BENJAMIN LERNER - TURK STREET

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  • čas přidán 24. 01. 2024
  • WE DO RECOVER. KEEP MOVING FORWARD.
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    BENJAMINLERNER.COM
    Recorded at Old Mill Road Recording, East Arlington, VT
    Mixed by Jack Schlandt
    (C) 2024 Joshua Sherman Productions. All Rights Reserved.

Komentáře • 102

  • @BrenSteez-ed2vb
    @BrenSteez-ed2vb Před 2 měsíci +2

    I felt this in my soul. Tomorrow is my 5 months no fetty no blues, bars or blow & pcp. I found you on Facebook with your reels and somehow stumbled across your music. Let’s hop on a track together? You are a HUGE inspiration to me and help me in my weakest days, without even knowing it. What you do is impactful. Please never stop, ever?

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 2 měsíci

      Congrats on your recovery and 5 months!! I’d love to hear your music. Sober musicians for the win

  • @rebeccafiene2575
    @rebeccafiene2575 Před 6 měsíci +5

    My daughter is still alive, I thank you Jesus for her sobriety!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci

      Congrats to your daughter on her recovery! She’s lucky to have you

  • @natedow9328
    @natedow9328 Před 6 měsíci +13

    I don't ever cry, it's an aftermath symptom of all the years being so cold, I buried my emotions THAT deep, when my parents died, my son was killed in a truck crash, all these things I wanted to cry so badly about.....couldn't...never came. Not a tear...... Your music just NOW made me cry man. I'm fuckin speechless

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +3

      thank you so much for being open to it. let those tears flow. so much love. ODAAT

    • @SoberSean
      @SoberSean Před 6 měsíci +1

      Incredible, bittersweet moment to finally let loose, glad you got that pressure off. Sorry about your son and parents as well.. As an artist, when letting off our ups and downs, we always hope to have it relate to someone. Whether it be addiction, losses, gains, or pain; Relatable is a goal. That's an incredible compliment to receive, truthfully. Keep on keeping on @natedow9328
      And good job @BenjaminLerner 💯💯💯. Keep grinding!

    • @fludderkiddie
      @fludderkiddie Před měsícem

      I think we all gravitated here for our own reasons, but the major one in common is that it speaks to us.
      I’m not gonna get into my past, but I can relate to being able to compartmentalize sh*t and push it down to keep going (something a lot of addicts do..putting it in the “I’ll feel that sh*t later” pile”.
      I came here from a short on FB, them YT, till I got to his page, and have been listening to his music for about 30min now. I agree, I don’t really cry either, and this one had me tearing up
      Too…
      Stupid damaged brain with its busted dopamine/serotonin receptors😒…
      J/K…
      It’s not my brains fault. It’s 💯 mine after almost 20yrs of abusing it with opiates. Been waiting for it to come back. Some say it does, some say it doesn’t. I’m cautiously optimistic.
      That being said, I’m glad this helped you get some of the poison out, dude. You gotta, sometimes.
      For what it’s worth, this internet stranger is sending you all the love and light she’s got to give…

  • @eduardonobregajr7387
    @eduardonobregajr7387 Před 4 měsíci +2

    very good. Here in Brazil, we have a project called THE SOUND OF THE MESSAGE that seeks to spread the message of recovery from drug addiction. We were able to reach thousands of people from all over Brazil and among fellow sober addicts just for today. Together we can my brother!🔷🙏👊

  • @woodylaura44
    @woodylaura44 Před 6 měsíci +4

    I believe my son would have recovered from his heroin addiction and written songs about recovery but fentanyl poisoning robbed him of the chance to. God bless you for using your talent for good.

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci

      I’m so sorry for your loss!! RIP to your son and all victims of fentanyl poisoning. Thank you for speaking out openly and honoring his memory. Sending love

    • @woodylaura44
      @woodylaura44 Před 5 měsíci

      @@benjaminlerner I hope to see you in D.C. again in July and I won't need to find tissues for you to dry off your keyboard this time. Thank you for supporting Lost Voices Of Fentanyl.

