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  • Join me today as Caroline, Isaac, and I share our perspective and memories of the really dark time in our family where our sweet Bryant was overcome by fear and anxiety. And how his Victory over it has affected us!
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  • @TheFarmingPastorsWife
    @TheFarmingPastorsWife  Před rokem +75

    Let me just say this is our personal story and victory. Each person is different and should be treated as so. Bryant's anxiety was very situational as well as spiritual and Bryant did seek medical help when it was needed but praise the Lord that is no longer the case. Please seek help if you need it. Turn to your medical doctor and / or pastor as needed.

  • @rebeccageske9397
    @rebeccageske9397 Před rokem +23

    He was desperately needing support 😢
    Nobody can understand panic attacks and depression until you've been through it. I'm so glad Jesus was there for your family. God bless you all.

  • @MrsAlmaTrumble
    @MrsAlmaTrumble Před rokem +37

    What a great God we serve to pull Pastor Bryant through that dark time. My hubby suffers from PTSD from his tractor trailer rollover accident. He has died twice and battled Covid but God's not done with him yet. Asking y'all to please continue to pray for him. Thank you in advance. God Bless.

  • @brendagresham1271
    @brendagresham1271 Před rokem +17

    All I can say is, “How Great Thou Art, How Great Thou Art!”

  • @reginajames5107
    @reginajames5107 Před rokem +27

    I love the realness of this family. I know it is all of God's grace. God bless you all.

  • @sandramoore5039
    @sandramoore5039 Před rokem +6

    I never realized how one person's depression could affect the whole family..God bless you all and thank you for sharing

  • @grammyb5216
    @grammyb5216 Před rokem +8

    Caroline thank you, from a Grammy in Texas. Your testimony about your relationship with Jesus spoke so much to me. I want to remember this and remember that Jesus is my rock and He has been since I was 7, myself. You are a precious woman and I’m so grateful that I saw this so that I could hear you speak about your savior. ♥️🙏 Satan came to kill, steal and destroy. What a blessing to know that Jesus has already defeated him.

  • @lisamarx9835
    @lisamarx9835 Před rokem +6

    Praise God he brought Pastor out of those days. Whenever my daughter goes thru fear and anxiety we pray and ill start singing Zach Williams song Im no longer a slave to fear i am a child of God..... Gods so good, to deliver and save us from all the fear we go through..... Thanks for sharing many blessings

  • @monicamoore111
    @monicamoore111 Před rokem +15

    Our family went through a terrible dark time that lasted for almost 2 years. Praise God that we were delivered from satins attack and we are on the other side. It does give you sympathy for others. Praise God Bryant and your family were delivered and you are living in victory also!! ❤

  • @marsenahilger8550
    @marsenahilger8550 Před rokem +1

    Thank you. I think we forget that those that God calls to serve are not immune to trials which lead to stress and possibly doubts.❤

  • @carolynpalmer6521
    @carolynpalmer6521 Před rokem +7

    Thank you all for being real❤️God bless each of you🙏🏻❤️

  • @stephanieodonnell8849
    @stephanieodonnell8849 Před rokem +6

    God is good ALL the time. ✝️🙏🏻❤️

  • @charlottetyus6810
    @charlottetyus6810 Před rokem +2

    Wow! What an experience for your family! But God… HE saw you through that horrible time and delivered Bryant and restored his emotional well-being… Anxiety and depression are real… Medicine can definitely help, but thank God you had the Healer, Jesus Christ, who saw you through…❤️🙏

  • @shirleyjensen417
    @shirleyjensen417 Před rokem +5

    Love and appreciate y’all’s transparency in all this. ♥️

  • @sylviaashworth5851
    @sylviaashworth5851 Před rokem +16

    I’m so glad y’all shared this because it’s so needed for the Christian community to know that this can happen to any of God’s faithful followers even preachers/pastors. When God allows His children to go through a dark and painful experience of any type God doesn’t want us to waste that time by not using it to help others and to give God the glory for bringing us through. That’s what y’all have done cause y’all give God the credit even saying He performed a miracle so God gets the glory. Also y’all are using this valley to give us hope and encouragement when we see this video. I commend y’all as a family coming together to do this 👏 ❤
    David Jeremiah has a wonderful sermon online and on CZcams about depression. People in the Bible suffered periods with it and people like the great Charles Spurgeon experienced it. Thank y’all for sharing ❤

