【Oliver】 Amygdala's Rag Doll 【Original Song】

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  • čas přidán 21. 01. 2018
  • Original upload date: October 19, 2016
    wow this sure was a song
    i uploaded it on the same day as exorcism by creep-p! they're not related at all i just find that fun fact to be a fact that is fun
    i don't really have much to say about this song from the future to be honest..... looking back on it, like, boy, that sure is a song alright, i guess,
    i need to use oliver again sometime. he hasn't really fit anything i've recently made though..
    --
    iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/tha...
    Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/7jR9LL...
    Google Play: play.google.com/store/music/a...
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  • @yourgal_crazyangel9392
    @yourgal_crazyangel9392 Před 3 lety +10972

    "I can't inhale anymore"
    Ah yes
    *asthma*

  • @notcool4801
    @notcool4801 Před 4 lety +5437

    *Fire burns*
    Hmm. Yes. The floor here is made out of floor.

    • @myra1222
      @myra1222 Před 4 lety +263

      Fuck all FukaFlower shippers *every 60 minutes in Africa an hour passes*

    • @gumbug
      @gumbug Před 4 lety +237

      Being homosexual is gay

    • @KentuckyFriedAngels
      @KentuckyFriedAngels Před 4 lety +201

      The ocean is made of water

    • @ashieda1849
      @ashieda1849 Před 4 lety +115

      Fuck all FukaFlower shippers
      A Hotdog is a sandwich

    • @user-jo8yb4uf7e
      @user-jo8yb4uf7e Před 4 lety +100

      Ahh yes
      *Enslaved moisture*

  • @darknessmyolfriend6817
    @darknessmyolfriend6817 Před rokem +8076

    Perhaps. Hear me out, plz;
    “Amygdala’s Rag Doll” is the story of a young boy accidentally starting a horrible house fire, where all his family perished and he personally suffered intense injuries. Even after being rescued and restored of his charred skin, he was trapped in terrible physical and mental problems, such as his skin burning so bad that he viewed the burned areas as stitched rags, whilst his injuries were restored a little while later, he only saw the holes caused by the many cauterisations he had whilst the doctors were fixing his non-burn injuries.
    The boy continued to believe he was a rag doll, due to how his burned areas were stitched together and had tons of “holes”. Not just that, due to all the smoke inhalation, his lungs were in horrible shape and he felt he couldn’t breathe anymore because it was such a struggle to do so, in which only fed into the delusion he wasn’t human. After the traumatic experience, the combination of his guilt complex and his PTSD, he labelled himself as the world-hating “trypo-puppeteer” for causing the fire that ‘killed’ him and killed his family.
    As the boy further fell into the delusion he told himself, he begun losing memories of his beloved family and his PSTD engulfed the entirety of his psychological state… like a larvae, till nothing remained but a self-hating, physically and mentally scorched young boy, who views himself as a lifeless Ragdoll

    • @ungatov401
      @ungatov401 Před rokem +275

      Man I just ask the hour_Ok no but thx?I think... or you just let me a trauma .__________.

    • @roycouch802
      @roycouch802 Před rokem +215

      interesting

    • @darknessmyolfriend6817
      @darknessmyolfriend6817 Před rokem +126

      Idk man. Just picked this up, I know it sucks

    • @ace.zinactive
      @ace.zinactive Před rokem +302

      "Well that escalated quickly"

    • @SkylarStudios1
      @SkylarStudios1 Před rokem +169

      chilling here before this lore blows up 😊

  • @SomeGaymerNerd
    @SomeGaymerNerd Před rokem +2845

    the fact a turkish news cast used the instrumental pause when they weren't speaking while showing roblox piggy fan animations is baffling, I'm gonna assume they didn't email GHOST about using their song considering that's true for the two animators featured on their news cast

    • @ghostandpals
      @ghostandpals  Před rokem +1995

      this was the weirdest information to learn while dosed on sleep medication thank you so much

    • @SomeGaymerNerd
      @SomeGaymerNerd Před rokem +192

      @El que comenta bruh 💀

    • @alexolivers9476
      @alexolivers9476 Před rokem +314

      This whole sentence is a bit of a rollercoaster

    • @user-dv9dn3mr4u
      @user-dv9dn3mr4u Před rokem +136

      Why roblox piggy fan animations

    • @kaurikko
      @kaurikko Před rokem +114

      as an a turkish,that was so weird,bro what? 💀

  • @daisukirai
    @daisukirai Před 5 lety +13358

    "Fire burns"
    Me: Yeah sometimes it just does that.

    • @notcool4801
      @notcool4801 Před 4 lety +855

      Hmm yes the floor here is made out of floor

    • @sadisticanonymity
      @sadisticanonymity Před 4 lety +714

      Ah yes, this air tastes like air.

    • @EmoCatgirl
      @EmoCatgirl Před 4 lety +376

      Hmmmmm it seems as though this water is made of water

    • @eese256
      @eese256 Před 4 lety +300

      The sky looks like a sky

    • @500_
      @500_ Před 4 lety +240

      Water wets

  • @Lemon-qr1hw
    @Lemon-qr1hw Před 6 lety +5845

    Wow, I love Swiss Cheese the Musical

  • @ungatov9699
    @ungatov9699 Před rokem +998

    Oliver:”I can’t inhale anymore”
    Me trying to sing it: That verse describe this little moment

