CZcams sent this to me ironically right when I was in another episode of self hate. I realize that this might be about gay romance, but honestly it can also be interpreted as what I'm going through. Physically unable to fall in love due to feelings of worthlessness and self hate. I want to be in a relationship but I can't because I can't fall in love with anyone due to my self doubts and attachment trauma. I don't want to get invested in someone else when I feel like they are just going to leave me eventually. I'm 20 and have never fallen in love, I've been in a relationship before but it fizzled out due to the fact that my brain kept telling me not to get emotionally invested, not to fall in love, because they are going to leave me, the relationship isn't going to work out. And whelp, self fulfilling prophecy... :').
I have no idea why youtube shorts is showing me your video, but anyone who can't accept who you really are isn't worth your emotional investment. GL champ.
Its in my head rent free, and I don’t mind 🔥
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CZcams sent this to me ironically right when I was in another episode of self hate. I realize that this might be about gay romance, but honestly it can also be interpreted as what I'm going through. Physically unable to fall in love due to feelings of worthlessness and self hate. I want to be in a relationship but I can't because I can't fall in love with anyone due to my self doubts and attachment trauma. I don't want to get invested in someone else when I feel like they are just going to leave me eventually. I'm 20 and have never fallen in love, I've been in a relationship before but it fizzled out due to the fact that my brain kept telling me not to get emotionally invested, not to fall in love, because they are going to leave me, the relationship isn't going to work out. And whelp, self fulfilling prophecy... :').
I have no idea why youtube shorts is showing me your video, but anyone who can't accept who you really are isn't worth your emotional investment. GL champ.
Or you just can’t get a girl
sarah I'm queer
sarah honestly take a hint he's queer smh
💀 ryans response tho
@@ryanealon because you can’t get a girl
@@geodylan379 ikr
It’s okay to be gay ! If your family doesn’t approve leave and go be happy somewhere else