BURN - Sandstorm PMV (alternate version)

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  • čas přidán 14. 03. 2024
  • This video contains themes of family dynamics, infidelity, lying, and manipulation, which may trigger some viewers. Viewer discretion is advised.
    I have never felt so angry and sad while editing a video.
    The truth is, this video is old. This is not a remake. This used to be the original version of "FIRST BURN" ( • FIRST BURN - Sandstorm... ), which I created when I was cheated on six months ago. However, I scrapped it because I had drawn it while shitfaced drunk and sobbing, and I thought it looked way too sketchy (It was around the time I freaked out in public /shame).
    I then remade the video entirely, which is the version you're familiar with from August 2023. All I did today was put this original drawings together and finish editing it. As you can see, many frames from this version were reused or redrawn in the newer version, as well as the original ideas, and the symbolism remains consistent: daisies symbolize love, trust, and honesty, and the color scheme remains unchanged. The storytelling differs slightly, with Spottedleaf stepping up in the newer version and the characters being more confrontational.
    So why am I sharing this now, after six months? Why is it relevant again?
    Because it resonates strongly with my current emotions. I released "FIRST BURN" when I first learned about the cheating. In the past six months, I've lived through hell while uncovering layers of lies and cheating from the same person. It's a year worth of cheating and abuse. I learned that the rabbit hole I was in was a lot deeper than I thought. He had many other cases of infidelity, and as I found out about them I suffered through a lot of emotional and physical abuse. Yes, not only did that person have the courage to cheat on me multiple times for a year, he also had the guts to abuse me the more I found out. I stayed in that relationship until recently. Some of the beating left my wrist so hurt I couldn't draw anymore (hence why I disappeared for so long). My heart is broken, and what I once thought I could forgive now weighs heavily on me. I doubt the person in question will see this or even care, but I've made the decision to remove him from my life and story, just as he never considered me while committing these hurtful actions. I will pretend I never knew him and burn everything he ever gave me, much like Sandstorm in the video. Yes, revisiting this after so long does make me feel anxious but it gives me a sense of closure I have been longing for.
    As for Sandstorm, she discovers of Firestar's infidelity and responds accordingly. People often place blame on Spottedleaf, but in my opinion, Firestar was the one at fault. He had a family and still couldn't value them enough. Cinderpelt remains the supportive friend she was in the other video. Like "FIRST BURN," consider this a sequel to my "Glimpse of Us" video ( • Glimpse of Us - Firest... .
    Thank you for reading this far. Please refrain from arguing in the comments; this is ultimately MY interpretation of the books and a significant VENT for my emotions. It should not be considered the only definitive interpretation of the books for anyone.
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Komentáře • 149

  • @MarquaridaWN
    @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +65

    I finally found the guts to read the comments here and the ammount of love and support from everyone made me lay down and cry. I never knew I had such great people around me and that this would be my safe space after so many traumatic events. Thank you, everyone ❤ I can't put how much I am grateful for you all into words

  • @marymccann3500
    @marymccann3500 Před 3 měsíci +390

    The fact that SPOTTEDLEAF HERSELF told Firestar at his nine lives ceremony to spend his life loving Sandstorm and for him to ignore her words to pine after a dead woman, making his wife, who gave him two beautiful children, the "other woman", still disgusts me. I love Firestar's character as a whole, I think he's a way more interesting protagonist than people give him credit for, but the way he treats Sandstorm and by extension his daughters is fucking sickening. How he could have this confident, skilled, willful woman who loves him with her whole heart and to treat her like he's settling for her, is just baffling.

    • @bubbledafoxy
      @bubbledafoxy Před 3 měsíci +12

      AGREED

    • @Oak_Moth
      @Oak_Moth Před 3 měsíci +23

      Thank god this is the alternate version :/
      Edit: reread a bit of the books AND HOLY GOD HE STILL DOES I FORGOT THAT DETAIL FORGIVE ME FOR I HAVE SINNED

    • @thepokepoet9482
      @thepokepoet9482 Před 3 měsíci +12

      THIS THIS THIS!!! FIRESTAR should have been done better for everyone's sake

    • @CannonZeroKiryu
      @CannonZeroKiryu Před 3 měsíci +15

      Love how Bramblestar got two horrible father figures: Tigerstar (for obvious reasons) and Firestar (for treating Sandstorm and his daughters as “settling”)

    • @Frostfern94
      @Frostfern94 Před 3 měsíci +7

      @@CannonZeroKiryuFirestar wasn’t even a bad father or father figure.

  • @jessicaisautistic8487
    @jessicaisautistic8487 Před 3 měsíci +156

    "She's the cat that won Firestar's heart after Spottedleaf died ... is this how Sandstorm will be remembered? She deserves far more than that, in my opinion."
    - Rock about Sandstorm

  • @foreststudio136
    @foreststudio136 Před 3 měsíci +54

    I also love how the whole reason firestar joined was because of the whole fire alone prophecy and now sandstorm is saying how the fire saved the clan and now the fire can burn and die into cinders
    Like these two songs fit so well on so many levels

  • @shatteredsouI
    @shatteredsouI Před 3 měsíci +234

    This is absolutely heartwrenching. I agree with your sentiment: Firestar should have turned Spottedleaf down and not continued to have feelings for her when he was MARRIED and had CHILDREN with another cat. It’s a HORRIBLE thing to do to someone and having Sandstorm confront him on it feels so cathartic.
    I’m sorry that happened to you. NO ONE deserves that. Know you’re beautiful and wonderful and DID NOT bring this upon yourself. You deserve all the love and happiness ❤
    - Some stranger on the Internet

    • @moonmoon7319
      @moonmoon7319 Před 3 měsíci +2

      You can’t turn your feelings off. It doesn’t work like that.

