Dean, Mary and John - Because of You (Song/Video Request) [AngelDove]

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  • čas přidán 7. 04. 2017
  • Music: Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You • Kelly Clarkson - Becau...
    Characters: Dean, Mary and John
    Song/Video requested by: Mikayla McDowell (and I'm pretty sure there's many more, but I can't for the life of me find others when searching the comments. :( )
    Spoiler warning: Season 12 episodes have been used
    Okay, So I wasn't going to do this song with John and Dean, because I actually like John and I don't see him as abusive; negligent sure, but not abusive as many seem to portray him.
    I also feel the song is more about another meaning. However, I was re-watching the episode with Mary and Dean after he finds out she's working with the British men of letters and I felt suddenly driven to use what he said about not being a child. Mary fitted more for the first verse of the song, so I included her in the video.
    If you find the song and clips don't fit, it's because at times I relied more on the dialogue because I couldn't find the inspiration for Dean and John parts due to how I see the song. (I actually love the song and have listened to it for years and so for me, it has a different meaning and it's hard to step away from what it's meant for me etc)
    So I hope everyone forgives me for the nonrelated Video to lyrics clips every now and then.
    Also the sound. I am totally frustrated with this computer, something feels off since I've gotten it back, I have tried new headphones, and other things but to me, it never feels right, either too loud or too quiet but to others, I ask to listen, tell me the opposite for them. So I hope you guys can forgive me if it's way too loud or way too quiet. I'll caption the video when I have slept, so if it's too quiet, the dialogue will be there.
    I think I've rambled enough. so I'll just go ahead and add the usual info for software and websites now. :P
    Dean, Mary & John - Because of You
    #DeanWinchester
    Tv Show: #Supernatural
    Software: Video Editing Magix Vegas pro 19
    Software: Audio Editing Adobe Audition
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Komentáře • 710

  • @AngelDove
    @AngelDove  Před 2 lety +1

    Got a song you want to see a Supernatural or The Winchesters video set to? go to the community thread at czcams.com/users/postUgkxUjJE71PYa2x7X6r3sSwyMcu6KaLnG7A2 and add it there :)
    You can check out more videos here: All Supernatural Edits: czcams.com/play/PLEYceulY4L9m3_9eroRhCeKd8xi4__gUp.html

  • @azez184
    @azez184 Před 7 lety +401

    Mary is dead and John is alive: "Its just me and you Sammy."
    John and Mary are Dead: "it's just me and you Sammy."
    John is dead and Mary is alive: "It's just me and you Sammy and I guess it will always be."

  • @Grace-em3wf
    @Grace-em3wf Před 11 měsíci +12

    Dear God my heart aches 😭😭😭 My poor amazing Dean! Your editing skills are truly perfect! I've been watching all your videos lately and you're amazing! So talented!

  • @leorausina1120
    @leorausina1120 Před 9 měsíci +12

    This hits me in the feels every time!

  • @ElysiaFields19
    @ElysiaFields19 Před 2 lety +10

    I've come back to this four times today. Not sure why I wanted his much heartache in one day. I've been with SPN since premiere night. If it's possible I love it more every damn day even though it's over. Thank you for the beauty and impact of this art you share with us all 💜

  • @ravensribbons6146
    @ravensribbons6146 Před rokem +11

    This is PERFECTION. Goosebumps and tears to the max! 💘

  • @hunni218
    @hunni218 Před rokem +9

    Omg watching this still makes me cry as it did the very first time 😢

  • @lolanicole9221
    @lolanicole9221 Před 2 lety +8

    You‘re so talented wow!! This is a masterpiece, I cried so much…

  • @ultravioletpisces3666
    @ultravioletpisces3666 Před 6 měsíci +8

    I just listened to this song and i tonight - Whoah it’s DEAN

  • @Ash00999
    @Ash00999 Před rokem +5

    Omg, this is amazing. ❤❤
    Made me cry.
    Your work is phenomenal.

  • @patou2714
    @patou2714 Před rokem +7

    la vache c'est tellement déchirant 😥 je suis estomaqué Woua 💔

  • @michaelkeller5555
    @michaelkeller5555 Před 2 lety +10

    Who gave you permission to hurt me like this? This was perfect

  • @samanthasantosvilela2727
    @samanthasantosvilela2727 Před 2 lety +9

    Ninguém machucou mais Dean do que sua própria família e isso inclui o irmão também.

  • @Joyful_Jo_
    @Joyful_Jo_ Před 6 lety

    Crying this is amazing 🥰

  • @schattentaenzerin
    @schattentaenzerin Před rokem +7

    Such a great video.
    Now excuse me while I cry my eyes out over the 😢

  • @annaewing5770
    @annaewing5770 Před 7 lety +474

    0:29 "I never was." Stab me in the heart with an angel blade covered in holy fire, I'm pretty sure that will hurt less than that did. Damn you, Jensen Ackles, and your phenomenal acting, I can't watch that f***ing clip without wanting to cry...

