The "I did what I was supposed to.. that's not fair." Line breaks me because it reminds me of the grief I felt when my brother had passed. He was chronically ill, so it was inevitable that one day it would kill him. He was a paraplegic, so I would care for him and help do stuff like eat and drink. I did everything he asked me to do, yet in the end he still passed. It's not fair at all, I truly did everything that I was asked of.
@@CATSTUDlOZ it seems like it’s symbolizing something. I don’t really know what it is but he said “I went under and it’s still raining, I did what I was suppose to.. that’s not fair..”
@canserbero410 I hear you say God can lie through his teeth, God can set you up, God can betray you, God can fuck you. I did what you were suppose to do..and you still got fucked
“See, being sad can be nice sometimes but…” “Gee, I don’t really want to be all the time.” “Wh- what in the world?” “Awh I-I did things that make me happy and took care of myself!” “A-and I’m still sad!” “Why am I still sad?” “I did what I was supposed to…” “That’s not fair..!”
“See, being alone can be nice, but…” “I don’t really like being alone often…” “W…what in the world?” “I-I hung out with more people! I’m still lonely!” “Why am I still lonely?” “I kept being with others…” “That’s not fair….”
Ditto... but .. ive learned to live with it. I can be happy without other peopl..e but talking to people is so nice..... maybe...im more introverted than an ambivert...
Same, it’s like as a kid we were oblivious to how fast everything was going by. Never worried about growing up because it felt like we had so much time to kill
I need an old-fashioned life action tv seiries of this guy trying everything to be happy again, like he once was, but no matter what he tries he never succeeds. I don't know why, but it would just be my favorite thing to watch.
You can think of this in many ways like: rain symbolizes depression and the awning represents trying to escape it no matter how hard you try it’s always there waiting for you to relapse
"I did what I was supposed to, that's not fair . . ." What he said hits me hard in my heart I did many things to try and make my dad happy, after he divorced my mom he's never been the same He always yelled, kicked, and abused me When he told me to do something, I would do it, I would try and get his appreciation but Every time I did what he asked, he would give me a cold stare I decided to stay with my mom, and when I told my dad the news . . . He didn't even look at me nor care Every holiday and birthday, I would expect maybe a simple "happy birthday" or "happy New Year" but he never sent me anything It's been so long since I last saw him but now I don't care anymore "I did what I was supposed to" It's not fair . . .
I'm so sorry I feel you bc I'm in the same situation. After my parents divorced both of them are not the same as they used to and even though I'm trying my best to make them happy they don't care it's heartbreaking... I know it's hard but you got this you're so strong sending you so much love 🫂🫂❤
Same my parents got divorced. Before the divorce they were fighting infront of me they got divorced and I only get to see my dad in like years. I miss him and the last time I seen him was 2 years ago I miss him…🥺
the past 30 seconds, made me feel, real, sad emotion. Not even because of anything in life, but thinking of " I did what I was supposed to, it's not fair " made me really feel for the guy.
this just hits. so hard. "I-i did what i was supposed to...." "Thats not fair." It shows no matter how hard you try it will never be enough in your eyes or others eyes. You really feel the pain of not feeling good enough even when you tried as hard as you could. You do everything you can to try and make things better, but it never seems to work. and the rain just keeps falling, and you cant stop it.
it's good your point of view. In mine, I think we trying to cover ourselves from the problems, but even trying to hide from them, they still here dripping on us 'till we resolve them
@@fa.n9f I really enjoyed reading your interpretation. It's a different side of this video that a lot of people seem to not view. Thank you for your comment
“see, procrastinating is nice but i don’t really like the stress” “what in the world? i’m up early, i started my work” “why can’t i focus? why aren’t i starting? it’s not fair..”
to everyone watching this video, i want you to know youre doing amazing. I know things can be hard, but look at how far youve come. look at all the things youve accomplished..you are a beautiful person who deserves love and care. I love you even though i dont know you. Stay strong. Keep fighting..
"see, these friends can be nice sometimes but..' "I don't really like getting left alone" "wh-what in the world?" "no I- I tried to keep them with me !" "andd they still left me?" "why they still left me?" " I did what I was supposed to..." "that's not fair…"
I literally lost one of my best friends over some completely dumb 💩 basically but she still left before bashing me over text about how I sided with our other friend instead of her saying I’m a snake and to stay out of her life it was the day my heart broke especially after being cheated on back in February
“i went under the awning. it’s still raining. why is it still raining? i did what i was supposed to.” i take my meds. i go to therapy. i put work into bettering myself. but it’s still just as bad as it’s always been. it’s still raining and i don’t think it’s ever going to stop
this made me break down completely. for an unidentifiable reason. i can’t pinpoint exactly why it did. it just did. stay safe, drink water, eat, even if you feel like you can’t.
this sound just reminds me on how badly I tried and how desperate I was, I did everything I thought could get him to love me like he used to but he likes someone else now, I'll never get over him, it's been three years edit : it's been over a year since this comment. I've been dating my partner for 8 months now and I'm so extremely happy !! the person i had wanted is someone I've completely came over, i had noticed he only did the bare minimum and I had only wanted someone to care, but amy is so amazing. patience had brought me to her and I'm so much independent, i love myself and i love her and it's so great man
This has deep meaning this is like you do something wrong to someone and you apologize but they don’t forgive you because sometimes what you think you have to do to make things right, sometimes that don’t work
Life is hard and we’re thought to push through it. But sometimes all that we need is a small break, and that is what this masterpiece does. It makes me feel neither sad or super happy. It gives a break to feel as if time is slowed down so I can take all the horrible or sad or weird things that get thrown at us in life. This work of true art shows the unfairness in life. I honestly love it. I’m 12 years old and typing this on a Thursday night. I hope all of you that can read this have a good rest of your life, all lives matter in some way.
