My experience going through Suboxone withdrawal.

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  • čas přidán 24. 08. 2024
  • Just sharing my experience and what I when through during Suboxone withdrawal.
    it's not as bad as I make it out to be on here, and you shouldn't be afraid to make the jump, or at least test the water, if you're wanting freedom from Suboxone.
    #addictionrecovery #suboxone #addiction #soberlife

Komentáře • 211

  • @LostLady-vs1uh
    @LostLady-vs1uh Před 7 měsíci +20

    I should have just taken the week off work to get off oxys 2 years ago. These subs are so much harder to kick. Couldn't afford to miss work. These cold sweats and no sleep yet exhausted is so much on top of other health issues. Let's all keep working at it. Tapper the right way. Time flies. Much love ✌️

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci +3

      Keep at it, it gets better pretty quickly once you're off! Thanks for watching!

    • @boozyb420
      @boozyb420 Před 5 měsíci

      How many mg were you taking a day? I’m coming up on 18 months 1 or 2 at most a day and nervous to start my ween off.

    • @Youtubeissokewl
      @Youtubeissokewl Před 5 měsíci

      Happy I ain't u guys

  • @wysmn
    @wysmn Před 9 měsíci +26

    I was on suboxone for 6 years roughly. Prescribed 24mg a day but was only taking 8 mg split between 2 doses most days. Some days i would take up to 16 mg. Needless to say I stopped going to clinic and had hundreds of 8mg tablets. I got down to just 1/4 of one, or 2mg, a day over the course of 6 months. The last 2 weeks I made 1 8mg last the 2 weeks. I scraped off crumbs from the tablet with a knife. I stopped and had literally no withdrawels. I was expecting hell and it never came. I did take .1 mg clonidine 2x a day for the first 4 days after stopping as well as 10 mg of loperamide 1x day. Good luck yall. Alot of it is in your head. Freeeeee finally.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 8 měsíci +3

      Awesome, and congratulations! I'm glad you were able to get off of it, especially with no withdrawal. It's a great feeling, especially after you get passed a couple of months, and everyday you think, wow, I'm not a slave to this no more. Thanks for your story!

    • @dwb131313
      @dwb131313 Před 8 měsíci +2

      I’m on day 6 from 2mg. I really have felt very little withdrawal. Been on it almost 20 years. I do have Ativan so maybe that’s helping but I keep waiting and nothing really is happening except minor leg pain, overall feeling kinda depressed but I’m hoping the withdrawal doesn’t start up like a week or more after my last dose. Like I said I’m day 6.

    • @chicagocarpenter8142
      @chicagocarpenter8142 Před 7 měsíci +2

      I’m going to a detox weds. Been 6 years on this and I’ve tapered down to 1.5 mg. Almost every day I start experiencing some mild withdrawal and while I’m sleeping I wake up with rls and can’t go back to sleep. Really nervous but happy to be getting off.

    • @jimmalmstrom6593
      @jimmalmstrom6593 Před 7 měsíci

      @@dwb131313 Wow, unusual but great to hear.

    • @jimmycricket7946
      @jimmycricket7946 Před 7 měsíci

      ​@@dwb131313 2mg for 20 year's is a very long time forget about the dose just the sheer amount of time you been on it is enough for the withdrawals to last 30-60 day's and that's just the acute withdrawal phase the post withdrawal phase won't be as bad and you should be able to go about your business by this time but seriously it could take a good year or so before you're brain fully recovers. Make sure you taking long acting naltrexone for atleast 12 months to help give your receptors a chance to heal and begin producing endorphins ( feel good chemicals) independent from the opioid. Long acting opioids like buprenorphine will make you suffer for a very long time mainly because it's a partial agonist. Let me know your status I know what I'm talking about.

  • @user-cc5bi4fv1q
    @user-cc5bi4fv1q Před 6 měsíci +7

    The restless leg was the worst for me. As someone who took it on and off for 4 years the withdrawals sucked. When I started I would take a 1/4 of an 8mg strip. I took that amount for the first year on the recommendation of a friend and it was here and there. Then later I started more consistently. At the time I had no clue what withdrawals were so there was no panic when I was close to running out. Once you experience your first withdrawal it will forever change how you take a drug. Glad I left Suboxone behind. Good for you on getting off it.

  • @lauriewromar5478
    @lauriewromar5478 Před 10 měsíci +11

    Videos like this are so incredibly important.
    Thank you so much for making it.
    Im so happy for you, and way to go!
    Free from the chains!

  • @sweetcell8767
    @sweetcell8767 Před 10 měsíci +20

    Dude I woulda been scratch’n round for that 0.5 mg like a madman

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 10 měsíci +5

      I hear you, but in between my seat in console in my car is impossible to get into. So I just screw it, I'm going for it. Plus I would have to have dug through old French fries and other garbage haha

    • @sweetcell8767
      @sweetcell8767 Před 10 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it haha I hear ya! The “junkies” car floor. All sorts of shit makes it down there. How is your withdrawal going now? I swapped onto Buvidal injections once a month. It provides a smoother transition for coming off Suboxone. The way you describe the bupe withdrawal is very good. The withdrawals can be all consuming. I was stuck overseas once with a diminishing supply. It was the worst week I’ve ever had. I had to fly into San Francisco on my way home to go score off the street in The Tenderloin before facing the final 36 hour flight home with stop over.

