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  • Tech N9ne ft. Mackenzie O'Guin "Fear"
    New Official Hip Hop Music Video
    iTunes - bit.ly/1lPoQzD
    Tech N9ne Collabos - Strangeulation
    Amazon - amzn.to/1koEopJ
    strangemusicinc.net - bit.ly/1mynXLB
    "Fear" ft. Mackenzie O'Guin taken from the 2014 album,
    Tech N9ne Collabos - Strangeulation
    Tech N9ne on Twitter - / techn9ne
    Facebook - / therealtechn9ne
    Instagram - / therealtechn9ne
    Soundcloud - bit.ly/1e8IK0e
    Official Merch - strangemusicinc.net
    Tour dates - strangevip.com
    Message from Tech N9ne:
    On November 27th, 2013, I recorded "Fear", one of the most emotional songs of my entire career. The Strange Music video
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  • @samdufour1195
    @samdufour1195 Před 9 lety +365

    This shit made me realize I need to spend more time with my mother while I have her. Thank you tech for helping me realize.

    • @izraulhidashi4323
      @izraulhidashi4323 Před 8 lety +14

      +Sam Dufour real shit. and that's the most important message you could ever take it from it.

    • @izraulhidashi4323
      @izraulhidashi4323 Před 8 lety +3

      +Sam Dufour real shit. and that's the most important message you could ever take it from it.

    • @Luvalette87
      @Luvalette87 Před 7 lety +1

      Sam Dufour so true

    • @grantopolis7576
      @grantopolis7576 Před 3 lety +1

      My dad is going through the same thing 😭😭😭.. Thanks Aaron

    • @jaybobthramer666
      @jaybobthramer666 Před 2 měsíci

      😢❤🎉 Amen, wish I could do that!!!

  • @Wopp1992
    @Wopp1992 Před 9 lety +636

    Moment of silence for the women who braught the realest and one of the most talented men to the industry , RIP MoTher Of Tech N9ne !!!!!

    • @onii_2350
      @onii_2350 Před 6 lety +14

      gio bossio after three years of silence im here to say its brought not braught sorry bud

    • @abadname5437
      @abadname5437 Před 6 lety +1

      Kyng Slayer lol

    • @lexylove8740
      @lexylove8740 Před 5 lety +1

      gio bossio u

    • @kylielouise1449
      @kylielouise1449 Před 5 lety +1

      gio bossio 💯💯💯🌏😇🙏

    • @a.r.k2875
      @a.r.k2875 Před 5 lety +4

      Rest in peace to maudie sue khalifa

  • @TheBlueInvader
    @TheBlueInvader Před 6 lety +33

    I'll give my arm, leg, leg, arm, head if that means my momma gets better.....fuckin made me cry.... my mum die from diabetes when i was 13 now I'm 30 and i still can't shake it off.

  • @zach39840
    @zach39840 Před 8 lety +288

    "I fear this god I'm praying to for my mother is not real." One of the most real lines I've heard in any rap by you and he'll even in existence. Goosebumps and slight tears dude. 💗😭

    • @rondamton5757
      @rondamton5757 Před 8 lety +8

      that verse got to me too I played it back quite a few times

    • @zach39840
      @zach39840 Před 7 lety +10

      Both you guys shut up. Every one has their own honest opinion on music. Noah if you don't like this music then simply don't comment on it just to be rude.

    • @whiteboyjesse1997
      @whiteboyjesse1997 Před 7 lety +3

      right

    • @timarc3472
      @timarc3472 Před 7 lety +1

      lol

    • @whiteboyjesse1997
      @whiteboyjesse1997 Před 7 lety +3

      +is ma what up? mane.

  • @venusenvy9034
    @venusenvy9034 Před 9 lety +124

    Tech played a show in Lubbock just a few days after his mother passed. Didn't stop his tour or anything because he loves his fans and, I think in a lot of ways, he probably did it for her. I was at that show, and it was beyond reality. It even rained (which is a BIG deal in West Texas) and the lightning would coincide with the music...pure magic. R.I.P.

    • @keeganbell4331
      @keeganbell4331 Před 5 lety +2

      806 represent!

    • @daltonevans3412
      @daltonevans3412 Před 4 lety +2

      The tour probably helped him in a big way by giving him something else to focus on instead of the pain of losing his mother.

    • @GearzXO
      @GearzXO Před 3 lety +1

      Keegan Bell you mean 816?

    • @1Deep43VA
      @1Deep43VA Před 2 lety

      Sounds magical. Wish I could’ve been there

    • @CloudSpirals
      @CloudSpirals Před 10 měsíci

      Wow!