"See, people are nice but... I don't really like getting hurt.." "Wha... What in the world?" "No, I wasn't doing anything! They....They still hurt me!" "Why did they still hurt me?" "I shut up like I was supposed to..." "It's not fair.." After moving states, I suffered from verbal abuse from teachers and other students so after I'd moved again to a different city,, I wasn't talkative. I didn't want to be annoying, I didn't want to have anyone leave me.. I settled for an abusive friendship because I'd actually forgotten how friends were supposed to act. I thought if I said anything, they'd leave me and I'd be alone and depressed again. But when *I* left, it was even more damaging.
It hurts wanting to not speak because you get yelled at or insulted for the little things, it really hurts 🙁 when I read what you wrote I felt very safe and relatable, I’ve now gave up on other people to make me happy, better off alone then crying in bed as always 💔 but I just wish I had someone I felt comfortable with, being myself with them, getting bored of me as every other human I meet it’s hard on my soul, and if someone does like me a little bit I’m glad they atleast tried giving me a chance. ☹️ At times I just want to stay quit and peacefully die happy, alone. I just don’t think people like me or when I speak, it’s like every sentence I say they are disgusted I exist or they don’t give a damn that I’m even alive. I just want to escape reality and be happy… happy with someone who loves me I hope 😕 it’s like I don’t even want to talk because I know it’s useless. And no one will ever care about me. So I guess I’ll just care about myself for the rest of the time I’m on this earth, I’m kinda sad we feel the same way 💔☹️
“See my family’s nice but I don’t like getting yelled at” “What in the world people think my family’s nice all year around?” “Im not being heard enough, everyone’s forgetting about me” “It’s not the same as childhood it’s not fair :(“
Your family is forever ur family. Even if they do bad things to ya, they will regret it one day. You still have time to spend with your family so enjoy it. Some people don't even have a family to talk to, and then you consider yourself unlucky? You still have company in ur life do enjoy it.
When I first heard this I thought it was a little creepy but now that I've been watching for a while I finally realize the true meaning of this amazing masterpiece.
the "I did what I was supposed to... thats not fair." fucking kills me it reminds me of the amount of times i've been cheated out of something whether it be relationships or opportunities. Life is a bitch but im still kickin either way
Literally, I always do what I’m supposed to “get daily exercise, eat healthy, drink plenty water and go for walks” why am I still crying? Why am I still sad? It’s not fair
"listen to other people is nice but.." "I want others to hear me too" "w-what in the world?.." "no i.. i tell about this problem, but nobody still listen to me." "why is nobody listen to me??.." "I did what I was supposed to." "that's not fair."
No matter how cloudy it is or how heavy the rain falls….i promise you that one day it finally stops raining. You can do this. Just hold on to that little hope you have left in your heart and d you’ll make it through this. I believe in you.
I find this comforting but sad because when I really think about it, this kinda describes life.. you do what you think can fix everything, or try your best to do something to fix the problem, but sometimes not everything can go our way..
this meaning is sm deeper . but this rlly reminds me of ppl w like depression and on pills or something. “ see, my room is nice but i dont rlly like how its always dirty .” “ what in the world?” “no , im on pills.. im still sad? why am i still sad?” thats not fair . it has such a deeper meaning , being on depression pills is like being controlled . i cant rlly explain, when youre on pills youre deep down always going to be sad . pills do help but you need to mentally be ready to boost urself & make yourself happier
my interpretation is that in life sometimes you can do things right and not get what you want. It's sad because we all know that feeling especially when he says "I did what I was supposed to." However at the same time its calming because its just rain. When you are going through suffering it is real and in that moment feels like a huge problem. (Your first break up, losing your job, your car breaking down, and other stuff.) Then when you look back at your those situations you realize its not a big problem as you made it out to be. You don't have to feel bad when bad things happen because they're not as bad as you think they are in that moment. Its just rain. sometimes you have to tell yourself that to push through.
It’s not fair. It’s not fair that I poured my heart into her and she doesn’t want to be with me. I went under the awning to heal but no matter how much I try to forget her the rain keeps coming down, and I still think about her all the time and what could have been, because I know we loved eachother. Not enough apparently. It’s not fair
“I did what I was supposed to… that’s not fair” I can agree, I lost my grandma when I was about six years old, I did everything for her. I laude with her, played games, hung out, had a laugh, eat together, and so much more. She still passed away, I cried and cried and cried, but it didn’t help, not at all, and I still have a deep hole in my heart. I just want to see her again, no matter if it was my whole life or a day or a minute or a second, I just want to see her one more time…
this really does calm me down, i use every time i go shleepo mode and it will never get old. Thank you, jack stauber, and thank you the publisher for extending this masterpiece
“See, these friends can be nice sometimes but…” “Gee, I don’t really want to be around them forever.” “Wh- what in the world?” “No I- I left the friend group!” “Andd I'm still sad.?” “Why am I still sad?” “I did what I was supposed to…” “That’s not fair.”