    • @ownleywunlord9638
      @ownleywunlord9638 Před 7 měsíci

      ​@@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3itjust curious, what were your personal reasons for deciding to get off of it?

    • @Checkoutbetweenthesoulandeye
      @Checkoutbetweenthesoulandeye Před 5 měsíci +4

      I would have been late af to work with french fries in my hair The seats would have unbolted and if that didnt work? Id a called my ex that girl would have found it for sure iykyk lmao

    • @Steve-ev6vx
      @Steve-ev6vx Před 4 měsíci +4

      ​@@Checkoutbetweenthesoulandeyethat seat would have been unbolted and thrown out in the yard in about 2 minutes

  • @jamesmunro6264
    @jamesmunro6264 Před 7 měsíci +4

    Glad you got off of it buddy. Currently tapering rn. Be safe.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci

      Awesome! Congratulations on tapering, just keep on pushing through, and you'll get there! Keep me updated

  • @user-fr2mv2hk5u
    @user-fr2mv2hk5u Před 6 měsíci +8

    Im on day 2 of no suboxone. I was on it for 6 years. I had gotten down to 1/4 of a 2mg strip. When i knew i had a little less then 1 strip left, i started cuttinf it with a razor, into the smallest little slivers. My last 2 days, i cut my last little sliver, in half. I mean, this thing was small, but it was enough to make me feel somewhat normal. Im day 2 of none and ive had restless leg like a mother at night but i still was able to fall asleep. I drink a lot of water, and i did light exercise. Im praying i can be back to normal soon but im expecting it to be at least 2 weeks or more of mental stuff. Be strong. This is your life. I know we can do it.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 6 měsíci +3

      Awesome and congratulations on getting off! Just remember RLS and physical withdrawals will only last 2 weeks maximum, so keep that in mind and keep pushing to that goal, and you will surely make it! Mentally, it's a little longer, but keep yourself busy, and take walks and get that natural dopamine working again. I swear you will get high on natural dopamine!
      Keep me updated!

    • @user-fr2mv2hk5u
      @user-fr2mv2hk5u Před 6 měsíci +1

      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it Thanks for replying! :) I'm on day 8 now and I'm actually doing really well. I'm still dealing with the restless leg but it's getting better and better every night. Also, taking magnesium, zinc and iron supplements and taking Epsom baths help. I notice that hot baths and showers are a big help and I will take as many as I feel I need to just feel good. 🫠

    • @carriefawcett9990
      @carriefawcett9990 Před 5 měsíci

      ​​@@user-fr2mv2hk5u hey can you update me, I'm.nosy as hell. I'm on 8mg per day and want to get off this shit. I once ran.out when I was first using it, in small amounts and I had restless legs like a mother fucker as soon as I'd sit or lie down at night, and shitting through the eye of a needle, interrupted sleep 😢
      That was when I was on .5 mg and ran out.. I'm now up to 8mg.. please update me! 🙏 hope you're well

    • @user-qm5on9gl3x
      @user-qm5on9gl3x Před 5 měsíci +1

      I'm in big trouble man it's the third day I been out completely,I been searching for baggies and stuff and I'm losing hope that I'll be able to do it ,I'm from Bay county FL boys and I'm 33 years old and I have only you guys for inspiration,idk what I'm gonna do you guys .I took it for four years to get off Roxy contin and I'm losing it ,I'm seeing things and I'm use to taking 8mgs a day to just nothing ,I couldn't afford my appointment and I want free of this ,I'm probably about to lose my job over this

    • @davids6075
      @davids6075 Před 4 měsíci

      @@user-qm5on9gl3xhey man you okay now?

  • @peggymorgan6355
    @peggymorgan6355 Před 2 měsíci +3

    Your my hero. I’m only on day 7 and there’s no way i could go to work

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před měsícem

      You can do it! I wish you the best. Keep in trucking!

    • @HappyHermitt
      @HappyHermitt Před měsícem

      I worked in the Louisiana summer heat while getting off in 2006.
      Idk how I made it.

  • @kondawg8247
    @kondawg8247 Před 7 měsíci +5

    That’s the best advice, working and staying active to keep your mind off of it. If you lay down in pain all day you’re gonna be fucked

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci +2

      That's the way I looked at it. If I was not doing anything, I was just thinking about it, and not being on it. But I kept as busy as possible, and within a couple weeks, you forget to even think about it.

  • @TheWintastical
    @TheWintastical Před 4 měsíci +1

    Congrats dude thanks for sharing. I'm on day 3 right now and took a week off work to get through hopefully the worst of it so it's good to hear from people who already did it

  • @trinitro5968
    @trinitro5968 Před 14 dny

    I totally understand the blahhhs! Trying to live life instead of just excisting. Thank you for sharing your journey. You have a lot going for you, and doing that while coming off or being off something that sustains you, cant be easy.

  • @user-tr6lj4wg6n
    @user-tr6lj4wg6n Před 7 měsíci +5

    If you was able to work while coming off those bro my hat is off to you bro.. Its a tough fight but one well worth fighting..i would stick a hot poker in my mouth before i would put myself through this mess EVER AGAIN!! its the hardest thing ive ever done n i think it takes months before you feel completely normal but not too long before you can function...

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci +1

      Oh yeah, it's definitely a couple months long process, then gets better and better after that. Congratulations, it's definitely a feat to get off of that stuff, I'm glad everything is going good!