  • @dmrrider1
    @dmrrider1 Před 9 lety +279

    So many feels
    Technicians, a moment of silence

    • @onii_2350
      @onii_2350 Před 6 lety +4

      dmrrider1 after 3 years of silence ive broken it hello bud

  • @MnstrKhaos
    @MnstrKhaos Před 8 lety +184

    "A stranger to the one who raised us, Nameless to the one who named us" god... rip my heart...

    • @Glacia101
      @Glacia101 Před 8 lety +15

      that was one of the parts that hit me the hardest

    • @MnstrKhaos
      @MnstrKhaos Před 8 lety +4

      same here man

    • @Glacia101
      @Glacia101 Před 8 lety +2

      +BuhStreams well especially cause my Grandma passed due to cancer... and i can't imagine how i'd react if that started happening to my mom

    • @MnstrKhaos
      @MnstrKhaos Před 8 lety +1

      my grandma also passed away not long ago she suffered from Alzheimers, it didn't affect me too much cause i wasn't very close to her but i saw what that did to my mom, and that part of the lyrics couldn't explain better how she must have felt...

    • @Glacia101
      @Glacia101 Před 8 lety +1

      Agreed... Sorry to hear man

  • @PedroDelgado724
    @PedroDelgado724 Před 8 lety +32

    I got chills throughout whole song

  • @kirillgurin898
    @kirillgurin898 Před 7 lety +66

    R.I.P Maude Sue Yates-Kalifah Always will be remembered

  • @chagis100
    @chagis100 Před 7 lety +113

    "nameless to the one who named you"
    .........damn

    • @xtra_9
      @xtra_9 Před 7 lety +21

      i have never had lyrics hit me like those.

  • @catrbosox
    @catrbosox Před 9 lety +16

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Stay strong, and know that everyone that supports Strange Music is there for you.

  • @eoinpetticrew8154
    @eoinpetticrew8154 Před 9 lety +450

    One of the only artists keeping hip hop alive these days

    • @IdiotOfTheFVariety
      @IdiotOfTheFVariety Před 9 lety +8

      There are a lot. Too many to say one of the few.

    • @carlosgonzzx
      @carlosgonzzx Před 9 lety +12

      Don't forget about Hopsin

    • @eoinpetticrew8154
      @eoinpetticrew8154 Před 9 lety +5

      @theGamercore47 yea but compared to the amount of overall hip hop artists there really aint many keeping it alive

    • @quzzzi
      @quzzzi Před 9 lety +2

      That is truely bullshit! Don't diss an entire genre because you don't know the better artists.

    • @Cryptosporidium140
      @Cryptosporidium140 Před 9 lety +8

      Jeppe Icedor Petersen let me guess, Lil Wayne?

  • @MrJIMBOISAWESOME
    @MrJIMBOISAWESOME Před 9 lety +78

    I'm usually a cold unsympathetic person but this shit has hit me and hit me hard... Fucking crying right now

    • @nathenharvey5856
      @nathenharvey5856 Před 9 lety +3

      same...

    • @barandemirci5610
      @barandemirci5610 Před 9 lety +3

      if this makes you cry youre hardly unsympathetic and especially cold
      lmfao

    • @MrJIMBOISAWESOME
      @MrJIMBOISAWESOME Před 9 lety +5

      obviously not, this video has the same subject as what im going through but with grand parent with dementia so this song is strongly linked into my life... And i promise you I am cold, unsympathetic and evil as i love to see children cry or fall over I LOVE IT >:) and have little sympathy to people but i know the feeling that tech is going through so im sympathetic as he would to me if he read the comments

    • @EnigmaticUlf
      @EnigmaticUlf Před 9 lety +2

      First of all dude if you have to give examples that provides you are cold and unsympathetic you recall aren't. Just like when someone says they are crazy and they give reasons to why they know they are crazy. They arent.

    • @MrJIMBOISAWESOME
      @MrJIMBOISAWESOME Před 9 lety

      Are you kidding? How about shut the fuck up and enjoy the music instead of trying to prove to me that im unsympathetic ... If it makes any difference to you if you died or something bad happened to you I wouldn't care

  • @WestleeSapp
    @WestleeSapp Před 9 lety +19

    The end gives me chills every time.