  • @patriciakoester1580
    @patriciakoester1580 Před rokem +3

    Powerful !!! Thank you for sharing 🙏

  • @leilaniaki344
    @leilaniaki344 Před rokem +2

    Amen Caroline! Digging deep and finding your stability and faith in Christ. Amen again!

  • @jillc9882
    @jillc9882 Před rokem +6

    Wow! This has stirred up so many feelings in me. I have been in Bryant's shoes with anxiety and depression, I have been in Leslie's shoes when my husband went through depression, Isaac's shoes when my parents moved our family to a different state. And now Caroline's shoes with needing to define my own relationship with God and make it "my own" that God and I develop and build. Thank you for sharing this! It has helped me so much!

  • @suzannest-laurentdvorak459

    Praise the Lord he pulled all of you through it.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @angiegale3887
    @angiegale3887 Před rokem +3

    I just love your family. But after this video, I love you even more ❤

  • @agoogleuser5912
    @agoogleuser5912 Před rokem +4

    I just heard a sermon the other day about Elijah and the drought. And how Elijah prayed at the summit of the mountain with his face between his knees. And he sent his servant to look for rain and the servant kept coming back saying there’s nothing. And he did it again and said there’s nothing. So Elijah told him to go again and again and again…and nothing and nothing and nothing and nothing…and then the servant said I just see a little cloud the size of a man’s hand. And Elijah said, go again.
    It’s a reminder of how much courage and vulnerability it takes to pray again, hope again, go again, try again. And not to just do it but to do it with the expectation that your God is good and He is faithful and He cares FOR YOU. May we all be reminded, Elijah battled depression and even suicidal thoughts. This was not easy for him just because he was a mighty prophet of God. But the fact that the servant saw not ONE SIGN of hope the first six (or million!) times did not stop Elijah from saying go back a seventh (or a million and oneth!).
    Faith is persevering, that’s what’s so hard. It’s not about us getting it perfectly right it’s about us just simply getting up and going AGAIN. God bless you, my brothers and sisters, and I pray that your faith would be strong and you would each see the salvation of the Lord in whatever ways you have need. ❤️

  • @bethd9160
    @bethd9160 Před 11 dny

    I have had an episode like Bryant. It’s truly a cruel disease.

  • @cxg7381
    @cxg7381 Před rokem +7

    We so appreciate your story of Pastor Bryant’s struggle and healing. So many families are experiencing issues, and your reflections help all of us. Blessings to the entire family🙏🏼🌸

  • @cathyray3861
    @cathyray3861 Před rokem +1

    Excellent video

  • @lucyspell6526
    @lucyspell6526 Před rokem +3

    You are an amazing family and God shines through each of you!

  • @joyceschuster6657
    @joyceschuster6657 Před rokem +3

    God is good all of the time!

  • @paulfetter310
    @paulfetter310 Před rokem +3

    To you all......Our God is wonderful. I lost my soul mate of 30 years suddenly and was an angry wreck for almost a year.I was angry that my best friend, my soul mate was taken away without being able to say I love you, one more time. My anger grew as my depression grew, nothing seemed fair. One night I was surfing the internet and a song appeared on the screen. He'll make a way performed by the Crabb Family. I listened to it over and over until the message became clear. He will make a way, when it seems no one cares. My outlook on life changed that night. I got down on my knees and gave thanks to God that he sent his son take our burdens on his shoulders. Praise the loard that Bryant has been healed. Bless you all!

