In a good way.... nostalgia for those sweet logos and noises....now my BIOS check flashes past before me in the blink of an eye....just like every waking day.... time is going by so fast.... gonna die alone soon.
Army of Two: the 40th day and Lost Planet 1, games that are dead. I was one of the last playing. The empty lobby mean it that time online wont never comeback again, and will become just a nice memory. I feel sad now, thanks HAHA fuk
Mr. Kill Myself is like the first 45 seconds of doing something you know you'll regret. The entire song feels like the world is slowing down so that we all may gather around and witness your downfall.
@@kyle73376 damn bro that's pretty fucked up from your part, but hey we all fuck up at some point, just make sure you learn from it, thats the only way you can make something good out of a crappy situation. That's life summarized right there.
I do believe the first seconds of Goodbye used the first 10 seconds of this song. Gave me chills. And a great call back to your most popular song. This song and Kawaii Razor Blade took me back to Christmas of 2020. For some odd reason it took me there. It sucks that Jvne was short lived but I understand why.
Yeah it also reminded me of this song this was the first song by them I heard about 2 years ago good memory's its a shame they stopped making music but I hope it works out best for them
@@naners22 Sewerslvt them self announced it on there patreon a couple months ago, saying that there next album would be there last. It was dedicated in the memory of the person they loved who unfortunately committed suicide. You can probably find out more if you search the internet for people discussing it.
@@Bani0000 i knew of the unfortunate suicide but i didnt know about the announcement. it was definitely a good run, this song we were commenting on was the first sewerslvt song i ever heard when it was just a few months old. it’s unfortunate to know that no more projects are coming. thanks for the info.
@@jimmyjenkins1907 Actually, the CZcams algorithm is really easy to abuse if you know how it works. It may be a temperamental mistress, but I still wring their servers for every ounce of entertainment-related gold.
It's officially been 1 year since the last song she has released. I am aware of her story, I just I hope she's doing okay, somewhere out there. She deserves nothing but happiness. Thank you for making all this phenomenal music.
I’d describe it as “liquid jungle”. Similar to moment by lildeath. It had the energetic fast paced drum breaks of a jungle tune combined with the soothing melodies of liquid dnb. One hell of a combo.
I am enjoying this song while living. I have experienced depression, but right now I am hearing this and thinking... dang this is good music. I don't have to be screwed up to enjoy this, I don't enjoy this because I am screwed up, it just has so many rythms to follow and all of them wonderfully crunchy.
You're right. I'd consider myself to be an optimist and I enjoy sewerslvt's music a lot. Doesn't mean you have to be scared of admitting some craziness in your life, though. :)
yes. I am a chill guy, I am not depressed and haven't gone through depression (luckily somehow), but Sewerslvts music, especially their last album, just has so much emotion flowing out of it and little melodies and things I just love it and am addicted. I love how this music makes me want to just lay down on a bed and stare at the ceiling while blasting the music on my headphones. It's such a strange, unique, and good feeling.
I don't know in what state of mind you have to be in order to make this kind of music, but I can tell you what state this song reminds me of. Ever felt peckish, a bit hungry, but not hungry enough to actually have to eat? Just hungry enough to feel that pain. And have you then ever opened your fridge to grab something, looked at everything in it, and then closed it not having taken anything? You're kind of hungry, but don't have any appetite. You want to eat, but you can't find anything you want to eat. Not even the smell of freshly cooked food is enough to rouse your appetite. And so you don't eat, and have to go on, feeling that pain, feeling that push to eat something, you keep going to the fridge only to look with apathy at what's inside, and then close it again. The state of mind I'm talking about is similar. You want to do something, anything, but nothing is interesting enough. But not only that, it feels like you don't want to do anything. It feels like laying in bed, and just staring at a wall, or celling is what you want to do. But if you do, you're going to start feeling restless. You'll feel like you have to move, do something. There are so many things you want to do, or that you could do just for the fun of it. But no, there's nothing that interest you. Any activity seems either too difficult, too mundane, too annoying, not stimulating enough, it would take too much time, it doesn't last long enough, too complex, etc. So you end up standing up in order to lay back down again. Now, you can force yourself to do something, but it doesn't fill you with joy. Nothing does. The only thing you feel consistently is frustration. And not the kind that turns into anger. No, that would be too easy to deal with. Anger can at the very least motivate you to action. If you feel angry, you want to do something about it, express it in some form or another. You're just plain frustrated. There doesn't seem to be any reason for you being like this. There's nothing that overly worries you, nothing to keep you awake at night, nothing going wrong, nothing that feels too inadequate, you're quite happy with the direction in which your life's headed. This state seemingly appears out of nowhere, at random, with nothing that could be considered a cause, and doesn't last for a consistent amount of time. There doesn't seem to be any similarity between these... episodes. If you're out for a walk while in this state, you might think you're staring at nothing in particular. Your eyes are fixated, but on a point, and not an object. But then you find out you have been staring at something all along, and you only notice it when something drastically changes, like the window you've been looking at suddenly opens, or someone looks out of it. And all of this could be fine if it was just that. Yeah, you're frustrated for no particular reason, but at least you can think to entertain yourself. But it's not just that. You can't think, or rather, you can't perceive your thoughts. You have them, you're sure of it, but you can't recall them. Not even after you've just had them. The reason you're certain you were thinking, is because you remember thinking, but that's all. You don't remember what it was, or how it made you feel, you just remember your mind was preoccupied with something, and if it came from the previous thought, or it was something entirely new. Sometimes you think about something for quite a bit, and sometimes thoughts exit your mind as quickly as they entered. And no matter how hard you try, you can't recall anything other than there having been something to recall. It's as if you're laying in the backseat of a car that's driving somewhere. Your eyes are closed, and the only thing you can hear is the engine running. You don't know where you are, or where you're headed. You're simply there, along for the ride. But there's nothing fun about this ride. You want to open your eyes, see what's out there, but you can't. They just won't, not because you've been blindfolded, or something like that, but because they simply won't. You're drowsy, but you want to stand up. But your body doesn't want to move. You're between wakefulness and sleep. Both and neither at the same time. You want to speak to the driver, but your mouth won't move. All this frustrates you, but it's being kept in check by the lethargy, making sure it doesn't build up into anger. All you can do if lay there, and feel how the car moves. Each turn the car makes is like a thought exiting, and a new one entering. The straight parts of the journey are you thinking about something. You know the car made turns. You know that it spent quite a bit of time not making any turns, you can even remember some of the sequences of turns. First left, drive a bit, left again, quick right, drive a bit longer, turn left again... But you don't remember all of them, or where they were made, or even where the journey started. Usually it's not this extreme, you can still function normally, your mind is just a bit fogged, your interests faded a bit, you want to do a bit more of everything, and also a bit less. But the frustration is a constant. You ask your friend if you want to meet. You want to do something with them. But once you've met, you feel unsatisfied. You want to be alone again. You talk to them about some subject or another, but you can't express yourself precisely enough. You hear your own words, and think: "No, that's not quite what I mean". So you get frustrated. And of course your friend doesn't understand what you actually mean, you failed to adequately express yourself. So you get frustrated at their not getting it. But never enough for you to change the subject. Never enough for you to call it a day. Nothing feels satisfactory, nothing scratches that itch quite right. Not even discovering something new, something you might otherwise enjoy, or be at least interested in, nothing manages to excite or calm you enough. This is what this song feels like. I first found this song outside of this... lethargic hyperactivity, narcoleptic restlessness, whatever you'd like to call it. And I didn't like it. It feels too frantic, and the slower parts feel too long. But when I listend to in that state, the frustration lessened. It was still there, but not as much. It's as if both sides got what they wanted. The ps2 startup-like sound, as well as the "oh"s and "ah"s playing in the same pattern, constantly being clearly audible, and them being so soothing managed to satisfy the need for something calming. But at the same time, everything else playing quite frantically managed to keep the hyperactive side preoccupied. So both sides, both needs were met at the same time. And so, the frustration wasn't as severe as before. Quite the song.