  • @Stop.Turn.Leave.
    @Stop.Turn.Leave. Před rokem +1375

    Updated list of words and their meanings along with some lyric explanations:
    • Iodine - the 53rd element on the periodic table. Iodine is used in medical alcohol and iodized salts.
    • Inexplicable - something unable to be explained. Synonyms with unaccountable
    • Unaccountable - something unable to be explained. Synonyms with inexplicable
    • Vexatious - difficult to deal with and causing lots distress; troublesome, annoying
    • Amygdala - the section of the brain responsible for your Fight-Flight-Freeze response. It controls emotions like fear, sadness, aggression, and pleasure; The Amygdala helps in the processing of memories, decision making, and emotional responses
    • Autonomy - the ability to make informed and uncoerced decisions for yourself.
    • Mutilate - to permanently damage a being (be it human or animal) to the point of limbs or parts being removed.
    • Cauterize - burning or freezing a wound in order to stop bleeding or infection. This burning can be done with fire, a hot iron, or chemicals.
    • Supplication - the act of begging or asking a god for something humbly or earnestly
    • Ichor - the fluid in place of blood in a god; poetically used in reference to the blood of humans and animals; watery discharge from a wound
    • Frontal Lobe - the "control center" of the brain. It's connected to our ability to have voluntary movement, to speak, and to problem-solve. It is also responsible for your personality, emotional expression, memories and their formation, and ability to make judgement; the part of the brain the controls high-level cognitive skills and primary motor functions.
    • Mend - to repair what was broken
    • Discord - the lack of agreement and harmony; chaos; conflict; disharmony
    • Trypo - riddled with holes. Trypophobia is the fear of things riddled with holes.
    • Tourniquet - a strip of fabric, cord, or bandage that is tied tightly to a limb in order to cut off blood circulation to said limb. It is used in emergency situations to stop life-threatening external bleeding
    So how do some of these words apply to the song?
    • "Iodine words" = "stinging/burning words"
    • "Vexatious, my Amygdala that I can't do a thing about" could refer to Amygdala hijacking, which is when the Amygdala overreacts to a situation and causes panic and distress. His Amygdala is acting out "twenty-four" meaning non-stop, 24/7.
    • "From losing my autonomy, a mutilated part of me" lack of autonomy, taken away by his Amygdala
    • "From the mouth of the cauterized rag doll..." He sounds like he's closing wounds with fire.
    • "Supplications to leave him alone" Either begging to himself or his mind to stop
    • "Throw the nails away and leave him alone" The wounds I mentioned before feel like self-caused ones caused by a skin picking disorder, hence the holes. The nails mentioned would be his actual nails, not metal ones like the doll in the music video shows.
    • "Pull my strings and swallow ichor" He talks about himself like he's a rag doll during the first half of the song until his frontal lobe "puts [him] behind [his] own strings". When you pull the strings of a doll, the doll falls apart and the stuffing comes out. The human equivalent of this, "Pull my skin and swallow ichor", makes it more clear what he's doing.
    • "My Frontal Lobe put me behind my own strings" He's able to think clearer now despite the Amygdala overreacting. He's gained some autonomy back.
    • "Waiting for the world to burn, waiting for the holes to close now" the fire and burning in the song might be a metaphor for guilt and other strong emotions. "Waiting for the world to burn" = "Waiting for the guilt/sadness/anger from reopening a wound to pass". "Waiting for the holes to close now" is self-explanatory.
    • "The fire and I, alone again. The guilt and I, alone again." makes me wonder if the fire mentioned throughout the song is real or just a metaphor like him calling himself a rag doll is.
    • "The fire burns and the rags are torn apart." Guilt/burning emotions rises and rags, aka skin, is torn again.
    • "So say my limbs are torn apart and the stuffing falls out? The toy should've never been wound. I never meant any harm." Feels self-explanatory.
    • "And I can't inhale/exhale anymore" could go either way. Either it's because of an actual fire or it's because of guilt and an intense emotional reaction due to the Amygdala issue.
    • "Trypo-puppeteer" = "Hole-riddled puppeteer"

    • @gr1nm
      @gr1nm Před rokem +34

      replying to this so it can get the attention it deserves

    • @Hello-bs8dn
      @Hello-bs8dn Před rokem +7

      Yea

    • @the_demon149
      @the_demon149 Před rokem +17

      Iodine is used to purify water, so I think “iodine words” would be purified words.

    • @Stop.Turn.Leave.
      @Stop.Turn.Leave. Před rokem +36

      @@the_demon149 In this song base around self-harm and loss of control, him hiding being purifying words doesn't make much sense as him hiding behind stinging/abrasive ones. Especially when the next batch of lyrics are "I cry, I cry, when everything hurts". Though I suppose purifying could still work since iodine is used in alcohol and alcohol is used to cleanse wounds of bacteria.

    • @janet2840
      @janet2840 Před rokem +13

      Why doesn't this have more likes 😭

  • @spearcaster
    @spearcaster Před 6 lety +4542

    **goes to comments for theories**

  • @TheRemixer124
    @TheRemixer124 Před 6 lety +4942

    50%: Normal Comments
    50%: Activate Almonds

  • @idkbro-lx8ic
    @idkbro-lx8ic Před měsícem +59

    0:32 where the doll (the one singing) says "vexatious, *my amygdala* " he words amygdala as something he has, instead of it being the name of the doll's owner or something like that. The amygdala is a part of the brain thats associated with "anxiety, aggression, fear conditioning, emotional memory, and social cognition", while vexation is "something that causes annoyance and the state of mind that results from being annoyed"

    • @ghostandpals
      @ghostandpals  Před měsícem +28

      you solved my first riddle! two more left...

    • @hazelnethalen
      @hazelnethalen Před měsícem +1

      Oh thats cool

    • @squishyseraph7780
      @squishyseraph7780 Před měsícem +1

      ​@ghostandpals this song is as old as 6 years, and there are PUZZLES?! Neat.

    • @IDeeKaeya
      @IDeeKaeya Před měsícem +1

      @@ghostandpalsHUH

    • @ghostandpals
      @ghostandpals  Před měsícem +18

      yeah there's a hidden url and no one's found it yet lol

  • @lucysweetiepie9522
    @lucysweetiepie9522 Před rokem +733

    Honestly as someone with C-PTSD, I feel like this song hits close to home with how it makes my brain operate. The constant fear, and flips of emotion from scared to angry, causing you to do harmful things to yourself or others but you feel you can’t control it.

    • @celestialphoenixqueen9258
      @celestialphoenixqueen9258 Před rokem +18

      for me it harms my mental health and emotional wellbeing but now it doesn't faze me anymore cause it'll never leave me or leave me alone i just live with it

    • @michigochan
      @michigochan Před 2 měsíci +2

      I don't have any diagnosed mental health issues, but I've been emotionally abused and this song makes me think about the person I am because of it. A ragdoll for people to toss for their own benefit and that they're gonna do it bc I'm a total wimp and I'll just kinda let them, even when even when I snap at them occasionally I'll just come crawling back with an apology I don't actually mean and just let them do it all over again☹️ this shi wacky bru

    • @baileypressman7650
      @baileypressman7650 Před 2 měsíci +1

      @@michigochan Same, Ngl.

    • @michigochan
      @michigochan Před měsícem +1

      ​@@baileypressman7650 the struggle is real man😞

    • @Mushroomelixir
      @Mushroomelixir Před 12 dny +1

      This comment made me understand myself better tysm

  • @WasntEcho
    @WasntEcho Před 3 lety +2481

    "I'll say it again, I'm only getting worse"
    -My self esteem

  • @not-charley
    @not-charley Před 3 lety +7584

    "I'll say it again, I'm only getting worse"
    -My grades after months of quarantine and online school starts

    • @vagabonder02
      @vagabonder02 Před 3 lety +76

      Relatable

    • @lbillegote
      @lbillegote Před 3 lety +70

      I was depressed but we didn’t get tested for crap anyway’s didn’t matter nothing did I warned myself of horrible thing’s but I never did shit then I got-
      Why am I ranting again I just want to say stuff but basically
      I was depressed and I didn’t do anything about it
      (Just like my dad :D)
      I’m making my problems sound worse then they are

    • @jasonrosefnaf4752
      @jasonrosefnaf4752 Před 3 lety +10

      ZDCOOL SACKS

    • @jawsplayz
      @jawsplayz Před 3 lety +8

      HAHA SO TRUE

    • @lunarwolf4570
      @lunarwolf4570 Před 3 lety +4

      same

  • @bloodandguts
    @bloodandguts Před rokem +179

    the trypo-puppeteer is adorable. i would pack his lunch everyday, like “c’mon stop w this hole talk you’re gonna be late for school.”

