xiao finds your last note to him. | 𝓉𝓌: 𝓈𝓊𝒾𝒸𝟣𝒹𝑒 [Genshin ASMR] [Xiao x Listener]

as long time lovers, xiao doesn't expect to find a secret letter you hid away a few months ago. sure, he's been your boyfriend through your ups and downs, but he's never known you were in so much pain. seems like you'll have to face your problems, even if you don't want to.
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[@graym4tions]

Xiao: I found something of yours..
Me: panic
Xiao: I thought it was trash..
Me: calm..
Xiao: but, it had your name on it and -
Me: PANIC

[@eeeeeeeeeeeeeee2930]

Samee

[@Doll_0703]

That was me and my mom when she found mine- ✋😭
(I'm ok now!❤️)

[@flowerss.992]

This is why im not planning to make any letter 😭

[@eringtungkab4785]

Same 😭😭

[@jelly0394]

The first thing that came to my mind was an exacto knife

[@ilovebillieeilish1496]

xiao: we need to call in professionals
me and my anxiety: *panic*

[@-raicachan-7490]

Me and my depression (idk, I feel depressed but I actually have no good reason to feel that way 🥲) : **PANICKING WITH YOU**

[@HawkGaming3721]

Me and my social anxiety:
P A N I K

[@ningguang1469]

"I WILL HAVE ORDERED, IS HERE" but I am here as zhongli😃

[@shrimpgobbler3000]

😰😰

[@Scaralover05]

**P A N I K**

[@captain_CandleStix]

No but why was him saying he couldn’t punch our depression away so cute-

[@captain_CandleStix]

This was quite comforting after the week I’ve had 🥲

[@columbina2347]

Yes, I agree

[@kai7347]

Him : I found Something of yours..
Me : *panic*

[@oak4081]

F a c t s 🥲

[@Kiki-delivery-service]

Literally all of my stuff is depressing lol

[@Ventiandsethoslover]

"what stuff?"

[@Chuuyasimp49]

“It’s not mine it’s my cats” sounds like something I would absolutely say

[@itzdevilish]

Can we just appreciate the amazing Chinese pronunciation like- 😭

[@xxluna_bobawolfxxd253]

Dude I've been studying Chinese for like close to 15 years and my pronunciation still sucks

[@ohpalifellharderandharder]

@@xxluna_bobawolfxxd253 fr

[@mayaasmrs7250]

xiao: “if you were walking around with a broken arm wouldn’t people tell you to get that fixed?”
me: I meannnnnnn I walked around with a broken hand for a week so I think I’ll be fine-

[@SamsungGalaxy-xq3vp]

I break your 67th like

[@ningguang1469]

Xiao: I can't punch your depression away..
me: only if it was a person

[@KamishiroRui_57]

Ningguang?? What’cha doing here?

[@ningguang1469]

@@KamishiroRui_57 Uhh Idk?-
but what are you doing here traveler :0

[@KamishiroRui_57]

@@ningguang1469 Idk

[@ningguang1469]

@@KamishiroRui_57 well then ig we both don't know why we are here, traveller would u like to have some tea in jade chamber?

[@ningguang1469]

@@चंद्रमा nigguang

[@ikker9381]

HE CALLED US LITTLE BIRD 😭😭

[@Mintsmr]

i feel like he would call me "Little shit" 😕

[@hi-lt3uk]

@@Mintsmr we would be npc's to him 😒

[@Dazai_SuicidalManiac_Osamu]

klee? What are you doing here? 😃

[@ranayyyyy]

@@Dazai_SuicidalManiac_Osamu Venti???

[@Dazai_SuicidalManiac_Osamu]

@@ranayyyyy shhh, I'm kinda down for short Yaksha, but let's keep it a secret :)

[@mrsgibsonxo]

AM SOBBING RN…😭
HOLY BARBATOS THIS HIT HARD-😭

[@buttercroissant589]

Man, I love this audio, it's so true that it is difficult to talk about pain even in a long relationship sometimes. I did smile when he said "my little bird smile". Since when Xiao has this cute sense of humour :)

[@hyacinthvocals]

Mannn Butter, I know he’s a total emo but sometimes I just want to give him super kawaii nya vibes 😭😭😭

[@buttercroissant589]

@@hyacinthvocals yesss kawaii nya pls ≧ω≦ Xiao can make me smile and he knows it

[@nyxnyxapocalypse1477]

Hyan I totally agree. @Butter Croissant mmhm yep hyan’s teaching us Chinese! Now how to spell it…

[@Yumi_hehe]

When he called me 小鳥 and i just.......I LOVE ITTTTTTTT EKKK

[@diz5192]

Ur channel is so comforting. You seem to have a really good understanding of situations like this and I appreciate all your posts you genuinely have gotten me through some tough times. I’m speaking to you directly not the characters you play. Thank you so much for creating these videos

