Payton & River | I don't know [The Politician]

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  • čas přidán 28. 08. 2024
  • TV Show: The Politician (Season 1)
    Gaycouple: Payton Hobart & River Barkley
    Song: IDK - Dylan Burgos
    IDK by Dylan Burgos spoti.fi/30pNz4w
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Komentáře • 885

  • @cieraparrish3210
    @cieraparrish3210 Před 4 lety +4251

    When Ben said " oh my god I loved him so much" I cried so hard. I've never even seen the show.

    • @ShinyBulbauser
      @ShinyBulbauser Před 4 lety +49

      Ciera Parrish Same here! I was at the office then started crying. Jeez. The pain of a late realization.

    • @nourbekheet3065
      @nourbekheet3065 Před 4 lety +38

      bruh i started it today and just finished it and i’m crying so hard WATCH IT

    • @elynights1317
      @elynights1317 Před 4 lety +17

      I’ve watched the show and I crying so hard at this moment rewatching this make me cry again 😭

    • @lamisamhaz7755
      @lamisamhaz7755 Před 4 lety +18

      So I'm not 100%sure, been a while, but I think Payton was fake crying in that scene

    • @letstalk5845
      @letstalk5845 Před 4 lety +1

      Don’t you mean when Payton said he loved him so much
      Sorry if this came as rude

  • @neomulonelykeundae
    @neomulonelykeundae Před 4 lety +3583

    that "you were my only relief" got my eyes sweating a lot

  • @AngelusHale
    @AngelusHale Před 4 lety +6639

    I understand why River killed himself. I understand why the writers wrote it. But it's still horrible that they gave us River and Payton and took him away so fast. I loved them. I really did. And I still do.

    • @loeysphoenixexilir1388
      @loeysphoenixexilir1388 Před 4 lety +256

      Why did i even read this comment before watching this

    • @AngelusHale
      @AngelusHale Před 4 lety +195

      @@loeysphoenixexilir1388 Never go to the comment section of shows you haven't seen. But this happens in episode 1 so...

    • @Camille-ov8wl
      @Camille-ov8wl Před 4 lety +49

      Dare - wait for it - Devil and they made home shoot him self in front of Payton which is cruel.

    • @TakoyakiAdventures
      @TakoyakiAdventures Před 4 lety +9

      I felt this. So sad!!

    • @rauls2504
      @rauls2504 Před 4 lety +6

      Dare - wait for it - Devil fucking same. I just watched this video and it made me SO sad.

  • @jasbane6302
    @jasbane6302 Před 4 lety +1861

    it FREAKING sucks that they decided to kill river so early in the show. RIVER AND PAYTON DESERVED BETTER.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 Před 4 lety +4

      jas bane I knowww

    • @annatabner8459
      @annatabner8459 Před 4 lety +36

      It’s not what anyone wanted but i think it was necessary for Payton to explore his own emotional depth which he had been lacking before. I ship Payton and River so hard but this show isn’t about the relationships - it’s about personal growth and trauma. Besides, we still get to explore their relationship through Payton’s grieving.

    • @bibo3518
      @bibo3518 Před 4 lety +2

      Yes !!!

  • @Camille-ov8wl
    @Camille-ov8wl Před 4 lety +2849

    You would think when the school heard him say he tried to kill himself they would make him get some kinda help.

    • @greenlilac32
      @greenlilac32 Před 4 lety +143

      To not do so is a crime, and all staff who don't report it and knew of it would lose their license and be held responsible. At least in the US. It's a serious crime.

    • @Camille-ov8wl
      @Camille-ov8wl Před 4 lety +15

      @@greenlilac32 ok i thought so.

    • @greenlilac32
      @greenlilac32 Před 4 lety +37

      Yeah. It's called mandated reporter if you wanna look it up.

    • @uhneiceuh1979
      @uhneiceuh1979 Před 4 lety +32

      Later In the show in an afterlife sequence he says that he tried everything possible and none of it worked for him

    • @Dawn452637
      @Dawn452637 Před 4 lety +34

      Yeah, as someone who has told teachers, registrars, hospital workers, psychologists, tele-helplines, family, friends that I want to kill myself, they don't usually do much. And honestly? There isn't much they can do. There is little that can help someone who truly wants to die, very little.

