Rudy Francisco - Drowning Fish

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    Rudy Francisco, performing "Drowning Fish".
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Komentáře • 438

  • @AngieSzavui
    @AngieSzavui Před 3 lety +1175

    I am in awe of how he gave rhythm to this poem with his breathing, I could feel him grasping for air, such a powerful delivery.

    • @egbougonna2692
      @egbougonna2692 Před 3 lety +8

      Yea it is powerful

    • @maryjons3068
      @maryjons3068 Před 2 lety

      ok so I wanna say "fuck you" you listening to the wrong thing try to understand hes talking about his life I dont think that's a delivery style I thinks that's really how he feels

    • @km2163
      @km2163 Před 2 lety +2

      Olivia Gatwood does this too idk if it’s intentional but her gasps keep rythym in all her poems I love it.

    • @youngtraveon03
      @youngtraveon03 Před 2 lety +1

      His deliveries will always captivate

    • @roniboni___
      @roniboni___ Před 2 lety +3

      rudy ALWAYSSS delivers he’s truly incredible

  • @khanyikuzwayo
    @khanyikuzwayo Před 3 lety +562

    “Getting out of bed has become a magic trick and I am the worst magician I know” sums up the last year.

  • @ntombizulu3933
    @ntombizulu3933 Před 3 lety +914

    "Thank you for not giving up on us" that slapped hard

  • @thisisthezodiacspeaking
    @thisisthezodiacspeaking Před 3 lety +521

    This man put into words what most of us cover up with the words “I’m good.”

  • @TGnPBullet
    @TGnPBullet Před 3 lety +283

    Whenever I think that the poetry scene has become weak and cliche, Rudy comes back and blows me away. If you hear someone clapping in admiration from hundreds of miles away, that's me...

  • @lexyluwho
    @lexyluwho Před 3 lety +200

    “Same;”
    Wow, so incredibly powerful!

  • @abdulrafay984
    @abdulrafay984 Před 3 lety +161

    When I say I'm fine
    I'm crying
    When I say I'm okay
    I can't even sleep
    When I say I can take care of it
    I run around freaking out
    When I say you don't have to come
    I want to see you as soon as possible
    Then you say
    I'm glad you're fine and hang up
    I hope you know I lie

  • @solenix
    @solenix Před 3 lety +258

    the way he delivered seriously made it feel like this wasn't pre-written at all, it's almost as if he really let go of everything that was pent up inside of him, almost like just immediately, continuously verbalizing all the thoughts running through his head. so so good.
    this was the first poem i heard of his and from reading the comments i can tell he's well-loved.. i can't wait to check out his other works.

    • @ShadowEli94
      @ShadowEli94 Před 3 lety +10

      You need to. All of his poetry feels like that, like he’s just a relentless tide of emotion waiting for him to open his mouth. Each of his poems resonate in a way that can only be spiritual

  • @dinaaa5297
    @dinaaa5297 Před 2 lety +84

    "I cry but I tell myself it's going to be okay because there is a better version of me in the future and he is saying thank you for not giving up on us" This line right here sums up the reason why I haven't given up on myself yet.

  • @Crazyndfunny
    @Crazyndfunny Před 3 lety +213

    The pandemic needs to get it together cause I am DYING to see Rudy LIVE!!!!

    • @milabell3465
      @milabell3465 Před 3 lety +4

      I went to see him in Nov 2018, still the best night of my life. He’s absolutely incredible. Meeting him after was a dream, he’s such an inspiration. Wishing for you to see him!:)

    • @i.e.ivor2308
      @i.e.ivor2308 Před 3 lety +3

      oh my god same 😩 like his presence in a room of people must be so immense

    • @janicerobinson2225
      @janicerobinson2225 Před 3 lety

      Same want see him live 😩

    • @wyntermuro7762
      @wyntermuro7762 Před 3 lety +1

      Saw him back in June of 2019 with my best friend, BEST NIGHT EVER. Being able to meet with him and tell him how much his writing means to me after was truly a gift. Hoping you see him soon!

  • @wiKCed0831
    @wiKCed0831 Před 3 lety +368

    I made a promise to myself that I won't be another drowning fish.
    Thank you for not giving up on us.
    This poem hits hard.

  • @liormarom1266
    @liormarom1266 Před 3 lety +195

    Rudy's words are strong, but his delivery is stronger. I could listen all day, to anything he speaks.

