crywank - only everyone can judge me lyrics (DONATE TO CRYWANK IN DESC)
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- DONATE TO CRYWANK VIA THEIR BANDCAMP, THEY (and i) MAKE NO REVENUE FROM THIS VIDEO SO IT'S IMPORTANT THAT YOU HELP CONTRIBUTE IF YOU CAN: crywank.bandca...
i am also awaiting a response from them to determine if they would like this video removed/taken down due to this exact fact.
crywank.bandca...
Hive mind is scary I feel vulnerable and stupid
Waiting for a new embaressment to go and tear right through me
A dependent fruitless animal, watch me brimming with shame.
And this confidence I fake only makes matters worse.
I am not a stallion, I am just perverse.
Hopeless, and docile, and tamed.
Another day I won't remember, another day I wished away.
Tedious days punctuated by dismay,
everyday feels the same.
It's the routine, It's the regret.
That makes me worse yet.
Did I forget your name or make a joke and no-one laughed?
Did I come across as stupid or did I cum too fast?
This isn't a brave face, this is a mask.
Now I remember it doesn't take much to make me feel small.
hello everybody, i'd like to make a statement regarding this video:
i created this video back in 2016 when i was younger and i didn't put much thought into the creation of it; i loved james' music, what it meant to me, and i couldn't find any lyric videos uploaded to listen to on youtube back then, so i thought i would create my own. as stated, i did this out of enjoyment and it was a fun little simple project for me to work on while listening to my favorite song. i never expected this video to blow up and gain the mass amount of views that is has. throughout these past couple of years, i paid the video very little mind and only came back every couple of years to see what people were commenting and to delete any scam comments. i recently (today) have seen that somebody in a comment questioned if this video is monetized, and the answer is that it is not and has never been monetized ever since it was uploaded. yet, it doesn't matter in retrospect because it still allowed others to listen to Crywank's music without them getting the income they deserved. Crywank, the band themselves, has left a comment stating that they don't receive any income from these youtube plays, and that's why donations to their bandcamp are extremely important. i have just sent a message reaching out to them on instagram asking if they'd prefer me to delete the video, and if they do prefer me to i will 100% take the video down. i'm sorry if this saddens or inconveniences any of you, but artists have it extremely rough, and i personally don't feel right, now that i know how harmful and detrimental it is to their income, leaving the video up. the link to their bandcamp is in the description, so i urge you to donate if you're able to, so that the band we all love can continue to be supported and thrive as it deserves to. here is the link: crywank.bandcamp.com/music
thanks for reading, guys
Thank you for the kind words and encouraging people to donate, we are fine with this video being up and appreciate the connection you have, we are also glad it isn’t monetised. Once your music is released you don’t have much control over who uploads it or makes things with it and we understand that, we are grateful many people will have found our music through this video and that you connect to what we’ve made and respect us as musicians. Best wishes.
@@jamesisgoingtodiesoo :)
@@jamesisgoingtodiesoo love you guys!
For someone to go through such lengths to ensure an artist is happy is really sweet! You’re a thoughtful person for doing that :) good job
CZcams sometimes adds ads on videos which aren't monetized for their own gain
This man is a lyrical genius. Most people will only write songs saying "I'm awful because I am." but he puts the things that people really hate about themselves, he knows just the way to make it click together. Seriously, he's amazing.
HORSE FACE
+Levi Ackerman I love the fact that I was like "yeah you're right! He is GENIUS and it's beautiful" and after... I see your comment and... JEAN.
Brenna Raedts yeah!!
it's so true too, because i've never cried to anyone else's music but his. crywank -- first band to make me cry.
"Did i cum too fast?" - the singer guy person
As someone who hates being wrong/corrected in fear of looking stupid or weak this is an extremely important song to me
(As) Somebody* (who hates being) Wrong and Or Corrected* in fear of the thought of being Stupid or Weak* This is a Extremely Important song to Myself.* * = Correction () =Good job
@@mztikrainflower that was like unessacry
@@mztikrainflower also quite a bit of those corrections are wrong
@@hado5445
they were joking
@@ijustwanttoliveaquietlife28 were they?
"This is not a brave face, this is a mask."
