food diaries: first week of college📚, meal prep, mental health check in & how I deal w/ loneliness

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  • čas přidán 28. 06. 2024
  • here is my last first week of school ever (omg) and everything I ate during it. I did drop out and I decided to un-drop out HAHA and in this video I talk about why + how I deal with loneliness + my post-grad plans (or lack of plans) + how I'm taking care of my mental health. If you’re struggling, consider therapy with our sponsor BetterHelp. Click betterhelp.com/SUN for a 10% discount on your first month of therapy with a licensed professional specific to your needs.
    ➥healthy banana baked oatmeal
    feelgoodfoodie.net/recipe/ban...
    ➥blueberry chia pudding
    blend: 1/2 cup berries, 1/2 cup yogurt, 1 cup milk, 1 scoop protein,
    add 4 tbsp chia seeds to mixture + stir + refrigerate overnight
    ➥bean soup recipe
    *if you want it i can ask mother sun for you
    ➥single serve tomato & egg 🥚🍅
    1 tomato (cut into slices)
    2 eggs
    Ketchup
    Salt
    Instructions: scramble eggs then remove from pan, add tomatoes + around ⅓ cup water and cover with lid until mushy, add eggs back in and 1-2 tbsp of ketchup and salt to taste
    ➥honey garlic chicken:
    www.dinneratthezoo.com/honey-...
    ➥caramelized apple+onion +brie naan flatbread:
    www.hellofresh.ca/recipes/bri... (not sponsored I just love HelloFresh)
    ➥apricot mustard glazed salmon
    www.hellofresh.ca/recipes/pre... (not sponsored I just love HelloFresh)
    ➥books i’m reading: Throne of Glass series
    ➥frequently asked questions:
    How old are you? Born in 2001
    What camera do I use? SONY ZV-E10
    Where do you live? Ontario, Canada
    How tall are you? 5’4 (163 cm)
    What do you use to edit? FINALCUT PRO
    What kind of dog do you have? His name is Milo and he’s a Maltese :)
    Instagram: @lindasunyt
    Business inquiries: lindasun@select.co
    Music:
    Music by Mark Generous - Wedding Season - thmatc.co/?l=CC6753CF
    Music by Mr. Jello - Sleeping on a cloud - thmatc.co/?l=42365B94
    Music by Mason Murphy - Empty - thmatc.co/?l=249F39B5
    Music by Marc Wavy - Mango - thmatc.co/?l=4144EA19
    Music by Grace Chiang - sleeping on the floor - thmatc.co/?l=AF01B4BF
    Music by Mark Generous - Early Mornings - thmatc.co/?l=A9D62046
    Music by Public Library Commute - Yesterdays - thmatc.co/?l=37524F2B
    Music by oh, the joy. - 10pm in montreal - thmatc.co/?l=55ABCF8A
    Music by Mark Generous - Softer - thmatc.co/?l=F643E5BA
    Music by Naomi - Osaka - thmatc.co/?l=7DF8E66D
    Music by Lofi Breno - Love Ties - thmatc.co/?l=B1B5172F
    Music by WABI SABI - watch the waves - thmatc.co/?l=42C220EC
    Music by TylurOcean - Page Turner - thmatc.co/?l=A421BCF0
    Music by Your Crush - Haunt Me - thmatc.co/?l=DA84E9D5
    Music by oh, the joy. - 9am in istanbul - thmatc.co/?l=5C147C77
    Music by Aixie - Hazy Days - thmatc.co/?l=2308AD04
    Music by Mr. Jello - Hitting Hard - thmatc.co/?l=18924253
    Music by STUDIO BEYOND - Love Week - thmatc.co/?l=0417EFC1
    Music by Blue Sirens - Milk Tea - thmatc.co/?l=9FD7CB7D
    Music by Reed Gaines - All That They Told You - thmatc.co/?l=768184BF
    0:00 day 1: bye bye summer🍦
    2:33 my college/dropout story
    6:54 day 2: date bark + cooking
    8:13 day 3: i hate my degree + chia pudding
    9:50 day 4: why I have no friends + meal prep
    12:57 trader joe's haul
    14:51 day 5: self-forgiveness 💌
    18:14 day 6: books, comfort food & progress
    20:55 day 7: everything will be ok
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Komentáře • 586