I’m back to where it all began… It’s already been nearly 2 years since this popped up in my recommended. So much has happened and changed, some of it for the better. I’ve met so many people that are still friends through this music, and I even got to watch a live set on skyward+. It all ends tomorrow, but i’m glad i got to experience all of this in the first place. Thanks for the memories!
wait, what do you mean by "ends tomorrow"? is she going to delete everything about her? or what? sorry if i'm overreacting or over exaggerating but that, given a context of last album, is pretty concerning
@@kurokamikage_official i more so meant that she said she’s done making music after the new album and nov 12 is tomorrow for me but she released the album today so uh yeah
Me too. This music has been with me on the cell phone in my pocket for so long I've forgotten how I came about it. It's been a small piece of my coping for the last few years. Sad to see it end, but I'm so happy to have been a part of it.
@@GalileoAV Same here also have been listening for 2 years. Its been a journey and I usually am not very emotional but I felt kinda sad listening to there last album, I hope this works out best for them and ill never forget about them.
I don't know how to describe this, but this feels like the feeling of nostalgia or just emotion when you remember something important in your life is about to happen. A beginning. But something begins when I don't realize it so when something happens and I'm flashing back, I think about the beginning and how it all started, I keep thinking of this song. Back in a time where I was so clueless something big and important was about to happen in my life
In moments like those, it makes me wonder if tuning in to and trusting my intuition could have helped in any way... but that begs the question, how do you learn something like that?
This song sounds so mind crushingly depressing but at the same time it feels like heaven and an uplifting feeling of content, your work is simply magic. I hope your doing better now.
Late 90's anime, DDR, Touhou, OG Xbox and 360, Gamecube and Wii, DS Lite, PS1 and PS2, Newgrounds, Flash games and animations, Marble Blast Ultra, giggling at swear words, and falling asleep to music like this. I know I am not unique, but it feels so special.
DANDAN THE DANDAN Of course not. It’s pop culture that you were not around for or too young to really know about. If you’re into this stuff just look for more, the knowledge will come
This song is a perfect reminder of how I felt when holding a DMT vape in my hand, about to take a hit for the first time. It was my first time taking psychedelics and I remember my buddy saying "Calm down, bro. Just relax and take a few hits.", I felt very anxious. Life is a short trip, just like DMT.
It still amazes me how one amazing little drum break in a song from 1969 has been in use for like 40 years. Something about the way those drums are tuned
2:37 that part just takes me to another dimension like i feel some kinda euphoric emotion but also a bit of sadness at the same time I absolutely love this piece.
hilarious timing , recovering from a recent attempt and listening to this , ive been working on myself both mentally and physically , but its hard to forget such a day where you completely go against yourself and your survival instincts . now , i am better , i got help , sort of , but its funny how the person who tried to take their life was the exact same person who decided to work on their life and get better . and even if its been only just a couple of weeks since my attempt , i do not feel like dying anymore , i dont want to die anymore . i want to live , i want to see myself grow , experience life and joy , i have so much potential , i want to fulfill my dreams , thrive in my hobbies and create a space for myself . my only goal in life has always been to just , be here , i guess , to just do whatever i want to . the memories of that night still linger in my mind , the reminders will always be here with me , but i can choose to either learn from myself and get stronger or fall back into a worse spot . the choice is mine , its all mine , and maybe , maybe , maybe , just this once , i will actually take this , not my life , but the choice , to live , and experience life and joy . life always finds a way
And I've gained Stockholm syndrome and am now attracted to the boss because at least it's keeping me away from the fear and anxiety that typically come with trying to survive in this society.
Can't get over how good this song is. It has such a scary chaotic feel that I've never quite heard before. I really hope you do an OST for a game someday!
other producers: nooo you can't just put a shitload of overdrive on the kick drum that makes it too muddy!!!!~!@ Sewerslvt: haha bass drum go PBVBVBVBVVBVVVBVBVVVBVV also wanna say how much I love the wet bass that comes in later on it's v good
Uuuuhhh, it's just such a genre in which there are a lot of drums.... it supposed to be how it is, other producers of this genre also do this. The genre is called neurofunk, drumstep or dnb
It’s a mix of both I think. The fact so many showed up in a short amount of time is worrying, but at the same time being into both ambient and dnb isn’t gonna be the most mainstream mindset so idk
It definitely is bro. I just went back and relistened to a bunch of vaporwave and trance after getting super into virtual self. Now songs like this have been popping up occasionally.
Your music is wonderful and fully expresses sorrow and that feeling of lingering in white noise, thoughts buzzing a thousand miles an hour with possibilities. Thank you for making it. Many of us needed it.
for real :( i seriously havent listened to her last album yet, its too hard to get myself to do it. ive only listened to a couple songs but its definitely been a rollercoaster, being able to see an artists music career from start to finish
@@exomonoko2888 thought i was the only one who was sort of hesitant to listen to her new work because it approaches emotions i have a hard time feeling. I hope she finds herself in a better place.
Sewer has really helped me through trying times. There is a certain brand, a concise range of emotions in the mood spectrum that is so perfectly captured. Words don't represent these feelings well, they don't do them any justice. It's hard to describe something so perpetually oppressive. One of the things I've learned is that the first step to curing yourself is the recognition of your pain, whether you recognize it yourself or others recognize it for you. This music lets me know that my pain is known, it has been felt before. It is unfortunate that this dark tunnel that we're walking perpetually within is this long. We don't know when it'll end. We don't know when the horrors that stain our minds will fade away, but if we don't keep walking, we may never witness the euphoria that takes us when the invisible rope around our neck loosens up. We may never discover the light at the end of this tunnel. We may never discover how lovely it is to be free when the dark chain that fetters us snaps. These times are difficult. That much is true. But we can be stronger than this. We must muster the courage to see the dawn of the next day, and the days beyond that. Therefore, I ask you to keep walking, even if it is difficult. We will find meaning in this pain, and we will stand over it triumphantly. Here's hoping someone who needed to see those words, sees them.
