Mikayla Geier - i don't feel safe in my body (Official Lyric Video)

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  • čas přidán 7. 05. 2024
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Komentáře • 170

  • @Stellsgrey88
    @Stellsgrey88 Před 21 dnem +429

    as a dancer who struggles with body image and confidence issues, i truly sobbed. this was exactly what it feels like when i teach my little girls at dance but am having a bad day, they brighten it up so quickly. through mental and physical disorders dance has always been my best friend, but also my enemy at the same time. i feel so represented and heard, thank you. this is beautiful!

    • @LiterallyLillian15
      @LiterallyLillian15 Před 15 dny +1

      Same

    • @UrFavGirlie_6
      @UrFavGirlie_6 Před dnem +2

      You are enough
      I know i dont know you.
      But..
      Your amazing
      Your enough
      Your unique
      Your special
      Your one in a trillion
      Your perfect
      Your you.
      Your body does not define you.
      Dont let the bullies grind you down.
      the only thing that can define you is yourself!!💗💗

  • @AlderBavlov-ux5hx
    @AlderBavlov-ux5hx Před 27 dny +255

    Truly a gem, sparkling with beauty and brilliance.

    • @MikaylaGeier
      @MikaylaGeier  Před 27 dny +22

      MWAH! THANK YOU

    • @YosanMesfun
      @YosanMesfun Před 23 dny +10

      ⁠​⁠​⁠@@MikaylaGeierGirl those are spam comments 😭
      You’re definitely a gem though

  • @Craftyisheverafter
    @Craftyisheverafter Před 25 dny +131

    Thank you. This track perfectly describes what it’s like to go through recurrent cancer diagnoses and surgery after surgery, chronic pain, and also living with anxiety and neurodiversity.

    • @Craftyisheverafter
      @Craftyisheverafter Před 25 dny +6

      I recently used your track to make a reel of all the very personal photos I took along my journey so far. The good, the bad, and the ugly. “Can I lay down? Is there a way out?” Oh man, this hits so close to home. I just want to rest without pain or anxiety about things being wrong.

    • @charadreamuur7229
      @charadreamuur7229 Před 19 dny +3

      @@Craftyisheverafter I sincerely hope you are doing well, I hope you and your family have a wonderful summer and I hope and pray it gets better for you.

    • @deathvvitch
      @deathvvitch Před 11 dny +2

      Right? I know this was supposed to be a song about dancing as a child but it hit home so hard for someone like myself who has ptsd and pretty severe anxiety. I hope you have a pain free good feeling day ❤ sending u all the positive and healing energy

  • @abigailreilly1807
    @abigailreilly1807 Před 27 dny +276

    I AM LITERALLY IN TEARS. 😭 This is beutiful is so many ways. You are such a true artist.

  • @littlebigwhispersasmr7671
    @littlebigwhispersasmr7671 Před 13 dny +75

    I can’t tell you how deep this hit me. I was told “you have the perfect body for ballet… if only you had some common sense.” I had an eating disorder at the time and it made ADHD worse. It was healing for me to go to a different studio later on and experience the world of dance without abuse. It makes my heart happy to see little girls not being yelled at.

  • @alysonlundberg5810
    @alysonlundberg5810 Před 27 dny +216

    The juxtaposition between the lovely footage and the raw lyrics is so perfectly intertwined. Its lamenting and inspiring. You are very quicklu becoming a favorite lyricist and content creator. Amazing job!!

  • @THEmomfriend96
    @THEmomfriend96 Před 27 dny +57

    I love the true joy that is resonating from Penny. Really shows the innocence she represents in the videos. Amazing job and I can’t wait for the full music video to drop!!

  • @alyssablackartist
    @alyssablackartist Před 16 dny +16

    So many of us need this song , even outside ballet. I was a classical music prodigy. Believe me, I relate 100%. I know there’s a lot more body related pressure in ballet, but being small and playing incredibly hard pieces and people being amazed… how could you not be terrified to grow up? I so hope you are in a better place now. Thank you for this.

  • @emmajane32
    @emmajane32 Před 18 dny +21

    I am forever grateful that my dance teacher that I've had for the past ten years (gosh its been that long) has never commented on anyone's body image at my studio (that I can think of or know of) she is the most non-toxic dance teacher I've heard of in terms of body image, and as a studio with all kinds of bodies, I can say that maybe our dancing is better because of that, we're not doubting ourselves.

