No thank you... Strength has been distracting. Now it's time to admit to my weaknesses and play on others. That's the way of the world and I'm tired of being "good" with no reward. Humanity makes me sick... May we all burn in the hell we make for ourselves! 💀
You no need to be "good" care for those who care, treat certain people how they treat you, be their exact individual reflection and you'll find peace.@@j.enantiodromia3940
@@j.enantiodromia3940if you're being good for the sake of praise then you're missing the point. Being good is a rejection of the desire to be selfish(why should I hold the door if they don't hold the door for me). If you pursue that selfishness then you yourself become the ass that originally pissed you to begin with. That's why manners don't really work all that much, cuz all it is forcing the person to "be nice" to everyone, which inevitably falls apart once one too many people are rude to them. The solution? Be genuinely kind and don't expect shit in return, either it doesn't work and they're rude in which case who cares, you didn't expect to be thanked for it and you did the right thing i.e. what actually matters, or it does work, you inspire someone else to be nice and you can feel good about yourself for doing the right thing. It's a win win situation, you just have to not expect something in return and legitimately be kind which is difficult but very much so rewarding. Anyways, have a good one.
yeah I also found that happy times are FAR shorter than the hard ones but we just have to cling to the memory if them so to not go insane...@@ParasiteEvel
@@joavelli You... Are really quite revolting. Someone is suffering and you call them (or insinuate that they are) a "loser"? Trauma inhibits the work of the hippocampus, which is responsible for placing a "date and time" on memories. This is why people "suffer constantly". This is why for some it never gets better (not that it can't it's just expensive to get therapy and find the right psychologist and therapy for the right individual). ...So in short, you have never suffered enough trauma to understand. I hope you do! Maybe then you'd show some empathy, you stupid "loser".🤨
Sometimes I feel thankful to be able to live, but sometimes living is so boring and sad. So often, I tend to interleave in theese two thoughts and I simply exist.
There is this... strange, yet incredibly beautiful connection i have with silent hill 3 & 4.... the loneliness, the isolation, the soltitude, being in a safe place and enjoying the calm music... and the fact that they are greatly nostalgic because they came out in the early 2000s.... oh God how badly do i miss my childhood... 😓❤
This is beautiful. I feel a lot calmer after listening to this. Thank you for posting this up. Even if you're not feeling happy, I want you to know something you did had a positive impact on someone.
I didn't truly understand Silent Hill, especially 2....until I got older. I've felt alone for a long time, even among people, and I've often let myself be swallowed by the darkness. This is one of those times, and I'm glad I found this track while I was hurting. I hope happiness finds you.
Wow.... reminds me of high school when listening to Enigma... and the freedom I felt in my heart then, the roads and dreams that were still yet to unfold...
I wish I had someone to be with at night so I can focus on them and not be alone with my thoughts. I wonder what it would feel like without all this torment, that would be a miracle.
I dont like mirrors, Its almost like there is an unknown world on the other side. And the person staring back isnt me but an imitator. I know how stupid it sounds but its how I feel. But if I keep thinking about it, it just makes me sick.
Yet God breathed Her last She returned to the dust, promising to come again So God hasn't been lost We must offer our prayers and not forget our faith We wait in hope for the day When the path to Paradise will be opened...
I hit a deer while listening to this song I remember driving back and leaving from my sisters to go to work while listening to this and I hit a deer, It kind of came out of nowhere and totalled my front end of my jeep, left me frazzled a bit and now my jeep will never look the way It did when I bought it, I immedietly was depressed for about a week or 2, before that I was kind of happy in a way life was going alright and this kind of brought me down a bit. Its sad that it happened but life has a funny way of having change come out of nowhere.
Cheryl - "I don't like mirrors."
Me - "I agree."
Never felt so lonely in my life...