    • @user-rs2mr5yk2g
      @user-rs2mr5yk2g Před měsícem +1

      I have to say it's so bad I loaded my 9mm. Trying to stay positive but if you've been there and on it for over 10 years it is awful. I'm safe right now

    • @MissyMe42253
      @MissyMe42253 Před 22 dny

      @@user-rs2mr5yk2g I know the feeling! hope it"s a lil better!

  • @laurenjeanvp5131
    @laurenjeanvp5131 Před 8 měsíci +5

    Thank you for this video!!! I have been on 8mg for 7 years and on 10/26 something in me couldn't take the high dose of subs anymore. Full blown anxiety, chills, idk what tf it was but it triggered something. I was also a 12 yr bulimic. That next day i dropped to 3mg, day 2 was the worst, sweating, cold, chills, but by day 7 i was feeling good. 2 weeks later i dropped to 2mg and then thanksgiving day (why i chose that day ill never know lmao) i went to 1.75 i was feeling amazing til day 4 (last sunday) and mannnnnn did shit creep up. A little anxiety, nothing i couldn't handle but the restless lefs at night is BRUTALLLLL. Feels like fucking bugs in my legs. Im taking otc restless legs meds and otc sleeping stuff but nothing works. Its wild between midnight and 7am my legs are wild but once 7am comes, they go away and im able to finally get sleep. The body is so odd lol im doing hot pilates and havent done my bulimia at all. Im eating super clean and drinking a ton of water, i even quit my daily coffee. I think id be way worse if i was throwing up, not eating right, and drinking caffeine all the time. Im soooo ready to get ME back. Thanks again and hope youre well!!

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 8 měsíci +2

      Awesome to hear! It gets waaay easier, but takes a few months to really feel any type of normalcy. Hang in there, and keep at it! It's so amazing to not be on that stuff, and to feel normal again!

  • @freak37
    @freak37 Před 5 měsíci +2

    I entered the story with this opioid so naively, thinking that if I take no more than 2 mg, that I will not have a difficult withdrawal. For 7 years, I was delusional, thinking that there was nothing worse than heroin. Last year at this time, without any knowledge about this, I tried to get off that 2 mg and experienced hell. I was on 0.75mg for a year and before the last intake 0.5 for about 10 days. I'm entering day 9 and I can only say that it's hell in a nutshell.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 5 měsíci

      I bet you're feeling a ton better now right?

    • @freak37
      @freak37 Před 5 měsíci

      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      Yes, you are right, a much better condition if we exclude the restless legs and the sleep that comes only in the morning hours. Two or three hours of interrupted sleep, but even that is a lot compared to the first two weeks. There is a strong will, and I think that is crucial.

    • @stevenphillips3466
      @stevenphillips3466 Před 4 měsíci

      Your absolutely right about that ...

  • @Beaky707
    @Beaky707 Před 6 měsíci +5

    Crazy part is we all went to subs because we was tired of oxy or whatever and then for it to get worst is a scary feeling because when you have it in your mind that your done but ya body is telling you something else YOU JUST DONT WANT TO FEEL SICK!!

  • @skylerschillinger3428
    @skylerschillinger3428 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Im on day 10. Its been cold af. Fucking with me bad. But getting better everyday! After 4 years i was ready to move on. Hope everyone keeps on keeping on! One love!

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci +1

      Congratulations! Keep at it, you'll be feeling a lot better here soon! Keep me updated!

    • @skylerschillinger3428
      @skylerschillinger3428 Před 7 měsíci

      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it Thanks for looking out and posting your journey 🙏 Starting to even out. Sleeping and eating better the last 3 days has made a big difference.

    • @skylerschillinger3428
      @skylerschillinger3428 Před 6 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it feels crazy, but a month later I'm starting to get some sort of joy again. Could be the warm sunshine after working in -14 but life feels ok again. Thanks again man hope all is well with you!

  • @feliciafuehrer3838
    @feliciafuehrer3838 Před 4 měsíci

    Thank you for your testimony. I was on up to 16 mg. I am down to 6 mg daily. I am on my taper journey. I'm giving myself as long as I need to taper. I need to function and run two businesses while I do this. I need hope and encouragement and thank you SO much for your videos. Love and gratitude,

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 4 měsíci +1

      You'll be just fine! It's not a fun journey, but there's tougher things to go through in life, that's for sure. Once you get to the lower mgs it's a little tougher, but you can still function in your daily life. Go slow once you start feeling withdrawal when you decrease, then when you're ready, jump off, and fight through it. You'll get there I know it!

    • @feliciafuehrer3838
      @feliciafuehrer3838 Před 4 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it Thank you so much for your encouragement. These videos are SO important so folks like me and others know and understand.. this is possible. I WILL be chemical free.

  • @arenam79
    @arenam79 Před 11 měsíci +4

    I'll try not to think about while shitting and throwing up at the same time and this debilitating leg pain is all in my head i guess..glad you got through it but im really struggling

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 11 měsíci +5

      Keep at it man! You'll be through it before you know it. Can't speak for puking, but the shits will last a while. Not where you have to go instantly, but you'll have the runs for a good while probably. Keep going!

    • @arenam79
      @arenam79 Před 11 měsíci

      ​@@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it2 more days under my belt, still feel like I got hit by a truck but it is what is. If nothing changes,nothing changes..

