Highly Suspect - Fly [Official Audio]

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  • Highly Suspect - Fly [Official Audio]
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  • @ct5390
    @ct5390 Před 4 lety +239

    I swear to god if I ever saw Johnny in person I would go and give him a big hug. Stay strong brother. Your music is healing for so many.

  • @taylorstone8875
    @taylorstone8875 Před 4 lety +507

    Man I cried with the chorus, I am not in the best moment of my life so listening those words motivate, it is true we can change if we want it, i should be honest with my self too

    • @lucystreiff1241
      @lucystreiff1241 Před 4 lety +19

      Hey man, whatever you’re going through you got it! Things will get better!

    • @taylorstone8875
      @taylorstone8875 Před 4 lety +7

      ​@@lucystreiff1241 thanks! this song will help me remember that, so I will listen to it whenever I feel down

    • @lucystreiff1241
      @lucystreiff1241 Před 4 lety +1

      taylor stone That’s an awesome plan! I hope more people who relate to this song will follow your lead!

    • @ItsRolasOfficial
      @ItsRolasOfficial Před 4 lety +4

      You will make it through🙏🏽

    • @daj4k
      @daj4k Před 4 lety +3

      Sending love man!

  • @kimgarcia1829
    @kimgarcia1829 Před 4 lety +314

    Dear Johnny,
    We love you.
    Love,
    Your Friends and Fans

  • @ItsRolasOfficial
    @ItsRolasOfficial Před 4 lety +33

    Real is an understatement for this diary entry. You can touch this, picture this, smell this.. it triggers a lot for those who’ve been through this or are going through this. Just another reminder that we aren’t alone or the only ones feeling this pain, shedding these tears, fighting the fight being better than who we were yesterday. Thank you for this..

  • @spilledarrow7122
    @spilledarrow7122 Před 4 lety +71

    1958: Johnny B. Goode
    2019: Johnny Be Honest

  • @nickflores5555
    @nickflores5555 Před 4 lety +176

    Bro when he says "its okay to feel".. I literally start crying 🤘

    • @lorenzolucaj2873
      @lorenzolucaj2873 Před 4 lety

      Same bro 🤟🏼

    • @caramontgomery3984
      @caramontgomery3984 Před 4 lety +8

      @@lorenzolucaj2873 - It is only human to feel emotions, to cry, to grieve, to be depressed or you would be a psychopath. Our society today rewards psychopathic and narcissistic people. 1 in 100 people are psychopaths. So the next time you cry or see someone else cry sympathize instead of criticize by seeing them as week or crazy. Its the ones that do not cry that we need to be afraid of!!!

    • @lorenzolucaj2873
      @lorenzolucaj2873 Před 4 lety

      @@caramontgomery3984 Agreed.. Now that Mike commented and I got to reread your comment I think you're trying to insinuate that I'm somehow making fun of this man for having emotions? Is that what's happening here? 🙈

    • @mikebunting2805
      @mikebunting2805 Před 4 lety +5

      Respect bro. This song probably saved my life...

    • @oldmanwithboner7994
      @oldmanwithboner7994 Před 4 lety +1

      All of you are dumb

  • @carolineheartsong237
    @carolineheartsong237 Před 4 lety +240

    F.L.Y.
    First
    Love
    Yourself
    Well played Johhny!!

  • @shannasullivan8217
    @shannasullivan8217 Před 4 lety +65

    I’m in active addiction and I am ready to change and this song has been helping me. Thank you, Johnny.

    • @bsully81
      @bsully81 Před 4 lety +3

      Good name. I'm also a Sullivan. I've been clean for 2 years. You can do it if you want it. Good luck

    • @mikebunting2805
      @mikebunting2805 Před 4 lety +2

      Did the same...34 days today. Listen to this everyday while I was in rehab.

    • @johnmichael5982
      @johnmichael5982 Před 2 lety +1

      Hang in there I just cleaned up off H and Xanax, was on opiates for 21yrs and nerve pills for 18 and I managed so I know you can do it brother. Just delete all ur connects numbers and change yours and get away from that scene. In a couple weeks you’ll start feeling better and and in a month you’ll get feel normal and then you start feeling better than when you were constantly numb. I forgot how reality actually felt. Stay positive you can do it.

    • @johnmichael5982
      @johnmichael5982 Před 2 lety +1

      And of course if you can get into a rehab, I live in middle of nowhere in WV(and there’s still meth and heroin everywhere) so I had to turn my basement into my own personal rehab

    • @jamesraines7275
      @jamesraines7275 Před rokem

      Hope you found your peace 🤙🏼✌🏼

  • @Juggernaut6990
    @Juggernaut6990 Před 4 lety +35

    I think alot of people will change the "dear Johnny" to their own name. Great message and opening to a fantastic album. Love the change in direction plus the old skool gems are brilliant. Upper drugs being me highlight

  • @cloudlifesmiley
    @cloudlifesmiley Před 4 lety +171

    dude this song couldn't have came at a better time honestly the only song that describes how I feel

    • @adamnelson7792
      @adamnelson7792 Před 4 lety +4

      @CloudLifeSmiley Stat strong brother! Better times will come. Trust me.