  • @defnotthepinkdrink7959
    @defnotthepinkdrink7959 Před 4 lety +3806

    What is it with Ben and playing characters that are emotionally unstable

    • @elidanielgarciamartinez3313
      @elidanielgarciamartinez3313 Před 4 lety +153

      Then give his debut album a try. It's like a rollercoaster of mental instability and heartbreak to the extreme

    • @StarGazerandSpaceShips
      @StarGazerandSpaceShips Před 4 lety +71

      He’s so damn good at it

    • @defnotthepinkdrink7959
      @defnotthepinkdrink7959 Před 4 lety +36

      @@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 oh I've listened to them, they are amazing but such an unstable rollercoaster and when I listen to the album I have know I deal where to put my emotions or what to even do with them

    • @elainesanmiguel9635
      @elainesanmiguel9635 Před 4 lety +20

      @@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 Bad Habit will always be my favorite from Sing to me instead

    • @PrincessCelestia19
      @PrincessCelestia19 Před 4 lety +7

      He's good at it.

  • @AlexanderFaux
    @AlexanderFaux Před 4 lety +3621

    I'm sad and I don't even know what this show is

    • @Waleed_el_cantara
      @Waleed_el_cantara Před 4 lety +50

      The politician

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 Před 4 lety +58

      Its name is The Politician and my recommendation is WATCH IT RIGHT NOW.

    • @AlexanderFaux
      @AlexanderFaux Před 4 lety +3

      @@cagatayberkay5681 what's it about?

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 Před 4 lety +32

      robotic chaos It’s about political competition at beginning but the place isn’t at White House or something like that. It’s at a High school and that makes interesting this series to me.

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 Před 4 lety +3

      robotic chaos Also, the director is Ryan Murphy.

  • @joseanesa1370
    @joseanesa1370 Před 4 lety +2259

    he looks so much like henry cavill

  • @rhynhardtvanoordt5878
    @rhynhardtvanoordt5878 Před 4 lety +579

    When Payton sings "River" I honestly cried

  • @macyqw
    @macyqw Před 4 lety +645

    I’ve never even heard of this, and I’m still crying.

  • @thenamesadam3852
    @thenamesadam3852 Před 4 lety +649

    This show made me gayer and more depressed.

  • @biancaf3481
    @biancaf3481 Před 4 lety +1017

    "I really did love you" river said to payton, right before he killed himself
    *that broke me*

  • @brendancocos7440
    @brendancocos7440 Před 4 lety +336

    River looks like a mix of Penn Badgley and Henry Cavill omg

  • @emiliabarbeito3838
    @emiliabarbeito3838 Před 4 lety +314

    I know it´s a fictional character but it hurts me so much that River killed himself. Because it´s true that so many people feel alone, me included, and we are hopeless. When you can´t imagine a future without that feeling of emptiness is hard to keep going

    • @gtfothx7794
      @gtfothx7794 Před 4 lety +6

      emilia barbeito just know that your not alone and if you need help please reach out this goes for anyone who is struggling or doubting them selves. We all feel alone at points but I try to embrace that feeling and get comfortable with it but it can be very hard. I like to control what’s going on around me so I try to see the future how I want it with positivity. But always remember that warriors are built in the battles of struggles and because of that you will get stronger. If anyone needs anything I am here to listen ! And thank you Emilia for expressing what most of us are afraid to admit.

    • @ilikechickennuggets4983
      @ilikechickennuggets4983 Před 2 lety

      @@gtfothx7794 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @eda1102
    @eda1102 Před 4 lety +330

    these two were the best thing about this whole show. it sucks so much we got so little of them together :(

  • @uhneiceuh1979
    @uhneiceuh1979 Před 4 lety +154

    This show sent me to a place I had never been emotionally. Like I watched this all in one sitting and was so emotionally drained that I couldn’t really feel anything and when I did feel things I felt them way to much that it was scary. This only lasted about 2-3 days but it’s soooo exhausting

    • @tannerwesleypope
      @tannerwesleypope Před 4 lety +7

      I feel the exact same way!!!