  • @steffi7190
    @steffi7190 Před 9 měsíci +632

    "I let people misunderstand me" this hit hard. Such a good reminder

    • @lindasunyt
      @lindasunyt  Před 9 měsíci +42

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +15

      it is because in the end the only person that matters to understand you is you.
      you are amazing you don't need others to validate that, because you have always been wonderful
      That's what I've learned by starting my yt channel, to stop compare myself to others and focusing on what i truly love which is helping others to grow and see how wonderful they are

    • @esikazemese
      @esikazemese Před 9 měsíci

      YEah, make it profit for on social media and voila. You can have 3 sponsors halfway through a video by being misunderstood. LOL

    • @justingoddard
      @justingoddard Před 9 měsíci

      frrrrrr

  • @isareynoble
    @isareynoble Před 9 měsíci +252

    It hit me hard when you said that you were finishing your degree, not because you liked it, but because you recognized the value it would bring you in the future. Right now I'm in culinary school, starting my third year and I've realized that this isn't for me, it's been sooo hard but this video is giving me hope and strength to continue. Thank you so much - Love from Mexico

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +8

      Sometimes we need to do things that are not us but this is for a reason life has a way of figuring things out ❤❤❤
      Wishing u the best of luck
      I though I would never find smth I’m as passionate about as I am of editing and doing yt content 😊😊😊

    • @isareynoble
      @isareynoble Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@oxanadc ❤❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@isareynoble also I would love to visit Mexico one day ❤️❤️🥰

    • @sabrinasouza6777
      @sabrinasouza6777 Před 5 měsíci

      I'm in physics school and understand this feeling. Hope someday I'll find out what makes me happy

  • @DianeBismuth
    @DianeBismuth Před 9 měsíci +184

    How is it possible that your videos always feel like 5 minutes ?
    You’re a ray of sunshine, we are here for you when things get hard
    Btw you look really beautiful !!

  • @stehfuhnee3156
    @stehfuhnee3156 Před 9 měsíci +183

    your mum, milo and you sleeping on the couch is literally so cute and heart warming! :') missed you guys so much!!

  • @sanikakulkarni4887
    @sanikakulkarni4887 Před 9 měsíci +328

    I cannot begin to explain how happy I am every time Linda posts!! 💗💗

    • @HorazontalMoon
      @HorazontalMoon Před 9 měsíci +1

      That’s exactly how I feel 🙏🏼💕

    • @emily.limey9
      @emily.limey9 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Same Linda is the best ♡

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      share the feeling

  • @sophiac5765
    @sophiac5765 Před 9 měsíci +59

    Linda! I love you for showing how it really is to be introverted and not just trying to portray the 'cool girl' aesthetic. This speaks to my soul as an introvert myself. I think the world needs to be shown that not everyone strives or thrives in the extrovert lifestyle. Sitting alone is such a truth for me in so many social settings and it's so NORMAL. ❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      I’m an extrovert and let me tell u that I’m not always thriving but I do love making yt content 😂❤

  • @mjkcs
    @mjkcs Před 9 měsíci +63

    "Some of the most beautiful moments of your life have still yet to arrive" This phrase hit me hard, but yet it's so true. Thank you again for another amazing video Linda!

  • @maddy.kilty.mcconnell
    @maddy.kilty.mcconnell Před 9 měsíci +74

    Watching you for over the past two years has been incredible. Watching you change and grow and learn has been life changing to experience - yes, even virtually. When I first found you, my eating disorder was developing and I was in a very dark place. Even you, who now inspires me and brings so much motivation, joy and insight could do nothing at that time - no one could. Ive fought for my life back and Im so happy I did because the way I am feeling now is unmatched - still recovering, after a year and a half, but at the same time… thriving? Thank you Linda. Seriously. For just being here in this space. You bring much light into so many lives. I cannot wait to continue to grow and learn with you and from you.

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      you are doing amazing sweethear, and you realising that in order to truly live u have to let go of restriction is a step in the right direction
      reminder that you deserve love and deserve to nourish yourself no matter what you have or haven't done
      i love too how she has helped me grow so much, inspiring me to start my own yt channel to help others grow too

  • @vivienneschulz6155
    @vivienneschulz6155 Před 9 měsíci +79

    I don’t usually write comments but your videos are just so wholesome and good for body and soul. Thank you for inspiring me to take care of my body and soul. Love from Germany ❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      reminder that your body is your temple, making sure to nourish it and give it some appreciation is only positive