  • @emilyclaireday822
    @emilyclaireday822 Před 6 lety +13

    I am just now catching up with all of the music you put out while I was locked up in Topeka Correctional Facility. Kansas City Native here, I remember when I was younger running into you and your friends at parties, and always knowing you would make it BIG! I'm a little partial because you rep KC, but you are one of the only artists who actually creates amazing beats and lyrics that are so Origional nobody else in the biz could compare to! This song hit me so hard, I'm crying. I lost my Dad in 08 from a heart attack brought on by his alcoholism for years,but the months before his death he got alcohol induced dementia and couldn't remember me or his Grandson, and we lived with him. It was so heartbreaking and I still haven't dealt with it all, it's burried inside of me and I just live with that black hole in my heart😔 I know that you will probably never get this but I want you to know how all these years your music has held me up in some of my darkest times. When I was locked down in segregation for 90 days I would write out your lyrics and pace in my cell while I read them aloud, and it was something about me focusing on remembering all of your lyrics that kept me from going insane. Thank you for being an inspiration, a motivator, and an Origional. You built this empire all on your own, without the help of huge labels that control you like puppets..your Mom has to be so proud looking down seeing her boy did this all on his own💖 Thank you for this song, it is so sad because it hits home for me, but is a song of healing as well. Love from KC😎😘 Emily Claire Day💞

    • @nikkichappi7009
      @nikkichappi7009 Před 2 lety +1

      This is the most beautiful thing I've ever heard.

  • @zoranmitic3029
    @zoranmitic3029 Před 9 lety +46

    2:54 strongest goosebumps I've ever gotten.

  • @evanblank7746
    @evanblank7746 Před 8 lety +62

    this song is deep.. i just cant comprehend how much this affected my view on life.

  • @thefreakofficial7714
    @thefreakofficial7714 Před 8 lety +269

    People just love to dislike tech. smh how you gonna hate on a song about someone losing their mother?

    • @sfsango8559
      @sfsango8559 Před 8 lety +6

      It's the song they hate not the story behind it. I like the song but just because the song has a special meaning behind it doesn't me everyone should like it.

    • @MahyarJavadi
      @MahyarJavadi Před 8 lety +9

      +Bedirxan Magdadaro But they shouldn't be disliking it regardless.

    • @xdgupa543
      @xdgupa543 Před 8 lety

      +Mahyar Javadi No it doesn't mean that. Why would you think that?

    • @MahyarJavadi
      @MahyarJavadi Před 8 lety +2

      +Chesnoiu Daniel if you dislike the song but the story is okay you should keep your dislike to yourself as you still like part of it so yeah it does.

    • @armandosevilla2093
      @armandosevilla2093 Před 8 lety +14

      +Chesnoiu Daniel Because it's disrespectful

  • @danktrees5103
    @danktrees5103 Před 7 lety +121

    no other song has hit me in the way this song did 💯

    • @kickball1998
      @kickball1998 Před 7 lety +1

      Jarren Benton-Silence, or G-Eazy-Everything will be OK. check em out.

    • @danktrees5103
      @danktrees5103 Před 7 lety +2

      I haven't heard the 1st one but I've heard the G-eazy song. but I'll check the first song out

    • @takodageorge2405
      @takodageorge2405 Před 7 lety +1

      Jovany Gonzalez goodbye by slaughterhouse

    • @danktrees5103
      @danktrees5103 Před 7 lety +1

      I haven't heard that one either

    • @ethangray7392
      @ethangray7392 Před 7 lety +7

      i'm a solid man but this makes feel like gas

  • @denzelpoole2120
    @denzelpoole2120 Před 8 lety +22

    deepest words I have heard in a long time. this is real music

  • @HTswedee
    @HTswedee Před 8 lety +3

    This song still fucking gives me goosebumps
    Feeling the pain so clearly.. RIP moma yates, much love

  • @d3xd3x09
    @d3xd3x09 Před 8 lety +25

    I lost my mother in 2008 to small cell lung cancer. I wrote this in her honor. It doesn't begin to describe the loss of a mother.
    'The Best of Me"Screaming trying to produce a sound,I can hear the words, but can't get them out,
    Like dropping 30ft before you wake up and hit the bottom,with your legs contorted from how the ground caught em,
    Like some kind of verbal dyslexia,I can't put the words into text, n'Yeah, my focus is reversed and shifted,Overestimated and lifted,I got high hopes, but they ain't listenin', Everyone doesn't know what to say,Got me looking at yesterday sideways.The words I keep wanting to say,keep coming out the wrong way.Dysfunctional and blurred,Like I'm still trying to hear what I heard,Understand and Accept it,It echoes through my mind like a record, If I could just go back for a moment,and interject it, correct it,I'd give anything for another minute,To re-arrange and change it.I know life aint fair, but god damnit, I ain't ready for this, n I don't want it,If I could just push pause in I'd hold it,long enough to understand a lil,what happened to your miracle. I'd cry a million tears,through bloodshot eyes,If god could wait, for u to arrive,If he could just overlook,n understand before he took,round, and round, my minds circling,cheeks stained with tears n burnin,I can't understand whats been chosen,n I keep hoping I wake up from dreamin,but I keep rolling over at the ceiling,I can't sleep, n my minds closing in,Got me thinking fast, n'racing my own sanity,Ur all thats left of me, my mother,my best friend..the best of me.. RIP MoM 10.11.08

  • @bellacoller7405
    @bellacoller7405 Před 4 lety +4

    I miss you dad... Thank you tech n9ne for this song it has been helping me through the death of my father.. RIP to your beautiful mother.. We will find them again!

