Hi dear Laurie I'm now on a few weeks of silence in order to escape \ overcome something\s. After a while I understood that I needed a leap of faith over a cliff - but when not seeing any - I understood that the cliff I had to jump off - was me myself. I have heard that I have to 'unbecome' in order to 'become', and BE. The word "to unlearn" came together with the 'unbecoming'. As I couldn't get myself out of the chaos that prevails in my life for about 16 years - if not 40 - I've let myself out of everything which has defined me so far - as good as bad. The feeling was bad as I felt like leaving my life instead of living them, but I started to understand that it is the best and only way for me to do - and started to evaluate the importance of the unbecoming or unlearning of the known me. It is not the cocoon who is transforming to something, it's me changing from something to none in order to transform from nothing to one. I manage the chaos by not confronting it, by temperance and not relating to anything and anyone. I'm lucky to have Saturn with Mars, otherwise I won't be able to be calm enough to overcome those hectic times. Thank you for that interesting reading. Hope you are doing well with no phone and no AC.
It sounds like you’re having a profound experience. I think Saturn can be a very solid and foundational energy to hold onto. It can bring restrictions, but it also has a lot of good qualities. I like Saturn, myself. Thank you for sharing what’s going on with you. It sounds very interesting, but I’m sure it’s not easy. Everything went haywire for a while, but thank goodness my AC is back on and so is my phone. Things have been very strange lately and I never know what to expect. But I’m doing OK and I hope you are going to be OK also. I know you will because you’re strong. 💕💕
This felt like a personal reading and really resonates. The Hero and the Peace card both looked like movies - you weren't seeing things as the background did indeed appear to be moving. Is there a message there to stand our ground? Not to be drawn into the illusion? Oh, and the Fixer showed up! I love this card! I love this deck actually. Thanks for this inspired reading ❤🙏
Thanks for the feedback! I never thought of them as movies. Interesting. I’m glad it’s not just me losing my mind. Things are just WEIRD right now. I like the idea of standing our ground. 💕💕
Hi dear Laurie
I'm now on a few weeks of silence in order to escape \ overcome something\s.
After a while I understood that I needed a leap of faith over a cliff - but when not seeing any - I understood that the cliff I had to jump off - was me myself.
I have heard that I have to 'unbecome' in order to 'become', and BE.
The word "to unlearn" came together with the 'unbecoming'.
As I couldn't get myself out of the chaos that prevails in my life for about 16 years - if not 40 - I've let myself out of everything which has defined me so far - as good as bad.
The feeling was bad as I felt like leaving my life instead of living them, but I started to understand that it is the best and only way for me to do - and started to evaluate the importance of the unbecoming or unlearning of the known me.
It is not the cocoon who is transforming to something, it's me changing from something to none in order to transform from nothing to one.
I manage the chaos by not confronting it, by temperance and not relating to anything and anyone.
I'm lucky to have Saturn with Mars, otherwise I won't be able to be calm enough to overcome those hectic times.
Thank you for that interesting reading.
Hope you are doing well with no phone and no AC.
It sounds like you’re having a profound experience. I think Saturn can be a very solid and foundational energy to hold onto. It can bring restrictions, but it also has a lot of good qualities. I like Saturn, myself. Thank you for sharing what’s going on with you. It sounds very interesting, but I’m sure it’s not easy. Everything went haywire for a while, but thank goodness my AC is back on and so is my phone. Things have been very strange lately and I never know what to expect. But I’m doing OK and I hope you are going to be OK also. I know you will because you’re strong. 💕💕
This felt like a personal reading and really resonates. The Hero and the Peace card both looked like movies - you weren't seeing things as the background did indeed appear to be moving. Is there a message there to stand our ground? Not to be drawn into the illusion? Oh, and the Fixer showed up! I love this card! I love this deck actually. Thanks for this inspired reading ❤🙏
Thanks for the feedback! I never thought of them as movies. Interesting. I’m glad it’s not just me losing my mind. Things are just WEIRD right now. I like the idea of standing our ground. 💕💕