  • @user-yx2hn9gp9v
    @user-yx2hn9gp9v Před 9 dny +3

    “i grew into my skin “i dont have a home now,it’s been broken again” made me cry uncontrollably thank you for this

  • @Katja144
    @Katja144 Před 12 dny +4

    Idk why did i cried while watching this.

  • @tammyjeffrey-emilyibbott9446

    I saw the video that explains the meaning of the song and I can relate, my friends are always being favorites and being chosen for special dances where some people from each level are chosen and some people like me are just brushed aside and ignored, I always try my best but I can’t ever manage to do good enough to be chosen and I know that my teacher doesn’t judge my but I judge myself more than anyone else can. I don’t know how but you managed to brighten my day, the song is comforting. Thank you and keep up the good work

  • @miintyXX
    @miintyXX Před 19 dny +12

    this song hirs me so hard. i’m a neurodivergent teenager with a bunch of body image issues, and a lot of them stemmed from my old dance classes. this also reminds me of why I have a little space. you make such beautiful, meaningful pieces.

  • @apotatoperson.
    @apotatoperson. Před 21 dnem +22

    leaving this here so I can come back to this gem of a song🎀🤞

  • @insertusernamehere3173
    @insertusernamehere3173 Před 17 dny +8

    I love this. I was a dancer for years and when I quit it was the healthiest thing I've ever done. This hits close to home. I love it.

  • @salomeh3175
    @salomeh3175 Před 27 dny +18

    So beautifully relatable in a sad way 💗

  • @APOCALIPTICLIZARD
    @APOCALIPTICLIZARD Před 5 dny +3

    This hit hard, thank you. I needed a good cry today, and to feel like someone understood. Im no dancer but...I think what makes it special is how easily it can be applied to so many different peoples experiences and bring understanding and maybe even comfort.

  • @MeowOnTheInternet
    @MeowOnTheInternet Před 12 dny +2

    I'm crying. I cant express how much this hit back home

  • @asifloserface
    @asifloserface Před 22 dny +13

    The way I had goosebumps from that line about crawling into your body and they didn't go away for the rest of the song.. The mix of you with your incredible skill and the little girl with her fun approximation of what she sees ballerinas do and how you both tried to match and then the lyrics.. This song hit me a lot harder than I thought it would when I came here from the short you posted..

  • @MIA80073
    @MIA80073 Před 26 dny +15

    I love watching this! But oh my the words are so brutal. Thank you for verbalising how you felt, so many people can relate and now this is out there maybe they can use this to communicate how they’re feeling. Love you ❤

  • @hannahmei_
    @hannahmei_ Před 25 dny +6

    The most heart wrenching lyrics with the most wholesome video - absolutely beautiful 🤍

  • @pettiestbettyart
    @pettiestbettyart Před 16 dny +2

    This song made me cry, it reminds me so much of my youngest daughter, and going back further, myself… thank you for letting us in 💖

  • @ChristianBookGirlie
    @ChristianBookGirlie Před 13 dny +1

    This is such an amazing and beautiful song. It almost made me cry and is easily becoming one of my favourite songs.

  • @yousyou1426
    @yousyou1426 Před 7 dny +1

    I cannot express how much I cried to this music video. I struggle with my stomach fat and overall body image and this just made me realize how many people feel the same way I do, it made me genuinely think about how many other people struggle with this. I play an artistic sport and the tears just flowed from this masterpiece! This song is beautiful. ❤️

  • @Lovelylinkle
    @Lovelylinkle Před 25 dny +7

    Been following on TikTok for a while, this is amazingly bittersweet. Relatable, you’re a beautiful human being🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @pxrplemilki7141
    @pxrplemilki7141 Před 4 dny +1

    I rlly hope ppl make this blow up i wanna hear this on the radio

  • @galaxiesdontmix5701
    @galaxiesdontmix5701 Před 18 dny +5

    This song made me cry, because I'm starting to fall into an eating disorder and I'm trying to stay out of it. But I keep not eating, then binging and everytime I eat thats all I can think about.

  • @jeremygonzales5295
    @jeremygonzales5295 Před 27 dny +5

    the visuals are so impactful!

  • @OliW.-pb2ro
    @OliW.-pb2ro Před 20 dny +3

    This made me cry. This song describes my feelings perfectly, ty so much Mikayla

  • @Strawberryshortcaketherian

    I was never a dancer but I do have depression, anxiety, etc and this song is really relatable to me and is just amazing. I struggle with body and emotion issues that no one really properly understood. Some people did but most people did not. This song was really amazing! Keep up the great work!

