The Amity Affliction - Never Alone (Audio)
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- čas přidán 8. 07. 2014
- The Amity Affliction's official audio stream for 'Never Alone' from the album, Let The Ocean Take Me - available now on Roadrunner Records.
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LYRICS
We struggle to our feet, we all yearn to be free.
We fight yet we're weak, we all call out our grief.
This goddamn life is our disease, but we can't always fucking weep.
We can always turn the tide, we can all stand up and sing, "never alone".
We fight together not alone, no matter where our bodies roam, this place is now what we call home - never alone.
Never alone, never apart, we found each other in the dark.
We shed our tears and fight our fears, as we are one, the lonely hearts.
We sink or we swim when we're drowning in our grief, but we can't ever lose hope, we have to stay afloat.
We struggle to breathe, we can win if we stand and believe, we are lost on our own, but we'll find our way home, we can always turn the tide and we can all stand up and fight - never alone.
We fight together not alone, no matter where our bodies roam, this place is now what we call home.
We are never, ever alone. Never alone, never apart, we found each other in the dark.
We shed our tears and fight our fears as we are one, the lonely hearts.
We are not lost here together, we are not lost anymore.
We'll turn the tide, we'll calm the storm - we are ready for war.
We are not lost here together, we are not lost anymore.
Never alone.
Never alone, never apart, we found each other in the dark.
We shed our tears and fight our fears as we are one, the lonely hearts. - Hudba
the voicemail always kills me
Right! I love this song
It continues on another album and it gets worse straight fucked me up lol
Blaze Which album.
fucking devastating, really :/ i feel him so much
agree
This song definitely needs a music video
Agree 100%
+Angel Deadman To the top please with w/ more upvotes
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Angel Deadman agree!
Just like the Bondi St. Blues
That message over the phone:
"Hello? Are you there? Listening? I'm just trying to get in touch man. I've been so fuckin'.. so fuckin' down lately.. Like.. I don't know what's happening. I'm just so tired all the time. Trying to sleep.. I just.. I just lay there, quiet. I can't speak because everyone around me is passed out. My fucking mind is raging. Uh.. Hello? I don't even know why I called.. I think that.. I think that it might be time for me to leave. Just call it quits. I'm sick of this. It's the same fucking day every day. I think I sleep.. I can't be sure though. It's all the same now. Drink.. Drink.. Drink again. I'm tired, man. I'm thinking.. You don't wanna hear this.. I'm a mess. I'm sorry, man. I just don't know who to turn to. No one really hears me, you know? I speak.. at least I think I speak.. but no one hears me. I've just had enough. Hello?.. Hello? .. I shouldn't have called.. "
I cried when I first heard this. Hits real hard still brings a tear to my eye today
Adam Anthony Thanks, 4:07 if anyone wants to hear it again.
Bradley Wild Sorry, but i don't understand what is amazing, someone for explain me ?
***** It's all about how your life is lived and how you feel about it. Everyone is talking about the message that the guy sends pertaining to him and how he's not finding fun in life with hard partying (to my understanding he was partying like crazy and was pretty much the last one up, not only that, he might not realize that after enough drinking, you adapt to the depression that alcohol mesmerizes you with, which can be and obviously is fatal) to the point where he questioned his very existence. Which a lot of people can relate to it to their own lives. I admit I hardly party at all let alone drink or smoke (due to the fact that I have a CDL and intend on keeping it) nonetheless, I always have an extreme sense of hope for them to find their calling and fit in their own way. It's very sorrowful and touching to hear someone confess as much. And to clarify, it's the unhappy sort of amazing, "like wow I can totally relate to that" or "holy crap, that's terrible, I wish I could help!" Sort of feeling, just amazing that someone is at such a stage et cetera. Hope this helps.
Bradley Wild
After send my message a just listen again, and read for real. And i understand what all guys here feeling... But thank's for the respon dude, i appreciated.
the ending broke me.
havent cried in about 3 months. ive just been feeling numb
i heard this and i cried like ive never let a tear out of my eye.
one of the few good songs that exist anymore. so, so much respect.
gtfo
***** go away
I'd be lying if I said the ending didn't make me feel empty...
i agree, makes me relate to myself.
really reminds me of my depression lol ugh its tough sometimes
the ending
Did Dootle bring you here?