  • @bouleaneige2077
    @bouleaneige2077 Před 3 lety +116

    His presence is incredible, more than the poem it's what he made of it on stage that made me shiver

  • @kylecarpetburn4767
    @kylecarpetburn4767 Před rokem +32

    The run on sentence line goes hard

  • @amyle1408
    @amyle1408 Před 3 lety +39

    His delivery got even better, and that silence was deafening. I love Rudy so much.

  • @LPoper
    @LPoper Před 3 lety +110

    Sometimes there's a "help me" chained to the ankle of "I'm doing ok" 😔

    • @shraddhapawar
      @shraddhapawar Před 3 lety +3

      Always.

    • @LPoper
      @LPoper Před 3 lety

      @@shraddhapawar 💜

    • @jamiechernick7845
      @jamiechernick7845 Před 3 lety +4

      This poem feels a lot like being a covid nurse for the past year or so. Until now, there have been no words to describe it. Those first 35 second paraphrase everything i feel when I hear "you signed up for this".

    • @LPoper
      @LPoper Před 3 lety

      @@jamiechernick7845 💜

    • @bhavyakjain
      @bhavyakjain Před 2 lety

      Or
      Kill me!!!

  • @bookwerm4life19
    @bookwerm4life19 Před 3 lety +46

    His poetry is absolutely stunning

  • @samjfanpage
    @samjfanpage Před 3 lety +41

    Hearing this poem progress over time as Rudy pulls pieces of old poems together and intertwines them with new words and new language is so completely gratifying

  • @TotalShredHead
    @TotalShredHead Před 3 lety +15

    “sometimes i’m fine is the quickest way to say i don’t want to talk about it” rudy never fails to speak to my soul with his words

  • @jadynmitchell8531
    @jadynmitchell8531 Před 3 lety +20

    The emotion in this poem.
    That hit hard. "Thank you for not giving up"

  • @oneiros7314
    @oneiros7314 Před 3 lety +16

    Rudy is in his own lane with Poetry. This man knows how to make the saddest things beautiful-- so amazing.

  • @morganmclovinn7142
    @morganmclovinn7142 Před 3 lety +27

    This might be one of my favorites of his works. Truly beautiful and touching. So glad to have found Rudy this past year

  • @bqwadseertg
    @bqwadseertg Před 3 lety +24

    I can just tell that I'm going to have lines of this poem in my head for many days...

  • @mogomotsinthokwa97
    @mogomotsinthokwa97 Před 3 lety +8

    A fish pulling others out of the water...your words are magic.

  • @AnemoneEmily.
    @AnemoneEmily. Před 3 lety +17

    "Getting out of bed has become a magic trick and I am the worst magician I know." Damn.

  • @slymanyonga7226
    @slymanyonga7226 Před 3 lety +20

    I had missed Rudy’s performances 🥺

  • @abdallahsadig5847
    @abdallahsadig5847 Před 3 lety +14

    Thank you for not giving up on us

  • @Riverrunzred
    @Riverrunzred Před 2 lety +4

    This is one of the best poems I’ve ever heard. Thank you for not giving up, Rudy.

  • @sneakychopsticks518
    @sneakychopsticks518 Před 3 lety +7

    I'm in tears because my grandma had dementia and didn't remember me much before she passed last year. Especially since Covid made visiting her not possible. Thank you Rudy. Your performances inspired me to write works of my own and turn my pain into poetry.

  • @abdulrafay984
    @abdulrafay984 Před 3 lety +49

    Sometimes when I say I'm okay
    I want someone to look me in the eyes
    Hug me right and say
    I know you're not

  • @poisonedfrog
    @poisonedfrog Před 3 lety +4

    Jesus.
    Wow.
    THIS IS THE POWER OF POETRY.
    Thank you...

  • @jakebaxter9571
    @jakebaxter9571 Před 3 lety +6

    This man genuinely deserves some form of award for lifting so many people up from hard places and bringing awareness to people situation and for them not to have to say a thing. As he shines a light on a ever looming darkness for those in pain, suffering or demonised due to a difference in any way
    I just want to say thank you Rudy for being a legend amongst mortals and a light in darkness.

  • @tommyochoa3774
    @tommyochoa3774 Před 2 lety +4

    I had to stop before the 2 minute mark...the emotion hit too close to home. I'm glad I came across this while researching poetry for my English class....and I will continue. When I am ready. Thank you Rudy Francisco.

