Citizen Soldier- "15 Minutes of Fame"

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  • čas přidán 16. 07. 2017
  • We live in a society that is quick to condemn those who look, think, and act differently than we do. We must stop demonizing what we do not understand. Our new single "15 Minutes of Fame," takes you inside the mind of someone experiencing suicidal thoughts. Help us fight mental illness stigma by sharing this video with your family and friends.
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    Lyrics:
    Do you know what it’s like, just to crawl through your life,
    Like a ghost, like a ghost…
    I have beauty and rage, full of love, full of pain,
    That no one knows, no one knows…
    So I, wrote a letter today, wrote in blood just to say,
    I can’t take this one more day!
    Far away, there’s a place,
    Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home,
    No one knows, no one cares,
    To know who I am, so just take me there…
    Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death,
    Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week,
    Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away,
    For 15 Minutes of Fame…
    Do you know how it feels, no control of the wheel,
    I am lost, oh so lost…
    Don’t you call me a freak, I don’t choose to be weak,
    Holocaust, I’m your holocaust…
    In my last and final will, I will not be standing still,
    For once I will finally be, someone worth remembering…
    Far away, there’s a place,
    Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home,
    No one knows, no one cares,
    To know who I am, so just take me there…
    Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death,
    Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week,
    Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away,
    For 15 Minutes of Fame…
    Was I just born to be broken, is this the life I deserve,
    To have a voice not worth hearing, tell me is it so absurd?
    To want my moment of glory, even if it costs me my soul,
    A heart condemned, that never was known…
    Far away, there’s a place,
    Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home,
    No one knows, no one cares,
    To know who I am, so just take me there…
    Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death,
    Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week,
    Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away,
    For 15 Minutes of Fame…
    Recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by Mitch Davis
    Vocals Recorded by Riley Jackson at High Vibe Studios
    Album Art Video by JKL Productions
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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +19

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/15minutesoffame
    Shop for merch 👉 citizensoldier.band/merch
    Talk to us on Instagram 👉 citizensoldier.band/instagram
    Follow us on TikTok 👉 citizensoldier.band/tiktok
    Follow Us on Twitch 👉 citizensoldier.band/twitch
    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @DERPY_SQUID
      @DERPY_SQUID Před 4 lety +1

      Citizen Soldier can you please make more music this style suits me and I love your whole band I would love to hear a song with some violin just a suggestion but I think it would be great

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Thanks for the support! New music is coming out next month!

  • @saddamespinosa4859
    @saddamespinosa4859 Před 7 lety +1404

    Dear Citizen Soldier,
    Please never stop making music. Promise me.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +523

      We don't have plans to stop anytime soon!

    • @thejester1039
      @thejester1039 Před 4 lety +112

      @@CitizenSoldier Not a promise :o
      .
      .
      .
      We don't need a promise :)

    • @JoshyYoshiAMV
      @JoshyYoshiAMV Před 4 lety +73

      @@thejester1039 I thought that its said please stop and I was about to complain!😅

    • @maroonexx
      @maroonexx Před 3 lety +24

      They keeping their promise 🖤

    • @agirlofmanystories
      @agirlofmanystories Před 3 lety +13

      @@maroonexx yep! 😊

  • @willsheppard4288
    @willsheppard4288 Před 4 lety +1055

    Still the most underrated band of the 21st century...these songs still helping me stay in top of my emotions...forever grateful

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +131

      Glad you like the songs will. Thank you for the kind words

    • @yleniaebasta6485
      @yleniaebasta6485 Před 4 lety +9

      Citizen soldier 15 miuntes of fame

    • @zulhun
      @zulhun Před 4 lety +9

      You forgot the Nine Lashes

    • @OmniSayz1
      @OmniSayz1 Před 3 lety +4

      Thats true.

    • @no27455
      @no27455 Před 3 lety +9

      @@CitizenSoldier Also good luck on the road to 100k

  • @salvagesigh9705
    @salvagesigh9705 Před 5 lety +877

    Skillet: inspired me to take no shit in the eyes of disrespect
    Three days grace: inspired to leave my mentally abusive ex.
    Citzen solider: to be proud of the life I lead and to love the one I love no matter of the outcome.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 5 lety +132

      We're honored to be on this list

    • @salvagesigh9705
      @salvagesigh9705 Před 5 lety +69

      @@CitizenSoldier i sent my love interest this with no context she listened and 5 minutes later I saw her crying. She hugged me and asked if I was okay. And I had told her an issue I was having. Thanks guys. You really helped me when I needed someone 😊

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 5 lety +52

      @@salvagesigh9705 That's amazing

    • @furimindustries3410
      @furimindustries3410 Před 4 lety +25

      @@CitizenSoldier 8 months late to finding this masterpiece, sorry im late.