    • @cloudlifesmiley
      @cloudlifesmiley Před 4 lety +2

      @@adamnelson7792 thanks im going to the doctor monday see if i can get put on meds or something...

    • @adamnelson7792
      @adamnelson7792 Před 4 lety +3

      @@cloudlifesmiley You do what you gotta do. MCID!

    • @julieblankartz4639
      @julieblankartz4639 Před 4 lety +1

      Right!! Damn his lyrics ring true

  • @mordekaiserbest7244
    @mordekaiserbest7244 Před 4 lety +284

    Damn i feel like this guy write songs for those who have depression and i love it

  • @lilynameless8450
    @lilynameless8450 Před 4 lety +174

    This is going to be the one I will replay over again and again because the lyrics hit so hard some of us can relate to this, this one brought me some tears stay strong Johnny.

    • @brighteyez4u397
      @brighteyez4u397 Před 4 lety +4

      I've already listened to it 6 times!! This, Taking Off, and Silk Road are my favorites of the new tracks.

    • @lilynameless8450
      @lilynameless8450 Před 4 lety +5

      I litarally cant stop listening to this one this is my favorite one

    • @daj4k
      @daj4k Před 4 lety +5

      So sick of fucking up!

    • @IceBass29
      @IceBass29 Před 4 lety +3

      Oof. Yup.
      Currently on repetition #5 for this listening loop...

    • @chaotic_coffeecrow492
      @chaotic_coffeecrow492 Před 3 lety +3

      I just heard this song for the first time yesterday and...I have listened to it 6 times now

  • @shieldmaiden1318
    @shieldmaiden1318 Před 4 lety +23

    I'm sobbing it's so accurate taking my 17 yr old daughter to see them for our first concert together. We been through some shit together and idk how I'm gonna keep it together

  • @sheltonbennett9843
    @sheltonbennett9843 Před 4 lety +142

    I'd like to know how this band continually writes the soundtrack to my life...

    • @kristenwooldridge9439
      @kristenwooldridge9439 Před 4 lety +7

      Sames.

    • @living_dead_girl92
      @living_dead_girl92 Před 3 lety +6

      Omg yes! I say the same shit daily swear!

    • @skatboadgod29
      @skatboadgod29 Před 3 lety +4

      You ain't the only one brotha

    • @lmoore48
      @lmoore48 Před 3 lety +5

      Dude... like get out of my head Johnny ... ever since I heard the first note off mr asylum they have oddly written the soundtrack to my life

    • @sp1327
      @sp1327 Před 3 lety +3

      You just know like I know shits so fucking real ain't it

  • @hermit_3306
    @hermit_3306 Před 4 lety +203

    Lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    Don't like the way that I look
    I don't like the way that I feel
    I'm acting like everything's cool but maybe it's time I start keeping it real
    I thought about killing myself
    I thought about ending it all
    I thought about standing on top of my building in Brooklyn and seeing how long it would take me to fall
    [Verse 2]
    I'm scared
    And I'm losing my patience
    I wanna feel weightless
    I hate this
    What's up?
    Eh, don't know why I'm so fucked up
    It sucks
    Eh, maybe I'm over-dramatic
    But I'm just keeping it real
    I'm not always okay
    I don't know how to deal
    I wish I had someone to give me some love
    I wish I had someone to give me a hug
    I'm sick of the liquor I'm sick of the drugs
    I wish I could just stop fucking up
    [Chorus]
    Dear Johnny be honest
    You can change if you wanted
    And let me tell you something else that's true
    There's nobody else that's just like you
    Dear Johnny be real
    It's okay to feel
    One day you're going to hear this song
    And laugh because you've stayed so strong
    [Verse 3]
    Got a brother I know that I don't call enough
    "Hey baby boy what's up I miss you so much"
    Got a father that raised me when shit got tough
    We don't really know how to talk about stuff
    Got a mother I ain't seen in eighteen years
    Just know that I forgive you there's been too many tears
    I hope I don't get any older
    With this chip up on my shoulder
    I think it's time I switched it all up
    [Chorus]
    Dear Johnny be honest
    You can change if you wanted
    And let me tell you something else that's true
    There's nobody else that's just like you
    Dear Johnny be real
    It's okay to feel
    One day you're going to hear this song
    And laugh because you've stayed so strong
    [Bridge]
    I'm falling away
    From everything that's ever brought me down
    I am the sound
    Now
    I'm falling away
    From everything that's ever brought me down
    I am the sound
    Now
    [Chorus]
    Dear Johnny be honest
    You can change if you wanted
    And let me tell you something else that's true
    There's no-one else that's just like you
    Dear Johnny be real
    It's okay to feel
    One day you're going to hear this song
    And laugh because you've stayed so strong
    [Outro]
    Hahahaha
    I feel better already!
    Yeah
    Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest
    Wow!
    Thank you for listening
    Thank you for being a part of our life
    Shout out to Studio D
    Shout out to Brooklyn
    Shout out to Venice Beach!
    Shout out to Pam the cat!
    Shout out to Jolene the dog!
    A word to eleven
    Yeah, love you
    This is a family
    This is MCID
    Hahahaha