  • @anneelliot1244
    @anneelliot1244 Před 9 měsíci +30

    Hearing that it will have taken you 5 years to finish college is really reassuring me. I’m doing a 3 year degree that’s taught in English, which is not my first language, so I decided to do it in 4 years to be more comfortable. But I ended up completely burnt out and depressed from being a high achiever in HS (turns out I’m autistic) so now I’m doing it in 5 years. It’s hard to do what’s best for you when it’s different from what everyone else is doing. It’s even harder for me considering that I’m already a year older than my friends because I took a break in HS because of a 1st depression…

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      reminder that we all have different path in life, and no matter what age you are or when you finish pursuing what you love no matter how long it takes can only be a positive adding to your wonderful life
      don't be so hard on yourself I'm sure u r doing amazing
      i myself had to kind of do a year of trying one uni and had to change and now i couldn't be happier vlogging my own journey on youtube

  • @zzzvette
    @zzzvette Před 9 měsíci +21

    Linda, I cannot believe how hard I related to this video. I am also a late graduate pursuing a degree I am not entirely passionate purely for the sake of having a safety net. I’m so glad untraditional college experiences are becoming for widely acknowledged - it makes me feel more supported and inspired to keep going. Thank you for posted this, I really needed that extra push ❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      You need to follow what u love while it’s good that u have a safety net remember to find something u like too
      I am fortunate enough that I started yt and now I’ve fallen in love with helping others and creating content ❤❤❤

  • @joanamarques6184
    @joanamarques6184 Před 9 měsíci +13

    From someone who is also doing a business degree with not much passion and who doesn’t know what she loves and has a similar untraditional college experience, thank you. I try not to judge myself but seeing someone like you, you I think, at least online, is a really cool and awesome person, makes me feel much less like a failure. Thank you so so much

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      You are not a failure never will be only if u give up on life could that be possible
      It might seem like everything is dark now but life has a way of putting things back into place
      I though I would never find something I would love to study but found this degree that allows me to travel for each year if my bachelor and started my yt channel at the same time and I couldn’t be happier 😂❤

  • @user-sc7rp8ks7s
    @user-sc7rp8ks7s Před 9 měsíci +2

    Being completely honest, I clicked on this video for the back to school meals, didn’t expect to be bawling my eyes out during your “speeches” about talking to your past self, emphasizing the importance to remember that we’re all only human and also loneliness that we placed on ourselves by our own decisions. Linda, even as a high schooler barely making her way through life, your video essays like this one really speaks to me and makes me think back about everything that’s going on in my mind and life at the moment. As a freshmen this year, the first few weeks of high school up to now have been really hard on me emotionally not only because of the stress load of balancing school and sports but also friendships like you mentioned here. So once again, i just wanted to repeat that I truly appreciate your videos and please keep making them!

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      That’s Linda for you
      She always hits hard with the messages while sharing delicious recipes
      She inspires me so much to continue doing my own yt content focusing on helping others while having fun

  • @rubanavorajee
    @rubanavorajee Před 9 měsíci +20

    Thank you for making me feel that eating what you like isn't a crime ❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      it never was and never will
      food is enjoyment
      food is memories
      food is joy
      so remember that it's a way to show yourself some needed love everyday

  • @HKarmen
    @HKarmen Před 8 měsíci +5

    Linda, don't worry about life expectations. I have been in uni for about 9 yrs now. More so because I decided I wanted to care for my sick father because your degree can wait. Continue to value life because it is so much more than a piece of paper that says I finished. Uni or college will always be there. Life, life needs to be enjoyed, and sustained as much as possible. Warm regards, Karmen.

  • @riverisrio
    @riverisrio Před 9 měsíci +9

    I'm not the type of person to comment on youtube videos but this one was really... I can't even put into words the comfort that this video brought me. "Some of the most beautiful moments of your life have still yet to arrive." Thank you so much for this, Linda.
    Keep going to whoever is reading this and cheers for being ourselves.

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      But it’s true life always surprises us
      Sometimes it looks like it’s working against us b ur things happen for a reason
      I though I would not be able to have a passion such as creating my own content through CZcams and helping others to grow ❤❤❤ but life pushed me that way

  • @Sirada_Song
    @Sirada_Song Před 9 měsíci +33

    Im so glad you’re back 🥺🫶🏻 The moment I see you talk to a camera in the car, I know you healed Your eyes changed and I feel so good to see it I hope you have a happy day ♥️

    • @lindasunyt
      @lindasunyt  Před 9 měsíci +9

      I love this so much thank you

  • @mia-yu3ii
    @mia-yu3ii Před 9 měsíci +10

    I always cry to your videos. You’re so eloquent and inspiring and every time I listen to you I feel like a new part of me is healing. Thank you so much for all that you do, I don’t think my life would be the same without you!