    • @SEmme-ov6yy
      @SEmme-ov6yy Před 4 lety +1

      That’s how I felt when I watched clannad lol. You might be an hsp

    • @Random-sk6hm
      @Random-sk6hm Před 8 měsíci

      I've never watched the show and this video just emotionally destroyed me. I'm gonna watch this but not sure I'm emotionally ready

  • @pdsketch603
    @pdsketch603 Před 4 lety +187

    Ben platt!! Is so!! Talent!!

    • @lynmburu9697
      @lynmburu9697 Před 4 lety +6

      Is he really gay in real life

    • @angasamon7956
      @angasamon7956 Před 4 lety +8

      Lyn Mburu yes he is and I love him. Big Fan :)

  • @evildeadening9826
    @evildeadening9826 Před 4 lety +45

    “I loved him so much. Oh my god i loved him so much, and now he’s gone.” 🥺🥺i cried

  • @Patrick-bp8bx
    @Patrick-bp8bx Před 4 lety +410

    “No one is here man” :/

  • @haie3986
    @haie3986 Před 4 lety +188

    I don't even know the existence of this drama yet here i am lying on my bed crying my heart out

    • @jaydeny528
      @jaydeny528 Před 4 lety +5

      Same😭😭😭😭

    • @nikipooh62
      @nikipooh62 Před 4 lety +8

      Dude this video caused me to start binge watching it 😂
      It's called The Politician btw
      It's REALLY good

    • @haie3986
      @haie3986 Před 4 lety +2

      @@nikipooh62 don't try to persuade me watching it bcos i might! 🤣🤣🤣

    • @Milfuelle100
      @Milfuelle100 Před 4 lety +3

      Literally in my bed crying right now 😭

    • @haie3986
      @haie3986 Před 4 lety +1

      @@Milfuelle100 be strong! 😭😭😭

  • @forevergogo
    @forevergogo Před 4 lety +50

    I'll never forget my first love. The crazy fun few years we had together figuring it out on our own fresh out of high school... and I'll never forget the weeks he slipped into a really dark depression, or the gunshot, his body sinking to the ground, the terrified look in his eyes... that whole night was the longest night of my life. Except for just about every other night since for the last decade or so.
    Pain never lets up, its always there, its just learning to distract yourself and divert your attention and energy to other causes.
    Finished college.
    Got a decent paying job.
    Bought a house.
    Tried dating but could never really open up and love again, try as I might.
    This kind of show takes me back, makes it all fresh, and the ache is felt again.
    Miss you, Will. You were my world.

  • @_TDS_
    @_TDS_ Před 4 lety +656

    Hmmmm can we please have this River guy play a young adult Tom Riddle in Fantastic Beasts ? Thank You

  • @evanbastiian
    @evanbastiian Před 4 lety +451

    superman is gay..... ain't no complaints 😭😭😍

  • @cocopan87
    @cocopan87 Před 4 lety +182

    The color of Ben's lips is better than my life.

    • @Ugendu
      @Ugendu Před 3 lety

      Lmaooooooo but it’s edit 😭

  • @marysiaobecna6108
    @marysiaobecna6108 Před 4 lety +166

    Damn, I need to be loved the same way River was loved by Payton

    • @philawsophy3197
      @philawsophy3197 Před 4 lety +9

      really? because i want to be loved the same way River loved Payton. ❤️

  • @actually.mothman4798
    @actually.mothman4798 Před 4 lety +83

    I had no idea what I was getting into when I started watching this... I’ve never cried more over a tv show

  • @eliahugarte8684
    @eliahugarte8684 Před 4 lety +102

    I've never seen this show but that still doesn't mean I can't cry my eyes out

  • @pdronys
    @pdronys Před rokem +9

    the new superman !

