You are special... don't forget it 😉 😘 😊
I feel the same way everyday ❤ just wanted to say you are not alone in that feeling but to stay strong in God ❤ we are here, alive, for a reason even if just to share the Glory of Jesus , ill pray for you 🙏
not only did you endure so much...but your personality is amazing...you have incredible story telling talent as well...I pray you will heal from all of it and have the happy life you so deserve
It’s not a “story telling talent” it’s his TRUTH and what legitimately happened to him
She’s meaning the way he’s able to explain his life/truth in such a incredible way.
@@JessicaRodriguez-zy5gz I know it’s true it was figurative speech
Jonathan don't even know if you will ever read this, but if you do I would like to tell you that I'm here in bed sick with a fever and body ache just finished watching your testimony and im praising God for saving your life brother. For his unconditional LOVE for giving you hope and a future. I'm so happy that you can truly be happy now and that God is showing you how to be the father that you never had to your 3 little ones. God bless you and your family always 😁
When I was a kid, I remember being in bed and all of the sudden I was pulled out of bed from my hair and my face was shoved into the drawer which had my socks and underwear. My mom was angry that they were not folded to her liking. I got a beating for that.
Another time I was taking a shower and I was pulled and beaten with a hanger and I can’t even remember why. The abuse continued day in and day out. I asked God everyday to make me die. 😢 it was hell on earth.
Seek Him he will answer you dear he waiting to you to surrender yourself to him through Jesus everything will be possible he loves you so much and he can offer you what the world could not offer. May God’s peace mercy and protection be upon you in Mighty name of JESUS 🙌🏽
John is so brave for sharing his testimony! 🥺 WOW! Thank you for capturing and sharing with us! 💜
He definitely is! it took a lot for him to share this publicly and he almost didnt, but he knew it would help others so we pulled through
this makes me so sad…i felt so heart broken. my tears won’t stop…wow…all i have to say is JESUS JESUS JESUS.
So sad to listen to Jon,s childhood abuse and equally sad that there were no adults around to protect these boys.Big hug to you Jon and glad that you got love from Jesus.
Evil prevails when good people do nothing.
CPS was an absolute JOKE here n it's not just this one story.
Things won't change in our world becuz if people's inherent evil hearts. The government is simply a cover-up , a way for people to put up a front n cash in on people's/ CHILDRENS pain !!
God bless the few genuine ones who truly DO THERE JOB N follow through to see that the abuse STOPS !!! They had /have the means to put people like his dad behind bars or in an institution. THEY SHOULD BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR COVERING THIS UP!!!!
They knew , 🤦😠
This breaks my heart to know that little kids go through this horrific pain. I'm sorry this happened to you. You are an incredible human being. You've been through so much pain and still became a nurse to help so many people with their pain and suffering. You're truly an inspiration and a gift of God. We need more people like you in this world. God bless you and your family. 💕
Literally can not even imagine going through that much trauma. God bless this man’s soul. Really awesome testimony.
I know. And the sad thing is that I think that no matter how much healing God gives him, it will likely always affect him at least a little. Scars last forever.
That’s My God. He has helped me so many time in my loneliness, His love can heal so many heartaches.
The story is sickening in the beginning! It’s frustrating and hard to understand how a grown adult let alone a FATHER can treat a small child like that. May God continue to bless this man with love and recovery.
He's sooo strong I would have never been able to tell my story without shedding a tear!
He was in tears at one point . 😢
I'm around 18 minutes in and my hearts broke, I'm crying, this is extremely hard to watch I can't even imagine 💔
I can relate to the horrible abuse. My sister's and I endured physical and mental abuse from the one that was supposed to protect us,,, our Mother. I am now 52 years and I can now understand the why all four of us have had issues through out our lives.
My heart legitimately hurts for this man and what he went through. As a mother, I could never imagine having to put my kids through a life like that. I wouldn't care how but we would leave. It angers me so badly when i hear about kids being physically abused. My mothers father was a drunk and abused my grandmother...fortunately he died when my mom was still small and the abuse didn't last.
Well, I'm 54 and was severely abused by my Mother to the point that my step Father started abusing me, because I had no one to protect me. This testimony has waken up all the abuse I had to endure in the hands of my own mother and step Father. I have failed to heal and accepted to live with it. I have failed 2 marriages because I don't understand and know what love is. The men I married, used what I went through to treat and abuse me so badly. I have given up on men and relationships. I think I was born not to be loved.