  • @Miahng
    @Miahng Před 9 měsíci +18

    I literally crying through your words, appreciate u being here Linda 😊

  • @Martina-zg1os
    @Martina-zg1os Před 9 měsíci +6

    I really needed this tonight. Thank you, Linda. You're so special 🧡

  • @emmaleibow7008
    @emmaleibow7008 Před 9 měsíci

    Your videos are so inspirational and beautiful. You were my friend when I was in my ED and your view on food, pulled me out of the dark. Thank you Linda. Thank you. And it has been so cool to watch you grow through your videos!

  • @sarahs_4328
    @sarahs_4328 Před 9 měsíci +3

    The end of this video was so so good. "Some of the most beautiful moments of your life have yet to arrive."

  • @emily.limey9
    @emily.limey9 Před 9 měsíci +5

    Your videos help me so much, I love how calm and food-loving and self-loving you are: you are seriously everything I aspire to be! ❤

  • @lucytrojanovich
    @lucytrojanovich Před 9 měsíci +21

    The joy that enters my heart when Linda uploads! 😭🥰

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      is out of this world

  • @princehyacinthus
    @princehyacinthus Před 9 měsíci

    i was actually thinking about you yesterday and while at work i saw your video got posted and knew id have a great next morning (this mornin) because its just feels like sitting down with someone who gets it, an echo of insecurities that dont make me feel more stressed but actually gives me hope. i end up going harder at a workout, make one of the delicious foods ive seen, and just focus on what i can get done today.

  • @user-yd5ic7qy6e
    @user-yd5ic7qy6e Před 9 měsíci

    I cant even explain how much you've helped me. I listen to yo literally all day. Call be obsessed but you're mh therapist. Going through your videos just brings me peace. Thank you so muchhhh❤

  • @treviag
    @treviag Před 9 měsíci

    This video resonated with me so much. I’ve been going through my healing journey and some days are harder than others but I’m so proud of my progress. Thank you for this ❤️

  • @user-gg4wf2kk7o
    @user-gg4wf2kk7o Před 9 měsíci +8

    Linda, you deserve all the love and happiness this world has to offer. You touch the hearts of so many. Thank you so much, and I so wish we could be best friends in real life 💕💕💕

  • @annascolamiero8159
    @annascolamiero8159 Před 9 měsíci

    the quality of your videos is insane, content wise, visually, the messages you put across wow thank you for the time and effort you put into making them

  • @anshikasharma6104
    @anshikasharma6104 Před 9 měsíci +2

    i cannot put into words how much this felt like a breath of fresh air, i truly truly needed this, thank you so much !!

  • @chloeledieff1462
    @chloeledieff1462 Před 9 měsíci +1

    you speak to me, you reflect my thoughts, struggles and ambitions. Thank you for always working so hard to post these fantastic videos.

  • @Bodukduk
    @Bodukduk Před 9 měsíci

    I cannot belive you are talking about yourself so calmly where you once yelled about everything and nothing. It literally makes me so happy and proud for you. Sending virtual hugs ❤

  • @emalinel
    @emalinel Před 9 měsíci

    Hey Linda, you're exactly where you need to be right now :) so glad you're rocking it and taking each day one step at a time, as you can even with all the jitters and anxiety and thoughts of dropping out. You got this 🎉

  • @MarianaHoyos
    @MarianaHoyos Před 8 měsíci +1

    I relate so much to you, Linda. I’m also introverted and I spend a lot of time alone. I feel like it’s so hard to make real friends… Thank you for making your videos. They’re like a warm hug for me ❤

  • @juliwolf9
    @juliwolf9 Před 9 měsíci

    I just wanted to thank you Linda. Your videos have shown me how important it is to enjoy life and food. Before watching them I used to control everything I ate by counting calories all the time. Now I am really happy to find myself enjoying food as I did when I was a child, eating whenever and whatever I want. Thank you so much for putting so much love into your videos!

  • @trex_r14
    @trex_r14 Před 9 měsíci

    This video truly made me feel so happy and maybe made me cry a lil but all I have to say is ur narration about life and just everything made me feel at ease and gave me strength. I every much need to hear this from someone and you were that someone so Thank you!

  • @nessaloveslife
    @nessaloveslife Před 9 měsíci +3

    "I finally like myself enough to not be bothered if others don't." I'm pretty sure I misquoted a little bit but this!!! ✨
    Once again, a Linda Sun video made me cry.