I’ve made it my mission to finish this. I’m currently standing at 41:23 and it’s 10:04PM I’ll make sure to notify you all along the journey Entry #1: ok I’m now 53:31 minutes in we’re almost there (also, it is now 10:17PM) Entry #2: This is probably gonna be my last entry (not including the one where I finish) so goodbye, it was nice watching along with you. Sorry I started so late. Anyway I’m at 59:55 ,only 15 seconds left! Cya all on the other side. Final Entry (Entry #3): I’m done. I finished it. It’s currently 10:30PM. I did it. I watched a 1:00:10 video of rain on loop. Goodbye.
“You-you see my Mom is nice, I just- gee I don’t really like when she yells” “What… mom- why I’m doing good, I’m being good, why is she still yelling?…” “I did what she told me to… I did what I was supposed to. It’s not fair”
I feel that the way the mans voice sounds like the men on TV from the 1960's, and everyday people have developed that their voice type is informative and humble, and something iconic in almost every life on earth, and seeing someone we assume is humble and has no problems seemingly hiding his emotions ontop of bottled up emotions gives people the unconscious sense that there is more than meets the eye, causing slight grief and depression, over time when we uncover more about it it becomes intensely grueling until the point of blissful madness.
"w- what in the world?!" "no i- i was nice to them," "they- they still left me!" "whyd they still leave me?" "i did what i was supposed to..." "thats not fair :( "
"See, the relationship was nice but.." "I didn't really want to be yelled at all the time." "Wha.. what in the.." "No.. I.. I tried my best! I loved him.." "He still didn't love me.." "Why did he not love me?" "I did what I was supposed to..?" "That's.. not fair.." Healing.
I know it seems like life is unfair and not truly satisfactory but forget that keep living keep chasing the next thing live your life to the fullest up until the very end that way when it ends it isn't sad or bad its just an unexpected end to the sentence.
I don't like the rain It's boring and wet It messes up hair and clothes When it rains I sit in my room Wondering what I'd be doing if it were dry outside The little specks of rain hit my window And it makes me sad Rain makes me tired and hopeless Sometimes when it rains my lights go out and I get even sadder Now it's dark and scary and I'm border than I was before After a while the lights come back on, so lay on my bed A few minutes later the rain stops I run to my window and the sun hits my eyes I've waited all day for this moment And since it's finally here I don't want it anymore I think l'II just take a nap and go out tomorrow
I listened to this 24/7 when I had depression. The reason why I was so sad was because people at my lunch table left me out a lot. Like a lot. This upset me. Like a lot. So I just played this and scrolled through the comments and when I saw people that had the same story as me, my eyes just filled with tears. It was very very very very hard and no innocent people should have to go though depression. But, if someone at your table is completely left out, say hello or talk to them. Trust me, it will mean the world to them!
" See, being depressed is nice but. " " I dont like being suicidal. " " What in the world? " " I got therapy and self care, why am i still depressed and suicidal? " " Why am i still suicidal? " " I did what i was supposed to, i got therapy! " " That's not fair... " Is what i used to think when i listened to this.
The “Why is it still raining? I did what i was supposed to” part breaks me bc it reminds of the time where i cut ties with my ex that was toxic. Although it was the best thing to do, it hurts remembering the good times we had and how it was all love before
For me rn as I’m watching this video it’s raining lightly, I’m not really sad or anything at the moment but this video makes me reminisce on 2022 a bit and how horrible it was for the entire year, it was the year where my anxiety disorder started back in January and it got so bad that at the end of 2022 in December, I was in a dark place.. I was just tired of it all and wanted everything to change every month to no avail, and wanted people to understand only for them to be left confused and dumbfounded once I gave them a bit of context to how I was feeling during those times. At the end of the year though, my mom finally got me a therapist and after talking about how I was feeling for once and being open about everything, I just broke down towards the end of the session in tears of relief, sadness, joy and etc. I’m doing a lot better these days and my anxiety isn’t as bad as it once was but still lingers and comes up ever now and again; feeling it come back is just a reminder that anxiety never FULLY *goes away* and… it’s not fair…. but it CAN get better 🥺❤️
“What in the world?no I went under the awning,its still raining,why is it still raining?i did what I was supposed to thats not fair☹️” reminds me of when you study for a test very long and still get a bad grade and then you’re parents don’t believe that you studied😔
“Why is it still raining? I did what i was supposed to. Thats not fair…” hits different. It reminds me of the things in life that we can stop.. what i have no control over.
im studying for the national exam in my country. its going to change my whole life. in a bad or good way. my results will determine that. and no matter what i do it seems like i just get back where i started again and again. i have always been one of the best students. but this year im just mediocre i dont wanna be mediocre. i never imagined it like this. i thought i would have it easy. everything is going down and i tried to stop it but didnt work. if i cant make it then the heavy burden of not reaching my potential will be haunting me for the rest of my life. i need this misery to stop. i dont deserve this. i did what i could do. or did i? maybe i could do much better
"See confronting is nice but..." 'Gee...I don't like doing it all the time." "Wha-What in the world...!" "No I-I confronted her..." "S-she still crying" "Why is she still crying...?" "I did what I supposed to..." "It's not fair..."
