NF - Trauma (Lyrics)

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  • čas přidán 25. 11. 2020
  • My favorite song 😍

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  • @Geogiaaaaaa
    @Geogiaaaaaa Před 3 lety +1503

    It's sad how we talk to people online and they understand how we feel but when we talk to our family it's like they don't even understand what's going on in our head even a therapist they don't understand what's going on in our heads

    • @spiritguardianwildcraft6881
      @spiritguardianwildcraft6881 Před 3 lety +3

      Yeah, Therapists Are fake, They Do it for The Money And They make Fake reason You Should be happy. I Hope You Feel Better, Play Wolfplay if You need A Get Away From Life, Im manager Fang On It ^^

    • @karimason1961
      @karimason1961 Před 2 lety +33

      Wow that made me cry 😢 that’s so true

    • @dellie122
      @dellie122 Před 2 lety +29

      You are absolutely right! Our family can never understand how one's feel .

    • @shanelang6058
      @shanelang6058 Před 2 lety +54

      Because a stranger is just a friend you haven't met yet and good friends are the family you get to choose, blood runs thin when you never see what lies beneath the skin... be who you are inside and wear it with pride. All the mistakes, all the pain, hold it with pride and your real kin will see the truth you hide from life....

    • @jamesrobinson7703
      @jamesrobinson7703 Před 2 lety +17

      this is the most truth family suppose to know you and when you are going through stuff they can't help

  • @samoumln
    @samoumln Před 3 lety +723

    " It wants love, but I reject it
    Trade my joy for my protection."
    Painfully accurate 🥺

  • @Ballzdp2
    @Ballzdp2 Před 2 lety +213

    NF one of the most underrated artist period

    • @jillianFara918
      @jillianFara918 Před rokem +4

      He's amazing. All of his music has touched every part of my life its like he'd lived in my head n my life. I've never connected with an artist like I have with his music 🎶

    • @ballinonabudget8001
      @ballinonabudget8001 Před 7 měsíci

      I completely agree he's amazing

  • @JesseBlum
    @JesseBlum Před 8 měsíci +46

    anyone pretend for so long that a "love" did not affect you. then years go by and you truly understand that was the last time you were happy. You have no idea how to give that kind of love that you just gave freely as if it was to last forever. Always isolating and trying to find yourself again. It's hard to let anyone in, even family sadly. I dont ever want to feel weak again but in this state that is exactly how i am.

    • @elizabethgiesbrecht1180
      @elizabethgiesbrecht1180 Před 4 měsíci +2

      I feel this bro. But keep your head up and slowly you get used to it.

    • @JayBird227
      @JayBird227 Před 4 měsíci +1

      I feel you

    • @sunnydeath2635
      @sunnydeath2635 Před 4 měsíci +2

      You are loved “a stranger”

    • @DaddyCharTheSavage
      @DaddyCharTheSavage Před 2 měsíci

      Just #SoEmpty & #Bare #NothingInside #TheFeelingOfBeing #InADarkRoomAllAlone #ItsQuiet
      @JesseBlum Just so empty & bare like there is just nothing inside anymore. Kinda like the feeling of being in a dark room all alone. It's really Quiet.

    • @jessvargas3958
      @jessvargas3958 Před 2 měsíci +1

      I just realized this, this past weekend😔

  • @jacksonleo843
    @jacksonleo843 Před 11 měsíci +13

    nobody will found me cause i’m buried deep inside trauma i had

  • @jessicasabio878
    @jessicasabio878 Před 3 lety +81

    "Ask for help, u call it weakness"

    • @defskill9484
      @defskill9484 Před 2 lety +2

      😥 yeah.....when even your whole family judges you everytime you ask for help........then you will eventually stop asking......

    • @jessicasabio878
      @jessicasabio878 Před 2 lety

      @@defskill9484 i can feel you..

  • @kyn4ackerman217
    @kyn4ackerman217 Před 3 lety +134

    “ Give me peace , but then you steal it “
    That hits me so bad 🙃

    • @sandrad2597
      @sandrad2597 Před 2 lety

      Same...

    • @tivadar8300
      @tivadar8300 Před 2 lety +1

      Yep... Acts all nice and the next moment goes on doing the thing that hurts the most.

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem

      Ya

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem

      ​@@tivadar8300my mom to a t she ses she will accept me lov eme then ses furrys should die the gays are nasty I try to educate them on things they don't know about psychology lgbtq furrys they don't lost cuz I'm older then yo uand I know best and I'm apart of 2 of those communities and took a class about psychology and read about it

    • @stefdid6692
      @stefdid6692 Před 11 měsíci

      Same🥺

  • @janowens2212
    @janowens2212 Před 5 měsíci +4

    Too much self love is a never ending camouflage of self doubt.♥️🌹

  • @katherineburrell1196
    @katherineburrell1196 Před 3 lety +99

    I went lost for 10 years in my addiction after my husband died. I was hopeless homless and even when i was with someone for protection i couldnt accept love untill i found one that took everything i earned and left me in the streets. I was shattered but i decided that was all i could take so i went back to my home town to die in my old house but a friend not knowing of all my plans came after me to ask if i wanted to do something different he only had 30 days clean now i have 5 months clean and 4 months pregnant... Were getting married... He found me.