As someone who has dealt with anxiety disorder their entire life, I can really connect with this lyric :')
Emily Doig me too :')
Hatsune Miku need a hug? ):
Emily! At The Pilots I-/ hug
Emily! At The Pilots I-/ Same...
i feel this as well i have so many masks that i have lost my true self
Seriously who tf is this guy and how did he cut open my head and turn my brain into a song?
Nicole Butler ikr
you'd be surprised at how many relate to at least one of his songs
@Drizzy Sky I am, actually. I got the help I needed at the time, grew up some more, figured out what I want to do in life and got married. I’m not saying I haven’t faced hardships since I made this comment, and obviously I came back here for a reason to listen to sad music, but... yeah. I’m doing better. :)
@@nicolebutler9077 That's good to hear. Keep going strong. You got this
I used to listen to crywank almost every day and it felt like the lyrics could have just been my thoughts. I haven't listened to crywank regularly for a while now, and while I still find the music incredible I no longer identify with the lyrics quite as much. Things are better now. There will be ups, and there will be downs. Things will be worse than this right now, and they will be better. But regardless, I'm moving forward and you can too.
me too. thank you for this :)
I needed this today ... thanks
November thank you
There's was a song by Danny Schmitt (I think I spelled that right) called This Too Shall Pass and it explains this really well. Especially with the story at the end
stay Optimistic
i wish ya'll the best and i can totally relate to what u wrote
Who is Crywank and why are his songs so relatable to me
Sui Mikhail he's my dad :/
Heh
SAME
His name is James and he´s from the UK or from england
is that a possible top reference?
SAME
I have autism and this song describes how I feel on the inside everyday. Sometimes I feel like I’m in a world where I’m doing everything wrong. Like there’s rules of how to act all the time that everyone follows and I don’t know them. I’m just myself and somehow myself is embarrassing. Even when I act as normal as I can I know people can sense I’m a little bit different from everyone. I’m seen as confident by a lot of people though, and like I have my shit together, but I always feel like the life I’m living is fake.
When he says “This isn’t a brave face, this is a mask,” I relate to that lyric a lot.
I’m constantly wearing a mask of normalcy and confidence but deep down it takes me too much mental energy to pretend I’m normal. I want to be freely autistic and for it to be okay. I want to spin and jump around and say whatever is on my mind and talk monotone without people assuming I’m sad or angry. I want to freely show when I’m excited without feeling stupid, I want to be myself, but I’ve been too conditioned by society not to be.
Hey, I can't pretend to know what it's like in your shoes but I have faith that you can get through this and be truly happy with yourself. I had anxiety about pretty much everything I did, but I started giving myself compliments and started loving myself a little bit more each day. Anyways, I believe in you!
@@hotmanngrayman9059 thank you:)❤️much love
@@hotmanngrayman9059 I’m happy you’ve gotten through your anxiety, and it gives me more hope and courage in myself to know how much people can work through. This is my comfort song that I really relate to
@@petal3949 I'm glad it did! Happy to spread the love! ❤
I understand
I only listen to crywank when I'm at rock bottom. And well.. hello again I guess 🤷♀️
Same
We all return here.
I've not left rock bottom for 9 months
everyday is rock bottom
hey
Not putting the lyrics in the video - small brain
putting the lyrics in the video - big brain
putting the lyrics in the video AND the description - ASCENSION
this is such an elegant way to describe social anxiety and i love it so much?
it reminds me of the color green and i love it
@@4baus it reminds me of a light gray or a dull forest green
"It doesn't take much to make me feel small" this line hit me so much I've felt like this for years. Im kinda sensitive and i used to let toxic people around, they have caused so many insecurities in me and now i feel so small when someone even does or says something remotely like them i feel awful and like im back with those people
look im still friends with toxic people right now and its so fucking hard to leave because you know it will come back, i once did leave. i felt great. more confident. more happy. then they came back, i cant leave. sure i felt a little bored time to time but. its gonna be so fucking good, it will feel so fucking good when you leave. so please leave them and dont do what i did, im stuck now but i think u can escape them. if u have then never, EVER, go back.
I know how you feel, I remember those "friends" who would manipulate and bring me down just because I was awkward and didn't have many friends, for a long time it made me hate people but that was a long time ago, life has been hard at times but I'm in a better place
I think I'm in love with this singer.