  • @fraserjurock7724
    @fraserjurock7724 Před 2 lety +3

    This is literally one of Tech N9ne's best songs of all time; I remember hearing it for the first time and to this day it randomly pops into my head.
    This is just such a good song.

  • @allenbrocchini5046
    @allenbrocchini5046 Před 9 lety +10

    Im sorry for your loss, Tech. Your mother will be loved and remembered, my favorite rappers mom died, this must crush your soul. We all love you Tech

  • @jacobfuchs962
    @jacobfuchs962 Před 8 lety +6

    God damn Mckenzies smooth voice makes this all the more beautiful and scary at the same time

  • @gingerbaked
    @gingerbaked Před 2 lety +2

    This song portrays the fear of losing a parent to an illness so accurately, its bone chilling. I used to listen to this as a teen, and while I felt the emotional I didnt understand it at all. This is the first time I've listened to this song since my dad died, and its one of the few songs that can match the despair, devastation and hopelessness of not only losing a parent, but seeing them slowly deteriorate over time. This song hit in a way I havent been hit before, even though I've listened to it millions of times. Songs can really convey emotions that you just cant put into words.

  • @jaclyncatlett5504
    @jaclyncatlett5504 Před 4 lety +16

    And then my Family Dies in a Housefire... All 3 of them ... My Husband.... My Daughter 7yrs old.... My Son 5yrs old .... I'm so Lost without them. It's Heartbreaking every day for me .... So i listen to Music to Help Me through my Pain, Anger, and my PTSD. Thank u Tech 9 ....You were my Deceased Husband Favorite Artist .... My Husband would listen to your Artistry... It reminds me of Tom. Tech 9 you helped keep me Alive when I Didn't wanna live... Your Music is Therapeutic for me ..... Thank you Tech 9 & your Crew who backed you up.... Tech 9 .... You are a Blessing to Me & My Life. Amen

    • @ribs5993
      @ribs5993 Před 4 lety

      Hoping for strength to find you Jaclyn. You can always make it to another tomorrow in their memory, because our loved ones never really leave us anyways.

    • @j.e.j.dprofile5042
      @j.e.j.dprofile5042 Před 3 lety

      I am I although I we're a lot alike is it East River is a geyser AJ

  • @billyking2108
    @billyking2108 Před 8 lety +9

    Tech N9Ne is and always been a legend....maybe why this song i can feel his pain .sorry for your loss but you give so many hope with your music -im a technition 4 life

  • @jeremylittlemars
    @jeremylittlemars Před 8 lety +15

    Am I the only one who pictures this playing in a suspenseful movie

  • @Krimson5pride
    @Krimson5pride Před 8 lety +204

    Who the fuck disliked the song!!!!!!!!!!

    • @user-tc6gh2hs4m
      @user-tc6gh2hs4m Před 8 lety

      +Ban “Takumi Usui” Mido Me.

    • @Krimson5pride
      @Krimson5pride Před 8 lety +1

      ­­­­­ ­­­­­ and why??

    • @leoomega7978
      @leoomega7978 Před 8 lety +3

      +Ban “Takumi Usui” Mido ^ real talk ^S^

    • @stoneyq4259
      @stoneyq4259 Před 8 lety +1

      +Ban “Takumi Usui” Mido lol listened to lil wayne and tech was on it believe it homie

    • @Krimson5pride
      @Krimson5pride Před 8 lety +3

      Quick Blitz Tech even wanted to feat nicki minaj on world wide choppers 2

  • @jenniferlynnemcdonald1566

    He's one of the most smart most complex human I have ever encountered. Intelligent.

  • @whiteboyjesse1997
    @whiteboyjesse1997 Před 7 lety +15

    This speaks to me in so many ways .

  • @Will-oj3un
    @Will-oj3un Před 3 lety +8

    “I’ll give my A.L.L.A.H if that means my mama get better”
    -Rest in piece queen.

  • @stefolou
    @stefolou Před 2 lety +2

    I have to take a deep breath, close my eyes and prepare myself whenever this comes on.
    It really does take you to a scary place.
    I genuinely end up sobbing by the end. I can only imagine the emotional roller-coaster tech would have been on while writing this.
    I hope he never doubts that this track could have been better.
    It's so beautiful, and if you love your mum and even your grandmother, you effing feel this song to the core.
    It definitely reminds you how lucky we are to have them.
    This is just so real and beautifully expressed. 😢

  • @markusdeleon9396
    @markusdeleon9396 Před 6 lety +2

    My mom recently passed away and everytime i hear this song now. It brings me to tears. Thanks tech. For always reminding me of the great times i had with my mother.