    • @-hunter5595
      @-hunter5595 Před 10 měsíci +3

      Me too bro we have to pay the price to get my life back …be strong one day at the time …..

    • @OGmediahub
      @OGmediahub Před 10 měsíci

      Same here; pls share how many days worse withdrawals happen as i broke on day 4. And on my second try …

  • @kanikanewsome6305
    @kanikanewsome6305 Před 11 měsíci +2

    New subscriber ur greatly appreciated 🙏🏾

  • @RunRiver777
    @RunRiver777 Před 7 měsíci

    Congratulations brother!! It's a hard road!

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci

      Thank you sir, it's definitely a hard road, but well worth it! Thanks for watching!

  • @darrenlesueur4785
    @darrenlesueur4785 Před měsícem +1

    1/8 of a milligram I jumped off without any prproblems except I struggled to sleep ever night

  • @ryanhendrickson7346
    @ryanhendrickson7346 Před 10 měsíci +3

    Im day 20 cold turkey was searching for old pill bottles trying to find something. Dont know weather to be sad or happy fml

    • @bradleyozbun1012
      @bradleyozbun1012 Před 10 měsíci +4

      Woe !!!!! Slow down !!!
      Go lay down or head to a meeting
      N.A anonymous!!!!
      Do not roll back to the old ways ..
      Take it easy, breathe be positive tell yourself it's going g to ok.
      Cause it will !!!!
      We do recover !!!
      Take it 1 min at time
      1 hr.
      1 day at time 💯 💯 💯

      I do care !!!

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 9 měsíci +2

      Ryan you're almost through it, I wouldn't turn back now. Give it another week. You will get crazy emotions early and on like that, you're actually staring to feel again, but that will eventually go away after a couple of months. Go on walks and get some exercise, you will get natural highs from it, and it's great, and enjoy it while it lasts!
      Keep me updated, and thanks for watching!
      Remember, one day at a time, and one week at a time. You will gradually keep getting better!

    • @ryanhendrickson7346
      @ryanhendrickson7346 Před 9 měsíci

      Thanks man I appreciate the support. It's been a long road, but I'm done with opiates I'm gonna push through it. @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it

    • @ryanhendrickson7346
      @ryanhendrickson7346 Před 9 měsíci

      I'm alright now I don't plan on relapsing I've had like a 13 year addiction
      10 years starting with hydrocodone all the way up the ladder to heroin/dilaudid
      then 3 or 4 years on subs its hard you have to legit want to be sober 100%
      and I think I'm at that point 21 days now. Not gonna lie I feel way better than day 6-15 ish @@bradleyozbun1012

    • @bradleyozbun1012
      @bradleyozbun1012 Před 9 měsíci

      It hard with the mind ! AlwYs got yourself second guessing..
      Go check out N.A. program in your local area. They will do wonderful for a time like this .
      You go this !!!
      I promise it's tuff..
      But Dam. Anything ! Worth while is worth Fighting for !!!!.
      We got into this mess , we can got ourselves out of it ..
      It's time , patience, and giving a Dam !
      About yourself ..
      N.a. anonymous go to it... just sit and listen even .

  • @NosActivated420
    @NosActivated420 Před 7 měsíci +1

    I didn't sleep for 3 weeks after stopping. It took my about a solid year before i started to feel normal. Things begin to come into focus after about 6 months. Suboxone is no joke.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci +1

      It is no joke. It definitely takes a lot of time to get back to normal. I would say the first 2-4 months were the worst for me, and yeah, 6 months is where it really starts to get better. Congratulations on getting off that stuff!

    • @theblowupdollsmusic
      @theblowupdollsmusic Před 6 měsíci +1

      What dose did you stop at, and how long where you taking it? Did you taper down? How are you feeling now? Congratulations on quitting.

  • @HappyHermitt
    @HappyHermitt Před měsícem

    Im 52, health issues galore, and am jumping off soon. Im too old for this crap.
    I went from a strip a day to an 8th and smaller and l am dealing with minor withdrawal symptoms.
    Ive kicked opiates once before and cant believe Im here again.
    Im in Subs due ti getting off a yesr long rx of Tramadol.
    I had no idea withdrawals came with that.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před měsícem

      You'll do great getting off of them, it's just a matter of doing it, and dealing some discomfort, and the mental aspect. Main thing is to just keep pushing through it all. I wish you the best of luck!

  • @justusbryant7366
    @justusbryant7366 Před rokem +3

    There is no way to measure accuratley anything below 2 mgs

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před rokem +2

      The strips are fairly accurate, the pills not so much

    • @james_daniels
      @james_daniels Před 11 měsíci

      You can get really low with 2mg strips. Or use volumetric dosing with pills.

    • @justusbryant7366
      @justusbryant7366 Před 11 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it I got the pills

  • @edgarramos1499
    @edgarramos1499 Před 9 měsíci +1

    I started taking it twice a day and I start feeling withdrawal after 12 hours or less. It always starts with a runny nose for me, its like a running faucet.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 9 měsíci

      Yep! Runny nose and sneezing!

    • @g.e131
      @g.e131 Před měsícem

      I've been taking it for 5 years and lemme tell you. I start going through withdrawals only 4-6 hours after taking a piece of my strip. I'm currently taking 1mg worth. And for some reason, the longer I've been on this medicine, the more I hurt and feel like total crap. Idk why though?? How are you doing btw?