Subscribing even though I know you’re done making music. This shit Incapsulates my thoughts perfectly at this point in time. It’s the first time I’ve been sober off drugs AND medications in years, trying to figure out what’s really wrong with my brain. The first month was fine, but now it’s pure aggression. This is the only music I’ve been able to listen to without it pissing me off or physically hurting me for some reason.
@@IN-eb3lm that's true, but let's create abstract universe where everything goes the same way, instead a human has a soul, a different personality. and so, his human body - brain - is what he achieved through his life. and his soul - is a thing that knows something outside of life. and the soul was creating the character - choosing available DNA options, talents, approximate appearance based on both parents genes and other. and while choosing a huge amount of aspects of what you'll be like in life, you hear this song. you also have an option to delete the character and choose the other genes, which will lead either to death while being in your mother, or death after getting born, or just not getting born at all
i hate how much ive been considering it recently, this song really just represents how im feeling overall. i wish i could get out of the situation i was in.
I'm in the same boat for me these thoughts have come creeping back in for a long time. Find a way To get out of your situation I know its not easy but just keep on going you will make it through your endeavor.
i dont know you, you dont know me, but i really hope the best for you. i have been there, and i know how debilitating that can feel. its not something anyone ever deserves. i believe in you
A year has just passed and i just played this song full volume at my headphones. Cant describe how much your music has helped me jvnko, thanks for all the great memories.
lol im that type of person who will never cry no matter what. i mean even if someone close to me dies. but somehow this song made me tear up. well i cant imagine in which mental state should a person be to create such thing. hope jvne is doing okay now or at least she is somehow better
Flávia, Interesting theory. Freudianism gets flak these days for being an "outdated" mode of understanding psychoanalytical paraphenomenon, but Freud actually had some fairly deep insights on morality and the genealogy of desire in humans.
@deadmananderman that's why I'm busy all day with uni and games. If I wasn't like this, I'd be dead. We should keep ourselves busy sometimes, I can't stand my mind talking to me all day long
I remember getting this in my recommended some time in january of 2020 and that's how I discovered sewerslvt's music. ever since I've never been impacted by music the same way sewer's music impacted me. I miss jvne and still listen to her music to this day
attention people coming from the algorithm, please sub to sewerslvt, he is an amazing talented guy, and a huge inspiration for me. also, sewerslvt, if you are reading this, i hope you don't you have to deal with thoughts of harming yourself anymore, cheers to a new decade.
Sewerslvt your song is very creative and sounds something out of some old school beats with adult swim vibe into it and its amazing keep up the great work I love it 🥰
@@Sewerslvt Came here from Recommendation Gang. Just enjoy the ride for now. I'm a depresso myself and srsly I know how it feels like when people have high expectations of you. But do not worry. People will just vibe and be glad whenever you upload I bet
There's various types of vent music about suicidal thoughts. You have something like Hurt or La Mer by Nine Inch Nails, and then you have this Need For Speed 3 sounding music with anime samples and some liquid DnB elements. Such different styles with the same intent. Great song and i hope you're doing better than when you made this depressing banger. We need you!
A google search for the exact phrase brings up this and another video by the same creator of this one. Its probably just a personal riff off of statements like "make your own luck" and "fortune favors the bold."
I think this means that luck is more likely to come to the person that keeps trying. Like, when you constantly roll the dice, you'll eventually get a good outcome. As opposed to someone that rarely takes risks, and therefore doesn't have as many chances to get the lucky roll.
@@jasminebaldwin7615 its not that deep man chill and clearly alot of people agreed with me its not a.generalization but an observation haha dont take it so serious
I’ll miss u. I understand everything that you’ve gone thru and I’ll always enjoy ur music ❤️ it got me thru my depression and breakups countless times . Thank u
Is it me, or does this song (the intro) remind you of that moment when you've woken up from a very long nap and in that moment you've lost your sense of time and place?
i don't remember the playstation taking this long to turn on
Compared to todays gaming computers it might as well be eons
In a good way.... nostalgia for those sweet logos and noises....now my BIOS check flashes past before me in the blink of an eye....just like every waking day.... time is going by so fast.... gonna die alone soon.
*THIS IS NOT OKAY*
Speaking of the playstation, this sounds a lot like the Ridge Racer Type 4 soundtrack
@@true_neutral3378 definitly sound like ridge racer (well I remember it as rage racer... the "french" version which isn't actually translated.
Came for the cute drawing ended up transcended into a different dimension.
welcome in hell
me with every single song of sewerslvt lmao
*to
Bloreen Kobux didn’t see the gun
@Kloreen Bobux if you think this is cute you should look at the rest of HamsterFragment's artwork lmao
I'm not really sad you quit. All good things must come to a end. I hope your doing great. Gonna be jamming to your music for a long time.
thank you mcrides
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@@sketchiefello9002 ur what??😳
@@elitrizien8908 ur mom lol
Sewerslvt is back people! 😍😭
Let's all love Cynthoni and Jvne 💜
this song gives me the vibe of being the only one in an online game lobby
gives me the vibe of being the only one who still plays on a really old minecraft server.
@@DJGeosmin and while you grinding your own someone comes you talk do some stuff and be friends one of the nicest things in internet
New players welcome! Clan XYZ | No rules, have fun!
Open Lobby - No Password - 1/64
Nice dude
Army of Two: the 40th day and Lost Planet 1, games that are dead. I was one of the last playing.
The empty lobby mean it that time online wont never comeback again, and will become just a nice memory. I feel sad now, thanks HAHA fuk
Kids in 20 years wishing to be born in this generation for this nostalgia
Well not exactly nostalgia just this music, the feeling.
@@dal_luna but this music sounds like something from the early '00 even later '90s
im already nostalgic
This already sounds like it's from the late 90s though, that's exactly what this style is
Nah,I hate when the internet tries to make up nostalgia on me about something I've even hear about
Still falls for it though
Mr. Kill Myself is like the first 45 seconds of doing something you know you'll regret. The entire song feels like the world is slowing down so that we all may gather around and witness your downfall.
The fuck did you just say you waste of space
I am crying 😭😭
That describes my life after I cheated on the person I loved.
@@kyle73376 we all fuck up. its never the end of the world tho. although it sure as hell can feel like it.
@@kyle73376 damn bro that's pretty fucked up from your part, but hey we all fuck up at some point, just make sure you learn from it, thats the only way you can make something good out of a crappy situation.