    • @brendacorrigan9783
      @brendacorrigan9783 Před 3 lety +5

      Aww love this story congratulations on all 3, sobriety baby and marriage

    • @spotarmstrong3090
      @spotarmstrong3090 Před 2 lety

      Show me what's going on

    • @nicky25294
      @nicky25294 Před 2 lety

      ❤️🫶

    • @MrThizzn420
      @MrThizzn420 Před rokem

      Truly amazing I'm so happy for you

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem

      Good luck ive been so tempted to just try them to esqape even if only for a bit I just wish I could leave all the pain behind but I can't I can leave hone till I'm 18 and It keeps heting worse and worse I almost was rape by my brothe rnkthing happens to him what so ever no police no you grounded dor Hoeven a fucking talk I told my mom I wanted dto talk about it late ryhst night I told her surface details she never came to talk about it

  • @Casandrav1
    @Casandrav1 Před 2 lety +16

    This song is so deep. Total vulnerability in the lyrics. Absolutely beautiful.

  • @jess_ica333
    @jess_ica333 Před rokem +33

    This song is so underrated.. my hurt inner child feels this so much. Thank you NF ❤

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem +1

      If mine is still alive I'd he suprised haven't heard or felt anything from him in ages

  • @heathermae1319
    @heathermae1319 Před 2 lety +32

    To those hurting feeling alone, you are not alone. You are apart of something so much bigger just know you are loved you are special and you are found 143 144

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem +2

      Good message I odnt know whats special about me I don't know who I am for the most part I can ba a therapist if I need but I've been trying to use thos same skill I use on others on my slef it never works I just cry

    • @Faithandlove01
      @Faithandlove01 Před 4 měsíci

      Reading this made me feel just a little better today. It hasn’t been a very good day.

  • @lizziefouracre9562
    @lizziefouracre9562 Před 10 měsíci +70

    Honestly nate, you've been a therapist I'm so scared to seek out. Your songs have kept me alive and I don't say that lightly. I'm scared im going to lose soon but know you was the only one to help me. Thank you. I had no one, but at least listening to your words I felt less lonely. It was almost like having a conversation with someone. Thank you. I didn't need to talk, you talked for me.

    • @Percabeth12368
      @Percabeth12368 Před 10 měsíci +3

      Remember your never alone

    • @lizziefouracre9562
      @lizziefouracre9562 Před 10 měsíci +2

      @@Percabeth12368 thank you x

    • @Percabeth12368
      @Percabeth12368 Před 10 měsíci +4

      @lizziefouracre9562 np eventho we don't even know eachother you will never been alone

    • @bostjanmarolt6703
      @bostjanmarolt6703 Před 10 měsíci +2

    • @COOPNUTZ
      @COOPNUTZ Před 10 měsíci +6

      We are out here if you seek us.. I would give my last breath to help, I hurt and feel like I have the most pressure on me.. always willing to help just reach out...

  • @ceciliareyes281
    @ceciliareyes281 Před 2 lety +29

    "Trade my joy for protection"
    "Why haven't u found me yet"
    I can relate to this so to much 🥺

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts Před 2 lety

      If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best

  • @user-km6kj1iu6j
    @user-km6kj1iu6j Před 11 měsíci +5

    I wish you'd just love me back!
    Soooo true

  • @dillonmehrer8544
    @dillonmehrer8544 Před 3 lety +267

    “I hold you so proudly
    Traumas, they surround me
    I wish you’d just love me back”
    My childhood in three lines. The sad part is I’m 14 and I’m already a disappointment.

    • @melmiller4704
      @melmiller4704 Před 3 lety +8

      Aww my goodness I pray things turn around for you Dillon Mehrer💙🙏💗find strength and hope and someone you can talk to!!

    • @kellileaneriley4263
      @kellileaneriley4263 Před 3 lety +10

      To who??? Wow that's so heartbreaking, you literally have your life ahead of you. I come from one of the worst backgrounds. Had a rough childhood... DO NOT DO THIS TO YOURSELF.....praying things get better for you 🙏🙏🙏

    • @danielleashbey5479
      @danielleashbey5479 Před 3 lety +9

      Honey, I know it feels like you are a disappointment, it's hard not too feel like that after some serious childhood trauma. To the *right* people you are not a disappointment though. I'm 14 too, and it feels like nothing I do is good enough, ever. I know that's not technically the case, but.. Anyways, I promise you are so much stronger than whatever trauma you have faced. "Pain only makes you stronger, right?" I'm so sorry you feel like this. Nobody should ever have to feel like that, unfortunately most do though. It's absurd how many kids get broken by their childhood, and it's really not fair in the least. Just keep your chin up, I promise there are people who care about you out there. Might take a while to figure out who they are, but they're there. (: Always remember that.