  • @Bishop_CSB
    @Bishop_CSB Před 6 měsíci

    Happy for you man. I keep trying and trying and the most I’ve gone is 3 days. I’ve only been on for a year and a half but I’m always craving it. I guess I have to taper instead of trying cold turkey

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 6 měsíci +1

      I would definitely taper if I were you, depending on how much you take anyway. Physical withdrawals only last for 2 weeks about, so if you can make it that long, you're good!

    • @Bishop_CSB
      @Bishop_CSB Před 6 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it thank you my friend. You really give me hope. I’m definitely going to give it a shot. Can I ask, what is the most you were dosing a day? I’m on a film a day

  • @Beaky707
    @Beaky707 Před 6 měsíci +1

    Do anybody have a fix for the restless arm and leg situation at night?

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 5 měsíci

      I know some people take stuff for RLS, but I don't remember what it is

    • @robertperez-pi1xr
      @robertperez-pi1xr Před 4 měsíci +1

      Get up and move. That’s the only thing that’s ever worked for me. I heard a lot of people say it. An I tried to take all the supplements and bs. None of it worked. Then I said f it. I got up and walked and it wouldn’t take it away but it would cut it to 50% to minimal.

  • @Legalthccartstore0
    @Legalthccartstore0 Před 4 měsíci

    *Symptoms are the worst in the first 72 hours of Suboxone withdrawal. This is when most physical symptoms are experienced*

  • @trinitro5968
    @trinitro5968 Před 14 dny

    Oh no the bottomless pit, i have dropped many of things down it, including my daily dose. I understand!

  • @pattymillz7580
    @pattymillz7580 Před 8 měsíci +1

    What part of Pennsylvania are you from ? Accent, got a bunch of fam in pa

  • @AnniVaan_heavydirtysoul
    @AnniVaan_heavydirtysoul Před 6 měsíci

    Hi there, I hope you see this message. I've been on Suboxone almost 15 years. My daily dose was 16mg and for the past 1.5 years I've been on Buvidal. I tapered from 128mg to 64mg, unfortunately was unable to taper more. Lost my job last month and quit cold turkey. Goes without saying that it has been hell and there's still week until it's fully out of my system. I hope to feel better in 4-6 months, is this realistic expectation? I'm really worried that I have permanent brain damage and I will fall into depression. Only my partner knows what I'm going through so some experiences and communicating with people who have went through this would be much appreciated.💗🙏🏻

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 6 měsíci +1

      I honestly don't know much about buvidal, but I know it's similar to Suboxone in the way it works.
      I definitely don't think it's going to take 4-6 months to feel better though, and you definitely don't have brain damage!
      I would imagine you will start feeling better mentally this next month if I had to guess. Might take longer to be back to completely normal, but it will get a lot easier.
      Keep going, and you will feel better soon enough! Keep me updated

    • @AnniVaan_heavydirtysoul
      @AnniVaan_heavydirtysoul Před 6 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it Thank you so much for your message which brought me in tears💗 I know that I should've tapered down but I was so frustrated when I couldn't get from 64mg to 32mg that I decided to go cold turkey. Buvidal has a half life of 19-25 days and next week should be out of my system. This week I haven't had the chills anymore. I truly hope that I will be able to feel pleasure when this is over and get my energy levels up. On Monday I was at the beach and got this weird thing happening to me where I felt that everything goes backwards for a short moment and today I has massive social anxiety, almost a panic attack (diagnosed anxiety and panic disorders). My doctor cut my Valium in half 2 weeks ago as well, on top of everything else I quit nicotine so it's proper roller coaster but I'm a fighter and didn't start this fight to lose. Thank you again, bless you and I'm so happy for you😊 Will send some updates.

    • @JasonBrown-dd7dj
      @JasonBrown-dd7dj Před 3 měsíci

      Can't believe you had bad withdrawal,I jumped off 96 mg and it was a breeze.33:wks off it's definitely all out your system at 125 days if you metabolize slow

    • @AnniVaan_heavydirtysoul
      @AnniVaan_heavydirtysoul Před 3 měsíci

      @@JasonBrown-dd7dj Hi Jason! It was around 6 weeks of torture but I did it. These things are very individual I believe. I'm really happy that it was easy for you, congratulations for getting rid of that Big Pharma scam😊 I'm now trying to jump off benzos and I hurt my neck really bad and was hospitalized for a week. Now I'm slowly starting also that recovery. Blaming myself so much for everything. Hope that you're better and all the best 💗😊🙏🏻

  • @OGmediahub
    @OGmediahub Před 10 měsíci

    I broke on day 4; i couldnt take cold sweating and chills & hives anymore. All my towels in the house 20+ were used up on that day and i was jumping into hot bath 3 times in each hour …. I took 1/ 8 or so cut of the daily slip and back to normal …. Now, next day, symptoms crawling back on me but now i have Clonidine prescription ( begged the doctor for it ) so my second try begins …
    Btw ( was doing nalbuphine shots for a year prior and boy what a mistake it was to not finish that instead of jumping to suboxone ) …

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 10 měsíci +2

      Awesome! Just keep at it, and push through it, and remember that stuff WILL end in about 7-10 days, could even be quicker than that. Once you get through the physical stuff, it's a long haul to get back to completely normal, but it gets better week by week. Within a couple months you'll be feeling pretty darn good. Keep my updated, and just keep at it, and keep your mind busy. Walks help a TON, or any kind of exercise.