That's life summarized right there.
I do believe the first seconds of Goodbye used the first 10 seconds of this song. Gave me chills. And a great call back to your most popular song. This song and Kawaii Razor Blade took me back to Christmas of 2020. For some odd reason it took me there. It sucks that Jvne was short lived but I understand why.
Yeah it also reminded me of this song this was the first song by them I heard about 2 years ago good memory's its a shame they stopped making music but I hope it works out best for them
@@Bani0000 they are quitting? who says?
@@naners22 Sewerslvt them self announced it on there patreon a couple months ago, saying that there next album would be there last. It was dedicated in the memory of the person they loved who unfortunately committed suicide. You can probably find out more if you search the internet for people discussing it.
@@Bani0000 i knew of the unfortunate suicide but i didnt know about the announcement. it was definitely a good run, this song we were commenting on was the first sewerslvt song i ever heard when it was just a few months old. it’s unfortunate to know that no more projects are coming. thanks for the info.
Amazing observation!
the cultivation of my recommended videos has finally payed off
hah- imagine recommended being correlated to any of ur watch history
@@jimmyjenkins1907 From my perspective it seems to work that way
@David Vanwinkle
*pathetic*
Same, brother. Sometimes I dislike videos just so they don't show up again
@@jimmyjenkins1907 Actually, the CZcams algorithm is really easy to abuse if you know how it works. It may be a temperamental mistress, but I still wring their servers for every ounce of entertainment-related gold.
I got into an accident listening to this song in my car, scary shit. No one got hurt tho.
LOL
no wonder why its called ''Mr. Kill Myself''
Glad your ok.
@@edwardmarshall2035 Thanks man, hope you're doing ok too.
another song not to listen to while driving: obsessive - macky gee
Let's all love Cynthoni💜
It's officially been 1 year since the last song she has released. I am aware of her story, I just I hope she's doing okay, somewhere out there. She deserves nothing but happiness. Thank you for making all this phenomenal music.
I can't believe its already been a year, that's crazy
>she
@@trabant3060 yes
I really miss her
WAIT SEWERSLVT IS A GIRLLL???? WTF
fire af
Oh hi Artzie
Ejllo artzie!
I always see you on so many videos whether it be up and coming artists, old anime, vaporwave from 2012 or just random "deep youtube" vids
OMG
hello artzie
how can a song be overwhelming and calming at the same time?
beauty has chaos
I’d describe it as “liquid jungle”. Similar to moment by lildeath. It had the energetic fast paced drum breaks of a jungle tune combined with the soothing melodies of liquid dnb. One hell of a combo.
Its a song that breathes so you feel release and pent up by listening to it
my thoughts exactly
welcome to dnb
I hope your doing better, I hope you can recover from the lost from your lover.
I am enjoying this song while living. I have experienced depression, but right now I am hearing this and thinking... dang this is good music. I don't have to be screwed up to enjoy this, I don't enjoy this because I am screwed up, it just has so many rythms to follow and all of them wonderfully crunchy.
You're right. I'd consider myself to be an optimist and I enjoy sewerslvt's music a lot. Doesn't mean you have to be scared of admitting some craziness in your life, though. :)
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Ahh so agreeable and truee,
yes. I am a chill guy, I am not depressed and haven't gone through depression (luckily somehow), but Sewerslvts music, especially their last album, just has so much emotion flowing out of it and little melodies and things I just love it and am addicted. I love how this music makes me want to just lay down on a bed and stare at the ceiling while blasting the music on my headphones. It's such a strange, unique, and good feeling.
This is how waking up in the middle of the night just to get a cold cup of water feels like
Oooh damn, now that’s a description!
@@mattfluffy6954 fr
that's true
Accurate
Put some Ice on that.
this is what hitting your elbow on the edge of a table sounds like
or drinking mcdonalds sprite
or standing up quickly
Or looking up at the sky directly
Or having parents that ignore your needs
Ah, I'm fine lol
My parents just ignore my mental health :l
I don't know in what state of mind you have to be in order to make this kind of music, but I can tell you what state this song reminds me of.
Ever felt peckish, a bit hungry, but not hungry enough to actually have to eat? Just hungry enough to feel that pain. And have you then ever opened your fridge to grab something, looked at everything in it, and then closed it not having taken anything? You're kind of hungry, but don't have any appetite. You want to eat, but you can't find anything you want to eat. Not even the smell of freshly cooked food is enough to rouse your appetite. And so you don't eat, and have to go on, feeling that pain, feeling that push to eat something, you keep going to the fridge only to look with apathy at what's inside, and then close it again.
The state of mind I'm talking about is similar. You want to do something, anything, but nothing is interesting enough. But not only that, it feels like you don't want to do anything. It feels like laying in bed, and just staring at a wall, or celling is what you want to do. But if you do, you're going to start feeling restless. You'll feel like you have to move, do something. There are so many things you want to do, or that you could do just for the fun of it. But no, there's nothing that interest you. Any activity seems either too difficult, too mundane, too annoying, not stimulating enough, it would take too much time, it doesn't last long enough, too complex, etc. So you end up standing up in order to lay back down again.
Now, you can force yourself to do something, but it doesn't fill you with joy. Nothing does. The only thing you feel consistently is frustration. And not the kind that turns into anger. No, that would be too easy to deal with. Anger can at the very least motivate you to action. If you feel angry, you want to do something about it, express it in some form or another. You're just plain frustrated.
There doesn't seem to be any reason for you being like this. There's nothing that overly worries you, nothing to keep you awake at night, nothing going wrong, nothing that feels too inadequate, you're quite happy with the direction in which your life's headed. This state seemingly appears out of nowhere, at random, with nothing that could be considered a cause, and doesn't last for a consistent amount of time. There doesn't seem to be any similarity between these... episodes.
If you're out for a walk while in this state, you might think you're staring at nothing in particular. Your eyes are fixated, but on a point, and not an object. But then you find out you have been staring at something all along, and you only notice it when something drastically changes, like the window you've been looking at suddenly opens, or someone looks out of it.
And all of this could be fine if it was just that. Yeah, you're frustrated for no particular reason, but at least you can think to entertain yourself. But it's not just that. You can't think, or rather, you can't perceive your thoughts. You have them, you're sure of it, but you can't recall them. Not even after you've just had them. The reason you're certain you were thinking, is because you remember thinking, but that's all. You don't remember what it was, or how it made you feel, you just remember your mind was preoccupied with something, and if it came from the previous thought, or it was something entirely new. Sometimes you think about something for quite a bit, and sometimes thoughts exit your mind as quickly as they entered. And no matter how hard you try, you can't recall anything other than there having been something to recall.
