Sometimes I tell myself that being skinny is the key to friends and happiness. Then a week later I realize how stupid that is. Then proceed to convince my self that skinny = happy. The skinnier the happier.
Same if im skinny i guess it will take my insecurities deep down i know thats not true i just wanna be skinny like all my friends and my plus size friends are gorgeous and their bodys are amazing but mine i hate it
I cry about this type of stuff and im not even anorexic, if this is making multiple tears roll down MY cheek i can only imagine what this would do to an anorexia survivor
For me it's the fact that I'm naturally fit and I honestly don't care because it's just food to me. I don't hate my body because it's me. And because there are healthy ways to get thin.
wow, this is absolutely gorgeous, and the fact youve been through something like this makes it even more incredible! you are so strong! im glad youre healthy now!
I know this is six years late but just know that you CAN recover and it is possible I promise! A year ago I wouldn’t of ever believed that but here I am fully recovered and living my best life. You can do it ❤❤xx
It's not only about "beauty", you know. Idk this other but Cassie is suicidal as well, i feel like she doesn't eat cause she doesn't think she deserve it, more than the "beauty" thing.
From what I saw Cassie didn't eat because she wanted control and that's why she said " I didn't eat for three days... that was powerful" or something close to that. But like you said it also makes sense that because of her being suicidal that's the underlying cause of why she felt uncontrolled within her own life. Anyways, yeah just wanted to reply to agree with you that not every single person with anorexia is out to be "beautiful" but it also doesn't invalidate those who do cause in the end we're all suffering lol.
actually i think, when it comes to cassie, i gues she wanted the feeling of have everything under control, u know, the thing with her parents, not having friends, the sid stuff, and like that... at one point we even forget about “being beautiful” we just wanna have something that we can control
These girl's are absolutely beautiful. Beautiful girls be going through so much pain. Bad things happen to good people. When people say you beautiful anorexia makes you think it a lie❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I envy my sister. She eats without caring about calories and fats and what that food will make in her body... Gosh,,, I can't even eat, I'm scared... But sometimes I fail and I eat things that then I regret, so I try to throw up, but I'm not able, so I cry till I don't have tears... I just want this to stop... Please.
Same here ....... I try to eat like her sometimes but I end up feeling like trash and becoming fat But now I'm so done binging cuz all what's on my mind is to starve .....
tbh my ed ruined everything me. i lost everything. my friends too. it ruined my teeth. my body aches a lot especially my back. my hair falls out i feel like throwing uo everytime i eat even a tiny amount. it makes me feel like im always not enough.
You'll never be good enough for yourself. That's the thing with ED's. That's why it's one of the most deadly mental illnesses. You won't be good enough ever. You'll keep doing it until you're dead (unless you get help)
@@mia_edits6254 see, it'll never be enough for your mind. You need to learn how to take back control and try to be okay with what you have now. Not eating enough causes so much harm. It'll make you look worse than before. You'll loose hair, your body parts will cave in, you'll get painful ulcers and everything. The day that you see this reply, can you eat two meals? It's a small step but an important one. Please try it for me.
Manic Queen tbh ur the only one that is actually telling me to eat more like other people knows what’s happening but doesn’t say anything so yes, I will start eating two meals a day UwU and tysm for helping me realize what I was doing to myself
@@mia_edits6254 no problem sis. I'm glad I was able to help. Remember not to be too hard on yourself if you need to take it slower or you feel like relapsing.
A common pattern is that most anorexics are some of the kindest people and they care about everyone so much but they somehow just hate how they look, and don’t take care of themselves
I miss both of these shows. This is beautiful.
Also, I'm glad you turned your past into art and glad you recovered. I love when people cover these topics, so real and always meaningful.
Thank you so much, means a lot! and agree, i miss these tv shows too.
