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I don't remember her ever saying anything bad about him. Her getting irritated when asked about it is what I remember. It seemed like they didn't really want to breakup but were forced to. She cried to Oprah about how the publicity caused her to lose her best friend. Only a kid would think someone they didn't trust was their best friend.
@@vanessacosta4906 Chris said so in an interview. He couldn't release it without her permission. He wanted to make sure Rihanna was okay with it first. I don't spread fake stories, I have better things to do.
i love the way he says she reacted like that because she was upset and he didn’t play victim at all. they were both just too young and didn’t heal from their childhood traumas. i love them both as a human being.
He has my total respect. I see why people don't completely write him off. He's vulnerable and telling the truth...even when it hurts like hell. Rather have ugly truth than a beautiful lie ❤🙏
@@KANYESIGYECYNTHIA lmao honestly there is nothing he could do to win back my respect. Women beaters are the lowest of the low and if you disagree i probably would want to be around you
I watched this when it came out on Netflix. I love me some Chris Brown. They were both wrong, but he was the only one that took all the blame. I will always continue to follow his music❤
There is always 3 sides to a story, you should not have to hear this to read between the lines..... Bobby & Whitney....Tiger & Elin and the list goes on!
@@swinnerd Yes and no, of course a lot of people like to bring up what happened even now. Also the media basically refuses to play his music or promote him because of this event. He still has a large fan base and people still listen to his music a lot but, it isn't getting crazy recongnition because again the media will not promote it and that is why he is never a part of award shows because its controversial. Personally, he is my favorite artist and I know a lot of people who still listen to him
@@qstylezhairboutique8951women are never held accountable for anything. Even if their behavior started the whole thing. The world consistently gives yall a pass. And dumps everything on us.
You can tell in Chris’ eyes that this was hard for him to talk about in detail to the world. You can tell he’s still shocked the incident happened. When you become the person you swear you won’t be… it kills you inside. What’s worst is, this will be the incident that the world will continue to bring up. So glad he is continuing to thrive 🙏🏼
@@Chop2016 yeah because Rihanna is so sweet and innocent…. SHE NEVER LAID A FINGER ON HIM. Just look at you. You weren’t even there to see what transpired.
@dalefrancis9414 bro for real , this dude pouring his bare soul of what happened and taking responsibility for it. Yet the ignorant woman cant even see past that. All they can see man hits woman that's it. Man went to court and plead guilty And yet their ignorance shows.
@@sr2592 You'd be surprised at how many women are crazy enough to do these things to themselves, just look at the movie 'It's a thin line between love & hate'
he pleaded guilty and he's literally admitting to what he did. dont be ignorant. she hit him, he hit her. they both apologized and were held accountable. what more do you want from him or them@@Sssteelo
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@Mona Noella. I remember she didn't tell it all since it was her cousin's business but she definitely spilled that Rih would hit Chris first every time and that's how shit would start. Noella would be the cousin to know too since she was around them a lot. Like in Barbados during Christmas time, I guess Rih got mad at Chris about something and she slapped him and he just looked at her like she was crazy so she slapped him again. Noella had to stop the fight before it got worse. There was a lot of stories back then and of course you never knew if the stories were true or not but Noella did feel bad for Chris because she always thought Chris was head over heels in love with her cousin and she didn't want Rih to run him off.
@Mona And I know you didn't ask but it's crazy because Chris actually just posted Noella and some of Rih's other cousins on his IG story a few days ago. It was a clip of them listening to his song on IG live. They're all still so supportive of him. Noella said "Chris! that's family, always."
Brown was driving a vehicle with Robyn F. as the front passenger on an unknown street in Los Angeles. Robyn F. picked up Brown's cellular phone and observed a three-page text message from a woman who Brown had a previous sexual relationship with. "A verbal argument ensued and Brown pulled the vehicle over on an unknown street, reached over Robyn F. with his right hand, opened the car door and attempted to force her out. Brown was unable to force Robyn F. out of the vehicle because she was wearing a seat belt. When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against he passenger window of the vehicle, causing an approximate one-inch raised circular contusion. "Robyn F. turned to face Brown and he punched her in the left eye with his right hand. He then drove away in the vehicle and continued to punch her in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand. The assault caused Robyn F.'s mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter all over her clothing and the interior of the vehicle. "Brown looked at Robyn F. and stated, 'I'm going to beat the sh-- out of you when we get home! You wait and see!' " The detective said "Robyn F." then used her cell phone to call her personal assistant Jennifer Rosales, who did not answer. "Robyn F. pretended to talk to her and stated, 'I'm on my way home. Make sure the police are there when I get there.' "After Robyn F. faked the call, Brown looked at her and stated, 'You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm really going to kill you!' "Brown resumed punching Robyn F. and she interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face. She then bent over at the waist, placing her elbows and face near her lap in [an] attempt to protect her face and head from the barrage of punches being levied upon her by Brown. "Brown continued to punch Robyn F. on her left arm and hand, causing her to suffer a contusion on her left triceps (sic) that was approximately two inches in diameter and numerous contusions on her left hand. "Robyn F. then attempted to send a text message to her other personal assistant, Melissa Ford. Brown snatched the cellular telephone out of her hand and threw it out of the window onto an unknown street. "Brown continued driving and Robyn F. observed his cellular telephone sitting in his lap. She picked up the cellular telephone with her left hand and before she could make a call he placed her in a head lock with his right hand and continued to drive the vehicle with his left hand. "Brown pulled Robyn F. close to him and bit her on her left ear. She was able to feel the vehicle swerving from right to left as Brown sped away. He stopped the vehicle in front of 333 North June Street and Robyn F. turned off the car, removed the key from the ignition and sat on it. "Brown did not know what she did with the key and began punching her in the face and arms. He then placed her in a head lock positioning the front of her throat between his bicep and forearm. Brown began applying pressure to Robyn F.'s left and right carotid arteries, causing her to be unable to breathe and she began to lose consciousness. "She reached up with her left hand and began attempting to gouge his eyes in an attempt to free herself. Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her. While Brown continued to punch her, she turned around and placed her back against the passenger door. She brought her knees to her chest, placed her feet against Brown's body and began pushing him away. Brown continued to punch her on the legs and feet, causing several contusions. "Robyn F. began screaming for help and Brown exited the vehicle and walked away. A resident in the neighborhood heard Robyn F.'s plea for help and called 911, causing a police response. An investigation was conducted and Robyn F. was issued a Domestic Violence Emergency Protective Order." At the end of his statement, Andrews said Brown sent a text message nine days later apologizing. "In the text message, Brown apologized for what he had done to Robyn F. and advised [Rihanna's assistant] Ford that he was going to get help."
They were in a co abusive relationship that stemmed from the abuse they witnessed growing up. They're both in a better place now that they've matured and moved on. Everyone should too
Yeah, except this was in 2010, and there have been many more allegations and even a restraining order against Chris Brown. He hasn't changed or learned shit.
mokachyna22 no he did not. Pll made rumors abt it and even Karrueche denied them. He learned his lesson and if he didn’t his ass would be right back in jail for longer
Wow! God bless you, it's good that you told you story. Because a lot of us suffer from childhood trauma. That's a lot to see as a child... I'm glad your healing and your are a awesome dad. Prayers always!!
That was hella deep n real. Gotta give him props for owning his shit, having a lot of insight and having the courage to share his traumatic past. Big ups Chris!
doesn’t matter who started it, it was fault on both sides. it’s crazy how the media puts all the blame on chris. these 2 were in a bad toxic relationship.
After hearing this, I now see Rihanna was just as in the wrong as he was. It shows just how young men's lives can get destroyed due to these double standards. I feel bad for what he's gone through.
I'm so glad Chris spoke his truth, raw and uncut. It's always 2 sides to any story and I'm so glad he spoke out because he's no longer in captivity into a world of guilt but instead he can feel free and no longer weighed down. I'm so glad through it all he was still able to give us great music and that he was able to share his beautiful art with the world. Love you Breezy ❤️
He lied this is the full story : A verbal argument ensured and Brown pulled the vehicle over on an unknown street, reached over Robyn F. with his right hand, opened the car door and attempted to force her out. Brown was unable to force Robyn F. out of the vehicle because she was wearing a seat belt. When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against the passenger window of the vehicle causing an approximate one inch raised circular contusion. Robyn F. turned to face Brown and he punched her in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand. The assault caused Robyn F's. mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter all over her clothing and the interior of the vehicle. Brown looked at Robyn F. and stated "I'm going to beat the shit out of you when we get home! You wait and see!" Robyn F. picked up her cellular telephone and called her personal assistant, Jennifer at but she did not answer the telephone, but while her voicemail greeting was playing, Robyn F. pretended to talk to her and stated "I'm on my way home. Make sure the cops are there when I get there."(This statement was made while the greeting was playing and was not captured as a message). After Robyn F. faked the call, Brown looked at her and stated, "You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm really going to kill you!" Brown resumed punching Robyn F. and she interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face. She then bent over at the waist, placing her elbows and face near her lap in attempt to protect her face and head from the barrage of punches being levied upon her by Brown. Brown continued to punch Robyn F. on her left arm and hand causing her to suffer a contusion of her left triceps that was approximately two inches in diameter and numerous contusions on her left hand. Robyn F. then attempted to send a text message to her other personal assistant, Melissa. Brown snatched the cellular telephone out of her hand and threw it out the window onto an unknown street. Brown continued driving and Robyn F. observed his cellular telephone sitting in his lap. She picked up the cellular telephone with her left hand and before she could make a call he placed her in a head lock with his right hand and continued to drive the vehicle with his left hand. Brown pulled Robyn F. close to him and bit her on her left ear. She was able to feel the vehicle swerving from right to left as Brown sped away. He stopped the vehicle in front of (address) and Robyn F. turned off the car, removed the key from the ignition and sat on it. Brown did not know what she had done with the key and began punching her in the face and arms. He then placed her in a head lock positioning the front of her throat between his bicep and forearm. Brown began applying pressure to Robyn F's. left and right carotid arteries causing her to be unable to breathe and she began to lose consciousness. She reached up with her left hand and began attempting to gouge his eyes in an attempt to free herself. Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her. While Brown continued to punch her, she turned around a[and] placed her back against the passenger door. She brought her knees to her chest, placed her feet against Brown's body and began pushing him away. Brown continued to punch her on the legs and feet causing several contusions. Robyn F. began screaming for help and Brown exited the vehicle and walked away. A resident in the neighborhood heard Robyn F's. pleas for help and called 911, causing a police response. An investigation was conducted and Robyn F. was issued a Domestic Violence Emergency Protective Order (EPO).