Man please don’t do it my dad did that and it turned into physical abuse and I’m gonna end it so please don’t confront her that much pls not for small things at least because after this message I’m not sure what ima do with myself
listening to this as its raining outside, late at night. all might not be good in the world but ill be damned if this doesnt make me feel a sad sort of happy.
"Me crying and talking to myself is nice" "But I-I don't like crying" "W-what I am trying to be happy b-but I am still crying" "I am trying!" "That's not fair!"
"See that uhm, my friends are nice but.." "Gee, I-I really don't like getting left behind." "Wh-What in the world? Nah I didn't.." "I treated them nicely, they still left me!" "Why did they still leave me..?" "I did what I could.." "Thats not fair.."
The”why is is still raining I did what I supposed to” reminded me of my grandma that past away I the morning because she was going in to much pain so the put her to sleep and I miss her she helped a lot thanks grany❤
The "I did what I was supposed to.. that's not fair." Line breaks me because it reminds me of the grief I felt when my brother had passed. He was chronically ill, so it was inevitable that one day it would kill him. He was a paraplegic, so I would care for him and help do stuff like eat and drink. I did everything he asked me to do, yet in the end he still passed. It's not fair at all, I truly did everything that I was asked of.
Rip to your brother.
I’m so sorry for your loss…
Not that deep…🚬🗿
@@lilmtit424 you really think your funny or something?
@@Mcslimane don't respond they want attenion their parents don't give them
the “i did what i was supposed to” gets me so much….when you try your best and nothing comes out like how you wanted it to
My history exam LMFOA
Fr
My grandmas passing
It makes me sad
All these depressing comments, I definitely can rela- wait what
This makes me feel calm somehow. I can’t explain it
Naw the music + rain makes it peaceful
It makes me sad 😔
Same
@@Miguel-gq3yc why?
@@CATSTUDlOZ it seems like it’s symbolizing something. I don’t really know what it is but he said “I went under and it’s still raining, I did what I was suppose to.. that’s not fair..”
its very suprising to see how many things "rain" can be replaced with
rain can represent many emotions, thats why
And the awning
Rain can represent snow
Can represent pee…😔
@@someone7818 IM GIGGLING
NOOOO THE SAD FACE HE MAKES AT THE END MAKES ME WANNA CRY
sooo true
you already are on your pfp
@@download-now-free-robuk-im_jk shhhhh
@@audsocm bruh :im_giga_dead:
You aren’t crying already?😂
Its crazy to think how many scenarios this video can illustrate. Jack stauber did a phenomenal work on this one
I believe it means that you can’t run from your problems and that you kind of have to work with it even if you don’t like it
@@zwraithyz8832 finally not a complicated one, No it's not about a person with a chronically ill relative PATRICIA
@canserbero410 I hear you say God can lie through his teeth, God can set you up, God can betray you, God can fuck you.
I did what you were suppose to do..and you still got fucked
It's so simple that you could interpret it in almost anyway and it will be correct.
@@kraken6183Who is Patricia
“that’s not fair” is the most relatable line.
“See, being sad can be nice sometimes but…”
“Gee, I don’t really want to be all the time.”
“Wh- what in the world?”
“Awh I-I did things that make me happy and took care of myself!”
“A-and I’m still sad!”
“Why am I still sad?”
“I did what I was supposed to…”
“That’s not fair..!”
Felt that
I like when people make these because it shows how many things "the rain" could really be to other people
Relatable
I think you described the message of this video
real.
i listened to this all day and i couldnt get enough i never get tired of this for some reason its so pleasing to my ears
could be the voice acting
Same here it’s crazy I don’t even how to feel bout this video
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@@austindatruegamer840 m
Me pasa lo mismo
“See, being alone can be nice, but…”
“I don’t really like being alone often…”
“W…what in the world?”
“I-I hung out with more people! I’m still lonely!”
“Why am I still lonely?”
“I kept being with others…”
“That’s not fair….”
Me sometimes
For the love of god I relate to this comment and idk how to feel:/
Skill issue
if you’re trying to be funny than sign this paper of shame.
Ditto... but .. ive learned to live with it.
I can be happy without other peopl..e but talking to people is so nice..... maybe...im more introverted than an ambivert...
This music in the backgroung gives me nostalgia about my childhood
Bro same here😭
Same, it’s like as a kid we were oblivious to how fast everything was going by. Never worried about growing up because it felt like we had so much time to kill
Ya same it reminds me of how much I took for granted and didn’t even realize it till it was gone
Same
Fr, now I’m in high school and life already feels different, what’s it gonna feel like once I become an adult?
I need an old-fashioned life action tv seiries of this guy trying everything to be happy again, like he once was, but no matter what he tries he never succeeds. I don't know why, but it would just be my favorite thing to watch.
same here..
Yeah, once you become 13 years old, it finally becomes more difficult to be happy… I learned that the hard way all thoughout 2022
This is life. It's ok. You are living.
If this is life I don want to live it
@@LARRY-Tamalito she broke up
It's not even that bad, but the sadness never leaves
@@Jalian2001 so true, everyday feels the same for me
Feels more like I exist than I'm alive sometimes. It feels like I'm not alive, but I'm just kinda here
Sat here at 00:07 crying my eyes out in bed thinking that I’m a bad person. It’s catching up to me and getting worse, until it gets to you.