  • @bonniegriffie7579
    @bonniegriffie7579 Před 6 měsíci

    Love your family and your faith in our Lord❤️

  • @melissahurd6624
    @melissahurd6624 Před rokem +1

    Dear sweet Leslie and Bryant. I wake up and go to bed every single day with fear and anxiety. I don't know where all of it came from. Bc I use to be an outgoing energetic on the go person most of my life. And since 2013. I've had so many things happen to me and my life. My health. My home. My family. I have severe disabiling crippling diseases and issues in my back. And it's so painful most days. It hinders me to even walk 10 feet at the most without wanting to scream to the top of my lungs bc of the pain. Bc I want to be that outgoing energetic non stop person I use to be. I try so hard to push myself. And then when I do. I'm in so much pain. I end up in bed for weeks or more at a time crying my eyes out. I'm only 56 years old. And I absolutely live to cook and do things w my daughters and all my 11 grandbabies. But bc of the severe pain. It stops me in my tracks and it makes me feel so useless and depressed every single day. Saying all of that. I'm asking y'all. Mrs. Leslie and Pastor Bryant. To please pray that GID WILL HEAL EVERY SINGLE THING GOING ON IN MY MIND, BODY AND SOUL. I'VE BEEN PRAYING FOR YEARS FOR GODS MIRACULOUS HEALING. AND SO FAR. UNFORTUNATELY IT'S ALL STILL THERE. I APPRECIATE YA'LL SO MUCH. AND I LOVE YOUR CHANNEL. I WATCH UT ALL THE TIME. THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY. AND GOD BLESS US ALL SWEETHEARTS XOXOXOXOXOXOXO AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN ❤ 🙏 😊 🙌 👏 ☺ ❤ AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN ❤ 🙏 😊 🙌 👏 ☺ ❤ AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN ❤ 🙏 😊 🙌 👏 ☺ ❤ AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN ❤ 🙏 😊 🙌 👏 ☺ ❤ AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN ❤ 🙏 😊 🙌 👏 ☺ ❤ AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN

  • @ritacarter1614
    @ritacarter1614 Před rokem +6

    I have lived my whole life going threw all he has going thru. Always used and discarded. Lost unwanted. I ask God to please take me every night
    I am 67 years old. No one to help. I cry to sleep every night. So glad you were able and had support.

    • @TheFarmingPastorsWife
      @TheFarmingPastorsWife  Před rokem +2

      Praying for you! God has a purpose just for you!

    • @dianerajkowski1291
      @dianerajkowski1291 Před rokem +5

      Rita.. God has brought you to this and he will bring you thru it.. I am going thru this as well.. can’t see the light at times .. night after night .. seeking answers .. God in his silence speaks volumes.. Human rationality of why am I suffering in such silence.. We as humans cannot understand what we cannot take hold of and mold into our expectations .. God will walk by our side until he deems the right time to enlighten us …

    • @suestephan3255
      @suestephan3255 Před rokem +3

      Rita God is still now with you.

    • @jeanniebair4103
      @jeanniebair4103 Před rokem +2

      Rita hang in there…God may be quiet but He’s still right beside you. I too have anxiety and am going through a very rough time and many nights feel so alone but then the Holy Spirit touches my soul and does give me peace because my husband is very ill and needs me terribly. I don’t know all the answers but I know God does and He has a plan. I’m praying you can find some peace tonight.

  • @margaretbillingsley6259

    You and your family are blessed

  • @cindycollins2510
    @cindycollins2510 Před rokem +3

    This was absolutely great! My husband has been suffering from fear and anxiety now for over 9 months. I am now certain that the Good Lord can bring the healing that we need. Thank you for sharing this.

  • @Princessd-3709
    @Princessd-3709 Před rokem

    Oh my! I’m seeking God for deliverance from this torment.. Please pray for me

  • @nanak2119
    @nanak2119 Před rokem

    beautiful family ❤️

  • @laurasimpson7650
    @laurasimpson7650 Před rokem

    Amazing God story!! 🙌🙌

  • @elainehall1034
    @elainehall1034 Před rokem +1

    When we walk through the valley of death, He has promised to be with us! What a wonderful testimony to the faithful love of God. Thank you for sharing.