It's as if you're laying in the backseat of a car that's driving somewhere. Your eyes are closed, and the only thing you can hear is the engine running. You don't know where you are, or where you're headed. You're simply there, along for the ride. But there's nothing fun about this ride. You want to open your eyes, see what's out there, but you can't. They just won't, not because you've been blindfolded, or something like that, but because they simply won't. You're drowsy, but you want to stand up. But your body doesn't want to move. You're between wakefulness and sleep. Both and neither at the same time. You want to speak to the driver, but your mouth won't move. All this frustrates you, but it's being kept in check by the lethargy, making sure it doesn't build up into anger. All you can do if lay there, and feel how the car moves.
Each turn the car makes is like a thought exiting, and a new one entering. The straight parts of the journey are you thinking about something. You know the car made turns. You know that it spent quite a bit of time not making any turns, you can even remember some of the sequences of turns. First left, drive a bit, left again, quick right, drive a bit longer, turn left again...
But you don't remember all of them, or where they were made, or even where the journey started.
Usually it's not this extreme, you can still function normally, your mind is just a bit fogged, your interests faded a bit, you want to do a bit more of everything, and also a bit less. But the frustration is a constant. You ask your friend if you want to meet. You want to do something with them. But once you've met, you feel unsatisfied. You want to be alone again. You talk to them about some subject or another, but you can't express yourself precisely enough. You hear your own words, and think: "No, that's not quite what I mean". So you get frustrated. And of course your friend doesn't understand what you actually mean, you failed to adequately express yourself. So you get frustrated at their not getting it. But never enough for you to change the subject. Never enough for you to call it a day.
Nothing feels satisfactory, nothing scratches that itch quite right. Not even discovering something new, something you might otherwise enjoy, or be at least interested in, nothing manages to excite or calm you enough.
This is what this song feels like. I first found this song outside of this... lethargic hyperactivity, narcoleptic restlessness, whatever you'd like to call it. And I didn't like it. It feels too frantic, and the slower parts feel too long. But when I listend to in that state, the frustration lessened. It was still there, but not as much. It's as if both sides got what they wanted. The ps2 startup-like sound, as well as the "oh"s and "ah"s playing in the same pattern, constantly being clearly audible, and them being so soothing managed to satisfy the need for something calming. But at the same time, everything else playing quite frantically managed to keep the hyperactive side preoccupied. So both sides, both needs were met at the same time. And so, the frustration wasn't as severe as before.
Quite the song.
the first parts really described how ive been feeling recently. youre really amazing at writing honestly.
Reading this while listening to the song, specially the midpoint was so on point. Thanks for putting on text a recurring emotion
this is such a good comment holy shit, describes the song perfectly and I can also relate a bit to pretty much everything here unfortunately
thank you for putting it into words
Dude you just described my entire life better than I ever could. Allow me to screenshot this for my therapist to understand a bit better.
I’m back to where it all began… It’s already been nearly 2 years since this popped up in my recommended. So much has happened and changed, some of it for the better. I’ve met so many people that are still friends through this music, and I even got to watch a live set on skyward+. It all ends tomorrow, but i’m glad i got to experience all of this in the first place. Thanks for the memories!
wait, what do you mean by "ends tomorrow"? is she going to delete everything about her? or what?
sorry if i'm overreacting or over exaggerating but that, given a context of last album, is pretty concerning
@@kurokamikage_official i more so meant that she said she’s done making music after the new album and nov 12 is tomorrow for me but she released the album today so uh yeah
@@kurokamikage_official dw i more so meant the end of the music making not anything bad
Me too. This music has been with me on the cell phone in my pocket for so long I've forgotten how I came about it. It's been a small piece of my coping for the last few years. Sad to see it end, but I'm so happy to have been a part of it.
@@GalileoAV Same here also have been listening for 2 years. Its been a journey and I usually am not very emotional but I felt kinda sad listening to there last album, I hope this works out best for them and ill never forget about them.
Listening to this song at 5am gives me a nostalgic feeling of watching anime late at night in the early 2000s on adult swim.
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holy fuck you’re so right
The Dawn is Your Enemy
My favorite anime is king of the hill
You should check out deep space bass and black hole megamix, it includes alot of the tracks they used to use in the bumpers
YO THAT BEAT KICKED ME RIGHT IN THE TEETH AND STOLE MY WALLET
fuckING SUBBED
basically this
@Pin Head why this comment section so horny
alright
@Pin Head damn ok you spittin out some hot fire right there
Hiro why are you horny
I don't know how to describe this, but this feels like the feeling of nostalgia or just emotion when you remember something important in your life is about to happen. A beginning. But something begins when I don't realize it so when something happens and I'm flashing back, I think about the beginning and how it all started, I keep thinking of this song. Back in a time where I was so clueless something big and important was about to happen in my life
In moments like those, it makes me wonder if tuning in to and trusting my intuition could have helped in any way... but that begs the question, how do you learn something like that?
@@NahNoWayy trial and error, courage, experimentation, and learn what matters the most
@@werami9126 you couldn't be more right. I hope you are doing well out there, and taking good care.
@@NahNoWayy love and nothing but
Finally a song that describes my mood
I did not expect to find the Finnish domino guy here
Nautin videoistasi ^^
taikamuna i love ur videos!!! i didnt know u liked sewerslvt!!!!!!
on god
It just doesnt
right???
I only realized now, at 12:25 AM on a monday, that she is holding a gun against her head
Funny thing it's Monday for me but it's 12:40am and I just realised that too
@@jolyneslover3803 oh my god its a sign. a sign for something. i dont know what for
thank you for the insight
it is also 12:25 am on a friday :0
It was Monday 5:39 PM for me
This song is like the pure rush of emotions before doing something youll never be able to take back
Perhaps that's the point, considering the title, image and music video
ya it really is
Isn't it just wonderful?
Exactly
this explains it so well
wherever you are, I hope you're okay.
This song sounds so mind crushingly depressing but at the same time it feels like heaven and an uplifting feeling of content, your work is simply magic. I hope your doing better now.
Srsly how is this depressing at all?
this is not Lo-Fi Hip Hop Anime Chil Beats To Study and Relax To
Correct. Congratulations on passing your test. Now ***ASCEND***
@@nickdance965 Kayne Quest
Nah THIS IS JUNGLE
@@drifter402 More like breakcore.
@@hibikiballs8353 It's fast enough to be breakcore, but it doesn't have as many "cuts" and meshes in the drum break samples. Most likely just jungle
Late 90's anime, DDR, Touhou, OG Xbox and 360, Gamecube and Wii, DS Lite, PS1 and PS2, Newgrounds, Flash games and animations, Marble Blast Ultra, giggling at swear words, and falling asleep to music like this. I know I am not unique, but it feels so special.
I see you're a touhou player as well nice
Dude hell yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesss
holy fuck marble blast ultra
Am I a degenerate for not recognizing anything despite being 18?
