MOTHICA - Doomed (Official Music Video)

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  • čas přidán 26. 03. 2024
  • MOTHICA's "Doomed" is off of her forthcoming record 'Kissing Death' - out 8/23 via Heavy Heart Records. Buy/stream "Doomed" at mothica.lnk.to/Doomed and preorder the record at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath
    Creative Directed by Mothica
    Director & Editor: Samuel Halleen
    Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
    DP: Rob Russell
    1st AC: Zack Ramos-Taylor
    2nd AC: Estevan Falcon
    Key Grip: Camilo Godoy
    Grip: Mike Long
    Gaffer: Jorge Hernandez
    BBE: Sam Kim
    Young Mothica: Courtney Howard
    Grim Reaper: Jordan McKinney
    Oklahoma Crew:
    DP: Brandon Waddell
    Teen Body Double: Lacey San Nicolas
    Bike Drone: Austin Burpo
    Makeup Artist: Meg Wilbur
    Hair Stylist: Tyler Graves
    Art: Graham Epstein
    Art: Ryan Brennen
    Art: Gregory Shark
    PA: Griffin King
    PA: Jesse Wachtel
    BTS Photographer: Mallory Turner
    MGMT: Mantis Music Group
    Produced by David Burris
    Written by Mothica, Alexandra Veltri
    Mixed by JJ Catalyst
    Mastered by Ruairi O’Flaherty at Nomograph Mastering, Los Angeles, CA
    Lyrics:
    Tulsa, Oklahoma in 1995
    they all said what a blessing I had arrived
    but I was born with a curse
    in a perfect suburb
    and it only got worse
    I was drawn to the dark
    with the devil’s mark
    I was doomed from the start
    I wanna be cool
    tried to be wild
    everyone said I was a gifted child
    punctured my skin
    pulled me apart
    guess I was doomed
    I was doomed from the start
    Wednesdays, I had church
    I prayed I’d make a friend
    If I knew what he could do
    i would’ve never gone in
    if only I knew then cause
    I was born with a curse
    in a perfect suburb
    and it only got worse
    I was drawn to the dark
    with the devil’s mark
    I was doomed from the start
    I wanna be cool
    tried to be wild
    everyone said I was a gifted child
    punctured my skin
    pulled me apart
    guess I was doomed
    I was doomed from the start
    I wanna be cool
    tried to be wild
    everyone said I was a gifted child
    punctured my skin
    pulled me apart
    guess I was doomed
    I was doomed from the start
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    X: / dearmothica
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Komentáře • 278

  • @DrPsyche26
    @DrPsyche26 Před 2 měsíci +167

    Sending hugs to all moths who needs one, and fist bumps if hugs aren't your thing.

  • @LunaWitcherArt
    @LunaWitcherArt Před 2 měsíci +192

    Gotta say that the casting for Young Mothica was ON POINT! it's scary the resemblance to the footage.

    • @laguria4536
      @laguria4536 Před 2 měsíci +7

      I got confused with which one was real

    • @LunaWitcherArt
      @LunaWitcherArt Před 2 měsíci +6

      @@laguria4536 I thought the hair just changed her that much because she's not that much older. I was way past the middle of the video when I realized.

    • @laguria4536
      @laguria4536 Před 2 měsíci +1

      @@LunaWitcherArt me too!

    • @Deadlyhotdogofficial
      @Deadlyhotdogofficial Před 2 měsíci

      I was like is that them? Or someone else?

  • @colouringwithzero
    @colouringwithzero Před 2 měsíci +130

    All of the 2000's stuff is making me so nostalgic.