  • @_Elladoesntexist_
    @_Elladoesntexist_ Před rokem +309

    The fact that exactly 5 years ago,when i was sleeping this song popped up on my tv even though my mom was sleeping and the tv wasn't on,and i see this song again is literatlly terrifying for me

  • @keyboard3812
    @keyboard3812 Před 5 lety +6935

    I played this on ×2 speed, and my almonds have
    *a c t i v a t e d*

  • @CrazedCake
    @CrazedCake Před 3 lety +15484

    Still cant get this out of my head

    • @aqilaq.a317
      @aqilaq.a317 Před 3 lety +254

      S-Same 👁️💧👄💧👁️🔫

    • @pewter-crunchies
      @pewter-crunchies Před 3 lety +189

      I’m glad I can’t, I’m trying to learn the lyrics and it really helps with remembering lol
      Edit/Update: i got sick of the song and now i’m learning saccharine by jazmin bean lmao

    • @yawnyawn837
      @yawnyawn837 Před 3 lety +56

      Me too

    • @dissapointment.
      @dissapointment. Před 3 lety +92

      me, who hasnt even listened to this song again, and its been 1 year:
      *yeaaaahh... me-*

    • @allizaannie3967
      @allizaannie3967 Před 3 lety +21

      Aqila Q.A Ye

  • @Courruptedkat
    @Courruptedkat Před rokem +1189

    He’s creepy, terrifying, and I’m sure he watches you as you sleep.
    I LOVE HIM

  • @inkky69
    @inkky69 Před rokem +177

    I love how crunchy it sounds, and also how relatable it is, makes my brain happy lol
    Did anyone know Oliver vocaloid was used to voice puppycat?

  • @autism_gaming9412
    @autism_gaming9412 Před 3 lety +5069

    song:"i cant inhale anymore!"
    the song two seconds later:*heavy breathing*

    • @ziyandankonye7923
      @ziyandankonye7923 Před 3 lety +109

      I actually didn't notice that

    • @unluckyp
      @unluckyp Před 3 lety +328

      *"I can't inhale anymore!"*
      Dead people: Same.

    • @whatsthepoint5062
      @whatsthepoint5062 Před 3 lety +144

      @@unluckyp FNaF: how dare you challenge me with death.

    • @Ye_got_rum
      @Ye_got_rum Před 3 lety +29

      @@whatsthepoint5062 XD lol

    • @Swagpion
      @Swagpion Před 3 lety +26

      It's a flashback

  • @cain4410
    @cain4410 Před 5 lety +4334

    Almonds? Activated.
    Tourniquet? Tied.
    Joke? Overused.
    Hotel? Trivago.

  • @haruyoi25
    @haruyoi25 Před rokem +491

    Lyrics 歌詞
    I hide
    I hide
    In iodine words
    It’s something inexplicable
    It’s something unaccountable
    I cry
    I cry
    When anything hurts
    Vexatious, my amygdala that I can’t do a thing about
    The tricks and trivials of every twenty-four
    Maybe you could tone it down a little more
    And I
    And I
    Dunno
    Oh, all I ever knew before
    Were clusters of holes
    An eye for an eye
    That’s how the game works
    In losing my autonomy
    A mutilated part of me
    And I defy the way the game works
    Between you and me,
    It’s only getting worse
    From the mouth of a cauterized rag doll
    Supplications to leave him alone
    From the mouth of the cauterized rag doll
    Throw the nails away and leave him alone
    I don't know where the thoughts are coming from
    Pull my strings and swallow ichor
    Fire burns and the rags are torn apart
    I can’t inhale anymore
    ‘Cus all I ever know are holes
    Today something changed
    I figured it’s true
    The frontal lobe placed me behind my own strings
    ‘Cus I defy the way the game works
    I’ll say it again, I’m only getting worse
    The dull assumptions that I’ve tasted decency
    Waiting for the embers to lose their glow
    And I, and I dunno
    Oh, all I’ve ever seen before were clusters of holes
    Waiting for the world to burn
    Waiting for the holes to close, now
    Waiting for the world to burn
    Waiting for the holes to close, now
    I can’t see the holes in my memories
    The fire and I, alone again
    The guilt and I, alone again
    (Waiting for the world to burn
    Waiting for the holes to close, now
    Waiting for the world to burn
    Waiting for the holes to close, now)
    Say we take what had been torn apart
    Say we mend any patchwork discord
    Turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer
    I can’t exhale anymore
    So,
    One two three, and we’ll tie the tourniquet
    Pull my skin and swallow ichor
    Fire burns and the rags are torn apart
    I can’t inhale anymore
    Day by day and day after day
    I’m causing trouble anyway
    Pull the fire alarm
    I never meant any harm, never meant any harm
    Well,
    Say my limbs are torn apart
    And all the stuffing falls out
    Let the toy wind down
    It should’ve never been wound
    I never meant any harm
    Say we take what had been torn apart
    Say we mend any patchwork discord
    Turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer
    Waiting for the world to burn
    So,
    One two three, and we’ll tie the tourniquet
    Larvae eating away at everything
    Word goes ‘round, I’m the trypo-puppeteer
    Laugh along, I’m spreading holes
    Now I know this has always been my fault, and I can’t inhale anymore