  • @gaygamerperson7679
    @gaygamerperson7679 Před 9 lety +73

    Tech n9ne is an amazing rapper and he usually doesn't do sad songs
    Rip tech n9ne's mom

  • @mobb.97
    @mobb.97 Před 7 lety +5

    I did not think it was possible to hear perfection until now.

  • @420MrGreenthumbs
    @420MrGreenthumbs Před 8 lety +1

    This song hits home deep. I am loosing my mother to some sort of mental disorder. She refuses to get help. Our family feels hopeless. Thank you Tech for writing this song as it helps me cope with the fear that she will not come back to reality. I miss her so dearly.

  • @2cheerlove55
    @2cheerlove55 Před 5 lety +2

    This song gives me chills every time. Tech is a lyrical genius. RIP to his mother 💔

  • @ianbackus3683
    @ianbackus3683 Před 4 lety +3

    tech i have been in fear of the same for my moms. this song hit hard in my heart and soul when my moms got sick and forgot who i was! she passed thanksgiving of this year! Heres to the ones who raised us! thank you tech! keep dropping those beats we all listening!

  • @scottywatson1303
    @scottywatson1303 Před 7 lety +7

    Damn tech...this touched me in a different way man...amazing song...

  • @PreRolledZ
    @PreRolledZ Před 2 měsíci +1

    Going through this right now... Thank you Tech N9ne 🙏🏼💔

  • @noahskinner4452
    @noahskinner4452 Před 4 lety +1

    I associate e this song so much. Brain cancer took my mom when I was 15. I remember the expression she'd give. She couldn't recognize us at times and lost her ability to speak near the end. That second verse always hits.

  • @nickbrenner3372
    @nickbrenner3372 Před 8 lety +49

    Thank you Tech. I just found this song and it brought me to tears. My mother has lupus among a few other dieases and it's impossible to cope with. Only way I can make med bill ends meet is to hustle. Much love my brother. This song touched me in a way and gave me feels I haven't felt since day one of 91

    • @TwoRoaches
      @TwoRoaches Před 8 lety +3

      Keep your head up lil Technician. Sending positive vibes towards you and your mother. We are all one family. Love.

    • @bleakfx6443
      @bleakfx6443 Před 8 lety +1

      +Nick Brenner i am going through similar situation, keep your head up and try to hustle through it :) us technicians have you in our hearts

    • @jaydensohappy
      @jaydensohappy Před 8 lety +1

      hope she gets better good luck with that we all hope for the best

    • @eddieharding6788
      @eddieharding6788 Před 8 lety

      +jayden sohappy (HandsomeGamer99) she passed a while ago. R.I.P

    • @WhiskeyChic
      @WhiskeyChic Před 8 lety +5

      Lost my mother who had lupus and idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis 8-20-15 . Its the worst feeling and the most indescribable feeling to lose a parent . My heart goes out to you and anyone else that knows how hard it is to watch your mother go to soon.

  • @PAKIGLORIOUS
    @PAKIGLORIOUS Před 7 lety +3

    This song went deep man, love Tech story telling. Such an artist😥

  • @themindofgemini
    @themindofgemini Před 9 lety

    Dear Mr. Yates,
    Your mother was an angel on earth.
    Now she is an angel in the heavens.
    Your mothers illness is now cured.
    Her love shall live on as a true blessing.
    Blessing her also blesses you.
    Bless all loving mothers for everything they do.

  • @platinumSKATERS
    @platinumSKATERS Před 9 lety +2

    Goosebumps.....Goosebumps everywhere that shit was too real R.I.P. to Tech N9NE's mom

  • @whiteboyjesse1997
    @whiteboyjesse1997 Před 7 lety +18

    thanks for this techn9ne 👌📿🙏💯

  • @cleverchannelname2945
    @cleverchannelname2945 Před 7 lety +13

    I'm over here almost crying DAMMIT Tech N9NE I lost my grandfather in 2013 he had some issues and had died burying our dog. 😭😭

    • @maskedkidplayz9908
      @maskedkidplayz9908 Před 7 lety +1

      CleverChannelName yo I'm so sorry I lost my grandma I listen to this song every tom I think about her I never met her because I want born but I wanted to meet her thx

    • @cleverchannelname2945
      @cleverchannelname2945 Před 7 lety +1

      MaskedKid Playz thanks bro and my condolences about your grandma my man

  • @celamelon
    @celamelon Před 2 lety +2

    This song has really helped with the passing of my mother to Covid; just the raw feelings it helps me cope and get over. I will miss her but it feels more okay.

  • @ghostangelofdarkness
    @ghostangelofdarkness Před 9 lety +1

    Much love Mr. Yates im so sorry for your lose my prayers go out to you. Thank you for everything you do. You've gotten me through so much pain and suffering with your music as well as the rest of the Strange crew, and i thank you all.