You can think of this in many ways like: rain symbolizes depression and the awning represents trying to escape it no matter how hard you try it’s always there waiting for you to relapse
Made me cry more
the constant smell of rain still lingers in the air (though the bad times have passed the pain is still there)
BRO IT RHYMES
You should become a music artist ngl
“Wha- What in the world?”
“I comforted him- He’s still crying. Why is he still crying?”
“I did what I was supposed to…”
“That’s not fair….”
Bro what?
Wtf 💀
@@Drowssy9in3Nin3 bro let them vent
@@failurebutwithph srsly. Like that's kinda of rude
@@managertanager5668 soft ahh mofo🛸😂
"I did what I was supposed to, that's not fair . . ."
What he said hits me hard in my heart
I did many things to try and make my dad happy, after he divorced my mom he's never been the same
He always yelled, kicked, and abused me
When he told me to do something, I would do it, I would try and get his appreciation but
Every time I did what he asked, he would give me a cold stare
I decided to stay with my mom, and when I told my dad the news . . .
He didn't even look at me nor care
Every holiday and birthday, I would expect maybe a simple "happy birthday" or "happy New Year" but he never sent me anything
It's been so long since I last saw him but now I don't care anymore
"I did what I was supposed to"
It's not fair . . .
I'm so sorry I feel you bc I'm in the same situation. After my parents divorced both of them are not the same as they used to and even though I'm trying my best to make them happy they don't care it's heartbreaking... I know it's hard but you got this you're so strong sending you so much love 🫂🫂❤
Same my parents divorced too 1year ago and they were fine together before but not anymore I live with my aunt now because my parents didn't want me...
Same my parents got divorced. Before the divorce they were fighting infront of me they got divorced and I only get to see my dad in like years. I miss him and the last time I seen him was 2 years ago
I miss him…🥺
the past 30 seconds, made me feel, real, sad emotion. Not even because of anything in life, but thinking of " I did what I was supposed to, it's not fair " made me really feel for the guy.
i jus turned my lights off layed in bed staring at the ceiling. i haven’t cried in 8 years but this somehow made me. i needed this a lot. thank you
Hope u still in the game G
This is relaxing to hear and it hits me on an emotional level that I quite can't understand it's sad to me but doesn't make me sad it's a weird thing
Same-
Bro same idk what I feel but it's like relaxing and calm but at the same time it hits your emotions and you don't know what u feel
Its a feeling of understanding. You feel what they feel but it calms you as sad is sometimes calm. Its kind of like letting go
Ditto
It’s tears that feel calm
this just hits. so hard. "I-i did what i was supposed to...."
"Thats not fair."
It shows no matter how hard you try it will never be enough in your eyes or others eyes. You really feel the pain of not feeling good enough even when you tried as hard as you could. You do everything you can to try and make things better, but it never seems to work. and the rain just keeps falling, and you cant stop it.
it's good your point of view. In mine, I think we trying to cover ourselves from the problems, but even trying to hide from them, they still here dripping on us 'till we resolve them
@@fa.n9f I really enjoyed reading your interpretation. It's a different side of this video that a lot of people seem to not view. Thank you for your comment
Ok
“see, procrastinating is nice but i don’t really like the stress”
“what in the world? i’m up early, i started my work”
“why can’t i focus? why aren’t i starting? it’s not fair..”
It’s so calming. I wonder how it would sound without the voice
Search it up
It reminds me of a very old version of karate kid when Mr. Miyagi was listening to music teaching him
The song name is called “Cloud Coverage”, the comments over there are.. depressing to say the least
to everyone watching this video, i want you to know youre doing amazing. I know things can be hard, but look at how far youve come. look at all the things youve accomplished..you are a beautiful person who deserves love and care. I love you even though i dont know you. Stay strong. Keep fighting..
"see, these friends can be nice sometimes but..'
"I don't really like getting left alone"
"wh-what in the world?"
"no I- I tried to keep them with me !"
"andd they still left me?"
"why they still left me?"
" I did what I was supposed to..."
"that's not fair…"
Maybe you just need to be alone for sometime
@@yeroy744 yes maybe..
I literally lost one of my best friends over some completely dumb 💩 basically but she still left before bashing me over text about how I sided with our other friend instead of her saying I’m a snake and to stay out of her life it was the day my heart broke especially after being cheated on back in February
Thank you, this is the only seamless loop I could find!!
I didn't think this needed looping, but once it started it just kept on looping and I let it be. It's oddly comforting.
This just makes me realize how hard live is 🌧
Do you mean life
@@noahnat609 yea
Fr
“i went under the awning. it’s still raining. why is it still raining? i did what i was supposed to.”
i take my meds. i go to therapy. i put work into bettering myself. but it’s still just as bad as it’s always been. it’s still raining and i don’t think it’s ever going to stop
some stuff takes a lot of time, no matter how many people say "life is to short" trust me you have plenty of time
Stauber is such a beautiful musician
He can taste music
this made me break down completely. for an unidentifiable reason. i can’t pinpoint exactly why it did. it just did.
stay safe, drink water, eat, even if you feel like you can’t.