Nearly every is.
"did i make a joke and no one laughed?"
"did i come across as stupid?"
"this isn't a brave face, this isn't a brave face, this is a mask"
now back to Lyrics I Will Always and Forever Relate to (TM)
@cherry cum* (did it actually take this long for somebody to correct this?)
pepperoni nipple nigga
@@dragonfruit8615
fennec dog they’re one in the same
@@dragonfruit8615 I cummed rrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaallyyyyyyyyyyyyy* ssssssssssssllllooooooooooooooooowlllyyyyyyyyyyyy*...
thousandth like!
this song is really cool but why does every boy that’s into crywank have greasy hair and eat cigarettes for breakfast¿
waste yrself it’s called depression (:
This is so oddly true.
Dude I'm a guy and into crywank but I keep my long hair Well kept and I've got weak lungs so I can't smoke hello
@@TheRyanH. No we just eat the cigarettes not smoke them although i prefer them for lunch
@@urbanerhail3813 I couldn't eat them either
one thing that makes crywank so amazing is that the songs are so raw
the juxtaposition of figurative language and blunt, vulgar phrases work in a way that many artists struggle with and i think crywank captures feelings of anxiety and depression quite perfectly
“Did I cum to fast” it sound kind of funny but I think it show how ridiculous people with anxiety thinks
For example normal person would be like “well that was great I feel happy” but self conscious and with low self esteem person thinks for example “they probably didn’t like me, they are with me just because they pity me” or so on, also reconstructing what they did and said did they make any mistake
It’s truly exhausting and waste of life
i've been looking for something to listen to when i'm really sinking.... and i think this band is just what i needed.
Where are you sinking!!??! I WILL SEND A BOAT.. YOU DONT HAVE TO DIE IN VAIN 😭
I rate my current mental state by how much I relate to crywank's songs. Every night that I feel particularly undeserving of the life I have I open up CZcams and listen to these songs and silently sob until I get a bad headache and my phone battery dies and I finally fall asleep after wallowing in how pathetic I am while staring at the ceiling or wall
Edit: I no longer do this. I'm better now. I still have problems, but not to the self wallowing extent I used to, and this song feels distant now. Thank you to everyone who gave me kind words. I hope you all hang in there
Pearly P I’m sorry
I'm sorry you do that, i still kinda do that but i have a question for you, do you have trouble sleeping? I do. Do you see it as a way to get to sleep faster since at the end your exhausted. Try getting a white noise machine. It really helps. It makes a little barrier between you and your thoughts as you concentrate on the noise. Im sorry for whatever circumstances you are currently in. Best of wishes
@@chronowolf137B my thoughts actually help me sleep lmao
"this confidence I fake only makes matters worse" crywank
Who thought crywank would be a good name for a band that makes this type of music? Cry wank? Really?
@@Guy_offical Every other lyric is about hating yourself for being ashamed for hating yourself. It's the perfect name for a band about that. Shameful and self loathing.
i love the purness of his voice
Izumiko_ meow
Oh crywank, always calling me out like this.
me, to my brain: can we PLEASE get a coherent thought going?
my brain: another day i won't remember, another day i wished away. tedious days, punctuated by dismay. everyday feels the same
me: alright nevermind
I just discovered Crywank and holy shit. very relatable. I love his voice and I love the lyrics, and how he has real feeling and emotion in both lyrics and voice. I very much love the song "it's ok, I wouldn't remember me either." I relate to that.❤
Same, ive only recently found them out and his music is so relatable so far
He sounds kind of monotone but it makes it that much more emotional in a way
Ever since I've been getting happier I've lost interest in most of my favorite songs, because they don't apply to me anymore.
The first crywank song I had ever listened and I'm putting this right next to One Day, thank you
is that a... wilbur, or possibly a dream smp fan I sense?
i bookmarked this and put it one of my folders and when i see the donate to crywank park of the title i just see it as donate to cry. gets a laugh out of me everytime.