    • @spiritguardianwildcraft6881
      @spiritguardianwildcraft6881 Před 3 lety +6

      Your Not a "Disappointment" The People May Say That but If You Were To Vanish They Would Scream Every Night Wanting You Back, The People Who Share Hate Would Get hate and Feel bad... I Got depression when i was nine, It Brought Me Down And I tried my best to Stay happy, I Couldn't Ever Say i Wasn't Fine And My Life Got worse and worse, If You Need A Game to get Away from life Look Up Wolf Play, And if You Want to find me On It I'm manager Fang.

    • @TR-ju5mv
      @TR-ju5mv Před 2 lety +2

      Your not a disappointment I’ve also struggled since I was really young and I told myself that a lot and if anyone has ever made you feel like that then it’s on them not you your still a kid and you will do amazing things try not be so hard on yourself your so strong and I’m so proud of you for being here and I’m so sorry you had to discover pain at such a young age but it will get better it’s not always easy but the little things in life will be so worth it

  • @mirelyscolon1452
    @mirelyscolon1452 Před 3 lety +32

    This song touched my heart in a way that it made me want to cry.

  • @disneykid7557
    @disneykid7557 Před 3 lety +153

    This song is me and my little sister. I'm always there for her, to keep her safe and tell her it's okay. The only problem is that she refuses to do anything of the sort for me. She hates me. She's told me that she wouldn't care if I died. Sometimes she'll act the way she used to, like we're still best friends and like she still cares. She lifts me up for such a short time before throwing me back down again. I want to hate her so badly, but no matter how hard I try...I just can't.

    • @bluemoon6341
      @bluemoon6341 Před 3 lety +10

      One day she will see al the great things you have done for her.
      She is Lucky to have you❤

    • @disneykid7557
      @disneykid7557 Před 3 lety +7

      @@bluemoon6341 I feel like I've hurt her more than anything. I'm just too egotistical to recognize when I'm not needed

    • @feliciacoomer3400
      @feliciacoomer3400 Před 3 lety +5

      @@disneykid7557 your Always needed! You have a family who loves you. A spiritual mother who sees her children at all times and in everything..Remember WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!❤️

    • @feliciacoomer3400
      @feliciacoomer3400 Před 3 lety +5

      @@disneykid7557 your sister will forgive you because she loves very deeply.❤️

    • @trinityanne9787
      @trinityanne9787 Před 3 lety +5

      Same my little brother I took every bearing from him, have been taking care of him for 5 years old and now he acts like a selfish asshole. I don't understand it either

  • @bryanpopa7694
    @bryanpopa7694 Před 11 měsíci +12

    I love this. NF speaks from the heart

  • @SkyeK-lm9gm
    @SkyeK-lm9gm Před 2 lety +36

    Nate, I’m 50....you touch my heart always. Any age , anyone.. Nate’s been through what most of us have been through. I miss my mom, the life I should have had...

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem +2

      Hey nate in 15 I feel you I've been abused jn every way I know of sexual physical emotionl and verbal I may not have proof but I have the trama

  • @candacesmith3675
    @candacesmith3675 Před rokem +11

    This song makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs sometimes...
    Everyone wants love.
    But no one wants to give God a chance.

    • @rebeccaknight250
      @rebeccaknight250 Před rokem +1

      Said God to the DEVIL... *CONCIDER MY SERVANT JOB!*

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem

      God's sending me to hell I prayed for my dad to be happy and safe he killed him if God is real when i see him I'm gana fucking start a fight

  • @TamathaPederson
    @TamathaPederson Před 8 měsíci +3

    Trade my joy for my protection........ couldn't find words that speak more Truth!

  • @chocciemliki7910
    @chocciemliki7910 Před 2 lety +14

    The cello is such a beautiful instrument

  • @tammydeyo2151
    @tammydeyo2151 Před 2 lety +7

    Wow!!!!!!! 😍😍🙌💓 Do the work people..keep your eye on the prize.YOUR WORTH.SELF LOVE...ONLY YOU HOLD THE KEY TO YOUR FREEDOM..so worth it, no one can ever take that from you. Only you stand jn your way

  • @erinstoddart5471
    @erinstoddart5471 Před 3 lety +19

    I feel this song every day for past 5 yrs.

