I discovered your channel last week as youtube suggested me your "fear of visibility" video. I immediately knew I had to watch it but I felt fear haha, I've been running away from my power and my gifts since childhood as my awareness of the world scared people or made them uncomfortable. I started my youtube 3 years ago after my spiritual awakening but took a break out of fear again as I was getting to feeling like expressing deeper topics.. the more impactful and controversial the bigger the fear but now i understand the world NEEDS to hear it. I am back and thank you for poping out of nowhere to give me the support I need so much to share my medicine to the world. I understand it is divine mission. Bless you!!!
‘Afraid because you’re doing YOUR work, which is tapped in to source’ ‘Fear overshadows all those emotions mixed in because we haven’t recognized how to make space for those emotions’
You know that feeling when you’re suddenly reminded of the inherent love and wonder and magic and freedom inside , and when you remember it feels like they are radiating from the core of your being? 🙏 thank you thank you thank you . Thank you.
Maybe a really good way to think about this is saying “ why doesn’t little old me deserve this. I feel this everyday, I yearn for/ want whatever it is I’m thinking about so it must mean it’s mine to have an hold. So what is so undeserving of me that I can’t have it be this”
Ayanda, your words are literal medicine because they are not only unique to you but through hearing you, i look at my work in all my books, notes app, voicenotes, hard drive and I see how I have that same capacity to expand into, that i have my own unique quality and string line of work. thank you for the reframe as someone is on the spectrum (undiagnosed autistic/adhd'er) this literally helped me so much and brought tears to my eyes. I AM IN AWE OF MYSELF. THAT IS WHY I AM STUCK. AFTER EVERYTHING AND I AM STILL STANDING??? WHAT? IN THIS SOCIETY? AND I STILL CONTINUE TO REOPEN MY HEART BUT WITH DISCERNMENT? THAT'S HOT. k time to act on it. FREE PALESTINE AND BEYOND
'Were not saying you're not afraid, we're just saying there are other things that are mixed in with this fear that you haven't been taught to hold space for'❤️💭 Yesss🌟
I broke down crying after the first example I have avoided my power in the hopes of not becoming the people that use it against me and you just to become a better victim for these people by being a doormat thank you.
Wow. Thank you so much for being who you are and serving your purpose. You are valued. You are appreciated. You are needed. Thank you, thank you, thank you! ❤
Thank you for the language/vocabulary “loving forms of” power. I also think you can use this for “loving forms of” pride, etc. There are so many negative connotations of power (or pride) that is pushed din our societies, that it can be hard to embody the sprit and energy of those words, because societal learning will have you at emotional and spiritual odds with words for no reason. With words like power and pride that have mostly been taught as self seeking, self serving and selfish, the terminology “loving forms of…” will help me heal my relationship.
really resonate with what you said about being in awe of yourself, I recently hosted my first solstice gathering and felt so much fear leading up to it. I had to remind myself that this event is something I've always envisioned and is a part of embodying myself along this path. this is such a wise video 🌸
Shoutout to you yo after a couple days of watching that same video you mentioned I finally started my channel and dropped a rough first video but I’m doing it 🤷🏽♂️ 💪🏽🔥🙏🏽
That's me. Where I enter people are treating me like goddess after my spiritual awakening. Even my husband is admiring not even allowing to embrace it full. I still waiting God to take me there until in his clock. He is still organizing everything. I'm not afraid of anything.
Incredible message. I was hanging onto every word with full attention. You weren’t kidding when you said one of your gifts is to speak with full conviction. Thank you for sharing your works!
Oh wow wow wow!!!!!! This. Hits. Hooooooooome!!!! I’ve just come to innerstand this within the last few days about myself. Expanding into my business (I work with TFs and those who need help with shadow work) and seeing y I’ve been holding myself back is bc I’ve been scared of myself and in awe of myself when I’m “in the zone” and doing what I love and know I am here to do! I’ve even had people tell me they “can’t work with me bc i scare them” and that’s always made me feel so confused and hurt but NOW I GET AND SEE Y! They reflect me and my awe of self at my highest potential and alignment! This video came at the perfect time just as made the decision to show up 110% in my work and no longer let my fears stop me! Thank you❤
For the longest I just knew it was just me frozen in my fear while seeing myself for the first time. But you opened up a pathway of thinking for me because I never thought about being in awe of myself. Thank you so much for walking alongside your fear and for this video 💕 subscribed
Ayanda! This IS EXACTLY how I feel when I create something that feels very close to home. It feels like I'm surrendering to something beyond me all the time. 💞 Thank you for leaning into the fear and making this and showing me I can do the same. Thank you for being a channel.