  • @anisjustyoutbe
    @anisjustyoutbe Před 4 lety +235

    THANK YOU ALGORITHM FOR BRINGING THIS TO MY RECOMMENDED FEED I LOVE THIS AND I LOVE YOU YONKI AND I LOVE,,, YOU? WHOEVER READING THIS- AND I LOVE RIVER AND, AND, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

    • @djouherait8517
      @djouherait8517 Před 4 lety

      Army get this recommandation.
      The algorithme is....

  • @augustcait6269
    @augustcait6269 Před 3 lety +6

    He didn’t want to die alone so he killed himself in front of the one person he loved

  • @Tony-tc8lc
    @Tony-tc8lc Před 4 lety +448

    So im not the only one who doesn't like him and alice at the end of the series and either wants River to somehow be alive or at least (what I think he truly is) come to his true self and realize hes gay?

    • @marionagam739
      @marionagam739 Před 4 lety +105

      yes, I think that in the second season they should introduce a male character just for Payton to realize he's bi (or gay or whatever). Honestly, I just don't want him with alice

    • @Jesusmendoza_
      @Jesusmendoza_ Před 4 lety +19

      They say in the show that rivers sexuality is fluid and I’m guessing so is Peytons.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 Před 4 lety +3

      Tony Pepperoni honestly

    • @tinyatiny3649
      @tinyatiny3649 Před 4 lety +8

      It's only me but I Actually wouldn't want him to have another guy in his life, I want him to realize his dreams and then move on with River in the afterlife.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 Před 4 lety +1

      Baeks Mullet Jongins Dreads Are Life what why? So you want him to be happy but not really happy?

  • @lamisamhaz7755
    @lamisamhaz7755 Před 4 lety +43

    I feel like the expectations we got from Payton and River's relationship, and the disappointment that follows, are similar to the ones we got with Evan Hansen and Connor

    • @idiomatic444
      @idiomatic444 Před 3 lety +3

      But Connor is dead most of the musical, however I think if he had lived that him and Evan would have ended up friends and maybe even more. Connor is cannocially bi too so that's cool

  • @ozurucreates
    @ozurucreates Před 3 lety +8

    I've never cried and loved a show so much.

    • @ozurucreates
      @ozurucreates Před 3 lety

      I'm revisting this edit alot. 😭❤ I love this show.

  • @sophiaavila8591
    @sophiaavila8591 Před 4 lety +61

    I-
    This is just sad.
    Their relationship. They would have lived happily together.

  • @agdragonstanvip8894
    @agdragonstanvip8894 Před 4 lety +13

    River speech still hit my heart. It's so relatable. When I watched this show without knowing nothing about the Show. Out of boredom I randomly watched it I never expected the show n character River will be Hit me so hard.

  • @cindyjenkins1553
    @cindyjenkins1553 Před 4 lety +17

    river hits way too close to home with me and i just feel so connected with him bc of our similarities and i can't stop myself from crying everytime i see him on the show or even think about him

  • @oxopaulinexox
    @oxopaulinexox Před 4 lety +68

    watching this hurt so much omg

  • @mccnbinnie9840
    @mccnbinnie9840 Před 3 lety +6

    I've never watched this show but this video left me crying an ocean for these two.

  • @julia-ls3yb
    @julia-ls3yb Před 4 lety +16

    I'm here again after season 2 that I btw binge-watched on friday and I'm crying so hard because I miss these two, thay were IN LOVE and nothing will change my mind thanks

  • @reinamami1037
    @reinamami1037 Před 4 lety +9

    The Politician on Netflix. I've binge watched this show over and over again and there was not a time that i didn't cry.

  • @mobywayne8219
    @mobywayne8219 Před 3 lety +6

    When River said "because I see you" I almost cried.

  • @marknoonan7420
    @marknoonan7420 Před 4 lety +28

    Oh man. That could have been a love story for the books.

  • @thomaslucia3059
    @thomaslucia3059 Před 4 lety +7

    This is an extraordinary display of powerful, delicate and true to life acting. Ben Platt's capacity to portray this character is a brutally honest portrait that awes, moves, grabs and commands you to ache and weep along with him...until you are obsessed with the goal of soothing his sorrow and lifting him into a place of love and acceptance. I am awestruck by his lavish and most splendid talent.