Whoever you are, stay strong.
thanks man
No thank you... Strength has been distracting. Now it's time to admit to my weaknesses and play on others. That's the way of the world and I'm tired of being "good" with no reward. Humanity makes me sick... May we all burn in the hell we make for ourselves! 💀
Fuck you I can be as weak as I want
You no need to be "good" care for those who care, treat certain people how they treat you, be their exact individual reflection and you'll find peace.@@j.enantiodromia3940
@@j.enantiodromia3940if you're being good for the sake of praise then you're missing the point. Being good is a rejection of the desire to be selfish(why should I hold the door if they don't hold the door for me). If you pursue that selfishness then you yourself become the ass that originally pissed you to begin with. That's why manners don't really work all that much, cuz all it is forcing the person to "be nice" to everyone, which inevitably falls apart once one too many people are rude to them.
The solution? Be genuinely kind and don't expect shit in return, either it doesn't work and they're rude in which case who cares, you didn't expect to be thanked for it and you did the right thing i.e. what actually matters, or it does work, you inspire someone else to be nice and you can feel good about yourself for doing the right thing.
It's a win win situation, you just have to not expect something in return and legitimately be kind which is difficult but very much so rewarding.
Anyways, have a good one.
As someone who loves SH3 and Akira Yamaoka's music, this was very soothing and amazing to listen to.
thanks homie
Maybe you're going through a tough time, i dont know. But i loved this little piece, and i just wanna say - all hurt will pass if you let it.
I wish, people, love and happiness leaves, hurt and pain is the only constant.
yeah I also found that happy times are FAR shorter than the hard ones but we just have to cling to the memory if them so to not go insane...@@ParasiteEvel
Just let it go. Simple thing sigh...
Time doesn't heal the pain it just teaches you how to live with it
@@joavelli You... Are really quite revolting. Someone is suffering and you call them (or insinuate that they are) a "loser"? Trauma inhibits the work of the hippocampus, which is responsible for placing a "date and time" on memories. This is why people "suffer constantly". This is why for some it never gets better (not that it can't it's just expensive to get therapy and find the right psychologist and therapy for the right individual).
...So in short, you have never suffered enough trauma to understand.
I hope you do! Maybe then you'd show some empathy, you stupid "loser".🤨
Sometimes I feel thankful to be able to live, but sometimes living is so boring and sad. So often, I tend to interleave in theese two thoughts and I simply exist.
Akira has inspired a generation
The 12 gauge is looking hella tasty right now
There is this... strange, yet incredibly beautiful connection i have with silent hill 3 & 4.... the loneliness, the isolation, the soltitude, being in a safe place and enjoying the calm music... and the fact that they are greatly nostalgic because they came out in the early 2000s.... oh God how badly do i miss my childhood... 😓❤
This is beautiful. I feel a lot calmer after listening to this. Thank you for posting this up. Even if you're not feeling happy, I want you to know something you did had a positive impact on someone.
Never felt so lost and confused as I do now
Although this musix brings some sort of calmness to all around...
Thanks.
Bruh, this is so good. Very nice piece.
"piece" lmao
I love listening to stuff like this, ambient awakens the senses better than any words
Idk why but I always thought her dad’s soul was making the save points 😂❤. I felt so bad for heather when she saw her dad like that 😢.
This song make me feel so... peaceful
The algorithm found you!
I see bro, I didn't hope to blow up on youtube
Without pain a depth of expression and beauty such as this isn't possible
is it worth the sacrifice
Ahhh Silent Hill 3 never getting old 👍
I could fall asleep to this in the best way possible if it was extended enough 💜
More, mooore. MOOOOOOOOOORE !!!!!
thank you for this song, now i am an intangible concept 😊
Really hits in the feels. Whats left of them right now anyway. Thanks for this
Immaculate vibes
beautiful
beautiful thank you +
Excellent..Stunningly Beautiful.Masterpiece
This is a wonderful piece, hope your doing ok man, I know life can suck, but I like to believe everything will pass❤
love this bro. made my night
This video found me at the right time. Thanks for this.
Very very beautiful!
I didn't truly understand Silent Hill, especially 2....until I got older. I've felt alone for a long time, even among people, and I've often let myself be swallowed by the darkness.
This is one of those times, and I'm glad I found this track while I was hurting. I hope happiness finds you.
Love this ❤thanks for this 😻
I actually thought this was something taken directly from an SH game, you fuckin nailed It.