DANDAN THE DANDAN Of course not. It’s pop culture that you were not around for or too young to really know about. If you’re into this stuff just look for more, the knowledge will come
I can't believe I found this song from a shitpost video about welding electrical wires.
do link, this is a very intriguing premise
This song is used a lot by the JP Community. Junko is pretty popular by a lot of JP artist.
in what?
@@gungun5845 I assume JP stands for Japanese
@@adamnajami1919 thank you
@@gungun5845 VRChat.
i understand why this song feels so familiar to me. it sounds like one of those run games on cool maths games but on acid.
yeeeeeea dudeee
Facts bro
this breakbeat sample was used in some tracks from sf3rd strike's soundtrack and also some toonami ads
and I think that the PlayStation boot sound is processed into a pad sound
This song is a perfect reminder of how I felt when holding a DMT vape in my hand, about to take a hit for the first time. It was my first time taking psychedelics and I remember my buddy saying "Calm down, bro. Just relax and take a few hits.", I felt very anxious. Life is a short trip, just like DMT.
My dad was blasting this song on the speaker's downstairs
Your dad has good taste
Edit: autocorrect turned "dad" unto "df d"
@@lemmesleep1858 i indeed have a dfd but not cool as the commenter's.
ask him if he's doing okay
Cool dad
woah u have a cool dad wth
3 years later, I still enjoy this track
, although it no longer evokes the same emotions as when I first listened to it, but it still remains perfect
сделав много прекрасных треков он ушел навсегда так и не оставив надежды на будущее...
wishing her all the love in the fucking world 🌎 💖 she deserved so much better
@@blfp_ cancel culture and that her girlfriend killed herself in a psych ward with smuggled chemicals, which made her quit making music.
Wish they would just come back : (
what happened to her?
@@serricardodemilosviii245 umm...u read my reply right???
@@serricardodemilosviii245 well, she got canceled for her past... Even tho she changed a lot since her early days. :(
It still amazes me how one amazing little drum break in a song from 1969 has been in use for like 40 years. Something about the way those drums are tuned
??
@@a_3435 The Amen Break, look it up.
@@m.h.5400 ohh thanks
50 years.
The original drummer is long gone but I find it beautiful how his work still lives on and inspires new ideas
I feel like i glitched out of the map in a video game, but there was a secret boss outside waiting for me, and this is its theme
"̷̱̟̜̦̙̻̼I̞̠̱͖̯̻̰ Ạ̯͇̫ͅM̨͎̩͔̥̟ͅ ͎̗Y͎̟̩̼̲͔̖͟O̻͜U͍͈̰R̫͉̲͈ ͈͔̞G̜͖R̵̩̳E̘̺̦̪̜̺̺Ḁ̢͕̼̱̟T̟EŞ͙T͙͈̘̖͓̪ͅ ҉͙̝̠̲̥̯̭F̷̥̹̪̜̼̼͍O̩ͅE̳.̹̟͎̣"̶̞͓̜̻̭ͅ
My fantasy...
@@Blackberry0.9 Honestly I'd shit myself if I saw that come up on screen
@@neurolucky43 imagine actually HEARING it... Pretty chilling...
bruh the shiversssss
2:37 that part just takes me to another dimension like i feel some kinda euphoric emotion but also a bit of sadness at the same time I absolutely love this piece.
IT actually is not
hilarious timing , recovering from a recent attempt and listening to this , ive been working on myself both mentally and physically , but its hard to forget such a day where you completely go against yourself and your survival instincts . now , i am better , i got help , sort of , but its funny how the person who tried to take their life was the exact same person who decided to work on their life and get better . and even if its been only just a couple of weeks since my attempt , i do not feel like dying anymore , i dont want to die anymore . i want to live , i want to see myself grow , experience life and joy , i have so much potential , i want to fulfill my dreams , thrive in my hobbies and create a space for myself . my only goal in life has always been to just , be here , i guess , to just do whatever i want to . the memories of that night still linger in my mind , the reminders will always be here with me , but i can choose to either learn from myself and get stronger or fall back into a worse spot . the choice is mine , its all mine , and maybe , maybe , maybe , just this once , i will actually take this , not my life , but the choice , to live , and experience life and joy . life always finds a way
mfw i want to kill myself again. where has my mind gone oh good heavens
tldr please
This sounds like something you'd find on a CD someone left buried in their backyard. I love it
i remember finding a CD buried somewhere in the countryside and it had a song that sounds like the ambient part of this song
@@scratch5244 dude, you should upload that
@@DigitalBreakfastGo that happened years ago and i don't know where the CD is tho
@@scratch5244 seems legit
@@scratch5244 :(
The 2000s nostalgia wave is coming. This song is its wake.
+1
Early Cartoon Network, Adult Swim, and late 90's anime.
I’m here to ride that wave
Man, I been sayin.
stan 100 gecs
One of the most vivid songs I've ever heard. I imagine everyone who listens to this has their own music video in their mind.
Good old fashioned DnB...can never go wrong.
@@sonicunleashed-topic150 Seems like a combination of both
I saw the views of this track and I was surprised.
I can hear colors and see sound
nice
Are you by any chance a mantis shrimp?
same
I can taste sound and feel colors after listening to this song
I'm 12 and this is deep
damn, combining the old school sounds of acid trance and DnB never sounded so better
I thought it was the _psy_ trance basis, but you're more accurate!
@@benjamintoulouse7052 agree, song good
What's DnB?
Drum and Bass?
@@justwow768 yes
Not only the songs but the covers are genuinely pieces of art
It has been a most wonderful journey. I wish you the best of luck Sewerslvt!
POV: You’re fighting the last boss, but it has a ton of transformations.
And I've gained Stockholm syndrome and am now attracted to the boss because at least it's keeping me away from the fear and anxiety that typically come with trying to survive in this society.
>transformations
I GET IT
Flowey
the last phase is yourself
@@SKreatywny based
Ironically, this song is saving my life.
@k3nny same
same
Same lmfao
It's the power of life. Love , joy, pain, sadness they all have a common power of making life worth living
Idk but yeah it is lol
truly its the
Agreed, it has got to be the
the uhhh the gotbdamn th uh
sewerslvt's music always helps me when im in some sort of mood
This music must've been what the Bomberman Hero soundtrack sounded to a wide eyed 90s kid introduced to a new musical flavor
I never tasted this one
*simply delicious*
Holy shit you're everywhere
@@ThePyschicBuzz Thank you, I love when I get comments like this
@@MapleMilk I find you here too hahaha. Get ready new music coming soon.
@@TVTheHumanAIgod Sweet
Sounds like the exact kind of song that would piss me off in Beat Saber with its excessive difficulty and length.
@@Sewerslvt idk your songs are good stamina and consistency training on a game i shall not name
you after exiting a random gas station witnessing the most breathtaking, spectacular view in your lifetime:
Esta canción literalmente me salvó.