    • @camrieboehlke1954
      @camrieboehlke1954 Před 7 lety +13

      Oh my god, same here. I tear up so hard every time.

    • @nataliewokerpriv
      @nataliewokerpriv Před 7 lety +3

      Damn, same. XD

    • @alOL8689
      @alOL8689 Před 5 lety +2

      Jensen is a phenomenal actor... oh God... I love him so much!

    • @bobbifields1477
      @bobbifields1477 Před 5 lety +1

      That hit me hard. I was 4 and protecting (or trying) my mom from my abusive dad before I got taken away. I was the one feeding and clothing myself and fending for myself until then. It scars you and Dean, well he needs someone that will love and accept him and put him there first instead of him always thinking of others first. So sad

    • @rickydavila9490
      @rickydavila9490 Před 5 lety

      I felt that shit had to raise my brothers will forever be there for them

  • @Faith-qh7js
    @Faith-qh7js Před 7 lety +345

    "And You Are Not A Child"
    "I Never Was"
    Me: *sobbing in the corner because I can relate 100% to what Dean went through*

    • @rickydavila9490
      @rickydavila9490 Před 5 lety +1

      For real

    • @nataliewright2994
      @nataliewright2994 Před 5 lety +4

      Me too, I haven't seen my dad in 10 years, feels like he abandoned me ever since my grandmother passed away, so, when Dean said "our whole lives, you've been gone. How about for once, you just try and being mom?!" I feel like saying that to my dad, but replace mom with Dad. This video has me think too much about him that I start crying

    • @ZephyrBW
      @ZephyrBW Před 5 lety +2

      This is way supernatural is more than just a tv show

  • @ayeletdrago
    @ayeletdrago Před 7 lety +1021

    between john and mary, the better parent was dean.

    • @zbob2861
      @zbob2861 Před 6 lety +32

      ayeletdrago So true

    • @issaouihalima3228
      @issaouihalima3228 Před 6 lety +68

      Certainly , I totally agree he protected sammy and took care of him more of his "two supposed parents"

    • @marihillestad5486
      @marihillestad5486 Před 6 lety +19

      R O True. They cared more and told Dean he was importen and loved. I wish Jody or Ellen and Bobby raised gave birth to them i think be betre parents then Mary and John.

    • @afternoonsunjeans9180
      @afternoonsunjeans9180 Před 6 lety +9

      Mari Hillestad I fucking LOVE Jody. Totally agree.

    • @allieblake477
      @allieblake477 Před 6 lety +2

      Damn.

  • @MelissaSz89
    @MelissaSz89 Před 7 lety +1202

    I'm crying. This truly breaks my heart. Dean loves his family so much, he'd give everything to keep them save and he wants so little in return. But all he ever gets is them leaving, dismissing his feelings, and never putting his needs first. John & Mary are horrible parents and Dean deserves so much better. I tried to like Mary and understand her struggles, but the way she treats Dean makes me sick. Telling him "You are not a child", like he's whining like one about getting an extra cookie, when all he wanted was for her to consider how their lives have been and for her to make even a tiny bit of an effort to get to know them... wtf is wrong with her? How could she be so cold-hearted and not react in any way to him answering "I never was"??! And then she goes behind Dean's back and convinces Sam to work with her and the BMoL even though she knows exactly how Dean feels about it. What a lying, back-stabbing, horrible excuse of a parent.
    And don't even get me started on John. I know some fans like to excuse his behavior (mainly with something like he had no choice and Dean & Sam needed to learn how to fight and he still loved his boys...), but he abused them. That's a fact. He left them alone for days in shitty motel rooms when they were 9 and 5 years old. He put a gun in Dean's hand at that age and expected him to be responsible for Sam's LIFE. And people wonder why Dean is so messed up and makes horrible decisions whenever Sam's life is in jeopardy? With all that abandonment, parentification and trauma, it's a wonder that Dean is even functioning. I'm so amazed that he still grew up to be this selfless and caring person, who has a big heart and loves with everything he got. It's just too painful to see it getting thrown back in his face so often and while he is still expected to be their "good little soldier".
    ... this video gave me too many feels if you didn't notice. That song just fits too well and the scenes you used hit me so hard. I just want to give Dean a big hug.

    • @casinman8730
      @casinman8730 Před 7 lety +89

      MelissaSz89 I so agree with this. I don't hate John or Mary, but it really bothers me that Mary can't seem to get her head out of her own butt for two friggin minutes to see how bad her boys are hurting. no they're not children, but that doesn't mean they don't need some love even in the simplest of ways. I think that's one of the reasons I love Castiel so friggin much, because whether it's platonic or not (totally up to each veiwers interpretation and not the point of this post), he loves the Winchesters with all of his heart and no matter the circumstances he always chooses them and gives them his all. I just want all three boys to be happy. And someone needs to tell Mary just how "good" of a father John was. maybe that'd open her eyes a bit

    • @ludivinesaldanha3427
      @ludivinesaldanha3427 Před 7 lety +10

      MelissaSz89 wow I couldn't agree more !