Thank you for sharing this! I resonate with so much of what you're saying ✨️ I'm so happy to say that I felt peace, not fear, when I met with Source. That speaks volumes to how far I've come 🙏
This is only my second time being drawn to your video, yet both videos have felt like you were speaking DIRECTLY to me!!! You are a gift to me! I've registered for your Zoom class on Sunday and am now following you on all platforms. 💚💚💚
To me this would be definitely as far from fear as even possible. I have done some deconstructing though of whatever society even attaches to it so maybe that’s the reason. God is the safest place there could ever be 😌🙏
I love when someone has the words for what I feel. I use to say often most people don't fear failure, they fear success. I eventually realized I was speaking about myself. This truly added a new layer to my thinking. Thank you for being a vessel. ase.
Thank you so much! This was so beautiful! I’m doing a lot of fear shadow work rn and this one really was a different perspective than I’ve heard. I am in awe of us, this community and you! Thank you thank you! Let’s shine bright! We are all ! ❤
I really love your videos! Thank you so much for posting. As someone who is highly sensitive to music, I had been feeling a little overwhelmed with this new way you are doing the soundtrack. Often, I go so deep with the music that it distracts me from what you are saying. If I could suggest something, it would be to maintain just one track going on throughout the video with minimum volume so I can be fully present with your message. Thank you so much for your videos. Keep up with the good work! ❤️
I discovered your channel last week as youtube suggested me your "fear of visibility" video. I immediately knew I had to watch it but I felt fear haha, I've been running away from my power and my gifts since childhood as my awareness of the world scared people or made them uncomfortable. I started my youtube 3 years ago after my spiritual awakening but took a break out of fear again as I was getting to feeling like expressing deeper topics.. the more impactful and controversial the bigger the fear but now i understand the world NEEDS to hear it. I am back and thank you for poping out of nowhere to give me the support I need so much to share my medicine to the world. I understand it is divine mission. Bless you!!!
Same though...i have search for..how to stop hiding..but don't find anything good..the she pop up..we all are connected ❤❤
umm you’re not alone 😭😭😭 I feel the exact same way and finally started posting more !!!!
@sunzara_poetry yes we are 🥰
SAME!!!
Exact sentiments
“Be in awe of your natural self who you cannot help but be”❤
It’s in the word awe-thentic there’s a sense of awe when you are one with with your natural being
‘Afraid because you’re doing YOUR work, which is tapped in to source’
‘Fear overshadows all those emotions mixed in because we haven’t recognized how to make space for those emotions’
You know that feeling when you’re suddenly reminded of the inherent love and wonder and magic and freedom inside , and when you remember it feels like they are radiating from the core of your being? 🙏 thank you thank you thank you . Thank you.
You are magic Ayanda! The day you look out into the world and see all of the expressions from Creators who were all watered here. Beautiful
I have to ponder on this because the seeming root of my fear is that I don’t feel special. “Why does little old me deserve this?”
Maybe a really good way to think about this is saying “ why doesn’t little old me deserve this. I feel this everyday, I yearn for/ want whatever it is I’m thinking about so it must mean it’s mine to have an hold. So what is so undeserving of me that I can’t have it be this”
Ayanda, your words are literal medicine because they are not only unique to you but through hearing you, i look at my work in all my books, notes app, voicenotes, hard drive and I see how I have that same capacity to expand into, that i have my own unique quality and string line of work. thank you for the reframe as someone is on the spectrum (undiagnosed autistic/adhd'er) this literally helped me so much and brought tears to my eyes. I AM IN AWE OF MYSELF. THAT IS WHY I AM STUCK. AFTER EVERYTHING AND I AM STILL STANDING??? WHAT? IN THIS SOCIETY? AND I STILL CONTINUE TO REOPEN MY HEART BUT WITH DISCERNMENT? THAT'S HOT. k time to act on it. FREE PALESTINE AND BEYOND
I learned in about 2nd or 3rd grade, that gifts and talents are not recognized or revered in children, especially Black children.