  • @PretirementDays
    @PretirementDays Před rokem +1

    Fear and anxiety stole most of my life until I could not leave my home, even to the mailbox. I praise God I have been delivered, also.

  • @LazyLizy6071
    @LazyLizy6071 Před rokem

    What a nice young man you have for a son.

  • @christyparker7170
    @christyparker7170 Před rokem

    Amen 🙏🙏 thank you for the info that's helping me with my anxiety. God Bless y'all 🙏

  • @conniebass1414
    @conniebass1414 Před rokem +4

    TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOR THE THINNGSHE HAS DONE 🙏🏽❤️💯

  • @beckiward1290
    @beckiward1290 Před rokem +1

    I love that you allow your viewers to see how really human you are and that NO ONE is completely shielded from the wiles of the enemy. But God…. Hallelujah!

  • @teresalarge3088
    @teresalarge3088 Před rokem +1

    I totally understand Bryant. I suffer from extreme anxiety, worry, fear, & doubt. I find myself pacing a lot, & even crying alot. Years & years ago, I got a scholarship to go to a Christian college in Cleveland, TN called New Life Bible College. I went for a few months, & found out it was a cult. They tried to make me stay against my will. When I finally left that college I had major PTSD. It has really affected me thru out my entire life. Fear, worry, & doubt is a tormenting way to live, & often causes depression & suicide. It's so easy to judge people, but you never really know how they feel until you experience it for yourself. I must say your very blessed to have a close family. I do not have that, & it makes it even harder to go thru these emotions all alone. Caroline is such a strong, beautiful, Christian lady, & I admire her so much. I admire all of you so very much. Your kids are such a sweet blessings & treasure. I love how your blended family is so close. I wish my Husband & daughter bonded like that. Have a very blessed week!! ❤️

  • @barbarameehan113
    @barbarameehan113 Před rokem

    Thank you for sharing this time in your life. I needed to hear this.❤

  • @sharonscain7673
    @sharonscain7673 Před rokem +2

    We serve an amazing God who loves us so much! His love, grace and mercy is awesome! He uses our weaknesses to strengthen us!

  • @crawleyr4919
    @crawleyr4919 Před rokem +1

    Caroline- i so appreciate your sharing.

  • @wandamyers2690
    @wandamyers2690 Před rokem +2

    Thank you for sharing your personal story. I'm a new subscriber and just love your sweet family, God is Good!!

  • @angelahill8437
    @angelahill8437 Před rokem +2

    God is absolutely good

  • @connieallen667
    @connieallen667 Před rokem +1

    When we realize we can be broken that is when we learn what it is to totally lean on God .The seasons in our lives are the growing times to know God better.

  • @DW702-jw
    @DW702-jw Před rokem +1

    Thank you for sharing this hard time I had watched the 1st one when you put it out Nobody is exempt from satan He sneak’s in to all of us God is Good and Faithful Blessings to all of you What a touching story 🙏

  • @mariettabrown4560
    @mariettabrown4560 Před rokem +2

    Praise God for everything

  • @sybilresh1905
    @sybilresh1905 Před rokem +4

    I know just how Bryant felt. This happened to me at age 30 when I was a mom to 3 young children. I was diagnosed with panic disorder and depression at the time. It just descended on me out of nowhere. The attacks were horrendous and would occur several times a day until I was in constant state of feeling like I was losing my sanity. It was the most dreadful feeling and lasted a year even with medication. I was so frightened and thought that I would always be like this and not be able to take care of my children. I was abandoned by my mother at a young age and was fearful that I would abandon my children due to a mental illness. I had a good psychiatrist and husband and friends that supported me. I got better and was able to be a good wife and mother. I am 70 now and have had recurrent anxiety and depression over the years and now take medicine regularly and get good medical care. I look back and see God's grace through it all. I went on to become an RN and pastor's wife of many years. I have been able to be productive and have achieved so much in spite of these conditions. We have been blessed beyond measure and I am the happiest that I have ever been. I thoroughly enjoy my life have been able to offer understanding and support to many who suffer mental illness. I feel as though I have experienced miraculous victory and healing even though I have to stay on my meds. I love you all and look forward to your videos. They are faith filled and encouraging. Leslie, you have had your share of miracles and would love to hear the details of your recovery.

