That piano is beautiful bro you make from scratch? keep up the work.
Reminds me of Drake - From Time feat Jhene Aiko
Haaaaard
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last memories of a friend ill never see again
we were out side smoking weed with the wind
i never knew this would ever happen
i wish we could go back to when we were kids
back when all we had was laughter
back when nothing really mattered
cause we never really tried
all we did was hang out and get high
not to say that we wasted our life
we were so post to be remembered by how we lived
not how we died
you were taken to soon
and now im recked inside
i bottle it all up i didn't want to cry
but i never made my peace it was all a lie
why would someone wanna kill you
you were to kind
i always felt the pressure release from my mind
everytime we hung out it was a wonderful time
im sorry it ended to quickly
you never had your chance to shine
you
you were in the middle of your grind
at the top of your game
so you could buy an umbrella
when in your mind it started to rain
did what ever you had to do to keep your head up
you were never bound by chains
and what i mean is yo
Yo it wasn't meant to be
So maybe it just had to be
I left home at 13 it was a tragedy
But deep down inside my heart I miss my family
I wouldn't even blame them for a second if there mad at me
And that's reality
I put my trust into a girl she left my heart open
I opened up to the girl
She left my soul broken
In my spare time I write songs or I write poems
To express myself
U suffer mental health
U think u puttin me in care was gonna get me help
And there's alot of things in life that I regret aswell
To little to late I said that I needed the help
I want a normal but caught up in the maddest life
I lost my life at 14 and came back to life
I'll take a bullet for my mum that's a sacrifice
And I didnt say I needed help once I said it twice
all this stress it has me thinking shall I start smokin
But I'ma have to be the bigger man and have to start smokin
Cmon #3kt #3jt #3ct
019 wigan on the map
Parto spedito non ho più
Miei tutti fuori e negli occhi fuochi
Sai che in zona ho rispetto per pochi
Entro nel game ora vi faccio fuori
E faccio quello che meno ti aspetti
Così ho imparato gangshit
Mi prendo l’onda si mi prendo l’onda
Voglio un volo privato per Londra
Quartiere mio sai c’è ottima roba
Quartiere tuo sai che non è cosa
Start from 0:20
I hate what I’ve become
But can’t escape what I have done
Mistakes made gotta face consequence
But wait was it my fault
A lot of hate in the place I’m in
A lot of blatant sin crazy thing is
I conformed to be the same
But deep down I’m not like this
Normal is relative but creep round
You’ll find this kid is hiding
Behind a mask
Trying to last unnoticed
Taking tokes I blow this hopelessness
Up in smoke kid
0:41
Thinking about them old nights
Them Cold nights
We’d Roll bye be so high
Feeling low ide smoke mine
Then freestyle for a bit
Ye go for wild for the kid
Saying I needa pick the mic up and spit
We’d laugh and we dream
About a gaf and the means
To make do what we want
Percussioni nella stanza fanno scuotere la testa,
ripercussioni in testa fanno scuotere la stanza,
Lei una ragazza pulita con la testa piena d'ansia,
fuori un arcobaleno e dentro le manca l'aria,
so cosa si prova quando ti han colpito l'anima,
i gesti, le parole, il resto lo fan le persone,
qualsiasi situazione sai che all'interno ti cambia,
col sorriso stampato, dentro prevale la rabbia,
e la rabbia che poi infondo le scolpirà i lividi,
nessuno sente il bisogno di qualcuno che giudichi,
cerchiamo quella persona con cui sentire i brividi,
come un tic tac di orologi, un tac di battiti,
e Io che, non ho un modo per esprimermi,
forse ne ho uno, giuro una penna mi basta credimi,
quando le dita scrivono si connettono al cuore,
anche se tremano a volte, restano pur sempre cinici,
e io che, delle volte sbaglio a scrivere e mi pento,
perché in diciott'anni son stato deluso spesso,
e potrai dare la mia vita a qualcuno che è diverso,
anche se l'amore è dolore e finzione, poi viene il resto,
e poi che cos'è l'amore se non scendo a un compromesso,
dentro Me so che l'orgoglio è il mio più grande difetto,
e di fatto quando sbaglio vuol dire solo che cresco,
e qualcosa sta cambiando e lo sento da come penso,
e potrei dare il mio cuore ad una che non sente il battito,
gli errori che ho fatto spero ancora che mi cambino,
anche se sono sicuro di me, a volte vado in panico,
quelle volte che succede e perchè mi han toccato l'animo,
vorrei capire qualcosa, vorrei strappare una rosa,
