Thank you so much for making these videos & tik toks, they make me feel a lot less scared to start treatment. You are very brave and are right about recovery including setbacks, if anything they are proof of how far you've progressed!
Thank you so deeply for these videos, since a young age I feel that my life has been dominated by these horrible scary thoughts I could never tell to anyone. Really the entire time there was always the underlying idea that I did not deserve love or a good life because of the thoughts I was having. It would take me out of so many situations I should have loved and cherished because I did not think I deserved to feel good. Having such a warm-seeming person express such empathy and that these thoughts aren't and have never been my fault really reminds me that it is only a condition and I am worthy of taking the steps to heal. Have a good day.
The past 5/6 months have been actual hell. OCD sucks ass. Can't wait until I have a therapist, but it's so expensive... Can't tell you how much I appreciate you making these videos. It makes me feel very unserstood... So, thank you for making these
@@adhdbaddie seriously though it's like I entered a new dimension, I'm so exhausted mentally that I don't even feel like a person anymore and I'm definitely a shell of myself. I'm happy I've got people around me cus otherwise I don't know what I would have done, I'm just glad I'm still here. All of this has highlighted to me how mental health needs to be way more affordable because people like me need help, and they need it yesterday. I believe I will get better, I'm dedicating the last bits of the mental energy I have left to try and push forward. I know I must hold on. Here's to hoping 2022 is more forgiving to all of us. Let's all push forward so we can live a life free of this disease
Your video really has me crying because I thought 1 year of therapy was enough. I experienced alot of mental tics and it’s been really making me feel like absolute shit. I realized that I still need therapy and a lot of help to jump hurdles that are mine.
Lol im pretty sure i have imposter syndrome, when i first went to my therapist i had been dealing with pocd for a number of months and it was ruining everything. I could be having fun gaming with friends and then bam intrusive thought and i would sit there, stop what i was doing and my anxiety would shoot up and i would be like why? I could be enjoying a movie, show, music and then bam, another intrusive thought and I didn’t want to do anything besides sit in my own head and be like why. And it got to the point where it was like uncontrollable where it was just intrusive thought after intrusive thought and my anxiety was sky high. I remember I eventually went to a therapist. I talked with them over the phone and made sure that they specialize in OCD and anxiety. The thing that led me to realizing it was OCD is that after a while I decided to google my symptoms and it was pointing me in the direction of OCD. I remember literally reading down the symptoms list being like holy shit, thats what im dealing with. So when i sat down with my therapist the first words out of my mouth were that I thought i had OCD. I was just so tired of it that I couldn’t take it anymore. I remember prior to me looking up my symptoms i confessed these thoughts to my mom and she hugged me, but when i looked at the signs/symptoms list that the website had confession was one of them and I was like 🫢. I think i am currently in a similar boat as you where i am still dealing with it but its more manageable. I understand that whole relapse thing. I typically will have weeks where “im fine”. Ill get an intrusive thought but i can shake it off. But then ill have weeks where it really upsets me and causes so much anxiety, stress and worry. So i get that, i just feel unlucky that i live in a country where healthcare isn’t easily accessible and flexible. Ik my job has been accommodating for when i have my therapy sessions but im still struggling with compulsions and that obviously eats up time which i have been reprimanded for. Thank you for your videos it helps to know I’m not some sort of psycho.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, it’s so brave of you. I’m interested in how avoidance manifested for you. Did you avoid watching certain TV shows, thugs like that?
i gotta question if you have an intrusive thought during a stress-spontaneous orgasm (the thoughts COMPLETELY STOPPED THE ORGASM and came after it happened) would it be the exact same as a normal sexual intrusive thought? the orgasm wasnt even sexual too LMAOO. also ive never felt a groinal to an intrusive thought and never will and also not to anyone so i think im fine in general
Alina i love u :) i always think of how beautiful you are inside and outside. i hope someday we can chat as friends (I hope u remember my story..i commented the other video your yours days ago). 😍😍👭🏳🌈
Thank you so much for making these videos & tik toks, they make me feel a lot less scared to start treatment. You are very brave and are right about recovery including setbacks, if anything they are proof of how far you've progressed!