    • @letterkyle
      @letterkyle Před 4 lety +3

      I hope I dont get any OLDER with this chip

    • @hagenback1201
      @hagenback1201 Před 4 lety +1

      Nino _ it’s not studio g it’s studio d

    • @shieldmaiden1318
      @shieldmaiden1318 Před 4 lety

      MCID stands for mini.ally important clinical difference. I have a degree in forensic psych but I am also a bipolar sick ruined her life failure...

    • @richie3519
      @richie3519 Před 4 lety

      Nino _ Could the “Word to Eleven” be related to StrangerThings?

    • @joelescamilla918
      @joelescamilla918 Před 4 lety

      Pretty Dope

  • @OGSlime-of3jq
    @OGSlime-of3jq Před 4 lety +133

    I don’t know if anyone actually reads their CZcams comments. I don’t know how to save people, I don’t know just the right words to say, I don’t know the amount of courage and pain it takes to right this song, then sing it with heart to mean it, then produce it for other people to hear. But I do know that I appreciate every syllable and verse. “Fly” isn’t my favorite song honestly it’s not even on my top 20. But after the 3rd time I replayed it, I realized that I wasn’t really listening. I felt like someone had slide show of my life’s memories, happy and painful moments streaming as this song played. Kinda gives me hope, even a broken fuck up like me can help someone else.
    - To Johnny To Highly Suspect
    Thank you for every track, every feature, and every album.
    - A Highly Suspect Fan

  • @emekao502
    @emekao502 Před 4 lety +57

    This album is about to be my whole life for a little bit

    • @jesusenki8509
      @jesusenki8509 Před 4 lety +2

      Shit as life then. Album BLOWS MUMBLE RAPPER BALLS!!

    • @boinkye
      @boinkye Před 4 lety +2

      emeka onwuka The previous albums still have my life tied up. This album... Luv some, others just OK. But I♥️um!

    • @emekao502
      @emekao502 Před 4 lety +2

      boinkye this album is probably my favorite album so far tbh

    • @boinkye
      @boinkye Před 4 lety +1

      emeka onwuka Really... Well I get it! And that's what I like about them tho... Art. Everyone can enjoy. Just saw them 10/26 @ Novo in CA. They were awesome❣

  • @CherryZomb13
    @CherryZomb13 Před 4 lety +7

    I'm utterly awestruck... no other way to put it.

  • @duckyaces
    @duckyaces Před 4 lety +15

    "I hope I don't get any older
    With this chip up on my shoulder" I felt this so hard. I grew up without my real dad, had my mother and a step dad. Two horrible people who shouldn't have raised a child. That experience has shaped so many of my insecurities today, ruined relationships, and made me feel so alone. But one day you wake up and realize that you have to just move on, you can't keep letting it define you and that you have to find love in yourself. Being surrounded by people who having loving families is so hard, especially during this time of the year. But you must let go and trust that God, the Universe, and love has your back.

    • @Sweethearts4969
      @Sweethearts4969 Před 3 lety

      thanks for speaking ur truth, bless u

    • @joshuabetz3167
      @joshuabetz3167 Před 2 lety

      Elle, your words still ring absolutely true to this day❤️

  • @marsal2000
    @marsal2000 Před 4 lety +91

    "Got a father that raised me when shit got tough
    But we don't really know how to talk about stuff"
    Yeah. Thats one hit home too hard. When he's working hard to give everything, you learn that too and pretty much all you can talk about amidst the awkward silences, is how work is... Its such a shit feeling....

    • @oldmanwithboner7994
      @oldmanwithboner7994 Před 4 lety +3

      But he's working to give you shit. Wish people would quit villainizing fathers.

    • @GinkgoPete
      @GinkgoPete Před 4 lety +10

      @@oldmanwithboner7994 Nobody is villainizing fathers, but there is just a disconnect. like i love my dad but its so crushing when i cant talk to him...