per pungermi con le spine sperando serva a qualcosa,
e penso che star bene dopo un po' torni di moda,
Tutti schiavi della vita con il sorriso ma in coma,
e non voglio più innamorarmi e perdo la testa ogni volta,
quando cancelli dei lividi, si rimarginano ancora,
quando oltrepassi i tuoi limiti, stai scrivendo la storia,
Io che girando le storie, ho beccato quella sua storia,
e dai che la vita è come un film, vivi, cancelli e rivivi,
perchè puoi farlo, è tua la trama e solo tu la scrivi,
gli stessi errori non faranno mai di noi dei simili,
ma dopo le catene, adesso è l'ora di esser liberi,
e quando costa esser liberi, che libertà ha un prezzo,
e quando ci vuole a trovarmi, se Io poi mi sento perso,
ma sono la mia salvezza e la tua se resti indietro,
le vibes dentro questo petto, fanno scordare del resto,
la prima è una storia breve e all'inizio eri anche felice lì,
ma il mondo non ti merita o forse tu non lo meriti,
la seconda andrà meglio, un amico ti dice restaci,
e l'orgoglio che ti uccide mentre lei ti chiede pensami,
raccoglierai suoi pezzi di cuore e sai quanto è vuoto lì,
non bastaranno i soldi per comprare un cuore credimi,
qualcuno si distrugge sempre e non lo curan medici,
il ricordo dei gemiti, anche dei momenti pessimi,
e a volte mi chiedo cos'è che mi gira in testa,
un bimbo musulmano cresciuto tra bar e chiese,
e da quando ero piccolino che vedo la stessa merda
le madri che pregano e i fra pregare di smettere,
e Lei sogna un amore, dei soldi, rapporti tecnici,
un maranza del cazzo che la lascerà in tredici,
la vita mi insegnato che otterrai ciò che meriti,
i conti si regoleranno quando meno telo aspetti,
la penna è un po' confusa ma sa sempre ciò che dice,
non è questione di stile ma questione di psiche,
lei scrive quando penso e penso sempre alle fisse,
che se abbracci una rosa poi ti pungono le spine,
e non voglio farmi del male, ormai entro in campo con le miste,
mistero questa vita, e fanculo se spezzo un cuore,
ho fatto piangere una donna sapendo che fosse triste,
pure l'essere più puro soffrendo il suo bene muore
prima che loro lo facciano, ho mandato via tutti,
preferisco domandarmi e rispondere a certi punti,
odio gli esseri umani, ma amo gli esseri giusti,
per tracciare una retta, infondo servono i punti,
I MADE A SONG TO THIS.
EC - SPLIT DECISION
out on Spotify 🐐
Been writing for about 3 months and it’s literally taken over my life.
Just about grown enough confidence to share my music so any advice would be appreciated.
My 16th Birthday :
Start from: 0:20
1. I spent My 16th Birthday in my room writing rhymes
To find the ones you love you gotta see through the lies
Now I’m getting older I don’t care for the attention
4. Spend so much time on my music I’m getting detentions
For missed homework, I know I’m here for a cause
When you’ve been beaten down it becomes so much easier to fall
I know god exists I just hope he sees me trying
8. If I wake up any time later then 8 I class that as a lie in
Shedding tears on the page that I’m writing this song on
When I was younger I had dreams of being a baller now them times are long gone
5 years later I’ve painted a clear picture
12. But still college is my upcoming fixture
I don’t judge a book by its cover but I know there’s a story behind it
Years of hard work surround my talent to fortify it
Its almost like I planned for this
16. Now that I’ve got the seed for my future I’m planting it
The pressure starts showing, my heart starts racing
Wondering where I went wrong it’s my steps that I’m tracing
When I was younger every time I lied to my mum my body’d start shaking
20. Now it’s a constant battle with my guilt that I’m facing
My 15th year was a rollercoaster
16th I’m on a mission
I’ve had ups and downs but now my minds set
24. Music’s my only ambition
Last year I found God
This year I wanna speak to him
To this day making my Mum prouds my biggest achievement
28. I feel I can’t settle till I’ve done what’s right
Feel I can’t settle till we’ve won the fight
For the last year of my life I haven’t had a settled night
Rolling round in my bed tryna get the thoughts out my mind
32. One thing I’m not wasting is the one thing money can’t buy and that’s time
Still a kid but I wanna start living
The instrumentals my medicine, im tryna earn some money I wanna see privilege
We’ve seen the darkest of days but my Mums the light in the tunnel
36. I feel because I haven’t before I can’t speak on my troubles
If I really told you all that goes on in my mind
You’d be questioning the way I’ve been designed, so who’s in the right?