@@hobi-wan-kanobi2016 if he lied or not she still hit him first all cause of a misunderstanding she accused him of and used hitting as her solution he was defending himself
@@Relatable.thingz_ stop hating. Of course he looks everywhere. But it’s clearly shows while she is holder her phone. Making direct eye contact. There is nothing you can say about it. And in another video he stares at another pretty girl without looking away even while she was recording him and it was during a break. Of course he looks other places he acknowledges army duh. But it’s clear he kept looking at her multiple times and only at her then looks in other directions. You know damn well if it was you he was looking at instead of her you wouldn’t be making this argument.
Aaliyah Z he took all the blame cause HE the one who beat her half to death not the other way around! And she never made him out to be a monster, HE DID THAT HIMSELF. She actually defended the bastard.
I don't think so, Jay-Z had a million dollar compaby Chris Brown only his music carrier Beyoncé has a whole movement of people not to forget her role in the music and acting industrie long before Rihanna even started acting Not to mention her clothing line and her husband and hers influence on charities and what not
I’ve always adored Chris Brown. Now I understand what happened back in the day with the battery against Rhianna. I believe they still love one another but know they’re in different spaces in their lives. His story hits home. I also believe his account of what transpired and I’m glad he took ownership of his actions. That situation is a nightmare for both but will serve as a lesson to everyone involved as to when a relationship becomes toxic.
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Y’all are making this a “take Rihanna or Chris’s side” thing. It’s not. It’s an abusive relationship between 2 ppl who have healed and are continuing to heal from it. Both were wrong.
I hope healing continues to go well for him & Rihanna, fan of both. Been almost 3 years since I ended my 8 yrs relationship and I’m still struggling. Every day is a challenge but I’m fighting to stay strong. U can love someone from afar and be ok with that. Everyone struggling plz don’t give up ❤️
It really breaks my heart that this still haunts him. I can’t imagine the world judging me for something I did so young. May God cover him in grace and grant him peace. He is so loved.
that's what breaks your heart? what should break your heart is the pain that he has inflicted on rihanna and still continues to inflict on numerous women.
Alexa Smith What he did to Riri is true and he was wrong. But he didn't do anything to Kerruche(I don't know the correct spelling). She just made up rumors to come back into the spotlight which she lost after breaking up with Chris. Chris even said that he's going to fight back because he knows he didn't do anything. He remembers the consequences he had to face after the Riri incident.
JustAloyal shoebill she never said that Rihanna should go back to a toxic relationship. She just said you can see and hear the raw emotion. Now need to be an ass🤦🏿♀️🙄
Because thats what he wanted to achieve with this documentary. He is just justifying himself so his fans still love him and keep on buying his music. And all these emotions you feel, that's exactly what he or the make of the documentary wants you to feel. And that's just an example in this documentary they use a lot of stylistic devices and techniques to make you feel a certain way. That's how they make money and sell their documentaries.
Full police report of what he did to Rihanna if anyone needs a reminder: A verbal argument ensued and Chris Brown pulled the vehicle over on an unknown street, reached over Robyn F. with his right hand, opened the car door and attempted to force her out. Brown was unable to force Robyn F. out of the vehicle because she was wearing a seat belt. When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against he passenger window of the vehicle, causing an approximate one-inch raised circular contusion. Robyn F. turned to face Brown and he punched her in the left eye with his right hand. He then drove away in the vehicle and continued to punch her in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand. The assault caused Robyn F.'s mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter all over her clothing and the interior of the vehicle. Brown looked at Robyn F. and stated, 'I'm going to beat the shit out of you when we get home! You wait and see!' The detective said Robyn F. then used her cell phone to call her personal assistant Jennifer Rosales, who did not answer. Robyn F. pretended to talk to her and stated, 'I'm on my way home. Make sure the police are there when I get there.' After Robyn F. faked the call, Brown looked at her and stated, 'You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm really going to kill you!' Brown resumed punching Robyn F. and she interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face. She then bent over at the waist, placing her elbows and face near her lap in [an] attempt to protect her face and head from the barrage of punches being levied upon her by Brown. Brown continued to punch Robyn F. on her left arm and hand, causing her to suffer a contusion on her left triceps (sic) that was approximately two inches in diameter and numerous contusions on her left hand. Robyn F. then attempted to send a text message to her other personal assistant, Melissa Ford. Brown snatched the cellular telephone out of her hand and threw it out of the window onto an unknown street. Brown continued driving and Robyn F. observed his cellular telephone sitting in his lap. She picked up the cellular telephone with her left hand and before she could make a call he placed her in a head lock with his right hand and continued to drive the vehicle with his left hand. Brown pulled Robyn F. close to him and bit her on her left ear. She was able to feel the vehicle swerving from right to left as Brown sped away. He stopped the vehicle in front of 333 North June Street and Robyn F. turned off the car, removed the key from the ignition and sat on it. Brown did not know what she did with the key and began punching her in the face and arms. He then placed her in a head lock positioning the front of her throat between his bicep and forearm. Brown began applying pressure to Robyn F.'s left and right carotid arteries, causing her to be unable to breathe and she began to lose consciousness. She reached up with her left hand and began attempting to gouge his eyes in an attempt to free herself. Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her. While Brown continued to punch her, she turned around and placed her back against the passenger door. She brought her knees to her chest, placed her feet against Brown's body and began pushing him away. Brown continued to punch her on the legs and feet, causing several contusions. Robyn F. began screaming for help and Brown exited the vehicle and walked away. A resident in the neighborhood heard Robyn F.'s plea for help and called 911, causing a police response. An investigation was conducted and Robyn F. was issued a Domestic Violence Emergency Protective Order.
@@crispyclay a report that was made by Rihanna not so? Coz the police weren’t there to confirm it. And Rihanna gave permission to Chris to do this documentary and narrate what truly happened almost 10 years later 3) his narration fits perfectly with the injuries she has suffered 4) Rihanna’s cousin came out and said she WAS abusive towards Chris
As a woman who has experienced domestic violence, I really appreciate his raw honesty. Its nice to hear a man take responsibility for his actions, and truly be sorry for what he did. He's not placing blame on Rihanna, and that says so much about who he is as a man.
Titan Hitchins aye but my mistakes are normally forgetting to buy milk when it’s out of date. Not smacking me partner about when am angry. Some things you can’t apologise for and they can’t be forgiven. This is one of them
Still love you both. Glad to see the after effects of this outcome as the years passed by. Y'all came right around from this beautifully. I'm proud to the both of you for over coming this. Their will always be those wounds and those scars emotionally....after the healing...im glad y'all are coming back from this in a happier way especially through yalls music.
My heart breaks watching this the same way I hurt when I saw her pics and her interview with Oprah. I know they still love each other. They realize they are better as friends.
I use to like Rihanna but she has gone so low class. I lost respect for her.. Has noticing to W Chris, no one can deny that she a wild women I've seen her get very verbal abuse with others. Chris you just prove to me you are a big MAN for sharing your story, so proud of you it take guts don't give up Chris you have that little girl to her
God Bless you Chris Brown. I pray for your peace and happiness. You paid for your mistakes and I wish nothing but the best going forward. You have much talent and a lot to give the world.
man the way he is narrating it.. rihanna seems to be really toxic when she’s mad.. same with him.. glad they broke up.. now both are in a better place ..
Regardless of his actions being wrong, women need to be held accountable for their actions to. To many toxic women who physically assault men and its not cool. Its a dangerous game.
Honestly I relate to so much he is saying. Amazing person to have come through the other side of the trauma he endured as a child like so many who go unnoticed ❤
Rihanna is a realistic person she knew how she played a part in the situation that's why she is not hating on him or crying victim. Unlike some abusive women do and cry victim when it becomes public. They continued dating afterwards
don't ignore the fact that rihanna's cousin came out & said she was absuive towards chris. it doesn't mean that he's in the right, but he took full responsibility and didn't try to blame her. edit: they were both wrong, equally. she went & got the media and court on her side, and he took the blows and moved on instead of trying to argue about it.
They are both at fault. They both hit each other.what you basically saying is that a female can hit a male without doing any damage. Now I am not saying what Chris brown did was right, because what he did was bad asf but how you gon blame only one person but they both hit each other?
@@vivi7405 and Rihanna too, all those years he took all the blame when she also did shit to hurt him. both of them were toxic. both did fucked up and shit. and thats the end of it.
Right. I wish more people took domestic abuse from both sides seriously. Respect needs to be mutual. I just hate that this whole situation happened and hope they both continue to grow and do well.
❤ Rihanna-Phenominal, beautiful, talented woman. ❤ Chris Brown-Phenomenal, talented, handsome man. I think that they both are people that experienced trauma in their past the negatively impacted there relationship. They both made mistakes. Im glad that things didn't escalate further than they alreafy did. I truly think they truly loved & still love each other. I wish that things had worked out differently for those two.
They both were in the wrong in this situation. Not to mention they were both extremely young during this time and they both grew up in abusive households. Im extremely happy that this doc came out and im happy that she agreed to it.
Bro I wish people would take into account their abusive households, and their past trauma. Chris brown doesn’t have a malice bone in his body to me. Rihanna and Chris we’re both wrong, but Chris took the wrap, that broke breaks my heart. Chris brown and Rihanna weren’t healed and got thrown into the industry young. We need to allow Chris brown to be seen in a different light. When we don’t heal from our traumas ladies and gentlemen that will show up in our relationships.