  • @yieldm232
    @yieldm232 Před 9 měsíci

    Linda we are so blessed to have you on this earth. your content means everything to us! ❤

  • @alobiennicky7407
    @alobiennicky7407 Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you for uplifting my spirit, inspiring me to understand I need help (I've been in therapy for 3 weeks) I feel better and I'm learning to forgive myself. I'm grateful for finding your videos😊

  • @maya-elianak4180
    @maya-elianak4180 Před 9 měsíci +1

    linda you are so incredibly talented! every time you post a new video it makes my day

  • @elizabethl5294
    @elizabethl5294 Před 9 měsíci +3

    What a beautiful inspirational video Linda! Thank you 🙏 bestest luck for your last year of college!

  • @ozatanvi
    @ozatanvi Před 9 měsíci +3

    Linda, your vids are pure vibes! 😍 Your chill, food-loving, and self-loving vibe is what I'm all about. Thanks for always dropping amazing content. Your editing skills? Next level! 💯 Keep slaying, queen! 🎥💕

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      Literally
      She motivates me to continue improving my own editing for my own yt channel ❤❤❤

  • @underaneye6877
    @underaneye6877 Před 9 měsíci

    The last part truly made emotional.. that was the most powerful message people have to be reminded everyday thank you .

  • @dessduuu
    @dessduuu Před 9 měsíci

    absolutely one of the beautiful vlogs i have ever seen. Its like getting a much needed hug from a long time friend. Thank you for this linda ❤

  • @cacao_0000
    @cacao_0000 Před 9 měsíci

    I'm so glad you went travelling for yourself. I don't know. Your journey with anxiety, panic attacks, burnout, relationships, school, and therapy touched me. I'm so happy that you're feeling happier now, finally. 💚

  • @krazyknotsbracelets
    @krazyknotsbracelets Před 9 měsíci

    i relate so much to you, it makes me feel less alone. you inspire me to be at peace and love myself more!

  • @emmapierie40
    @emmapierie40 Před 9 měsíci +1

    ive watched you throughout my entire ed recovery and you have helped me more than anyone. you are honestly my biggest role model thank you so much for being here❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      She’s literally such a role model she is the one that inspired me to do CZcams and help others too

  • @hunnybunny7198
    @hunnybunny7198 Před 9 měsíci +12

    So wholesome Linda! You’re so brave for coming back to a place that gave you the nightmares and made you dropout… wishing you the best of luck to completing your degree!! Lots of love xxx

  • @fjr8671
    @fjr8671 Před 9 měsíci

    Been watching your videos for over 2 years now, thank you for all the beautiful reminders you never fail to send in each video you make. We all appreciate the amount of love and effort you put in and you truly deserve the best. :)))

  • @jaimefok
    @jaimefok Před 8 měsíci +2

    HIIIIIIIIII omg you captured such beautiful moments of the wedding, thank you I will keep these FOREVER ❤️
    ily so much. grateful that you’ve come into my life and have become one of my favourite people as well. Ty for being our most special outsider and pouring us baby making tea.
    so many more fun, beautiful moments to come ❤❤❤

  • @wangecimutuku3346
    @wangecimutuku3346 Před 9 měsíci +1

    This was absolutely beautiful Linda❤ I am currently going through something similar and the strength you've displayed in this video is phenomenal. I'm so happy for you🎉

  • @Rayne474
    @Rayne474 Před 2 měsíci

    Linda, you're an absolute joy and you make me feel good about myself and the world. Keep doing what you're doing

  • @arichauhan5414
    @arichauhan5414 Před 9 měsíci +2

    linda, ive been watching you for so long, and youve been a sort of mentor to me towards food,. i loved this video so much- as a college student this meant to much to me. as someone who makes mistakes to learn, listening to you saying that everyone has their own path means the world.

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      truly agree, as a college student myself that also does yt all of this resonates so much

  • @Diane-zy7pk
    @Diane-zy7pk Před 9 měsíci +3

    watching this just before going back to college tomorrow morning, after 2 years of burnout and dropout. your words resonate with my experience in a way that gives me peace and hope. thank you ❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +2

      wishing you the best of luck sweetheart

  • @blue2an
    @blue2an Před 9 měsíci

    thank you so much linda for your videos. they never fail to make me cry and make my heart warm

  • @m_ebooks9889
    @m_ebooks9889 Před 3 měsíci

    I stumbled upon this video by accident but I'm very glad I did!!
    as someone who also had a very unconventional college life (did so poorly, got suspended and then came back again after months of community college and healing) it's comforting to know not only that other folks had tough times in school too but also got through them too!
    it's been years since school and I know my career is still in its baby stages despite having a few jobs already, but the lessons you talk about are timeless and resonate with many.
    hearing this video during a low point time when I needed the boost of support is definitely a magical great beauty of the universe.
    keep going girl!! proud of you!!