I didn’t know silence till I found my voice
40. I didn’t need guidance till I had a choice
The lowest points in my life are the reason why I treasure my highs
No matter how big I get there’s no end destination in sight
They say beauty’s in the eye of the beholder, I disagree
44. Cause I look into the mirror and that’s not what I see in me
My Mum’s exactly how I imagine Christ to be
Now I’m seeing success everyone’s tryna be nice to me
I wanna see a watch worth 5 figures and in my head say that ain’t no price for me
48. Constantly asking myself is this the life for me
Is it what’s right for me?
Look, I know I’m only 16 years old
But still I want stones in my watch and a chain full of gold
52. Stand alone with me and my thoughts I keep my thoughts to myself
I’m a child but my minds a lot older then my actual self
For all these years, it’s only been myself that I’ve beat
No matter how little we had I always got everything I need
56. My dreams to travel the world with my Mum, that’s all I ask
But if you’re a working-class family you don’t get a choice
Slaves to the system and second-class citizens
People not better than us have stolen our voice
60. Giving just enough to survive for the people employed
I don’t see a point in flashy cars and chains and all these materialist desires
People have so they feel less judged by the people around them
My goals to provide for the people that can’t provide for themselves
64. Child by law but my music speaks loud, all I wanna do is make my mum proud,
16 forever.
Ven1
Да ты че я подумать не мог что после 30 ни укого не будет 20 минут чтобы 10
Я пони
Die Entscheidung fiel mir schwerer als dachte
I've just strted iam not even done
But done whith this that i'm running from
Been older since i'm. Young
and i know they hate me the want the man hang
I turned her on like a desk lamp, come next day like letters with those first class stamps
Coming like Harlow flying in luxury you ain't touching me
Jack flying first class I got the stars with me
You don't wanna start with me, I got too much of her brain
The pain without gains, so stay in your lane
I just want the money, fuck the fame with it, I ain't playing cricket
Throw some shit at the wall and make it stick with a stick
If I'm rolling round it's with a stick, with a blick
Stuck in the mud, but you sink cus you tapped out, quicksand
It sounds like ra-ta-ta-ta now your shirt ripped
Now your shirt ripped, don't blame me you little prick
You one that talked shit and you paid when you tripped
We ain't bout no magic but you still might get tricked
Cause when your bitch texted, she was getting me bricked
I am not a London yute and I'm not even rich
I am not even English too, but my bars comimg quick//
Like your girl, you little fool, she been staying in my crib
Cause she said you're poor too, but I make her moan quick//
Just the tip, not my dick but the 4's in my leg
Picked my gun out my socks and I made his head ring
Guage shots rung the bells, it was a group that fell
And I dont wanna mention how my stabs felt on him
Back to your girl, yea she cute, rolled a zoot saw her twin
She on me too, 4 for 3 hours, she been screaming like a moose
And is getting funny now that what I say is all true
And unlike you, I am rude and all true is what I tell
-SR
Mon khos je les cros nasser
Quand jme balade dans les rue de zrh
Jme voyais leur ont mettre
Dans leur ptite tête
Cest pas des foutu gages
Je rappe a la zkr
Et bientôt jme retrouve sur paname
Originaire du 94
Jme voyais percer dans le foot
Et cest pas des connerie
Maintenant jcomprend pourquoi jai pas réussi
Jme leve 3h du sbah pour me rapprocher de mes projets
Jsuis pas de ceux parle pour parler
Pas de retour q’un aller
Pas parce que je suis jeune
que je me dis que jai le temps
Le temps va bouffer ton veau-cer
Et ton argent
Ca veux que des rentrées pesos
Cest bien mais jprefere avoir le temps
Pour ca que j’travaille en parallèle de la classe
Aujourd’hui jsuis dans ldure
Mais on en reparle dans 5 ans
Pendant qtu maille en rampant
Cest selfa sur la prod
Pas dceux qui parle
Mon ami
