»when i do picture myself happy... [destiel; au]
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- čas přidán 7. 09. 2024
- ...it's with you.«
► storyline: cas is in love with dean, so he decides to give up his life as an angel to live a normal life with dean. in return dean quits the hunting life and they are quite happy for a while. but soon dean is changing. he's drinking every night and one day he loses control and beats up cas really bad. he flees to his brother first, but he feels so much remorse that he decides to run away because he loves cas and he wants him to be safe. after weeks of silence dean leaves a voicemail on cas' phone. it's the last thing cas will hear from him...
aaaand i hate myself ughh.
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► song: info at the end of the video
► warnings: alcohol, violence, death, suicide
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I just had my sisters watch this ( they don't watch supernatural, never have ) and two of them thought that they were an actual couple and this actually happened. And I was like no it never happened. They were then like but these are scenes from the show, they actually kissed and they were together in heaven. Then the other one freaking cried. She has never seen anything about Destiel and cried her eyes out
omg i'm really sorry i made your sister cry but it also makes me super happy that they actually believed this was real aww
The power of Misha Collins.
"When I picture myself happy it's with you"
Stop playing with my emotions like this man--
Why???? I was normal before this show
Kris Jones I was crying. but read your comment and I laugh! I was normal too. doesn't matter normality or have a heart is overrated anyways.
SAMMEEE
how about you don't do.things like this? that sound like an idea??? this was absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking!
FUCK!!! IM LITERALLY CRYING. THIS IS MIND BLOWING. IM SPEECHLESS. IT BROKE MY HEART. IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND ALL THE SCENES FITTED SO WELL AND THE VOICEOVERS..... DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED, THEY WERE SO HEART BREAKING. YOU DID SUCH AN AMAZING JOB. IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS. YOUR VIDS ARE SO PERFECT. IM SO.... ILY
lifeofawinchester OMG ikr? She's so amazing. And you make amazing videos too! I love your vids!
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ruuuuuuuuude. how dare you mess with my feelings like that
The whole "He deserves better than me" reminded me of T&S and this ruined me even more.
What a beautiful and heartbreaking video. I hate you and I love you!😭
I was thinking just before clicking on this that my eyes were really dry and that I needed to put drops in them but now... yeah thank you very much, I seem to have the opposite problem now ^^' Your use of voiceovers is incredibly clever, well done !
haha well i'm glad that your dry eyes problem has been solved^^ and thank you so much
When your watching this in the same room as your mom and your trying to not let her see, but also not make it look like you are trying to hide something because she will get suspicious
great. i just watched an au where it was castiel who died. trying to balance out my feelings, huh?
WELL, NOT HAPPENING
IF I CRY ITS YOUR FAULT
HOW DARE YOU THANK YOU FOR RIPPING MY HEART OUT AND THROW IT ON THE GROUND HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
i should do my homework but i'm just sitting in my bed and frickin' crying because of this. you can't do this to my weak fangirl heart. i just can't handle all these feels.
THE VOCIES IT JUST LIKE THEM IM SCREAMING ANF CRYING I CANT
Dude this is literally the saddest most painful Destiel video edit I have ever seen
Such a great cover From Romeo and Juliet (somehow a cover)
Such great details this is soooooo well edited I salute you sir!!!
ahh thank you so much!
THIS IS MIND BLOWING I'M CRYING THIS JUST BROKE MY HEART IN TINY PIECES THIS IS TOO BEAUTIFUL OHMYGOD
aww thank you!
sUmmerRain810 never stop doing videos like this please❤
well, damn you. I'm crying...shouldn't have watched this in a public place...
why would you do this to me oh my god i'm freaking sobbing here
I love this couple from Heaven to Earth to be together found themselves happy
Why?! Why do I keep torturing myself? I just keep coming back to this vid like a freaking moth to a flame.
IM FRIGGIN CRYING OMFG HELP ME CHUCK NOOOOOO THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLLLLL
it really doesn't happen often that i cannot hold back tears. i didn't wanna cry, but even as i am typing this my face burns with the need to cry. this was so beautiful, thank you so much (i guess).
ahh sorry for making you cry but i'm also very glad you liked it :3
OMG, it's almost 2 A.M and I'm crying in my bed while watching this.😭😭😭😭
What am I doing with my life? I have to work tomorrow morning...
I should learn, but instead I'm sitting in my room and cry because of
this... You're an artist and you do everything I wish I could do
omg your comment makes me so happy, thank you thank you thank you! this really means a lot!