  • @JWalker444
    @JWalker444 Před 8 lety +5

    It actually pisses me off that people have disliked this video, people sat rap is about money and hoes, and when you get serious songs people dislike it, wtf could please these people?

  • @paperlamb8038
    @paperlamb8038 Před 8 lety +3

    "Stranger to the one who raised us
    Nameless to the one who named us"
    Man, that's so sad and powerful. I never listened to this type of music before my boyfriend started playing it around me. I'm more of a Of Monsters and Men kinda girl. But it's so hard not to like this song.

  • @wehavegunsinu.s.a9560
    @wehavegunsinu.s.a9560 Před 7 lety

    shed a tear for ya man this shit is real as it gets nothing hits the soul harder than that.

  • @BCGXP
    @BCGXP Před 3 lety +2

    Toughest thing to swallow is those that raised you are going to forget ya..... R.I.P. Grandma 💘 👼

  • @Soulintent95
    @Soulintent95 Před 8 lety +213

    Wow... i have no words for this. I paused to read the whole message in the beginning, cuz i read a bit and knew it was important. Didnt wana listen to the song before reading it. This song must have been one of the hardest, if not THE hardest for him to write.
    He took emotions that we just tuck away and try to hide, and made an amazing song. Touched my damn soul. Ive attempted suicide so many times, witnessed countless people who were close to me die from things like his mother did, and drug ods. I have dreamt of my suicide several times, being successful for once.
    Holy shit tech... i never once doubted that you were great. But I literally had to take like 30 mins to process my feelings that this song brought out, and formulate my thoughts. I still cant express the beauty of this song. Holy shit.

    • @BartMerkx
      @BartMerkx Před 7 lety +3

      This is so strong, got the same feeling from aw yeah when he started about his mother...

    • @saintpsycho4267
      @saintpsycho4267 Před 7 lety +8

      the sound of MacKenzie's voice makes the feel of the song go even deeper

    • @psycho-nutkase9233
      @psycho-nutkase9233 Před 7 lety +5

      alex bro did you really say that to suicide attempt??

    • @hytq1344
      @hytq1344 Před 7 lety +2

      Yeah I paused reading the whole thing aswell.

    • @dgaf.nenaaa
      @dgaf.nenaaa Před 6 lety

      Soul Intent that is so sweet

  • @mmmkeklol
    @mmmkeklol Před 8 lety +114

    Im a fucking horrible person, but disliking something like this is beyond me, a man is singing about his deceased mother, not liking this song is one thing, but why click the button, criticism is not needed for this one, because im almost 100% sure he didn't make this song for the money or anything else like that.

    • @VIIIBabies
      @VIIIBabies Před 7 lety +1

      Didn't make it for the money, but still thought it was appropriate to pimp his sponsor in the video. Riiiight...

    • @nicklal7611
      @nicklal7611 Před 7 lety

      mmmkeklol true

    • @ZoomerAdvice
      @ZoomerAdvice Před 7 lety +7

      VIIIXIII His sponsor? Dumbass. "Strange Music" is his own record label.

    • @VIIIBabies
      @VIIIBabies Před 7 lety +1

      Phalanx, no shit. Why don''t you actually think about who his sponsor is, and then watch the video again. It's plain as day.

    • @VIIIBabies
      @VIIIBabies Před 7 lety

      I'm An Actual Cancer Cell My Mother Should've Aborted, I'm not talking about his label.

  • @hayesdiva3748
    @hayesdiva3748 Před 7 lety +1

    I cannot believe how hard this song made my heart hurt. I lost my father in 2006 and although is has been 10 years, I miss him every day. He was my Superman and the one I compare all potential mates to because he showed me what a real man is and how a real man treats a woman. My prayers and thoughts are with you Tech N9ne. I wish you healing and blessings.

  • @acidcat9180
    @acidcat9180 Před 5 lety +1

    This song makes me cry and call my mother every single time I hear it.

  • @destructo870
    @destructo870 Před 8 lety +8

    I can not fucking believe tech was able to perform in denver after his mom died. Amazing. This song rocks.

    • @DaTechn9cian
      @DaTechn9cian Před 8 lety

      +destructo it had to be unbelievably rough on him

    • @jigsawcom28
      @jigsawcom28 Před 8 lety

      Just because he lost his mom that doesn't mean he was gonna cancel his shows. He figured his mom told him to never stop and keep reaching the top and be more successful than I ever was. So he figured that she wouldn't want him to stop but keep going.

    • @saulcano2789
      @saulcano2789 Před 8 lety

      it was carzy i was out the in denver when he told us his mom passed i been to 3 shows and even with all the weight on his shoulders he had the best performance even better than Kendrick Lamar.... Tech should have close every time he is in denver!!!