+Red EmZ hey emz :(
+Red EmZ babe is that you
+Red EmZ Is Hepta babe or no? I need to know now.
+bike4aday yes im babe
I never knew it said "Message Deleted" at the end..... thats so sad.........
A Corpse when ever they do the message at the end it usually is deleted
I think it’s, “OMGIMY,” has a similar ending with the same message deleted. 🤷🏻🥺
The end was fucking deep as shit .... But so true ....
Right!!! Love this song for to me
BrothaHood70 Some times I can't even listen to that song. I legit start to cry.
+BrothaHood70 its crazy i have these friends and they are all brothers, and only one is really left...its crazy and he is gona go soon too....wont go into details, but dam i can relate to this shit.
+BrothaHood70 its crazy i have these friends and they are all brothers, and only one is really left...its crazy and he is gona go soon too....wont go into details, but dam i can relate to this shit.
+BrothaHood70 its crazy i have these friends and they are all brothers, and only one is really left...its crazy and he is gona go soon too....wont go into details, but dam i can relate to this shit.
I sought this song out because I remembered the message at the end.
In the throes of depression it’s uplifting to know there are other people going through the same struggles you are.
You are loved. Hang in there and keep fighting the good fight. Do not give into the war within.
7 years later and im still hearing that voicemail on repeat from time to time. It hits so hard.
Why do the bands with a lot of screaming always sound so magical whenever they stop screaming?
"It's the same fucking day every day"... I can't explain how much I relate to that.
the voicemail wow
That message at the end seriously opened my eyes. If you know anyone that is going through something, something that they can't handle alone, knowing that they need someone to help get through it. Help them, be that person in their life that makes them take a step farther in life. In the end, you could be the one who saved their life.
I have tried but the person wont listen sometimes i try my best
Mario Soto Keep trying. They'll realize that you're trying to help. :)
sometimes you just cant help .. they are sometimes just not meant for this world ..
I'm pretty fucking alone
+Jo Hardy Me 2 brother
foreal man :/
+Jo Hardy together alone
But you're not alone in being alone.
We think we're alone but we're not, we've got each other. That's the message of this song, you're you’re never alone. There will always be someone with the same problems, who understands and listens. In that case, we all feel alone and, strangely, that's what makes us not alone. Stay strong man
I swear, this band never fails to open my eyes. I honestly love everything about this band. The ending of this song absolutely tore me up though.
Breakdown gave me chills, but the ending made me cry..
Goddamn this is so good
The ending broke me me man
The ending broke me too.. It just.. describes some people so well..
I remember I stepped into hot topic one day and this song came on... I stayed inside just to listen to the song and as soon as I downloaded the song I had it on replay for two days straight until I downloaded the rest of the album.. their songs made me cry and angry but also.. restored my hope
Your one of the good ones I just want to say that
+emilio jimenez They're music restored my hope too bro..
+Angel Montanez you're
+Alexander Wolden their
ermahgurd if I was there and this came on I probably woulda done the same...I think I woulda went to hot topic just for music
A few years ago I had a major surgery one that left me on a machine for days and days it was my life living on a machine I hated life I wanted to die I felt so alone and abandoned a black cloud had come over my life. On top of that it was my senior year of high school I couldn't attend Prom or Senior picnic or trips I was even kicked out of my band and everything I loved was gone I wanted to die. See I always knew about that amity affliction but never checked them out but once I did it was the greatest thing I could have done for my self in all honesty they saved my life and gave hope to my life every word in every song spoke to me on a emotional spiritual level it was as if I wasn't alone as if someone else's knew my pain. I was in a bad car accident and lost movement in my legs for a verry long time I had to learn how to walk again an adjust to what was now my new legs I wanted my life back. Honestly I thank these guys so much for the power they put in the songs and courage and strength they helped me find within my self to get my life back
I am now in a band For Those Who Fall with some of the most wonderful people ever and I hope to create songs that speak to people and empower them to feel great and amazing about them self and unleash the power within and let other know they aren't alone it will be alright just like how the TAA did for me
Fucking end of this song man, the recording. It explains what's going on in my life right now, and it hits so hard when I realize it. e.e
If you need anyone, I'm here for you
Thanks man, same to you.