    • @luca121633
      @luca121633 Před 4 lety +1

      Yeah man but for me it's different.
      After my mother gets separated from my dad he helped me with money.
      But this separation was too much fur him and since then he was never lucky with someone else and that since 15 years..
      Now he is very frightened and doesn't talk about feelings etc

    • @bradhaines3142
      @bradhaines3142 Před 4 lety

      i have a 5 year old i hope to not have this problem in 10 years

    • @oldmanwithboner7994
      @oldmanwithboner7994 Před 4 lety

      Get off the Nintendo HE BOUGHT YOU, and go say hello

  • @blurrymama7837
    @blurrymama7837 Před 4 lety +17

    Good lawd. His voice. That beat. The lyrics.
    Pure bliss.

    • @didi7680
      @didi7680 Před rokem

      Doesn't sound like singing, more like talking in poem

  • @wesleyrhoades6735
    @wesleyrhoades6735 Před 3 lety +9

    12 years in the United States Marine Corps, and it’s been 7 since my honorable discharge.During these 19 years, I’ve attended 19. funerals in my dress blues. 10 of those from unfortunate suicides. All of them I knew personally. And I myself was almost one of those victims. You can always change if you want it. But your family will push you to get there. Whether they are your immediate family, your friends, or your brothers and sisters in arms. Thanks Johnny and family. You guys are terrific! Semper Fidelis

    • @ThatGuy40640
      @ThatGuy40640 Před 2 lety

      I have lost alot of friends from deployment and some part of the 22. Semper Fi, brother.

  • @joybinion9201
    @joybinion9201 Před 4 lety +8

    I pray 20 yrs from here I can LOL that I stayed strong enough.

    • @Kylemathews1
      @Kylemathews1 Před 4 lety +1

      Probably less, maybe just a couple years..but yeah you can't see it right now like I can't. But it will get better eventually..idk when

    • @joybinion9201
      @joybinion9201 Před 4 lety

      @@Kylemathews1 I tell myself that shit too, and have been, for like 21 yrs now.

  • @jesikan4285
    @jesikan4285 Před 4 lety +21

    Dear Johnny WE ❤ YOU 😊 mcid family

  • @maxnovick668
    @maxnovick668 Před 4 lety +83

    I am a fan of anyone who does a shout out to Pam the cat.

    • @tylerwiening3140
      @tylerwiening3140 Před 4 lety +6

      Joline the dog too shoot....

    • @NemorisInferioris
      @NemorisInferioris Před 4 lety +5

      @@tylerwiening3140 When I saw them live, I saw Ryan carrying Joline out of the tour bus haha

    • @bradengarza4747
      @bradengarza4747 Před 4 lety

      I decided to name a kitten I found Pam, sadly she passed away a few weeks after, but it was good while it lasted

  • @abe_g24
    @abe_g24 Před 4 lety +11

    Never thought that highly suspect would do songs like this but I’m not complaining

  • @fredreichmander7732
    @fredreichmander7732 Před 4 lety +113

    DONT LEAVE US JOHNNY. WE NEED YOU

    • @daniellevitoriaa840
      @daniellevitoriaa840 Před 4 lety

      @@stephandavis9872 wtf is wrong with you??!

    • @stephandavis9872
      @stephandavis9872 Před 4 lety

      @@daniellevitoriaa840 they advertised last year coming to Voodoo Fest in New Orleans and all the way up until the time of the show is when they announced they weren't going to be here after I already walked in the gate after I already spent $170 per ticket X2. His head is literally swole. He thinks he's the greatest thing to ever walk the earth. Screw him what an asshole... I used to really like them and they were really good but that mcid album is total crap. If you could make that album into toilet paper I wouldn't even wipe my butt with it

  • @jokestore5423
    @jokestore5423 Před 4 lety +15

    Okay so that chorus has me shook

  • @NemorisInferioris
    @NemorisInferioris Před 4 lety +6

    I think this should have been the last song on the album. It sounds like the perfect closer, especially with that ending. Amazing track

  • @jasonryals7230
    @jasonryals7230 Před 4 lety +2

    Holy shit, this song is too real.

  • @darciduncan9037
    @darciduncan9037 Před 4 lety +6

    Thank you Highly Suspect..❤

  • @limitrider9748
    @limitrider9748 Před 4 lety +2

    Best song ever...

  • @maxnoonan8456
    @maxnoonan8456 Před 4 lety +59

    I've been trying to get clean recently. You're dropping these real full truths on me, Johnny I promise I'll be clean when I see you and I'll keep it. We're all here for you. MCID.

    • @kaliyay7590
      @kaliyay7590 Před 4 lety +7

      I wish you the best of luck 💕 you're strong enough and worthy enough to be happy

    • @codeypendent1899
      @codeypendent1899 Před 4 lety +9

      You got all the strength you need inside you, Max. Smash it!

    • @marcuscoronado8
      @marcuscoronado8 Před 4 lety +7

      You got this max

    • @Z3sty367
      @Z3sty367 Před 4 lety +8

      Try any and all positive things, working out meditation, new jobs, rearrange the room, throw out old shit. Become the change manifest that shit.