One is red band society what is the other
Shahd Hamdy skins it's on Netflix
@@shahdhamdy9065 skins
Sometimes I tell myself that being skinny is the key to friends and happiness. Then a week later I realize how stupid that is. Then proceed to convince my self that skinny = happy. The skinnier the happier.
camryn keeney :(
Same if im skinny i guess it will take my insecurities deep down i know thats not true i just wanna be skinny like all my friends and my plus size friends are gorgeous and their bodys are amazing but mine i hate it
Im also anorexic. I cant understand how people are able to eat so easily
They just dont have that feeling to not eat xxx im sorry your feeling this way 💕 x and therr is binge eating aswell i understand xxx
The first thing I think when I eat is I wanna throw up
Yeah...
I try to eat but the first thing I wanna do if I try is throw up
Same it’s hard
I cry about this type of stuff and im not even anorexic, if this is making multiple tears roll down MY cheek i can only imagine what this would do to an anorexia survivor
It hurts. It's sad. It burns. But us survivers only get stronger as time goes on.
i dont get how people can eat without thinking, like without guilt? such an alien concept
For me it's the fact that I'm naturally fit and I honestly don't care because it's just food to me. I don't hate my body because it's me. And because there are healthy ways to get thin.
Wow, I know I'm like 3 years later but I love this edit. I think the song fits perfectly and I love the way you portraid these stories. Well done x
wow, this is absolutely gorgeous,
and the fact youve been through something like this makes it even more incredible!
you are so strong! im glad youre healthy now!
*My 2 Queens, I love them so much both ! They deserve so much better 💞😢*
Cassie has my heart
I know this is six years late but just know that you CAN recover and it is possible I promise! A year ago I wouldn’t of ever believed that but here I am fully recovered and living my best life. You can do it ❤❤xx
I already see this, and i am speechless, you are so strong and brave.
I want to be skinny !!!
Abbi Savage too
Abbi Savage same
Skinny isn’t the only equation to being happy or beautiful
Me too :(
Are you Okey? ❤️
This is so beautiful, your have lots of talent hun💖 And i get whats like to recover from an ed, and its amazing that youre doing vids like these😊👏
What a beautiful, hopeful message you've put together. Thank you for this.
This is amazing and so important ! I struggeled as well and am glad to be okay now ! so thx for making this ! I wish u all the best
This is one of the best edits I’ve seen! 😍
This is such a beautiful, expressive video. ♡ I'm so glad you're doing better; thank you for sharing your courage with us.
Thank you so much, means alot to me
Love this edit so much💗
This is perfect Liz and I'm so sorry you went through that :/
Thank you so much
thank you so much for this.
I want to be skinnier so bad!
Same
Me too
Trust There's nothing good about being so skinny
@@Hahaha-qi7jj confidence. It's way easier to gain weight if you never had an eating disorder
Me too
This is such a beautiful video. So glad you are doing better💕
Thank you so much
its so pretty i love it!!
I love Cassie and Emma sm and ur edit is so perfect😭💔
this is gorgeous !!
It's not only about "beauty", you know. Idk this other but Cassie is suicidal as well, i feel like she doesn't eat cause she doesn't think she deserve it, more than the "beauty" thing.
From what I saw Cassie didn't eat because she wanted control and that's why she said " I didn't eat for three days... that was powerful" or something close to that.
But like you said it also makes sense that because of her being suicidal that's the underlying cause of why she felt uncontrolled within her own life.
Anyways, yeah just wanted to reply to agree with you that not every single person with anorexia is out to be "beautiful" but it also doesn't invalidate those who do cause in the end we're all suffering lol.
actually i think, when it comes to cassie, i gues she wanted the feeling of have everything under control, u know, the thing with her parents, not having friends, the sid stuff, and like that... at one point we even forget about “being beautiful” we just wanna have something that we can control
This gave me goosebumps
These girl's are absolutely beautiful. Beautiful girls be going through so much pain. Bad things happen to good people. When people say you beautiful anorexia makes you think it a lie❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
They made me.
I envy my sister. She eats without caring about calories and fats and what that food will make in her body... Gosh,,, I can't even eat, I'm scared... But sometimes I fail and I eat things that then I regret, so I try to throw up, but I'm not able, so I cry till I don't have tears... I just want this to stop... Please.