@@AnotherAlastorIDV stay safe to
Fr it just made me sad 😢
me too
CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW IT IS A PERFECT LOOP
sometimes i like to listen to this and imagine what it would be like to finally scream my heart out
this sound just reminds me on how badly I tried and how desperate I was, I did everything I thought could get him to love me like he used to but he likes someone else now, I'll never get over him, it's been three years
edit : it's been over a year since this comment. I've been dating my partner for 8 months now and I'm so extremely happy !! the person i had wanted is someone I've completely came over, i had noticed he only did the bare minimum and I had only wanted someone to care, but amy is so amazing. patience had brought me to her and I'm so much independent, i love myself and i love her and it's so great man
Sorry to hear that i hope you find a way out stranger
@@nickcage6389 thank you !!
GET OVER IT
@@noahnat609 I did acc, I literally don't like him anymore or haven't thought of of him in over 3 months, super happy ab it
I completely understand. I cant let her go, but sshe is straight
This has deep meaning this is like you do something wrong to someone and you apologize but they don’t forgive you because sometimes what you think you have to do to make things right, sometimes that don’t work
Life is hard and we’re thought to push through it. But sometimes all that we need is a small break, and that is what this masterpiece does. It makes me feel neither sad or super happy. It gives a break to feel as if time is slowed down so I can take all the horrible or sad or weird things that get thrown at us in life. This work of true art shows the unfairness in life. I honestly love it. I’m 12 years old and typing this on a Thursday night. I hope all of you that can read this have a good rest of your life, all lives matter in some way.
Very interesting perspective and really thought provoking for someone ur age
Thanks kid
Jack is truly a genius with his songs and what he incorporates , both in his videos and his songs hold deep meaning.
"See, people are nice but... I don't really like getting hurt.."
"Wha... What in the world?"
"No, I wasn't doing anything! They....They still hurt me!"
"Why did they still hurt me?"
"I shut up like I was supposed to..."
"It's not fair.."
After moving states, I suffered from verbal abuse from teachers and other students so after I'd moved again to a different city,, I wasn't talkative. I didn't want to be annoying, I didn't want to have anyone leave me.. I settled for an abusive friendship because I'd actually forgotten how friends were supposed to act. I thought if I said anything, they'd leave me and I'd be alone and depressed again. But when *I* left, it was even more damaging.
It hurts wanting to not speak because you get yelled at or insulted for the little things, it really hurts 🙁 when I read what you wrote I felt very safe and relatable, I’ve now gave up on other people to make me happy, better off alone then crying in bed as always 💔 but I just wish I had someone I felt comfortable with, being myself with them, getting bored of me as every other human I meet it’s hard on my soul, and if someone does like me a little bit I’m glad they atleast tried giving me a chance. ☹️ At times I just want to stay quit and peacefully die happy, alone. I just don’t think people like me or when I speak, it’s like every sentence I say they are disgusted I exist or they don’t give a damn that I’m even alive. I just want to escape reality and be happy… happy with someone who loves me I hope 😕 it’s like I don’t even want to talk because I know it’s useless. And no one will ever care about me. So I guess I’ll just care about myself for the rest of the time I’m on this earth, I’m kinda sad we feel the same way 💔☹️
You could’ve just said the last part tbh
@@firstnamelastname6601 what would compel you to say this
Dude, I wanna give you a nice, hearty hug. You deserve it, after the huge rainstorm you’ve been through.
@@firstnamelastname6601 💀 wtf
“See my family’s nice but I don’t like getting yelled at”
“What in the world people think my family’s nice all year around?”
“Im not being heard enough, everyone’s forgetting about me”
“It’s not the same as childhood it’s not fair :(“
You know a lot of people feel the same it’s not just you
@@noahnat609 I know and it’s sad and I wish I could help :(
☹...
Your family is forever ur family. Even if they do bad things to ya, they will regret it one day. You still have time to spend with your family so enjoy it. Some people don't even have a family to talk to, and then you consider yourself unlucky? You still have company in ur life do enjoy it.
@@potatoes8733 this made my day thank you my dude :,)
When I first heard this I thought it was a little creepy but now that I've been watching for a while I finally realize the true meaning of this amazing masterpiece.
the "I did what I was supposed to... thats not fair." fucking kills me it reminds me of the amount of times i've been cheated out of something whether it be relationships or opportunities. Life is a bitch but im still kickin either way
i literally dont get tired of this is this normal?
idk but i dont either so youre not alone :)
I'm with you buddy.
tell me you arent okay without telling me you arent ok
*i watched the whole thing*
yea bro, its normal
i guess it is calm..? its weird
This video calms me like nothing has every before. It’s become normal for me to just casually listen to it and you know what, I’m okay with that.
Is this normal why am I not getting tired of this it’s so peaceful to me..
Literally, I always do what I’m supposed to “get daily exercise, eat healthy, drink plenty water and go for walks” why am I still crying? Why am I still sad? It’s not fair
"listen to other people is nice but.."
"I want others to hear me too"
"w-what in the world?.."
"no i.. i tell about this problem, but nobody still listen to me."
"why is nobody listen to me??.."
"I did what I was supposed to."
"that's not fair."
No matter how cloudy it is or how heavy the rain falls….i promise you that one day it finally stops raining.
You can do this. Just hold on to that little hope you have left in your heart and d you’ll make it through this. I believe in you.