    • @irinadogaru7676
      @irinadogaru7676 Před 4 lety +4

      lionheart gaming my top 3 fav bands

  • @neovaaku7544
    @neovaaku7544 Před 7 lety +616

    1 day my child will grab 1 of ur albums up and look at me, and I'll say I was there at the beginning of those guys great career... Keep it up and make it happen guys, hard work and dedication never fails.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +95

      Thanks Neo Vaaku! That would be a dream come true!

    • @lunarasverse4089
      @lunarasverse4089 Před 5 lety +27

      Neo Vaaku me too, this guys are AWSOME, I love their music

    • @no27455
      @no27455 Před 3 lety +6

      @@CitizenSoldier I might just ask personally, but can I use this for a few videos? 😅
      I do roblox Parkour and I need music
      for a good run

    • @roberttipton7571
      @roberttipton7571 Před 2 lety +5

      @@CitizenSoldier you may have saved my life. I was going to stab myself when my girl left .e to go back to her Ex drug addicted husband she divorced 4 yrs ago😭😭😭😳

  • @dodgerunner9573
    @dodgerunner9573 Před 3 lety +285

    Originally found these guys when just listening to random music that came on. I can’t explain how much these guys manage to hit every point that I feel no matter where I’m at.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +31

      So glad you found us and that the music makes you feel. Appreciate you

    • @caitrionabrauders22
      @caitrionabrauders22 Před 3 lety +4

      Dodgerunner I get it I found CS a few months ago and keep being surprised at how they hit me with every song x

    • @kite_was_here9351
      @kite_was_here9351 Před 3 lety +3

      Same I was just listening to my sad music and weight of the world came on and I was like " I like this ima listen to more" and now I'm obsessed

    • @payenappeule
      @payenappeule Před 3 lety +2

      "Where does it hurt?
      -here...
      -here? ok.
      -OUCH."

    • @gwen4430
      @gwen4430 Před 3 lety +1

      Same

  • @demonderpz7937
    @demonderpz7937 Před 5 lety +200

    As a side note, if anyone wanted to know what they mean when they say “I’m your holocaust,” a holocaust is a sacrifice, which used to be burned completely at the altar. Hopefully that sheds some light on the meaning of this verse for those unaware. They way I interpret it is them saying “I’m your sacrifice” but also hinting at cremation.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 5 lety +35

    • @mridulahuja8855
      @mridulahuja8855 Před 4 lety +18

      Thanks for the info. I was wondering about what they actually meant.

    • @Nocteul
      @Nocteul Před 3 lety

      Thank you, i didn't know what that meant. That interpretation gives more meaning to that verse.

    • @BananaGoesMonke
      @BananaGoesMonke Před 3 lety

      Isn't The Holocaust something about the gas chamber that the Nazis did to those people? Like Genocide thingy?

    • @gabefuler5093
      @gabefuler5093 Před 3 lety

      Don’t fuck with me and my son. You can blame Lisa Ann Estes

  • @rileyproctor8447
    @rileyproctor8447 Před 4 lety +48

    2:10 his voice is just full of emotion. Great song, keep it up

  • @sarahcarnahan430
    @sarahcarnahan430 Před 11 měsíci +10

    As a combat vet/former police officer, your music describes me when I don't have the words to explain how I feel. I keep it all inside, but through your music you have broken through that wall and I'm facing those feelings. Thank you. It's a hard road, but I can't give up.

  • @jonathanbayles2455
    @jonathanbayles2455 Před 7 lety +406

    "dad sing me a song from your generation" dad: (ahem) NO ONE KNOWS, NO ONE CARES, TO KNOW WHO I AM. lol
    You guys are awesome another great song.

  • @pokespirit12
    @pokespirit12 Před 4 lety +107

    I just wanted to comment- I found this band while I was hitting a depressive episode and just- A lot of these songs hit home. I'm glad to see these topics handled in a way that feels real, cause it makes it feel just a little less lonely.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +17

      Lupo is lost that is the goal of this band. Sharing our stories and helping each other. Sending tons of love to you friend 🖤

  • @KGiguere091994
    @KGiguere091994 Před 7 lety +78

    Once "Buried Alive" came out I was hooked instantly this might be my favorite band as of now

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +11

      Its an honor to be someones favorite

    • @no27455
      @no27455 Před 3 lety

      Did you forget you are at almost 100k subs

  • @alankcpa
    @alankcpa Před 5 lety +60

    Growing up I wish I had found a band like this. It seemed the world around me was full of the frivolous and popular and beautiful shitheads. Bullied, I was invisible to my classmates. Persona non grata. I fought back against my tormentors. I was outnumbered. This was before Columbine. While I don't condone what they did, I certainly walked in their shoes. You guys remind there are good people out there. While I still come across racists and the ignorant, I don't feel I'm alone against their vile kind of evil. Over the years my hatred for them has given way to pity. I hope one day they discover love in their hearts and realize we're in this together. Peace.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +8

      Appreciate those words Alan. Life can be brutal and feel like a constant battle when facing those situations. Stay strong and thanks for the support 👊

    • @vedantnair5894
      @vedantnair5894 Před rokem +3

      You have just described my life in my previous school mate. Hope you are having it better now .