  • @dallasburns3400
    @dallasburns3400 Před 8 lety +18

    the sickness in her mind in due time gonna make her son a stranger.......
    speechless

  • @phentin9144
    @phentin9144 Před 7 lety

    Love the KOD vibe to this song

  • @emi-gtvofficial
    @emi-gtvofficial Před 4 lety

    Fucking hell man... this song still puts me in tears. What a powerful story, and the hard times you went through Tech. You made your mom proud with everything you have accomplished.

  • @dannymunoz7066
    @dannymunoz7066 Před 7 lety +7

    It is the unknown that I FEAR. Tech nailed it. fear is an everyday plage that follows every human. But in the end tech, my man. God will prevail.

    • @dbsllama6042
      @dbsllama6042 Před 7 lety +3

      how do you know thst God exists for sure

    • @dbsllama6042
      @dbsllama6042 Před 7 lety +1

      Dishonored no one said it meant you had to believe that fool.

    • @devonyretich3246
      @devonyretich3246 Před 7 lety +1

      Dishonored how does believing we were magically created by dust in the image of an almighty all loving omnipotent being that couldnt forgive us till he killed himself more rational

  • @napolio_
    @napolio_ Před 9 lety +6

    The logo scared the shit outta me. Also sorry for your loss tech

  • @lucassterling1364
    @lucassterling1364 Před 5 lety

    Chill bumps through half this song

  • @joeyhernandez7331
    @joeyhernandez7331 Před 8 lety +3

    this song hits me in the feels every time

  • @c.c.a758
    @c.c.a758 Před 7 lety +4

    Wow Tech, thank you for sharing this is so deep.

  • @skinny-c63
    @skinny-c63 Před 8 lety

    I feel this song has the most pain behind it. thank you tech for this song. it has made me shed tears.

  • @savirrm
    @savirrm Před 9 lety

    He did a show in Tempe, AZ the day after on June 7, 2014.. He was on stage for 2 hours straight.. Fuckin Tech is truly the greatest.. His fans not only love him, but respect him to the fullest...

  • @nickmorrow6488
    @nickmorrow6488 Před 7 lety +5

    tech n9ne is a legend

  • @rexerbs
    @rexerbs Před 7 lety +2

    this song and mama men give me chills

  • @melissaproud2633
    @melissaproud2633 Před 6 lety

    Love u tech been a fan since I first heard u in vintage tech greatist artist alive!! Long live tech!!!

  • @darkcarnival2859
    @darkcarnival2859 Před 5 lety +1

    How can you physically FILL an entire video of raw emotions? I FEEL every part of this song.. music is insane.. thank you for sharing this with us Tech. Peace and love to all.

  • @sammontiveros4656
    @sammontiveros4656 Před 7 lety +5

    I cried

  • @ThatSpecialNobody
    @ThatSpecialNobody Před 6 lety +3

    Dude. This really truly is a work of art.

  • @johnwerner6794
    @johnwerner6794 Před 3 měsíci

    So deep wow one of my favorites

  • @foxxwp5873
    @foxxwp5873 Před 7 lety

    song gives me the shivers everytime, Love you Tech N9ne

  • @jaclyncatlett5504
    @jaclyncatlett5504 Před 4 lety +6

    This Song reminds me of my Sick Mom w/Cancer.... My Mom Died in front of me... So Heartbroken

    • @alexvilla6757
      @alexvilla6757 Před 3 lety +1

      Much love brother. May she rest in peace.

  • @donmario6071
    @donmario6071 Před 8 lety +7

    haters be hating even on the most beautiful songs..

  • @kassanndrajuarez8614
    @kassanndrajuarez8614 Před 7 lety

    This song hits me in so many ways! Such an amazing song! I'm so sorry for your loss!

  • @Unc.KumaShibi
    @Unc.KumaShibi Před 9 lety

    My condolences Tech, She is watching and smiling down at all the work you are and have done. I pray for your family.

  • @Muhalif-
    @Muhalif- Před 8 lety +30

    Just like the second episode of "Show Me A God"..

    • @VerK0
      @VerK0 Před 8 lety +13

      +Muhalif Karargah Then the third one being "Aw Yeah?"

    • @projectmarz2516
      @projectmarz2516 Před 8 lety +2

      +DjEatTheNoise what about praise kod ? Is that one also or no ?