People are giving him too many excuses. I didn't know she tried attacking him either, but the fuck? There was a huge difference. They said he even practiced martial arts, he's a dude, he literally beat her ass left and right and people are still crying "I want them to get back together". Some people should avoid reproducing, for the sake of all of humanity.
wrong or not you know as a female if you keep hitting a dude repeatedly instead of keeping your hands to yourself you can enrage a dude and due to that some dudes will defend themselves real shii 💯
yeah that were both wrong but being young and age ain’t gotta do with anything yk your actions and right and wrong. Parents don’t have no influence on anything you do you chose to do what you do right or wrong end of the day.
I’m so glad he has gotten a chance to tell his side and he accepted his mistake because we all make them …. And grow from it and I think it made him an better man, son and father….
@@milesmorales6305 tbh I don't consider myself as being a good person and if I had been in that situation I'd totally do the same, I feel like he may just have been smart enough to understand that there is no point in fighting back or running away when they were one of the hottest celebrity couples back then and when her face quite litterally is proof. I aint saying that that is the case I obviously don't know what he was thinking at the time, but I'm just saying if I had been him and even if I didn't feel any regret at the time I'd probably turn myself in and plead guilty. I wouldn't hit my girl to the point her face looks like that in the first place though so I guess there is no point speculating.
Even though what Chris did was wrong he still took the high road rather than dragging Rihanna's name down. I really respect him because of that and I know realize it was just a young couple in love
m8 in that situation you have to take the high road lmao. You really think Chris Brown going full offensive after Rihanna situation would had benefit him, lol no. Everyone hated Chris Brown, and I can guarantee if he tried dragging Rihanna name down, It would only worsen Chris brown much more.
Wow. First Time ever seeing this and wow. I have so much more respect for this talented young man. Truly amazing and inspiring to be able to admit your faults and not just point fingers.. because that's the easy way out. He took the grown ass man route and owned up. Respect 👑 💯💪🏾
Chris was 19 years old and everybody threw him under the bus. While full grown men with a history of abuse went unaccounted for. Charlie sheen and R. Kelly to name a few
@@chinacassidy9190 Teens are immature and need guidance not the world and perfect adults destroying them for making mistakes. Especially when both are accountable for their actions (Chris brown and Rihanna) Society only want to hold males accountable (especially black males) and give females excuses. Everyone should be held accountable for their actions but everything should be age appropriate also.
I agree that to an extent their age needs to hold some bearing but we all know right from wrong, even as teens. This is such basic stuff, "don't put your hands on people." Female or male. And if he hadn't continued his abusive behavior in every relationship following this incident, I'd likely have little to say. But, he hasn't changed.
Don’t claim you care about domestic abuse and equality if you only demonise Chris and not Rihanna. I love them both, but they were toxic to each other. They could’ve been a happy couple but they didn’t meet at the right time of their lives. I’m not justifying Chris’s actions, but I also don’t ignore Rihanna’s part either. Edit: I admit I come off as tone deaf to the incident and for that, I should clarify that I’m speaking exclusively about the relationship before the incident. I will never justify or dismiss the incident because it (nor Chris) should not have gone that far and Rihanna did not deserve a beating no matter how she behaved/reacted etc. My problem is some of you have no problem demonizing Chris (as you should, because what he did horrible) but yet turn a blind eye to how toxic that relationship was to begin with on *both* ends. One was abusive, and the other was jealous. I don’t need to emphasize who was worse for obvious reasons but let’s not pretend it was peaches and cream and act shocked that it happened.
@@meganmarino2012 that’s true that it can be one sided, but this relationship in particular was toxic from both ends. Chris was just the one who retaliated in the absolute worse way.
Growing up in a violent home changes you. It puts rage and hate in a child-- I was 21 before I realized it wasn't normal to physically fight at home. And I made it a point to never raise my kids like that, or have them see it-- I'm 46 now, and through years of paying attention there are still little things that pop up. In relationships I over the years I've learned to recognize some things, even little things that I do that are wrong or almost as bad. It took years of me being around healthy people, having healthy friendships to learn how to love back and how to accept love back, and sometimes I still stumble- I needed all the love I had around me to pull me back on track. It's probably a lifelong process to removing all the residual damage toxic people do to you. I hear the responsibility but I don't hear all the self love he deserves to find, hopefully there's more than just the clip I see. But he's not evil, and he's not his stepfather. I hope he is able to surround himself with love and forgive himself so he can heal. ❤
I can't stop fighting and I don't know how to. Im losing all my mates coz they don't argue like my family does or fight like we do, everybody would rather not talk about issues but I wanna hash it out right then and there. And when they don't want to it only gets me more revved up. How did you learn to control the pent up anger
@arloking I had to make myself stop talking. No matter how mad I was or what was going on, I'd refuse to talk for at least two hours, even if it meant leaving where I was. Going for a drive, plugging in my headphones was my life saver. I kept on until I could not deal with it for a day. In a days time, you'd be amazed at what you're really not even mad about-- and I had to cut some people loose. Now I'm almost the opposite, I can go too long without talking-- but it's because I found peace in my head. Meditation worked wonders. But people that push buttons, I had to get rid of people like that. And it took years. I'm 47, and I got into a huge fight with one of my friends roomates-- but this chick was drunk and hella agressive and just set off all the bells-- I'm still not perfect. I also surrounded myself with people that don't fight or like fighting either. I'm still a work in progress, but I started small. Hold it for two hours-- which is easier than it sounds. Lol Having kids made a difference too. I didn't want them growing up in an environment like I grew up in. My daughter probably made the biggest become I'd never forgive myself if she recreated the house I grew up in, and kids have a tendency to do that. As far as the inner anger, I feel like my mom was naive and gullible and for the most part got taken advantage of. She should've done more to protect us, but I dunno- it was a different time. My dad I just don't see, he's nobody to me. Just not allowing myself to keep being mad at him killed a lot of the anger I had. I don't even hate him anymore-- it's just nothing. I heard he was dying, had his legs amputated -- and my next thought was what I wanted for dinner. I guess it starts with flipping your mindset. I can't let anything control me but me-- certainly not anger. Boxing and martial arts problem helped too.
@@skepchica Thanks heaps for replying. I appreciate you sharing. Yeah i dunno, my mums a full blown narcissist and bipolar and shit so she fucked my head up from a young age just being manipulative as fuck and lying and turning my siblings and i on each other playing the blame game all the time, which would always turn into arguments and then her becoming physical more often than not. I'm 22 now and I still struggle to not lose my shit, and when I do get real angry I just fuckin redline it and all I can do is name call and get real fuckin low sometimes, it's almost like I can't control it, I know I wanna shut my mouth but I feel like I'm being pushed to the fuckin limit and just can't hold back. I know what needs to be done and it's all me but fuck sakes it's not easy aye. Anyways, again, appreciate your reply. Good luck w everything. Love from Australia fam
@arloking Not even e exaggerating, I used to feel like there was electricity running through me when I got mad. And if you were close you could feel the heat coming off me. That's what hate feels like. But I also got to a point where I'd started getting terrible migraines, and I know that had a lot to do with it. If I'd ignored that and kept going, I could've had a heart attack by now. Stress is terrible for your body.
lol I bet you consider yourself a feminist, yet.....you’re searching for a way for this to be excusable. I’d suggest you go and look at the pics of her after he was done beating her down. You’re a fucking idiot.
My opinion of him has changed. How humble. How understanding of the person he was in that moment. I got repsect now. I understand acting in anger - - it's not fun, acting like someone you aren't. I understand now. God bless.
He abused more women after Rihanna so I hope you don’t believe his bs lies .. this man is abusive and narcissistic. He also cheated and lied to Rihanna on top of beating her.
Brown was driving a vehicle with Robyn F. as the front passenger on an unknown street in Los Angeles. Robyn F. picked up Brown's cellular phone and observed a three-page text message from a woman who Brown had a previous sexual relationship with. "A verbal argument ensued and Brown pulled the vehicle over on an unknown street, reached over Robyn F. with his right hand, opened the car door and attempted to force her out. Brown was unable to force Robyn F. out of the vehicle because she was wearing a seat belt. When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against he passenger window of the vehicle, causing an approximate one-inch raised circular contusion. "Robyn F. turned to face Brown and he punched her in the left eye with his right hand. He then drove away in the vehicle and continued to punch her in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand. The assault caused Robyn F.'s mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter all over her clothing and the interior of the vehicle. "Brown looked at Robyn F. and stated, 'I'm going to beat the sh-- out of you when we get home! You wait and see!' " The detective said "Robyn F." then used her cell phone to call her personal assistant Jennifer Rosales, who did not answer. "Robyn F. pretended to talk to her and stated, 'I'm on my way home. Make sure the police are there when I get there.' "After Robyn F. faked the call, Brown looked at her and stated, 'You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm really going to kill you!' "Brown resumed punching Robyn F. and she interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face. She then bent over at the waist, placing her elbows and face near her lap in [an] attempt to protect her face and head from the barrage of punches being levied upon her by Brown. "Brown continued to punch Robyn F. on her left arm and hand, causing her to suffer a contusion on her left triceps (sic) that was approximately two inches in diameter and numerous contusions on her left hand. "Robyn F. then attempted to send a text message to her other personal assistant, Melissa Ford. Brown snatched the cellular telephone out of her hand and threw it out of the window onto an unknown street. "Brown continued driving and Robyn F. observed his cellular telephone sitting in his lap. She picked up the cellular telephone with her left hand and before she could make a call he placed her in a head lock with his right hand and continued to drive the vehicle with his left hand. "Brown pulled Robyn F. close to him and bit her on her left ear. She was able to feel the vehicle swerving from right to left as Brown sped away. He stopped the vehicle in front of 333 North June Street and Robyn F. turned off the car, removed the key from the ignition and sat on it. "Brown did not know what she did with the key and began punching her in the face and arms. He then placed her in a head lock positioning the front of her throat between his bicep and forearm. Brown began applying pressure to Robyn F.'s left and right carotid arteries, causing her to be unable to breathe and she began to lose consciousness. "She reached up with her left hand and began attempting to gouge his eyes in an attempt to free herself. Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her. While Brown continued to punch her, she turned around and placed her back against the passenger door. She brought her knees to her chest, placed her feet against Brown's body and began pushing him away. Brown continued to punch her on the legs and feet, causing several contusions. "Robyn F. began screaming for help and Brown exited the vehicle and walked away. A resident in the neighborhood heard Robyn F.'s plea for help and called 911, causing a police response. An investigation was conducted and Robyn F. was issued a Domestic Violence Emergency Protective Order." At the end of his statement, Andrews said Brown sent a text message nine days later apologizing. "In the text message, Brown apologized for what he had done to Robyn F. and advised [Rihanna's assistant] Ford that he was going to get help."