Oh that's an amazing idea :O
I'm new in this "business" and I don't know much about editing c: So I wanted to ask you if you want to be something like my "master" and I'm your student.. if that's okay for you? Because your edits are so amazing
Im_a_fangirl_of_the_Lord haha this is really sweet of you, and of course you can always ask me if you have any editing questions, maybe i can help :)
*****
That' so awesome
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Hey, can we write eMails?
Ok I felt like crying. This is so sad and beautiful
Okay, that was completely uncalled for!
WHY WOULD YOU MAKE SUCH VIDEO!? DID YOU TRY TO KILL ME ?! WTF
IM CRYING MY EYES OUT INSTEAD OF SLEEPING FOR SCHOOL IM
I SHOULD REALLY START READING THE DESCRIPTIONS OF YOUR VIDEOS BEFORE I WATCH THEM OMG
Why did you DO that ? Do you want me to die ?!
It was beautiful. Heartbroken, but beautiful !
ahh i'm sorry for the heartbreak...
(and i'm really glad you liked it :D thanks for your comment)
It was like Romeo and Juliet story. Omg I'm still crying😭. This is so amazing 💕💕💕💕
aww thank you
OMG WHYYYYYY
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS??
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY???
I HATE YOU BUT LIKE I LOVE YOU CAUSE YOU'RE SO AMAZING. I CRIED SO MUCH.
♥♥
When I saw the AU in the title I read the description first before I watched the vid, and then I laughed a bit at "aaaand i hate myself ughh." then I watched it and tears. Oh my Chuck! That was just beyond beautiful and heartbreaking! I just can't! WTF!
aww thank you. and sorry for making you cry
***** Oh no problem. :) Every once in awhile we all need a good cry.
im at school hiding in a corner crying
OMG NO NO NO! 😭😭😭 THIS HURT ME SO BAD
DAS IST SO DRAMATISCH MY HEART
Holy crap, that was actually amazing. completely devastating but AMAZING none the less.
Omg this is so incredibly well done! I am crying
PFFFF.....I'M NOT CRYING, YOU'RE CRYING
Wow, that was amazingly powerful and beautifully created! It's going to take me a few.... months.... to recoup my feels now though.
Who gave you the right to break my heart? 😭
ARE YOU KIDDING ME! WHAT IS THIS! ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME? DON'T LIE I KNOW YOU ARE... Why did you do this? Made something so beautiful and heartbreaking? Oh my Chuck... *starts sobbing again* WHY...
*whispers* ... i'm so sorry ... ♥
Thank you though! You did such an amazing work, it's one of the best video I've ever seen! Well done, really, it's incredible!
Power_of_books_ aww thank you so much! that means a lot :)
SPOILERS:
omg I was so expecting this to have the season 15 love confession from cas because of the title card, that confession scene is about happiness and how cas is happiest when he confesses to dean. that shit rips me apart.
SO PAINFUL. WHY??????
WHY AM I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF????
TOO MUCH PAIN BUT SO BEAUTIFUL AS WELL :'''''''''(
You know, my emotions were stable before this show
But am I gonna ever stop watching it? No
Absolutely incredible, this video definitely brought on the feels!!
WHY?!!! It's 12 in the morning here and I actually wanted to sleep! But then "Oh hey look she's got a new vid! Awesome!"
And then you took my heart and crushed it!
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?!
It's an amazing video, really. I love you and i hate you for this. *sigh*
haha yeah i can understand you. i feel sorry and happy at the same time while reading your comment... and i really appreciate that you've chosen watching my video before sleeping :') thank you!!
ahhhhhhhh so many feels! this was SAD and then SADDER and the beautiful hahaha I just feel bad for Sam, but ... I swear your destiel aus are the best thing ever! even when they break my heart XD
omg you're so sweet. thank you sooo much! and sorry for breaking your heart... ♥♥
MY HEART WAS FARTING HAPPINESS AT THE FIRST PART now my heart is being stabbed multiple times while set on fire. this was breathtakingly beautiful everything fited so while together the flashbacks the voice over. and you know whats the best freaking part. that some of it is canon like the i miss him part and i almost kill him and dean losing it and breaking things over it. IM GONNA FUJING CRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET
aww thank you so much. i'm glad you liked it. and sorry for making you cry :3
okay so i usually comment stuff like "i'm crying" under edits even when i'm not actually crying bUT NOW I'M NOT JOKING MY EYES ARE JUST NJESJSJBKK CRYING WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THAT
Omg I just scrolled down to the comments and I didn’t even finish on until I started crying IT HURRTS I PAUSED BEFORE I HEARD ANYTHING AND I AM CRYING HOW DOES THIS WORK MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ARE A MASTER AT THIS SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT sorry lol but really I didn’t even start the video, read the title, started crying
Why does this remind me so much of The Inexhaustible Silence of Houses T.T
Great video and music...but it hits you down deep. And, of course, we know these two men have something wonderful going on other than just simple man2man attraction and it's all going to work out in the end. In reality, the producers and writers of SPN are not going to let the fans down. So, everybody, just hang in there, enjoy these two loving each other, however they have (or the writers) to work it out. They have kept us all on the edge of out seats going on 12 seasons...it will work out in the end and we all can breath a sigh of relief.