    • @murdersansi
      @murdersansi Před rokem +7

      カタカナください

    • @empty_0000
      @empty_0000 Před rokem +7

      @@murdersansi 図々しい

    • @haruyoi25
      @haruyoi25 Před rokem +1

      @@murdersansi
      とある記事で見つけたのでよかったらどーぞコピペです
      アイハイ
      アイハイ
      イナィア ダィン ワーズ
      イツァムスィ ニネクスプリカブ
      イツァムスィ ナナカゥンタブ
      アイクラィ
      アイクラィ
      ウェネニスィン ハーツ
      ヴァクセシャス マィア ミグダラ
      ダ ライキャンドゥーア スィンガバウ
      ダ チュイッカン チュイヴィアゥゾ
      ヴェーヴリ トウェンティフォー
      メイビ ユークゥ トーニダウン
      アリルー モァ
      アンダイ アンダイ ドゥノー
      オーオーライ エヴァニュービフォー
      ダクラスターゾ ホーゥズ
      アナイ フォアナイ
      ザ ツァウダゲィム ワークス
      イン ルーズィンマイ オタナミ
      ア ミューティ レイティ パート ミ
      アンダイ ディファイ ダウェイダ ゲィム ワークス
      ビトゥィー ニュアンミ
      イツォンリ ゲリン ワース
      フラムダ マウソヴァ コテライズ ドラグドール
      サプリケイション トゥリヴ ヒマローン
      フラムダ マウソヴァ コテライズ ドラグドール
      スロゥダ ネイウザウェイ アンリヴ ヒマローン
      アィ ドン ノー ウェダソーツァ カミンフラム
      プゥ マィ スチュィンザン スヮロウアイコ
      ファイアバーン ザンダラグザ トーナパー
      アイキャンティンヘィ レニモァ
      カゾライエヴァ ノゥ アー ホーゥズ
      トゥデイ サムスィンチェンジ
      アイフィギャ ディツ トゥルー
      ダフランタ ロブプレィスト ミ ビハイマィンマィ オゥン スチュィンズ
      カザイ ディファイ ダウェイダ ゲィム ワークス
      アィゥ セイ イタゲン アィモンリ ゲティンワース
      ザダラ サンプションダッタイヴ テイスティ ディセンスィ
      ウェィティンフォディ エンバーズ トゥルズデァ グロゥ
      アンダィ アンダィ ドゥノゥ
      オゥ オーライエヴァ スィンビフォ ワー クラスタゾヴ ホーゥズ
      ウェィティン フォダ ワールトゥ バーン
      ウェィティン フォダ ホーゥズトゥ クロゥズナゥ
      ウェィティン フォダ ワールトゥ バーン
      ウェィティン フォダ ホーゥズトゥ クロゥズナゥ
      アィキャント スィー ダホゥズィンマイ メモリーズ
      ダファイアンダィ アローナゲィン
      ダギルタンダィ アローナゲィン
      セィウィ テイク ワリハドビン トーナパ
      セィウィ メンデニ パチワーク ディスコー
      ターニンガィズ トゥダ チュァイポ パッペティァ
      アィキャン テクスヘィレニモァ
      ソゥ
      ワントゥスリ アンウィゥ タイダ トーニクィ
      プゥマイ スキナン スヮロウ アイコ
      ファイアバーン ザンダラグザ トーナパー
      アイキャンティンヘィ レニモァ
      デイバイデイアンデイアフタデイ
      アムコーズィン チュアボレニウェィ
      プゥダ ファイア アラーム
      アィネヴァ メンテニハーム ネヴァ メンテニハーム
      ウェウ セィ マイリムザ トーナパ
      タンドゥダ スタフィンフォゥザウ
      レダ トイウィンダウン
      イシュダヴ ネヴァビン ワウンド
      アィネヴァ メンテニハーム
      セィウィ テイク ワリハドビン トーナパ
      セィウィ メンデニ パチワーク ディスコー
      ターニンガィズ トゥダ チュァイポ パッペティァ
      ウェィティン フォダ ワールトゥ バーン
      ソゥ
      ワントゥスリ アンウィゥ タイダ トーニクィ
      ラーヴィ イーティナ ウェイア テヴリスィン
      ワールゴーズラゥン アムダ チュアイポパッペティァ
      ラーファロン アィム スプレディンホーゥズ
      ナゥアィノゥ ディサゾーゥウェズ ビーンマィフォウト
      アンダイキャン ティンヘィレニモァ

    • @floofypanda
      @floofypanda Před rokem +11

      you kind of wasted your time
      because the lyrics are already
      put in the video

    • @waki_da_bee
      @waki_da_bee Před rokem +14

      ​@@floofypanda Some people might not be able to read the words in the video😅

  • @shiromitorayoshi
    @shiromitorayoshi Před rokem +207

    This song has been recommended for me since 2 years... I finally decided to listen to it... Now I wish I clicked on it sooner...

    • @kuronblue
      @kuronblue Před rokem +6

      this happened to me on a lot of songs bro and I wish I clicked on those videos waaaaayy sooner

  • @koigardens9127
    @koigardens9127 Před 6 lety +9711

    S-spongebob...
    what happened to you?

    • @nopeimout3182
      @nopeimout3182 Před 6 lety +668

      I was thinking of Spongebob too...
      Just, why?!😑

    • @thefrivoloustolloof.5885
      @thefrivoloustolloof.5885 Před 6 lety +543

      Spongebob got turned into a human boy by the magic fairy and his maker was happy.

    • @kroduss4802
      @kroduss4802 Před 6 lety +158

      Gijinkas, my friend.

    • @kayotic_catgirl
      @kayotic_catgirl Před 5 lety +301

      (Read in dramatic deep horror movie voice)
      SPONGEBOB SCAREPANTS...COMING TO YOU THIS HALLOWEEN RATED R

    • @g1o2d3i4s5
      @g1o2d3i4s5 Před 5 lety +65

      Nope, i'm out! >:(

  • @Orel-
    @Orel- Před 3 lety +17113

    I just realized that everyone in my classroom can hear through my headphones and this is the the only thing I blast-

  • @Shar3dAccount
    @Shar3dAccount Před rokem +67

    In today's week of "i swear I'm okay I'm just an animator"
    • How to use tourniquet
    • Ichor discharge smell
    • Humanoid ragdoll
    • Can hallucinations of smell happen?
    • How to make holes look uncanny
    • Amygdala's place in the brain

  • @ktostam35
    @ktostam35 Před 10 měsíci +61

    I feel like this song is about having an anxiety attack after a traumatic experience you blame yourself for. "I can't exhale/inhale" - during panick attacks it's hard to breathe. It's also hard to breathe if you are crying for quite a while. "The guilt and me alone again" "I never meant any harm" - guilt of the traumatic experience. Or, guilt of attacking someone while having a panick attack in the past. "Swallow ichor" - swallow tears? And the "puppeteer". The puppeteer might be trauma and anxiety taking control of your life. "1, 2, 3" - counting to calm yourself down. The begging of the song starts slowly, creeply. Then it gets fast, hard to sing. Then it's almost chaotic. Then it suddenly calms down in the very end, still fast, but it ends. The singer started to calm down, and the attack ended.

  • @cack
    @cack Před 3 lety +1187

    2:54 if ya'll are wondering.

  • @mightyokly8732
    @mightyokly8732 Před 5 lety +4716

    90% Activate almonds
    5% trypophobia meme
    5% random comments..

    • @fwr4234
      @fwr4234 Před 4 lety +144

      Example: activate almonds

    • @kiayarah
      @kiayarah Před 4 lety +70

      What's with the Almonds?

    • @Lucio777
      @Lucio777 Před 4 lety +37

      @@kiayarah my same question.

    • @drunkodoggo
      @drunkodoggo Před 4 lety +47

      @@kiayarah
      I think it's because of the almonds, cuz y'know...
      *They're almonds*

    • @kiayarah
      @kiayarah Před 4 lety +18

      @@drunkodoggo I don't understand 😨

  • @sleepparalysisdemon.8118
    @sleepparalysisdemon.8118 Před 8 měsíci +62

    I actually used to listen to this song for hours when I was younger.