This is my favorite song of crywanks, because it's the one I relate most. Like every line is something that I can relate to, especially the line "this isn't a brave face, this isn't a brave face, this is a mask," because I hide what I truly feel from every one around me even though I know I need the help. I just feel like something will happen after I tell my parents, like they wont believe, or they they will do something drastic. Thank you for letting me vent, whenever I do this it makes me feel a little better
This man is amazing. I've been trying to find a song that represents my feelings, in which I have been trying to explain for YEARS. This song explains it the best, and it all just clicked really
"My mind is scary, I feel vulnerable and stupid" oh god I relate to that lyric way too much 😱
Miku that's the reason. I don't cry in front of other people.....I feel vulnerable
Except The lyric is Hive mind is scary" not "my mind".
You relate to lyrics that don't exist?
"It doesn't take much to make me feel small." H-holy shit, that is so brilliant and relatable...
I relate to this so much. This song is like someone tore my thoughts out of my head and spit them into a beautiful song. Talking about anxiety and faking confidence it makes me feel like I'm not alone. Thank you crywank, as funny of a name the band is you've helped me feel like I'm not alone
Even his name is relatable
AnD yOu arE ThE mAN-
HAHAHHAHAHS don’t do that to me
I feel like this song was written abt me the fuck
same
I Use to think it said "Did I come to fast" As in tell the answer to fast before the people can guess the answer XD
Salt Prince Vince me too honestly lol
You sir are pure.
"ejaculate" can mean to exclaim/interject; hence it wouldn't be wrong to say you had an issue with premature ejaculation
JERE-AQUATIC me too like it never crossed my mind it could be about cumming
I used to think it meant 'Did I come off too strong/quick?' Lmao. Relating to it with social problems here!
I dont care for the noise in the beginning that sounds like someone eating a banana, but Crywank is a great name so I'll forgive it
this song feels much more than "wow im sad" it gets into those feelings i can never explain into words. crywanks songs are truely amazing ❤️
I've never...EVER found a song so accurate to me than this...and i'm a 31 year old man...this is insane how this guy represents me in a song without knowing of my existance...
Everyone in 2020 be like 1:28
LMFAOOOO SKSJSKSJSOJDOSNS
_“This is a mask”_
HAHAHAAH
LMFAOO
Why is this so funny 😭
crywank hits hard even when i'm not feeling sad. it just reminds me how truly shitty i feel inside.
The music break on this song is so powerful like wow, i remember finding this song on middle school and just vibing
i first discovered crywank when i was in the midst of this all consuming depression. i cried when i realised that another felt the same, many more too. it was relief. it was wonderful. i dont listen to them anymore, ive gotten better, changed. but ill never forget that first listen.
I'm really trying to convince myself the lyric is "Did I come too fast?"
I've been looking for a lyrics video for this forever, thank you for making one :)
routine isnt a problem its having a routine in place with no sign of progress
Guys I'm totally listening to this because it fits a character, not because I have a problem or anything, it just fits the character. It just fits the character. _it just fits the character._
" Crywank "
Nice name dude
this is what dream tried to achieve
Lmao this comment is the best /pos
TRUE
"This isn't a brave face,
this isn't a brave face,
this is a mask."
-
I feel this, i've always had an "emotionless" persona.
Now I don't really know who i actually am.
I had my earbuds in and the first few words popped up and I said, "Hah, same." And my parents were like wtf. But they don't care enough to ask. Especially when I show them these kinds of songs.
The line "I am just perverse hopeless, docile and tamed" hits so close because i am so scared of people who are even slightly angry, im a huge yes man and can't handle conflict. I've hated myself for these traits for so long but i can't seem to change
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
Ay same
this is literally the peak of angsty teen music that i will ridicule myself in 5 years for liking. fortunately i am at the peak of my angsty teen years so everything is working out fine so far
I became a fan of crywank a while ago, maybe a year now, after finding tomorrow is nearly yesterday and every day is stupid in my recommended. I'd seen the cover before somewhere and decided to check it out, and I am so, so glad i did.
These albums have gotten me through more than I'd like to admit. Being able to have a simple song hit me so hard is a shock I'm so overly grateful for.
Anyone who reads this, I love you. You can do this
Crywank is like if cavetown was suicidal
Not really
@@Mrowmeowmew yes really lol
@@phantom2615 no,,their music is entirely different?