  • @franziska_msr2219
    @franziska_msr2219 Před 9 měsíci +1

    I had a really tough day today but after watching your video my heart feels warm again and I kinda see a glimpse of hope…thank you so much for you being there for us and also: for you being you ❤❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      there's always hope remember that sometimes it might seem like everything is black but the good days always come

  • @mjolife600
    @mjolife600 Před 9 měsíci

    This video literally made me cry
    Sometimes the thing I need is someone saying that everything will work out sooner or later.. thank you Linda for saying those words.

  • @thehapagirl92
    @thehapagirl92 Před 9 měsíci +1

    0:16 Your bedroom’s sunrise view is the most beautiful view I’ve ever seen 😍. I bet the view at sunset is also just as gorgeous!

  • @user-gg6ob2fp2v
    @user-gg6ob2fp2v Před 9 měsíci +1

    you have no idea how refreshing it is to another young person who isn't always surrounded by a group of girls or who really wants to go out in the evening all the time. literally how I felt every weekend last term when I would order in on a Friday night with a good movie instead of clubbing! also working through uni with my own problems but as you say, I just need that degree :)) it's a shame you are thousands of miles away coz friends like u >>>> sending hugs

  • @franalter
    @franalter Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you for giving me hope for my last year of high scool❤️❤️
    I felt so lost in the past year, not knowing where to continue after graduating, so I decided to take tourism studies in university. I'm not super enthusiastic, but it's something I wouldn't hate studying and kinda interests me.
    I always have the feeling, that I'm behind and I should have this figured out by now, but watching this video made me realize that I don't have to have it all together all the time. I still have sooo much time to build my future by trial and error

  • @ainsleyg123
    @ainsleyg123 Před 9 měsíci +1

    My first year of college was also ruined by Covid- and this is also my first semester back after a very long break… mine was more like 2 years.. my college started early so we’re 6 weeks in.. every time I get stressed I think about dropping out. I feel very seen by this video thank you 💓

  • @everythingmemes8085
    @everythingmemes8085 Před 9 měsíci

    Your videos help me so much Linda. Im so proud of you and thankful for this channel it has truly helped me sooo much. Thank you from thr bottom of my heart❤

  • @joannajoy9554
    @joannajoy9554 Před 9 měsíci +4

    Oh my gosh I'm so early! I just wanted to say that you have helped me so much with my realashonship with food and my body. Also I just started my first year of college for mt dream career, and this makes me feel hopeful and motivated. Thank you!

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      college is so much fun
      just finish my first year entering my second and have loved recording my journey
      it's been a mess, cause i am chaotic as heck but so much fun indeed can wait to see what adventures await me on my second year as i am gonna be living my emily in pairs era and the vlogs are already on the works 😏

  • @dishyyx
    @dishyyx Před 8 měsíci

    This is one of the best videos I've ever watched. The whole time I just sat there and thought "wow". The volumes this video spoke to me were insane. Thank you.

  • @adritahiamohima4835
    @adritahiamohima4835 Před 9 měsíci +3

    I feel peace whenever i watch ur videos , love uu🥺🫶🏻❤️

  • @Coco-ls7hp
    @Coco-ls7hp Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you Linda. Exactly what I needed to hear. This videos felt like a warm hug 🫂🧡

  • @lydiakefalidou
    @lydiakefalidou Před 9 měsíci

    Linda you are the girl I'm always approaching while I am in the University because most of the times I feel like they want someone to go and talk to them! I've done this a hundred times and every time I was right, the moment you start talking to them, they open up! I've made so many friends because of that!