  • @peru_chocominttttttttt
    @peru_chocominttttttttt Před rokem +34

    この曲の不気味なのに聴いてて安心する感じが凄く好き....てか世界観がまず好き。Oliverくんの声も大好き。何もかもが好き。

  • @that_uglylookin_weebrere6313
    @that_uglylookin_weebrere6313 Před 3 lety +2307

    Song:"waiting for the world to burn"
    Australia: Alright lets start here-

  • @honeyswann
    @honeyswann Před 3 lety +18759

    For those who don’t know, the amygdala is a part of the brain that makes anxiety , well go do it’s thing . It’s one of the main culprits for anxiety and the rag doll is you. Sometimes anxiety can take over you and many of the lyrics here reflect the effects of anxiety and how it feels like having it. Hope this helps

    • @khloeg1649
      @khloeg1649 Před 3 lety +436

      that makes this make so much more sense??? ty jchfhdg

    • @Gayfurryporno
      @Gayfurryporno Před 3 lety +147

      It helped thanks

    • @No.NotAgain
      @No.NotAgain Před 3 lety +55

      *Hmmmm*

    • @ChinWok
      @ChinWok Před 3 lety +411

      Actually your not completely right or wrong the amygdala controls ALL of your emotions mainly.

    • @Gayfurryporno
      @Gayfurryporno Před 3 lety +48

      @@ChinWok ya

  • @starstexting
    @starstexting Před rokem +144

    1:24, The panic in her voice... Magical

    • @toothandclaw4347
      @toothandclaw4347 Před rokem +29

      His*

    • @starstexting
      @starstexting Před rokem +12

      @@toothandclaw4347 oops sorry, I mesnz zo write his, not her-

    • @toothandclaw4347
      @toothandclaw4347 Před rokem +3

      It’s fine
      And I do agree with you

    • @markusalonso3163
      @markusalonso3163 Před 11 měsíci

      @@toothandclaw4347Wouldn’t it be an it because it’s a rag doll not a living thing

    • @ge_prav3236
      @ge_prav3236 Před 6 měsíci

      ​@@markusalonso3163 i think it's a metaphor and not a literal ragdoll

  • @sumimasen444
    @sumimasen444 Před rokem +83

    本当にいつもmvと曲が合いすぎて好き

    • @meiri524
      @meiri524 Před rokem +12

      どちらもめっちゃ不気味なのがいいですよね...!

  • @pcong498
    @pcong498 Před 3 lety +3760

    When Oliver said, “I cry when anything hurts” sounds like my excuse for when I cry when I stub my toe

  • @BettyNoireMaSTeRProCraStInaToR

    What’s with activating almonds
    *_PLEASE E X P L A I N_*

  • @McMelousine
    @McMelousine Před 9 měsíci +39

    THE FACT THAT OLIVER IS LIKE 12

    • @MellyMiao
      @MellyMiao Před měsícem +6

      And he's a british drone like cyn too, so you just watched a 12 years old british doll covered with holes singing

  • @backstab147
    @backstab147 Před rokem +44

    As someone with anxiety, I confirm that this is how I feel, thoughts flood in along with paranoia sometimes thinking something was poisoned and I shouldn't eat it and I let anxiety sometimes control me

  • @Asia-zd1rg
    @Asia-zd1rg Před 3 lety +13714

    "Miku songs are the most scary!"
    Oliver: *hold my holes*

  • @fish6313
    @fish6313 Před 3 lety +4220

    Oliver: I can't inhale anymore
    Me trying to sing along: *I can't either, bro, I can't either.*

    • @icicletheweavile3056
      @icicletheweavile3056 Před 3 lety +30

      OMG YES SINGING THAT PART TOTALLY KILLS YOUR LUNGS

    • @solsoups
      @solsoups Před 3 lety +93

      @@icicletheweavile3056 i actually wait until that part to sing so that a 3am in the morning my household is woken up by an angsty teen bellowing out her favorite lyrics

    • @sprout5475
      @sprout5475 Před 3 lety +37

      This is so relatable I try and sing this song but I can't breathe between the lyrics :,)

    • @iceyash
      @iceyash Před 2 lety +17

      @@sprout5475 ive gotten better at being able to say more words at once, since i also play an instrument, so i have to try and play as many notes as possible before i breathe anyways. so that sort of makes it easier to say more words at once

    • @woofnbark
      @woofnbark Před 2 lety +4

      @@iceyash i managed to do this comment on the wrong account, because i listen to it on this account, but sign in for google under that account
      sad times this is....

  • @tracksmyman
    @tracksmyman Před 10 měsíci +37

    Omg I remember when people would use this song to make random piggy animations and edits lol-

  • @evanm1337
    @evanm1337 Před rokem +38

    This song inspired me to write a completely unrelated superhero story about identity politics and housing inequality. God, I love you, GHOST.

  • @aA-kv6ys
    @aA-kv6ys Před 4 lety +2432

    Nobody:
    Ghost: *activate your almonds you god dang coward*

  • @acensp4des
    @acensp4des Před 3 lety +12311

    POV: You clicked GHOST's timestamp and got rickrolled on a different level

    • @Chris-xh9kp
      @Chris-xh9kp Před 3 lety +332

      Nah I Didn't I Check Time BEFORE I Click Timestamps

    • @Aight__4
      @Aight__4 Před 3 lety +183

      Im listening for the whole song.

    • @commondog7113
      @commondog7113 Před 3 lety +216

      Never Gonna Give You Up was gonna play next, so...
      1 2 3 and we’ll get Rickrolled-

    • @jinn4740
      @jinn4740 Před 3 lety +27

      Yes-

    • @ALOF_
      @ALOF_ Před 3 lety +16

      Yes

  • @user-wi8kh7us4s
    @user-wi8kh7us4s Před 12 dny +4

    most talk about a fire victim and lyrics kinda look like it, but, after a sugar rush i got to the conclusion its a dire analogy to growing and getting old as a lot of things said in the song can be related to that context in a very poetic way, thank you starbucks

  • @yellowest_axolotl
    @yellowest_axolotl Před 7 dny +4

    I think that the “ragdoll” is a metaphor that oliver has made for himself.
    Oliver is a regular boy who, unlike his peers, cannot control his emotions very well, and is very sensitive to insults or criticism.
    His parents find him weak and useless, as he does not behave like the other boys his age.
    He his parents attempt to fix him by being more rude and disrespectful, hoping that it will get him to toughen up.
    Oliver feels like he is being manipulated, and gets very stressed. This stress causes “holes,” or missing spots from his memory.
    He thinks of his parents as the “trypo-puppeteer,” because they control what he does and cause holes in his memory.
    One day, Oliver has enough, and begins emotionally manipulating his parents into feeling guilty for what they have done.
    He realizes how much power he has now, and begins to make his parents feel bad for everything they do.
    His parents figure out what he is doing, and start punishing him harder. They now have a genuine hate for oliver.
    His attempt to manipulate others around him causes the “holes” to grow larger and more frequent.
    He is now trapped in a cycle of fear and suffering.
    Ty for reading this far :D

  • @thefireman17492
    @thefireman17492 Před 3 lety +2480

    1:30 "fire burns"
    Every 60 seconds, a minute passes.