  • @ahniyahjackson5450
    @ahniyahjackson5450 Před 2 lety +15

    This song broke me down and made me cry, something I haven't done in a long time. Finally, someone understands me.

  • @bendrenth441
    @bendrenth441 Před 4 lety +90

    I wish I found this while I was in high school. I never wanted anything related to suicide, I wanted to die by someone else's hand. When I wanted to die, I wanted to die doing something meaningful for someone else. I hated myself to the point of seeing myself as nothing but a demon in human skin. I thought I wasn't worth the effort of being taken care of by my family, so if I gave my life in sacrifice, my death would've meant something and people could just forget about the utter flaw I was.
    Being high functioning autistic and knowing how people treated people with autism in the past, I saw myself as a defect that people would lobotomize and throw into a cage in a second. I was also self abusive to the point that I thought I deserved to carry the pain of everyone's mistakes including my own.

    • @foreveruseless1292
      @foreveruseless1292 Před 4 lety +8

      I hope you're doing better mate

    • @aaveragesatanist5675
      @aaveragesatanist5675 Před 3 lety +8

      This comment made me shed a few tears because i know how you feel like a demon in human skin and a mistake in life because for one i was a mistake i was a broken condom and failed birth control and then when i was born my dad was never there and as i grew up i noticed i looked alot like him and my mom was more affectionate towards my little brother and that she almost was scared of me and then i fell away from religion and my family is all Christians so that didn't help so they despised me for that and didn't want me near my other family and there kids and then i got into metal music that definitely didn't help because they see it as the devil's music and well through that it was heartbreak for being called weird looking because im not a good looking guy so that broke my confidence and then it became bullying for it and laughed at even my closest freinds bullied me and stabbed me in the back so i grew anger and hatred to everyone and everything but definitely towards myself because i felt i was born a mistake a waste of oxygen and resources and i wanted so badly to enlist in the u.s marines and serve my country or die trying in hope that they would say i was a great person but i was diagnosed with mental issues like severe depression bi polar and suicidal thoughts and you can't enlist with those problems because they cant trust you with a gun but now i have a beautiful girlfriend who loves me for me not my looks not my past or my mistakes or flaws so just know it gets better it may not seem like it but it does so stay fighting because you may not feel important to your family or the people around you but there's always the one that your fates will intertwine and youll fall for them and them you and happiness will be true and youll forget the past and bury it and revive the present and work on the future so stay strong 👍

    • @reddzee3590
      @reddzee3590 Před 3 lety

      dude, come with me to kill those dumbo annoying human who are the real demon and are juste horrible with autist !

    • @alguien0023
      @alguien0023 Před 3 lety +1

      hope you are getting better
      and NOBODY Is better than you, nobody deserves happines more than you, you are amazing, please stay strong

    • @hellcat9985
      @hellcat9985 Před 3 lety +1

      Why is this comment just me wtf

  • @willsheppard4288
    @willsheppard4288 Před 4 lety +20

    These guys are so under rated...as someone who understands fighting mental and emotional issues i absolutely love their songs...i hope they realize how much they've helped over the years just by sharing such amazing talent

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      will sheppard you are so kind. Thank you so much for your kind words. Thank you friend 🖤

  • @jeffguillod4619
    @jeffguillod4619 Před 4 lety +11

    A beautiful song. There are many people that turn out to be fake in our lives. We must find ourselves, even in pain and dismiss the ones who have betrayed us... love for this band....

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      Jeff GUILLOD very well said friend...beautiful. Thanks for supporting us 🖤

  • @docthekitty2484
    @docthekitty2484 Před 3 lety +10

    Far away, there’s a place,
    Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home,
    No one knows, no one cares,
    why does this keep getting me to breakdown and cry.

  • @ttvqueenryu
    @ttvqueenryu Před 4 lety +24

    Having written at least two suicide notes... Tried to od in 2010,2014 and 2016.... This gets me... Can't help but cry

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +9

      So glad you're still here.

    • @alguien0023
      @alguien0023 Před 3 lety

      dont stop fighting, you deserve happiness and you will get it, dont give up
      wish you the best

    • @KB-by3vl
      @KB-by3vl Před 3 lety

      Keep up the fight. Don't believe when someone says suicide is weak. Only survivors get how wrong that is. You matter.