[@hyacinthvocals]

Hi diz, I really appreciate that you enjoy my content. The reason I started making audios was actually to create mental illness asmrs because I couldn’t find enough of them on YT. Nowadays I do lots of fluffy audios too but comfort for struggle audios is still the heart of what I love doing💕💕 thank you for tuning in

[@Chuuyasimp49]

The amount of times CZcams has helped me with depression is insane but the fact that hyacinth helped with 90% of it really makes me greatful

[@ladymireska5065]

Me searching for spicy boyfriend asmr.
This video: look i know about your depression built up over years so im afraid i have to get personal

[@hyacinthvocals]

LOL I have spicy stuff too but most of it can’t be on CZcams even if I wanna make it free 😭 hope u enjoyed this depressing video tho LOL

[@Chuuyasimp49]

I’m pretty sure at this point my watch history is a mix of hyacinth angst spicy stuff and then the rest is depressing songs🤣

[@Chuuyasimp49]

The amount of times hyacinth and recommendations have calmed me and my depression is just sad

[@lucianstarz]

i love how in the begining he called us little bird in chinese

[@ajo.o6509]

every few seconds my stomach would drop at his words, and I think it was guilt 😭😭

[@nyxnyxapocalypse1477]

Yeah… Is it weird that this feels real? Uhm… yeah… HYAN THIS MAKES ME FEEL GUILT. GOOD JORB U DESERVE IT.

[@emilyng2844]

Thank you....for tackling mental health issues. I feel like topics like these need more attention. And as someone who struggles with mostly anxiety myself, I've realized that...taking care of your brain and your body is the single best thing you can do for it. Thanks for promoting this mental health message. Sometimes WE DO NEED TO SEE A THERAPIST AND THAT IS OKAY. I say this because one day I want to work as a clinical social worker and I want people to realize how important their own mental health is

[@challasasmr8301]

Working hard or hardly working? caught me off guard lol 🤣

[@venti5339]

I wish people comfort me like this

[@Bb_beez]

It was nice to hear this
After all the things happened this week to me
Thank you 💕

[@lynvxy]

Thank you so much,I was studying so hard and panicking that I would really die and this kinda help me calm down hehe,thank you again !

[@lynvxy]

@Xiao thank you darling !

[@soapyrin9378]

I wrote my last note a few months ago and after all the bs I went through this is so comforting...

[@Sky-to5fj]

As someone nearly two years clean, this was my greatest fear (still is) that someone would find my letters. I wrote two in total and I keep them very well hidden because I can’t make myself to destroy them. There is something just stopping me from doing it. I don’t really know why. I am much better now, but sometimes I do have the urge, but I always overcome it, because I know there are people that need me and love me. To anyone struggling, please know that the voice inside your head isn’t true. Seeking help is hard, but necessary in your healing journey.

[@ely_likes_anime8777]

I’m watching this 3 months are you posted it.. and I feel like crying this makes me so sad. Suicide isn’t the answer. It never is and never will be.😔

[@officialehlynmae]

I usually don't comment on your videos, but my, this hit me too hard. I have been thinking like this for like, when I became a teenager. And yes, I am a teenager as of now. And this, however, concerned my parents and Ate (lit. big sister in Tagalog). The main reason why I think like this, contributes to my past when someone in my previous school pulled a dangerous prank on me, which is locking me out of the bus when I was about to go inside. And that prank planted a toll on my mental and emotional wellbeing. Up until now, I would SNAP at kids and at my family. Not to mention, I serve at the Church, and that I have in-laws at this age. I grew tired of this behavior, so whenever I make mistakes or hurt people, I would harm myself. Like seriously, pagod na pagod ako sa ugali na 'to. (I am very tired of this behavior.)

[@yoursillyoreo]

this makes me feel so single in reality 🥲

[@nyxnyxapocalypse1477]

Hyan thanks again, ur voice acting is soooooo good. IT FRIGGIN SOUNDS LIKE HES PANICKING!!!! Simp alert! 🚨🚨hya this is the best anti-depression asmr EVER. ilysm! Bai

[@lilghosty2125]

As someone who struggle with depression and anxiety, I can't stop watching this video since you released it, it help so much. I don't even know how to thank you for those amazing audios that actually makes me happy, just, thank you so much!

[@neutralgun27]

Thank you for making this, I’ve been struggling a lot lately and this really helped.