    • @OGmediahub
      @OGmediahub Před 10 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it thx bro ! Yea i wish to get those energy levels back … never felt so weak in my life and i swim & work out regularly…
      Btw, saw another vid that gabapentin helps alot so will mix both …

    • @OGmediahub
      @OGmediahub Před 9 měsíci

      Day 8 🤦‍♂️…. Still going … crazy chills yhen sweats but much more energy and no more rls … i instacart those little ginger; detox & energy shots ( they help tremendously )….

  • @Rugz-smoke
    @Rugz-smoke Před 7 měsíci

    I take 8 mg a day sometimes 16 mg pending on how I’m feeling. I get the worst back pain when trying to not take it. Add in the fact I’m in a life or death war with a family Narcissist sometimes I just want to nod out forever.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci

      Narcissists are one of the worst things to deal with. I had an ex girlfriend that was insane out of her skull, she was narcissistic, but I would say she suffers more from psychopathy. Getting away from those people is the healthiest thing you could do for yourself at this time, even if they are family.

    • @Paintsandpackages
      @Paintsandpackages Před 5 měsíci

      Whenever I reduced my dose, my body got used to it in 3 to 5 days. It's not bad.

  • @justusbryant7366
    @justusbryant7366 Před rokem +1

    Especially with tablets

  • @mkp3824
    @mkp3824 Před 6 měsíci

    You know, when doctors wean you they will give you different doses for different days. Like you take one every other day, a larger dose, but you skip days. I've ran out for a day one time. I was fine.

  • @FriedGatoraid
    @FriedGatoraid Před 6 měsíci

    I have a very important question. I’m on the road to getting off. I’m very low finally , but in the morning my chest feels heavy like I went swimming all night long. Did you experience anything like this. Freaking me out. I take my .25 at 4 in morning. It’s the best time for me. Don’t want my body to go into shock but that’s how I feel. I’m not having the normal withdrawals which is amazing and lucky but this chest thing and panic thing is tough.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 6 měsíci +1

      You might be feeling heavy in the chest from anxiety and panicking. I never had that particular symptom though. You are probably fine, but if you feels it's something more, see your doctor immediately.
      Otherwise keep pushing through! It's not a fun road, and a scary one as well, but you WILL make it through! Keep me updated!

  • @TheSleuthFairy
    @TheSleuthFairy Před 4 měsíci

    Kratom worked for my brother. The internet puts out a lot of lies to keep people from getting well.

  • @edgarramos1499
    @edgarramos1499 Před 9 měsíci

    Also for me personally the 4th and 5th day the insomnia goes from 2 to 10!

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 9 měsíci

      Day 4 my sleep started being super disrupted.

    • @laurenjeanvp5131
      @laurenjeanvp5131 Před 8 měsíci

      I'm day 8 of 1.75 down from 7 years of 8mg..and I realllllly felt is on day 4..the Restless legs at night are the only real symptom I have. Other than that I haven't felt this good in yearssssss. Scared to down down more but I have to..I'm excited for this new me. slowly everything is coming back to normal

  • @bradleyozbun1012
    @bradleyozbun1012 Před 10 měsíci

    I'm currently on it.
    Been on it for 60 days .
    You think i should start cutting back not.
    A few times a week i skip taking it and feel fine for a bit but i start gett aggregate.
    Even when I'm on it i feel somewhat drained at times .
    I bet it an after effect from cutting off for a day or so .
    Even through a doc. Prescribed it
    Hell that is what got me started it this mess 20 yrs. Ago. So I'm always suspicious of dr. And meds like this stuff now.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 9 měsíci

      It's up to you if you should cut back or not, if you really want to, then you should, but if you're doing good, and are fine with how things are going I wouldn't. I was on it for 13 years, it definitely helped me, but I'm ultimately happy with my decision to get off of it, and being clean.

  • @whocares4464
    @whocares4464 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Your 💯 that jumping off is more mental that physical especially after the first week

  • @user-rs2mr5yk2g
    @user-rs2mr5yk2g Před měsícem

    5 days off suboxone now dts hitting me hard what do I do

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před měsícem +1

      Congratulations on the five days! Just keep dealing with it honestly. It's not going to last much longer.

    • @user-rs2mr5yk2g
      @user-rs2mr5yk2g Před 29 dny

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it thank you. My anxiety and mood swings are so bad. I thought I was a strong woman till this. The Dr. Put me on pain pills for my back and I told him I wanted to stop taking them. So he put me on suboxone this was 10 years ago. Call me naive but I had NO idea how hard it would be to get off of. Anyone that's been through it congratulations it is hard. I'm still staying strong. Thank you so much. We should all encourage one another. Life is hard enough without this crap. Love and prayers for ya'll. Stick together, stay strong and lots of prayers for all of us.

    • @user-rs2mr5yk2g
      @user-rs2mr5yk2g Před 25 dny

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it had to go to er Friday and had to take it thought I was gonna die. Found a doc willing to help me get off of it slower. Was told I tapered down too fast. We shall see.