Can't get over how good this song is.
It has such a scary chaotic feel that I've never quite heard before. I really hope you do an OST for a game someday!
honestly same
ok so apparently a strong break is "scary and chaotic"
@TriVos Ahren i know unity, im shit at making music tho
Drum and bass is ur way
Kilowatt
yes..? breakcore is chaotic
other producers: nooo you can't just put a shitload of overdrive on the kick drum that makes it too muddy!!!!~!@
Sewerslvt: haha bass drum go PBVBVBVBVVBVVVBVBVVVBVV
also wanna say how much I love the wet bass that comes in later on
it's v good
type like a normal person.
This is great.
@@JayAreAitch Realise that this is a joke like a normal person.
Uuuuhhh, it's just such a genre in which there are a lot of drums.... it supposed to be how it is, other producers of this genre also do this. The genre is called neurofunk, drumstep or dnb
@@coolbepis9301 depressive breakcore
It's like energy being created in the form of electronic music. This is some serious good shit.
this song makes me feel a lot of things, sewerslvt is my favorite artist
get better taste then
@@draga_ why?
@@draga_ English Mf do you speak it
@@HidenoriT12 because dnb/jungle is much better than breakcore, which is ass.
@@draga_can you recommend some dnb I’m new to it
as much as I like this, I hope it's recommended not because of some algorithm kink but because of my actual watch patterns and tastes
Hopefully, CZcams sometimes act like shit when their Recommendation algorithm change over time...
yes
It’s a mix of both I think. The fact so many showed up in a short amount of time is worrying, but at the same time being into both ambient and dnb isn’t gonna be the most mainstream mindset so idk
I'm not into ambient or dnb. I usually look for doom or black metal on here. I think it's just the algorithm, boys. But it's a good song.
It definitely is bro. I just went back and relistened to a bunch of vaporwave and trance after getting super into virtual self. Now songs like this have been popping up occasionally.
This song cured my erectile disfunction
That's good
Tube bend it
Tube now use electrical tape
This song cured by nymphofapping by 5 minutes
These are some hard beats...
Your music is wonderful and fully expresses sorrow and that feeling of lingering in white noise, thoughts buzzing a thousand miles an hour with possibilities. Thank you for making it. Many of us needed it.
we love you Jvnko, never leave this earth, she wouldn't want you to
for real :( i seriously havent listened to her last album yet, its too hard to get myself to do it. ive only listened to a couple songs but its definitely been a rollercoaster, being able to see an artists music career from start to finish
@@exomonoko2888 thought i was the only one who was sort of hesitant to listen to her new work because it approaches emotions i have a hard time feeling. I hope she finds herself in a better place.
@@DRUZYDAY after listening to her music for so long, you almost dont want it to end. i really cant blame you for not wanting to see it end
stay safe. we're out here, silent. but we get it. we're all in this together. alone, but together.
We must "Stick Apart"
just a reminder to seek help if you need it. You don't know how great it feels
dude that was really touchy...
I respect this comment
In an age of constant change and stimulation, we only grow more apart. To appreciate the company of another human makes the other feel real.
Listening to this while driving your car at night would be such a vibe
Thanks for the idea
If you want to know whether a song is good or not, play it while driving at night
Yea if you wanna crash
I deliver food for Doordash. I put this song on during a delivery and ended up at the customer's house 15 minutes earlier than expected.
i just saw a comment of someone who got in a car crash while listening to this-
Sewer has really helped me through trying times. There is a certain brand, a concise range of emotions in the mood spectrum that is so perfectly captured. Words don't represent these feelings well, they don't do them any justice. It's hard to describe something so perpetually oppressive.
One of the things I've learned is that the first step to curing yourself is the recognition of your pain, whether you recognize it yourself or others recognize it for you. This music lets me know that my pain is known, it has been felt before. It is unfortunate that this dark tunnel that we're walking perpetually within is this long. We don't know when it'll end. We don't know when the horrors that stain our minds will fade away, but if we don't keep walking, we may never witness the euphoria that takes us when the invisible rope around our neck loosens up. We may never discover the light at the end of this tunnel. We may never discover how lovely it is to be free when the dark chain that fetters us snaps.
These times are difficult. That much is true. But we can be stronger than this. We must muster the courage to see the dawn of the next day, and the days beyond that.
Therefore, I ask you to keep walking, even if it is difficult. We will find meaning in this pain, and we will stand over it triumphantly.
Here's hoping someone who needed to see those words, sees them.
Thanks I needed this
I'm like ready for war now
That was beautiful, thank you
thank you
Thank you kind user
Subscribing even though I know you’re done making music. This shit Incapsulates my thoughts perfectly at this point in time. It’s the first time I’ve been sober off drugs AND medications in years, trying to figure out what’s really wrong with my brain. The first month was fine, but now it’s pure aggression. This is the only music I’ve been able to listen to without it pissing me off or physically hurting me for some reason.
Hey everyone sewerslvt is in a bad place right now show her some love alright? She's a good gal and deserves a hell of a lot more than what she's got
Tbh i thought she was a girl for a while
Edit: just rediscovered this reply, also nvm she is a girl
@@user-ss1sq5vu1m lmao everyone knows girls can't produce/sequence music
@@f67739everyone knows girls don't exist
im pretty sure sewer is a girl but okay
what happened with him
It’s like the OG PlayStation intro meets the “sonic Heroes” theme
Hahahahhaahahahhahah
What the hell
I can't not think about this now
it gives me vibes of white jungle from sonic adventure 2
This sounds like what it feels like to go insane
this hit 4 million views on the 10th of January 2022
I was here
:O
I need more songs like this with chaotic drum but melodic synth
literally just look up 90s liquid dnb this is probably the most entry level possible example of this.
@@biddyfox thanks was trying to find what it was called
@@Crazed-oi3bs YW. sorry for being really confrontational about it i was having a bad day
@@biddyfox hope its all good now, currently getting stuck into the genre so thanks again
When you get a weird video in your recommended but it's not 6 years old and/or over a million views
Edit: We over 1 million now!
These songs are giving me ideas for my own music
Yep
@@leaderofthebunch-deadbeat7716 yeeeee
Indeed this was a good reccs
This artist is so good and seems underrated glad the algorithm is working for someone who deserves it
why people feel its nostalgic song because they heard this song while creating their real life character
i love this
*You can’t just choose who you want to be in life like some big Game...*
-Inspired off DELTARUNE
woah best comment on yt right there
@@IN-eb3lm that's true, but let's create abstract universe where everything goes the same way, instead a human has a soul, a different personality. and so, his human body - brain - is what he achieved through his life. and his soul - is a thing that knows something outside of life. and the soul was creating the character - choosing available DNA options, talents, approximate appearance based on both parents genes and other. and while choosing a huge amount of aspects of what you'll be like in life, you hear this song. you also have an option to delete the character and choose the other genes, which will lead either to death while being in your mother, or death after getting born, or just not getting born at all
@@vadiks20032 I must've been drunk when customising mine
i hate how much ive been considering it recently, this song really just represents how im feeling overall. i wish i could get out of the situation i was in.