  • @LaraMixes
    @LaraMixes Před 7 lety +117

    Awesome work! Lyrics, voice, rhythm... ALL IS PERFECT! ^^

  • @jaysonabellada8271
    @jaysonabellada8271 Před 3 lety +12

    Your music really hits down to the core. CitizenSoldier might be underrated but who know's, maybe one of this day's they will rise to their rightful place, achieving glory and fame

  • @atelier9333
    @atelier9333 Před 6 lety +47

    I wish there are more people enjoying this song. The emotion you put in this song needs more appreciation and the credits :P

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 6 lety +5

      Best way for that to happen is for people who like the song to share it with all their friends on social media and face to face :) glad you like the song!

    • @atelier9333
      @atelier9333 Před 3 lety +1

      @@CitizenSoldier you guys really grew big. Congrats

  • @jonathankatz1068
    @jonathankatz1068 Před 7 lety +10

    The pureness of this song is the key factor that stood out to me! So whole and tender. I like the message and the vocals! It compliments the instrumentation! Keep it up guys! Your getting so much better every time!!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +4

      Thanks Jonathan! We hope to continue to improve!

  • @MalivoreKai
    @MalivoreKai Před 7 lety +35

    This couldn't be more perfect time for this song. Thank you.

  • @q.rsevercedalpha7191
    @q.rsevercedalpha7191 Před 7 lety +31

    The opening riffs are amazing, beautiful my friends.

  • @severride0190
    @severride0190 Před 4 lety +7

    This Song just keeps me motivated to help those in need, talk to them because I always remember this one Quote "Help them because u could be the only one that does"

  • @trippyalien556
    @trippyalien556 Před 4 lety +14

    I've been singing this. It's been reaching deep down into the darkest parts of me heart's.

  • @alexasofronea4945
    @alexasofronea4945 Před 7 lety +92

    I just found out ur band and i tought ur like a popular and appreciated band and im like wait only 3 songs and good so glad to be here from the start! love u, keep upp the good work

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 6 lety +18

      Yes we are just a local band from Salt Lake City, Utah! Glad you like our music and we hope to continue to grow into a poplular appreciated band someday

    • @Mr_MysteryMan
      @Mr_MysteryMan Před 6 lety +2

      Citizen Soldier Official I'm always looking for great music...thanks for what you have done keep recording...im a number one fan

    • @patrickperry8951
      @patrickperry8951 Před 4 lety +1

      I've already pre registered for your album on Spotify

    • @no27455
      @no27455 Před 3 lety

      @@CitizenSoldier Just keep it up like I have no subs but too many videos

  • @kelly1st
    @kelly1st Před 4 lety +14

    I have been a fan since this came out
    To be honest i prefer those kinds of songs over the new album
    Songs that talk about daily struggles they really hit
    Pleaaaase Citizen soldier we NEED this type of songs

  • @redwolf4221
    @redwolf4221 Před 4 lety +13

    I suffer from depression, it has destroyed my friendships amd relationships, i have even tried killing myself in thr past, but thanks to you guys and the things you do, it has helped me trough so much and still does, i am greatful, thank you so much for the music

    • @docthekitty2484
      @docthekitty2484 Před 3 lety +1

      yep getting called a monster despite doing nothing but trying to help everyone around you,
      only for them to abandon you and lie about you after.
      i've been called "insane, horrible person" all sorts of things.
      no one ever takes the time to fully understand someone going through this.
      they just want to pass it off as a "bad person" not take the time to understand. thats why i only believe those who have suffered the same ways are the only ones who can understand those people.
      god knows i've met a lot of those very people
      "i'm a horrible person, i've done things that i cant take back, i deserve to suffer"
      all they need is someone to stick by them for both good and bad. and not just leave the first sign of bad.

    • @nightmareman9960
      @nightmareman9960 Před 3 lety

      Stay strong my guy 💪

  • @mick8200
    @mick8200 Před 7 lety +40

    killer song! I love the lyrics you guys put in your songs. I cannot wait for an album from you guys! its going to be awsome!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +10

      Thanks 1983Ranger 350V8! We have been discusing a full album vs another EP in the future. We will see what happens

  • @jazlyn1770
    @jazlyn1770 Před 3 lety +35

    your music is so powerful,, it makes me feel like I'm not going through this alone. thank you so much I cant wait to hear the songs yall put out next.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +5

      You're definitely not alone. So glad you like it

    • @no27455
      @no27455 Před 3 lety

      @@CitizenSoldier hi

    • @no27455
      @no27455 Před 3 lety

      @@CitizenSoldier can I use this on a CZcams video love the song btw and I will have to listen to this during quarantine to remember the actual fun part of school+going to parks

    • @no27455
      @no27455 Před 3 lety

      Zoom classes are boring 😤😤

  • @vinny9529
    @vinny9529 Před 4 lety +5

    I pretty much never comment on CZcams, but my God I'll make a exception cus I just step by randomly and wasn't expecting such a good and emotional song

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      So glad you enjoyed it friend. Appreciate the kind words so much 🖤🤘🏻

  • @emilycharles8913
    @emilycharles8913 Před rokem +4

    I'm so happy for those who are struggling and come across this channel. Your songs are so well written and communicate such an inspiring message about faith and strength when it seems like there is nothing left for a person in their life.