    • @joshuadawson4887
      @joshuadawson4887 Před 8 lety +2

      no

  • @RUSKOS100LOL
    @RUSKOS100LOL Před 9 lety +6

    Просто супер

  • @Zombiekittykg
    @Zombiekittykg Před 7 lety

    I love his music. It hits me in the deepest part of my soul and brings comfort to me through the darkest times

  • @zoning6655
    @zoning6655 Před 8 lety +12

    damn man, my grams raised me and is now diagnosed with dementia, this shit killed ne

    • @dbsllama6042
      @dbsllama6042 Před 7 lety +2

      hence one of the reasons why I'll never have kids ^. main reason is bcuz they can't consent to being brought into the world

  • @comradedoge9854
    @comradedoge9854 Před 7 lety +3

    this ain't tech this is a soul speaking

  • @drewdavis9553
    @drewdavis9553 Před 5 lety +1

    "My fear that the god I'm praying to for my mother is not real" that shit hit me hard. Much love tech

  • @Glacia101
    @Glacia101 Před 8 lety

    Tech... man.... i had to listen to this twice.... the second time seriously almost brought me to tears... makes me rethink things over...
    makes me wanna write something... much love bro.
    and sorry deeply for your loss man

  • @martinshoosterman
    @martinshoosterman Před 9 lety +8

    Mad respect to you tech. sorry for your loss. STRANGE MUSIC FOR LIFE.
    together we are a powerful force, one mind body and soul
    let no evil enter nor attempt to reduce us for the beliefs we hold
    and with this love, combines with our strength we word of pain and stress
    technician i am wholeheartedly, in life and in death.

  • @scottlemoine135
    @scottlemoine135 Před 9 lety +3

    I just found your music dawg, it kinda makes me feel like a slow deaf bitch, but it inspires me because I've been playing dead for way too long. My mama is still here, about 1500 miles away from me, and she won't let me go. I'm going through some hard tuff emotional shit with a woman who's doing everything possible to hold me down out here, while everybody at home looks up to her. I don't how much pain your choices in life caused your mama to experience before she passed, just consider that you are her, and she lives within' your voice and every move and choice you make. That's what my mama's done to me most of my life, and I've always been grateful for it. I can't imagine what it's gonna be like when I can't reach out and touch her here in the physical, but I had to cut mine off for a little while, and it hurts me to know that she would love to hear my voice right now. So I just wanted to say 'thank you'... for the opportunity to hear a grown man cry about not being able to hear hers again. She's right there in front of you btw... saying SHINE BABY SHINE !!!

  • @jeffreygarcia6428
    @jeffreygarcia6428 Před 8 lety

    this made me cried and gave me strength and inspired me .. thank you tech nine..

  • @roseroger6918
    @roseroger6918 Před 9 lety

    our hearts go out to you dante...this video brought tears to my eyes...R.I.P Maudie Sue Yates-Khalifa..if it wasnt for her we would have no tech n9ne...All of us are here for you

  • @shanesmokeit
    @shanesmokeit Před 8 lety +24

    Where to start.....How bout the 80 dislikes, go find sumthin to believe in because you have no heart or taste in music. THIS is music, this you feel as you hear him speak,as you hear the beat. This is REAL, THIS IS STRANGE. Very well made for just thrown together as his version of the real video. Feel the intensity.
    "Cuz my fear is the sickness ,in her mind, in do time, will make her son a stranger...."
    The hardest hitting line ive heard in a while. Way to keep the music goin TECH

    • @ibrysters
      @ibrysters Před 8 lety

      +shanesmokeit i think the dislikes are hard Christians who dislike the religions message, which is understandable imo.

    • @bonelesschicken5163
      @bonelesschicken5163 Před 8 lety +1

      No just people who can't interprete a song. Im a christian and been with tech since 08. Known Tech even after his something else album his bonus dvd thr night that album dropped, in his video his first 5 minutes or so was talking about straight out of the gate and his collaboration. He specifically said he was christian, he would never doubt God's existence. He just finds hard times.

    • @crashtheproducer9737
      @crashtheproducer9737 Před 5 lety

      Some people may have disliked not meaning it in a bad way.
      Like they disliked it cuz his mother died and they weren't sure to dislike it cuz his mother died or like it cuz they can relate to it.

  • @zorg5176
    @zorg5176 Před 7 lety +5

    ce son il m'aspire
    Merci Mahdi ba

  • @denniskavanaughiv673
    @denniskavanaughiv673 Před 8 lety +1

    i am in love with this song. it speaks to me on a very high level. i know the feeling of someone who you love doesnt have a clue who you are. and one of my biggest fears for my father. i get goose bumps ever time i hear this song. some times tear up. I LOVE YOU TECH!! See you at the Intersection in Grand Rapids MI on April 22!!

  • @darianhood1923
    @darianhood1923 Před 9 lety

    That was a great song, it's touching too, like the same way you felt with your mom is how I'm feeling for my dad right now, I just pray that he gets better

  • @x4offcial
    @x4offcial Před 9 lety +3

    Best rapper of the world!

  • @mott_jj
    @mott_jj Před 8 lety +3

    Damn tech n9ne this song made me cry lol