    • @dakiladelteam80
      @dakiladelteam80 Před 2 lety +48

      but, not counting that, that part sounds pretty good

    • @JustAKomiFan
      @JustAKomiFan Před 2 lety +77

      Ah yes, the floor here is made out of floor
      And unoriginality

    • @JustAKomiFan
      @JustAKomiFan Před 2 lety +22

      @@thefireman17492 and this comment was made right now
      So what’s your point?

    • @Hyenaaman
      @Hyenaaman Před 2 lety +20

      @@thefireman17492 and your comment is below the older comment with the exact same format.

    • @pigeon.projects
      @pigeon.projects Před 2 lety +21

      Existence exists

  • @cupio-stardust
    @cupio-stardust Před 3 lety +881

    “Waiting for the world to burn”
    This didn’t age well.

  • @Waffle_0636
    @Waffle_0636 Před 9 dny +3

    This is literally one of the most banger song i have ever listened to

  • @moonatthesky
    @moonatthesky Před rokem +59

    Can anyone accept that we cant stop listening to this even if it brings nightmares-

    • @ungatov401
      @ungatov401 Před rokem

      How did you knew? Xd

    • @ace.zinactive
      @ace.zinactive Před rokem +1

      I can accept this fact, *unfortunately*

    • @ultragamer8862
      @ultragamer8862 Před rokem

      Yes

    • @moonatthesky
      @moonatthesky Před rokem

      @@ungatov401 I feel it :D feels the same right? its the perfect melody even though its an villain song XD

    • @bam5510
      @bam5510 Před rokem +1

      i doesn't bring me nightmares :>
      also i just really luv it
      it's like a villain song but the villain isn't at fault
      edit: neeeevermind..

  • @doomboy6969
    @doomboy6969 Před 3 lety +4708

    Me: Wait, the song was in English?
    GHOST: Always has been

  • @kageyamas1simp67
    @kageyamas1simp67 Před 3 lety +1614

    2:55 dont mind me just leaving a timestamp

  • @sakabanban
    @sakabanban Před 4 měsíci +8

    一時期めっちゃ好きで聴いてたなぁ……GHOSTさんのおかげで英語が好きになったと言っても過言では無い

    • @higan9867
      @higan9867 Před 4 měsíci

      それな 本当に英語の勉強のモチベなってる…

  • @justcomics1318
    @justcomics1318 Před rokem +14

    My favorite part is the distorted breathing after Oliver says "I can't inhale anymore" at 3:29

  • @katiet6569
    @katiet6569 Před 6 lety +1910

    Only Oliver

  • @cynder7904
    @cynder7904 Před 6 lety +2040

    God this song is hauntingly good

    • @crimson7607
      @crimson7607 Před 6 lety +4

      ^^

    • @verse9731
      @verse9731 Před 6 lety +12

      I've been looking at this comment for 3 days now and I don't know if there's a pun involved....

    • @bonecollector9993
      @bonecollector9993 Před 6 lety +2

      Yup

    • @kroduss4802
      @kroduss4802 Před 6 lety +9

      Hey kid, want me to ruin your life?

    • @cynder7904
      @cynder7904 Před 6 lety +13

      Krōduss no ma,am i can do that myself

  • @TheBowAubreyWears
    @TheBowAubreyWears Před rokem +31

    I can't remember if that was ever there before, but at 4:11, Oliver's stance changes. At the end, it also says "I'm sorry."
    Amazing work to Ghost for this! So smart :)

    • @S0L8R-010
      @S0L8R-010 Před 11 dny

      his voice also changed to be more human-like than his original voice

  • @SupernovaFishsticks
    @SupernovaFishsticks Před 9 měsíci +50

    A bit late to this, but to me this song seems like a representation of C-PTSD, (complex post traumatic stress disorder) specifically childhood trauma.
    The constant talking about holes, is likely the missing pieces of somebody’s memory due to their brain hiding trauma. It quite literally says the holes are the missing memories from the line “Holes in my memory.” When you experience something traumatic enough to cause PTSD, your brain can’t process it properly as it would with other memories, and it may tried to hard the more extreme or “important” parts of the memory.
    This person’s specific trauma may have made them feel like a rag doll of some sorts, or a toy that people use to take their anger out.
    “Vexatious my amygdala” The amygdala is a part of the brain for processing emotions and memories, from the line it seems that he could be frustrated or fearful, and that he can’t control it. Somebody who has PTSD has heightened stress and anger.

  • @Beatle_Babe
    @Beatle_Babe Před 2 lety +25322

    Fun fact: my friend listens to this song for an hour on loop every day to get in the mood to write very unhinged and mildly concerning stories

  • @biggycheese6019
    @biggycheese6019 Před 3 lety +6071

    "I can't inhale anymore". Karen's: see he gets it

    • @toiletdestroyer.
      @toiletdestroyer. Před 3 lety +120

      BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH NOOO

    • @slushy711
      @slushy711 Před 3 lety +40

      KJGFKSDHJGFSJDHGS.... I-

    • @apersonowo307
      @apersonowo307 Před 3 lety +33

      Rip

    • @patd2806
      @patd2806 Před 3 lety +134

      LMFAOOO IM LITERALLY METAMORPHOSING RN LIKE IM PHYSICALLY SPINNING ON THE Y AXIS ACCORDING TO THE ORBIT OF THE SUN RN SJAJSJHSJSJS

    • @localteadealer4142
      @localteadealer4142 Před 3 lety +18

      AHAHATFGH

  • @haveafungus
    @haveafungus Před 5 měsíci +9

    I think this song is about the guilt from something that wasn't actually your fault but you still feel responsible for it

  • @kiwi_06testini85
    @kiwi_06testini85 Před rokem +31

    Me: *thinks about breathing*
    My body: "i can't inhale anymore"

    • @ungatov401
      @ungatov401 Před rokem

      Jsjsjsjsksjjsajk Me in a few words XD:

    • @ace.zinactive
      @ace.zinactive Před rokem

      The Song: I CANT INHALE ANYMORE!
      Me trying to sing along: *same here bro, same here.*

  • @cgtheartist
    @cgtheartist Před 2 lety +8989

    As an artist I’m jealous of the person who drew the character

    • @super-sizedmcshizzle6235
      @super-sizedmcshizzle6235 Před 2 lety +133

      Same

    • @calzoneyyy
      @calzoneyyy Před rokem +546

      it was ghost themself!