Hard. Hits home soooo hard.
keep strong man, every one gets to that point in there life the hard part is the next chapter when you overcome it. hope you feel better man been in that shitmy self and still struggle but if u need some one out of the loop allways here aswell
truemotionless you right and for our misfortune we all got the message too late. don't we??
That message hit home.. :/ The memories come flooding back when I really listen to it every time I hear the song. It almost pains me to know how widespread pain like that is and can be..
Please stay strong everyone.
The voicemail, pretty much how I feel about life right now.
Stay strong man, it'll be okay
It's alright man, you'll get through it, hope it gets better soon
+motsybattlebot woah bro! dont cut yourself on the edge
I know this is 2 years ago but i feel the same way and I cant beat it....
that ending always kills me.
it killed him too
too soon?
TheAlbinoskunk Yes
TheAlbinoskunk Dude, No
the whole point of the voicemail at the end is to point out that EVERYONE at some stage in life feels exactly like this guy from time to time no one is immune to the perils of life, 'message deleted' the whole reason it was deleted is the fact that he ISNT the only one that feels this way the guy is not alone but recognising and playing on this voicemail message only gives that brief feeling of comfort and his friend knows this. it's called tough love and sometimes you have to make these decisions.
all these comments and nothing about that crazy ass breakdown.... 2:47 .
+Vincent T Seriously I'm scrollin' down and reading all these sob stories, but this song is fairly positive and has an empowering breakdown. That fucking breakdown means its go time.
+Vincent T Seriously I'm scrollin' down and reading all these sob stories, but this song is fairly positive and has an empowering breakdown. That fucking breakdown means its go time.
+Vincent T So good when the lyrics fill you with emotion and then that part hits and you can just let it all out
@@TheSilentStrife i fucking hate these stories
This whole album they made hits me hard.... I've had to stop TWO of my closest friends from committing suicide. Being on the receiving end of how they think is so hard. I fought tooth and nail for MONTHS to show them that there is still hope in this world for them, and that they're not alone. For both of them I was their last hope and it's heart breaking... For anyone who's having a hard time hanging in there, seek help! There are people out there who need you, who love you and who want you. Spread the love people, you never know who may need it, who needs to hear it....
The monologue at the end gives me goosebumps.
The ending just hits you in the throat and leaves you empty. Brilliant band.
The ending literally draws me to tears. For the sake of the song or not its so powerful. when you have had mates go through depression and you yourself, it just hits the spot. Relatable in so many different ways
how many times can one band that nobody cares about or knows about, save so many lives? I don't know if i can say that they have saved my life but i can be real and say that they have saved so many others. I can say that they have made my life better and get my mind out of those thoughts. To me the poetry that comes from these gentlemen are the best in the industry. Lyrically other bands don't can't even come close to what these guys have accomplished. They do it for the right reasons and no BS.
I showed my late brother this album when it first came out and he loved every song. I wish I had 1 last voicemail.
This could be, I think this could be heartbreak.
AH
Ya really think? 🤔
My absolute favorite band. Thank god for dumbass ex boyfriends who introduce you to good music.
Dude haha fucking yesssss
Dude right?
Dammit I'm a dumbass.
***** same here but we still friends xD
Hehe, I would honestly like to be your new boyfriend, for listening together to such bands of metalcore XD. Btw, you should try "In hearts wake" band, they're really awesome :)
Never listened too much to this band but as a recovering alcoholic -- this is a great song. Well done, Amity.