The fact that you can hear his emotion put into his songs is amazing
Crywanks songs are just depression and anxiety in music form.
And I fucking love it.
And I hate that I relate to it.
crywank is such a good relapse band. a month or two months or something of sobriety down the drain tonight its party time
lmao I come back to this song 2 years later to see I no longer relate
I've improved mentally
Same
I crylaughed
Crysmirked
Why is my mind like that?
"You see... I am protecting you, little lady. Because I am a violent big man in my head"
honestly in one of my classes we have to pick a short(ish) song that means a lot to us and I really want to do this one--
but--
-really anxious person noises-
its just oNE LINE MAKING ME FEEL AWKWARD--
Also it is my AP class o~o
shouldijustsayfuckitanddoit?
EDIT 2021
so i dont remember completely, if i ever did use this song for that project, but i think i probably did and just kept it disclosed between that teacher and myself. I never realized this comment blew up in popularity but it's likely i did end up doing this song or i just never did the project due to my mental health being complete garbage at the time. anyways, take care of yourselves and im sure this isn't the answer you all wanted but the best i can say is i either didn't do the project or if i did, i likely did use this song. stay safe everyone
well, did you do it?
Hope it was worth it - what ever song you chose
Did you do it?
just change that one line
Y E S
Years later listening to this, never got better. I’m sorry to my younger self
I didn't know we were so scientifically advanced to make my own thoughts into a song
No your just looking for attention
The only songs I can remember are crywank and Harley Poe songs...
When I was 51/50'd
These guys are all I had I'm greatful for it.
what a bop.. its so short, and id like to hear more. but the sudden ending makes it way better??
no one understands the human condition like crywank.
“everyday feels the same” I wish that wasn’t as relevant as it is
This hurts different in quarantine
This is the anthem for Male INFPs (Meyers Briggs Personality). Spot on. Describes things the guys struggle with as being a softer, less masculine personality.
I know this song sounds hella depressing but it's a Cry Wank
So understandable
Listening in the shower with headphones. No regrets.
This song brings back high school memories
Everyone's talking about the lyric in this song, yet no one mentions his name...
Whoever here is going through a rough patch, Someone will be there for you. It could be a friend or someone you have never talked to, but we're here for you.
Sounds so much like Wilbur Soot
I was going to say that :D
I feel like his old music was inspired by crywank
That’s actually how I found out about crywank! People were saying he crywank vibes so I looked them up
Its more of a "Wilbur Soot sounds like crywank" situation, the man actually listens or at least listened to crywank in the past, he even made some covers, crywank is clearly a huge influence for his music
i love to cry to this
Great song to cry to tbh
I found this song in a dark time in my life. I’d been turned in to a joke by my closest friends and I willingly became their verbal punching bag. When I stood up for myself, they didn’t take me seriously. So when I began avoiding contact, they started to care again. Life can be better, but you need to find that drive to make it better for yourself. There’s no need to hide these feelings, and if absolutely necessary, sometimes it’s better to cut someone form your life.
This song is 1000000% better then anything Dream makes
dream can only make either flat sung songs or god awful sounding and lyrically shite songs
@@jimoanscrumb amen
This song feels like a stab in the heart...