  • @barbaramelchert8621
    @barbaramelchert8621 Před 2 měsíci

    Sometimes the lord just wants to tell you something through someone else's story. Right now I'm going through a season which seems like a winter blizzard but I know it's only temporary. When I found this video even though it was a few years ago, it was the lord wanting me to hear it. You all are a very special spiritual family and you live for Jesus everyday.

  • @lisapridmore9746
    @lisapridmore9746 Před rokem +2

    What a God we serve! God is so GOOD! This why I love this channel bc you guys don't hide your believe and Faith. May God keep giving y'all MIRACLE and keep on blessing your family. Thank you for sharing. What a great testimony. MAN, God is so AMAZING Grace.

  • @meamawsworld7795
    @meamawsworld7795 Před 2 měsíci

    Thay happens a lot in family's but we have Jesus to bring us through

  • @NormaDelRizzo
    @NormaDelRizzo Před rokem

    Thanks again for sharing. Loved listening to your kids perspective. Isaac is so sweet, loved watching his expressions. And that spoon! I think Id like one of those if he ever started a side hustle. Start selling spoons son!

  • @suestephan3255
    @suestephan3255 Před rokem +3

    We all of us appreciate you being willing to share this. Some might think you are a near perfect family and they shouldn’t. As Christians we have the Holy Spirit and desire to be led by Him but we still have the flesh. Thanks be to God who has delivered us from our sin so in the mortal body we keep short accounts so we can stay in fellowship with our Savior. His promise stands, He never leave us. Continued grace & mercy.

  • @cyndesonnier8033
    @cyndesonnier8033 Před rokem

    Just found you on CZcams. Love your videos and your story. God Bless.

  • @sharonsmith381
    @sharonsmith381 Před rokem

    Thank you so much for sharing, depression and panic attacks I went through the same thing but they called mine emotional panic attacks because I was looking after my mum's partner at the time working day and doing night duties and loss a lot of relatives with cancer but I got through it with the help of my lovely husband so from one family that's gone through it to another sending lots of hugs and love just be there for one another which you have been. Ps just keep talking that's the best therapy out ❤❤❤❤🇬🇧

  • @janicegrogg9710
    @janicegrogg9710 Před rokem +2

    Thank God he is healed🙏🏻🙏🏻💕

  • @ruthwarren8685
    @ruthwarren8685 Před rokem +2

    Thank you for your honesty, vulnerability, and especially your testimony as a family who God has truly victoriously delivered! To God be the glory! I love you all. 💕

  • @royway6993
    @royway6993 Před rokem

    Wow!!!!!
    Thanks for sharing your personal testimonies because they are powerful and reach a great percentage of typical families! I was setting on edge waiting to hear the deliverance/healing event but sounds like it was progressive…….
    Keep doing what you are doing because it is effective. This is revival!!!!!!!

  • @amythompson6494
    @amythompson6494 Před rokem +1

    Thank you so much for this testimony of God’s healing grace.

  • @homeboundmama9968
    @homeboundmama9968 Před rokem +10

    All i can say is praise the Lord he is healed!!!!!

    • @brendah4773
      @brendah4773 Před rokem +1

      Definitely, for sure!! ❤️🙌

  • @theresasatterwhite3563
    @theresasatterwhite3563 Před rokem +1

    Thanks for sharing your personal story. May God continue to Bless you all. Have a lovely day. ❤

  • @debbiepritt3378
    @debbiepritt3378 Před rokem +1

    Thanks for sharing with us. God is amazing.