    • @nataliecast2731
      @nataliecast2731 Před 7 lety +21

      I'm broken because of this accurate comment.

    • @day.dream.lights
      @day.dream.lights Před 7 lety +24

      I WANT THIS TATTOOED ON MY FVXKING FOREHEAD, YOU'RE SO RIGHT AND I'M rEALLY ANGRY AT THOSE TWO, Mary better stop being such a bi*ch, honestly what the hell...

    • @lunaloveralex6009
      @lunaloveralex6009 Před 7 lety +12

      MelissaSz89 omg... thank you for putting this into words... I agree 100000% I just can't RN omg

  • @ashleyforsman8379
    @ashleyforsman8379 Před 7 lety +332

    I've always felt so bad for Deans character. He is ALWAYS there for his family when they need him but it always feels like they end up leaving him.

    • @CoastDreamz
      @CoastDreamz Před 6 lety +8

      exactly - yet he never gives up being there for them, while knowing that they don't feel the same

    • @marihillestad5486
      @marihillestad5486 Před 6 lety +18

      Michele That why Dean is my favoritt in Spn. He is smart, leader, General, Warrior, father figure to kids, a wise man, son, brother, friend and has good heart and cares about world and people.

    • @CoastDreamz
      @CoastDreamz Před 6 lety +2

      Mari - I totally agree. Dean is my favorite character of any medium. Ever.

    • @marihillestad5486
      @marihillestad5486 Před 6 lety

      Michele what is yours favoritt badass scenes, father figure, friend and sad scenes. My is when he is in 13x22 and 13x23. When he takes care of monster baby and talks to his daugther Emma and kids in season 1. Sad scene is when he tells Sam about all things he did in Hell and lost Sam to Lucifer.

    • @marihillestad5486
      @marihillestad5486 Před 6 lety

      Michele My favoritt Hero in shows or comics is Dean Winchester, Oliver Queen, Leo Fitz, Jake Stone, Bruce Wyane(Gotham) ALec Lightwood, Magnus Bane and Jon Snow.
      In comics: Batman and Green Arrow.
      Couples:
      Olicity
      Westallen
      Snart and Sara
      Fitz and Jemma
      Jasper and Eleanor
      Simon and Isabelle - Sizzy
      Magnus and Alec - Malec
      Jughead and Betty - Bughead
      Dean and Amara or Lisa
      Robin and Regina Mills
      Hook and Emma
      Jon Snow and Dany
      Sonny and Will
      Drew and Sam (General Hospital)
      Klaus and Haley (The Originals)
      Coulson and May
      Family:
      The Mills and Swans
      The Lightwood
      The Queens (Arrow)
      Regina and Henry
      Dean and Sam
      Klaus and Hope + Haley
      Friends:
      Oliver and Diggle
      Dean and Castiel
      Archie and Jughead
      Alec and Jace

  • @brinafrost6639
    @brinafrost6639 Před 7 lety +139

    I read a Tweet today, that said instead of Mary he should have gotten Bobby back.I wouldn't say I hate Mary(she's an interesting Character)but I can't help thinking Bobby would have been so much better for the Boys😢Anyway beautiful video a always 😘

  • @HowDoIMakeAUsername
    @HowDoIMakeAUsername Před 7 lety +457

    I am actually crying. And to quote my mom, "I hope she burns on the ceiling again."

    • @soumeya3483
      @soumeya3483 Před 7 lety +11

      How do I make a username? Lol me too

    • @honja1003
      @honja1003 Před 6 lety +9

      How Do I Make A Username? Your mom is awesome

    • @TheAkumuKing
      @TheAkumuKing Před 5 lety +1

      How Do I Make A Username?
      How DARE she!?!

  • @ajnatucak4371
    @ajnatucak4371 Před 7 lety +157

    Jensen's acting leaves me breathless and at loss for words..so so out of this world and good and emotional.
    I'm so happy he finally confronted her!It's so sad that he truly was never a child...My love for Dean just grows.
    p.s THIS VIDEO IS STUNNING

  • @jennawinchester5729
    @jennawinchester5729 Před 6 lety +46

    Johns apology always makes me cry because i think he really did wanna be a good dad he just became insane when mary died

    • @marihillestad5486
      @marihillestad5486 Před 6 lety +2

      Jenna Winchester But there marrieds was not perfect before she was dead Dean told Sam that in heaven. Dean was there comfort her and John was not even in picture so much. Dean was there for both her parents but when he needed them they was not there for him. John never thanks Dean for all he did for him or Sam true him growing up intil he was dying in 2x01. I wish Dean travel before his dad made deal and told him all the abuse he whent true since he was 5 years old and told him he forgave him in 2x01 before his dad died. Dean devers so much good things and betre family and parents in his life.

    • @trinityfranklin8356
      @trinityfranklin8356 Před 5 lety +1

      I heard someone say the reson John never broke in Hell wasn't because he was stronger than Dean, it was because he was already broken from Mary's death.