I find this comforting but sad because when I really think about it, this kinda describes life.. you do what you think can fix everything, or try your best to do something to fix the problem, but sometimes not everything can go our way..
this meaning is sm deeper . but this rlly reminds me of ppl w like depression and on pills or something.
“ see, my room is nice but i dont rlly like how its always dirty .”
“ what in the world?”
“no , im on pills.. im still sad? why am i still sad?”
thats not fair .
it has such a deeper meaning , being on depression pills is like being controlled . i cant rlly
explain, when youre on pills youre deep down always going to be sad . pills do help but you need to mentally be ready to boost urself & make yourself happier
imagine taking sleepingpills and still not being able to sleep
my interpretation is that in life sometimes you can do things right and not get what you want. It's sad because we all know that feeling especially when he says "I did what I was supposed to."
However at the same time its calming because its just rain. When you are going through suffering it is real and in that moment feels like a huge problem. (Your first break up, losing your job, your car breaking down, and other stuff.) Then when you look back at your those situations you realize its not a big problem as you made it out to be. You don't have to feel bad when bad things happen because they're not as bad as you think they are in that moment. Its just rain. sometimes you have to tell yourself that to push through.
Bro u is a genius
It’s not fair. It’s not fair that I poured my heart into her and she doesn’t want to be with me. I went under the awning to heal but no matter how much I try to forget her the rain keeps coming down, and I still think about her all the time and what could have been, because I know we loved eachother. Not enough apparently. It’s not fair
It will be ok they come and go if u really need someone I can give u any of my socials I’m here for anyone
This makes me feel a way I just can’t explain, It makes me so sad I don’t know how to feel.
“I did what I was supposed to… that’s not fair” I can agree, I lost my grandma when I was about six years old, I did everything for her. I laude with her, played games, hung out, had a laugh, eat together, and so much more. She still passed away, I cried and cried and cried, but it didn’t help, not at all, and I still have a deep hole in my heart. I just want to see her again, no matter if it was my whole life or a day or a minute or a second, I just want to see her one more time…
im sorry
It’s ok man, it was for the better of her
this made me cry like nothing els mine died like a year ago god bless u man
I love this video the music him talking it all makes me feel sad and calm in a strange way. It literally encapsulates how I felt all of 2022 so far
this really does calm me down, i use every time i go shleepo mode and it will never get old. Thank you, jack stauber, and thank you the publisher for extending this masterpiece
fr bro i do the same tbh
this is so comforting :(
“See, these friends can be nice sometimes but…”
“Gee, I don’t really want to be around them forever.”
“Wh- what in the world?”
“No I- I left the friend group!”
“Andd I'm still sad.?”
“Why am I still sad?”
“I did what I was supposed to…”
“That’s not fair.”
Into each and every life some rain must fall but much has fallen into mine
I’ve made it my mission to finish this.
I’m currently standing at 41:23 and it’s 10:04PM
I’ll make sure to notify you all along the journey
Entry #1: ok I’m now 53:31 minutes in we’re almost there (also, it is now 10:17PM)
Entry #2: This is probably gonna be my last entry (not including the one where I finish) so goodbye, it was nice watching along with you. Sorry I started so late. Anyway I’m at 59:55 ,only 15 seconds left! Cya all on the other side.
Final Entry (Entry #3): I’m done. I finished it. It’s currently 10:30PM. I did it. I watched a 1:00:10 video of rain on loop. Goodbye.
farewell soldier
@@klackgames0000 Adieu friend😢🤧
googbye
GoodNight.. 🙂
sayonara baby
“You-you see my Mom is nice, I just- gee I don’t really like when she yells”
“What… mom- why I’m doing good, I’m being good, why is she still yelling?…”
“I did what she told me to… I did what I was supposed to. It’s not fair”
This hit a little too close to home, I will now go listen to mitski and cry about mommy issues
It's weird I'm starting to relate more and more to songs and these types of things
I played this and it was actually raining where I live but it makes me sleepy too
I feel that the way the mans voice sounds like the men on TV from the 1960's, and everyday people have developed that their voice type is informative and humble, and something iconic in almost every life on earth, and seeing someone we assume is humble and has no problems seemingly hiding his emotions ontop of bottled up emotions gives people the unconscious sense that there is more than meets the eye, causing slight grief and depression, over time when we uncover more about it it becomes intensely grueling until the point of blissful madness.
"w- what in the world?!"
"no i- i was nice to them,"
"they- they still left me!"
"whyd they still leave me?"
"i did what i was supposed to..."
"thats not fair :( "
💀
@@Xanzy.have sympathy for once
"See, the relationship was nice but.."
"I didn't really want to be yelled at all the time."
"Wha.. what in the.."
"No.. I.. I tried my best! I loved him.."
"He still didn't love me.."
"Why did he not love me?"
"I did what I was supposed to..?"
"That's.. not fair.."
Healing.
are you okay?
This makes me feel an immeasurable amount of emotions, it managed to make me cry there’s something very beautiful about this…
I’ve listened to this whole video. I’ll never get tired of it.
I know it seems like life is unfair and not truly satisfactory but forget that keep living keep chasing the next thing live your life to the fullest up until the very end that way when it ends it isn't sad or bad its just an unexpected end to the sentence.
“I did what I was supposed to…..that’s not fair” gets me every time….