  • @bethtillman8930
    @bethtillman8930 Před 10 měsíci +15

    Please keep writing your songs. They mean so much to me. You say what I'm not always able to put into words.

    • @parkchimmy_cherrycuties7474
      @parkchimmy_cherrycuties7474 Před 5 měsíci

      I KNOW HE'S A GREAT GREAT SINGER I LOVE HIM SO SO MUCH....... HE EXPRESSES IN ALL HIS WORDS I MEAN..... GETS EMOTIONAL....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭... *I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS....✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

  • @michellem4287
    @michellem4287 Před 3 lety +76

    My brother hasn't spoken to me in 20 years and I still miss the little shit.

    • @veda9855
      @veda9855 Před 3 lety +1

      ....

    • @xaeaxii7777
      @xaeaxii7777 Před rokem

      Why??

    • @pandalover6619
      @pandalover6619 Před 6 dny

      my dad just passed away a year ago yesterday .. my brother hasnt once called ... yes its a two way street .. no exxuse should be given as to why you dont talk to family ... i have been this way for many years .. being the one sent away to mental hospitals and now im married with kids and a great neighbor .. i still feel lonely ... amd lost sometimes

  • @paytonentrekin96
    @paytonentrekin96 Před 10 měsíci +9

    Addiction has been the biggest struggle for me. It feels like we are programmed to need temporary substance in order to get through or see a brighter day. Drug addiction isn’t a choice. We are all addicted to something. Fixing yourself is a choice and it’s a constant fight for self love. I hope someone who needed to see this knows they are not alone and that people like us make this world a better place❤

    • @toyabolding-sg2ne
      @toyabolding-sg2ne Před 4 měsíci

      KEEP YOUR HEAD UP GID GOT YOU YOU ARE A SURVIVOR YHIS TO SHALL PASS PEACE BE STILL!!

  • @jjnymann
    @jjnymann Před 2 lety +20

    Finally a song that expresses to a T how it feels to grow out of love. Married for 13 years high school sweethearts, but we’ve grown apart. Mostly due to my survivorship of brain cancer and how I changed as a result

    • @snuppl512
      @snuppl512 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm sorry that this happened because of the illness and didn't stay together even as you survived. We can't blame anyone, but universe gave you a chance to continue. I hope you'll find happiness within yourself and what's around you. Bless you, take care

    • @xaeaxii7777
      @xaeaxii7777 Před rokem +1

      Wish people grew intertwined instead of apart I heard it's possible but idk I guess only fools fall in love and even bigger fools continue to love upon realizing they don't value you at all

  • @thatoneoriginalgamer7328
    @thatoneoriginalgamer7328 Před 3 lety +19

    Bro I’ve been through a lot this past year then I come back and listen to it and I relate so hard.

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts Před 2 lety

      If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so sty strong. I wish you all the best

  • @melissagiffen4360
    @melissagiffen4360 Před 2 lety +11

    This is one of my favorite all time songs

  • @demon_knightmare_kid
    @demon_knightmare_kid Před rokem +7

    I just left a horrible situation yesterday and honestly this song is really hitting home seeings what happened to me I love this song as well as the rest of NFs amazing work

  • @amandacassady6012
    @amandacassady6012 Před 2 lety +16

    After 20 years in a half loveless marriage, I'm so happy that I DONT HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THAT ANYMORE.

  • @Dibriz-nails
    @Dibriz-nails Před 3 lety +73

    Hurts to hear someone sing the lyrics to my life, 18 years and I don’t feel “loved back” yet can’t walk away cuz I feel lost. 😞

    • @spiritguardianwildcraft6881
      @spiritguardianwildcraft6881 Před 3 lety +1

      Your Not Lost, You Just haven't Found The Way ^^ There Is Some one out There That Will help ^^ I Know We All Hear This To much And It Means Nothing to Any of us anymore, But Some day You Will feel better...

    • @melissahodges3776
      @melissahodges3776 Před 2 lety

      It hurts hey so much hurts deep pain

    • @Ski_mask_family
      @Ski_mask_family Před rokem

      I love you no matter what.

    • @nicoleberg1076
      @nicoleberg1076 Před rokem

      I'm 41 I still can't walk away. ...

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem

      I'm lost to I'm just gana abandon them when I'm 18 and move in to an apartment with a few friends

  • @padfoot6615
    @padfoot6615 Před 3 lety +13

    We need to take care of everyone even we are scared to , we are all the same , and need to focus on our unity instead of our individuality’s / labels , we are just ALL HUMAN

  • @teddagaming3778
    @teddagaming3778 Před 2 lety +8

    NF is most likely the only artist I will ever actually understand... With his music I mean honestly I don't know why but ever since I was 11 I've been able to understand theblyrics so much to the point where I relate to it ...