  • @unusbecauseimnotamasochist9045

    This made me cry, I'm not even joking. It's so terribly true. Dean will and has given literally everything for his family, ever since he was just barely old enough to go to school. He was learning how to take care of his little brother when he should have been learning how to read and write. He's given his all for his family, but when it comes to what they're willing to give back, they let him down every single time. His dad was definitely abusive (maybe not physically, but I'd argue verbally/emotionally, and definitely just outright neglectful), his brother's betrayed him so many times (and yes, he's betrayed him back, but Dean usually does it for Sam's sake, while Sam tends to do it for his own), and now his mother chose hunting and the BMoL--who TORTURED her own SON--over them. He is so selfless and would give his entire being for them, but when it comes to him, everyone seems to have a very strict limit to how much they can give back. And it's not okay.

    • @avthendiarie9955
      @avthendiarie9955 Před 6 lety +2

      Yee Don't Say Meme you know not all you see through journeys he has meet people he give a live to sure they die but they don't die without Dean Guv ring battered that did hell as in when he told dick he was going kill him he did he pot that dick on ice in Bobby singer name

    • @kittencritter7914
      @kittencritter7914 Před 6 lety +5

      I was already crying and then I read your comment and now I'm bawling my eyes out. I hate how true it is.

    • @amitwinchester752
      @amitwinchester752 Před 6 lety +1

      Yee Don't Say Meme agree and that make me feel so angry and sad for Dean and this is breaking
      my heart 💔💔💔
      Dean always do everything for his family and the people he loves and the worst thing to hear is that Dean hate himself more than anything else
      I ❤️😍❤️Dean so much

    • @emilypratt9020
      @emilypratt9020 Před 5 lety +2

      I know Dean will give it all up for them and he gets stabbed for it

  • @anqqivastehst
    @anqqivastehst Před 7 lety +124

    I'm so sorry for how long it took me to fully realize how horrible of a father John was. I spent way too much time defending him. So when I first saw this kind of video with just John, it broke my heart and listening to the song has never been the same again.
    But this now? This is WORSE. I just wanna wrap Dean in a blanket and never ever let him go, talking myself hoarse over and over again just to tell him how amazing he is.
    This is beautifully done. Painful but in masterful way. Also thank you for putting it all in one spot like that.

    • @troesler81
      @troesler81 Před 6 lety +3

      At least John seemed to know how bad he was during the "You took care of Sam and you took care of me" speech.

  • @Laueee95
    @Laueee95 Před 7 lety +65

    This song, this clip, Dean... He pretty much sacrificed his soul for his family, but what did he get in return? People betraying him, leaving him and treating him like a failure. He's not. He's so great. He's kind, funny, strong, so strong for having been through what he went through. Of course he can be an ass sometimes, but I believe it's to not show his feelings. Ya know, show what gets to you and people use it against you? He just protects himself, and I can understand that.

    • @marihillestad5486
      @marihillestad5486 Před 6 lety +2

      Loriane Parent Dean is Supernatural. He is good person with good heart who cares about his family, friends and world. I hope by end he gets become person who takes care of people and world and children. He devers a happy ending with people he lost.

    • @bigfigterford7663
      @bigfigterford7663 Před 5 lety

      I love your comment

    • @LittleBlueAngelDuck
      @LittleBlueAngelDuck Před 5 lety

      I can relate so much to him, it's so scary. Except I'm not a hunter or male.

  • @jazmin3496
    @jazmin3496 Před 5 lety +14

    the fact that Dean didn't turn psycho despite everything his 'family' put him through is a miracle in and of itself...the most responsible one as a child and the most under-appreciated as an adult...I mean a gun and a kid of 5 at the age of 9 as his responsibilities?...no wonder he acts so tough, otherwise the world would've chewed him dead(er?)

    • @ultravioletpisces3666
      @ultravioletpisces3666 Před 6 měsíci

      He totally turned psycho a few times… there are lots of times where I didn’t feel like he was the hero at all.

  • @newyorkification
    @newyorkification Před 7 lety +238

    maybe it'd have been better if Mary had stayed dead. Dean still doesn't have a mom .

    • @allisonsdiaryjourney
      @allisonsdiaryjourney Před 7 lety +11

      Tina Nail she should go. i hate her. it ruined the whole plot that this show was based off.

    • @alipaloba398
      @alipaloba398 Před 6 lety +16

      Jody is arguably a fantastic mother to him and Sam.

    • @nicolemendoza1640
      @nicolemendoza1640 Před 6 lety +21

      Alice Ophelia Jody is a way better mother than Mary

    • @tayacompton8766
      @tayacompton8766 Před 6 lety

      HEY UNCALLED FOR😂

    • @privaterizk4936
      @privaterizk4936 Před 5 lety

      Mary's comeback is give nothing but more pain for Dean.
      One of Dean's happy memory was about a "good, kind, and lovely mom", and she just take it bluntly by her action right to Dean's face.