Read the bible and give all to God. ❤
'"In Christ Jesus, your past does not dictate your future in God. He has something better. His thoughts towards you are not evil; but they are good. Continue in & Trust the Lord.. Let your past not define you; let it advance you. Let God change your life around. Trusting in God, let God use you to touch people... Those are demons - Resentment & Unforgiveness. They can't come out of you except through Prayer & Fasting."" --Shana Joseph
God changed this woman; who was once a neglected, hurt little girl; AND her mother. God keeps His promises! ❤
May you flourish, grow in good health, continue to bless & be blessed, & increase in boundless strength, courage, wisdom, and/ or succeed in everything you do..❤
GOD is with you;
You will not fall.- ❤
Psalm 46:5
Thank you Jesus for saving my brother in Christ. It’s really beautiful what MY FATHER IN HEAVEN can do 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾. I pray he walks with the LORD forever ❤️
Amen!!
AMEN
Wow! Heart breaking testimony but Powerful!
I grew up in Washington DC and do briefly remember the immigration situation in Langley Park, Maryland. It was infested with gangs there. Thank God he restored this man's life. Jesus also restored mine, he set me free from drug addiction, alcohol addiction, anxiety, depression, and sleep paralysis! I too didn't believe God could restore, but he did 😀
Thank you fur sharing God bless you.
I’ve blocked out a lot of my childhood b/c of abuse. It’s funny how when you’re little you don’t know any better so the abnormal becomes your normal. Most of that abuse happened to me between ages 3-8 years old. I had a brother who was 5 years older than me and who treated me more like a little brother at times. We didn’t have a father (and we were from different fathers too). Our mom had/has schizophrenia so she wasn’t all right in her mind. I remember spending a lot of time on the streets and just seeing a lot of stuff that a kid my age shouldn’t have seen. Since my mom struggled with the mental illness and my grandma could only so much I was neglected sometimes. My uncle was an alcoholic so he wasn’t safe to be around because if he wasn’t drunk he was angry. He had physically hurt my gma, mom. B/c of this I felt safer outside b/c then I could hang out with my friends which were mostly guys. Little like that and naive I’ve walked on a lot of crazy situations. I remember being beaten like full on punched in my face. I can remember who exactly did it, but I must’ve angered them somehow. I have memories of being thrown against the wall and hitting my head really hard. I was sexually abused and told that if I tell anyone I’d be killed. It’s a miracle I’m alive today after everything I’ve been thru. God must be watching over me cuz I could’ve died on several occasions. I struggle with self worth b/c of this. I have a very warped understanding of how a man supposed to love a woman. I’ve seen good examples in my life too but those other ones are deeply rooted in me too. I remember being so confused and not understanding why was all of it was happening. I felt like God didn’t love me, like He was an angry God. I’ve had good moments too. I went to preschool and then kindergarten. Like I said I blocked out a lot of it to survive so I only remember bits and pieces of my childhood. I do remember being in a mental hospital tho after a nervous break down. I was 6 years old and at the psych ward I was damaged some more. I was told that if I act out with my anger I’ll be put into the ward again and I was soooo scared of that place that I learned to bottle up my emotions. Most of my life I’ve been afraid to talk about this stuff b/c even right now as I’m typing this I hear that voice in my head “we’ll kill/hurt you more if you tell anyone”. I’m 30 years old today and I’ve yet to still really heal from all that trauma.
I'm so sorry, 💔😭🙏❤️
Hey, you have been through so much and I can’t even imagine the other stuff that you have blocked. Im glad you are still here to this day. You should have not gone through all that, no child deserves that. I hope you heal and are able to persevere through the trauma. You got this okay!!!
'"In Christ Jesus, your past does not dictate your future in God. He has something better. His thoughts towards you are not evil; but they are good. Continue in & Trust the Lord.. Let your past not define you; let it advance you. Let God change your life around. Trusting in God, let God use you to touch people... Those are demons - Resentment & Unforgiveness. They can't come out of you except through Prayer & Fasting."" --Shana Joseph
God changed this woman; who was once a neglected, hurt little girl; AND her mother. God keeps His promises! ❤
I pray that you be set free in the Mighty name of Jesus Christ may healing like never before break through in your heart, mind and soul. Go back to her childhood Lord and walk her through the healing process and all those who have suffered from abuse. My God You are well able. Renew their mind and wash them with your Word Precious Savior Lord Jesus. Amen 🙏
You sound like a good soul ❤
This testimony just made me cry. The abuse and the horror that little children had to go through. I thank God for helping you through all this
To suffer that much abuse at such a young and delicate age. I weeped for you.
God is going to use you mightily as a testimony for His glory and turn that sorrow into joy for others.
May our Father continue to bless you lead you and guide you in all that you do.
Thank you so much for being brave enough to share such a traumatic experience.