    • @kaliyay7590
      @kaliyay7590 Před 4 lety +5

      @@Z3sty367 it's honestly amazing how rearranging your room can make you feel so much better. little stuff, one thing at a time

  • @christopherchambers8092
    @christopherchambers8092 Před 4 lety +6

    There is a point like, maybe 6 years ago, this would have been my favorite song. It was what I needed then.
    I got married to my best friend and we just had a beautiful baby 6 months ago. Put the work in guys, life is so worth it. Pulling for you.

    • @shainahinton2681
      @shainahinton2681 Před 4 lety

      This is my favourite song not because this is where I am but because it's where I was. It DOES get better

  • @CJFreeza
    @CJFreeza Před 4 lety +56

    Every word in this song is true, there's no one else that's just like you, stay strong.

  • @daltonshellenberger4126
    @daltonshellenberger4126 Před 4 lety +13

    This band cannot make bad music

    • @nthomas87
      @nthomas87 Před 4 lety

      Patchy Sideburn I don’t know. Viper Strike was an abortion of the music genre. It didn’t even fit with the album as a whole. It was just an odd, discordant, pointless song to say, “Look at us! We’re soooo tolerant! Please buy our album now!”

    • @ExoTheDrakoXIII
      @ExoTheDrakoXIII Před rokem

      @@nthomas87 ok, Mr. America.... Whatever you say! I'll get right on deleting or destroying the record!!! Haha...
      So because YOU don't like the song; you Pretend that it is an "abortion" of the music genre?
      I would take a guess that you are not an actual fan of this band and more of a Hater but they obviously trigger with Truth so you feel motivated to click on their videos, comment and THEN push your sad Narratives all in an effort to change other people's minds?
      Yeah, Mr. America... You people really do suck! I'm struggling to find a redeemable quality within your Culture... Smh

  • @thecakeisalie4885
    @thecakeisalie4885 Před 4 lety +7

    The release of this song, the lyrics within it, the melody - its all perfectly timed and beautifully executed.
    MCID

  • @yeahrightbear8883
    @yeahrightbear8883 Před 4 lety +9

    I feel better already.

  • @KenStentiford
    @KenStentiford Před 4 lety +3

    Fave song off the new album

  • @rebeccacloud-heinle6863
    @rebeccacloud-heinle6863 Před 4 lety +15

    Thank you for this. I’m afraid to feel. I don’t know how anymore.

    • @jimmywooten8525
      @jimmywooten8525 Před 4 lety

      You'll come across someone someday when you least expect it...

  • @joshnetz915
    @joshnetz915 Před 4 lety +14

    This is one of the better songs off the album, alot less pop(y) and has more heart to it.

  • @HawkFightTalk
    @HawkFightTalk Před 4 lety +51

    This is how you try something new without selling out.

    • @Msasha2727
      @Msasha2727 Před 4 lety

      Hawk Fight Talk incorrect, throwing a guitar solo in there would have been not selling out.

    • @Ishouldnthavetodothi
      @Ishouldnthavetodothi Před 4 lety +2

      @@Msasha2727 throwing in a guitar solo just to appease butthurt ex-fans would be hella selling out

    • @ashleytyner9848
      @ashleytyner9848 Před 4 lety

      @@Msasha2727 I agree with both sides here

    • @brandontrupp9012
      @brandontrupp9012 Před 4 lety +2

      @@Msasha2727 I don't think they would've stayed together as a band if they disagreed on the direction they wanted to go in. There are still some decent rock songs on this album. Yeah it is different but if you like music other than rock you can learn to appreciate songs like Freakstreet or this one

    • @Msasha2727
      @Msasha2727 Před 4 lety

      BRANDON TRUPP that’s the whole reason I’m pissed. Sooooo many other bands out there doing this. No rock bands doing new good music.... they where the first rock albums I had purchased in years! Pop is a dime a dozen!

  • @JoeB.H.
    @JoeB.H. Před 2 lety +1

    Once damaged, change is the only constant. Love you mawfks!

  • @gammagoblinmiller1604
    @gammagoblinmiller1604 Před 4 lety +4

    Thank you so much Highly Suspect!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a treat posting a few tonight!!!!!!

  • @cameronp1982
    @cameronp1982 Před 2 lety +2

    This song is one of the hardest hitting ones I have heard in years. In recent years I have fallen heavy into self hate and addiction and have been thinking alot about how I have been a deadbeat brother and have quite a few times heavily cosidered ending it all and hearing this song just sent me into tears in a way no other song has before

  • @michaelsimpson5271
    @michaelsimpson5271 Před 4 lety +401

    There's literally just one guy at 1am disliking every song he's posted today LMFAO

    • @GhoulNamedDeath
      @GhoulNamedDeath Před 4 lety +26

      He was waiting the whole day for this 😂

    • @cesarjincristobalcumpa6342
      @cesarjincristobalcumpa6342 Před 4 lety

      Byebye tower

    • @FearAndFaith
      @FearAndFaith Před 4 lety +6

      ^ found the crazy guy

    • @davidadams2395
      @davidadams2395 Před 4 lety +9

      I wasn't waiting for this, but since I got the notification, I listened and didn't like it.