  • @malh4251
    @malh4251 Před 7 lety +43

    Oh god I was basically crying from the first second on. Dean didn't deserve any of the crap he went through and I wanna hug him so badly and tell him it's okay and it wasn't his fault. He did the best he could and he didn't deserve the treatment his father gave him. My poor little baby.

  • @Becca_Hansen
    @Becca_Hansen Před 7 lety +45

    I just want Dean to be loved unconditionally, protected, and adored by everyone he meets. Is that too much to ask?!
    P.S. Wonderful video!!!

    • @silentshadow3894
      @silentshadow3894 Před 5 lety

      some day that has got to happen. maybe by the end of season 15 it will.

  • @janinandg1419
    @janinandg1419 Před 7 lety +18

    0:28 everytime i hear Dean saying this my heart breaks into pieces

  • @agenna77
    @agenna77 Před 7 lety +35

    You couldn't have done this better, it is exactly why Dean is how he is, brilliant thank you.

  • @joanakoci173
    @joanakoci173 Před 6 lety +7

    damn...i keep watching this video over and over again. When he says 'I never was' it hits me right in the feels

  • @marblewolf5502
    @marblewolf5502 Před 7 lety +43

    I didn't feel sad or cry in this video. I'm angry. Mary has screwed up so much. And everyone knows how John was. but I love John more than Mary. Dean deserves so much better

    • @leslietsoungui2284
      @leslietsoungui2284 Před 7 lety +1

      Taylor Kinne Sammmmeeee

    • @silentshadow3894
      @silentshadow3894 Před 5 lety +1

      I am sorry but even though Mary is not the best mom she is way better than John. John got to be an awful person over his time of hunting.

  • @Melody-ix4jd
    @Melody-ix4jd Před 6 lety +4

    I can't stop watching this for so many reasons. First, the song choice, god I played this song on a loop constantly as a kid whenever I had access to a computer. I related to the lyrics so profoundly. Second, when I was introduced to Dean Winchester I instantly loved him, I saw so much of myself in him. His mannerisms, how he grew up (aside from hunting monsters of course). Dean Winchester saved my life in more ways than one. He came into my life when I needed him the most, seriously. He helped me toughen up. He's come a long way, and now a video with him and this song, it's kismet. Or, at least that's what it feels like anyway. Thanks for making such a beautifully crafted video. It's absolutely wonderful.

  • @SiriusKaya
    @SiriusKaya Před 7 lety +92

    She says she is trying to catch up but all she is trying to catch up on is hunting. She is not trying to get to know her kids. She took John journal but did she really read? Did she wonder what happened to her boys when he went on all these hunts? From how she is acting I guess not.
    She says she need time to mourn her husband and little kids (even though they are not dead) yet she ignores the boys and rarely visit or text because she is mourning right but then she has an affair with Ketch(EW). So not mourning John anymore are we now just the kids(No offence to anyone but she did not wear her wedding ring back, she put the necklace in her pocket). oh, she betrayed them also.
    I know there was one way the Mary story-line will go which is disappointment because lets be real. They built her character as a saint from the beginning. Same as John, Dean only have good memories of her since he was a child and John only mentioned the good so realistically Mary can't live up to what any of us expects her to be. That's why I was understanding a little at the beginning but she is not winning any points right now. I really hope to see a scene where the boys Dean mainly tell her how they really feel. Sam is different, he didn't have any memories of her. I feel he is okay with anything she can give him, that's why the have a better relationship.

  • @darkangel4994
    @darkangel4994 Před 6 lety +5

    This made me cry so hard. Dean deserves so much better than the life he has. He has literally sacrificed every bit of himself to help others, and he can’t even like himself. I just want to hug him and tell him that everything will be okay.

  • @shihtzulady1978
    @shihtzulady1978 Před 7 lety +8

    Wow. Just like most other fans, I've known that Dean had a hard time dealing with what his father expected of him. I've seen every scene in this video countless times. But condensed and put to this song like it is, with the commentary, it brings home hard and fast the damage done. Well done.

  • @honeybee-4
    @honeybee-4 Před 7 lety +83

    i'm not crying you are crying ok

  • @tayydaniels7997
    @tayydaniels7997 Před 6 lety +8

    I felt so bad for the Winchester boys, but mostly Dean he’s so broken but doesn’t let it show he holds it all in an no matter what he will do anything to protect Sam that’s why I love Dean so much he is like a brother I would probably never have I can relate to how broken he feels at times and I would do anything to protect my family

  • @allieblake477
    @allieblake477 Před 5 lety +14

    "I never was."
    *chokes on sob*

  • @Angel-qz9tn
    @Angel-qz9tn Před 7 lety +73

    Excuse my crying, it's just this video is so perfect I love it. And just…

  • @inprogress7635
    @inprogress7635 Před 7 lety +11

    I love that you show that it wasnt just John that put pressure on Dean, that ever since Mary came back she's been making Dean do all the work for the relationships. i love this video so much! amazing as always!