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 5 měsíci

      @@woodylaura44 I would love to come down again! I will ALWAYS support LVOF! Thank you for the work you do to spread awareness and advocate for families. So much love

  • @Robert-69296
    @Robert-69296 Před 3 měsíci +3

    You give me chills man I believe in you my friend keep it coming back man

  • @crushingthevector5837
    @crushingthevector5837 Před 5 měsíci +3

    Took the first step towards sobriety today. Started treatment. Its been a confusing day to say the least yet, I MUST go forward or its over for me. I wanted to Thank you for always staying on point. Even on days I didnt want to hear it. Ive been listening to you for awhile now. Sorta hopin I guess. But after some really close calls this past week, I had to change course or I wont make it another year. Will try and keep you posted but regardless, thank you for the inspiration to change.

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 5 měsíci +1

      Yes!! Congrats on taking the first steps towards recovery. I’m so grateful I could play a small part in helping. You can do this! ODAAT

  • @mikeyj_144
    @mikeyj_144 Před 6 měsíci +5

    Already 16x’s

  • @danielleperez5614
    @danielleperez5614 Před 4 měsíci +3

    I literally bump this song in my car, it’s my favorite !!😢❤❤

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 4 měsíci +1

      thank you so much!! this made my night - so glad it hits home!

  • @rebeccafiene2575
    @rebeccafiene2575 Před 6 měsíci +2

    She is the one that introduced me to you!!!

  • @slowjoe91
    @slowjoe91 Před 6 měsíci +7

    WHO ELSE HYPE FOR THIS!❤🎉

  • @derrickweaver1260
    @derrickweaver1260 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I'll be 30 this year and I've lost almost everyone I care about.. my mom, my stepdad, my older brother... countless friends.. I've only got my son left and idk what I would do if I didn't....

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před měsícem +1

      In so sorry for your losses! Your son is lucky to have you. RIP

  • @Pineapple_Jim
    @Pineapple_Jim Před 4 měsíci +2

    Crying at the club rn

  • @TheRealAddikted
    @TheRealAddikted Před 6 měsíci +2

    This one hit different!!!!

  • @user-yg8ph4jr1w
    @user-yg8ph4jr1w Před 6 měsíci +2

    Love this! Beautiful and powerful

  • @TheRealYoungSwagg
    @TheRealYoungSwagg Před 5 měsíci +2

    This is the most real shit ever happy the guys at Black Balloon told me to check you out 🙏✝️

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 5 měsíci

      thank you so much man! It'll be an honor to perform and speak on the same stage this Saturday up in Lewiston. Grateful for everything you do to represent for those of us who have been through the struggle through your music. ODAAT!

  • @michaelbelmontes4046
    @michaelbelmontes4046 Před 6 měsíci +4

    I used to live at The Cadillac on Eddy and worked on Turk! Almost didn't make it out myself!It aint easy in the Ghetto! You've come along way, homie! Congrats!

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      Congrats to you on making it out too! It gets real out there. One day at a time we got this!

  • @MushroomHead13
    @MushroomHead13 Před 6 měsíci +4

    I really like thw direction you went with this song. Its a lot more emotional than the spoken word you usually perform. Keep spreading that hope. The world needs you.
    -kitty

  • @natelieber1385
    @natelieber1385 Před 6 měsíci +3

    Found you when you released RIP Brandon on soundcloud back in like 2019 and now you’re changing lives! What an amazing beam of light you are 🎉

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      Thank you!! Gratetul to be able to speak on it ODAAT

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci

      Thank you!! Gratetul to be able to speak on it ODAAT

  • @matthewmain5752
    @matthewmain5752 Před 4 měsíci +1

    So powerful, music is already therapy. You make it just that much better man. 💯

  • @awokendamatrix1016
    @awokendamatrix1016 Před 6 měsíci +2

    Get it brother full songs even better keep em coming let's start our own recovery music page for all artist making sobriety hits... mine otw too gotta get in the studio mine was lost to the streets twice smh

  • @tedbowen3085
    @tedbowen3085 Před 6 měsíci +2

    This song is stunning and powerful, and if those still suffering from addiction let the words seep like bubbling black tar into their brains, it will save many lives. Well sung and well played.