  • @jonakafunda6635
    @jonakafunda6635 Před 3 lety +16

    If you do poetry Rudy is definitely a must listen to 🙌🏾

  • @rolanddensonjr2464
    @rolanddensonjr2464 Před 3 lety +4

    I really felt this one. Thank you Mr. Francisco. You give a voice to the voiceless.

  • @graay_socks3588
    @graay_socks3588 Před 2 lety +5

    That last line… broke me❤️

  • @nabilaosman6962
    @nabilaosman6962 Před 3 lety +2

    Oh my gosh,this really make me cry

  • @KITCHENCOOKIEJARTHIEF
    @KITCHENCOOKIEJARTHIEF Před 3 lety +26

    “Crickets have been known to eat their own wings”

  • @notourz
    @notourz Před 3 lety +1

    What Rudy said about knowing a you that is better, and in the future you will be okay - it's good to hear that. I am typing this w tears rolling down my face bc a few times this week I forgot there's a future me who's okay. I'll remind myself of that more.

  • @mediumjimmy
    @mediumjimmy Před 3 lety +4

    I've read both of Rudy's books cover to cover, but this is the first time I've seen this poem performed. His performances often make me cry. I'm so glad a teacher played one of his videos in class one day and opened up the world of slam to me. Rudy's poems along with many others have helped me heal and put words to the feelings I have felt and didn't know how to describe. I never thought poetry could be like therapy or that it was possible someone else could be feeling the exact same things I was. I don't think I would've come this far without poetry. I know that sounds like such a silly thing to say, I wouldn't have believed it myself years ago if someone told me poetry would help me heal. I hope these poets know when they speak of their traumas and pain and struggles they're not just voicing for themselves, but they're helping others find their own words too. When I can't explain my own feelings in words, I know there is a poem out there that explains it perfectly, and maybe one day it will be a poem I've written.

  • @teagannam
    @teagannam Před 2 lety +3

    that beat of silence was the most powerful one I’ve ever heard

  • @camilajulietagarcia7086
    @camilajulietagarcia7086 Před 3 lety +2

    I can't not cry to this poem. Rudy, you are amazing. Thank you.

  • @joanguevarra7105
    @joanguevarra7105 Před 2 lety +2

    Thank you for this. I know exactly how this feels. To drown every day and still live. Thank you for not giving up.

  • @phiahphiah9072
    @phiahphiah9072 Před 2 lety +6

    OMG I LOVE THE ENDING ! I love how he did that ! This was amazing 🥺💕

  • @becomingchristopher6337
    @becomingchristopher6337 Před 3 lety +4

    "same" thank you for sharing Rudy. Just keep swimming. 💜

  • @sircharlesthepoet4289
    @sircharlesthepoet4289 Před 3 lety +2

    The way this man expresses and describes emotions is immaculate!

  • @bthomp6694
    @bthomp6694 Před 3 lety +2

    Rudy is my favorite poet and this poem is just another perfect example of his ability to mix the English language with the human experience and performance art. Such a gift 🥺😩😭❤️

  • @BrutalKombos
    @BrutalKombos Před 2 lety +1

    Rudy Francisco does it better than anyone else I’m always in awe when anything comes out of his mouth he is truly special

  • @justbeingkairo
    @justbeingkairo Před 2 lety +2

    Rudy has marked my life in many different moments. but tonight's been different. if there is any way to please let him know how much this poem and his delivery have been giving me strength towards recovery and becoming clean. thank you, Rudy. you're not only an inspiration but the nature in its true form

  • @rachanakishorko4526
    @rachanakishorko4526 Před 2 lety +2

    How he remembers all his words , I also write poems but can’t remember. Wonderful memory ,words and feels .

  • @froggarolli-Stolitz
    @froggarolli-Stolitz Před 3 lety +6

    "thank you for not giving up on us" wow... Amazing poem👏👏. thank you for sharing that with us ❤️❤️

  • @littleprince7294
    @littleprince7294 Před 3 lety +3

    Rudy's performance is what makes it all extraordinary

  • @cheyenne2001nc
    @cheyenne2001nc Před 3 lety +3

    The way I'm crying right now man, god what a masterpiece.