  • @bridgetsaroli5487
    @bridgetsaroli5487 Před 7 lety +40

    Fuck John and Mary. They really are soul mate, they deserve each other. They both screwed up their son so bad.

  • @evolvedgeek13
    @evolvedgeek13 Před 7 lety +14

    This was incredible but my heart omg, dean you deserve so much better.

  • @karen8624
    @karen8624 Před 7 lety +65

    I think this is my favourite of your videos after I Just Want You To Know Who I Am and Fallen Angel! Really fits how both of Deans parents affected him and what he'd want to say to them.

  • @celestefieramonti
    @celestefieramonti Před 5 lety +29

    "I didn't deserve what he put on me" no you didn't.

  • @TrueCrimeTalkWithTaves
    @TrueCrimeTalkWithTaves Před 5 lety +5

    Dean’s character was always my favorite. Even back when supernatural came out years ago....he’s an Aquarius like me lol. This is beautiful

  • @Kboss66
    @Kboss66 Před 6 lety +6

    Oh. Ok. Ouch. Right in the feels. Goosebumps and everything. My boys deserve so much better. Let me go cry forever. 😢

  • @MrRjgmegges
    @MrRjgmegges Před 5 lety +6

    Not going to lie to anyone. This is one of my favorite videos on CZcams . I watch it at least once a day everyday. It was beautifully put together. I’ve never felt a character more than dean

  • @IWantNandos
    @IWantNandos Před 6 lety +6

    i cry when he calls his mum mary.. it shows tht he doesnt think of her as his mum :(

  • @jakeriawashington1222
    @jakeriawashington1222 Před 7 lety +12

    My little heart can't take it!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!! THE TEARS!!! SO MANY TEARS

  • @wjmcg74
    @wjmcg74 Před 7 lety +9

    Holy shit, this is too much. Too many feels, I can't... I just really REALLY wanna hold Dean and tell him how amazing he is right now. I'm so angry at these "parents" of his. UGH. Absolutely stunning work, girl, as usual.

  • @siarogers5725
    @siarogers5725 Před 6 lety +2

    This had me crying like a child ; this video is simply beautiful and Jensen a supremely talented but underrated actor !

  • @darkangel4994
    @darkangel4994 Před 6 lety +3

    I am legitimately crying. This video was absolutely amazing! I think the song fits perfectly, and the scenes are so strategically placed, it's just absolutely amazing! Great job!

  • @akf2135
    @akf2135 Před 6 lety +6

    This is a painful song edit. Dean has been through so much pain, and has been betrayed by his own family. Hell, John left him to raise Sam, and Mary agreed to the demon deal that started all this!

  • @blackpinkluv9869
    @blackpinkluv9869 Před 5 lety +5

    Dean had to play big brother, and his dad expected so much out of him. He didn’t get to go to college, live that teen life, or have fun. He did what ever it took to please his dad, and his dad gave him so little comfort. Mary was back from the dead (I’m guessing that puts a toll on someone) but she doesn’t realize what both Sam and Dean has done. This makes me realize how much therapy the family needs.
    Ok, yeah, I know this is a tv show and these are actors but still

  • @maryelbahrawy7950
    @maryelbahrawy7950 Před 7 lety +5

    this... this is something to be very proud of. honest to god this is the best of the best work I've seen from you and anyone else 😍👏👏

  • @n.a.02.02
    @n.a.02.02 Před 5 lety +4

    -He wasn't there for sam ı always was.
    That one hits me everytime.

  • @alexmills5266
    @alexmills5266 Před 6 lety +2

    Wow I've watched a lot of videos like this one but not a single other video made me cry the way I did while watching this one. Thank you for the great video

  • @onenighthope9851
    @onenighthope9851 Před 5 lety +8

    You took care of Sam you took care of me 😭😭😭 this whole video literally broke my heart 💔
    Also the „who wasn’t there for Sam? I ALWAYS WAS!“

  • @joanakoci173
    @joanakoci173 Před 6 lety +7

    Holy shit i am crying. It breaks my heart to see Dean shoulder all that by himself. Mary should have stayed dead. And John....Bobby is the boy's father for all that matters...

  • @tibbinswrites2159
    @tibbinswrites2159 Před 6 lety +1

    This explains all of my feeling for how Dean grew up. My heart is in tatters. Kudos.