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much!! I’m grateful to be able to speak on it

  • @damianlauver2899
    @damianlauver2899 Před 6 měsíci +2

    I love you bro 💯🫶 thank you 🙏💯😭

  • @theresasousan2124
    @theresasousan2124 Před 6 měsíci +4

    I felt your soul crying out!!! Beautiful. Bravo👏👏❤❤🙏🙏🎤🎤

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      thank you so much!! open vulnerability for the win

  • @user-tb1cv5fj9x
    @user-tb1cv5fj9x Před 5 měsíci +3

    Hey! My son is MikeyJ... He just showed me this song.... Make that remix Turk Street x Dowling... Love your musical talents

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 5 měsíci +1

      Thank you!! Mikey is awesome! Can’t wait to work with him on a song

  • @13visualz
    @13visualz Před 5 měsíci +5

    Yo! Your Lt. of your movement, MikeyJ, introduced me to this song... I love it... Cannot wait to hear the Turk Street x Dowling (Remix) if y'all want me to shoot the video to that or help you with merchandise let me know... Love your passion and with Mikey's animation, that is a duo...

    • @mikeyj_144
      @mikeyj_144 Před 5 měsíci +4

      Love you 13Visualz!
      13>14
      Appreciate you checking this out. I’ll let you know when we are ready for the video! #odaat

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 5 měsíci +2

      Yo!! Mikey is the man - so glad he showed it to you! Excited for him to drop a verse too

  • @laceymello8572
    @laceymello8572 Před 6 měsíci +2

    This is so overwhelming. It’s so amazing to hear your singing voice. Support you and am here for the journey! 🤍

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      Thank you Lacey!! So happy to see you here. ODAAT!

  • @lawrenceshdow
    @lawrenceshdow Před 4 měsíci +2

    Bro... No idea how i came to this. But its incredible. I can imagine it completely mastered in a certain way but recorded just like this keeps it real...
    Amazing song man!

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 3 měsíci

      Thank you so much! I kept it spare with minimal auto tune cause I wanted it to be real as possible. Big love!

  • @damianlauver2899
    @damianlauver2899 Před 6 měsíci +4

    One of my top new favorites man fr ❤

  • @tyananewbill525
    @tyananewbill525 Před 6 měsíci +3

    BIG LOVE TO YOU!!! I hope you know the vulnerability and openess you show has the power to touch a heart and change a life, time and time again. 💯💖

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      so much love for you too! sharing scars openly and vulnerably in recovery for the win

  • @artemisjoan1469
    @artemisjoan1469 Před 6 měsíci +2

    Fantastic ❤

  • @mikeyj_144
    @mikeyj_144 Před 6 měsíci +3

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @maxwellrippon3230
    @maxwellrippon3230 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Wow bro wow

  • @2Geez
    @2Geez Před 6 měsíci +3

    Yooooo Ben!!! This one is deep brother! Dang I lost all my friends before they ever saw thirty… damn

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci

      Thank you!! Keeping it real one day and one song at a time for the win

    • @mikeyj_144
      @mikeyj_144 Před 5 měsíci

      “Lost all my friend before we ever saw twenty.”

  • @tanyamarie9523
    @tanyamarie9523 Před 6 měsíci +3

    🔥

  • @karleedarling
    @karleedarling Před 6 měsíci +4

    Wow this is so powerful! You truly have a gift and will/are helping so many! Thank you for this adding to my playlist now! There is hope for everyone! ❤❤❤

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci

      Thank you so much!! One day and one song at a time

  • @kingjobthedarklord
    @kingjobthedarklord Před 6 měsíci +2

    Love it Ben 🎉

  • @stevenlevitt8175
    @stevenlevitt8175 Před 6 měsíci +3

    Loving this song and how much heart u put in it u r amazing glad u r still here and continuing to inspiring so many including myself god bless u always ben nothing but luv always 🙏❤

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      so much love!! thank you for being open to the message and the music

    • @stevenlevitt8175
      @stevenlevitt8175 Před 6 měsíci

      @benjaminlerner you're very welcome I'm sorry u went through all the pain you have u r in my love and prayers I'm proud of u for coming out a better person and inspiring others that this crisis has to end I've lost friends from drugs worst feeling in the world best way we can keep there memory alive is spreading the message to end this horrible addiction once and for all 💯🙏

  • @captunredbeard
    @captunredbeard Před 3 měsíci +2

    Bout to watch this mfker become famous sharing his recovery. Keep up the hard work Ben. Love you dawg.