Nenn es split decision
Wir sind nachts am spliffen
Ja du weist ich hab die Vision
doch will nur wissen
Wieso es wieder mal nicht klappt
Geht’s um mein Gewissen
Baller lila in die Sprite mit den Jungs
personally i think im fucked up mentally
sick of all the jealousy why does no one want whats best for me
gotta get my ps before i rest in a cemetry
music is my life now music is my therapy
i got told to keep in my emotions
im a man i cant show them
so my heart stay frozen
the streets made my heart cold so now i feel broken
no i cant trust a hoe last time i was heartbroken
look to the light n i see whats next
gotta take the dark road cuh yk im chasing checkn
could be in the can i did shit that in regret
when you dance with the devil only outcome is death
look the the lord as for forgiveness
no answer so the devil pulled up like an instinct
gotta be quick life can change in a instant
gotta put shit in a van and go just like vincent
if rap is art then im a artist
only 16 but i remain heartless
bare times i felt my soul had departed
but thats how u feel when u live in the compartments
broken homes broken apartment
see mums cry cuh there son is in a casket alarm bells ring ptsd from a alcatel
happy november no one cares ab mens mental health
I’m steady romancing
Hip glide when she dancing
Got me glancing
She call me handsome
Them words are no good I need some action
N this ain’t no love song I’m just talking bout attraction
Reading her vibes gleam in her eyes
And I told her it’s for the team to decide,
“Fiendish they lie”
She expressed to me, “we ain’t beating tonight”
but she don’t know, I got other tings Latina and white,
Another dark, for indulging, have to sneak in at night
Cause her father strict, it’s peak, I leave on a sly -
why yall dancing on the beat so nice lmaoao first freestyle ive understood with the beat in a min
Tutte le notti in para
Fisso la luna incantata
Sarà la mia guida
Prende le vesti di mamma
Sento l'energia
Sento che perdo la calma
Il cuore diventa pesante
Continuo a reprimere la rabbia
Si mi sento in gabbia
Non lo riesco a sopportare
Ho Un buco nella pancia
Ma ho la chiave nelle barre
Per l'odio che provo
Devono spedirmi nell'Ade
È troppo per un uomo
Divento un animale
Sono accasciato al suolo
Tra alcool droga e puttane
Ora mi ritrovo solo
Diventerò un martire
Perso in mezzo al vuoto
Ma con un pensiero stabile
Non mi fido di nessuno
Solamente di mia madre
Voglio fare un po' di soldi
Metterà gli sforzi a margine
Sono così instabile
Una mina vagante
Spesso incontrollabile
Non fitteresti le mie scarpe
Non parlo di moda
Ma sto sotto per ste marche
Convivo con la noia
Si me lo chiedo spesso
Mi sono reincarnato
Ma non mi merito questo
Ho dato il cuore ad una troia
Chissà dove lo ha messo
Sarà un'altra notte scura
In mezzo al buio pesto
Tengo gli occhi tristi
Ma mi vedi sorridere
È quando sei in pubblico che
essere tristi ha il suo limite
Mi sento a tal punto
Da considerarmi invincibile
Ma quando sono solo
tutto diventa impercettibile
Solo con me stesso
È il peggior nemico
Forse è per questo che
siamo in cerca di un amico
Qualche nuovo stimolo
Per sentirsi vivo
Oppure per capire quanto
Sto mondo faccia schifo
Rimango impietrito
Quando parlo con ste troie
Non hanno centro operativo
Hanno sembianze procariote
È per questo che coltivo
Il disprezzo per l'amore
Mi chiedo di continuo
Se sono delle persone
Tutte le notti in para
Fisso la luna incantata
Sarà la mia guida
Prende le vesti di mamma
Sento l'energia
Sento che perdo la calma
Il cuore diventa pesante
Continuo a reprimere la rabbia
Si mi sento in gabbia
Non lo riesco a sopportare
Ho Un buco nella pancia
Ma ho la chiave nelle barre
Per l'odio che provo
Devono spedirmi nell'Ade
È troppo per un uomo
Divento un animale
Scrivo sentimenti su carta
Condivido le emozioni
Accedo una cassa e
Recito canzoni
Non starò tra i migliori
Nemmeno tra gli scarsi
Mi brucerò i neuroni
È sarò tra gli sprecati
Al mondo nulla è gratis
L'ho imparato con gli anni
Sono molto giovane
Ma giuro con i saggi
Heel me leven is opeens ook weer veranderd, Dikke assie blijf ik branden.