I'm in the same boat for me these thoughts have come creeping back in for a long time. Find a way To get out of your situation I know its not easy but just keep on going you will make it through your endeavor.
@@lessel3465 ill try my best, thank you
i dont know you, you dont know me, but i really hope the best for you. i have been there, and i know how debilitating that can feel. its not something anyone ever deserves. i believe in you
This is a emotion that i think no other artist can make us feel
Retro is getting more and more modern, we’ve gone from ‘80s synthwave, to ‘90s vaporwave, now we’ve reached ‘2000s wave
crazy frog vibes
Scary😳
It's about time, too...
80's has vapour. just like synth, vapor is a concrete approach now. As much as I hated the thou's, any 'wave is good 'wave.
this is what rubbing your eyes and staring at the sun sounds like
I wanna try that
@@dionan1fan dont
also diona pfp?
No it is not
A year has just passed and i just played this song full volume at my headphones.
Cant describe how much your music has helped me jvnko, thanks for all the great memories.
lol im that type of person who will never cry no matter what. i mean even if someone close to me dies. but somehow this song made me tear up. well i cant imagine in which mental state should a person be to create such thing. hope jvne is doing okay now or at least she is somehow better
"kill myself" is such a complicated mood
Flávia, Interesting theory. Freudianism gets flak these days for being an "outdated" mode of understanding psychoanalytical paraphenomenon, but Freud actually had some fairly deep insights on morality and the genealogy of desire in humans.
@@colbyboucher6391 Correct.
FUCK YES!
@deadmananderman that's why I'm busy all day with uni and games. If I wasn't like this, I'd be dead. We should keep ourselves busy sometimes, I can't stand my mind talking to me all day long
This is what falling sounds like. It’s rapid, melancholic and euphoric all at once.
As someone who does action sports (Freestyle BMX to be specific) I have to disagree.
I swear I remember seeing an internet argument here lol
In your head maybe but falling in reality is different
@@AramaxTheHuman haha that would be really dumb lol
@@kawosdhdos totally valid, but i was really going off of how it looks like it would feel in media and stuff :)
I remember getting this in my recommended some time in january of 2020 and that's how I discovered sewerslvt's music. ever since I've never been impacted by music the same way sewer's music impacted me. I miss jvne and still listen to her music to this day
I know I'm late to the party but this is really good
attention people coming from the algorithm, please sub to sewerslvt, he is an amazing talented guy, and a huge inspiration for me.
also, sewerslvt, if you are reading this, i hope you don't you have to deal with thoughts of harming yourself anymore, cheers to a new decade.
@@Sewerslvt I am just saying, use the praise well, use it to fuel your creative mind. People will come back for more.
Sewerslvt your song is very creative and sounds something out of some old school beats with adult swim vibe into it and its amazing keep up the great work I love it 🥰
@@Sewerslvt yay \o/ good for you man!
B E T
@@Sewerslvt Came here from Recommendation Gang. Just enjoy the ride for now. I'm a depresso myself and srsly I know how it feels like when people have high expectations of you. But do not worry. People will just vibe and be glad whenever you upload I bet
There's various types of vent music about suicidal thoughts. You have something like Hurt or La Mer by Nine Inch Nails, and then you have this Need For Speed 3 sounding music with anime samples and some liquid DnB elements. Such different styles with the same intent. Great song and i hope you're doing better than when you made this depressing banger. We need you!
I feel this is more inline with "intelligent D/B" than liquid., like a modern adaption with more heavy sampling
@@petrapine4995 it feels like a mix of both but yeah you're right it does have a lot more Intelligent DnB elements
this is pretty much the opposite of liquid
@@grug2085 of course it is but it has some liquid elements mixed into this really intense song where they don't fit but also ironically fit
@@dopey473 shutup
Feels like the best weed strain you ever smoked
onb if u fr listen to dis zooted ts fye
This song floods my mind with emotions no human mind can even describe in words, this song is amazing honestly.
At 3:21, the voices say "Shindeee" which essentially translates to "DIEEE!".
Kawaiiest moment EVER, also best drop XD
@@Chaosequencer how is that kawaii
SHINEEEEEEEE!!!
whats it sampled from?
@@hayaku3909 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
the anime aesthetic, DnB, and "kill myself" mood make me feel a weird connection to you. hell yeah.
Trash Caliente everyone here is connected
"No matter where you go, everyone is connected" -Lain Iwakura
Feel a wired connection*
you've had such an impact on so many people, thanks for it all
Sitting alone at a bar/lounge drinking straight vodka on my birthday
I love you jvnko
Luck is the skill afforded to the one who never gives up.
Then it's no more luck than their effort.
@@Juan-yn4zs not really, you can try without any goal or motivation and get lucky.
What’s that from?
A google search for the exact phrase brings up this and another video by the same creator of this one. Its probably just a personal riff off of statements like "make your own luck" and "fortune favors the bold."
I think this means that luck is more likely to come to the person that keeps trying. Like, when you constantly roll the dice, you'll eventually get a good outcome. As opposed to someone that rarely takes risks, and therefore doesn't have as many chances to get the lucky roll.
This song makes me feel like I'm a bath bomb, dissolving into the universe...
Discord?
@ʀᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ what a mood though
@@aarchon8276 check my channel description I just added it
Lmao
isnt that ego death or smth
this song has gotten me through one of the worst periods of my life thank you for creating these sounds.
ah yes, the song that introduced me to the world of breakcore
When the world is ending in seconds I'm climbing to my roof as soon as possible and blasting this as I watch my life crumble
@k3nny the world will end my jars will be shattered by then.
@k3nny *you've found out my secret*
@k3nny i n d e e d
@@The_Penis_Eek do you have sayoris thought jars
@@marcelinescoldfryI haven't counted all my jars in some years so it might be possible I have one
Did adult swim influence the music taste of all 2000 kids. Yes
Toonami
flying lotus
nah fam this shit is just good
Hush your face. Don't make broad generalizations like that, m8. They're obnoxious.
@@jasminebaldwin7615 its not that deep man chill and clearly alot of people agreed with me its not a.generalization but an observation haha dont take it so serious
I’ll miss u. I understand everything that you’ve gone thru and I’ll always enjoy ur music ❤️ it got me thru my depression and breakups countless times . Thank u
Is it me, or does this song (the intro) remind you of that moment when you've woken up from a very long nap and in that moment you've lost your sense of time and place?
That is the best feeling