The fact that he went straight to the cops to plead guilty says it all about him. He's not lying not one bit in this video. Respect the hell out of him.
So he’s not lying because he confessed to what he did ? Which Rihanna’s beaten face could easily prove if he tried to deny it and would further extend into prison time if he attempted to do so ? Why tf would you respect a violent guy like that
I feel you Chris. I made the same mistake through emotion and it's a mistake that I can't ever forget because it's not me. Thank you for sharing these thoughts.
This was published 3 years ago and I’m just seeing this now
itsj called promotion..
The full documentary is on Netflix
@@foreversony5744 ty
Right
Saaaaaame
The fact that Rihanna and Chris both grew up in a household with their parents in a abusive relationship affected their relationship
How tf you know?
Rest in Peace Kobe cause they said it... Chris brown step dad use to beat his mom and Rihanna dad use to beat her mom too
@@magick8288 how do you know it affected their relationship
@Tyana Jones I never said I knew I asked how he knew it affected their relationship
@Tyana Jones you need to read my comment again I dont feel like going back and forth this the last time I'm commenting
I'm seeing this Saturday, May 18, 2024. I love🧡you Chris, always. Your life is precious. You're a blessing 🧿
The fact that Rihanna acted like he was the only villain blows me honestly. See her totally different now…
I don't remember her ever saying anything bad about him. Her getting irritated when asked about it is what I remember. It seemed like they didn't really want to breakup but were forced to. She cried to Oprah about how the publicity caused her to lose her best friend. Only a kid would think someone they didn't trust was their best friend.
Just leaving this here but he asked Rihanna's permission for the whole documentary and she agreed to it
Saying this as a Rihanna fan, not a fan of him
Kim RRB yes
No
@@vanessacosta4906 Yes she did, she watched the documentary and everything.
Miracle Brown how do u know? she never said nothing about it. stop spreading fake stories
@@vanessacosta4906 Chris said so in an interview. He couldn't release it without her permission. He wanted to make sure Rihanna was okay with it first. I don't spread fake stories, I have better things to do.
"l loved her and I wanted to protect her. .. I had done too much harm to her"
That's deep
that's why he almost killed her
I mean it’s not very deep at all but okay
@@SavvyMuhon hater 👏👏
Daizy Andere
It’s not though....there’s nothing poetic about that at all. Haha. In fact it’s very straightforward
I didn't say it was poetic just said it was deep there is a difference
i love the way he says she reacted like that because she was upset and he didn’t play victim at all. they were both just too young and didn’t heal from their childhood traumas. i love them both as a human being.
Love them
He has my total respect. I see why people don't completely write him off. He's vulnerable and telling the truth...even when it hurts like hell. Rather have ugly truth than a beautiful lie ❤🙏
Respect for a person who almost killed his girlfriend 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️
@@candice-hp2knwat do u want him to do🤷🏽♀️it already happened do u want him to die or wat😏😏
@@KANYESIGYECYNTHIA lmao honestly there is nothing he could do to win back my respect. Women beaters are the lowest of the low and if you disagree i probably would want to be around you
Sadly you will see females who never takes accountability for their own actions. Always one-sided
I have never seen any of this before. And I NEVER believed that he was totally at fault, NEVER. I was never against this young man. Yes, I am a woman.
I’m seeing this January 2021!
I watched this when it came out on Netflix. I love me some Chris Brown. They were both wrong, but he was the only one that took all the blame. I will always continue to follow his music❤
Same lol
duuuudddeee😂... same
For real...
Sameeee
im seeing this February 2021, that's crazy- didn't't even know this existed
yup same
Same
Lol same... I just asked my friends if he's still cancelled?
There is always 3 sides to a story, you should not have to hear this to read between the lines..... Bobby & Whitney....Tiger & Elin and the list goes on!
@@swinnerd Yes and no, of course a lot of people like to bring up what happened even now. Also the media basically refuses to play his music or promote him because of this event. He still has a large fan base and people still listen to his music a lot but, it isn't getting crazy recongnition because again the media will not promote it and that is why he is never a part of award shows because its controversial. Personally, he is my favorite artist and I know a lot of people who still listen to him
As a hardcore Rihanna fan , I must admit this man is a real man for speaking so honestly and openly … thank you.
Thank you for listen It❤️
As a Rihanna fan do you hold her accountable for beating on this man and being abusive as well?
@@qstylezhairboutique8951women are never held accountable for anything. Even if their behavior started the whole thing. The world consistently gives yall a pass. And dumps everything on us.
@@qstylezhairboutique8951 as a Rihanna fan did you know she's not the first woman he's beat? he's be a† his mother and kehlani so...
@@serenitymcinerney6030so you just making up stuff?
You can tell in Chris’ eyes that this was hard for him to talk about in detail to the world. You can tell he’s still shocked the incident happened. When you become the person you swear you won’t be… it kills you inside. What’s worst is, this will be the incident that the world will continue to bring up. So glad he is continuing to thrive 🙏🏼
Al i can see is a self pitty narc..who beats women
@@Chop2016she hit him first
@@Chop2016 yeah because Rihanna is so sweet and innocent…. SHE NEVER LAID A FINGER ON HIM. Just look at you. You weren’t even there to see what transpired.
@dalefrancis9414 bro for real , this dude pouring his bare soul of what happened and taking responsibility for it.
Yet the ignorant woman cant even see past that. All they can see man hits woman that's it.
Man went to court and plead guilty
And yet their ignorance shows.
@@Chop2016 armchair therapist. Do you even know what a true narcissist is?
Now why in the hell am i getting this 3 years later in my recommmended.. THIS SOME BULLSHIT
Frrr
Hahahahahaha
That's what I'm saying too
Ong this some bullshit
frrr
I like how he admits to everything instead of lying
Well those photos came out of her so it would be pretty impossible to deny it.
@@sr2592 you know how many women hit themselves with a bag of orange and send men to jail?...
@@SrChalice yes ridiculous how bad the judges are to men
@@sr2592 You'd be surprised at how many women are crazy enough to do these things to themselves, just look at the movie 'It's a thin line between love & hate'
The truth will set you free
The fact that he’s so vulnerable in this video is heartbreaking, to deal with all that at such a young age is scarring for life
He is very brave
❤
What a joke. Imagine feeling bad for a rich abuser who beat his girlfriend. He doesn’t need your sympathy.
he pleaded guilty and he's literally admitting to what he did. dont be ignorant. she hit him, he hit her. they both apologized and were held accountable. what more do you want from him or them@@Sssteelo
Bro he literally beat the shit out of her
@@Sssteeloimagine feeling bad for a rich abuser who got abused by a rich abuser 🫵🏽🤡
He's legit speaking from his heart. Much respect
Hello lucky fans❤ I know this is like a dream to you thanks🥰. I appreciate you guys for your love . I'm glad you never stop supporting me.. feel free to contact me through email address on the description of the channel...
He literally abused Rihanna savagely. Stop excusing this thug behavior because of his race.
Her cousin came out years ago saying Rihanna would hit Chris all the time first they were too toxic
True
And she did it hit him first
@Mona Noella. I remember she didn't tell it all since it was her cousin's business but she definitely spilled that Rih would hit Chris first every time and that's how shit would start. Noella would be the cousin to know too since she was around them a lot. Like in Barbados during Christmas time, I guess Rih got mad at Chris about something and she slapped him and he just looked at her like she was crazy so she slapped him again. Noella had to stop the fight before it got worse. There was a lot of stories back then and of course you never knew if the stories were true or not but Noella did feel bad for Chris because she always thought Chris was head over heels in love with her cousin and she didn't want Rih to run him off.
@Mona And I know you didn't ask but it's crazy because Chris actually just posted Noella and some of Rih's other cousins on his IG story a few days ago. It was a clip of them listening to his song on IG live. They're all still so supportive of him. Noella said "Chris! that's family, always."
What was the article?
The fact that Rihanna has said over and over they are friends should tell you alot....
Yep but some rihanna fans call him a liar.
Just Rose yes . But it’s unhealthy. Toxic from a certain breaking point of even
Jones Tyana Yep rihanna fans are deluded bitches
@@strelingowen7232 It's not just Rihanna fans, it's the bad feminists as well. Always thinking men are at fault since they're "stronger" smh.
@Juan M Rihanna was the one who started throwing hands and spitting on him though...
This was very therapeutic to listen to coming from a broken home myself. We are all hurting from our past but we can get better god bless❤❤❤❤
REAL REAL TALK FROM CHRIS'S HEART.
WHEN A MAN CAN ADMIT HE'S MADE A MISTAKE - AND OWNS IT, LEARNS FROM IT - THAT'S BEAUTIFUL. ENLIGHTENED ❤
He’s not even playing the victim he’s just telling the truth
is he tho?
Brown was driving a vehicle with Robyn F. as the front passenger on an unknown street in Los Angeles. Robyn F. picked up Brown's cellular phone and observed a three-page text message from a woman who Brown had a previous sexual relationship with.
"A verbal argument ensued and Brown pulled the vehicle over on an unknown street, reached over Robyn F. with his right hand, opened the car door and attempted to force her out. Brown was unable to force Robyn F. out of the vehicle because she was wearing a seat belt. When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against he passenger window of the vehicle, causing an approximate one-inch raised circular contusion.
"Robyn F. turned to face Brown and he punched her in the left eye with his right hand. He then drove away in the vehicle and continued to punch her in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand. The assault caused Robyn F.'s mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter all over her clothing and the interior of the vehicle.
"Brown looked at Robyn F. and stated, 'I'm going to beat the sh-- out of you when we get home! You wait and see!' "
The detective said "Robyn F." then used her cell phone to call her personal assistant Jennifer Rosales, who did not answer.
"Robyn F. pretended to talk to her and stated, 'I'm on my way home. Make sure the police are there when I get there.'