    • @maryorijulca1082
      @maryorijulca1082 Před 2 měsíci

      se me estrujó mi corazón al ver esos posters, yo tenía mi cuarto así

    • @xenia2291
      @xenia2291 Před 2 měsíci

      Same lol

  • @aliveandbreathing587
    @aliveandbreathing587 Před 2 měsíci +165

    The switch between Death and actual Mothica gave me chills. When you have self-destructive tendencies, you become your own death 😭. But idk was it supposed to mean as i thought

    • @chillachar52
      @chillachar52 Před 2 měsíci +20

      I interpreted it as right when she was about to fall onto death, she leaned on herself instead. ❤

    • @frostfang1
      @frostfang1 Před 2 měsíci +9

      She found comfort I her future self rather than death? Or vice versa, she used to look upon her past with the eyes of a reaper, but now it's with her current experiences

    • @dracodragon671
      @dracodragon671 Před 2 měsíci +15

      Could also be to that younger version of herself, she could only look ahead and see death, while her now can look back and see the version of herself who was in pain back then.

    • @ytbr3383
      @ytbr3383 Před 2 měsíci +7

      The self destructive tendencies can get better, I promise, and this is coming from someone who was living in pure hell when I was younger, everything got better as I continued to fight. Just don't give up even when things are pure darkness. You are strong no matter how much suffering you've gone through, if you weren't strong you wouldn't be here writing this. Neither would Mothica make such beautiful art if she didn't have the strength of a fighter inside her!

    • @ytbr3383
      @ytbr3383 Před 2 měsíci

      ​@@dracodragon671 Yes I agree, and that's very relatable.

  • @marjandriesen
    @marjandriesen Před 2 měsíci +91

    YOUR VOCALS, THE LYRICS , THE MUSIC , AAAAAAAAA IT'S SOOOO GOOD

  • @briarc4235
    @briarc4235 Před 2 měsíci +48

    I love how this era draws more attention to her struggles, mackenzie , if you ever see this, we love you, thank you for your music . You are truly beautiful🦋

  • @e_luisnieto
    @e_luisnieto Před 2 měsíci +72

    Mother moth in her new form 🖤

  • @sarahh.7038
    @sarahh.7038 Před 2 měsíci +50

    I still cannot believe I found you on TikTok when you posted vices during the pandemic and every song since then (and before) has been straight fire.

  • @jinxbullock
    @jinxbullock Před 2 měsíci +137

    This comment is before this songs official release, i have heard the snippet and i am prepared to cry at this song 🥲 but I'm excited about it! 😄🤘🏻

  • @briarc4235
    @briarc4235 Před 2 měsíci +18

    The young mothica is casted so well

  • @Namilovesmusic98
    @Namilovesmusic98 Před 2 měsíci +16

    I got so teary eyed when the scene of younger you was ripping papers and destroying the bed, was literally doing the same thing from ages 13 - 17 . Absolutely love this song and the imagery of the music video 🖤 can’t wait to hear the new material and the videos you worked on

  • @na_naya
    @na_naya Před 2 měsíci +13

    It feels so close, it feels so real... I cried from the start, was sobbing at the middle and broke with the ending 😭 I wanna give little Moth a big hug 🥲🖤 it was difficult, wasn't it...
    Thank you so much Mothica, u did it again 🌹🖤

  • @Woot100
    @Woot100 Před 2 měsíci +28

    [gripping the desk with inhuman force] i am so normal and i am not going to cry over a music video.

  • @justhereforthecookies8129
    @justhereforthecookies8129 Před 2 měsíci +31

    Just listened to it on Spotify. Can not wait for the video

  • @jonpelto
    @jonpelto Před 2 měsíci +11

    If anyone can save us, it’s Mothica

  • @Daughterovthewater
    @Daughterovthewater Před 2 měsíci +27

    Loved the trailer. New fav mothica era unlocked.

  • @ACruelPicture
    @ACruelPicture Před 2 měsíci +9

    Finally, 2000's nostalgia! We're so back!

  • @andreagroll8312
    @andreagroll8312 Před 2 měsíci +6

    This made me cry so much. I'm so proud of you , thank you for being here and making beautiful art like this that helps us heal. 💗

  • @nickd.9882
    @nickd.9882 Před 2 měsíci +6

    young mothica: the series 🤘 🤘🤘

  • @Josuep8hw
    @Josuep8hw Před 2 měsíci +9

    I love the rise compiling the best moments since you started as an artist it makes me nostalgic

  • @TheJunkFairy
    @TheJunkFairy Před 2 měsíci +18

    Making me cry again but the FU by the real teen Mothica was so tween McKenzie and made us laugh!