That's awesome! Do more like it❤
We kept looking into the abyss for too long
Who else listens to silent Hill music before they go to school
Me (i want to Take the easy way out)
on the way to college i do
As I go to sleep
Especially lately, Laura Plays the Piano and True have been on repeat on my way to slumber
I miss going to school. I never thought I would...
I maybe a pyscho because despite what everyone here is thinking I actually found this refreshing and honest and bit lovely.
You’ve got yourself a subscriber, sir, welcome to the playlist
Thank you and stay strong ❤
Have you ever felt so alone your chest hurts
Maybe
Do you not have friends?
@@johnxina7496I don’t
All the time
🙋
I like it.
This is very pretty, thank you for making it
Nice man
so good
I finally found your yt! your music is so good. its one of the only things that really calms me down tyy
woah this is really nice
feel u.
Wow.... reminds me of high school when listening to Enigma... and the freedom I felt in my heart then, the roads and dreams that were still yet to unfold...
are you me?
All those dreams got crushed a long time ago for me.
@@EmergencyChannel Mine too, but I did all the crushing myself.
Bela música
This is good
I wish I had someone to be with at night so I can focus on them and not be alone with my thoughts. I wonder what it would feel like without all this torment, that would be a miracle.
omg this is so good. Reminds me of castle wars 1 flash game
Good work. Love your vibes. Glad the algorithm made me found you. You gained a sub. Blessings ♡
appreciate it fam
It’s bread.
im inside a mind that's achieved serenity, it seems. i should just run to the next map cell before i ruin this...good job i mean💜
🔥insane work dudе
Good job bro!
Ascension literally has nothing on SH1-3.
Damn, I wish this was on Spotify dude
That's right
Things are hard, the people suffering as well resonate. Let's all do our best.
vision
cool
I dont like mirrors,
Its almost like there is an unknown world on the other side.
And the person staring back isnt me but an imitator.
I know how stupid it sounds but its how I feel.
But if I keep thinking about it, it just makes me sick.
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Subscribed, perfect ambience!
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Sounds like serenity from RE 4
I just lost her…this pain hurts so much
The calm before the storm, will the horrors that await you consume you or will you consume yourself in the process.
Tatakae
life is a foolish toy.
Yet God breathed Her last
She returned to the dust, promising to come again
So God hasn't been lost
We must offer our prayers and not forget our faith
We wait in hope for the day
When the path to Paradise will be opened...
What game is the background? Also, very silent hill vibe from the music piece, I love it. It feels like thick fog on a trail by the forest
Silent Hill 3.
mee to
great track, would you mind if i were to use this in an indie horror videogame?
np use it but mention me
@@systemarise if i use it i surely will. Thx and again great work!
I hit a deer while listening to this song
I remember driving back and leaving from my sisters to go to work while listening to this and I hit a deer, It kind of came out of nowhere and totalled my front end of my jeep, left me frazzled a bit and now my jeep will never look the way It did when I bought it, I immedietly was depressed for about a week or 2, before that I was kind of happy in a way life was going alright and this kind of brought me down a bit.
Its sad that it happened but life has a funny way of having change come out of nowhere.
bro :(
Awesome , LIKED AND SUBBED 👍😎🏹🪶🎃👻
yea i hate my face
What's game?
silent hill
does this noise have a specific name?
no
Hilly silence
extended? 😈
it is full
i mean, would u make it longer like 1 hour@@systemarise
@@haveyoueverasked4forgiveness woah maybe
Gonna second this request. I could put it on loop but honestly an extended version would be nice, very serene song. @@systemarise
IM AN A SEXUAL ADHD SELF DIAGNOSED AUTISTIC TRAUMA VICTIM WHOS GENDERFLUID AND HAS HARREASEMNT TRAMAUA FROM BEING ADD SIRENDLYL THIS SPEAKS TO ME AMEN
7
Not only is a foolish toy, it's the worst game i ever played...never played a game so poorly designed like "life"
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Time to loop the amen break over this and sidechain everything
don't do that smh
@@systemariseok😔
I don't know you or what are you going through but whatever it is
It's your fault
I know
beautiful