★ “I bet on loosing dogs” | Passive!Nightmare sans [+ Dream and Lux] | Gacha Life2

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  • čas přidán 3. 05. 2024
  • i keep crying
    i can’t take this anymore
    i hope that in another life i actually am happy with myself, know what it’s like to love and be loved back, realize what my purpose is, acknowledge my problems and realize that i’m just a human that can make mistakes and doesn’t have to accommodate to others
    maybe i wouldn’t feel this way if i wasn’t such a disgusting person, i can’t even imagine how some people can like me, maybe it’s a good thing i push others away instead of holding onto them, i really don’t understand anything about myself
    i miss you, i wish i could of said goodbye and told you how much i appreciated everything you did for me, if i could talk to you one more time i would tell you how thankful i was and still am of you sticking by me and younger me
    i wish i could of told you how much i loved you, everyday i think of you and how you made me feel, i hope you finally healed and are now happy with yourself
    you were always perfect in my eyes, if i could i would tell you how amazing and beautiful you truly were, you did everything you could do just to help me stop hurting myself and you succeeded for a long time, but now that you’re not here with me anymore all i can do is remember the good times from when we were together
    all i can hope for, is for you to find your happiness and good people that are worthy of your kindness; maybe in another life we’re all actually living together in the house we talked about, we brought all the furniture we sent in the group chat, we have the garden i talked about, we would live happily together and stick together until the end
    but maybe it’s good it wasn’t in this life
    i’m sorry for being so horrible to you, i wish i could take it all back and just be able to be with you again, but i truly don’t deserve you if i haven’t changed at all, if anything i allow myself to keep being just a disgrace and disgusting person
    i’m just thankful i could actually make you happy back then, even if it meant leaving you
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Komentáře • 19

  • @ethylenecol
    @ethylenecol Před 2 měsíci +13

    Dream definitely sees Night in lux

    • @solare.
      @solare.  Před 2 měsíci +3

      yes yes, i always thought that
      especially since the old comic about her

  • @cookiecat7759
    @cookiecat7759 Před 2 měsíci +1

    i love this sm

  • @Aleksandr-nh7zi
    @Aleksandr-nh7zi Před měsícem +1

    I like the designs and a very good video even though it made me cry 😭💔 (poor nighty :'(..)

  • @Clomelys
    @Clomelys Před 2 měsíci +6

    It must've been tough experiencing this. But remember, you're not alone in feeling this way. It's okay to struggle, and it's okay to feel lost sometimes. You're deserve love and kindness, even if you don't always see it in yourself ! And while it's natural to have regrets, it's important to focus on the positive memories and the growth you've experienced. You're stronger than you realize, and there's always hope for better days ahead, I'm very proud of you for keeping it up until now, i know that it's not that easy and how difficult it must've been for you without them since they were your only happiness and the one who helped when needed, you're someone nice, and I'm proud of you for accepting they're choice and trying to see the bright side. I'm truly touched by your words, honestly. They are probably missing you too, and they probably wish things could have been different for both of you, but i think they did this for good, and you maybe know that too. You are not defined by your past mistakes or struggles. You have so much potential, and I believe in you. Take things one step at a time, and don't be too hard on yourself. They'll never forget the love and support you showed them, and I hope you find the peace and happiness, whether in this life or the next..

    • @solare.
      @solare.  Před 2 měsíci +1

      thanks! and sorry for taking so long to respond, i had no idea how to respond to it
      it honestly stuck with me the moment i read it, thank you for taking the time to write all of this down and reassure me the way i feel isn’t bad
      i have felt this way for years now, and just recently started to honestly try and accept it
      thank you, take care of yourself and i wish all the happiness back to you

    • @Clomelys
      @Clomelys Před 2 měsíci

      @@solare. You're welcome! No need to apologize, I completely understand. It's really brave of you to open up about your feelings, and I'm glad my words resonated with you. Take care of yourself too, and I genuinely wish you all the happiness in the world. Remember, you're never alone in how you feel, and it's okay to take time to process and accept your emotions. Keep pushing forward on your journey of self-acceptance! If you ever need to talk or just want to share anything, I'm here for you

  • @ichad4428
    @ichad4428 Před 2 měsíci +5

    Omg- poor Night dkksldo 😭💜
    I hope Dream and Lux are okay too- TvT
    His last words- aaaa it always gets me 💜😔
    Btw the designs are so pretty ^^ great video Solare and heya ✨️
    (The first part is pretty relatable lol)

    • @ichad4428
      @ichad4428 Před 2 měsíci +2

      And I hope you are alright buddy, I wish you the best
      **virtual hugs** 🫂🫂❤️

    • @solare.
      @solare.  Před 2 měsíci

      hello! thanks 😸
      yes yes, the first part is especially relatable (sadly lmao)
      i honestly had to check if those were his actual last words lmao

  • @Inkymare.
    @Inkymare. Před 2 měsíci +5

    Awhh, poor Nighty..

  • @lemonjuice359
    @lemonjuice359 Před 2 měsíci +2

    This hit me so hard 😢❤

  • @ven6y
    @ven6y Před 2 měsíci +3

    I love ur desings

  • @solare.
    @solare.  Před 2 měsíci +4

    sorry, i haven’t gotten ideas for videos
    it was supposed to be longer but i didn’t want to edit anything

  • @funyyun
    @funyyun Před 2 měsíci +2

    Hey are you okay? Acknowledging your mistakes are good, and it’s totally okay to want to cry and feel upset. But don’t bear yourself up over it, as long as you know you did something wrong, you just have to acknowledge that to that person ^^

    • @solare.
      @solare.  Před 2 měsíci

      yea im okay, it was just late and just felt angsty
      it’s just stupid that i think like that and then not try anything to actually change myself, but idk maybe i’ll suddenly mature and change
      sorry idk if it sounds like a vent, i don’t know how to make it sound silly

    • @funyyun
      @funyyun Před 2 měsíci

      @@solare. its okay, dont apologize. We have to vent our emotions sooner or later.