Thank you so deeply for these videos, since a young age I feel that my life has been dominated by these horrible scary thoughts I could never tell to anyone. Really the entire time there was always the underlying idea that I did not deserve love or a good life because of the thoughts I was having. It would take me out of so many situations I should have loved and cherished because I did not think I deserved to feel good. Having such a warm-seeming person express such empathy and that these thoughts aren't and have never been my fault really reminds me that it is only a condition and I am worthy of taking the steps to heal. Have a good day.
The past 5/6 months have been actual hell. OCD sucks ass. Can't wait until I have a therapist, but it's so expensive...
Can't tell you how much I appreciate you making these videos. It makes me feel very unserstood... So, thank you for making these
Im really sorry, i honestly hate ocd so much 🥲 Youre definitely not alone! I really hope things get easier for you soon!
@@adhdbaddie seriously though it's like I entered a new dimension, I'm so exhausted mentally that I don't even feel like a person anymore and I'm definitely a shell of myself. I'm happy I've got people around me cus otherwise I don't know what I would have done, I'm just glad I'm still here. All of this has highlighted to me how mental health needs to be way more affordable because people like me need help, and they need it yesterday.
I believe I will get better, I'm dedicating the last bits of the mental energy I have left to try and push forward. I know I must hold on. Here's to hoping 2022 is more forgiving to all of us.
Let's all push forward so we can live a life free of this disease
Thank you for coming on youtube and talking about OCD. You're so pretty and brave
Your video really has me crying because I thought 1 year of therapy was enough. I experienced alot of mental tics and it’s been really making me feel like absolute shit. I realized that I still need therapy and a lot of help to jump hurdles that are mine.
Lol im pretty sure i have imposter syndrome, when i first went to my therapist i had been dealing with pocd for a number of months and it was ruining everything. I could be having fun gaming with friends and then bam intrusive thought and i would sit there, stop what i was doing and my anxiety would shoot up and i would be like why? I could be enjoying a movie, show, music and then bam, another intrusive thought and I didn’t want to do anything besides sit in my own head and be like why. And it got to the point where it was like uncontrollable where it was just intrusive thought after intrusive thought and my anxiety was sky high. I remember I eventually went to a therapist. I talked with them over the phone and made sure that they specialize in OCD and anxiety. The thing that led me to realizing it was OCD is that after a while I decided to google my symptoms and it was pointing me in the direction of OCD. I remember literally reading down the symptoms list being like holy shit, thats what im dealing with. So when i sat down with my therapist the first words out of my mouth were that I thought i had OCD. I was just so tired of it that I couldn’t take it anymore. I remember prior to me looking up my symptoms i confessed these thoughts to my mom and she hugged me, but when i looked at the signs/symptoms list that the website had confession was one of them and I was like 🫢. I think i am currently in a similar boat as you where i am still dealing with it but its more manageable. I understand that whole relapse thing. I typically will have weeks where “im fine”. Ill get an intrusive thought but i can shake it off. But then ill have weeks where it really upsets me and causes so much anxiety, stress and worry. So i get that, i just feel unlucky that i live in a country where healthcare isn’t easily accessible and flexible. Ik my job has been accommodating for when i have my therapy sessions but im still struggling with compulsions and that obviously eats up time which i have been reprimanded for. Thank you for your videos it helps to know I’m not some sort of psycho.
thank you for talking abt pocd it helps a lot
Thank you so much for sharing your story, it’s so brave of you. I’m interested in how avoidance manifested for you. Did you avoid watching certain TV shows, thugs like that?
i gotta question if you have an intrusive thought during a stress-spontaneous orgasm (the thoughts COMPLETELY STOPPED THE ORGASM and came after it happened) would it be the exact same as a normal sexual intrusive thought? the orgasm wasnt even sexual too LMAOO. also ive never felt a groinal to an intrusive thought and never will and also not to anyone so i think im fine in general
Do you still have this OCD? Been on 2 years now. It sucks going to the mall or just going outside. Im overthinking if they are judging ke
Alina i love u :) i always think of how beautiful you are inside and outside. i hope someday we can chat as friends (I hope u remember my story..i commented the other video your yours days ago). 😍😍👭🏳🌈
Can you talk about private body parts staring OCD ?
Could I ask which theatpist you use please 🙏
Did you pay for private therapy for all that time? Thanks so much for your amazing channel - you're great! 😊
I have found my people
Hello pretty are u still on clomiprimine?because i put on this i got very bad hot burning sensation.
Not at all annoying about u playing with your hair.. wish i could see u on tik tok but in india tik tok is banned