From the darkest of days I feel like this song is the only thing that I can relate to the numb feeling it’s just getting stronger
(message received on july 12 4:00 AM)
Hello? Are You there? listen? i'm just Trying to get in touch man. i've been so fucking, so fucking down lately. like . i dont know whats happening. i'm just so tired all the time. trying to sleep. i just, i juts lay there quiet . Cant speak Cause everyone around me is passed out, My fucking minds raging. Uh hello? I for me to leave . Just call it quits. im sick of this its the same fucking day , every day. i think I sleep , i cant be sure Though Its all the same now. Drink , Drink , drink again im tired tired man i think it You dont want to hear this Im a mess, im sorry man i Juts dont know who to turn to no one really hears me, you juts know? I speak at least i think i speak but no one hears me i"ve said enough , hello?, hello? i Shounl dnt have called (Message deleted) .......3 years ago try to kill myself and I identify with this :)
thanks for the lyrics. Stay strong
i feel ya
bro its April 12
You and me both. 6 years ago.
+BamItz King I think he means he commented on July the 12th at 4am
Without fail the ending always gets me, years later it still does, and at this point it makes me reflect at how far I have come mentally. We are truly never alone, this band is so good at getting people through mental hardships such an amazing band
I just realized I'm listening to this on April 12th...
9 years later and this song still cuts just as deep, that voicemail 😢gut wrenching.
That fricking ending got to me
wow the end hits you like a train
Not gunna lie: I hated this song the first time I heard it, but it's grown on me since. It gets stuck in my head all the time now.
At first it sounded really different from their Chasing Ghosts album (which was awesome.
But then this one grew on me after a few listens.
boys you're damn right. definitively The Amity Afliction is my favorite metal rock band
I'm going to be honest and say I've never liked heavy metal screamy music but this band is definitely one of favorites now
That voicemail will always be my regret. Sometimes I feel selfish for being asleep. For not picking up when it rang. I didnt think much of it, 5years later it still rings in my head
This whole album is beautiful on a whole other level, the amount of emotion you feel on each and every track...this is what i strive to be this is the kind of emotion i want to evoke in my own music, thank you for being my inspiration amity,
I love you guys
the first time I heard the end of this song I was already down in a hole an it made me break down so hard
JoseNMAZ
The end fucking tore me apart
Will, this one's for you
Lyrics
We struggle to our feet
We all yearn to be free
We fight and we're weak
We all come out and grieve
This goddamn life is our disease
But we can't always fucking win
We can always turn the tide
We can all stand up and sing 'never alone'
We fight together, not alone
No matter where our bodies roam
This place is now what we call home
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Listen, always
We'll be drowning in our grave
And we can't stand for ourself
We have to stay afloat (We struggle to breathe)
With the word that we try to believe
When I lost my home and find my way home
We can always turn the tide
And we get lost and not be blind, never alone
We fight together, not alone
No matter where I might go (This place is not away from home)
We are never, ever alone
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
We are not lost here together
We are not lost anymore
We'll turn the tide, we'll calm the storm
We are ready for war
We are ready for war
We are ready for war
We are not lost here together
We are not lost anymore
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Hello, are you there, with me?
I'm just trying to get in touch man.
I've been so fucking, so fucking down lately.
Like, I don't know what's happening, I'm just so tired all of time.
Trying to sleep' I just, I just lay there quiet.
Can't speak 'cause everyone around me is passed out.
My fucking mind's raging.
Oh, hello?
I don't even know why I called.
I think it, I think it might be time for me to leave.
Call it quits, I'm sick of this.
It's the same fucking day, every day.
I think I breathe, I can't be sure though.
It's all the same now, drink, drink, drink again.
I'm sorry man, I think it, you don't want to heat this.
I'm a mess, I'm sorry man, I just don't know who to turn to.
No one really hears me, you know?
I speak, at least I think I speak, but no one hears me.
I'm stepping out.
Hello, hello?
I shouldn't have called.
(Message deleted))
We miss you will.
This band keeps me from falling into the darkness, but its still a constant struggle, I have friends but I'm no ones favourite, if I didn't ask my friends to hangout I would never see them and be forgotten about 🙁
Austin Chicoine they don't sound like real friends bud.