  • @Galaxies_Rule
    @Galaxies_Rule Před 2 měsíci +10

    OMG NEW ALBUM HERE WE GO MOTHSSSS !!! BEEN WAITIN' FOR THIS ONE (here before album release!)

  • @hurricane_valence
    @hurricane_valence Před 2 měsíci +16

    Relate with this so much we all struggle with some type of darkness and feel doomed. I was diagnosed with aspd a while ago and through its not something that I think about often its still really effects me

  • @Avanora1
    @Avanora1 Před 2 měsíci +46

    I grew up with depression, physical beatings, and child sexual abuse. After all that, I was still called a gifted child. And I definitely relate to "If only I knew what he could do, I would've never gone in" -- you know what? I actually need to share this song dude because that lyric hits HOME.

  • @sViviftie
    @sViviftie Před 2 měsíci +9

    I felt this on a very personal level. What a beautiful song and video.

  • @legofan11
    @legofan11 Před 2 měsíci +6

    The edit seamlessly switching death to current McKenzie when young Kenzie leaned on death.

  • @purechaos3498
    @purechaos3498 Před 2 měsíci +15

    I like this , I also like the song that’s called “Dupe - Presidencial” 😳😳

  • @AutumnFrore
    @AutumnFrore Před 2 měsíci +6

    Mothica does it again 🖤

  • @msmisa
    @msmisa Před 2 měsíci +10

    new release,, here goes mothing

  • @mvlmvlg5417
    @mvlmvlg5417 Před 2 měsíci +2

    This song and your music in general, is truly captivating. Listening to this song, I can't help but feel the depth of emotion and raw honesty. The lyrics are infused with your personal experiences. The church scene, i knew exactly what story you were telling. I've read your story about that traumatic event that took place. I'm so sorry you had gone through that. This song serves as a beacon of empathy and understanding for those who may have gone through similar struggles. It may have been challenging and traumatic to channel back to that experience. Thank you McKenzie for sharing your story through your music. It's a testament to your strength and resilience. 💕

  • @WritingRN2
    @WritingRN2 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Very beautiful video for a sad, but beautiful song.

  • @r3dwulf922
    @r3dwulf922 Před měsícem +1

    Moving and poetic ✨️

  • @Shattered_shards
    @Shattered_shards Před 2 měsíci +6

    I love the electric vibes from the trailer! I’ve been eagerly waiting for a new song for a very long time and I’m excited! You never miss

  • @randysuiter2839
    @randysuiter2839 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Incredibly beautiful voice.

  • @ZealynYT
    @ZealynYT Před 2 měsíci +3

    Can’t help but tear up watching this. I relate to so much of it. This is absolutely stunning - lyrics, vocals, visuals, production, editing, coloring, everything 🙌🏻

  • @theywontstopus
    @theywontstopus Před 2 měsíci +3

    I will be forever thankful to find your music because I feel that you're also speaking our stories. I love you Moth 💜✨

  • @hannahpeery273
    @hannahpeery273 Před 2 měsíci +3

    Loved this song and connected even more with it through the video. What a catharsis this album must’ve been in its creation and completion. Can’t wait to see the rest. ❤

  • @blueberrycatte7304
    @blueberrycatte7304 Před 2 měsíci +3

    Absolutely here for the 90s/00s vibes! Mother Moth never disappoints!

  • @thisistheescapeplan
    @thisistheescapeplan Před 2 měsíci +2

    You only write bangers. Absolute bangers. Kinda relatable on a few things for me as well. What a beautiful song

  • @Syargoth
    @Syargoth Před 2 měsíci +2

    Goosebumps all over me! Mothica is getting better and better with time! An absolute tear jerker wrapped with nostalgia and remnants of fond bitter and sweet memories bound together! Pure honesty! Pure soul! Pure person! That is Mothica.