  • @profishergaming3455
    @profishergaming3455 Před 7 měsíci +6

    Ive attempted suicide but it failed i tried a second time but i listen to your song would anyone care and it really made me think and it opened my eyes and the feeling of loneliness in this world was taken away and made me realize im not alone in my fight with depression and schizophrenia and ive never attempted suicide again i view life very differently its a gift and im going to live life as best as i can thank you so much for that song i wouldn't be here if it wasnt for you guys your a great band and source of encouragement your a light in this darkened world tysm!

    • @minjagaming8850
      @minjagaming8850 Před 5 měsíci

      You're never alone.

    • @youareenoughngp
      @youareenoughngp Před 2 měsíci

      I'm glad to read that you failed in your attempt, your life is precious and you are important, you are strong and you are not alone on this journey! ❤

  • @katinka01114
    @katinka01114 Před 4 lety +7

    I’ve been binge listening to all your songs at freaking 2 am, and not regreting a second. Citizen Soldier, thank you. You guys are amazing. I might be late, but honestly, it’s been an honor. It’s sometimes harsh, but inspiring, truthful, bold, incredibly touching and emotional, and just generally such good music. Thank you.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Katinka Lilla Horváth this comment made my day. Thank you so much. It’s incredible to see that you connect so deeply with the music. Appreciate you 🖤

  • @trulyimaginable
    @trulyimaginable Před 6 lety +7

    I am absolutely AMAZED by you guys. Theres a RED, Breaking Benjamin kind of vibe going on. You guys are phenominal. This needs more views. I can't believe I stumbled upon you guys 😀 Never quit. You guys are too Beautiful.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 6 lety +2

      Thanks Christian! You just named two of our biggest inspirations

  • @alexandraaly3310
    @alexandraaly3310 Před 4 lety +5

    I wish you guys would have created this back in 2012-2013 when it all started. This hell inside me that grew stronger to that day. Never stop creating music, please. Maybe you already know, but this helps many people. All the songs you've created are just too real and amazing 🖤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +3

      Glad you found it eventually. Much love to you. Thanks for fighting for yourself

  • @dominikamohacsi6609
    @dominikamohacsi6609 Před 7 lety +15

    Jake your voice is true bliss to listen to! :)

  • @samanthalawrence2416
    @samanthalawrence2416 Před rokem

    Only discovered you fairly recently and can't get enough of your music.

  • @kylejames367
    @kylejames367 Před 4 lety

    Citizen soldier your music has so much meaning that this world needs and the messages you guys project to the world don't ever stop so thank you citizen soldier

  • @andreassadowski1077
    @andreassadowski1077 Před 2 lety +6

    You are one of the best Bands i´ve ever heard.. best lyrics, best vibes vor the feeling and i hope i will hear a lot more in the future from you. I know this is an older song but its still one of my favourites! Best wishes from Germany!

  • @alexyalemosrocha7312
    @alexyalemosrocha7312 Před 2 lety +3

    This was my favorite song for so long... I get emotional every time still. You guys are amazing

  • @hardcoreangel1984
    @hardcoreangel1984 Před 2 lety

    Just found you guys, and I subscribed right away! Love the deepness in your music!

  • @camamc4826
    @camamc4826 Před 4 lety

    Every song you created , really touch and hit my heart!!! Thank you for the wonderful music you've shared!

  • @daisyhallagility
    @daisyhallagility Před 4 lety +5

    i discovered your music in november when i was going through a fairly awful time, i ended up with 'buried alive' in my playlist all of a sudden and for maybe two weeks, your music was the only thing i could listen to. honestly, i have never heard music which speaks to me the way your songs do. nothing else really captures depression and mental illness and suicidal thoughts as well as these do. everyone needs to hear these. thank you is all i can say.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      No, thank you for giving us a platform. We are honored to hear the music helps. So glad you found us. Sending love your way

  • @jenm9347
    @jenm9347 Před 6 lety +7

    Random listening brought me here, now I can't wait for more. From vocals to lyrics and everything in between, this is powerful.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 6 lety

      We're so glad you like it Jen! Be sure to share it with your friends :)

  • @danielwelch2713
    @danielwelch2713 Před 3 lety

    Thankyou citizen soldier the music u bring out helps alot of people in thier negative times and hour of need as it does for myself life can be rough for many people at times but your masterpieces are a good outlet for the s*** we all face at times and I just want to say thankyou and keep doing what your meant for xx

  • @kezia-lemonthorne2507
    @kezia-lemonthorne2507 Před 3 lety

    Finally! I was looking everywhere for this song!