"After Robyn F. faked the call, Brown looked at her and stated, 'You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm really going to kill you!'
"Brown resumed punching Robyn F. and she interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face. She then bent over at the waist, placing her elbows and face near her lap in [an] attempt to protect her face and head from the barrage of punches being levied upon her by Brown.
"Brown continued to punch Robyn F. on her left arm and hand, causing her to suffer a contusion on her left triceps (sic) that was approximately two inches in diameter and numerous contusions on her left hand.
"Robyn F. then attempted to send a text message to her other personal assistant, Melissa Ford. Brown snatched the cellular telephone out of her hand and threw it out of the window onto an unknown street.
"Brown continued driving and Robyn F. observed his cellular telephone sitting in his lap. She picked up the cellular telephone with her left hand and before she could make a call he placed her in a head lock with his right hand and continued to drive the vehicle with his left hand.
"Brown pulled Robyn F. close to him and bit her on her left ear. She was able to feel the vehicle swerving from right to left as Brown sped away. He stopped the vehicle in front of 333 North June Street and Robyn F. turned off the car, removed the key from the ignition and sat on it.
"Brown did not know what she did with the key and began punching her in the face and arms. He then placed her in a head lock positioning the front of her throat between his bicep and forearm. Brown began applying pressure to Robyn F.'s left and right carotid arteries, causing her to be unable to breathe and she began to lose consciousness.
"She reached up with her left hand and began attempting to gouge his eyes in an attempt to free herself. Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her. While Brown continued to punch her, she turned around and placed her back against the passenger door. She brought her knees to her chest, placed her feet against Brown's body and began pushing him away. Brown continued to punch her on the legs and feet, causing several contusions.
"Robyn F. began screaming for help and Brown exited the vehicle and walked away. A resident in the neighborhood heard Robyn F.'s plea for help and called 911, causing a police response. An investigation was conducted and Robyn F. was issued a Domestic Violence Emergency Protective Order."
At the end of his statement, Andrews said Brown sent a text message nine days later apologizing.
"In the text message, Brown apologized for what he had done to Robyn F. and advised [Rihanna's assistant] Ford that he was going to get help."
@srry im mentally ill u wont get a reply lmao this vivi babe just appearing everywhere. Damn. She needs to drink more water
@@vivi7405 Voestek
@srry im mentally ill u wont get a reply 😭
They were in a co abusive relationship that stemmed from the abuse they witnessed growing up. They're both in a better place now that they've matured and moved on. Everyone should too
Ali except he also beat karreuche. He’s an abuser.
Yeah, except this was in 2010, and there have been many more allegations and even a restraining order against Chris Brown. He hasn't changed or learned shit.
mokachyna22 no he did not. Pll made rumors abt it and even Karrueche denied them. He learned his lesson and if he didn’t his ass would be right back in jail for longer
Key word “allegations” as in he’s been accused of it but nothings ever happened to him from them and he’s never been charged with those allegations
The guy deserves a break. He was very young and it was over a decade ago. What he did was out of control, but I forgive him.
Wow! God bless you, it's good that you told you story. Because a lot of us suffer from childhood trauma. That's a lot to see as a child... I'm glad your healing and your are a awesome dad. Prayers always!!
That was hella deep n real. Gotta give him props for owning his shit, having a lot of insight and having the courage to share his traumatic past. Big ups Chris!
doesn’t matter who started it, it was fault on both sides. it’s crazy how the media puts all the blame on chris. these 2 were in a bad toxic relationship.
After hearing this, I now see Rihanna was just as in the wrong as he was. It shows just how young men's lives can get destroyed due to these double standards. I feel bad for what he's gone through.
In the M!ddle that’s how double standards work
Tyana Jones how is SHE destroying HIS career ? Like lady Get real for just a second
Yeaaaaa that was so rude
Equal right, equal fights
why am i just seeing this in 2019?
karro lvsq same
Ikr
karro lvsq same
I am asking myself the same thing. Joyner Lucas post on IG about Chris Brown brought me here.
@@mamaloveskate2008 what did he post
I'm so glad Chris spoke his truth, raw and uncut. It's always 2 sides to any story and I'm so glad he spoke out because he's no longer in captivity into a world of guilt but instead he can feel free and no longer weighed down. I'm so glad through it all he was still able to give us great music and that he was able to share his beautiful art with the world. Love you Breezy ❤️
He lied this is the full story :
A verbal argument ensured and Brown pulled the vehicle over on an unknown street, reached over Robyn F. with his right hand, opened the car door and attempted to force her out. Brown was unable to force Robyn F. out of the vehicle because she was wearing a seat belt. When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against the passenger window of the vehicle causing an approximate one inch raised circular contusion. Robyn F. turned to face Brown and he punched her in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand. The assault caused Robyn F's. mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter all over her clothing and the interior of the vehicle. Brown looked at Robyn F. and stated "I'm going to beat the shit out of you when we get home! You wait and see!" Robyn F. picked up her cellular telephone and called her personal assistant, Jennifer at but she did not answer the telephone, but while her voicemail greeting was playing, Robyn F. pretended to talk to her and stated "I'm on my way home. Make sure the cops are there when I get there."(This statement was made while the greeting was playing and was not captured as a message). After Robyn F. faked the call, Brown looked at her and stated, "You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm really going to kill you!" Brown resumed punching Robyn F. and she interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face. She then bent over at the waist, placing her elbows and face near her lap in attempt to protect her face and head from the barrage of punches being levied upon her by Brown. Brown continued to punch Robyn F. on her left arm and hand causing her to suffer a contusion of her left triceps that was approximately two inches in diameter and numerous contusions on her left hand. Robyn F. then attempted to send a text message to her other personal assistant, Melissa. Brown snatched the cellular telephone out of her hand and threw it out the window onto an unknown street. Brown continued driving and Robyn F. observed his cellular telephone sitting in his lap. She picked up the cellular telephone with her left hand and before she could make a call he placed her in a head lock with his right hand and continued to drive the vehicle with his left hand. Brown pulled Robyn F. close to him and bit her on her left ear. She was able to feel the vehicle swerving from right to left as Brown sped away. He stopped the vehicle in front of (address) and Robyn F. turned off the car, removed the key from the ignition and sat on it. Brown did not know what she had done with the key and began punching her in the face and arms. He then placed her in a head lock positioning the front of her throat between his bicep and forearm. Brown began applying pressure to Robyn F's. left and right carotid arteries causing her to be unable to breathe and she began to lose consciousness. She reached up with her left hand and began attempting to gouge his eyes in an attempt to free herself. Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her. While Brown continued to punch her, she turned around a[and] placed her back against the passenger door. She brought her knees to her chest, placed her feet against Brown's body and began pushing him away. Brown continued to punch her on the legs and feet causing several contusions. Robyn F. began screaming for help and Brown exited the vehicle and walked away. A resident in the neighborhood heard Robyn F's. pleas for help and called 911, causing a police response. An investigation was conducted and Robyn F. was issued a Domestic Violence Emergency Protective Order (EPO).
@@hobi-wan-kanobi2016 didn’t need to know all that information.
@@hobi-wan-kanobi2016 if he lied or not she still hit him first all cause of a misunderstanding she accused him of and used hitting as her solution he was defending himself
@@Relatable.thingz_ stop hating. Of course he looks everywhere. But it’s clearly shows while she is holder her phone. Making direct eye contact. There is nothing you can say about it. And in another video he stares at another pretty girl without looking away even while she was recording him and it was during a break. Of course he looks other places he acknowledges army duh. But it’s clear he kept looking at her multiple times and only at her then looks in other directions. You know damn well if it was you he was looking at instead of her you wouldn’t be making this argument.
@@hobi-wan-kanobi2016 where you there if no can you produce the video cuz 😂😂😂😂
I AM GLAD YOU ARE STILL HERE , IM so proud of your preservation ❤
The only people who really know what went on is Riri, Chris & God. Period.
So true we should be not judging anyone PERIOD!!
You right.
@@ptrwith2933 someone ho all people in the world believe.
You have to try to know him, just to know not to believe like the others .
@@Amazonbay12 🤣😂😭
Laifa Ait ouferoukh AHAHAHHAHA tell me ur joking rn
you can feel the pain in his voice
No
Fr
Yeah
@@Ethan-ee8rv wow so edgy!
@@Ethan-ee8rv maybe cause you're profile pic is of a psychopathic nut bag.
Chris spoke from the heart hear. This wasn't easy. He's a real one❤
I totally sense his genuinity , respect him for his honesty. Sending you love 💕
He took all the blame and that's a fact.
Yes,Rihanna the one made him monster.
you sound stupid he wasn't even legal but SHE WAS. grow up!@@Kegyetleneper
Aaliyah Z he took all the blame cause HE the one who beat her half to death not the other way around! And she never made him out to be a monster, HE DID THAT HIMSELF. She actually defended the bastard.
Chels Luv well in my country he would be so I don't really care. A 19 years old person is an adult, no matter what the law in the usa say
@@Kegyetleneper he was driveing that still makes her ass crazy for possibly killing both of them fuck u mean she crazy too
Damn they would’ve been bigger than jay z and Beyoncé
I always say this omfg
I don't think so, Jay-Z had a million dollar compaby
Chris Brown only his music carrier
Beyoncé has a whole movement of people not to forget her role in the music and acting industrie long before Rihanna even started acting
Not to mention her clothing line and her husband and hers influence on charities and what not
@@j3in725 well everything hut Beyonce's acting career is great she cant act for nothing tho
@@j3in725 *but
Let’s not take it that far, beat once and jay z were already a household name at this time
I’ve always adored Chris Brown. Now I understand what happened back in the day with the battery against Rhianna. I believe they still love one another but know they’re in different spaces in their lives. His story hits home. I also believe his account of what transpired and I’m glad he took ownership of his actions. That situation is a nightmare for both but will serve as a lesson to everyone involved as to when a relationship becomes toxic.
Hello lucky fans❤ I know this is like a dream to you thanks🥰. I appreciate you guys for your love . I'm glad you never stop supporting me.. feel free to contact me through email address on the description of the channel. .