That part about capitalism only counting gifts that can be commodified
Yes been a struggle but I'm so happy to hear and see and learn from souls who also wish to liberate us all
we need more channels like this on CZcams. High vibrational, liberating and real 💌 so inspiring for an aspiring creator
This channel is a gem 🙏🏼
You woke me up before the video even reached 1 minute.... instant sub
'Were not saying you're not afraid, we're just saying there are other things that are mixed in with this fear that you haven't been taught to hold space for'❤️💭 Yesss🌟
I broke down crying after the first example I have avoided my power in the hopes of not becoming the people that use it against me and you just to become a better victim for these people by being a doormat thank you.
Can’t express how timely this is, wow
I just hit subscribe and I don’t think pressing that button has ever felt so profound 💗
I’ve never heard fear explained in such a holistically beautiful way. Thank you for opening my mind to this new perspective 🖤🪽
THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY SOUL FROM THIS FAKE WORLD 😭
Wow. Thank you so much for being who you are and serving your purpose. You are valued. You are appreciated. You are needed. Thank you, thank you, thank you! ❤
Your video waved at me about an hour after I silently confessed to myself, that I was afraid of Success!!
Thank you 😢❤ blessings to all. 🌹
Thank you for the language/vocabulary “loving forms of” power. I also think you can use this for “loving forms of” pride, etc. There are so many negative connotations of power (or pride) that is pushed din our societies, that it can be hard to embody the sprit and energy of those words, because societal learning will have you at emotional and spiritual odds with words for no reason. With words like power and pride that have mostly been taught as self seeking, self serving and selfish, the terminology “loving forms of…” will help me heal my relationship.
really resonate with what you said about being in awe of yourself, I recently hosted my first solstice gathering and felt so much fear leading up to it. I had to remind myself that this event is something I've always envisioned and is a part of embodying myself along this path. this is such a wise video 🌸
Shoutout to you yo after a couple days of watching that same video you mentioned I finally started my channel and dropped a rough first video but I’m doing it 🤷🏽♂️ 💪🏽🔥🙏🏽
Thank you goddess for sharing your gift with us
“Am I in awe of myself”😩ooooooohhh sexxyyy😆❤️naw I feel so seen rn ma’am , thank you
That's me. Where I enter people are treating me like goddess after my spiritual awakening. Even my husband is admiring not even allowing to embrace it full. I still waiting God to take me there until in his clock. He is still organizing everything. I'm not afraid of anything.
Thank you 🙏
You are a blessing. Thank you for healing your fear and help us do the same 🙏
Incredible message. I was hanging onto every word with full attention. You weren’t kidding when you said one of your gifts is to speak with full conviction. Thank you for sharing your works!
LOVE YOU & THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU❤️🧠💎👑🥰
Literal chills. Thank you.
You're changing the world rn! 🌎 💫❤️🔥
Oh wow wow wow!!!!!! This. Hits. Hooooooooome!!!! I’ve just come to innerstand this within the last few days about myself. Expanding into my business (I work with TFs and those who need help with shadow work) and seeing y I’ve been holding myself back is bc I’ve been scared of myself and in awe of myself when I’m “in the zone” and doing what I love and know I am here to do! I’ve even had people tell me they “can’t work with me bc i scare them” and that’s always made me feel so confused and hurt but NOW I GET AND SEE Y! They reflect me and my awe of self at my highest potential and alignment! This video came at the perfect time just as made the decision to show up 110% in my work and no longer let my fears stop me! Thank you❤
Needed this in ways I can’t describe. Thank you sister.
For the longest I just knew it was just me frozen in my fear while seeing myself for the first time. But you opened up a pathway of thinking for me because I never thought about being in awe of myself. Thank you so much for walking alongside your fear and for this video 💕 subscribed
The way your perspectives are always completely mind blowing and absolutely shockingly refreshing omg this is so beautiful
Thank you❤ and even my mother tongue isn’t English I’m catching every word, the way you make it understandable is unbelievable, and I feeeeel it
Thank you darling for this powerful video ❤
Ayanda! This IS EXACTLY how I feel when I create something that feels very close to home. It feels like I'm surrendering to something beyond me all the time. 💞 Thank you for leaning into the fear and making this and showing me I can do the same. Thank you for being a channel.
This made me cry... Thank you so much
I love this woman!
Whew Chile…I’m still tingling from that one
I’ve been wanting to host community gatherings and this is what I needed to hear - thank you ❤
REAL church ❤
Wow you moved me to tears your message is so necessary
Wow this brought me to tears 🥹
Thank you for sharing this! I resonate with so much of what you're saying ✨️ I'm so happy to say that I felt peace, not fear, when I met with Source. That speaks volumes to how far I've come 🙏
U were LITERALLY God sent for me!! You are speak to my soul! Thank you for being a vessel💗💗💗
I LOVe you’re energy it makes
ME wanna listen & understand your message
Wisdom 🎉 Coincidentally, I felt the smallness when I was looking at my surroundings a few days ago.