  • @Juzexa
    @Juzexa Před 2 měsíci +1

    I love this

  • @deathwish133
    @deathwish133 Před 2 měsíci +3

    Shout to the Hatebreed poster 0:55 🔥🔥🔥

  • @MrDylanski
    @MrDylanski Před 2 měsíci +3

    If you're reading this, know that I love you, I see you, and I am so glad you are here.

  • @AureliaMusic
    @AureliaMusic Před 2 měsíci +3

    SO amazed by you!! The ART that this is!!! Love you 💚

  • @mollymmc7184
    @mollymmc7184 Před 2 měsíci +3

    Such an incredibly emotional song, never felt so much pain from one song. You are incredible ❤️🌹

  • @laguria4536
    @laguria4536 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Can't wait!

  • @mantismusicgroup3713
    @mantismusicgroup3713 Před 2 měsíci +4

    Incredible work Mothica! So proud of you =)

  • @paleshelters
    @paleshelters Před 2 měsíci +1

    there's something about young mothica seeing her future live show poster on the wall with all of the bands she loved so much and then leaning on death/her older self that's gonna stick with me. it was the moment i started to cry for sure, love this song love the concept of a visual album can't wait for you to share all of it with us 🦇🖤🌙

  • @TheGritherr
    @TheGritherr Před 2 měsíci +2

    honest lyrics, sad song. big hug to you, who we end up being is largely dependent on what we're born into. it's all experience ❤

  • @jacopradels2312
    @jacopradels2312 Před 2 měsíci +2

    The chorus resonates with me so I'm excited to hear it. Also cant wait to see the creative direction and cinematography of the video!

  • @emomsen1089
    @emomsen1089 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I'm sobbing rn

  • @organorrey5209
    @organorrey5209 Před měsícem +1

    damn im crying, this is beatiful

  • @Mar_witch
    @Mar_witch Před 2 měsíci +3

    I've stared to listen your music since forever fifteen so this hits so hard 😭
    We love your music mothica keep going you're doing great little moth 🖤

  • @SixstringManipulationDisruptTh
    @SixstringManipulationDisruptTh Před 2 měsíci +4

    Well done, you can really see your growth as an artist, looking forward to what comes next!

  • @coviass7610
    @coviass7610 Před 2 měsíci +1

    damn i wasnt expecting that to hit so close to home

  • @c0demistake
    @c0demistake Před 2 měsíci +2

    this is so beautiful :( 🖤

  • @Daniel-ok9hz
    @Daniel-ok9hz Před 2 měsíci +2

    been waiting since the og teaser… can’t wait🤘

  • @sw_elian
    @sw_elian Před 2 měsíci +3

    This is an absolutely incredible video.Everything was on point. Great job, and by the way, i'm extremely excited for the new album that's coming up.🦋💙

  • @wasserpigeon1197
    @wasserpigeon1197 Před měsícem

    Between the home video ft. a beautiful little sheltie and the Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge shirt, I find this video so relatable. A sad but beautiful song.

  • @chrisrice963
    @chrisrice963 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Excellent everything.. Thank you

  • @dr.densbums3078
    @dr.densbums3078 Před 2 měsíci +1

    These lyrics hit different

  • @brisapalacios9544
    @brisapalacios9544 Před 2 měsíci +1

    This song is absolutely beautiful

  • @iamsupergirl
    @iamsupergirl Před 2 měsíci +1

    every tiny bit about this work is art. paramore reference gave me chills young mothica gave me chills. music, lyrics, references, incredible voice and present mothica - brilliant 💙💫

  • @cinthiamartinez999
    @cinthiamartinez999 Před 2 měsíci +1

    The chorus hits home for me, it's so relatable that it hurts ❤️‍🩹🖤 such a masterpiece

  • @threetoadsnortyblogg8762
    @threetoadsnortyblogg8762 Před měsícem +1

    Absolutely love this 😍😍😘❤️

  • @SarahJacksonLV
    @SarahJacksonLV Před měsícem +1

    So creative and relatable❤

  • @rmckellip
    @rmckellip Před 2 měsíci +1

    GREAT music. Thank you!