Stop trying to excuse domestic violence just because he’s black
Bless you chris
Lots of love ❤❤❤
Bless you Breezy for opening up and telling your side to the story. Takes a man to say how sorry they are and show remorse ❤❤❤❤❤
Your only saying this cause you fancy him 😂
Amber heard: my dog stepped on a bee
Y’all are making this a “take Rihanna or Chris’s side” thing. It’s not. It’s an abusive relationship between 2 ppl who have healed and are continuing to heal from it. Both were wrong.
One of them beat the fuck up out of the other though...
@@NF-xy6br
And the other one did the same. Just not to his face...
@Bry Carter I am soooo with that comment
@@NF-xy6br Agreed. He fucked her up. He is saying that she beat on him, but her face was the one left battered.
@@AlastorsShadowDemon She didnt do what he did, sorry. You cant compare what he did to her to what she did to him.
I ALWAYS WATCH THESE SAD DEPRESSING SHIT WHEN I'M ABOUT TO GO BED DAMMM
Same bro .
Same bro
SAME.
Literally😭
Same💀
I hope healing continues to go well for him & Rihanna, fan of both. Been almost 3 years since I ended my 8 yrs relationship and I’m still struggling. Every day is a challenge but I’m fighting to stay strong. U can love someone from afar and be ok with that. Everyone struggling plz don’t give up ❤️
Very inspiring. Thank you for coming clean on all this Chris. You are a great man. 💪🏼
I like how he took responsibility throughout
I mean, he beat the absolute fuck out of her. Not like he can pretend he didn't do it
@@shabberplasm32 she hit him first
@@shabberplasm32 actually she hit him first
@@shabberplasm32 she hit his ass first. Where's her responsibility?
@@gabrialblast2007 when did his face ever look as bad as Rihanna's?
A woman should also not hit a man. I said it.
Stfu She-male
@@Yoniib22 😂
Facts
@@Yoniib22 May Jehovah God judge you.
@@Yoniib22 pop smoke dead
It really breaks my heart that this still haunts him. I can’t imagine the world judging me for something I did so young. May God cover him in grace and grant him peace. He is so loved.
because he has kids out of the usa before the one s they seems too be adding to his name
He still be abusing females
that's what breaks your heart? what should break your heart is the pain that he has inflicted on rihanna and still continues to inflict on numerous women.
weak ah
He punched her...how is that redeemable?
I'm so glad to watch that, thank you for posting
He sounded like he wanted to cry so bad .. like when your throat Closes up 😧 Everyone needs to see this
Fr. When he got real deep into I just kinda broke. Tears were flowing cause it’s hard to just hear about this. Let alone live it.
You can tell me was very emotional talking about this. His eyes was watery, you can tell he wanted to cry. Can y'all hear him sniffing his nose...
If you don’t get hurt... it’s not real love. In any relationship you’re going to fight.
Who the fuck cares dude ! He beat a WOMAN. He also hit karrechee girl with weird name . And stalks her and got some other bitch pregnant bc her back
Alexa Smith What he did to Riri is true and he was wrong. But he didn't do anything to Kerruche(I don't know the correct spelling). She just made up rumors to come back into the spotlight which she lost after breaking up with Chris. Chris even said that he's going to fight back because he knows he didn't do anything. He remembers the consequences he had to face after the Riri incident.
Am I the only seeing pain in his eyes when he says he still love her in fact this entire documentary😭😭😭 he looks and sounds emotional
JustAloyal shoebill she never said that Rihanna should go back to a toxic relationship. She just said you can see and hear the raw emotion. Now need to be an ass🤦🏿♀️🙄
Because thats what he wanted to achieve with this documentary. He is just justifying himself so his fans still love him and keep on buying his music. And all these emotions you feel, that's exactly what he or the make of the documentary wants you to feel. And that's just an example in this documentary they use a lot of stylistic devices and techniques to make you feel a certain way. That's how they make money and sell their documentaries.
@JustAloyal shoebill not as dumb as the skunk that gave birth to YOU
@@ashleikilgore leave him. I know keyboard worriars
@@rickymc6774 k
Opening up and being truthful is the way to self preservation and healing. Wish you both greatness ahead....
❤ Chris brown... Hi from Barbados 🇧🇧... It takes a strong person to come forward..👋👋👋
Abuse is abuse it doesn’t matter the gender.
Full police report of what he did to Rihanna if anyone needs a reminder:
A verbal argument ensued and Chris Brown pulled the vehicle over on an unknown street, reached over Robyn F. with his right hand, opened the car door and attempted to force her out. Brown was unable to force Robyn F. out of the vehicle because she was wearing a seat belt. When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against he passenger window of the vehicle, causing an approximate one-inch raised circular contusion.
Robyn F. turned to face Brown and he punched her in the left eye with his right hand. He then drove away in the vehicle and continued to punch her in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand. The assault caused Robyn F.'s mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter all over her clothing and the interior of the vehicle.
Brown looked at Robyn F. and stated, 'I'm going to beat the shit out of you when we get home! You wait and see!'
The detective said Robyn F. then used her cell phone to call her personal assistant Jennifer Rosales, who did not answer.
Robyn F. pretended to talk to her and stated, 'I'm on my way home. Make sure the police are there when I get there.'
After Robyn F. faked the call, Brown looked at her and stated, 'You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm really going to kill you!'
Brown resumed punching Robyn F. and she interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face. She then bent over at the waist, placing her elbows and face near her lap in [an] attempt to protect her face and head from the barrage of punches being levied upon her by Brown.
Brown continued to punch Robyn F. on her left arm and hand, causing her to suffer a contusion on her left triceps (sic) that was approximately two inches in diameter and numerous contusions on her left hand.
Robyn F. then attempted to send a text message to her other personal assistant, Melissa Ford. Brown snatched the cellular telephone out of her hand and threw it out of the window onto an unknown street.
Brown continued driving and Robyn F. observed his cellular telephone sitting in his lap. She picked up the cellular telephone with her left hand and before she could make a call he placed her in a head lock with his right hand and continued to drive the vehicle with his left hand.
Brown pulled Robyn F. close to him and bit her on her left ear. She was able to feel the vehicle swerving from right to left as Brown sped away. He stopped the vehicle in front of 333 North June Street and Robyn F. turned off the car, removed the key from the ignition and sat on it.
Brown did not know what she did with the key and began punching her in the face and arms. He then placed her in a head lock positioning the front of her throat between his bicep and forearm. Brown began applying pressure to Robyn F.'s left and right carotid arteries, causing her to be unable to breathe and she began to lose consciousness.
She reached up with her left hand and began attempting to gouge his eyes in an attempt to free herself. Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her. While Brown continued to punch her, she turned around and placed her back against the passenger door. She brought her knees to her chest, placed her feet against Brown's body and began pushing him away. Brown continued to punch her on the legs and feet, causing several contusions.
Robyn F. began screaming for help and Brown exited the vehicle and walked away. A resident in the neighborhood heard Robyn F.'s plea for help and called 911, causing a police response. An investigation was conducted and Robyn F. was issued a Domestic Violence Emergency Protective Order.
@@crispyclay 👍
Facts!!! 💯 I hate it when it only towards men no women are just as bad too we as human beings need to held both gender accountable ALL CAP
It does, no one should be hit
@@crispyclay a report that was made by Rihanna not so? Coz the police weren’t there to confirm it.
And Rihanna gave permission to Chris to do this documentary and narrate what truly happened almost 10 years later
3) his narration fits perfectly with the injuries she has suffered
4) Rihanna’s cousin came out and said she WAS abusive towards Chris
As a woman who has experienced domestic violence, I really appreciate his raw honesty. Its nice to hear a man take responsibility for his actions, and truly be sorry for what he did. He's not placing blame on Rihanna, and that says so much about who he is as a man.
Ashlee Elizabeth Your a superstar! Thank You!❤❤
Ashlee Elizabeth sorry isn’t enough. Fuck him. He’s a cunt and fuck whoever else domestically abuses their partner
Mighty Marouane Fellaini you realize Rihanna did too right?
Harri L she didn’t beat him to the point where he was the same colour as a plum. Both are in the wrong and both are still thundercunts
Titan Hitchins aye but my mistakes are normally forgetting to buy milk when it’s out of date. Not smacking me partner about when am angry. Some things you can’t apologise for and they can’t be forgiven. This is one of them
Still love you both. Glad to see the after effects of this outcome as the years passed by. Y'all came right around from this beautifully. I'm proud to the both of you for over coming this. Their will always be those wounds and those scars emotionally....after the healing...im glad y'all are coming back from this in a happier way especially through yalls music.
Rihanna still has to live with trauma. This isn't easy to move on from.
What an inspiration he is ...this guy is a man with a heart an just holding onto alot of pain 😪
its sad that people will still paint this dude as a monster but walk around still supporting r kelly 🤨🤷♂️
Who the fuck supports r kelly😂😂😂😂not anyone that I know thankfully
Daniel Jones alot of ppl
@@knickstapeee2753 a whole lot of ppl
leah Mongatane sick fucking ppl haha
Tbh the same people who support r Kelly support this guy so you kinda shot yourself in the foot with this argument
It takes a real man to admit his wrong doings like this.. I respect this
Tenshinsho says the guy with the xxx pfp. That nigga beat his girlfriend several times even when she was prego
Sakaria Mohamed she wasn't even pregnant, that bitch known for lying 💀💀
RyRoc oh whoops 💀
Jahseh Onfroy a real woman wouldn't hit man to get her point across either goes both ways
Janseh Onfrey wtf
My heart breaks watching this the same way I hurt when I saw her pics and her interview with Oprah. I know they still love each other. They realize they are better as friends.
He's never ran from the wrongs he's done Chris brown doesn't get the credit he deserves he's a great artist and he needs more credit
"I love my girlfriend l wanted to protect her but l did to much to harm her" hits different when he said that
I can relate it sucks
@@iMoRpHz nigga what you better not relate dumbass
@@nobalqueen1803 you don’t know what’s up G, mind your business.
@@iMoRpHz dam does this person even no you he sound like a hater 😳
@@iMoRpHz i hope you didn't do the same thing to your relationship that chris did . Hitting someone is not a solution
The whole world needs to see his documentary...