I just lie in my bed and cry because of this! Thank you very much xD
all I can say is thank you. truly a work of art.
ahh thank you so much!
i'm literally bawling my eyes out. omfg this is so good but yikes just stab me in my heart it would be less painful. fucking hell man.
WHO GAVE U THE RIGHT. IM SOBBING .
Well, I'm weeping now...thanks
oooh nooo !! Omg that's so sad and heartbreaking and so perfect at the same time ! :') It feels real, like reading a fanfiction, this is so well done ! what an amazing work :)
ahh it always makes me so happy when i see that you commented on my video because you stick with me for so long now and i truly want to thank you for this :') it means a lot to me and i appreciate your comments so much! thank you, love ♥♥
***** Annww you're so welcome, dear ! :') It may be a little weird but the fact that you notice my presence through the time makes something to my heart, it makes so happy.. :') It really means a lot, so thank you to you too ! And thanks to your work my 'love' for destiel is still alive ! ;) Always a pleasure to watch your videos !
IOweyoUSoMuch77 omg that's such a wonderful thing to hear. it makes me really happy that my videos help to keep your destiel love alive :') again, thank you so much
***** You're welcome
this is so perfect omg you're the queen of edits ily
omg that's really sweet of you, thank youuu :')
what is this i can't breath
HOW DARE YOU..??? IM CRYING.... I LOVE IT....
wow... I'm crying so hard rn
and I'm bawling like a baby
HOW DARE YOU?? This is beautiful ❤😭😭
There are no tears left :)
Why must you hurt me this way. I can not. I just. W H Y
shit this was so beautiful and now I'm crying and now I hate you and I love you at the same time
At least they share a Heaven now. Soulmates. Omg. This was really sad.
Oh my Chuck no, stop, it's too much, I'm trying to sob without waking everyone up around 2 am. STOP.NO WAITDONTITS BEAUTIFULBUT ATOP
arghhhhhh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy it hurts so much but GODDAMNIT I LOVE ITTTTT
Who's cutting onions in here?
cRYIng ;-; Aaah beautiful video, love the editing❤
thank you :') i'm so glad you like it
i'm crying AAAAAA
Im on the phone and it’s 2 in the morning and I literally started crying and whimpering and my friend is demanding to know what’s happening over the phone but I just 😭 nononononononononono
I JUST CAME HERE TO WATCH VIDEOS AND NOW MY HEART IS SHATTERED HOW FUCKING DARE YOU
I love it but it makes me cry uncontrollably
I am crying like a baby
im crying too hard how dare you
crying, you are so good
WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME PLEASE PLEASE WRITE A FIC NOW I NEED IT SOOO BAD! DAMNIT. ITS SO PERFECT! The dialogues!! *when does Dean says the kine "picture myself with you"* MANN IM CRYING MY EYES OUT. THANK YOU, FOR RUINING ME IN A AESTHETIC WAY :')
Your All I need, Dean. When does he say this?
aww thank you so much!! that really means a lot
HOLY MOTHER OF GREENLAND! You did an EXCELLENT job! *_* The amount of work you put in gosh!! :') :') Thank You!!!
Neha Dhyani ahh thanks again
I'm not kidding I'm crying so hard rn
My poor heart wasn't ready 😭😭😭
You made it. You made the saddest destiel video ever.
My heart😭😭 this was the saddest thing I have ever watched omg I'm balling my eyes out rn😭😭
A billion single man tears.
UM BEAUTIFUL. Rips your heart out but in the best way. You are very talented! Love your videos sm :)
aww thank you so much!
OMC this is so well done but so sad
such a beautiful video!
thank you, i'm so glad you like it :)
Holy shit this made me cry. Very well done!
i was crying and the i was smiling when they were together again.... the feels are sure to kill me...
I'm crying bc Sam
I so love this video it so cool and sweet
Is it bad that I'm happy Castiel got to be with Dean in the end, given the implications of said happiness?
Wait a sec while I set myself on fire
This is an amazing vid so well put together. I cried
WHY DID I JUST WATCH IT AGAIN
I just have two words for this "GOOD SHIT" everything in this video is some GOOD SHIT ♡☆♡
hahaha thank you so much
you are welcomeeee ¤♡¤
I'm at school trembling trying not to flip out.
MY POOR HEART OMG OMG OMG