    • @gabrielasanchez9389
      @gabrielasanchez9389 Před 25 dny

      ​@@user-rs2mr5yk2gHi congratulations on your 5days this will be my 2nd week going cold turkey off subs. Yes it's hell but the 1st week is the hardest , I literally wanted to die. Just think about it like this you already going on a week and you didn't put yourself through this pain just to go back again. It gets easier the second week. All the physical symptoms like hot flashes, restless legs, diarrhea, irritability goes away. Now you'll just be dealing with insomnia and a little depression then your 3rd week you'll be feeling like a new person. Don't go back.

  • @SAMEntalhealth
    @SAMEntalhealth Před 10 měsíci

    How long were you on it and what mg? Im freaking out I've been on it for 1 month and a couple weeks. Was at 8 mgs now taking only 4 a day. But mentally i don't even want to be on it. I can take some pain from my experience with past withdrawal but i figure if i cut down now and quit il be better off than 6 months later.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 10 měsíci +2

      If you think you can stay clean without it, then by all means taper off. But I wouldn't rush it if you think you could possibly relapse. I was on it for 13 years, started at 8mg tapered down to 2mg and stayed there probably 10 years. I tapered off of 2mgs in less than 2 months. It can definitely help you get your life in order, so it's your call.

    • @SAMEntalhealth
      @SAMEntalhealth Před 10 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it oh yeah ive been on maintenance in the past, had 3 years clean without suboxone before, this time it's more withdrawal trauma that is eating me more than the core issue that I've already came to terms with :/

    • @josephmannise567
      @josephmannise567 Před 4 měsíci

      I would stop while you can, the sooner the easier.

  • @protoolsfanatic7276
    @protoolsfanatic7276 Před 10 měsíci

    Not to get personal but did you get any emotions back or you libido back when you were at 2mg? I'm not ready to quit but feel 16mg is too much for me as my libido is nonexistent and so are my emotions.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 10 měsíci +7

      Emotions started coming back after I started tapering down from 2mg. I went from 2 to 1 and got crazy emotional. After I was completely off, even more so.
      My libido is much much higher now, it took some time to build up a tolerance again though.
      Being off for 232 days, my emotions are pretty much dead again. Hoping they come back after a year or so, although, I'm much more stable mentally now.

    • @laurenjeanvp5131
      @laurenjeanvp5131 Před 8 měsíci +1

      I was at 8mg for 7 years and literally never wanted anything sexual. I'm down to 1.75 and my libido is coming back in full swing. I have some withdrawal symptoms but nothing I can't handle. You're taking way too much, your brain receptors are almost complete clogged. Get down to 4mg and you'll feel alot better

    • @dwb131313
      @dwb131313 Před 8 měsíci

      16 mg is too much and your doctor should know better.

    • @jn1211
      @jn1211 Před 6 měsíci

      ​@@dwb131313 fun fact. everyone has a different body. what works for one won't work for the next. I'm WAY off label for severe fentanyl addicts even though i never needed anything stronger than vicodin, now i'm on 300mg sublocade every 2 weeks. it is brutal as fuck and the only thing keeping me off heroin for this extreme pain I'm in thanks to 20 years of malpractice from my former "doctor" ignoring a severe arthritic neck impinging on my spinal cord. but there's literally nothing else they can do at this stage, it's pretty much confirmed that i'm a rapid metabolizer and I've got at least 2 years until I can even see the surgeon

    • @vfgfdfdf
      @vfgfdfdf Před 2 měsíci

      ​@@dwb131313not if they were coming off fent or H

  • @livsnjutaresverige3802
    @livsnjutaresverige3802 Před měsícem

    Guaranteed caffeine withdrawals made it worse.

  • @angelsbeautymark4916
    @angelsbeautymark4916 Před 10 měsíci

    Do you think it would be safe to take over the counter sleep aid?

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 10 měsíci

      I would consult a doctor! But I don't see why not.

    • @OGmediahub
      @OGmediahub Před 10 měsíci +1

      Clonidine is stated to take up to 60% off of withdrawal symptoms away. I just picked it up from the pharmacy, will let you know how it goes. Day quil & night quil didnt do anything for me …

    • @Jen-le3ui
      @Jen-le3ui Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@OGmediahubcan I ask if it actually helped?

    • @OGmediahub
      @OGmediahub Před 6 měsíci

      @@Jen-le3ui 80% of symptoms were gone but expect to be super drowsy & weak.

  • @davidholt8761
    @davidholt8761 Před 5 měsíci

    Ketamine for
    Withdrawal

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 5 měsíci

      Whatever works, but I don't think more drugs to get off drugs is the right way.

  • @Heopful
    @Heopful Před 10 měsíci

    How long have you been off it now

  • @greengold6705
    @greengold6705 Před 3 měsíci

    Take sublocade almost 0 withdrawal

  • @ronarmitagejr8758
    @ronarmitagejr8758 Před 6 měsíci

    Kratom helped me get of subs with no withdrawal. I was on 24mgs day

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 6 měsíci +1

      I'm happy that helped you get off!

    • @ronarmitagejr8758
      @ronarmitagejr8758 Před 6 měsíci

      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it Thanks man.

    • @theblowupdollsmusic
      @theblowupdollsmusic Před 6 měsíci

      Did you get off the kratom? How much subs were you on and how much kratom did you take and for how long? Congratulations on getting off of the subs!

    • @andrejm77
      @andrejm77 Před 4 měsíci

      Heroin did it for me 😂.. Just joking, quit Kratom or you just switched one thing for another.