  • @gracebrock726
    @gracebrock726 Před 4 lety +7

    “Music gives us permission to feel.”
    Oh my god this man’s a genius

  • @sagejennings4342
    @sagejennings4342 Před 4 lety +15

    I can honestly see River as Payton as an old married couple and I am so sad that they'll never have a chance at that.

  • @erika9580
    @erika9580 Před 4 lety +25

    Wow! This was perfect. Every single second. And boy did it hurt all over again. 💔

  • @johncarloabanto6094
    @johncarloabanto6094 Před 3 lety +8

    River: you’re gonna change the world Payton
    Payton: How do you know?
    River: Because I see you.
    😭

  • @sweetbrown89
    @sweetbrown89 Před rokem +2

    It’s been 3 years and I still come back…this hurts so much

  • @thalesflip
    @thalesflip Před 4 lety +12

    I need this story to be completed. It is so sad to think that River died so early.

  • @CremeReacts
    @CremeReacts Před 4 lety +20

    I'm never seeing this,i can't stand this heartbreak again.No tears left to cry.

  • @yurimagazuri
    @yurimagazuri Před 4 lety +12

    Now we know that River definitely loved Payton with season 2

  • @rebeccatichenor5888
    @rebeccatichenor5888 Před 4 lety +2

    I've never seen the show but I clicked on this because I saw Ben Platt and now I'm crying

  • @somarippert1525
    @somarippert1525 Před rokem +2

    I still miss them

  • @hourly6733
    @hourly6733 Před 2 lety +2

    omg river really loved him :'(

  • @iamrobbyboy
    @iamrobbyboy Před 3 lety +2

    That last scene of 'I love you' got me. 😭❤️

  • @suvam4uable
    @suvam4uable Před 4 lety +2

    Omg....
    This video made my cry..
    Soo deep....calms u down.....

  • @kaydii9542
    @kaydii9542 Před 4 lety +7

    River was so pure like while i was watching this i kept expecting him to do something dumb so it would hurt less, but he didn’t and it still hurts

  • @roa3432
    @roa3432 Před 2 lety +5

    I never watched this show before so I came in expecting this to be a cute little ship video or something. Now I'm sitting here with tears running down my face. 😭

  • @sparkers70
    @sparkers70 Před 4 lety +3

    I love Ben. River was such a beautiful, tormented soul.. I was crushed when he died. 😳

  • @greyispyro351
    @greyispyro351 Před 3 lety +1

    "omg I loved him and now he's gone" my heart omg I'm crying 💔

  • @etibeti2431
    @etibeti2431 Před 4 lety +45

    Ahhh I'm crying T.T
    Thank you so much for this

  • @clara-rq9my
    @clara-rq9my Před 4 lety +3

    ok but the fact that river asks if he can kiss payton is just beautiful

  • @faith9196
    @faith9196 Před 4 lety +2

    I cried watching the show the first time and now I’m crying again watching their scenes.

  • @rok3895
    @rok3895 Před 4 lety +8

    Its insane that one hour long episode of a show that I knew nothing about can do what episode 1 did to me.

  • @Kujo_Jotaro96
    @Kujo_Jotaro96 Před 3 lety +1

    OMG I CRIED SO MUCH and I even didn't watch the show

  • @pedrohuancas8661
    @pedrohuancas8661 Před 4 lety +17

    Payton and that girl (whatever her name was) just make no sense. Payton and River, on the other hand, DO MAKE SENSE. I never understood why they took this character away so quickly

  • @WOLFGANG634
    @WOLFGANG634 Před 4 lety +4

    You got me all choked up over a show I ain’t ever watched and probably never will 😂😂😂😭

  • @alfredomojica8188
    @alfredomojica8188 Před 4 lety +39

    This is so good! Love it!!!

  • @elliesava3448
    @elliesava3448 Před 4 lety +70

    River looks a little like the dude from man of steel

  • @KriseanGaming
    @KriseanGaming Před 4 lety +1

    I've watched this for 3 times but I only watched the first episode one time.