I feel alone... this song hits deep, im so glad I found this band. But I do wish I found it sooner. Wow this song
the phonecall message at the end of this hits me so bad..
like, its 100% relatable rn.. and it sucks
Ugh! I agree! :c
Mathers sick of the scene kids
Diego Franco No one cares what your sick of, no one asked for your damn opinion. We are who we are and we can be who we want to be. I mean, who the fuck are you to tell him who he cant and cannot be? fuck you
“I don’t know if anybody out there can relate but I have a hard time with life, sometimes”
-Chester Bennington
Guy at the end of this song begs to differ with you bro
Rest easy buddy, I miss you 😢😢😢
The message at the end man... wtf that shit spoke to me.... why...
"Message deleted" NO STOP PLAYING WITH MY HEART
That’s so sad, normally I feel like people wouldn’t delete the message after confessing all their struggles. But the guy at the end seemed so far gone that he had to delete it
I’ve never had anything tear me up like that in a long time, poor guy 😢😢😢
@thedarkknight2424
yeah it's been at least 2 weeks since you posted on this 9 year old video, so it's been a while for you!
This hits me so fucking hard, my friend killed himself the other day, he was having trouble with drinking, and he didn't have anyone to turn to, he messaged me on Facebook while he was wasted, and he told me he loved me, that's the last thing I heard from him.
r.i.p to your friend, hope your okay like
Thanks, I'm pushing through.
I'm sorry to hear man, my best friend tried to hNg himself except his little brother whose 12 walked in and found him passed out from getting choked, a 15 year old or even anyone should never have to think they need to do this to themselves, I don't even know you man but I'm here for you.
Thanks, yeah he was 15 too... I'm doing good though, I just feel empty, not seeing him at school or being able to talk to him.
+iMainVayne I'm just seeing this now but yeah I understand that feeling. no one I knew killed themselves but when your family dies or something it's just weird not seeing them anywhere again. I hope you're still okay man.
the end of this song fucking kills me
This song was my anthem years ago. Literally have Never Alone tattooed on my right arm, largely due to this song. Spent 2 years suicidal, I knew I could never do that to my wife. She saved my life. Depression was miraculously removed from my life, I have God to thank for that. Its so amazing listening to this in my little music room/ office. Staring at my minivan in the driveway, life is awesome now. Never wanted a minivan, but we were given the incredible gift of identical twin boys. I never in a million years thought life would ever be this good. If your feeling alone, just know there is a better way.......
This band is pure genius and amazing. Every album they release is perfect, I can listen all the way through without skipping one song and its all good. Love that, so hard to find these days it seems.
These guys use the perfect combination of scream and clean singing to get a point across. love it.
The band has always held the most emotion in each song. The screamer always sounds distraught and sad. Then the clean vocals always bring you up.
"Never alone"!!!!
This place is now what we call home
That ending fucked me up. I've gone through so many of those late night conversations with my friends. I'll never give up on you, Derek. Keep fighting guys, one day you'll see the good ending of the story.
I just started listening to this band today and omg I'm already so into it. The ending to this song stabbed me in the feels.
this song gets to me soo much, then that last message... just makes my chest sink!
This song left me speechless, the lyrics and the voicemail got me
The songs fantastic and I can feel my heart being so slowly and so relaxed when I listen to the ending, it's so relatable. Good work.
[Verse 1: Joel Birch]
We struggle to our feet
We all yearn to be free
We fight yet we're weak
We all call out our grief
This goddamn life is our disease
But we can't always fucking weep
We can always turn the tide
We can all stand up and sing: "Never alone"
[Pre-Chorus: Ahren Stringer & Joel Birch]
We fight together, not alone
We fight together, not alone
No matter where our bodies roam
This place is now what we call home, never alone
[Chorus: Ahren Stringer]
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
We shed our tears and fight our fears
As we are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
We shed our tears and fight our fears
As we are one, the lonely hearts
[Verse 2: Joel Birch]
We sink, or we swim
When we're drowning in our grief
But we can't ever lose hope
We have to stay afloat
We struggle to breathe
We can win if we stand and believe
We are lost on our own
But we'll find our way home
We can always turn the tide
And we can all stand up and fight, never alone
[Pre-Chorus: Ahren Stringer & Joel Birch]
We fight together, not alone
We fight together, not alone
No matter where our bodies roam
This place is now what we call home, we are never, ever alone
[Chorus: Ahren Stringer]
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
We shed our tears and fight our fears
As we are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
We shed our tears and fight our fears
As we are one, the lonely hearts
[Bridge: Joel Birch]
We are not lost here together
We are not lost anymore
We'll turn the tide, we'll calm the storm
We are ready for war
[Breakdown: Joel Birch]
We are ready for war
We are ready for war
We are not lost here together
We are not lost anymore
[Interlude: Ahren Stringer & Joel Birch]
Never alone, never apart
'Cause we're the lonely hearts
Three, two, one, go
[Chorus: Ahren Stringer]
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
We shed our tears and fight our fears
As we are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
We shed our tears and fight our fears
As we are one, the lonely hearts
[Outro: Matt Rogers]
(Message received on April 12th, at 3:16 AM)
"Hello? Are you there? Listening?