    • @vfgfdfdf
      @vfgfdfdf Před 2 měsíci

      Don't do kratom unless you're sure you're going to get off it. It's stronger shit than you think.

  • @Owyourhurtingme
    @Owyourhurtingme Před rokem

    How long until you had a relatively restful night sleep?

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před rokem +1

      About a month and half I started sleeping a lot better. Then after that, maybe just a night or two a week I didn't sleep very well.
      I never had full on insomnia, I was just like half asleep, with crazy dreams.

    • @Owyourhurtingme
      @Owyourhurtingme Před rokem

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it 🙏 thanks for the reply - your videos do so much good for so many people!

    • @Josh-rn1em
      @Josh-rn1em Před rokem

      Use Gabapentin to sleep. It helped me so much

    • @Owyourhurtingme
      @Owyourhurtingme Před rokem

      @@Josh-rn1em I just got a Gabapentin script from my doctor- I didn’t tell him the real reason for my RLS (sub withdrawal) I’m not sure his dosage recommendation would work….how many milligrams worked for you and at what time did u take it? Thanks 🙏

    • @Josh-rn1em
      @Josh-rn1em Před rokem

      @@Owyourhurtingme the first time I took it I took 600mg and it made me sleep after a week of insomnia only getting an hour here and there. It helped my brain relax

  • @RyanWeber-nh9cc
    @RyanWeber-nh9cc Před 9 měsíci

    Took me an entire month to go thru all the withdrawals. Not gonna lie i used Adderall to get thru the work day because i was a slug until i used it. Once i got my energy back i dropped the addys too. Im in Minneapolis too and the winters here are cold and i still dont know why i chose to do it in the middle of winter! I kept turning the heat up at work and damn near fighting coworkers because i had the heat so high!😂😂😂😂 Good video dude, congrats!

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 9 měsíci

      Oh man, I bet Minnesota has cold winters! Yeah winter is probably the worst time to do haha, spring or summer would be the best time I would think. Glad you got through it though, I was a slug too for a good month or two. Congrats on getting off of it, and thanks for watching!

  • @OB.x
    @OB.x Před 10 měsíci

    Why does everyone who does these videos do them out in the middle of the woods?
    lol just something i noticed.

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 10 měsíci +4

      Good place to get some peace and quiet, plus we're supposed to be in nature!

  • @MajesticHarmony
    @MajesticHarmony Před 5 měsíci

    Don’t feel withdrawal until four days………who the fuck

  • @ItsMill3rtime597
    @ItsMill3rtime597 Před 4 měsíci

    Dude I would have turned right the fuck around and called off work lol

  • @justusbryant7366
    @justusbryant7366 Před rokem

    I bet you only have to work 8 hours dont ya?

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před rokem +3

      I worked 10 hour days there, 9½ hours on my feet.

    • @ryanhendrickson7346
      @ryanhendrickson7346 Před 10 měsíci

      ​@@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3itdude if that's true your a trooper man I could barely get out of bed for 15 days

  • @bryanscarboddi1210
    @bryanscarboddi1210 Před 7 měsíci

    I still have a 4mg. that fell between the console and driver's seat 🤣

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci +1

      When stuff goes in between the console and the drivers seat, especially something as small as a piece of Suboxone, it's as good as gone 😂

    • @bryanscarboddi1210
      @bryanscarboddi1210 Před 7 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it I've been off junk for awhile now💪 and never once thought of trying to pull my drivers seat out 🤣I wanted to get clean so bad💪 and glad I never looked back👉💪✌️😁

  • @aymenblv1542
    @aymenblv1542 Před 4 měsíci

    I'm snorting this shit

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 4 měsíci +1

      I snorted that shit for years, even the strips, melted it in a drop of water and snorted that. Until I got a horrible sinus infection.

    • @andrejm77
      @andrejm77 Před 4 měsíci +1

      We all do...

  • @chrismalone6347
    @chrismalone6347 Před 5 měsíci

    sounds like your full of it like your making up being on box cause nothin your saying happens

  • @TravisWard-yq1yq
    @TravisWard-yq1yq Před 7 měsíci

    Hey brother im on .5 been off 60 hours any advice?

    • @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it
      @SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it  Před 7 měsíci +1

      Just keep pushing Travis! All you gotta do is hang in there for a little over a week, and you'll feel a ton better. Keep your mind occupied, and try not think about it. Take walks if you can, or do some exercises, doesn't have to be anything crazy.
      Keep your mind off the fact you're not taking it anymore, or how you're feeling. Hang in there my man, physical only last 9-12 days, mental takes a little longer. You got this!!!
      Keep me posted!

    • @TravisWard-yq1yq
      @TravisWard-yq1yq Před 7 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it hey brotha. Thanks for reaching back out! Great video.. and will do. I just had surgery so yesterday I did have narcos during surgery. But no perscription narco, last dose was monday around 5 am in the morning. (Sure you can relate, you seem like a working man)

    • @TravisWard-yq1yq
      @TravisWard-yq1yq Před 7 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it but ill keep you posted. A lil achy so far and im sure tonights sleep will be rough. But its more mental than anything! Thanks dude!!

    • @TravisWard-yq1yq
      @TravisWard-yq1yq Před 7 měsíci

      @@SuboxoneRecovery-kd3it hey man... still going strong. Honestly my symtoms have stayed the same?? Day 4 now...