  • @Blacksnowfanfics
    @Blacksnowfanfics Před 3 lety +3

    When I'm depressed I listen to your music and it helps me feel happy again

  • @drum_n_bass
    @drum_n_bass Před 4 lety +3

    Instantly put in the playlist, love it!

  • @kookai_kkai
    @kookai_kkai Před 4 lety +1

    I’m still thankful for putting all our feelings into words 💛 this pulled me up from my the ground

  • @Estelle_Chronos
    @Estelle_Chronos Před rokem +1

    When people ask who my favorite artist is, I show them what helps me get through the day right here.

  • @foreveruseless1292
    @foreveruseless1292 Před 5 lety +4

    I absolutely love your style of songs, and this one is no exception. Loving it!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 5 lety +2

      That's so good to hear. We're glad you like it Yastr Pillay

  • @user-kz9qo7wj6i
    @user-kz9qo7wj6i Před 4 lety +5

    THIS SONG HIT ME HARDDDD man... I was suicidal 3 years ago. I couldn't live with myself anymore. It took a friend to make me realize life is worth living...

  • @Narata88
    @Narata88 Před rokem

    I love this group so much. Ever since i first heard them they have touched me tremendously. Whenever i am going through something i listen to them and they make my day.

  • @jimmyperez3911
    @jimmyperez3911 Před 3 lety +2

    My wife has borderline personality disorder and you guys help her through her dissociative episodes and her depressive moods and I thank you guys so much

  • @archerofwolves
    @archerofwolves Před 7 lety +5

    I freaking love your songs because there's always such a powerful message behind them. Thank you so much for writing these amazing songs guys

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +3

      Thanks for your continued support archerofwolves!

  • @JackalLycan2018
    @JackalLycan2018 Před 4 lety +5

    For someone like me that finds expression of feelings through music. This song means alot. I relate to every lyric, and can say this song solidified Citizen Soldier as a permanent resident on the list of my absolute alltime favourite bands. Thank u so much for the songs. PS I would have posted a comment like this one on "If Scars Could Speak" but I couldnt type through the tears.
    Thank you so much for making music that will be there for me when no one else is. It means alot
    Edit: Didnt know it was about suicidal thoughts. I know now and am being taken on a whole new journey of relatability. Im a suicide survivor. And This song's relatability just doubled down and is forcing me to hide my pain and tears behind a mask. Im in the car with my family.
    Im so glad I heard this
    Thank You

  • @schrodingersgay6167
    @schrodingersgay6167 Před rokem +2

    Please never stop making music. You guys have helped me through so much, things no one will ever know because i can't talk about them to anyone.

  • @diamondblade3490
    @diamondblade3490 Před 3 lety +1

    The warbling in your voice is what makes this song so impactful. I can feel the emotion coming through, even though I can't see you. Thank you.

  • @7XD71
    @7XD71 Před 7 lety +15

    i love it

  • @MrVlamBallas
    @MrVlamBallas Před 4 lety +4

    Thank you. I needed this...
    You guys are AWESOME

  • @muffinstheterror6459
    @muffinstheterror6459 Před 3 lety +1

    i watches this song with the lyrics and omg it almost made me wanna cry i love this song

  • @kairavenstrike8740
    @kairavenstrike8740 Před 2 lety

    Just wanted to say you guys are just so amazing and once again thank you so much for making these songs they have helped me and millions of other people so so much and one day I really hope that I can do something like this so I can help a lot of people get through the day too. Thank you so so much and love you guys

  • @creampuffs1502
    @creampuffs1502 Před 2 lety +5

    When you felt that no one comforts you..
    Then Citizen Soldier came

  • @Cyberangel39
    @Cyberangel39 Před 5 lety +7

    Also a masterpiece of a song.
    It´s really strange. I feel like I have heard this song a lifetime ago but I just found out about you today. Your musical talent is able to break the dimensional boundaries and create nostalgia out of nothing.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 5 lety +3

      That's amazing that you felt that! We've never had a comment like this so its very interesting to read something like this. Thank you for listening to our music

  • @groundzero497
    @groundzero497 Před 3 lety

    This song is so relatable. I hope you guys continue to keep making music.