  • @PersonWhoLikesFood
    @PersonWhoLikesFood Před 21 dnem +4

    Penny did amazing!!❤

  • @k_tubbs
    @k_tubbs Před 22 dny +8

    That was so cute. I didnt even listen to the words. Im going to have to watch it again.

    • @k_tubbs
      @k_tubbs Před 22 dny +4

      Yep that's a good song. And now I'm crying.

  • @daniellej6519
    @daniellej6519 Před 26 dny +4

    this is so beautiful, the imagery is so impactful and so are the lyrics! ty for being so vulnerable and sharing a part of yourself with us, as well as being a voice for those of us with similar experiences

  • @hybeboyjinnie143
    @hybeboyjinnie143 Před 27 dny +9

    thank you so much for this

    • @MikaylaGeier
      @MikaylaGeier  Před 27 dny +7

      the song can mean whatever feels right to you

    • @hybeboyjinnie143
      @hybeboyjinnie143 Před 27 dny

      @@MikaylaGeier dskafn;dslkfn currently freaking out ahhhhhh

  • @Kayla-ok2rz
    @Kayla-ok2rz Před 22 dny +3

    This song with the video honestly gave me a sinking feeling in my chest, and I don't remember the last time music has done something like that to me. This was an awesome song keep singing💙

  • @Vaishnavi_the_potterhead
    @Vaishnavi_the_potterhead Před 20 dny +4

    Im definitely not crying❤😭
    I really do feel this song, 5 year old me would never have thought id get to my current age.
    I just wanna freeze everything sometimes, yknow? I dont wanna grow up. Its weird because that was my only wish as a kid, but the more i see the more i wish i hadnt.
    O well...

  • @Stellarloves
    @Stellarloves Před dnem +1

    This song truly is beautiful and has a good representation of what it's like to be in dance ect I remember that when I was young they wanted all the kids to wear makeup and they also wanted us to wear corsets because some of this kids including me had a belly that stuck out . I will never got get the day my mom took me and my aunt and walk out of there

  • @ratboygirl
    @ratboygirl Před 11 dny

    my heart can never take seeing interpretations of "inner child". i cry my eyes out every time. i was just scrolling through my youtube shorts and now my heart is shattered.
    "why does it feel so good to hurt, as if i got what i deserved?" bro. BRO. had to pause and take a lap around my room for that one. crying the whole time. lovely song, i'm adding it to my sad playlist

  • @susanarowe3931
    @susanarowe3931 Před 20 dny +2

    Brought me to tears. Really put words to how I’ve been feeling, thank you 💖
    Please keep making music!

  • @CaraghButler
    @CaraghButler Před 17 dny

    This brings me to tears, as someone who is still growing up, having issues with their body, this song really brings me hope. Thank you ❤

  • @isabellaflores-ui5qm
    @isabellaflores-ui5qm Před 17 dny +1

    Found this on my birthday and it's makes me feel understood thank you ❤ life's been hard but I'm here and I'm 24

  • @astridsinthesky
    @astridsinthesky Před dnem

    This whole video reminds me of a moment in my childhood. My mom took me to this lady’s house for work reason. While there I happened to meet her daughter, she was probably in her teens. Curious I talked to her the entire time as she quietly listened to me. During this time, I was into the Barbie, but I couldn’t make many friends due to that, saying it was for babies even though we were in 1st grade. However, that girl made me feel small not too small but small enough I feel enough to fit through. She treated me like i was 6 years old because I was 6 years old. Towards the end of the meet up, we ended up dancing like ballerinas.
    Now as a graduated high school senior, I wonder how she’s doing now. She might have never remembered me, but I’ll remember her and the impact she brought to that 6 year old that day.

  • @LibbyBarnes-im2wm
    @LibbyBarnes-im2wm Před 14 dny

    never related to a song so much. you put my feelings into words. this is amazing. thank you.