  • @joelynfountain7386
    @joelynfountain7386 Před rokem +3

    I so relate, ones closest to us can never relate while we sit here blank faced with regret and heartache

  • @savannahnalls2099
    @savannahnalls2099 Před 2 lety +8

    Questioning "why haven't you found me yet" will eventually lead you to think that "there's nothing worth to find".

  • @chyannleng
    @chyannleng Před 8 měsíci +6

    This song describes my whole life almost. Parents yelling and screaming at one another, me and my brother would always get caught in the middle of it. Me and my older brother were only 1 and 2 at the time. Than i was taken for good from my bio parents and placed into a loving family. A family is better than nothing i guess even if i have to be stressed and fight my own mental health battles.
    The family Im with showed me what love was. A child in foster care isn't a good thing, when I was getting out I foster care I was violent, traumatized and scared.

  • @melissaleann7977
    @melissaleann7977 Před 2 lety +9

    Just give me the pain I take mine and yours and just hold us and I love us both if you promise to love me and I give you the love that you always wanted I love you

  • @cheyannetikluk2695
    @cheyannetikluk2695 Před 2 lety +19

    I love NFs music so much💗I get so emotional listening.

  • @Belicia-dt3er
    @Belicia-dt3er Před 5 měsíci +1

    Thank you for this song its rare that i can listen to a song and get lost in it. feeling all the words

  • @haydenford3912
    @haydenford3912 Před rokem +11

    I have listened to this on repeat for an hour... I just put my headphones on, turn it up to 100 and soak it in. So depressed and this is giving me so much validation when I need it the most.

  • @JustinCaswell-zq3tv
    @JustinCaswell-zq3tv Před 11 měsíci +3

    My life I'm so broken beyond repair my daughter is all I got to live for great job with this song

  • @MiRandom559
    @MiRandom559 Před 2 lety +11

    One of the worst heartbreaking pains I've ever had to go through was realizing that the person I loved more than anyone else or any other relationship I've been in in my life could hurt me this bad, and let me go like we were nothing... Like I was nothing... And it's still hard for me to wrap my mind around it... How people can say they love someone and let them go... I can understand if someone is cheating or being abusive, which in that case, I should have been the one that left it for good, but that's probably the answer to my question. And I'm not making sense anymore.

    • @Jax-mk1lq
      @Jax-mk1lq Před 2 lety +1

      Same

    • @angellica12345
      @angellica12345  Před 11 měsíci +1

      I know what you're going thru my girlfriend left me, and then she acted like I didn't exist and we slept in the same bed woke up to each other everyday. And she forgot about me like I was nothing non existent- it broke my heart and I ended up turning to crystal meth because it made me in a way forget her to the point I wasn't fixated on the whole situation. Drugs are the only thing that doesn't leave me and self harm no one can take it away from me like other people do, if that makes sense to you.

    • @MiRandom559
      @MiRandom559 Před 10 měsíci

      @@angellica12345 I'm riding the same boat you are. It totally makes sense to me.

  • @elsandstorm8997
    @elsandstorm8997 Před 3 lety +14

    Give me peace but then you steal it
    Traumas they surround me
    I wish'd you'd loved me back

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts Před 2 lety

      If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so sty strong. I wish you all the best

  • @elainelozano2858
    @elainelozano2858 Před rokem +3

    Someone has been looking for, & praying for you every day for almost 2 yrs now ,,,,,
    don’t give up, we can’t give up on what’s meant to be,,,,,,

  • @skysoverloadedcuteness1504

    "it wants love , but i reject it
    I trade my joy for my protection"
    U just gave words to many of my actions and emotions 😑

  • @f0xtai168
    @f0xtai168 Před 2 lety +4

    I loved the instrumentals in the background. They were so pretty

  • @jixurs7482
    @jixurs7482 Před 2 lety +9

    Don’t let songs, get you sad. Look at em like a painting, Admire it.

    • @TheClancy1972
      @TheClancy1972 Před 2 lety +2

      I hate myself

    • @TananJess
      @TananJess Před 2 měsíci

      Sometimes it's a release, put something on that makes you feel if it hurts a little in your chest and feels like you're going to breakdown... well then you should feel fortunate because that means you're still alive.. that means you still feel and you're not done and there isn't a chance that you're ready to throw in the towel.

  • @shanehester1691
    @shanehester1691 Před 2 lety +4

    Im here baby…you have to reach out your hand , mine is waiting…I love you Always and Forever …. My heart aches for you

  • @kyrabailey795
    @kyrabailey795 Před rokem +4

    "grab my hand im drowning, i feel my heart pounding, why havent you found me yet" can relate sm T.T

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem

      Yaim at the bottom of the mariana trench no people care for the most part

  • @anitalawson7917
    @anitalawson7917 Před 6 měsíci

    This songs touches so many lives .thank u .