Thanks for sharing ❤
Gracias gracias gracias por tus bellas palabras🤍
Crazy part is I was really thinking to myself about this exact topic and here you go posting a video 😅. Thank you 😊❤
This is lovely as always❤ I do want to say that to me awe is reverence, respect and love.
Thank you sis. For this message and your authentic approach to sharing the divine message with us. Definitely received
Always a good day when you post!🎉
This is only my second time being drawn to your video, yet both videos have felt like you were speaking DIRECTLY to me!!! You are a gift to me! I've registered for your Zoom class on Sunday and am now following you on all platforms. 💚💚💚
Sis feeling this beautiful message this morning made my day ❤️
You are absolutely Incredible🌟🌟
I just found your channel. This video was so on time. Thank you for sharing your gifts with us.
love love LOVE your channel. thank you so much for your wisdom!
I'm getting chills as you're talking about source ✨
edit: subscribed & saved this video in my "life changing" playlist
Oh my goodness . The end gave me fucken shivers dawg 😭🤝
This was great! I love your buoyant energy as it moves through the screen. Thank you for sharing your insights!
I appreciate your realness ❤
OMG! I love your energy 🤗😇🤗
Thank you for empowering me 🕊️✨
You are Gifted! Keep dropping videos
Mind blown, wisdom & heart 🌟✨
Such inspiring wisdom you are sharing! Thank you, your videos are right on time 🫶🏽
My god you are so REFRESHING! Thank you sincerely for channeling your highest self and sharing that w us. Lots of love for you ❤️💕❤️
You're amazing! I admire you for honoring your potential i love your videos thank you for sharing with us!
Hello I’m a first time viewer and I rally enjoyed your message. Your voice is built for speaking! ❤️🙏🏾❤️
Your energy and light!!! I subscribed instantly.
This was beautiful ❤️ I'm happy I scrolled back and chose to watch this 🤞🏽
To me this would be definitely as far from fear as even possible. I have done some deconstructing though of whatever society even attaches to it so maybe that’s the reason. God is the safest place there could ever be 😌🙏
This was Good girl! Right on time 🙌
you eating up girl! I am sooo inspired. I will be making videos soon! 🫶🏾🫶🏾
beautiful, powerful
I love when someone has the words for what I feel. I use to say often most people don't fear failure, they fear success. I eventually realized I was speaking about myself. This truly added a new layer to my thinking. Thank you for being a vessel. ase.
Oh this was AMAZING loved this so much
Love the Soul Salon ❤❤❤
beautiful. thank you for this message 💓
Thank you so much! This was so beautiful! I’m doing a lot of fear shadow work rn and this one really was a different perspective than I’ve heard. I am in awe of us, this community and you! Thank you thank you! Let’s shine bright! We are all ! ❤
I started my Podcast!!! I was scared but I did it and it’s soooo me!! ❤BoxingStellaPodcast ❤
I really love your videos! Thank you so much for posting. As someone who is highly sensitive to music, I had been feeling a little overwhelmed with this new way you are doing the soundtrack. Often, I go so deep with the music that it distracts me from what you are saying. If I could suggest something, it would be to maintain just one track going on throughout the video with minimum volume so I can be fully present with your message. Thank you so much for your videos. Keep up with the good work! ❤️
I’m new to your channel.. This might not ever get read.. but I love this energy!! From your newest SUBSCRIBER!!
🤩🥰👑🎁
I’m so thankxful to listen to your wise words ! And I’m subscribed to the bloggg💗💗💗✨✨
you spoke right to my soul ❤
⚘️🫶🏿🫶🏿....we continually being taught we are worthless sinners.....which I neva will believe 💪🏿💪🏿💪🏿💪🏿💥
This came right on time thank you for sharing ❤
I love your videos!! Thank you for the encouragement ❤
definitely on to something with this one!❤❤❤
I cry of joy every time I watch u thank u for your courage
your voice is soothing...i liiiiiiiiiike!!!!
I got so inspired! Thank you!
Ohh so happy to have found your page! ❤❤❤
Wow! This is resonating. 〰️〰️〰️
This is sooooo powerful 👏
This is the video for me. This past week I witnessed a powerful healers aura and I was in awe of my ability to clearly see it.