  • @hellochildren3780
    @hellochildren3780 Před 9 dny +1

    I know it isn't what this song is about, and I feel the message that it is saying, but i wanted to say my own interpretation of the song and what it means to me.
    Im trans and a sa victum and have never had the opportunity to feel safe and comfortable in my body, so this really hits for me because it's what it feels like. It feels like I crawled into the skin I have now, and all I could do was watch while my body turned into what it is now.
    Im so excited for the day I can make my body a home that I'm willing to live in. I can't wait for the day that my body looks and feels like home.
    Love your song so much ❤ definitely adding it to my playlist

  • @deathvvitch
    @deathvvitch Před 11 dny

    I’m not a dancer never have been but I didn’t have a great childhood. And adulthood hasn’t been great so far. I love this… I never related to lyrics about my childhood so much in my life. Thank you for this❤
    “I never grew up I crawled into my skin, I don’t have a home now, mins been broken… again and again and again”🥺

  • @Pookie4.
    @Pookie4. Před dnem +1

    As a gymnast I have been body shamed by my coach and this song relates to it I was always put in diets which one made me pass out. I wouldn’t eat for days and just quit for a while I’m back with my coach and I am much older and don’t know what my body’s supposed to look like.

  • @Kpopandrandoms
    @Kpopandrandoms Před 24 dny +2

    this is honestly my new favorite song!! I love the genre i love the relaxing music, its soo good!! Keep up the great work!! (i love this!!)

  • @koch6533
    @koch6533 Před 19 dny

    I can’t even put into words how relatable this song is. Thank you so much for this. Really. Much love 🫶🫶

  • @JulianneLynett
    @JulianneLynett Před 6 dny

    this hits so hard dude. as a dancer who had to stop because of some pretty severe mental struggles (including an eating disorder). i love you !!!

  • @oddkitty98
    @oddkitty98 Před 16 dny

    As someone with dysphoria and experience with S/H, this is truly beautiful, thank you for being here and sharing your beautiful music 💖

  • @gigicaluz4709
    @gigicaluz4709 Před 17 dny

    I cried so hard because of this song omg, this music touch a part of me that i didn't even know it was hurt such touching lyrics, i love it ❤️

  • @Cosmiczy
    @Cosmiczy Před 27 dny +3

    YAY IVE BEEN WAITING!!🩷

  • @Miranda.2006.
    @Miranda.2006. Před 13 dny +1

    Such a beautiful song.

  • @itsshush_
    @itsshush_ Před 13 dny +1

    Seen them happily dance while I listen to the lyrics it's truly heartbreaking

  • @malz240
    @malz240 Před 3 dny

    I like the one leg warmer in. showing some of ur life still makes u think abt ballet

  • @nat7746
    @nat7746 Před 27 dny +1

    teary eyed :’) so lovely

  • @Random-qg9rs
    @Random-qg9rs Před 27 dny +2

    IM EXCITEDDDD!!✨✨

  • @Angelic_0724
    @Angelic_0724 Před 18 dny +1

    your smile is radiant. you look oh so peaceful twirling around in those pretty pink point shoes. you look so elegant. You’ve probably been told 1000 times that you aren’t quite pretty enough. I’ve heard it all before as well, but it almost looks as if you and that little girl could spin forever. So gracious. And precious.

  • @roserainbow7412
    @roserainbow7412 Před 17 dny

    Mikayla just know you are a amazing artist .you hold a place in my heart ❤

  • @beatriced4936
    @beatriced4936 Před 20 dny

    Girl, you made me cry 😭 Love your work!❤

  • @BesbesReal
    @BesbesReal Před 27 dny +1

    TFW you realise you relate to something a little too much... o-o
    seriously though, thank you for putting into words the feelings of so many people

  • @fluffykins6240
    @fluffykins6240 Před 26 dny +1

    Omg this is amazing I absolutely love this song especially the story it tells ❤

  • @That_Christian_Girl1214

    I’m not a dancer or anything but I feel this. I am always struggling with my body image and this song expresses how I feel

  • @mimi_maani
    @mimi_maani Před 11 dny

    I love this, even though I’m not a dancer I relate to the lyrics of having body image issues and I feel so representeD

  • @Patheticmoonheart
    @Patheticmoonheart Před 2 dny

    Can’t wait for the visuals! Ilysm

  • @cholecardoso4276
    @cholecardoso4276 Před 11 dny

    This is so special, keep doing what u are doing! You are so talented!! Really like your music ❤️ all the way from Brazil

  • @elizafrohn6933
    @elizafrohn6933 Před 24 dny

    The SHIVERS i got from this. Absolutely beautiful

  • @thewinterizzy
    @thewinterizzy Před 27 dny

    I really love this so much. What a gift to give yourself having this mini mirror, while also offering Poppy a unique experience to hopefully look back on with fondness. 💞

  • @emmadrew3911
    @emmadrew3911 Před 22 dny +1

    Yes as a project heal ambassador (in training) we love to see it!