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 3 měsíci +1

      Love you too!! One day and one song at a time

    • @captunredbeard
      @captunredbeard Před 3 měsíci

      @@benjaminlerner always brother! We got this!

  • @Katdirt-ho5fd
    @Katdirt-ho5fd Před 6 měsíci +2

    Your music helps me 🎶

  • @donnameixner5564
    @donnameixner5564 Před 6 měsíci +2

    Wow that's is soulful heart felt and it is the truth I'm so happy for you I love this song wishing my nephew could of heard it.

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      thank you so much! RIP to your nephew - thank you for speaking out and honoring his memory. ODAAT

  • @Robscure_
    @Robscure_ Před 5 měsíci +2

    God damn ❤️

  • @tyananewbill525
    @tyananewbill525 Před 6 měsíci +2

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @jenniferlequire2960
    @jenniferlequire2960 Před 6 měsíci +4

    I was looking for this when I got up this morning!! I think you did amazing Ben!! That's so good!! I truly hope you decide to continue with both of your music endeavors; your rapping shorts and these more melodic ballads. Thank you for sharing your life and message with all of us! I'm here repping from S.C.A.R. Nation, and am about to share this with the group page now! Much love to you and your little family! 💜

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci

      Thank you so much! So much love for you and SCAR nation - Shout out to Josh for always keeping it real. ODAAT!

  • @user-no1dd6in1k
    @user-no1dd6in1k Před 6 měsíci +2

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @Blueblackngold
    @Blueblackngold Před 6 měsíci +3

    I remember the Mac killer feature. Anyone else?

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      RIP to the legend. Going on a decade and a half since I recorded with him. Every time I play that song it reminds me how much of an incredible artist we lost to this epidemic.

  • @SoberSean
    @SoberSean Před 6 měsíci +2

    That's some heat brotha! I'd love to Collab sometime! Keep going homie.

  • @epicsim1468
    @epicsim1468 Před 3 měsíci +2

    Amazing Song !! Why can't I find that on Spotify ? Hehe I want more !

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 3 měsíci

      thank you so much! this is a CZcams exclusive song but I have an album out on Spotify called CLEAN and more new Spotify music on the way

  • @fawnwiech8561
    @fawnwiech8561 Před 6 měsíci +2

  • @danielleperez5614
    @danielleperez5614 Před 6 měsíci +2

    I have tears in my eyes.. this song is so beautiful. Thank you for making this ❤

  • @user-rz4jr9zm7t
    @user-rz4jr9zm7t Před 4 měsíci +1

    It's addikted u killed it and I'm sober again hmu bro got new fb much love

  • @TheTokyoWater
    @TheTokyoWater Před 6 měsíci +2

    This is a solid song but then again that chord progression is my weak spot but lyrically it’s real and I can dig that… subbed bro keep clean

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +1

      Thank you!! It is a simple chord progression indeed. Gotta love 6415 for cliche chord progressions. If you want jazzier chord progs listen to “Dan And Dave” on my first album. It gets out there

    • @TheTokyoWater
      @TheTokyoWater Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@benjaminlernerwent through the catalog it’s awesome man , very impressed and I know it’s a great progression
      though!

  • @downwithdivision
    @downwithdivision Před 6 měsíci +2

    How though? The withdrawals are so bad. I make it a month off percs and I'm back on em. I even went to the methadone clinic and stopped cause it just seemed like I was still chasing the dragon

    • @benjaminlerner
      @benjaminlerner  Před 6 měsíci +2

      I’ve been there! For me I had to understand that the same cravings and pain and doubt and shame that pushed me towards the bag could be used as the fuel to keep going and chase recovery. You can do this! One day at a time

    • @downwithdivision
      @downwithdivision Před 6 měsíci

      @@benjaminlerner yea I get what your saying but I can't be a functioning parent and go to work when I feel sick ya know? Not that I'm half as good of a dad as you