  • @emsarchives3031
    @emsarchives3031 Před 3 lety +7

    This is beautiful and hits hard

  • @michelleb7631
    @michelleb7631 Před rokem +5

    So many songs about love and relationships but we don't talk about the feelings with the people we need to! It's sad we can't just say how we feel because we're embarrassed of our own feelings! I used to embarrassed of feelings...why because it's not embarrassing to care about people and love people but I got stuck in that way of feeling because of childhood trauma! But I am happy to say I'm not stuck there anymore talk about my feelings and I'm not embarrassed of how I felt or feel anymore. It's alright to care about people even if they didn't care about you! Life can hurt sometimes and it's ok to feel that pain and not having to pretend you don't care when you actually did care but could not show your emotions or felt you couldn't show them. Never do that to yourself emotions are all OK we don't like to admit some bad feelings but they are as important as good feelings are they just need to be handled with the same attitude not to be hidden and pretend they don't matter because they do matter and they are nothing to be ashamed of ! Well didn't realise I had so much to let out but I'm grateful for great music that does allow me to say how i feel about feelings! We're all looking for love to feel loved and cared about! That what we need to survive this life when it gets tough without love what is life about ? ❤️👍🏼 looks like I had to get that out of me and I'm glad I can be loving one speak freely about emotions now because it used to be so difficult to even share this kind of emotion even to a bunch of people who will never know who I am. No face just a name but I can share my feelings and hope someone reads this and can get a little courage to share some feelings and never been emotionally embarrassed of your own feelings ever ! Why should you not care you should care about your life and people in your life and people in general we are all in need of love 😍 peace ✌ and love keep talking keep caring. First time I've heard this song but it hit me hard and the message is clear! Appreciate the music 🎶 thank you !

  • @LolLol-np9vf
    @LolLol-np9vf Před 2 lety +5

    I wished u just loved me back this hit me so hard 😭💔 will i ever be loved

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts Před 2 lety

      If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best

    • @MiRandom559
      @MiRandom559 Před 2 lety

      Yes.

  • @karmenletourneau9574
    @karmenletourneau9574 Před rokem +4

    These lyrics are so damn powerful.

  • @orchidmalfoy2304
    @orchidmalfoy2304 Před 3 lety +70

    "sorry my phone died i forgot my charger.are you there?"
    ...
    "Hello?"
    ...
    "ARE YOU ALIVE?"
    ..
    This is how teenage girls are being taught what love is.
    Teenage guys-REPLY TO THE TEXTS THE GIRLS SENT YOU!
    YOU NEED TO REPLY!
    THEY JUST MIGHT GIVE UP!
    Sorry for ranting-
    You dont know whos been through what.
    I have a challenge for you.
    Hi 1%.
    Ask the first person from your chats that you think of if they are ok.
    spread the love

    • @u0aol1
      @u0aol1 Před 3 lety +7

      Reply when you are able and willing to, enabling needy behaviour is not okay either.

    • @kalapeoples5723
      @kalapeoples5723 Před 3 lety +4

      Are u ok

    • @emsarchives3031
      @emsarchives3031 Před 3 lety

      Your thoughts and feelings are 100% valid

    • @teonabennett6834
      @teonabennett6834 Před 2 lety

      I always give I never get the same in return.
      Its sad that the one saving needs to be saved lol
      I just heard this one for the 1st time

    • @shutupmalfoy9921
      @shutupmalfoy9921 Před 2 lety

      .

  • @pinlix4826
    @pinlix4826 Před 2 lety +13

    The one song I relate to the most along with many other NF songs

  • @theloneliestone3643
    @theloneliestone3643 Před 2 lety +5

    Thank you for this beautiful song :)

  • @TheStephanieVeshka
    @TheStephanieVeshka Před 11 měsíci +4

    How is he not popular yet?

  • @sherylallenlarsen7009
    @sherylallenlarsen7009 Před 2 lety +2

    Thank you for helping the desperate, lonely, and hurt please.

  • @1Monty509
    @1Monty509 Před 10 měsíci +2

    this is one song that explains so much, but how could I ever admit it

  • @maryjane31288
    @maryjane31288 Před 9 měsíci +2

    Wit me it’s crazy 2 how much I can relate nd open up cuz we all sadly have this in common which gives us this connection bt when it comes 2 my family not 1 person knows any of this. I always like 2 say I’m 2 people

  • @sarpongselina1586
    @sarpongselina1586 Před 4 měsíci +2

    I hold you so proudly...traumas they just surround me...I wish you love me, back 💔😭

  • @momo__fs7150
    @momo__fs7150 Před rokem +1

    From The Search to this? Def the most underrated artist out there....i wish u only the best

  • @EMBRAbeatz
    @EMBRAbeatz Před 3 měsíci

    ADORE this guy. BRILLIANT lyrics.
    MASSIVELY helped me with understanding my mental health issues with x

  • @sandrajorgenson9056
    @sandrajorgenson9056 Před 2 lety +2

    Omg you thawed my frozen heart ❤

  • @savannahnalls2099
    @savannahnalls2099 Před 3 lety +12

    This is exactly how I felt at 7 years old in an alcoholic home.