  • @MisterBibby
    @MisterBibby Před 2 měsíci

    Can't wait! 😊

  • @michaelhinkle712
    @michaelhinkle712 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Beautiful

  • @ginafrey8095
    @ginafrey8095 Před 2 měsíci +2

    The most beautiful person & voice

  • @ValeriaPris
    @ValeriaPris Před měsícem

    it turned out so beautifully

  • @PaulSink
    @PaulSink Před měsícem

    Deep song,dealing with an issue that far too many have had to go through growing up.

  • @belladona3608
    @belladona3608 Před 2 měsíci

    I will never not love your work. You put your heart and soul on it and it shows ♥

  • @enrikopratt8547
    @enrikopratt8547 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Powerful. Thank you for sharing this with us. I know it wasn't easy. So excited for more. You're an incredible storyteller and a very important artist right now. Been with you for a while and I am so excited to see where you go. Keep it up!

  • @jasminmrx3187
    @jasminmrx3187 Před 2 měsíci +1

    This song & video touches me on so many levels.. just like forever fifteen. It's brilliant

  • @KiiruuCliips
    @KiiruuCliips Před 2 měsíci +1

    This song makes me want to sob but the music is amazing! I love your work Mothica and can’t wait for more releases!! 😁🔥

  • @phaea333
    @phaea333 Před 2 měsíci +1

    So beautiful

  • @jillhowe1342
    @jillhowe1342 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Absolutely stunning... Love this ❤️

  • @emilieshinso713
    @emilieshinso713 Před 2 měsíci

    HHHHHH CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE I NEED IT

  • @witchylau
    @witchylau Před 2 měsíci +1

    BVB poster on her teenage bedroom walls ! 💜

  • @ightbowser
    @ightbowser Před 2 měsíci

    Yesssss

  • @scarecrow4677
    @scarecrow4677 Před 14 dny

    i still feel this way and I am almost 34

  • @Claudaraderie
    @Claudaraderie Před 2 měsíci

    can’t wait for the video!!

  • @_JoeSway
    @_JoeSway Před 2 měsíci +1

    Thank you for this!

  • @jamiehagenbuch8664
    @jamiehagenbuch8664 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Loved seeing you in Philly opening for coheed and cambria!❤

  • @kenartworks1864
    @kenartworks1864 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Chills. It’s beautiful!

  • @Shroomiewitch
    @Shroomiewitch Před měsícem

    I'm not crying you are crying... Mothica is one of the most kind of close Artist I ever saw sadly I never saw her live

  • @Galaxies_Rule
    @Galaxies_Rule Před 2 měsíci

    This hits so close to home for those of us who barely ever-or never, got to grow up untraumatized. Watching this made me cry. The lyrics, the instrumentals, the video...a masterpiece! Love you Mothica!!

  • @vannessaleal3960
    @vannessaleal3960 Před 2 měsíci

    So excited for this loved it at her show back in October!!!!!

  • @ellexarden
    @ellexarden Před 2 měsíci +1

    i needed this right now, i love you so much mothica and the world is so much better with you in it

  • @FLASCH1111
    @FLASCH1111 Před 2 měsíci

    i’m hooked 😮

  • @daffney830
    @daffney830 Před 2 měsíci

    As always, another Mothica song that hits close to home. Tears.

  • @blu2599
    @blu2599 Před 2 měsíci

    on repeat ❤

  • @markcoyner13
    @markcoyner13 Před měsícem

    I LOVE YOUUUUU

  • @Occissorr
    @Occissorr Před 2 měsíci

    Always love mothica songs, ❤❤❤

  • @AyamTanggung
    @AyamTanggung Před měsícem

    Beautiful song

  • @_shakirawarren
    @_shakirawarren Před 2 měsíci

    I’m waiting lolll 😊

  • @Thtk1d
    @Thtk1d Před 2 měsíci

    I just discovered Mothica, and now I'm falling down the rabbit hole. I'm surprised I haven't heard anything before. There are so many good songs.

  • @ctrainbeats
    @ctrainbeats Před 2 měsíci

    So proud of you

  • @brycepate5228
    @brycepate5228 Před 2 měsíci

    I love mothica so much!