[@strange_hc]

My initial thought of just looking at the video made me think we did it and he’s just mourning and talking to himself, but this is much nicer I’m glad it’s the way it is

[@randompersonontheinternet9336]

Loved this so much, been struggling a lot lately.I’ll probably come back to this whenever I’m sad again! Thank you. 😊

[@elizabethshevlin2773]

T h e f a k e s m i l e
Ive done that a couple times before :D

[@livelaughlovecinnamonroll]

STOPPP YOU'RE MAKING ME CRYY😭

[@Urmomisinmybedd]

Me listening to this before I met my best friend wanting to die
My now best friend : Hi
Achievement Unlocked:
Getting the Will to Live Again

[@D1EN0]

As someone who used be su¡c¡da1 this is so comforting!!
Tysm💕🌸

[@stormyclouds8861]

It helped me to stay alive. and I don't know, if it would be better for me. but thank you for this video

[@nostalgicsundove]

thank you for this so much. All your audios have helped me through so much.

[@minet222]

ok, today I cried listening to an asmr

[@Mayuichi]

I don't comment that much, but just thank you.
I don't know if you'll see it, but I genuinely mean it, thank you for your content.
I fell on it just one hour ago, searching for something to calm my anxiety attack, and hearing those words just made me relief. I felt like someone was actually understanding how I'm feeling since these past four weeks and it's really a lot to me. I can't talk about my issues to lots of people, if it's not no one, but I needed to hear those.
I've started listening to another video of yours, and really, I don't know if you can realize how it can help people. Some may tell it like me, but if I wasn't having a boost of confidence I wouldn't have written that, and I think lots of people don't find the courage to do it but they do be thankful for your content
I hope you're all good, and just thank you again. I hope you'll have a happy life ahead of you, you deserve so much ❤️

[@hyacinthvocals]

i hope you can try to take care of yourself lysandre

[@Mayuichi]

I try even if it may be hard some time, and I hope you're taking care of you as well

[@Mintsmr]

last night i listened to this while drunk and i didnt stop ruining the mood

[@S_A_M_isnotthatswaggy]

Thank you for making this. I know it was a while ago but thank you. I have been considering you know what recently and it's been getting worse with my mom and sister literally invalidating and critiquing everything I do. Don't forget to get rest and take care of yourself

[@Iz_Elijah]

I love all of you take care of yourselves everyone I mean it

[@KamishiroRui_57]

Xiao?

[@Iz_Elijah]

@@KamishiroRui_57 you called?

[@KamishiroRui_57]

@@Iz_Elijah What’cha doing?

[@Iz_Elijah]

@@KamishiroRui_57 eating almond tofu

[@KamishiroRui_57]

@@Iz_Elijah can I have some please Xiao?

[@qiqiandklee2347]

I came here for *pain*
And help
But mainly
*pain*

[@seiyarules]

I know this is offtopic
But
“Working hard or hardly working”
He said the Tommyinnit Line

[@KamishiroRui_57]

Oh my gosh I just noticed

[@DslaX01]

That's so well made🥺😄

[@faerie3782]

I love it so much please this asmr was so cute sksksksksksksksk

[@kysbtch101]

Why are you guys so happy to be early😭

[@hyacinthvocals]

Because I love my early birbs 🥺🥺 but I love all my birbs 🕊

[@Siarka.]

Polski komentarz tak kocham Xiao I mogę powiedzieć że zmagam się z depresja ale do teraz nikomu o tym nie powiedzialam ale jak to słyszę to czuje jak by ktoś się mną zaopiekował czy coś takie wsparcie i takiego człowieka potrzebuje i dziękuję że takie coś nagrywasz

[@RatzWqq]

Xiao Happy me Happy
Xiao Mad me Mad
Xiao Sad me Sad
Xiao Cry me Cry

[@nyxnyxapocalypse1477]

Hya I’m not suicidal but danggggg this made me reconsider SH thank you so dang much. Never heard this till now… tysm!!!!

[@cafecomleite8507]

I thought about hearing it again and I just cried because I remembered my girlfriend

[@_Saved_by_Jesus]

Xiao: "I found something of yours"
Me: *panics and drinks water Aggressively*

[@columbina2347]

I’m late-
This is so good tho👌🏻✨
I’M NOT CRYING YOU’RE CRYING- 😭

[@rotting.cadaver]

No. YOU'RE CRYINH 😠😭

[@insertswittyusernamehere5040]

the absolute coincidence of me finding this on a trip to japan where i had multiple thoughts and even at a point, plans for ending it all. life works in mysterious ways.