  • @abigailkiesel1385
    @abigailkiesel1385 Před 5 měsíci

    Beautiful powerful understanding 😢if if there is one thing I know is no one is ever alone somewhere someone is always there to listen 😊

  • @shinobiren9992
    @shinobiren9992 Před 2 lety +8

    When he says "why haven't you found me yet" I think of my sister I lost 8 years ago. Shit still burns me out that she won't see the man I turned out to be.

    • @sweetnight2082
      @sweetnight2082 Před 2 lety

      She will surely happy and proud of you. now she looks you from above. Her dear brother turn into a great man.

    • @TheClancy1972
      @TheClancy1972 Před 2 lety +1

      omg i'm so sorry

    • @SaltyArmy
      @SaltyArmy Před 2 lety +1

      Same for both of my brothers. They're both gone now, both at 33. I am so sorry, I pray you find peace! 😔

    • @brokenbeautifuly21
      @brokenbeautifuly21 Před rokem

      That's heartbreaking to hear but I can tell you this she would be proud of you for the man that you became and all you haft to remind your self is that your sister loves / loved you with all her heart and soul your her brother and that love is forever keep being kind keep being there for people who don't have a lot to live for

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem

      I feel you I lost so menny if to death or we moved the freajnds I new most my life won't see me ever again likely I miss them I promised to see them I was never token back to see them as was promised they where the reosn life was good for 9 years they jeot the sadness at bay they kept rhe smile on m y face my family the only reson I won't abdon them is they have connections to people I care for still

  • @Brandino_the_Bandito
    @Brandino_the_Bandito Před rokem +4

    27 years of life and I still can't get out of this fuckin loop.. when do I get to experience love?

    • @xaeaxii7777
      @xaeaxii7777 Před rokem

      I was 27 when I reunited with my twin flame and soul mate but years passed and he became colder ad distant no longer affectionate or trying to be in our relationship I guess so now 32 I'm broken I think if your 27 and single you should be sure of the one you call yours because they might hurt you and you might never be back to yourself again . I don't regret us but I wish I might've just stayed platonic with him instead of passion and romantic attachment I feel quite worthless ugly and discarded rejected and shocked ad sad but "do not stir up nor awaken love until it pleases "

  • @michellecao77
    @michellecao77 Před 2 lety +5

    It's sad that my own family is the source of feeling so useless and lonely meanwhile people with no blood relation can relate with me more. I'm tired but, still thinking what should I do next?
    What should I do so I can stand on my own?

  • @Hannah_V15
    @Hannah_V15 Před 2 lety +4

    I started crying the first time listening to this song..

  • @frederickpile3599
    @frederickpile3599 Před rokem +8

    Take my yoke upon ye, and learn of me ; for I AM meek and lowly in heart : and ye shall find rest unto your soul. Jesus.

  • @Demonqueen87743
    @Demonqueen87743 Před 4 měsíci

    I just subscribed to you and liked this video... Ive felt so lost and this song is... Its definitely a song that has helped me...

  • @darayluc8036
    @darayluc8036 Před 8 měsíci +1

    The saddest part is we all open up, we all come here and read, reply, listen and tell these hearts breaking words, we want to be saved, hope, light, I don’t know if it’s just me but I open up hoping I can be saved even when I know no one can save me but me
    I wish we could
    I wish I could be saved taken away to a better place where everything is okay, my mind will be free

  • @RoziieeEmBe12
    @RoziieeEmBe12 Před rokem +2

    The number of times that cried listening into this is countless...

  • @crystalbragg2607
    @crystalbragg2607 Před 3 lety +3

    This hits home..

  • @paulagaudreau5074
    @paulagaudreau5074 Před 2 lety +2

    I can feel everything you say on this song!!!

  • @sayusayme7729
    @sayusayme7729 Před 5 měsíci

    Beautiful reflection of a trauma 🧡

  • @SatishKumar-ve3oi
    @SatishKumar-ve3oi Před 6 měsíci +3

    My age is 21 and all i experienced is Suffering. I thought atleast college life will be free, but it's being at it worst. I recently ruined the only supportive friendship i had, I was in time of healing when i was talking to her.
    I want to get out of this loop of persisting sadness. I want get out of my curse.