  • @Ambassadorial_Interventions

    Rudy is an amazing poet. He keeps doing this poems about me.
    I poem on my anger, and he poems on how and why I must keep hanging on

  • @josefdupree1116
    @josefdupree1116 Před 3 lety +3

    "Same" that raw feeling that emersified itself in that moment. Damn just damn....

  • @ghostofaman4984
    @ghostofaman4984 Před 7 měsíci

    Always come back to Rudy. I wish the right person would hear one of his poems, and make him famous already.

    • @ButtonPoetry
      @ButtonPoetry  Před 7 měsíci

      I wish it were that dang simple. My man has been on Fallon twice. On the bachelorette. Did a series of poems for the Rams. Has sneakers with his poems in then made by folks from Nike and Rebok. And on.
      Which is to say, the right people have heard him, the world just needs to catch up.

  • @zaydlokhandwala1458
    @zaydlokhandwala1458 Před 3 lety +2

    I said same- I cant believe I haven't listened to his poetry. Its quick, its witty, its emotionally exhausting

  • @pabixthoriso7179
    @pabixthoriso7179 Před 3 lety +1

    I am watching this poem every morning, just so I can be reminded of the many reasons I can find to keep Going.

  • @trini5269
    @trini5269 Před 3 lety +1

    Rudy has been my favorite poet for years. My greatest inspiration in my life journey. ❤️ Thank you Rudy for everything you do

  • @neirasworld
    @neirasworld Před 3 lety +3

    The power when you read his poems and hear his voice in your head. He's truly one of the best if not best 😉 and as a newly published poet, I aspire to be this good at performing. Tomorrow actually, I have my book event and I'm gonna perform my poems, I think Button couldn't have chosen a better time to upload this video!

  • @SNIPEZONE23
    @SNIPEZONE23 Před 2 lety

    As someone who relates I'm so glad I decided to live. To anyone out there still in the deep darkness without hope, it does get better. Hold on just awhile longer please, you won't regret it.... It'll be hard, but worth it 🤗💜💙

  • @SnaDyl
    @SnaDyl Před 3 lety +8

    Rudy never disappoints

  • @TheInfiniteX
    @TheInfiniteX Před 3 lety +3

    "thank you for not giving up on us" 🙏🙏

  • @Gadscylla
    @Gadscylla Před 3 lety +3

    I remember seeing him perform this live in Brooklyn 2019. My friend and I were almost in tears

  • @vannevers
    @vannevers Před 2 lety +1

    "Thank you for not giving up on us." 💥

  • @wordscanchangetheworld9335

    This man breathes life back into my soul..ironically the expression of what is going on in my very mind, helps me to feel less alone in the world..hope that I'm not the only one at the point of breaking while smiling on the outside..he has a gift that reaches the lost souls 🙌⭐️❤️

  • @mokgadips
    @mokgadips Před 2 lety +1

    "I promised myself that I won't be another drowning fish" 🐠I felt that😞

  • @kaylaholmes5462
    @kaylaholmes5462 Před 2 lety +1

    I cant stop watching this

  • @shadijahangard6113
    @shadijahangard6113 Před 3 lety

    Rudy Francisco, the only way I can help, is by reminding you that everything is going to be okay. Don’t let your fears consume you, put them on paper and let them go. Tell your heart ‘All is well’ and ‘This too shall pass’ and ‘Time will heal.’ You are the voice of so many of us who can’t put our feelings into words. Please breathe, and with every exhale allow a small piece of your sadness/worry/fears to leave your body, so you can inhale some light and peace. You are respected, and appreciated more than you know! Thank you for trying! 🙏

  • @roletrepdos8264
    @roletrepdos8264 Před 3 lety +4

    im crying rn listening to this for the first time

  • @hilarypatrick3776
    @hilarypatrick3776 Před 3 lety +2

    Rudy!! 😩 Please don't stop!

  • @kirabozeridahsarah
    @kirabozeridahsarah Před 2 lety +2

    He is brilliant! What a story teller

  • @SethJSalas
    @SethJSalas Před měsícem

    The passion blasted through my speakers, and I had to stop baking to watch the screen

  • @reeree4755
    @reeree4755 Před 3 lety +1

    He's got me crying first thing in the morning 😔❤️

  • @humanperson3733
    @humanperson3733 Před 3 lety

    I cried. Such a beautiful description of life that applies to so many of us.

  • @zororomutomba9244
    @zororomutomba9244 Před 2 lety +1

    rudy never fails to leave me in awe

  • @daniellebain4294
    @daniellebain4294 Před 2 lety

    We all feel this way at times. So appreciate the the honesty.