  • @urluvdbb907
    @urluvdbb907 Před 9 měsíci +1

    I honestly cannot thank you enough linda for how much you’ve done for me. Every time I watch your videos, you remind me and give me the motivation to keep going. For ME. Your advice hits hard but helps me so much and I cry every video🥲but its a good cry. A cry admitting that I need help. A cry knowing that im not alone. A cry knowing that its not to late to keep trying. All because of you

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      It’s never to late u have a whole life ahead of you and cry all u want u are not alone and never will be
      If u ever need a gentle reminder just know I wouldn’t mind I love helping others that exactly why I love creating yt content myself

  • @marianaventura528
    @marianaventura528 Před 9 měsíci +3

    If it makes you happy then it's worth it Linda! You're doing a great job and helping us as well, keep going sweetheart ❤

  • @suhanikatariya1871
    @suhanikatariya1871 Před 9 měsíci

    You are so beautiful, Linda🤍🤍
    The ending to this video was just speechless. The way you put things into perspective is just so heart warming. I love you. Sending you warm hugs🤍🤍

  • @xoexoticxo8424
    @xoexoticxo8424 Před 9 měsíci

    you truly look so happy in this video

  • @ellenko2684
    @ellenko2684 Před 9 měsíci

    i love your videos

  • @anuuu2753
    @anuuu2753 Před 9 měsíci

    Your videos are honestly the best thing ever! ❤ Hearing you and you watching you enjoy whatever you do is so calming to me.
    Love from India ❤✨

  • @akanksha9901
    @akanksha9901 Před 9 měsíci +1

    Linda you inspire me to love myself and work on myself , you've taught me so much self-love I cant thank you enough . Take care of yourself love you

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      reminder that you are worthy of love everyday no matter what
      you take care of yourself too

  • @monicamedina5319
    @monicamedina5319 Před 9 měsíci

    "Some of the most beautiful moments of your life have still yet to arrive" that hit me🥲love you Linda!!!❤

  • @veneziana4575
    @veneziana4575 Před 9 měsíci

    Please know that your videos help me a lot. Thank you for this. Every one of your videos speak to me. You are amazing, Linda! Love from the Philippines!

  • @laurakooistra475
    @laurakooistra475 Před 9 měsíci

    I love how some parts of the video were more vlogstyle! Happy you’re back ❤

  • @01_a.vedika_8d9
    @01_a.vedika_8d9 Před 9 měsíci

    I absolutely love her ❤️ she honestly makes me feel so confident about myself

  • @serenelow98
    @serenelow98 Před 8 měsíci

    watching your weekly vlogs make me feel so whole

  • @namastayn8906
    @namastayn8906 Před 9 měsíci +1

    thank you for being the best and most honest human and CZcamsr. You are such a breath of fresh air and it's always comforting to watch your videos. You motivate me to be better and I'm so grateful I found your channel 3 years ago

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      ❤❤❤❤
      She was the reason for me to start my own yt channel even when I was so afraid 😊

  • @ano_anne_so3193
    @ano_anne_so3193 Před 9 měsíci +1

    What a beast, she continues to live a full life even after all the problem she was dealing with 💕 hope you’re doing well now

  • @coochiedestroyer5000
    @coochiedestroyer5000 Před 9 měsíci

    I’m not subscribed to you but I’m glad your video popped up on my recommended, I’m also a business student but I’m in community college ( two year college for those who aren’t American ) and I’ve struggled a lot with self deprecating thoughts, and just not being happy with myself in general. I watched your video from start to finish and felt a weight lifted off my shoulders because I’ve finally found someone I could relate to, I hope the rest of your school year goes well and more success comes to you!

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      First welcome to the community and I hope you figure out ur situation
      I myself though I wouldn’t find something I like but once I got the opportunity to do a degree while travelling and do yt and share vlogs while helping others I’ve never been happier ❤❤❤😊

  • @baciura_
    @baciura_ Před 9 měsíci

    words cant describe how comforting this channel is and how safe we all feel here, thank you for being here linda 🫶🏻

  • @margaridarodrigues6828
    @margaridarodrigues6828 Před 9 měsíci +2

    linda you bring light to my days!! thank u for it🤍🤍

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      second this
      plus thanking her just for being her

  • @coriingram5223
    @coriingram5223 Před 9 měsíci

    I’ve loved watching you on this journey and love that there is no destination it’s just life and we’re just sharing & connecting in the ebbs & flows, it’s a beautiful thing! I found you during quarantine and I remember so many people asking what’s the point when you were on your journey and I feel like this video is the answer. The point is there isn’t one, the point is to be happy, the point is to be honest, the point is to build community, connect with others, and document life’s amazing moments and you’ve done just that. Congrats on a big milestone in your healing journey! So excited for whatever is next for you

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      Truly such a beautiful though
      The journey that life is, is never ending we are always learning always growing that why I love making yt content myself helping other relate that u can always grow and be better and that a linear journey is not possible ❤❤❤

  • @graciax3320
    @graciax3320 Před 9 měsíci

    Girl you are my comfort person❤️ love your videos so much!!!