    • @amandadepuy3984
      @amandadepuy3984 Před rokem +133

      Same 🤧
      Although I could probably draw this in my style like a doll. Definitely gonna draw that lol

    • @user-oz8bj8jd3l
      @user-oz8bj8jd3l Před rokem +212

      i’m not even a full on artist and i’m hella jealous, for some reason the character gives me gender envy and i can’t figure out why.

    • @ekolo2600
      @ekolo2600 Před rokem +88

      It’s Oliver, that’s why. That’s his job.

  • @frownyclowny6955
    @frownyclowny6955 Před 3 lety +5453

    Fun fact: The amygdala is responsible for the Flight, Fight, and Freeze responses. And during such an event the frontal lobe -which is responsible for advanced memory and cognitive thoughts- becomes “numb” and has a harder time retaining memory and acting rationally in the moment.
    Or at least, that’s how it works with me and my stupid brain.

    • @qwertyuiop.lkjhgfdsa
      @qwertyuiop.lkjhgfdsa Před 2 lety +229

      I've never seen anyone include freeze in fight/flight and like,, I always default to freeze and I think that that should be acknowledged

    • @cicero3895
      @cicero3895 Před 2 lety +63

      There's also Fawn

    • @meisan6592
      @meisan6592 Před 2 lety +23

      BRO YOU HAVE THE SAME PFP AS ME

    • @Hyenaaman
      @Hyenaaman Před 2 lety +12

      @@meisan6592 omg twinssss

    • @BrokenXDI
      @BrokenXDI Před 2 lety +18

      FUN FACT: i just learned about that 2 days ago thx to my 6th grade math/seminar teacher-

  • @thathostdoesedits
    @thathostdoesedits Před měsícem +11

    I FINALLY FOUND THIS SONG AFTER 5 WHOLE YEARS

  • @Pathetic-Twunk
    @Pathetic-Twunk Před rokem +17

    Oliver is such an underrated Vocaloid,

  • @asher1134
    @asher1134 Před 3 lety +4785

    Things Oliver has eaten apparently:
    Spiders
    Dirt
    Roaches
    Çhïłdrëñ
    Cupcakes 😀

  • @stovetoast
    @stovetoast Před 5 lety +1317

    possible meaning?:
    (mentions suicide dhakbacsjab)
    so the song takes place in the perspective of the 'trypo- puppeteer', someone who's mentally ill. he believes that the rag dolls are alive and feel pain, but still rips them apart and shit. he can hear their cries, which is what the choruses are. he feels guilt for it, and it's making his illness worse. soon, he ends up realizing that it wasn't the rag doll screaming--it was the person it represented (at least, thats what he thought). he decides to end his life by burning down the place he lives in, "waiting for the world to burn."
    and now, he can't inhale anymore.

  • @valentinadeo7119
    @valentinadeo7119 Před 11 měsíci +23

    CZcams recommended this masterpiece to me after years, I remember the first time I heard this song was in 2020, and I came back here after three years to listen to it again, I love this song

  • @MaloryGrimes-em1rg
    @MaloryGrimes-em1rg Před 9 měsíci +14

    Bro I used to be obsessed with this song, Came back and it's still amazing

  • @sanguivorouscorvid
    @sanguivorouscorvid Před 4 lety +682

    "I cry I cry when anything hurts"
    Same

  • @-ziadandelion-8356
    @-ziadandelion-8356 Před 3 lety +3466

    I still didn't believe that the language is actually English edit: before i comment this i dont really know about vocaloid english,it feel really akward going back here😅

  • @rarijax
    @rarijax Před rokem +9

    oliver has always been my favorite vocaloid

  • @treadmillgaming5963
    @treadmillgaming5963 Před 6 měsíci +14

    My daughter's Spotify informs me that she has listened to this song 834 times

    • @Lyzwyzrd
      @Lyzwyzrd Před 6 měsíci +4

      She has good taste 👍👍

    • @inna.39
      @inna.39 Před 6 měsíci +3

      Tell her she has amazing taste

    • @demdem7946
      @demdem7946 Před 4 měsíci +1

      Rookie Numbers

    • @IDeeKaeya
      @IDeeKaeya Před měsícem

      @@demdem7946agreed

    • @fisht251
      @fisht251 Před měsícem

      thats atleast 55 hours of Amygdala’s Ragdoll 😭

  • @nicholetravis8707
    @nicholetravis8707 Před 3 lety +1934

    "I'm only getting worse"
    Me trying to draw people

  • @vocaberri
    @vocaberri Před 3 lety +2145

    "Waiting for the world to burn"
    Australia and California: Don't mind if I do-
    Edit: Why is every part of the world starting to BURN?

    • @kmrk.x
      @kmrk.x Před 3 lety +11

      LOL

    • @user-hc1wc2vk6l
      @user-hc1wc2vk6l Před 3 lety +22

      don't forget ab California 😳🙄🤞

    • @yesiamanegg8081
      @yesiamanegg8081 Před 3 lety +4

      @@user-hc1wc2vk6l yes

    • @ghost_kitsune
      @ghost_kitsune Před 3 lety +7

      Its happening again, Ive heard many houses are burning down,its stopped but we never know

    • @vocaberri
      @vocaberri Před 3 lety +12

      @@ghost_kitsune Oh, I hope everyone stays safe and my prayers go out to those who have already had their houses burnt down or if any friends, family, etc have died in those fires.

  • @Phiwipuss
    @Phiwipuss Před 8 měsíci +10

    As someone with CPTSD and DID, dear GOD does this hit SO close to home.

  • @im_just_chori
    @im_just_chori Před rokem +14

    0:53 a leg for a leg. A shot in the heart doesn't make it unbreak

    • @sproutz5014
      @sproutz5014 Před rokem +1

      She really didn't wanna make it messy. She really really didn't but the girl gon' cra'
      My baby's got a gun
      My baby's got a gun
      My baby's got a gun
      I better run
      My baby's got a gun
      It goes
      Boom boom crack
      Ga ga ga ga boom boom

  • @lovelydanielle
    @lovelydanielle Před 3 lety +2383

    "Waiting for the world to burn"
    Australia: I'll start now.

  • @chilldemonlad2241
    @chilldemonlad2241 Před 4 lety +3083

    No ones talking about how he’s wearing a crop top. He freaking rocks it though.

  • @Miraru.127
    @Miraru.127 Před 11 měsíci +14

    まじ、中毒性すごい、全体的に好きだけどサビがすごく好きだわぁ...日本語訳の字幕あるのありがたい...

  • @TheVoidManager
    @TheVoidManager Před 10 měsíci +10

    The tiktok bit starts at 3:00 if you're lame and wanna skip this masterpiece.