[@ven_dingmachine]

I WENT ZOOOOOOOOM EVEN THOUGH IT WAS 7 MINS AGO STILL WENT ZOOM THOUGH

[@iamkazuha]

EARLY ALSO EARLY CRYING 💅💅💅😭😭

[@SLEEEEEEEEEEP]

I have a friend who's been going through stuff like this I just needed to kind of place myself and a few of what there mindset might be don't worry they're going to get professional help soon

[@artykins]

sobbing screaming crying how did you know i was trying to relapse 🤨

[@xiao6660]

SOBBING

[@blueberry-bw3vn]

Xiao: O found something yours
Me: oh?
Xiao: I thought it was trash
Me: what is it?
Xiao: it has your name on it
Me: 😀

[@gard3n0fangls]

lawd this might be the only reason to live-

[@aim108]

Okay but fr after telling people abt my 'thing' i felt freaking better... Im waiting for money now so i can get diagnosed- wish me luck ^^

[@aim108]

@CHARLOTTE CLINE awe thankss💙

[@safe.bl00d64]

Crying rn

[@char_char]

When he told me that he had something of mine, I was legit scared out of my wits

[@M4k0sCha0s2]

I looked at this and siad: “OH DAMN WE DEAD?”
“HAHA!” 👹

[@DillucRagnvindr]

This is my therapy

[@oak4081]

Sir i would just like to say, if i was a dog my tail would be wagging everytime i see u post 💖 take this 👑

[@hyacinthvocals]

👑 take this too for taking time out your day to enjoy my stuff!

[@nyxnyxapocalypse1477]

Yayy me too!!

[@Justsuperpeachy]

I’m not crying you are 😭✌️

[@charadreemurr9256]

'did you think for a second about how i would feel-' and i had to take a break bc maybe here it'll be different but it reminds me of when ppl u trust with this try and make it about them (i'm not saying that always happens or that it was made with ill intent tho)
(edit:) srry ig i just remembered being accused of faking just to hurt others

[@cozysounds4988]

Dog I cry Ed while watching this❤️❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊😭😭😭

[@hi-lt3uk]

thought Abt this more times then I can count

[@angyfritzy-crying_starz]

i want to cry so much. its 1am, i was gonna go to sleep soon, but i ended looking for some audio or something similar, and then found this.
i hate everything, i want to end it so bad, sometimes these audios are the only things keeping me going, and thats not good, im scared. im reakly fucking scared. i dont even know whwt to do anymore.. i really fucking dont.

[@byakuyatogami7942]

I’m sorry I was in the middle of watching this and out of nowhere I hear “NERDS!” welp thanks a lot ad for disturbing my sad hours

[@ebitodhe2840]

Hey about the psych ward series will you continue it?

[@hyacinthvocals]

I want to but I cannot right now!

[@oak4081]

@@hyacinthvocals why 😭😭😭

[@diaconua6008]

@@oak4081 Hey..I dont want to sound rude..but..if they can't, don't ask anymore. They have their own reasons.

[@nyxnyxapocalypse1477]

@@hyacinthvocals please do although I’m a Christian it’s pretty good! Tysm dude!

[@shatter4834]

Not me watching this after a failed attempt earlier today- it backfired hardd

[@pogdolphininnit8772]

IM SORRY THE START HE SOUNDS LIKE «Working hard so i can please ya 😉» IM SORRY…..

[@bonjour570]

the fact that this 'i loce you' is my first one 😭

[@bubblegumbitch.]

Huh?💀

[@Aesirrrrr]

Okay i cry, it's so fucking beautiful

[@bootinpang]

It’s my first time watching this vid and I feel like it leads to an argument which connects to another vid with arguing with xiao
-Just one of my points

[@venti7942]

Man I wish my parents could comfort me a little instead of focusing more on their reputation and my little brothers

[@Kiki-delivery-service]

When you’ve had multiple suicide attempts all alone this hits home

[@Eli92713]

I feel you

[@dej4_vu15]

Quick question: what’s the nickname Xiao has for us? I can’t tell lol
Edit: wait nvm I hear it now lol

[@xanderstille8616]

the things i would do for this to be real istg

[@yutalan861]

Thank you

[@xanderstille8616]

NO BC WHY AM I CRYING

[@via3460]

I love this thank you

[@shanayaaa_s]

Xiao….❤️

[@FlwerJana]

I was sobbing whilist in this 💀

[@Tasma0]

I’m sad now… 😢

[@Gl1tch-In-Th3-S1mulat10n]

But- I HAVE walked around with a broken arm for like 2 weeks before

[@a_m_i7427]

I was in the middle of listening to this and I get a depression ad

[@Nuri947Kamari]

I'm dehydrating ;-;;;; I swore we were dead ಥ_ಥ😢

[@lovxly_jess2635]

IM FAST TODAY EE

[@ohpalifellharderandharder]

Damn i actually write a su1cide note 3 months ago..

[@xxrizzmaster6969]

EARLYYY

[@seraphlie]

OW?????

[@aether8425]

IM EARLY

[@ikker9381]

FIRST

[@keikuniii]

did i hear xiao mao or am i deaf-

[@hyacinthvocals]

Xiao niao for little bird!

[@keikuniii]

ohhh i thought xiao mao- like little cat-

[@rotting.cadaver]

Mao 🐈

[@xanderstille8616]

its sad that the only one who cares is a pixelated character thats not even canon- /hj

[@HeavenlYHideko]

So emo