I am a 68 year old woman and I got blessed by your testimony! I sent it to my grandsons to listen to. Honey is your dad still alive? If he is I pray that he finds Jesus. Jesus has already found him I just pray that he responds to our Lord
Is a blessing whn someone goes through bad stuff as a child n God finds n saves them. Thank you Lord.
These testimonies give you hope... give you life... feed your soul. This channel has become my favorite ♡
JESUS LOVES YOU SO SO SO MUCH VERONICA!!! 🌷🌷🌷☺️🌸🌹🕊🙏🏽🌷☺️🌹🌹🕊🕊🌹🕊🌹🕊143🌹🌹🌹🌹
I cannot finish his testimony. I'm a mom, and it is SO heartbreaking 😢
I know what you mean...
It’s just too much. As a mother of four, I want to vomit. I’m sickened at the level of wickedness.
@@normiejeanjexactly me too 🥹
I’m eager to hear the ending, but this is very painful to listen to🤦🏽♀️
This was Soo hard to listen to the abuse he went through as a child. 😭 I can only imagine how traumatic this was to go through! My heart just breaks listening to this, knowing kids go through this!! Praise be to God for your life now!
My heart broke for this brother. So happy God is His only Father now ❤
Wow I'm so sorry for all the pain you and your mom and your brother went through 😥. Thank God for saving you 🙏
I can only imagine the pain their dad went through too as a child. It sounds like a cycle. I pray it’s broken in JESUS PRECIOUS NAME!!!! 🙏🏽🌹
I know what you mean about the rage an abusive parent can create! I’m only 5’2 and people were scared of me!My dad was like your dad. I would go to school with bruises on my face, but in the 60 and 70s not much was done. We were middle income, looked like a “normal” family.... but it WASNT! Only I was abused. The other 3 and my mom didn’t ever help
I was sooo tough on the OUTSIDE! But hurting after longing for love on the inside.5’2 100 lbs but by the time was was 11 I would fight back.... usually big very successfully but I HAD to! If I cried it was worse, I believe he was a sadist.
Thank Jesus He changed my heart!!! I was able to forgive my parents, ONLY through the Holy Spirit
Praise god ! Im sorry you had to live through that in your childhood. Thank you for sharing your story it has definitely impacted myself and others im sure ! Your story as well as jons can definitely bring hope to others who live through similar situations.
My father beat me on a regular until he got tired. Then would call me back in for more. It only got worst after 12 when he felt I was too old for beatings with a belt. I missed school regularly because of the bruising and busted skin on my back and legs. He committed suicide when I was 17. I don’t whether to feel fortunate or morn. I’m broken and hate children have to endure this. My mother never stopped him. Even encouraged it. I grew up always being called worthless and I wish you weren’t my son. I carry this with me every day. I used to be extremely violent. I’m a dad now and can’t imagine hurting my children like this. I just pray Jesus comes to save me one day like this.
“that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.”
Romans 10:9-10
Whew! This was HARD to listen to. Prayers to your entire family. This is extremely traumatized!!💔 Thank you Lord God for your healing and forgiveness❤❤❤❤
This was pure evil....and this dad I would love to see him one day and tell him what he deserves, yes Iam a Christian, but can't take this
@Martin Luther for sure it’s that evil seed that we need to really kill off
@Martin Luther you are correct but I was sexually abused as a child doesn't mean I would do the same. Just like John here. Evil corrupted the dad.
actually, some people are born psychopaths
yeah, sometimes violence needs to be addressed with violence. i am so angry at his mom. his dad was a sociopath so he couldnt help being evil, but the mom was not disordered
Just started watching and I’m already falling in love with his testimony!
Thank you again Erica!! We're so happy to hear you're continuing to enjoy the testimonies
Yeah, so many people who believe in evil magic beings seem to really love these gruesome stories of torture of children.
Amazing testimony!!!! One of the best I’ve heard. Happy that he’s no longer suffering through all that childhood pain 🙏🏽
The amount of rage I have towards this “man” (his dad) you can’t even imagine.
What a might GOD WE SERVE
Amen ! Thank you for watching!
Yes a mighty god that allows this crap to happen to Children?? How delusional and brain washed are you people?? What y’all have is insanity!
Oh Dear God💔💔💔My heart. I have so many feelings right now.
But then again WOW. 😊😊 There's nothing that God can't heal❤️❤️❤️He takes our pain away, but only if we let Him. ❤️🥳😊
Wow such a heartbreaking story honestly this man is just amazing through everything he has gone through and still here today working with God, this just show not matter what you through thick or thin
they always a way out through God 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank You for your testimony.
I gave my life to Jesus Christ over 30 years ago. I still need to hear and be refreshed on His love, goodness, mercy and power.
Yes