  • @princecatstarr102
    @princecatstarr102 Před rokem +1

    I'm so glad you shared this for those that need treatment and how much it affects everyone around them. I'm so glad you all got through it and are the stronger for it. Love, Hugs and Blessings.

  • @cathyburns750
    @cathyburns750 Před rokem +1

    I love you guys so much! Thank you for sharing your journey! I watched Bryant's first video about it just tonight. I cried through both videos. I'm so sorry you all went through all that. I've had some times that really brought me down as well. But now I've learned that He sends miracles all the time. He ALWAYS makes it all better in the end for His faithful ones!!! Sometimes it's hard to remember that when life smacks us down. His love for everyone is unconditional and I thank you all for reminding me of that. Life is hard... no doubt about it. I sometimes forget that we just need to keep focused on Him and He will make a way to get us through it. God bless you all abundantly!!

  • @katyrose9083
    @katyrose9083 Před rokem +1

    Thank you for sharing this. I am so sorry for what you all went through, and I'm so happy that your faith in God has pulled you all through this. God is so great and you are all living proof of that. I pray for you often and hope that this will help to heal others. 🙏 ❤ faith. God Bless all of you.

  • @biancacox8630
    @biancacox8630 Před rokem

    Wow…my husbands a physician and he and I and our 2 kids can totally relate to this story . I’ve always stated that ministers and doctors are the busiest and hardest professions. I can relate so much of your story …to see what a beautiful gifted physician called by God …my husband having a successful practice but once home that anxiety would take hold …always with the notion that he had to be perfect at everything related to being a dr. When the anxiety hits and the walls start closing in I tell him .. for this space of time don’t be perfect …I give you permission NOT to be perfect just do the best you can….we are still praying for his complete healing it has been a journey for sure. I think God knew your husband was going to go thru this ordeal and that is one way your farm comes into play .. I think working on that land …digging in God’s earth was also a way healing came. Getting out in nature is very grounding …..Thank you for sharing 🥰🙏

  • @romainejayne1811
    @romainejayne1811 Před rokem

    Leslie, ...you're two grown children are sitting with you...truly blessed. Love from Los Angeles.

  • @reetamorris5834
    @reetamorris5834 Před rokem +3

    Thank you. We’re going through a time right now with a granddaughter that is suffering from anxiety and my patience has not been that great. Thank you for helping me see that she really can’t help it.

  • @jeanniebair4103
    @jeanniebair4103 Před rokem +1

    I am an anxious person. I love the Lord and He is all that gets me through some days! I can relate to Bryant. My husband has been diagnosed wit ALS and some days my anxiety is really bad. It’s great Bryant is better and has such a loving supportive Christian family, but his story proves that sometimes even Christians go through anxious times and that’s when we dig deep into our faith. Thank you all so much for sharing. God bless you all. Jeannie from NE Oklahoma

  • @leilaniaki344
    @leilaniaki344 Před rokem

    God bless you all for sharing. Be blessed!

  • @anitaelghandor7295
    @anitaelghandor7295 Před rokem

    Yes never forget it,clear case,of falling back,and God caught him.💚🌟🌄

  • @sharonpadgett4365
    @sharonpadgett4365 Před rokem +2

    Thank you for being so open with us about what y’all have been through. I feel like a lot of ministers would not be as open and would have tried to hide something like this. I have been a Christian for 55 years and I still am amazed at how He works if we just trust him. Again thank you for your testimony.

  • @rebeccamartus5859
    @rebeccamartus5859 Před rokem +1

    Thank yall for your openness in sharing your experiences. For sure, it was Satan that tried to stop the work that Lord had for yall to do; which was going to result in everyone's blessing, including the new congregation! Praise the Lord for the victory!

  • @paulaowens7303
    @paulaowens7303 Před rokem

    Yall are a true blessing...... I'm going through the same thing than Brant went through,..im having such depresdion and anxiety.... I'm scared that it going me...