    • @oldmanwithboner7994
      @oldmanwithboner7994 Před 4 lety +15

      I always wonder what the point of disliking a video is. Take a look at that Justin Bieber guy. It started being the "trendy" thing to dislike his main video. And that's dumb as shit. He's just a modern day pop star, get over it if you don't like the guy. We've become a society of haters. I fucking hate it...fuck you, David Adams. Piece of shit hater.

  • @garyferrier1972
    @garyferrier1972 Před 2 lety

    Im a dad that raised two kids through a rough divorce from a wife with mental illness .
    Its hard at times and i think of ending it all as well.
    Finding it hard to talk between father and son is something that we all go through.
    I was blessed to have two great dad's in my life my dad and stepdad.
    There was a time when i had a hard time talking to both of them .
    Looking back it breaks my heart to this day.
    And now im going through it with my son.
    Its songs like this that lets you know your not alone.
    My son showed me this band and now im a big fan.
    This song touches my soul.
    New big fan/father trying to hold it together .thanks

  • @bobsanderz3005
    @bobsanderz3005 Před 4 lety +3

    I’m out here trying to deliver mail and this song brought me to tears. The part about his mom is too real to me....everything about this song hits me hard tbh

  • @jeremythomas3064
    @jeremythomas3064 Před 3 lety +2

    Damn that synthwave beat really sets this shit off

  • @unbakedpotatoesandcheese6388

    Damn............
    Love it .......................

  • @sfcarstens
    @sfcarstens Před 4 lety +4

    MCID baby!

  • @dustindominy4498
    @dustindominy4498 Před 4 lety +3

    When I first this song I had to hit replay so many times on pandora just to make sure I heard everything right. This song describes everything in my life right now. Except is only been 5 years since I seen my mom. I needed to hear this

  • @kyleminchak6649
    @kyleminchak6649 Před 4 lety +6

    God this song has gotten me thru alchohol rehab and sexual abuse and a broken family and relationships. This band is so amazing. Hits home more than nirvana did when it came out. I relate more to johnny than I did kurt.

  • @NoName-wb2zp
    @NoName-wb2zp Před 4 lety +15

    i feel all the emotion. damn its like every song is connected to my life

  • @Penguiin5050
    @Penguiin5050 Před 4 lety +6

    Dear Johnny you’re amazing ❤️❤️❤️
    I cannot stop playing this song on repeat. Sad undertones with a happy hopeful ending. Everybody hits rock bottom at some point in their lives 🙏🥰

  • @matsnow5249
    @matsnow5249 Před 4 lety +2

    This song has made fill the happiest I've felt in a long time

  • @williamgabriel4323
    @williamgabriel4323 Před 4 lety +3

    I just hope it's not a goodbye album like Chester did

  • @iiMeGaBeAsTmOdE
    @iiMeGaBeAsTmOdE Před 4 lety +2

    What a different song . A masterpiece. Highly suspect can play with the best of them.

  • @PatchesO92.
    @PatchesO92. Před 3 lety +4

    When I hear this song kinda makes me think about my life and kinda resembles it too, it does make me tear up when I sing it but I just love the way you made the song. I listen to it everyday

  • @chococatana2001
    @chococatana2001 Před 4 lety +33

    Lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    Don't like the way that I look
    I don't like the way that I feel
    I'm acting like everything's cool but maybe it's time I start keeping it real
    I've thought about killing myself
    I've thought about ending it all
    I've thought about standing on top of my building in Brooklyn and seeing how long it would take me to fall
    I'm scared
    And I'm losing my patience
    I wanna feel weightless
    I hate this
    What's up?
    Ayy, don't know why I'm so fucked up
    It sucks
    Ayy, maybe I'm over-dramatic
    But I'm just keeping it real
    I'm not always okay
    I don't know how to deal
    I wish I had someone to give me some love
    I wish I had someone to give me a hug
    I'm sick of the liquor and sick of the drugs
    I wish I could just stop fucking up
    [Chorus]
    Dear Johnny, be honest
    You can change if you wanted
    And let me tell you something else that's true
    There's no one else that's just like you
    Dear Johnny, be real
    It's okay to feel
    One day you're gonna hear this song
    And laugh because you stayed so strong
    [Verse 2]
    Got a brother I know that I don't call enough
    "Hey baby boy, what's up? I miss you so much"
    Got a father that raised me when shit got tough
    But we don't really know how to talk about stuff
    Got a mother I ain't seen in 18 years
    Just know that I forgive you, there's been too many tears
    I hope I don't get any older
    With this chip up on my shoulder
    I think it's time I switched it all up
    [Chorus]
    Dear Johnny, be honest (Yeah)
    You can change if you wanted
    And let me tell you something else that's true (True)
    There's no one else that's just like you
    Dear Johnny, be real
    It's okay to feel (Yeah)
    One day you're gonna hear this song
    And laugh because you stayed so strong
    [Bridge]
    I'm falling away
    From everything that's ever brought me down
    I am the sound
    Now
    I'm falling away
    From everything that's ever brought me down
    I am the sound
    Now
    [Chorus]
    Dear Johnny, be honest (Yeah)
    You can change if you wanted
    And let me tell you something else that's true
    There's no one else that's just like you
    Dear Johnny, be real (Oh)
    It's okay to feel (Yeah)
    One day you're gonna hear this song
    And laugh because you stayed so strong
    [Outro]
    Hahahaha
    I feel better already
    Yeah
    Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest
    Wow
    Thank you for listening
    Thank you for being a part of our life
    Shout out to Studio G
    Shout out to Brooklyn
    Shout out to Venice Beach
    Shout out to Pam the cat
    Shout out to Jolene the dog
    And word to 11
    Yeah, love you
    This is a family
    This is MCID
    Hahahahaha