  • @kaydenhancock8767
    @kaydenhancock8767 Před rokem +3

    I love this song

  • @gachamidnightbunny1592
    @gachamidnightbunny1592 Před 5 měsíci +1

    If you hold too much in,for instance if you fake being happy all the time,when you go to open up you physically and mentally can’t,you know the expression “fake it till you make it”? Yeah,don’t do that,it has only brought me more pain

  • @Hoffenditty2081
    @Hoffenditty2081 Před 4 měsíci

    Beautiful.

  • @Fatnuggetsforever
    @Fatnuggetsforever Před rokem +3

    My exs favorite song writer and the day he died this song was playing 😢

  • @grammybear4226
    @grammybear4226 Před 2 lety +3

    🐼 Big Bear Hugs from a 68 yr old grandma in Kirby, Texas, USA 🐼 ❤️ 🎀 ❤️ 🎀 ❤️

  • @Fallen_Gremory
    @Fallen_Gremory Před 2 lety +5

    Never tell someone how you feel about them, itll just scare them off

  • @lewisfoulger5363
    @lewisfoulger5363 Před rokem +2

    U are never alone in this world u have to talk to people who understand what life is no matter how u give 100 percent thing get u down but get up and give your heart and soul

  • @liesebryant7598
    @liesebryant7598 Před 11 měsíci +2

    I feel like we're all looking for love and trying to understand what it really means to each one of us that's why it's so hard for anybody talk about cuz it's a Feeling a lot of people have accepted that they're never going to find it wherever you are don't accept it don't accept ever love is True Love does exist never give up......

  • @AshedPhoenix
    @AshedPhoenix Před 2 lety +4

    Lol “I wish you’d just love me back” when you think about every time you say “I love you” to your bf when he leaves the conversation but he doesn’t see it so he doesn’t say it back and now you don’t trust when he does.

  • @Spoopy_gacha
    @Spoopy_gacha Před rokem +8

    "stand alone my soul is jealous it wants live but I reject it" that hits hard. I just broke up with my boyfriend because I found out he was cheating on me and that line for some reason feels just like the breakup does...

    • @xaeaxii7777
      @xaeaxii7777 Před rokem +2

      CRAXY that a person would choose another while in a relationship w someone who trusted ad loved them already why not get rid of the gf and than go on your way do whatever it's selfish to be sleeping around wen your gf believes your only hers . Me too

    • @ezequielcastrosmoring9221
      @ezequielcastrosmoring9221 Před rokem +1

      I definitely relate with you spooks

    • @licklickmydick
      @licklickmydick Před rokem

      Never been in one irl had a few people I dated online theyvwere good people I feel you

  • @chrisdaniels-gm3qi
    @chrisdaniels-gm3qi Před 9 měsíci

    Heavy- Real AF- speaks from the soul!

  • @ScalesOfLife
    @ScalesOfLife Před 9 měsíci +2

    Saying/singing this to oneself. When we are own worst enemy

  • @courtneygoode1284
    @courtneygoode1284 Před 2 lety +2

    I your there in your songs keep up the good work

  • @yssababy11
    @yssababy11 Před 2 lety +3

    U sing every word in ur every song... that I live through every second of everyday #rough

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts Před 2 lety +1

      Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to family members and those that you trust. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. I wish you all the best

  • @user-cm6oo9vl8o
    @user-cm6oo9vl8o Před 8 měsíci +1

    this song hits straight from the heart im only 14 but, ive been through so much at such a small age like bullying, watching my brother get the crap beat outta him even though he is 16 and he got beat up by a grown man i had to witness it all though it wasnt my parents. I have had so many people die this year and last year all i have left outta my dads side is my aunt sarah and my grandma francis. and in my moms side i have all my grandparents but it still hurts i have lost friends due to the "popular" stuff and i have no help to deal with what im going through i have even gotten kicked outta my house for a week over dishes, well it wasnt my parents it was the poeple who we were staying with who kicked me out i had no where to go, that was all last year. my parents argue alot as well it gets bad at times to the point where i get brought into it and it hurts me so much ive thought about suicide and ive tried it multiple times but no one knows it. NF is the only thing keeping me here, well that and knowing what it would do to my family.

  • @vickyedwardssvoboda7781
    @vickyedwardssvoboda7781 Před 2 lety +4

    Wow amazing ❤️

  • @Angel.675
    @Angel.675 Před 11 měsíci +1

    My family is my friends that i chose but my blood family can never understand how I feel. They act like they care when times are easy but when times get hard they leave just like everyone else this song speaks so deep to my soul and i hope that people that are going through stuff just has someone to talk to instead of drowning yourself cause thats very unhealthy trust me i know.

  • @shelbyschaefer7805
    @shelbyschaefer7805 Před 11 měsíci +1

    I went threw alot of stuff I still do and this is marking me proud