    • @TheFarmingPastorsWife
      @TheFarmingPastorsWife  Před rokem

      Stay focused, get medical help if needed, and just know that somethings are only temporary

  • @annarussell3751
    @annarussell3751 Před rokem

    I heard someone speak about all the people in the Old Testament who suffered through periods of depression and anxiety. I had forgotten about some of them. These were great men of God who God loved so much. It made me feel better to hear that. Thank you for sharing, because it is so prevalent and needed, and people are embarrassed to talk about those things. Bless you all! ❤️❤️

  • @agoogleuser5912
    @agoogleuser5912 Před rokem +7

    As someone who has heavily (and still battling) severe anxiety and severe depression, I know how self-consuming these two strongholds can be.
    I’m a young woman who’s always been fragile, sensitive, highly anxious and viewed myself as weak and helpless. But hearing this testimony of how the enemy managed to take down even a rock solid, full-of-faith man like Bryant, only for God to pick Bryant back up again and not only restore him but restore him (and his family!) with a new revelation of his authority in prayer over these harassing, tormenting spirits and a new perspective and compassion for others, gives me hope that God can take someone who feels as hopeless as me and restore me unto His glory. I am reminded of when Jesus said to Peter: Peter, Peter, Satan has tried to sift you as wheat but I have prayed for you that your faith would be STRONG (not fail) and once you have come through, you go and restore others. (Luke 22:31-32, paraphrased).
    This is how we overcome: by the blood of the Lamb and the WORD of our testimony (Rev 12:11). Thank you for sharing. I really needed it and I know others do too. ❤️

  • @gloriahensley5857
    @gloriahensley5857 Před rokem +1

    God Bless your family. ❤❤

  • @cindyrigsby4937
    @cindyrigsby4937 Před rokem

    I understand exactly what he went through. I went through the same thing. I couldn’t function. Oh my, I stayed tingling and numb from the elbows and knees. I would
    lay and cried. I slept so much to get away. It was terrible on my family. Terrible times. I still have regrets of not being the mom I wanted me. I’m so sorry you all had to go through that. Bryant I’m so happy you where delivered

  • @revabrown2288
    @revabrown2288 Před rokem

    Leslie. What beautiful testimonies by each of you. I am so thankful that Bryant made it back to his family. To God be the glory.

  • @barbaranielsen2888
    @barbaranielsen2888 Před rokem +1

    PRAISE GOD!

  • @marilynotte7059
    @marilynotte7059 Před rokem +3

    I'm so happy that things have improved. I find it humbling that this situation happened to a pastor. We seem to put them on a pedastile thinking they are invincible. I had a pastor one who said "Who is Satan going to provoke the most...the strong believers or the ones who are not so strong in their faith?" It's obviously the ones who are strong in their faith. We need to pray costantly that we remain strong.

  • @debraloeffler9670
    @debraloeffler9670 Před rokem +1

    God bless your wonderful family. The love of each of you and the love of God got you all thru this horrible time. The light shines thru you all now and thanks for sharing your life with us.❤

  • @lindapeterson8717
    @lindapeterson8717 Před rokem +3

    Praise God almighty! He is Lord! Thank you all so much for sharing you're story's. 💕🕇💕

  • @avahaggerton5342
    @avahaggerton5342 Před rokem +1

    What courage you all show by talking about this subject so openly! I've experienced both sides of anxiety and it is heart wrenching for all involved! I give God the praise for my improvements. Thank you so very much for being so open about this, which I still find hard to do. I pray your family will continue to receive God's blessings and the knowledge that it comes from Him! And that things could have ended so differently!

  • @DoraElia-bs1em
    @DoraElia-bs1em Před rokem

    Thank you for sharing and giving God praise!

  • @janewoods1776
    @janewoods1776 Před rokem

    Bryant, you are an amazing man. Thank you so much for sharing. You really have awesome strength.