Alex lopa lol i see you responding to every comment
Petros Breezy Exactly cause Rihanna made him look like a monster knowing she was a monster herself. Cause she would get physical and violent first !
that was actually amazing.. he was so honest and raw.
It wasn’t okay what he did, but my boo Rihanna is a fucking jealous chick man. It happens to the best of us.
I use to like Rihanna but she has gone so low class. I lost respect for her.. Has noticing to W Chris, no one can deny that she a wild women I've seen her get very verbal abuse with others. Chris you just prove to me you are a big MAN for sharing your story, so proud of you it take guts don't give up Chris you have that little girl to her
I’m proud of him for being honest and in his truth…
God Bless you Chris Brown. I pray for your peace and happiness. You paid for your mistakes and I wish nothing but the best going forward. You have much talent and a lot to give the world.
saddest part about watching this is he stilllllsss loves her.
Probably an unpopular opinion but I'd love to see them get back together 😶
You can tell that night fucked him up more than it did her. He’s a mess now and I hope he finds peace one day
@@neroleary4367 No it just means that he showed his true colours🤦🏾♀️
@@Amrihzeey219 I guess Rihanna is a abusive monster too using that same logic
@@89tequila Shut the fck up.. Why should he go back with her.. She hit him, he hit her and only him suffered
man the way he is narrating it.. rihanna seems to be really toxic when she’s mad.. same with him.. glad they broke up.. now both are in a better place ..
Right she was his down fall it sounds an looks like it.
Yep but he misses her now ...
@@HaileyMarieGrande of course, because they had something real
Most women do that singing or laughing which is the most disrespectful thing and if you do that on the street you just invited a fight
yeah she must have been madly in love because she went crazy once she saw that text
Regardless of his actions being wrong, women need to be held accountable for their actions to. To many toxic women who physically assault men and its not cool. Its a dangerous game.
Sending much healin on ur way a Chris, u truly deserve to be happy ❤🥺
broken attracts broken.
no matter how rich.
Jannah Shah just said that in my head today. Weird ..
Yup.. And you become what you hate most...
Both young good looking lightskin attractive talented famous singers.
They were babies
Exactly what I said. This was inevitable. There was no stopping this.
Honestly I relate to so much he is saying. Amazing person to have come through the other side of the trauma he endured as a child like so many who go unnoticed ❤
Rihanna is a realistic person she knew how she played a part in the situation that's why she is not hating on him or crying victim. Unlike some abusive women do and cry victim when it becomes public. They continued dating afterwards
But did she speak up? Or let the media bury him?
when he said “i still love Rihanna” i felt that
Madison Ayers same here I was like gaah mbn
Madison Ayers yeah she felt it too...
kiwibrown Can't blame us humans 🙄
What the fuck does that mean.
Madison Ayers for real
don't ignore the fact that rihanna's cousin came out & said she was absuive towards chris. it doesn't mean that he's in the right, but he took full responsibility and didn't try to blame her.
edit: they were both wrong, equally. she went & got the media and court on her side, and he took the blows and moved on instead of trying to argue about it.
I didn’t know this
Huh when????
@@elladerosemee6787 after the whole thing blew over. search it up it should be on yt
Wait Fr 🤯🤯
That’s not being a real man. Rihanna wasn’t being a real woman
Now I understand what took place… having this video on your Chanel is great breezy!
This took my breath away..💜💪🏾💜 we are healing... One honest story at a time.💜💪🏾💜
One can see him emotionally drained....
He should be emotionally drained
HES LITERALLY AN ABUSER
They are both at fault. They both hit each other.what you basically saying is that a female can hit a male without doing any damage. Now I am not saying what Chris brown did was right, because what he did was bad asf but how you gon blame only one person but they both hit each other?
@@vivi7405 and Rihanna too, all those years he took all the blame when she also did shit to hurt him. both of them were toxic. both did fucked up and shit. and thats the end of it.
@@vivi7405 shut up bitch
It doesn't matter if a guy hits a girl, the same thing goes for a girl hitting a guy. It's still abuse.
Jennifer Dolan shit .. Tell that to a judge
Right. I wish more people took domestic abuse from both sides seriously. Respect needs to be mutual. I just hate that this whole situation happened and hope they both continue to grow and do well.
Jennifer Dolan
Thing is.. women are way more fragile than men so yh
Nezio then why they acting like men they know they’ll lose and our anger can’t be tamed
Jennifer Dolan true.
❤ Rihanna-Phenominal, beautiful, talented woman. ❤ Chris Brown-Phenomenal, talented, handsome man. I think that they both are people that experienced trauma in their past the negatively impacted there relationship. They both made mistakes. Im glad that things didn't escalate further than they alreafy did. I truly think they truly loved & still love each other. I wish that things had worked out differently for those two.
Amazing testimony 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
They both were in the wrong in this situation. Not to mention they were both extremely young during this time and they both grew up in abusive households. Im extremely happy that this doc came out and im happy that she agreed to it.
Bro I wish people would take into account their abusive households, and their past trauma. Chris brown doesn’t have a malice bone in his body to me. Rihanna and Chris we’re both wrong, but Chris took the wrap, that broke breaks my heart. Chris brown and Rihanna weren’t healed and got thrown into the industry young. We need to allow Chris brown to be seen in a different light. When we don’t heal from our traumas ladies and gentlemen that will show up in our relationships.
People are giving him too many excuses. I didn't know she tried attacking him either, but the fuck? There was a huge difference. They said he even practiced martial arts, he's a dude, he literally beat her ass left and right and people are still crying "I want them to get back together". Some people should avoid reproducing, for the sake of all of humanity.
@@immernacht 🤣🤣🤣
wrong or not you know as a female if you keep hitting a dude repeatedly instead of keeping your hands to yourself you can enrage a dude and due to that some dudes will defend themselves real shii 💯
yeah that were both wrong but being young and age ain’t gotta do with anything yk your actions and right and wrong. Parents don’t have no influence on anything you do you chose to do what you do right or wrong end of the day.
NOW listen to his song "don't judge me" , the whole song makes sense...
I realized it in that moment, wow.
I love that song ..
Soooooo tru
I know right wow
That song had nothing to do with that
Raw honesty is everything
I’m so glad he has gotten a chance to tell his side and he accepted his mistake because we all make them …. And grow from it and I think it made him an better man, son and father….
The fact that he turned himself in the next day and didn't fight the case shows what kind of person he really is
Yo no offense not trying to stir up anything just curious, what do you expect someone that famous to do if not turning themselves in ?
@@realestouthere274 I mean it just shows character
@@milesmorales6305 tbh I don't consider myself as being a good person and if I had been in that situation I'd totally do the same, I feel like he may just have been smart enough to understand that there is no point in fighting back or running away when they were one of the hottest celebrity couples back then and when her face quite litterally is proof. I aint saying that that is the case I obviously don't know what he was thinking at the time, but I'm just saying if I had been him and even if I didn't feel any regret at the time I'd probably turn myself in and plead guilty. I wouldn't hit my girl to the point her face looks like that in the first place though so I guess there is no point speculating.
@@realestouthere274 I see what you sayin but I like to believe that's not the case
@@milesmorales6305 sure fair enough you probably know chris brown more than me anyway im not one to judge
Definitely admire his honestly. He has gone through some real growth. And he still protected her and her reputation still.
Reesy Cupz u
well said
Exactly
I respect his honesty and revelation of it all. I respect anyone that can tell the truth and acknowledge their lacking.
This brother put it out there. Respect. We’re all broken, we all need forgiveness.
I don’t think I’ve ever had more respect for this man until now.
me too
Same
And he did it again to someone else....you still proud of him?
Liam Dunphy to who???
@@liamdunphy7496 who'd he do it to? Cause if he did it a second time the whole world would be on his case even more
Even though what Chris did was wrong he still took the high road rather than dragging Rihanna's name down. I really respect him because of that and I know realize it was just a young couple in love
m8 in that situation you have to take the high road lmao. You really think Chris Brown going full offensive after Rihanna situation would had benefit him, lol no. Everyone hated Chris Brown, and I can guarantee if he tried dragging Rihanna name down, It would only worsen Chris brown much more.
Hunter Meaney nah he shouldn’t of took all the blame. Rihanna was in the wrong as well
Fuck that... This side should've been told immediately. The fact that she played victim all these years angers me.
You’re fucking kidding...”taking the high road” pah! Rihanna had every right to loathe him after he battered her fucking face
RyzeUp seriously if you hit someone then you expect not to get hit ? Try it and see what happens to someone that’s not soft
This is so sad. Praying for total healing for both Rihanna and Chris 🙏🏽💞🙏🏽
Wow. First Time ever seeing this and wow. I have so much more respect for this talented young man. Truly amazing and inspiring to be able to admit your faults and not just point fingers.. because that's the easy way out. He took the grown ass man route and owned up. Respect 👑 💯💪🏾
Dark rabbit hole 🕳...... Because if I'm not mistaken he has a tattoo of rihanna face but it kinda look like a skeleton......
Chris was 19 years old and everybody threw him under the bus. While full grown men with a history of abuse went unaccounted for. Charlie sheen and R. Kelly to name a few
I love how no one had an argument for this 😂 you said nun but facts
Your point?
@@chinacassidy9190 Teens are immature and need guidance not the world and perfect adults destroying them for making mistakes. Especially when both are accountable for their actions (Chris brown and Rihanna) Society only want to hold males accountable (especially black males) and give females excuses. Everyone should be held accountable for their actions but everything should be age appropriate also.
@@mlfitness67 agree with you 100% no matter gender you are you keep your damn hands to yourself
I agree that to an extent their age needs to hold some bearing but we all know right from wrong, even as teens. This is such basic stuff, "don't put your hands on people." Female or male. And if he hadn't continued his abusive behavior in every relationship following this incident, I'd likely have little to say. But, he hasn't changed.
Don’t claim you care about domestic abuse and equality if you only demonise Chris and not Rihanna. I love them both, but they were toxic to each other. They could’ve been a happy couple but they didn’t meet at the right time of their lives. I’m not justifying Chris’s actions, but I also don’t ignore Rihanna’s part either.