  • @lewlavabra6811
    @lewlavabra6811 Před 7 lety +5

    You know something's wrong with Mary's character when you end up wishing John could come back instead, no matter how much you used to hate him for what he inflicted to his kids... XD

  • @MysticxSwan
    @MysticxSwan Před 7 lety +4

    This was so beautiful! 💖

  • @tofofalftlawy7106
    @tofofalftlawy7106 Před 5 lety +6

    Having mary back was the worst idea ever..its character was so poor writing..
    I hated her so much because I get disappointed in her..how she did treat her children..she just kept holding on into the past without realizing that she is going to lose dean by walking away from him (( I just need some space!))
    Dean got disappointed..so heartbreaking of both his parents yet..He still love them the most..and he bitterly give his soul for his little brother..
    That is why dean was the father..the mother..the big brother..the good friend and the great leader he is..
    He gets me through a lot..and I am so thankful for this show..
    And your video was a part of everything so ..thank you💗

  • @SantierraCrume
    @SantierraCrume Před 6 lety +2

    The feels man! I'm crying 😭😭💖

  • @QueenySagittarius
    @QueenySagittarius Před 6 lety +1

    I'm absolutely in love with this music video! It's heartbreaking but it's deffinetly worth a watch. It really shows the true hell Dean has been through and how he grew up into the man he is today. Again I absolutely love this. Keep on fighting fam. 💘

  • @therapyneeded2098
    @therapyneeded2098 Před 6 lety +3

    I love that at the end when Dean and Mary are arguing Sam makes no move or comment to defend Mary because he knows that even if Mary is their biological Mother. Dean will always be the only parent figure he's ever really had that and he will always only trust DEAN with his life because thats how its BEEN Sam's entire life.

    • @AngelDove
      @AngelDove  Před 6 lety +3

      +Alexis Ramirez i think it's more because Dean was right in how he felt and needed to express it, also Sam was annoyed at their mother too.

  • @CastielTheFallen
    @CastielTheFallen Před 7 lety +2

    OMG i literally loved this video !! it was so good i cried during watching it. Amazing work.

  • @lewlavabra6811
    @lewlavabra6811 Před 7 lety +15

    Upon reading the comments... I'm glad to see I'm not the only one who can't stand Mary's character. Ever since she reappeared at the end of season 11, I've had a bad feeling about her storyline. I was willing to give her a chance, I really was, but we're already two thirds into season 12 and I still dislike her just as much, if not more. At this point I just hope she dies, but then I know Sam and Dean would be devastated and I don't want that... She doesn't make any sense to me, and bringing her back just fucked up the boys even more (as if they needed that...) and I will never understand the writers' decision on this one. Amara bringing a loved one back from the dead was a good idea, but why Mary ??? Honestly, the whole Mary storyline is pretty useless. We already have the BMoL (which I really love btw) and the whole "Lucifer's son" situation going on ; that should've been enough to build a solid season.
    I don't know, maybe I'm being more critical because I don't like season 12 as much as the previous ones, but it really bothers me. Not saying I hate it or anything, but I'm a bit disappointed in it. It has some great episodes though.

  • @Nessainthebuilding
    @Nessainthebuilding Před 7 lety +18

    I understand the hate Mary's getting but she is very much a Winchester in a sense. Having the right intentions and making horrible decisions, kinda what the Winchesters do. I think the writers are trying to write her as she's a human being and she's very flawed and that's clashing with Dean's idealization of her. I dunno, I don't hate her. Maybe it's because growing up myself my mother always said to me "I may be your mother but I'm also a human being and I make mistakes, sometimes a lot." So I'm watching her from a different perspective.
    Honestly, going back and watching earlier seasons I was surprised by how much I was going "Wow! John was an asshole!" But again, very flawed individual with good intentions, that's what the Winchesters do. Look at their Grandfather, same freaking thing.

    • @paingoret6
      @paingoret6 Před 7 lety

      This!

    • @lawfulhusbands
      @lawfulhusbands Před 7 lety +2

      V.E. Gray oh Chuck I couldn't agree more! Like seriously she is HUMAN. and as she said she is not just their mom. That is what the entire spn fandom expects her to be. She is also a person who just landed into a whole different world decades later. Yes she makes some mistakes but does that mean she loves her boys any less? NO!

  • @sandycubberley7534
    @sandycubberley7534 Před 7 lety +2

    This is AMAZING! I have seen versions to this song with John & Dean but the scenes you have included with Mary just add so much!!

  • @amanda-oy1si
    @amanda-oy1si Před 7 lety +2

    This whole thing is perfect. Amazing job as always xoxo

  • @breakmydreams
    @breakmydreams Před 6 lety +1

    Love this even though it is heartbreaking to watch!!! Thank you for making this and sharing it with us!!!

  • @Zaninth11
    @Zaninth11 Před 5 lety +1

    wow this was beautifully made, you actually made me cry. beautiful edit

  • @mads_stxn
    @mads_stxn Před 7 lety +3

    I'm not crying body-wracking sobs, you are!
    ...I am. 😭
    Dean does so much for his family and all he does is get hurt and it's not fair!

  • @elinamarie7487
    @elinamarie7487 Před 6 lety +2

    I would say that Supernatural is the most inspiring and greatest series to think of ever. Because you can think so much about the stories and the history and the other things... Love this series and AngelDove ❤

  • @LittleBlueAngelDuck
    @LittleBlueAngelDuck Před 5 lety +2

    I can relate so much to Dean and this song, especially your video, always makes me cry.