  • @elisehughes04
    @elisehughes04 Před 9 měsíci

    I relate to you so much, you will always be a comfort person to me☺️
    I love you🩷

  • @nicolecolli5829
    @nicolecolli5829 Před 9 měsíci

    Linda, thankyou so much for this video! I definitely needed it. Your sincerity makes your voice so powerful. I’m currently facing some of the same things you did, and makes me feel more in peace and no so alone. It is going to be fine. Thankyou

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      You are never alone ❤❤❤❤
      Reminder that no matter what challenges life throws at u
      U are so strong and can always face them
      ❤❤❤

  • @Arianna-qh6nm
    @Arianna-qh6nm Před 9 měsíci +1

    tomorrow should be my first day back to college, but I have decided to drop out. Nobody knows but my family. I can't bring myself to tell my friends, I keep thinking about all the expectations everybody has always had for me. People expected me to become a doctor or a lawyer and I am dropping out at 20 years old. It's so scary, I worry I am making the worst choice of my life, I think that now I just have to work more to prove to people around me that I haven't suddenly turned into a lazy person. Whenever somebody tells me to enrol in whatever kind of course I feel a wave of anxiety overwhelming me, but seeing your journey gives me hope. Your words always do. Maybe I will never go back to college, but hopefully I'll find a way to earn people's respect nonetheless.
    Sending a lot of love, your smile is truly beautiful

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci +1

      often those things that are scariest are the ones that help us grow the most,
      the most important thing is that you follow your intuition
      i was very afraid of pursuing a degree with a very new university, but getting to travel to three different countries made me start my own yt channel and now i could not be happier it was risky but so worhty

  • @alicelofving2443
    @alicelofving2443 Před 9 měsíci

    Thankyou so much for making me appreciate myself and my life! You are awesome.

  • @TheKidrahui
    @TheKidrahui Před 9 měsíci +2

    Your videos truly brightens my day and motivates me to be myself, thank you

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      beign yourself is what makes u unique, so keep on going

  • @AudioTruyenLangQue
    @AudioTruyenLangQue Před 7 měsíci

    Thank you so much for your help and advice,
    I really appreciate your job. I wish you happiness and peace under the sky of prosperity. All the best.
    Take care and have a good time

  • @giulianasworld2996
    @giulianasworld2996 Před 9 měsíci +3

    Your happiness brings me happiness

  • @user-bm1hl8gc2n
    @user-bm1hl8gc2n Před 9 měsíci +7

    Hi Linda, i love your videos. They are always so encouraging to watch. Stay strong and push yourself through the last year. I didn't enjoy my university days, like you did, and i tell myself "this is only for a year". As a 30 year old corporate banker, i can tell you Networking is overrated, for some darn reason pretentious brats love to use the term networking. Relationships and friendships should be genuine and authentic, that's when people really open up to you because you do not want anything out of them. Also, at 30, i am unsure of what i want in the end and just winging my 9-5 everyday - doesn't matter. I am still performing well, learning as many new things as possible hoping that one day everything clicks. That's the beauty of life- discovering yourself a little more every single day. I wish you all the best in your life :)

  • @mads6761_
    @mads6761_ Před 9 měsíci +2

    Been with you for the longest time 😍😍😍 your vids never fail to inspire me ❤❤

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      agree 100% without her i wouldn't be doing yt

  • @avamesa2195
    @avamesa2195 Před 9 měsíci +2

    I can relate to the college struggles, so real! Thank you Linda for the encouraging and honest content! 💜

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      truly as a colelge student myself i love sharing my own experience with my vlogs, trying to make the whole experience as fun as possible

  • @Otakuary24
    @Otakuary24 Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you so much for this video, you help me to love and accept myself and my life for what it is❤

  • @itssabi954
    @itssabi954 Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you so much for your videos and especially this one❤ they make me feel so happy, grateful and I found a new safe place here🫶🏻

  • @boxie2137
    @boxie2137 Před 9 měsíci +1

    It makes me so frickin happy when you post :) I discovered you last year when I had intense body dismorphia because I felt felt bigger than everyone else , in your videos it always felt like a friend encouraging you and not to judge yourself so much. I feel like I've changed so much and you have too ( in a good way lol) so yeah so happy for both of us and everyone else 🥰

    • @oxanadc
      @oxanadc Před 9 měsíci

      keep on going
      you are beautiful the way you are bc there is only one you, which means you are uncomparable to anyone so keep trying to be the best you you can
      and she has changed me too after all she is the one that encourage me to start my yt channel and now i love the community i am