  • @friendandi4623
    @friendandi4623 Před 3 lety

    The Audacity Of You Being Able To Always DELIVER Rudy 👑 I Love You And Your Real Life Poetry

  • @beyondthescenes7430
    @beyondthescenes7430 Před 3 lety +8

    This is honestly so beautiful, I never knew I needed to hear it too, thank you for sharing such a beautiful masterpiece with us Rudy, all the love just keep swimming, floating one day you would be able swim with ease

  • @aalaylao7889
    @aalaylao7889 Před 3 lety +2

    Had to listen a second time .. wow just wow felt this hard today.. midnight was a recking ball to my face .. I’m tired super tired but I still find some way to keep going .

  • @ToshiJ89
    @ToshiJ89 Před 3 lety +2

    He is a magician, and words are his spell

  • @122jazzyb
    @122jazzyb Před 3 lety +2

    I want to get that line I will not be another drowning fish tattooed over my self harm scars or thank you for not giving up on us. I just love this poem hope I get to see him preform love again in the near future 💗

  • @cassondrahead3524
    @cassondrahead3524 Před 3 lety

    The power the passion the truth ..... when I can’t put it into words .... this here .... puts it into words

  • @ryaanmansouri9431
    @ryaanmansouri9431 Před 2 lety

    My favorite most inspiring person on the planet. I want you to know you impact people in a way you will never understand. I use u in practice daily.

  • @mumbakunda8434
    @mumbakunda8434 Před 2 lety

    This poem is describing how I have been feeling for awhile now...Thank you Rudy for reminding me not to give up!

  • @angiee.5118
    @angiee.5118 Před 3 lety +1

    He is literally my favorite poet no doubt

  • @jeneepalmer3672
    @jeneepalmer3672 Před 3 lety +2

    Thank you, Rudy. You make me wanna be a better poet.

  • @danwest9628
    @danwest9628 Před 10 měsíci

    Seeing this now makes me wish I had kept up with your current content. Your masterpiece "scars to the new boyfriend" helped me so much In healing after a nasty breakup which involved my sons mom. The passion you expressed in that piece was undeniable and hit home so hard I couldn't listen to your words without tearing up. But eventually I could listen and be sad but okay. Eventually I could speak along and not have an emotional break down. I recently saw a rendition that you did maybe 8 years after the fact and it wasn't the same. The passion was gone. But what would you expect when you recite the same thing for 8 years? I wish I kept up better. This reminded me of the true emotion you deliver and your talent with rhythm and poetry. This is an amazing performance. I loved every second of it.

  • @122jazzyb
    @122jazzyb Před 3 lety +2

    Omg I love Rudy I love this my favourite of his so far!

  • @alissa337
    @alissa337 Před 2 lety

    I don't think I have ever heard a Rudy Fransisco poem I didn't immediately love.

  • @xxshelbybear
    @xxshelbybear Před 3 lety +1

    Tears just rolling down cheeks!

  • @abrialashai9895
    @abrialashai9895 Před 3 lety +1

    Rudy.. a mastermind! Love him ❤️

  • @barbloft
    @barbloft Před 3 lety +3

    I have so much I want to say, but the words are getting stuck on my lips. That poem is heartbreakingly incredible. XO

  • @mirandarichardson166
    @mirandarichardson166 Před 3 lety +3

    Thank you for this, I never know how to put into words life really. Just hearing this is a sign that everything takes time and it will get better. I needed this more then I knew.

  • @Alexis-zr8fq
    @Alexis-zr8fq Před 3 lety +1

    He is the best slam poetry performer I’ve ever seen

  • @richards_greatman
    @richards_greatman Před rokem +1

    I agree that there are people with unique talents.

  • @gracefeeley183
    @gracefeeley183 Před rokem

    I LOVE THIS MAN SO MUCH

  • @jamesfv1
    @jamesfv1 Před 2 lety

    Sobbing. Ive never felt more heard.

  • @OddWomanOut_Pi81
    @OddWomanOut_Pi81 Před rokem

    Rudy's a frickin alien, man. SHEESH!!! 😮‍💨👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 He don't miss.

  • @giosterr44
    @giosterr44 Před 2 lety

    This is my first search for my in hobby interest of poetry. I cannot stop pressing replay.