  • @stormborn3770
    @stormborn3770 Před 4 lety +14

    River makes me thought of one perfect person I've never had

  • @mckennalauren
    @mckennalauren Před 4 lety +8

    i watched this all in one night and i never loved them so much.

  • @xavierd435
    @xavierd435 Před 3 lety +2

    I can’t stop crying, this is such a powerful show.

  • @connor4391
    @connor4391 Před 4 lety +6

    I wish we had more river and Payton content

  • @ma.reginamikaellap.lebrias1305

    i don't know how many times does youtube recommends this video to me, i don't even know this show but i gave it a shot today. this made me cry for real, i don't even remember the last time i cried and now im very sad

  • @makeit3967
    @makeit3967 Před 4 lety +6

    omygod my eyes are peeing

  • @jadenayotte443
    @jadenayotte443 Před 4 lety +3

    I watch this whenever I need to cry

  • @calldapopohoe8838
    @calldapopohoe8838 Před 4 lety +6

    For once I have to thank CZcams for putting this on my recommendation because this was beautiful 😭💔

  • @matronyt1302
    @matronyt1302 Před 4 lety +4

    I literally started to cry so hard watching this

  • @calvinnwoohoo
    @calvinnwoohoo Před 4 lety +17

    I am surprised at how i am bawling my eyes out (might be the weed) yet dont know anything but felt like i went thru 2 seasons of feelings. Best know that im about to watch this show and come back to this vid to crii :(

  • @hasudud
    @hasudud Před 4 lety +1

    Wow thanks for making me feel lonely and sad 😪 again

  • @KitKat-tx3yl
    @KitKat-tx3yl Před 3 lety +1

    I clicked this without knowing he dies... it's now ended... i'm flooding with tears 😓

  • @deepmind5318
    @deepmind5318 Před 2 lety +2

    Ben Platt is extremely cute. I'm happy that he's Gay.

  • @devjeetsharma658
    @devjeetsharma658 Před 3 lety +1

    I know this is great series but I still haven't got the gut to watch because I can't keep crying. I have cried enough in my life. Someday, when I have the gut will love to watch the series. I wish, I am strong enough to fight and change myself for betterment.

  • @philpilgrim9588
    @philpilgrim9588 Před 3 lety +2

    omg I didn't see it but I'm crying so hard

  • @jess_xoxo7431
    @jess_xoxo7431 Před 4 lety

    Yo I don’t even know this show and u can’t stop crying

  • @genericexcuse7803
    @genericexcuse7803 Před 3 lety +2

    "Music gives us permission to feel" that hit me way too hard 😓

  • @jayrose8947
    @jayrose8947 Před 4 lety +6

    “don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cryyyyy”

  • @clara-rq9my
    @clara-rq9my Před 4 lety +4

    wish they had more kissing scenes :( the fact that they can't be together in the end just breaks my heart, they were literally so pure....

  • @muciSAD
    @muciSAD Před 5 měsíci

    I haven't even watched this show and yet this made me tear up.

  • @loganj.m8071
    @loganj.m8071 Před 4 lety +2

    Incredible story and perfect

  • @christv432
    @christv432 Před 4 lety +4

    O my gaaaaad im dying with that kiss

  • @hiddenassassin3577
    @hiddenassassin3577 Před 4 lety +1

    I’m crying now thanks a lot

  • @destinypadgett2794
    @destinypadgett2794 Před 4 lety +2

    I've never seen this I just stumbled upon this video but omg I wasn't expecting that. This was a sad but good video.

  • @Al-zt6kz
    @Al-zt6kz Před 4 lety +5

    I just clicked on something random, I haven't even seen this and now I'm crying I dont need this

  • @canyounotthxloveya7713

    I’m not crying you are.

  • @twixgocrazy1193
    @twixgocrazy1193 Před 4 lety +5

    they gave us payton and river on episode 1 just to take him away. WOWWW

  • @kadekputri3688
    @kadekputri3688 Před 4 lety +1

    why gay love is so magical

  • @norahss2216
    @norahss2216 Před 4 lety

    I am crying but I never heard about this serie before

  • @margaritanazarova8082
    @margaritanazarova8082 Před 4 lety +21

    That’s fantastic