  • @dianecopeland4491
    @dianecopeland4491 Před rokem

    Thank you for sharing your struggles. Praying for the Lord to keep blessing all of you. Love, Diane

  • @rhondazills6533
    @rhondazills6533 Před rokem

    Y'all are such a sweet family. Thank you for your videos.

  • @sharonparks8144
    @sharonparks8144 Před rokem

    Thank you for sharing ❤️

  • @tinastone2458
    @tinastone2458 Před rokem +1

    Thank you so much for sharing this! I’ve only been watching you a few months and Bryant is obviously a “Man’s Man” so I appreciate him allowing y’all to talk about this. It is clear that Satan attacked the head of your home to cripple the whole family. What an incredible testimony that each one of you have from this hurricane-ish storm. I think we can all recognize these hellish storms in our life but it’s the looking-back on them and seeing how He was there for us and how He meant it all for our good. I remember Charles Stanley saying years ago that there are two kinds of storms..a perfecting storm or a correcting storm. I’d say the Good Lord brought y’all through a perfecting storm. God is so good to us. Thank each of y’all for sharing your testimony. Satan is real and he wants to hinder our testimony of God’s goodness and love to us. Y’all have definitely not allowed that! Praise Jesus!

    • @tinastone2458
      @tinastone2458 Před rokem

      And when I say a “man’s man”, I mean that in every positive way. Didn’t want you to think I meant anything negative..so good to see men being men and a godly man at that.

    • @TheFarmingPastorsWife
      @TheFarmingPastorsWife  Před rokem

      Oh you are correct he is definitely a man's man!

  • @lesliecarberry4531
    @lesliecarberry4531 Před rokem +2

    I have to say...i cried all through this video😢Twenty eight years ago i suffered the very samething that Bryant did. It felt like it came out of nowhere....I went to bed and woke up a totally different person. I like Bryant was so full of anxiety, rapid heart beat, sick to my stomach and this overwhelming feel of fear , dread and gloom...i cld literally feel the devil on my back. I didnt know what happened to me. The only thing i figured that triggered it was my son who was five at the time was going to kindergarten and the enemy knew i didnt want him to bcse i felt like i cldnt protect him while he was at school....but i like Bryant would pace the floor at night, i cldnt sleep, sick to my stomach i cldnt eat, thinking about food made me sick...rapid heart beat just feeling i was goin to lose it and i didnt know why....during that time satan tried to tell me there was no God but the more i heard that lie the more i searched through Gods word. I got no peace reading His word but i continued to read it anyway...i believe after a couple of yrs the Lord delivered me. He honored my faithfulness. It was as though i cld feel a load lift off my back...which was the enemy. Down through the years the anxiety/depression wld try to come bck but i wld rmbr God delivering me and i fought it! I have helped people down through goin through the samething!!! I totally understand what Bryant went through..even down to the tears, throwing up and the pacing...PRAISE THE LORD FOR BOTH OF OUR DELIVERANCES FROM THE ENEMY!!!!! God bless you Leslie, Bryant and your family always🙌🙌🙌🙌

  • @tiffanieanderson9972
    @tiffanieanderson9972 Před rokem

    Amen ! Thank you for this 🙏

  • @vickymcmahon8121
    @vickymcmahon8121 Před rokem

    Bless you all.❤

  • @cynthiabaker7929
    @cynthiabaker7929 Před rokem

    Thank you for sharing!
    I really needed to hear your words today.God is mighty and we need to listen and trust Him.
    Thank you for all you do for others and for me!
    Blessings to you all!

  • @debbiesears1282
    @debbiesears1282 Před rokem

    So glad you worked through this challenge and are doing well ❤❤

  • @stevenwilson1762
    @stevenwilson1762 Před rokem +1

    Praise our good Lord. I will never know how anyone tries to go through their life without him. You are a beautiful family....Mrs.Steve

  • @stacyritter9261
    @stacyritter9261 Před rokem

    What a loving family....