  • @its.ur.fave.gilmore
    @its.ur.fave.gilmore Před 9 dny

    i do dance, not ballet, i do commercial dance, but it sometimes feels like the moves aren't made for my body type. im tall, with legs and a long torso and am a little bigger than everyone else and this perfectly explains how i feel in those moments

  • @Hell809
    @Hell809 Před 21 dnem +1

    The little girl is ATE THAT UP 💅💅

  • @SyrensTails
    @SyrensTails Před 20 dny +1

    Thank you so much for this, I am really looking forward to the music video. I found you on instagram moments ago, and I already feel touched by your work. I’m so excited to watch you grow as an artist and be there for it. This song will always have a place in my heart.

  • @Slay_da
    @Slay_da Před 11 dny

    i am not a dancer, but i still struggle with my body image as a overweight teenager. this is a amazing song, with amazing vocals. Thank you❤️

  • @baileighlewis-wk5ci
    @baileighlewis-wk5ci Před 13 dny +1

    I am legit crying

  • @keepupkj
    @keepupkj Před 27 dny +2

    It’s so amazing wooooo!!!!❤🎉

  • @enchanted_travels.
    @enchanted_travels. Před 18 dny

    This is way to good but also understanding of many people, and penny is so adorable!

  • @user-kf3ol1bg1b
    @user-kf3ol1bg1b Před 16 dny +1

    My dance teacher loves this song and I’m doing it for my last year

  • @Birdiexox
    @Birdiexox Před 11 dny

    This was just so sweet and i love the song

  • @aluraahmad411
    @aluraahmad411 Před 14 dny

    i feel this every day .

  • @nicolerajkumar8328
    @nicolerajkumar8328 Před 27 dny +1

    I love it 💖

  • @senalindsay3526
    @senalindsay3526 Před 24 dny

    That was beautiful truly heart warming❤️

  • @bcook1
    @bcook1 Před 27 dny +1

    Just so amazing

  • @alexiaaguiran5776
    @alexiaaguiran5776 Před 27 dny

    I like your voice it's so soft and the song is so meaning full ❤

  • @kueputu4353
    @kueputu4353 Před 26 dny +1

    I love how there's you and mini you but the lyrics still relatable each of their POV

  • @MATEOH_LETSGOOOOOOO
    @MATEOH_LETSGOOOOOOO Před 16 dny

    I love this
    I have a pretty bad body image and I struggle with self harm and this basically sums you up my whole experience and it’s almost creepy how accurate it is

  • @floalice8324
    @floalice8324 Před 27 dny +1

    so excited

  • @ElicaDanne
    @ElicaDanne Před 26 dny +1

    I love this song so much I hope you become a big artist and get known for who you are ❤

  • @vixairmagazine
    @vixairmagazine Před 26 dny +1

    I love this! I can rate to this so much so thank you!

  • @JasminSnowProductions
    @JasminSnowProductions Před 26 dny

    Absolutely Amazing, thank you for making something so beautiful 🤍

  • @nilladrawsstuff
    @nilladrawsstuff Před 15 dny

    I never did ballet, or anything of the sort. But I really really relate to this song. As a trans person, not feeling like my body is really mine is a feeling I get often. Thanks for this song, it's really helped me put how I feel into words.

  • @theresacaroline
    @theresacaroline Před 27 dny +1

    So excited

  • @gambitodegama
    @gambitodegama Před 26 dny

    Sweet voice. Amazing and touching lyrics, heartwarming video. It's just perfect. It really portraits what it feels to be uncomfortable in own's skin

  • @Ava-fo3gc
    @Ava-fo3gc Před 25 dny

    This is so wonderful!

  • @lviahh
    @lviahh Před 27 dny

    omg mikayla u make really good songs :) ❤

  • @madalxs
    @madalxs Před 20 dny

    OUTSTANDING.

  • @user-mp7cg4ob7n
    @user-mp7cg4ob7n Před 10 dny

    Penny fr ate

  • @peachbobabear
    @peachbobabear Před 21 hodinou +1

    I used to do contemporary dancing, when I was 9. I quit because my mom was noticing body image issues in me because of the class. The last day the teacher was sizing us for the up coming recital and she looked at my waist size and said. “Loose weight your too fat.” And I quit

  • @Idontwannabfriends
    @Idontwannabfriends Před 17 dny

    This was so beautiful

  • @Trysaratop
    @Trysaratop Před 24 dny +1

    I honestly love your music, you will blow up, I just know it. ❤

  • @Consmtzz
    @Consmtzz Před 26 dny

    Simply beautiful ❤️