En ik kan wel blijven lachen maar het blijft me pakken
Domme chickie blijft nu plakken
Me gedachte die veranderd want wil liever haar hebben
moet groen geel en paar stacken
Blijf telkens aan haar denken
Ze weet niet hoe het gaat met me
Yo, yeah this is the life of me, dillz,
the one they think they wannabe,
Honestly, this ain't gold comedy,
Real life, its shit quality,
Walking around, feeling woobly, constantly,
Social Anxiety kicking in,
demons tryna sin, But I won't let em win,
Chin up with a grin, Step on the stage,
Give em a little spin,
Get back home, I got a blade cutting in my skin,
When did it start, Let me Begin,
Charging to the yard, I run in,
I got some good news for my girl,
But she got some news too,
She got a new man, I gotta move,
Here's prove, DTB 4 life, If u disapprove, One day u will approve,
Pointed to My stuff, told me to remove,
So that's when it started,
The self harm, Nightmares, late walk nights,
Punching up lights, smashing up sites,
But hold on tight, I started Rapping again,
Pain into fame, I reached I new heights,
Handing out invites,
Fans telling me my best highlights,
Na hold on, that ain't right,
It was a dream again, that ain't my life,
Lemme rewind,
Feeling so low, grabbing any knife, just wanting to die,
Just wanting to cry, but my eyes so dry,
Just staring at the sky,
Thinking should I go high, then asking myself why,
Why the fuck am I doing this to myself,
I ain't the bad guy,
It ain't a lie, this world fucked us up,
U can't deny it
All i have is all I give a promise with no hollows
I beg you death please don’t take the life that I borrowed
The roads are always narrow, get a shovel take the way and lead but never follow
I’m sorry bro, I had to let em know
My brain just keeps on ticking like a broken metronome
You can live in a house without it being your home
Cos home is where your heart is leave it beating by itself drowning in the sorrow
Do it today bro please don’t leave it for tomorrow
Even tell your self twice if you need but I don’t know why you don’t bell my phone
Blood dripping down your chest and you don’t even ask for help?
I’m sorry to get angry but it’s fucked up
I was chillin in my bed while you was crying I was tucked up
You know I would have left my door without a second of you asking
You claimed time was flying with these seconds that were passing
We don’t speak no more cos you was acting like a different fucking person
I swear down, I had to tell em myself,
You went and turned the rags
Eine Falsche Entscheidung
Aber will es so nicht nennen
Lay l ay l ay l ay lay.
yeah
picture perfect
but the scene is tragic
everything on 4k
swear it looks like magic
69 bullet holes
all up in one rodeo
cops came around
niggas said fuck it
call the paramedics
call the DSO
no one could've made it
man i really know
but did they really know?
i had 10 secs left to make a split decision
that could save my soul
or maybe break my yoke
but who knows
i was the last body
that made it home
but who knows
it could have been 70 not 69
but who knows
what Tica said to Lil J
that made him pop off
came back with 12 other niggas
that drop off
was the straw that broke the camel's back...
...to be continued
Εχω βρεθει στα crossroads
Στους ωμους ειχα τονους
Στο ματι περα δωθε ξεφευγα απο αστυνομους
Παλι στους ιδιους δρομους
Σε μια ταξη μοιαζει τρομους
Μεσ σε μουχλιασμενους τοιχους
Και γδαρσιμο απο τους χρονους
Και ολα γυρναν πολλες φορες
Γεμιζω το ποτο μου μπας και φυγουν οι ενοχες
Πρασινο στο τσιγαρο μπας και φυγει το stress
Ολα τα λεφτα πετανεμενουν μονο στιγμες
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