I'm just trying to get in touch, man
I've been so fucking, so fucking down lately, like
I don't know what's happening, I'm just so tired all the time
I'm trying to sleep, I just, I just lay there quiet
Can't speak 'cause everyone around me is passed out
And my fucking mind is raging
Uh, hello? I don't even know why I called
I think it, I think it might be time for me to leave
Just call it quits, I'm sick of this
It's the same fucking day, every day
I think I sleep, I can't be sure though, it's all the same now
Drink, drink, drink again, I'm tired, man
I think it, you don't wanna hear this, I'm a mess
I'm sorry, man, I just don't know who to turn to
No one really hears me, you know?
I speak, at least I think I speak, but no one hears me
I've said enough
Hello? Hello? I shouldn't have called"
(Message deleted)
the feels are strong with this one when it comes to the ending, damn dude.
It's like mission impossible trying not to cry at that voicemail!
The songs speaks. It has a purpose to be liked. The way he describes life. Is meaningful.
Girls should be fangirling over this band...
I dont want fangirls ruining this band tbh
yeah you're right
Nah man, they're not Christian so they most likely won't ever become mainstream anywhere inside the U.S.
thats not true Thursday, taking back sunday, were mainstream. it just depends on what you consider mainstream.
I suppose, but they weren't really anti-religion like these guys are.
But that's one of the things that I like this band for though.
I am usually stuck on first albums but this song alone almost makes this entire record monumental.
loving this album hahah even after all these years !
love this song so much
The voicemail hits me so hard, but the guy speaking it doesn't seem like he's even remotely upset during it. I wish they could have gotten a person with more emotions or experience with depression to speak it. It's still an amazing song though!
The guy speaking at the end is Real Bad from the band Deez Nuts (yes it is an actual band) . He's a friend of TAA and I think he actually does go through it, he's always drowning himself in alcohol and everyone around him is too. So I really do think this did have sentimental value to Real Bad as he was saying it but that's just how his voice is.
one of my new favorite bands!
Crying because of the end.
the message at the end. felt how real it is.
I just want to say I love this music, and keep up the good work guys (y)
that Phone message at the and gets me choked up becuase I've made a call similar to that or thought about it at some point.
Love them so much.
love this band
The ending though.. It's breaking my heart..
love this song
Can't wait to see you guys in sept!!!!
the voicemail always gets me
Saw these boys in Perth, stuck through the storm for them
The voicemail always hits me right in the gut
*"I think it might be the time to me to leave"*
This is probably the freshest song I've heard in a long time
that voice mail hella describes how I feel.
Love it !!!!!
It had been a while since i listened to a song and felt like crying.
Amazing!!!
The end really hits home with me.
Peep it's 2020 and this song is still iconic. Surprising it hasn't completely blown up yet
seeing them live in 17 days, so excited.
CHILE!! i love this song!! ♥♥
love it!! 😍
The end of this song hits hard. It's describing the way I feel anymore. no one hears me anymore. I don't even know if I sleep anymore. I just think that I need to call it quits. Just stop trying if all I do is fail. I'm a terrible friend, a terrible son, a terrible student, a terrible person in general. It's the same day, every day. I've just been so fucking down, man; I don't fucking know, man.