  • @3vollady437
    @3vollady437 Před 4 lety +1

    Obsessed with you now. Never too late.

  • @stacyklesen1232
    @stacyklesen1232 Před 4 lety +97

    Me: This song isn't my usual type...
    Johnny: My hypnotic voice will change your mind.
    Me: Yup.

    • @toughrocks890
      @toughrocks890 Před 4 lety +1

      Same exact feeling!

    • @jesusenki8509
      @jesusenki8509 Před 4 lety +2

      Me..... WRONG

    • @xdimokox5269
      @xdimokox5269 Před 3 lety

      Literally like all of the highly suspect song for me tbh they sound off on the first listen but I listen again and then I can’t stop listening

  • @dylanross5409
    @dylanross5409 Před 4 lety

    You know people talk about how different their new sound is from the old stuff but if you listen, the core is still there. It may be a different style but the mood is still the same. I still get the same kind of trance listening to their new stuff just like the old stuff

  • @krismilstead9215
    @krismilstead9215 Před 2 lety +8

    First time I heard this song I cried
    Years later.. I smile bc I hung in there.
    .. life gets better!! Thank you Johnny for always keeping it real!

    • @bobbyrichardson8373
      @bobbyrichardson8373 Před rokem

      This song Hit me the same way. love it. Glad i Got to see them the month before covid

  • @damarisrivera3897
    @damarisrivera3897 Před 4 lety

    Awww, Johnny. We LOVE you ❤️ thank you for helping all of us going through similar heavy shit.

  • @h.voight1172
    @h.voight1172 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you for this.... so much

  • @marcuscoronado8
    @marcuscoronado8 Před 4 lety +7

    You know despite not being the rock that I love this is actually a really nice song to chill and listen to

  • @LuhkohtuhFTW
    @LuhkohtuhFTW Před rokem +1

    I’ve never, and I mean NEVER had a song I connect with so much. From everything to not talking to your mother (I never actually knew her, the last time I saw her I was 4, she died when I was 12, I am now 28.) to not talking to my brother enough and the tendencies of hurting myself

  • @natewho4366
    @natewho4366 Před 4 lety +2

    Damn that touches home

  • @johhnnyjohnson6521
    @johhnnyjohnson6521 Před 3 lety +2

    This song literally explains my entire life especially the parts about the brother, mother and father, those three lines are like spot on
    I actually haven't seen my mother in 18 years my dad and I never really got along and my brother lives with the mom i haven't seen in 18 years so I barely ever get to see him. This song really hit home for me.

  • @daj4k
    @daj4k Před 4 lety +5

    This is for all of us who are switching it up! 90 days Monday, when I come see you in HOB on feb1st will be 180,days I changed cause I want it! Its okay to feel, I won't let my son not ever be able to not talk about stuff, mom I miss you after 3 years I forgive you! Thanks for this for real! Little bro I love you! @wolfgangfilms #MCID

  • @toysorbust413
    @toysorbust413 Před rokem +2

    I feel like you gotta be in a certain state of mind to trust connect with these guys. I knew of them in sobriety my ex fiance is a huge fan we remain friends today and jm currently on my way to rehab again with her help which ironically enough I had her back when we first met and she was early in her recovery now I've fallen hard and even tho we are separated she's lifting me up. Funny how life works. We discussed this today when I was sober I liked them but even I relapsed and got nailed with depression and shit I really connected to these guys on a much deeper level. This bands so under rated for real. Amazing group.