I don't like the rain
It's boring and wet
It messes up hair and clothes
When it rains I sit in my room
Wondering what I'd be doing if it were dry outside
The little specks of rain hit my window
And it makes me sad
Rain makes me tired and hopeless
Sometimes when it rains my lights go out and I get even sadder Now it's dark and scary and I'm border than I was before After a while the lights come back on, so lay on my bed A few minutes later the rain stops
I run to my window and the sun hits my eyes
I've waited all day for this moment And since it's finally here I don't want it anymore
I think l'II just take a nap and go out tomorrow
this is what it feels like to do everything you can do and still not be good enough for them
I listened to this 24/7 when I had depression. The reason why I was so sad was because people at my lunch table left me out a lot. Like a lot. This upset me. Like a lot. So I just played this and scrolled through the comments and when I saw people that had the same story as me, my eyes just filled with tears. It was very very very very hard and no innocent people should have to go though depression. But, if someone at your table is completely left out, say hello or talk to them. Trust me, it will mean the world to them!
" See, being depressed is nice but. "
" I dont like being suicidal. "
" What in the world? "
" I got therapy and self care, why am i still depressed and suicidal? "
" Why am i still suicidal? "
" I did what i was supposed to, i got therapy! "
" That's not fair... " Is what i used to think when i listened to this.
this is a masterpiece, so calming yet sad at the same time. It’s a perfect metaphor
The “Why is it still raining? I did what i was supposed to” part breaks me bc it reminds of the time where i cut ties with my ex that was toxic. Although it was the best thing to do, it hurts remembering the good times we had and how it was all love before
For me rn as I’m watching this video it’s raining lightly, I’m not really sad or anything at the moment but this video makes me reminisce on 2022 a bit and how horrible it was for the entire year, it was the year where my anxiety disorder started back in January and it got so bad that at the end of 2022 in December, I was in a dark place..
I was just tired of it all and wanted everything to change every month to no avail, and wanted people to understand only for them to be left confused and dumbfounded once I gave them a bit of context to how I was feeling during those times. At the end of the year though, my mom finally got me a therapist and after talking about how I was feeling for once and being open about everything, I just broke down towards the end of the session in tears of relief, sadness, joy and etc.
I’m doing a lot better these days and my anxiety isn’t as bad as it once was but still lingers and comes up ever now and again; feeling it come back is just a reminder that anxiety never FULLY *goes away* and… it’s not fair…. but it CAN get better 🥺❤️
This just has such a deep meaning
Bro, "that's not fair" and the sad face on this guy..... I'm crying now......
is it normal that i cried after 22 minutes of listening to this
i can't describe how i feel
Completing this! Currently at 31:50, will keep updated!
I finished it
I finished it twice
cool what happend
the "i did what i was supposed to" hits me every time 💔💔💔
“What in the world?no I went under the awning,its still raining,why is it still raining?i did what I was supposed to thats not fair☹️” reminds me of when you study for a test very long and still get a bad grade and then you’re parents don’t believe that you studied😔
I train my brain to memorize this so I can have that feeling of being sad and same time chill
Although it is unfair, sometimes your destiny cannot be changed no matter what you do...
“Why is it still raining? I did what i was supposed to. Thats not fair…”
hits different. It reminds me of the things in life that we can stop..
what i have no control over.
Reminds me of my late grandfather helps me get the tears out and cope
im studying for the national exam in my country. its going to change my whole life. in a bad or good way. my results will determine that. and no matter what i do it seems like i just get back where i started again and again. i have always been one of the best students. but this year im just mediocre i dont wanna be mediocre. i never imagined it like this. i thought i would have it easy. everything is going down and i tried to stop it but didnt work. if i cant make it then the heavy burden of not reaching my potential will be haunting me for the rest of my life. i need this misery to stop. i dont deserve this. i did what i could do. or did i? maybe i could do much better
"See confronting is nice but..."
'Gee...I don't like doing it all the time."
"Wha-What in the world...!"
"No I-I confronted her..."
"S-she still crying"
"Why is she still crying...?"
"I did what I supposed to..."
"It's not fair..."
Man please don’t do it my dad did that and it turned into physical abuse and I’m gonna end it so please don’t confront her that much pls not for small things at least because after this message I’m not sure what ima do with myself
listening to this as its raining outside, late at night. all might not be good in the world but ill be damned if this doesnt make me feel a sad sort of happy.
thank you for looping this masterpiece
it’s like you finally healing but then relapsing again
"Me crying and talking to myself is nice"
"But I-I don't like crying"
"W-what I am trying to be happy
b-but I am still crying"
"I am trying!"
"That's not fair!"
I can see how he's relating the rain to depression and the awning as a symbol of trying to escape it.
"See that uhm, my friends are nice but.."
"Gee, I-I really don't like getting left behind."
"Wh-What in the world? Nah I didn't.."
"I treated them nicely, they still left me!"
"Why did they still leave me..?"
"I did what I could.."
"Thats not fair.."
i relate to this
this is comforting in a weird way
I need this loop on spotify
The”why is is still raining I did what I supposed to” reminded me of my grandma that past away I the morning because she was going in to much pain so the put her to sleep and I miss her she helped a lot thanks grany❤
Don't give up man! You'll stop the rain somehow.
Been dealing with depression for almost 4 years now it still hasn’t left me
this is so good, it's like a masterpiece at conveying how it is sometimes.