Same here ....... I try to eat like her sometimes but I end up feeling like trash and becoming fat
But now I'm so done binging cuz all what's on my mind is to starve .....
My cassie 💜
Why I am doing this to me because I can't stop!
tbh my ed ruined everything me. i lost everything. my friends too. it ruined my teeth. my body aches a lot especially my back. my hair falls out i feel like throwing uo everytime i eat even a tiny amount. it makes me feel like im always not enough.
You are so strong
The song make me cry
I love this edit it's one of my favorite what editor do you use?
Checking calories, eating only twice small meals in a day,drinking water to keep me full and I’m still no good enough
You'll never be good enough for yourself. That's the thing with ED's. That's why it's one of the most deadly mental illnesses. You won't be good enough ever. You'll keep doing it until you're dead (unless you get help)
Manic Queen I kinda reduced 2 small meals to one small meal a day ;-;
@@mia_edits6254 see, it'll never be enough for your mind. You need to learn how to take back control and try to be okay with what you have now. Not eating enough causes so much harm. It'll make you look worse than before. You'll loose hair, your body parts will cave in, you'll get painful ulcers and everything. The day that you see this reply, can you eat two meals? It's a small step but an important one. Please try it for me.
Manic Queen tbh ur the only one that is actually telling me to eat more like other people knows what’s happening but doesn’t say anything so yes, I will start eating two meals a day UwU and tysm for helping me realize what I was doing to myself
@@mia_edits6254 no problem sis. I'm glad I was able to help. Remember not to be too hard on yourself if you need to take it slower or you feel like relapsing.
O wow
What show is this? I know Emma is from red band Society but what about the other girl?
I don't Know skins 💞
yup, its cassie from skins uk:)
skins
Yes didn't eat food in the morning and little bit of food in at lunch . GOT TO HAVE NO FOOD FOR TEA TIME TONIGHT AND TOMORROW.
💚💚💪
In which episode was the scene when Cassie came to the hospital? 😨
1x05
I wanna be a stringggg beeeannn I wanna be skinnnyyyy
A common pattern is that most anorexics are some of the kindest people and they care about everyone so much but they somehow just hate how they look, and don’t take care of themselves
I know that Emma is from The Red Band Society. Where's the blonde girl from?
Summer Baby it's Cassie. she is from skins
where did you download red band society from??? its quiet hard to find now
Torrent:)
Daily motion
CASSIEEEE.
Sexy boyfriend
I wish I was skinner, even eating one meal a day doesnt help.
I'm so sad 😥😣😣😣😣🤐
I had no food in the morning and in the afternoon food and trommow in morning no food and afternoon.
En que serie sale Emma Chota
Jessi Ram. Red Band Society :)
shows?
criebabyy skins and red band society:)
what movies are these?
Delysse .A they're not movies they're shows
Red band society and skins
song please ?
Scars to your beautiful by Alessia Cara
i want to watch this so bad what it name?
Skins and red band society
What are the names of these shows? I have seen these CZcams videos and I was pretty interested in Emma Chota. I just figured out about the other girl.
SKINS for Cassie,it's on Netflix
Who is Cassie? Sorry but thanks for answering!
@@alishakhan4106 The blond girl :)
@@weiiirdgiiirl1282 Thanks!
@@alishakhan4106 You're welcome, have a nice day!
is that Katie from big time rush
Yeah it is.
i would die to be skinny
When I see food I shacke and feel like I'm scared of becoming fat .
1.04 Whats the movie?
The one with the blonde girl (Cassie) is skins and the other one (Emma Chota) is red band society
I lick food then it go in the bin.
I hate the way my stmoch LOOKS!!!
Abbi Savage honey, are you Ok?
Abbi Savage hey you okay?
Iknowitsnotme Ifonlyitwasme I'm ok
Good! 💕 I understand what your going through what you said in your comments 😔💕
Iknowitsnotme Ifonlyitwasme thank you xx