Edit: I admit I come off as tone deaf to the incident and for that, I should clarify that I’m speaking exclusively about the relationship before the incident. I will never justify or dismiss the incident because it (nor Chris) should not have gone that far and Rihanna did not deserve a beating no matter how she behaved/reacted etc. My problem is some of you have no problem demonizing Chris (as you should, because what he did horrible) but yet turn a blind eye to how toxic that relationship was to begin with on *both* ends. One was abusive, and the other was jealous. I don’t need to emphasize who was worse for obvious reasons but let’s not pretend it was peaches and cream and act shocked that it happened.
It takes two
@@dbdjay1155 well, not always. Domestic abuse can be very one sided
@@meganmarino2012 not in this case. Both parties have stated they were abusive towards each other
@@meganmarino2012 that’s true that it can be one sided, but this relationship in particular was toxic from both ends. Chris was just the one who retaliated in the absolute worse way.
Shut the fuck up
Growing up in a violent home changes you. It puts rage and hate in a child-- I was 21 before I realized it wasn't normal to physically fight at home. And I made it a point to never raise my kids like that, or have them see it-- I'm 46 now, and through years of paying attention there are still little things that pop up. In relationships I over the years I've learned to recognize some things, even little things that I do that are wrong or almost as bad. It took years of me being around healthy people, having healthy friendships to learn how to love back and how to accept love back, and sometimes I still stumble- I needed all the love I had around me to pull me back on track. It's probably a lifelong process to removing all the residual damage toxic people do to you. I hear the responsibility but I don't hear all the self love he deserves to find, hopefully there's more than just the clip I see. But he's not evil, and he's not his stepfather. I hope he is able to surround himself with love and forgive himself so he can heal. ❤
I can't stop fighting and I don't know how to. Im losing all my mates coz they don't argue like my family does or fight like we do, everybody would rather not talk about issues but I wanna hash it out right then and there. And when they don't want to it only gets me more revved up. How did you learn to control the pent up anger
@arloking I had to make myself stop talking. No matter how mad I was or what was going on, I'd refuse to talk for at least two hours, even if it meant leaving where I was. Going for a drive, plugging in my headphones was my life saver. I kept on until I could not deal with it for a day. In a days time, you'd be amazed at what you're really not even mad about-- and I had to cut some people loose. Now I'm almost the opposite, I can go too long without talking-- but it's because I found peace in my head. Meditation worked wonders. But people that push buttons, I had to get rid of people like that. And it took years. I'm 47, and I got into a huge fight with one of my friends roomates-- but this chick was drunk and hella agressive and just set off all the bells-- I'm still not perfect. I also surrounded myself with people that don't fight or like fighting either. I'm still a work in progress, but I started small. Hold it for two hours-- which is easier than it sounds. Lol Having kids made a difference too. I didn't want them growing up in an environment like I grew up in. My daughter probably made the biggest become I'd never forgive myself if she recreated the house I grew up in, and kids have a tendency to do that. As far as the inner anger, I feel like my mom was naive and gullible and for the most part got taken advantage of. She should've done more to protect us, but I dunno- it was a different time. My dad I just don't see, he's nobody to me. Just not allowing myself to keep being mad at him killed a lot of the anger I had. I don't even hate him anymore-- it's just nothing. I heard he was dying, had his legs amputated -- and my next thought was what I wanted for dinner. I guess it starts with flipping your mindset. I can't let anything control me but me-- certainly not anger. Boxing and martial arts problem helped too.
@@skepchica Thanks heaps for replying. I appreciate you sharing. Yeah i dunno, my mums a full blown narcissist and bipolar and shit so she fucked my head up from a young age just being manipulative as fuck and lying and turning my siblings and i on each other playing the blame game all the time, which would always turn into arguments and then her becoming physical more often than not. I'm 22 now and I still struggle to not lose my shit, and when I do get real angry I just fuckin redline it and all I can do is name call and get real fuckin low sometimes, it's almost like I can't control it, I know I wanna shut my mouth but I feel like I'm being pushed to the fuckin limit and just can't hold back. I know what needs to be done and it's all me but fuck sakes it's not easy aye. Anyways, again, appreciate your reply. Good luck w everything. Love from Australia fam
@arloking Not even e exaggerating, I used to feel like there was electricity running through me when I got mad. And if you were close you could feel the heat coming off me. That's what hate feels like. But I also got to a point where I'd started getting terrible migraines, and I know that had a lot to do with it. If I'd ignored that and kept going, I could've had a heart attack by now. Stress is terrible for your body.
You know what Chris I still love you you are a good man and so talented and that is that❤
I feel like I'm the only person who loves both of them
Nah probably not, even if it seems that way. I feel for both of them.
Same they both were wrong and I respect that both have forgiven each other for it’s just that people always have to blame someone for it
I do as well
Only reason I don’t like her at all is because we are only finding out it was both of them in the wrong 6-7 years later 🙄
Nope
The world needs to hear his side of the story, he's been misunderstood by many
I agreee
He beat the shit out of the girl within an inch of her life. There's no side of this story where he's the good guy.
lol I bet you consider yourself a feminist, yet.....you’re searching for a way for this to be excusable. I’d suggest you go and look at the pics of her after he was done beating her down. You’re a fucking idiot.
I don't think beating someone up has a good side
I agree
I understand and respect you Chris feels wayyy better too have two sides of the story
CANT WAIT FOR YOUR NEXT CONCERT!!!
My opinion of him has changed. How humble. How understanding of the person he was in that moment. I got repsect now. I understand acting in anger - - it's not fun, acting like someone you aren't. I understand now. God bless.
He abused more women after Rihanna so I hope you don’t believe his bs lies .. this man is abusive and narcissistic. He also cheated and lied to Rihanna on top of beating her.
I wish Chris Brown could have said this years earlier.
The media and "fans" wouldn't have listened. Sad stuff.
Honestly I’ve always been mad that he never spoke up & i don’t think Rihanna has ever owned up to her shit which is so crazy to me.
@@KaiKai0 righttt they were both toxic, both sides at fault
Really wasn’t our business.
Brown was driving a vehicle with Robyn F. as the front passenger on an unknown street in Los Angeles. Robyn F. picked up Brown's cellular phone and observed a three-page text message from a woman who Brown had a previous sexual relationship with.
"A verbal argument ensued and Brown pulled the vehicle over on an unknown street, reached over Robyn F. with his right hand, opened the car door and attempted to force her out. Brown was unable to force Robyn F. out of the vehicle because she was wearing a seat belt. When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against he passenger window of the vehicle, causing an approximate one-inch raised circular contusion.
"Robyn F. turned to face Brown and he punched her in the left eye with his right hand. He then drove away in the vehicle and continued to punch her in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand. The assault caused Robyn F.'s mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter all over her clothing and the interior of the vehicle.
"Brown looked at Robyn F. and stated, 'I'm going to beat the sh-- out of you when we get home! You wait and see!' "
The detective said "Robyn F." then used her cell phone to call her personal assistant Jennifer Rosales, who did not answer.
"Robyn F. pretended to talk to her and stated, 'I'm on my way home. Make sure the police are there when I get there.'
"After Robyn F. faked the call, Brown looked at her and stated, 'You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm really going to kill you!'
"Brown resumed punching Robyn F. and she interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face. She then bent over at the waist, placing her elbows and face near her lap in [an] attempt to protect her face and head from the barrage of punches being levied upon her by Brown.
"Brown continued to punch Robyn F. on her left arm and hand, causing her to suffer a contusion on her left triceps (sic) that was approximately two inches in diameter and numerous contusions on her left hand.
"Robyn F. then attempted to send a text message to her other personal assistant, Melissa Ford. Brown snatched the cellular telephone out of her hand and threw it out of the window onto an unknown street.
"Brown continued driving and Robyn F. observed his cellular telephone sitting in his lap. She picked up the cellular telephone with her left hand and before she could make a call he placed her in a head lock with his right hand and continued to drive the vehicle with his left hand.
"Brown pulled Robyn F. close to him and bit her on her left ear. She was able to feel the vehicle swerving from right to left as Brown sped away. He stopped the vehicle in front of 333 North June Street and Robyn F. turned off the car, removed the key from the ignition and sat on it.
"Brown did not know what she did with the key and began punching her in the face and arms. He then placed her in a head lock positioning the front of her throat between his bicep and forearm. Brown began applying pressure to Robyn F.'s left and right carotid arteries, causing her to be unable to breathe and she began to lose consciousness.
"She reached up with her left hand and began attempting to gouge his eyes in an attempt to free herself. Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her. While Brown continued to punch her, she turned around and placed her back against the passenger door. She brought her knees to her chest, placed her feet against Brown's body and began pushing him away. Brown continued to punch her on the legs and feet, causing several contusions.
"Robyn F. began screaming for help and Brown exited the vehicle and walked away. A resident in the neighborhood heard Robyn F.'s plea for help and called 911, causing a police response. An investigation was conducted and Robyn F. was issued a Domestic Violence Emergency Protective Order."
At the end of his statement, Andrews said Brown sent a text message nine days later apologizing.
"In the text message, Brown apologized for what he had done to Robyn F. and advised [Rihanna's assistant] Ford that he was going to get help."
The fact that he went straight to the cops to plead guilty says it all about him. He's not lying not one bit in this video. Respect the hell out of him.
Respect him for fucking abusing multiple people? What is wrong with y'all-
@@nomenome856 mutiple people??? the only person he has ever hit was rihanna
@@Tony_zr I'm pretty sure you get the idea tho .
So he’s not lying because he confessed to what he did ? Which Rihanna’s beaten face could easily prove if he tried to deny it and would further extend into prison time if he attempted to do so ? Why tf would you respect a violent guy like that
Yeah his not lying at all
I feel you Chris. I made the same mistake through emotion and it's a mistake that I can't ever forget because it's not me. Thank you for sharing these thoughts.
You committed the act so it is you.
@@HurricaneCamille-us6mpeveryone makes mistakes
I love how they have both forgiven each other and both grown for it. Both have taken accountability. I love it!
His voice sounds like he has been through so much ... young fame is dangerous ⚠️
No kidding,d part where he wanted 2 cry broke my heart💔
@@florencembah2626 r&b dude always cry
it's the woods g
Especially if you make bad decisions, like so many do
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