  • @SarahJOHChannel
    @SarahJOHChannel Před 7 lety +4

    Oh my precious Dean bean 😢 Truely makes my heart weep for him 😔
    Great choice in music btw. Really captures the emotion of the video

  • @destielforever4646
    @destielforever4646 Před 7 lety

    IVE SEEN THIS SONG DONE SO MANY TIMES BUT YOURS IS SO BEAUTIFULLY MADE OMG THANK YOU

  • @LaurenJ.
    @LaurenJ. Před 7 lety +1

    When Dean said "Yeah Mary, it is.." I didn't know Dean said that to her, I paused it and cried. Damn, what have you done to my emotions!?

  • @hannahcummings7117
    @hannahcummings7117 Před 7 lety

    Aww I'm crying this is amazing! Well done!💙

  • @channavangeel4835
    @channavangeel4835 Před 6 lety

    This video needs an award or a medal or anything because this is so good and sad but so good and I cant. It's so beautiful and displays the relationship between Dean and his parents beautiful and honestly the whole cast of Supernatural should see this because you deserve it :)

  • @nerdmythicalfighter_2130
    @nerdmythicalfighter_2130 Před 6 lety +1

    Perfect song and editing. Thank you. This puts a lot of Dean's internal journey into context and makes it relatable to life.

  • @ducky3701
    @ducky3701 Před 7 lety +1

    What? I'm not crying. You're crying. This was an amazing surprise and an amazing video! Thank you so much! 😊

  • @samanthaleilee1495
    @samanthaleilee1495 Před 5 lety +4

    Omg my heart breaks every time I watch this. Beautiful work but damn heartbreaking

  • @hannahpotter4508
    @hannahpotter4508 Před 6 lety +1

    This is beautiful. This is one of my favorite edits ever. Omg

  • @MalciaMala
    @MalciaMala Před 7 lety

    I have no words to describe it! This is amazing

  • @angelarobertson2668
    @angelarobertson2668 Před 6 lety +1

    Once again I’m crying over your videos your so talented thank you

  • @misscharitym9250
    @misscharitym9250 Před 7 lety

    wow, I have always loved this song and it always brought me to tears . but what you've done with it is amazing, just wow

  • @mcclainleong6557
    @mcclainleong6557 Před 7 lety

    This is a truly amazing edit

  • @silentshadow3894
    @silentshadow3894 Před 5 lety +4

    I just love this video way to much and I can't explain why even to my self. It is just so beautiful and used the most perfect song that could have possibly been used for Dean. I guess I will just have to watch it another 8 times to figure it out or something.

  • @fml2779
    @fml2779 Před 7 lety

    i am crying this is so beautiful. keep up your amazing work

  • @shivanipatel8040
    @shivanipatel8040 Před 7 lety

    Oh thank you thank you thank you. This video describes my Deano and what he has been through. Beautiful. Amazing job 🙌🏼

  • @shelly1424
    @shelly1424 Před 7 lety +2

    I actually cried… this is so good! 😭💯

  • @AlmaSif
    @AlmaSif Před 7 lety +1

    Amazing as always :D so many feelz ;)

  • @serena_leon
    @serena_leon Před 7 lety +32

    The moment Amara said 'I gave you what you needed most' I had hoped. Really. This whole show based on the statement that the brothers just need each other and I had hoped there is coming something GOOD for them. And then Mary arrived. I was shocked. I hadn't like Mary since we had seen here by the deal with Azazel. Good, I understand her choice and without the deal, there would never be the show. But now? Now I had tried to understand her, like her and anything in between. She had been a Hunter and still is, good point. Sam is more than John so Dean is clearly more than their mother - I thought. But Mary is a hunter (in my eyes she's not the 'best of the Winchester' but the BMoL are horrible) and more important - she is just a Hunter. To be a Mom doesn't mean to back or cook or give good night kisses. She wasn't even interested. I had hoped about a scene where they tell her what they had gone through. But nothing. She left anytime she would had the chance to stay - Had Dean proudly tell her that he had kill Hitler? Or other really big enemies? And just a question - When there wouldn't be monsters in the USA anymore what the should Sam and Dean do with their life's? I'm not asking this for the show but look how many hunters they're. So no, I couldn't like her. As Castiel had killed Billie to save Mary and the brothers I had thought about killing him. Because I had hoped at least Mary would die for something good

    • @marblewolf5502
      @marblewolf5502 Před 7 lety +2

      silkena12 I completely agree with you!

    • @serena_leon
      @serena_leon Před 7 lety +1

      Thank you. for agreeing. It's good to see that I'm not alone with my thoughts :)

    • @nicolemendoza1640
      @nicolemendoza1640 Před 6 lety +5

      silkena12 when Amara said that I thought it would be Bobby

    • @nicolemendoza1640
      @nicolemendoza1640 Před 6 lety +1

      silkena12 I totally agree with you

  • @roadtriplyrics2544
    @roadtriplyrics2544 Před 7 lety

    wow this is so beautiful and amazing!😍😢your so talented