  • @tamiyaflameheart17
    @tamiyaflameheart17 Před rokem

    I have never found songs that are so uplifting and relatable these songs are just amazing it's comforting to find people who understand dark emotions I can say that for me myself these songs are pure comfort when feeling stressed out like I sometimes do feel and I'd just like to say thank you for the heartfelt music Citizen soldier

  • @sociallyawkward8747
    @sociallyawkward8747 Před 7 lety +28

    once again, love from Germany. keep more music ❤❤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +4

      Glad to see you still following! Enjoy! There's more to come

    • @mariodietel8965
      @mariodietel8965 Před 6 lety +1

      I gotta say one thing, I love how you guys also care about what your fans say and that you answer pretty often, It's damn nice to see and feels good :)

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 6 lety +2

      Fans are the best way to see our work be appreciated. also sorry for the delayed response haha

    • @dsg28ju
      @dsg28ju Před 4 lety +1

      @@CitizenSoldier Once in my life I thought that I will never have friends because nobody from my school listened to me and that I was going to be there. Only my family listened to me when I heard this song and now I feel better because thanks to your help and my family I managed to overcome it and from now on I will continue without fear thanks to you

  • @Mvan09
    @Mvan09 Před 4 lety +4

    I have some disappointment and resentment towards my family. They didn't understand why I was depressed. I silently battled it throughout high school and decided to tell them my senior year a decade ago. They asked. "Why?" That made me feel like shit. Like they didn't care or understood what I was going through. That moment I knew not to tell them about my depression or suicidal thoughts anymore. They didn't understand then and won't understand it now.

  • @kyleseal8457
    @kyleseal8457 Před 3 lety

    Dear citizen soldier u guys have helped me through a dark time, I am so glad that God has led me to your music

  • @ionutdevil92
    @ionutdevil92 Před 7 lety +2

    as good as always, i'm really glad you guys are putting up new stuff, you're on the right road, cheers!

  • @gray_days_
    @gray_days_ Před 7 lety +4

    Absolutely gorgeous, the voice and the music, you have more than 15 minutes of fame in my head ;) had to relisten to the others again and again after seeing you had released a new song, I am keeping my eye on you guys for sure

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +1

      Glad you like it Tailed! Thanks for sticking with us!

  • @jeffthesavior1700
    @jeffthesavior1700 Před 7 lety +9

    Me And My Brother Love Your Songs!! All Of Them Are Legendary For Us!! We Love You!!😍❤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +2

      Thanks Jeff the savior! Glad you guys like us!

    • @jeffthesavior1700
      @jeffthesavior1700 Před 7 lety +2

      +Citizen Soldier Official Keep Uploading Similar Songs And Never Stop And Run Out Of Ideas!!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +2

      There is more on the way. There has been discussion on scraping the idea of a 2nd EP for a full length. we will see what happens. Thanks for following us :)

  • @yahyayhay8672
    @yahyayhay8672 Před 7 lety +2

    Amazing release. I really love the melody to this. I look forward to even more releases.

  • @wendigo_phallen
    @wendigo_phallen Před 4 lety +2

    Thank you for putting this into words when i couldn't

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      GothikKitty 03 you are so welcome. Much love to you 🖤🤘🏻

  • @MarkTheW0lf
    @MarkTheW0lf Před 6 lety +6

    I can't stop listening to this song. It's so good!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 6 lety

      That's awesome to hear! Be sure to check back on the 28th for the full EP and a new music video!

  • @Jro2088
    @Jro2088 Před rokem

    CS I love ur songs..recently found u all and love the heart felt descriptions to ur videos. Ur songs help me everyday. Thank You. Look forward to more music.

  • @brettlacy9033
    @brettlacy9033 Před 6 lety +2

    You guys need to come around rockford il, would love to see a live performance.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 6 lety

      Right now we're just a local band in Utah but we'd love to hit the road someday

  • @tessahwa
    @tessahwa Před 4 lety +6

    After 60 days clean, I cut myself again. Your music is helping me a lot and I'm so grateful for it, your lyrics touch my soul. Almost nobody dares to sing about how suicidal people feel, or what is like to live with self-destructive thoughts. Only you have seen through me! I never found confort anywhere but in your songs.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +10

      I'm gonna choose to focus on the 60 days of strength than one moment of weakness. You should be so proud of yourself. Remember, this life is a marathon not a race. Be kind and patient with yourself and celebrate your victories. You can do this

  • @TinknMcDiver
    @TinknMcDiver Před 4 lety +4

    Your voice is so comforting to listen to, thank you for all these amazing songs!❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Thank you for the kind words!

    • @TinknMcDiver
      @TinknMcDiver Před 2 lety

      @@sarafinasummers7863 Yes, exactly! It's just so amazing

  • @notmydidea
    @notmydidea Před 2 lety +1

    your songs just hit hard

  • @ForenPsych14
    @ForenPsych14 Před 3 lety +1

    This song came across as a suggested song and when I first heard it, wow did it hit hard! It's 100% how I feel and added as the first song on my "pain" playlist (consisting of mostly Citizen Soldier and Breaking Benjamin songs). I can never put into words the hellish turmoil in my mind and this song speaks exactly what I struggle to say to others.
    Thank you for such relatable lyrics for those of us hurting bad mentally and emotionally.