  • @acklesholic101
    @acklesholic101 Před 4 lety +3

    YASSSSSSS

  • @johnfichtner4616
    @johnfichtner4616 Před 3 lety +1

    Amazing! So much unique talent. You guys have literally revived rock and roll. Can't wait for the next album.

  • @jerridwynn3179
    @jerridwynn3179 Před 4 lety

    If you don't dig highly suspect then you're not human. They're so diversified.

  • @michelesilva7194
    @michelesilva7194 Před 3 lety

    Thee ones hit me o hard as I navigated through my divorce. I have blared them through my house and just cried. Thank you Jesus for the healing power of music. Thank you Highly Suspect for putting my pain into words.

  • @halfwayhippie6185
    @halfwayhippie6185 Před rokem +1

    Damn this hit hard today. Haven't listened in at least a year, felt like I needed to hear it again.

  • @overthehorizon5684
    @overthehorizon5684 Před 4 lety +2

    Yo man, thank you for making such sounds for us to hear man! It always gets me through the tough times!

  • @jokerunderscore
    @jokerunderscore Před 4 lety +2

    YEESSSSSSSSS 😍😍😍😍😍

  • @loganmcgill7842
    @loganmcgill7842 Před 4 lety +2

    I love highly suspect their music really speaks to me

  • @spilledarrow7122
    @spilledarrow7122 Před 4 lety +2

    One of the best on the album

  • @stevefoster8863
    @stevefoster8863 Před 4 lety

    Johnny I swear your songs always feel like your reading lyrics from my head and life. You have definitely been helping me cope and deal with life lately and I'm so glad that you are doing what you do!

  • @jamiedelaneysr8731
    @jamiedelaneysr8731 Před 4 lety

    This album is everything. No one tops Highly Suspect.

  • @justinwhite2313
    @justinwhite2313 Před 4 lety +12

    If you say you can’t relate to this, you’re lying to yourself.

    • @gabrielles6992
      @gabrielles6992 Před 4 lety

      Not everyone is suicidal or drug addict

    • @justinwhite2313
      @justinwhite2313 Před 4 lety +1

      Gabrielle Steinman I don’t mean to imply that everyone is, but if you think that’s what this song is really about I think you missed the point.

  • @primuscapere1722
    @primuscapere1722 Před 4 lety +2

    I saw this live last night. Simply amazing.

  • @daltontucker4749
    @daltontucker4749 Před 4 lety +7

    1:30 to 1:40 made me call my brother lol

  • @anniej5796
    @anniej5796 Před 4 lety +2

    💕 I LOVE THIS!!!

  • @laurenmills8637
    @laurenmills8637 Před rokem

    I've been listening 5 years now when you first started making music. I come back and listen often to this album.
    DON'T STOP MAKING MUSIC! ♡
    WE BELIEVE IN YOU! 👑 💫🦋

  • @jamessilentddjelal7748

    Another hit from highly suspect..... thank you!!!!

  • @garrettcox3043
    @garrettcox3043 Před 3 lety

    I dont know how so many lyrics from his songs hit so close to heart. Powerful and chill like it's nothing to feel like bottom of the bottle. We are something and will be something but right now just feel

  • @pipthetsundere
    @pipthetsundere Před 3 lety

    I love the vibes of this song, I feel the same in so many ways.

  • @bellevalentine7592
    @bellevalentine7592 Před 3 lety

    I haven’t had a song move me like this in years.

  • @danyal3667
    @danyal3667 Před 4 lety +12

    I really dig Highly Suspect's new stuff, but I was wondering if they will ever go back to a more rock based album? Love from London

    • @brandonruppert5822
      @brandonruppert5822 Před 4 lety +4

      No one knows. Not even the band. Just enjoy it. Or don’t. Go see them live. They still rock out, trust me

    • @danyal3667
      @danyal3667 Před 4 lety

      Brandon Ruppert will do just that brother

  • @wakko151
    @wakko151 Před 4 lety

    the first minute is on repeat now.

  • @alanunnone4581
    @alanunnone4581 Před rokem +1

    I know this song has impacted others like it did to me. Thank you for writing this, really needed this today❤

  • @AJmerriman
    @AJmerriman Před 4 lety

    Thank God for music like this. Sometimes you cant express in your own words feelings or thoughts and a song like this comes along to get that expression out. Thank you

  • @nfgp4tlognbs94
    @nfgp4tlognbs94 Před 3 lety

    Highly suspect is probably one of my favorite top 5 newest bands

  • @derpraktikant938
    @derpraktikant938 Před rokem

    I feel every second of it

  • @ladyleatherneck7937
    @ladyleatherneck7937 Před 4 lety

    I've been listening to this song more and more lately. I love how unbelievably relatable HS can be at times. Thank you for letting the world know we're not alone, and that there's always hope.❤

  • @marten4683
    @marten4683 Před 4 lety +11

    I, who's going trough a lot of shit in the last 8 months.. this song calms me on so many levels