I would listen to Crywank on a constant basis. Find myself enraptured with the songs- the only songs that could really tell what I was feeling when I didn’t know I was feeling them. I still listen to their songs now, the lyrics still find a way to express my emotions, but it isn’t as intense anymore. I’m no longer in a bad place anymore and I’m not constantly looking for an emotionally release. I have to thank this band for helping me in a time of misery that I thought I’d never escape, it honestly and truly saved my life
" another day I won't remember "
As a person who got bullied relentlessly throughout my educational years and having learning disabilities and was treated like a stupid person it just makes me feel seen
God damn. So real lol, these are things I think everyone on earth feels at least every once in a while. I love it
This is too relatable and if I were any more tired I feel like I would be balling by the end of this song
I know this is an old old video, but I’ve a really personal experience that comes to mind with this song title. When I was way younger, at the age of 13, I took a little longer to do some chores that my mom asked me at that time. Naturally she got mad at me, thing is: My mom is sick. It took me quite some time for me to understand what this meant. She never went to a doctor per se, but after living with her for all that time-it took way too long actually -it struck me. She distorts facts in her mind and takes it as absolute truth. She doesn’t do so as in bad will... maybe she does, really but nothing i can say about it. Anyways, so she came up to me and said something along those lines: “you’re so worthless. Everyone tells you about how worthless you are and yet you disregard it, thinking you are sooooo right”. I was always a shy boy, that kept to myself, but hearing her say such absurd things to my 13 year old self felt way too much. I took a stand and told her how wrong she was: She didn’t know what i was doing whenever she wasn’t looking. She didn’t know whether i was slouching or doing my chores whenever I was out of sight. She couldn’t possibly know my worth. She fucking pressed me against a wall, pressed a finger to my face, made sure to scream in a tone in which my neighbor’s neighbor could hear and told me to my face: “It doesn’t matter shit what you think about yourself. I say you’re worthless, then YOU ARE WORTHLESS. It’s not because you believe something is right that it is indeed right. IF EVERYONE ELSE TELLS YOU YOU ARE WRONG, THEN YOU ARE WRONG”. She then proceeded to tell me how both my brother and father told her how much of a little shit i was. And I believed her. I pretended it didnt hit me quite as hard as it did. It fucking did. Fast forward to nowadays, I still have a clear memory to when she gaslit me at mind shaking levels. It makes me sick still, how dumb that sounds. If im wrong i should be proven so. I am aware of that whole thing called radical freedom that sartre proposed, but that is just counterintuitive to any kind of progress. There is this whole thing called hegelian dialectical, in which progress in society happend in regards to an thesis being obstructed by an antithesis, and through revolution there comes an synthesis. I for one never quite took to philosophy, until I understood how comforting it is to put yourself into the situation the author supposes. Nowadays I still live with my mom and nowadays i get pissed at her, and not at myself. Surely at times she makes me sad by saying thing that i know I shouldn’t take to heart, but most of the time i just get sick. In essence this may not be quite as sad as the song, but whenever i read the title i just get pissed at how fucking dumb it is to assume theres a consensus about how people feel about you. Years later i spoke to my brother and discovered my mom told him the same thing she told me. Truly fucking sickening
I'm sorry for all the things you are going through, and I am probably nothing more than an ass from the internet, but I just can't get why you are still living together with your mother after all?
The I live in a country which has a culture of universities not having dorms and the like. Im studying engineering at college and looking for internhips. Houses or apartments are really expensive around here, so there’s not really much of a choice. there’s also the fact that I for one still do care about my mom. She does all this lying and ends up getting people to distance themselves from her, so I try to mediate conversations. Things like bringing up a topic to avoid another, making jokes about her rude remarks-even though she gets pissed at me when I do so- became my duties. I can’t just say she’s the bad one and leave; that would be selfish.
Thank you for the explanation, I can understand your point. In my opinion it's incredible how good you are able to deal with your current situation, you must be terribly strong. I hope for you, that everything gets amazing one day. (Stay healthy)
idk what was in the air at the time but GOD DAMN 😭 all the music i use to listen too is so depressing like omg.
It really doesn’t take much to make me feel small. My friend could just be talking in a more stern tone and I would think they were angry or annoyed at me. I will be quieter and become withdrawn after and sometimes leave the room. I don’t know why I do this.
This guy is so talented 😍
This is my anxiety song!!
Amaya Belle Me to
Amaya Belle three
just a reminder if you need it right now - things will get better. You’re worth so much, I promise you. You’ll get through this. You’ll get past it. You’re worthy and deserving of getting better.
the band name reminds me of a robert sheehan interveiw where he talked about cranking (crank- crying wank)
Thanks jenna 💘
np, i hope you’re doing well❣️
....my theme song.....this is litterally how my life is.....help me
I can feel u bro
God, I cry when I get something wrong so this is so true to me. It hurts. I’m in pain because of how much I relate to it.
This is what anxiety is
Anxiety depicted expertly through lyrics.
I really connect to this song as someone with social anxiety.
I love you. Thank you. I felt so down. I had the hardest laugh in my head
ive never related to a song more
why the fuck is this band's songs so damn relatable like how is this actually possible