  • @tylerrothman3308
    @tylerrothman3308 Před 7 lety +4

    been waitig for weeks hell yeah

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +2

      Sorry to keep you waiting! Budget and Holidays tend to set us back occasionally.

  • @jakubslavicek6796
    @jakubslavicek6796 Před 4 lety +2

    Guys i love you
    Your music helping me so much
    Its like story of my life
    Thank you so much

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      That makes us so happy to hear. Thank you. Sending tons of love your way 🖤🤘🏻

  • @blackwolvesgames
    @blackwolvesgames Před 2 lety

    I've recently gotten into this band, but i can relate to the lyrics so well, thank you so much for the music citizen soldier, please continue to keep it up with the amazing songs

  • @Shadoxsx
    @Shadoxsx Před 6 lety +1

    I just found your group, and this is really good what you're doing and i love the message that you're sharing about suicidal thoughts. Keep it up guys, i am sure you're helping a lot of people who are struggling with themselves. And remember to Never give up.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 6 lety +1

      Thanks Shadox! This started as 5 guys making music for ourselves and has evolved into so much more and we are so happy with the responses we have received

  • @Asaylum117
    @Asaylum117 Před 5 lety +3

    Such an awesome, inspirational and very emotional song. Just gives you that feeling that fame won't last forever and it doesn't make you fully happy. True happiness comes from the experiances you gathered from your past experiances and learn from those experiances so you could do better in your own future and do your best to inspire other people from doing actions that makes other people appreciate your efforts no matter how painfull the journey is.
    I hope someday an album of your amazing songs will be available at some point. Love your music Citizen Soldier. :)

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 5 lety

      If you're looking to get your hands on one of our CD's you can order the new EP here: igg.me/at/citizensoldier and thank you so much for the kind words! We're glad you like the music! Also if you're in the USA there's more merch options over at our website. www.citizensoldierofficial.com

  • @Dracobara
    @Dracobara Před 7 lety +4

    I must say, this kind of music isn't always what I prefer to listen to, but the vocals in the song are astonishing. Not to mention the fact that there's actual meaning in the song (unlike many new songs that are becoming popular some how). I can definitely see you guys becoming very popular. Maybe even famous. I wish you the best of luck in climbing the charts. Keep up the wonderful work and continue making music.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +1

      Thank you Dragon Ninja612 we're glad you like it!

  • @daveharrington1393
    @daveharrington1393 Před 2 lety +1

    Your saving lives guys. I know if it werent for Y'all I honestly would feel like no one gets it. That I didnt ask for this. I didnt want my life to be this. Thank you!

  • @davidfoster1854
    @davidfoster1854 Před 2 lety

    Sometimes it's hard to live cuz theres wights bringing me down but citizen soldier helps me get through the day thank you so much

  • @letsrideraido8674
    @letsrideraido8674 Před 7 lety +31

    3/3 songs!!! Perfect guys!!!! I love you!! 😍💘

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +8

      Glad we are at 100% lets keep it going! We love you too!

  • @kydrikezagrint7802
    @kydrikezagrint7802 Před 4 lety +3

    This is song reminds me of all the stuff I had to deal with growing up. How I keep making myself continue on anyways, even when nobody know me really. The song reminds me of that drive I used back then. Thankfully, I don't have to deal with that stuff anymore.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      kidrik zagrent so glad you are out of that. Sounds like you’ve been through a lot and it’s made you stronger. Much love to you friend. Glad you connect with the music 🖤

  • @tatianabestalol
    @tatianabestalol Před 7 lety +2

    Thank you so much. This is the third song I've listened from you, and I'm already in love. Never stop making music, please !

  • @Elric2701
    @Elric2701 Před 7 lety +1

    So much beauty in 4.44 minutes.
    You guys easily became my favourite band and i can't wait to see more from you and follow your progress. Thank you.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 7 lety +1

      Thanks LewyLaws! Its an honor to be your favorite

  • @saketsumy
    @saketsumy Před 5 lety +3

    This song and found are my favorite songs

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 5 lety +1

      It's an honor for us to have not 1 but 2 of our songs be your favorites

  • @ramisirhan000
    @ramisirhan000 Před 7 lety +3

    This is absolute gold guys, keep it coming!!!

  • @AZ-ms6if
    @AZ-ms6if Před 4 lety +1

    I've listened to many of your songs now and I'm in love thank you for such amazing music when I needed it most I still listen because I love you guys so much

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      That means so much. Thank you for listening friend 🖤

  • @JosePArce
    @JosePArce Před 3 lety +2

    You guys never fail to leave us speechless with your songs, not only they're awesome but they help us overcome really, really bad stuff. Love you guys, keep it up.