  • @hanakosbiggestfan
    @hanakosbiggestfan Před 3 lety +493

    "I can't inhale anymore"
    *Dude just breath*

  • @flyingpiggles1034
    @flyingpiggles1034 Před 6 lety +2990

    For some reason this song gives me a petscop vibe.

    • @pawntiff1810
      @pawntiff1810 Před 6 lety +60

      Flyingpiggles10 Sammmeee Care NLM stuff

    • @L0STR0S3
      @L0STR0S3 Před 6 lety +36

      Flyingpiggles10 oh god it does for me too

    • @Meep_Mop
      @Meep_Mop Před 6 lety +67

      *relistens to song with that in mind* yep this will never be undone. I will always get a petscop vibe from this...

    • @katherinem.
      @katherinem. Před 6 lety +12

      Flyingpiggles10 I really really like your profile pic.

    • @marthalopez7932
      @marthalopez7932 Před 6 lety +10

      Flyingpiggles10 same here :P

  • @Sillyguymandude
    @Sillyguymandude Před rokem +8

    This is a timeless classic

  • @clemclemclemclemcl
    @clemclemclemclemcl Před 7 měsíci +8

    that funky whistle noise thingie normally wouldn’t fit but somehow it does and i have no clue how

  • @kieran7780
    @kieran7780 Před 6 lety +2153

    What happened to the doll who never got to go outside
    He lived a pretty dull life.

  • @SkullKid-ir8po
    @SkullKid-ir8po Před 4 lety +4977

    So here’s my theory: Oliver is a doll that is used as an outlet for it’s owner’s anger. (Burning him, sticking nails through his hands, etc.) One day, the doll gains sentience and doesn’t understand why his owner keeps hurting him. The doll believes it is something that he did. (hence, “this has always been my fault.) And... that’s all I’ve got. Idk how accurate it is, or if I’m stating something that everyone already knew, but I’m here anyway.

    • @StrangestDangest
      @StrangestDangest Před 4 lety +308

      SkullKidGamer1120 it could be true because of the line “it should have never been wound”, plus you can see nails in him

    • @kamptAGR47
      @kamptAGR47 Před 4 lety +134

      S P O N G E B O B

    • @StrangestDangest
      @StrangestDangest Před 4 lety +50

      rokotakeri what are you suggesting lmao

    • @crowandcat
      @crowandcat Před 4 lety +177

      i read it was actually about someone who can't tell if he's hurting people, but i like your theory :)

    • @colon_3
      @colon_3 Před 4 lety +75

      I really wanna know the lore of this song. Hun, this is accurate enough. 😔

  • @samidk8015
    @samidk8015 Před rokem +16

    As a probable DID system, we tell you this is literally just a song about systems in their most toxic form. So much stuff about this song feels so relatable and describes DID struggles, we were honestly surprised about it. Also, fun fact, the amygdala is actually the part of the brain associated with DID.

    • @Kwiitchi
      @Kwiitchi Před 11 měsíci +5

      Good to know DID and Anxiety share something in common. A crappy amygdala.

  • @annin_ut_au
    @annin_ut_au Před 10 měsíci +14

    リズム感良くて好きです
    ありがとうございます(?)

  • @lillyrose281
    @lillyrose281 Před 6 lety +2160

    So what i got from this song is: he creates voodoo doll of himself because it says :an eye for an eye that's how the game works, clearly this is about a boy who hates himself, with amygdala (meaning the parts of his mind that control his emotions are controlling his self harming actions) so he pokes holes into himself deteriorating his brains ethical functions, saying: the frontal lobe placed me behind my own strings aka amygdala/unstable emotions, meaning he has gone mad with his self harming and his brain isn't functioning and he is losing memory and is in fear of the consequence of what he has done saying: it should've never been wound, which is his regret from doing it claiming in the end it was all his fault saying he is sorry.
    update: i put more consideration in the lyrics regarding to fire; i think he started the doll on fire which also started him on fire, it explains the specific types of holes created on the doll from it burning but it explains why he can't inhale or exhale, the fire is choking him out, he pulls the fire alarm as a last resort of help from saving him from himself.
    also to note the lyrics: the dull assumption that I've tasted decency, waiting for the embers to lose their glow, and i and i don't know, because all I've ever known were clusters of holes, they say that that the assumption that they have been treated well by them-self or anyone else is dull, than say how they are waiting for the fire (the pain and or self inflicted abuse) to go away, and than after that they say they don't know, because all they have ever known is their self hatred, now that i think about it this could be a song about someone who hates them-self and cuts them-self and they try to commit suicide by starting them-self on fire but halfway through the decision they change their mind.
    they keep saying turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer (their emotions) like they are blaming their emotions for them being uncontrollable.
    than at the end of the song they say "i am the trypo-puppeteer" meaning they have come to the realization that their emotions aren't a separate entity from them-self and this whole time all this pain wasn't only based on their circumstances as much as it was their own doing in only believing they could only live in suffering and suffering alone.
    the name of the song is: Emotion's Rag Doll

  • @Kaleb-sg1hk
    @Kaleb-sg1hk Před 4 lety +1686

    I just now realized why u said, “activate, your almonds” in the description, bc, amygdala is an almond-shape set of neurons

    • @SunnStarbornVODS
      @SunnStarbornVODS Před 4 lety +62

      Oh my lord. Is that why everyone keeps saying that???? I was so confused. 🥺

    • @gerardolareu8415
      @gerardolareu8415 Před 4 lety +40

      u god dang coward activate ur almonds

    • @olivineanimatics477
      @olivineanimatics477 Před 4 lety +25

      oh! an amygdala is a neuron? at first i thought it was a name in the video. i now realize i was stupid.

    • @CraftingGummi
      @CraftingGummi Před 4 lety +24

      Your amygdala is the part of your brain in charge of your emotions. they are ACTIVATED BOIII

    • @jennaeevee7115
      @jennaeevee7115 Před 4 lety +2

      Olivine Font I thought that too at first

  • @LevitheEldritchAbomination

    After learning that this song is about anxiety I finally understood why I related to the song so well-
    *cries in anxiety disorder*

  • @ttaroo_
    @ttaroo_ Před rokem +18

    “I can’t inhale anymore”
    me, who has trouble breathing: SAME YOU GO-

  • @ameliajones7836
    @ameliajones7836 Před 5 lety +1824

    Me: *plays song on 2x speed*
    CZcams: ...
    Me: CZcams.. you okay there, buddy...
    CZcams: *ReEeEee*

  • @cubey106
    @cubey106 Před 3 lety +1304

    All the animators out there!
    The “animation part” starts here:
    2:54

  • @Crixio14
    @Crixio14 Před 10 měsíci +13

    Yall remember when this was popular in piggy memes back in 2020?😭

  • @apersonyoudontknow360
    @apersonyoudontknow360 Před rokem +16

    Ovliver:i can't inhale anymore
    Me with a stuffy nose and not being able to smell scents unless they are really strong: *same bro, same*