    • @Pawsofloaves
      @Pawsofloaves Před 3 měsíci +6

      @@moonmoon7319ok then why get with another cat or girl per say, like it’s like put it into irl. What if your partner had feelings for his ex while being with you?

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +7

      Thank you so much for your comment, this whole comment section is wholesome and heartwarming ❤

  • @thecupidintraining
    @thecupidintraining Před 3 měsíci +170

    ur so right about firestar being at fault. it also makes me think about how spottedleaf never shows any feelings towards him in arc 1, and how her reciprocating was a retcon. I wish they had kept her like that; uninterested in firestar and trying to push him towards Sandstorm. oh well.
    hope you're doing alright.

    • @Buggy_shark
      @Buggy_shark Před 3 měsíci +14

      And the fact that SPOTTEDLEAF HERSELF told Firestar at his nine lives ceremony to spend his life loving Sandstorm and for him to ignore her words. and then the erins ignored that and made her love him?? like thats hella weird

    • @namikkou
      @namikkou Před 2 měsíci +6

      ​@@Buggy_sharki absolutely hate that retcon, as does most of the fandom. Especially if you take Spottedleaf's Heart into account and how she is actually much older than Firestar when they met.....
      During the first series, she was mysterious and almost motherly towards him. They didn't have to change it! But apparently one author really likes 'first love = true love', which is why it was retconed, but i have to find the source for that

  • @lonemew3503
    @lonemew3503 Před 2 měsíci +20

    This version feels sadder. More broken and defeated. But absolutely filled with disgust towards the one who wronged them. "First Burn'' is a lot more angry. An outburst almost. Just as if not even more disgusted at the cheater/abuser. I can feel the raw emotion from these two videos. The vulnerability...My heart goes out to you and anyone else who had to go through this. I hope you are able to heal and that you're in a better place now.

  • @HollySoul2612
    @HollySoul2612 Před 3 měsíci +69

    It's heartbreaking to see Sandstorm so broken. I feel like she is a great mother and warrior...❤

  • @caltoonfangirl7109
    @caltoonfangirl7109 Před 2 měsíci +9

    Seeing this and First Burn, it makes you wonder if Firestar really moved on from Spottedleaf or if he was just using Sandstorm as a distraction/replacement for her. Either way, it’s just sad.

  • @Mothcat.
    @Mothcat. Před 3 měsíci +28

    I agree with Firestar being in the wrong, noting the books Spottedleaf really didn’t have feelings for him, especially when he was alive. She doesn’t want to be seen as the other girl in Starclan. Sandstorm get his ass!!
    Both she and you deserve this outlet of being able to yell at the person that hurt you so deeply and make them feel as horrible as you did.

  • @Paws_in_the_grass
    @Paws_in_the_grass Před 3 měsíci +33

    this song only made me think of when he died in a fire and I bet Sandstorm was just like “he deserved it, he was a jerk” OUT LOUD and Leafpool and SquirrelFlight were probably like “MOM!!” /j

    • @N0RIAKI_K3KYOIN
      @N0RIAKI_K3KYOIN Před měsícem +1

      bro has NOT read the last hope 😭

    • @Paws_in_the_grass
      @Paws_in_the_grass Před měsícem +1

      @@N0RIAKI_K3KYOIN ??? I have but it was a bit ago?? Sorry what did I get wrong?

    • @PasteilloTheCat
      @PasteilloTheCat Před měsícem +2

      ​@@Paws_in_the_grass the way she'd actually felt in that moment.
      Whilst I didn't read that book, I'm quite sure Sandstorm was sad about Firestar's death.
      (Not sure if you're being serious or not tbh, I feel purely confused.)

    • @Paws_in_the_grass
      @Paws_in_the_grass Před měsícem +2

      @@PasteilloTheCat it was mostly a joke

    • @PasteilloTheCat
      @PasteilloTheCat Před měsícem +2

      @@Paws_in_the_grass 😭

  • @ButterPaws-rz6ux
    @ButterPaws-rz6ux Před 3 měsíci +22

    This is an absolute amazing PMV- I love your art style.
    I agree, in fact I this is so close to the books it's almost not an AU. That's the sad part. For most of their early marriage/dating, Firestar was still in love with Spottedleaf, even when Sandstorm had told him she was insecure and wanted to be reassured he only loved her, his WIFE. But instead, he pursued this relationship with Spottedleaf... and if I remember correctly, Spottedleaf had to be the one to reassure HER BOYFRIEND'S WIFE (This PMV has made me realize how messed up this is ;-;) that their relationship was over.... SKIP FORWARD... Spottedleaf is dying because she saved Sandstorm, BECAUSE she wanted Sandstorm and Firestar to have a CHANCE at their relationship being a good one, and yet Firestar is distraught, saying: "I thought you would wait for me in StarClan" (that's not an exact quote, I haven't read Last Hope in a while) meaning... did he want Spottedleaf to be his mate in StarClan?
    Thank you so, so, soooo much for making this PMV, it shines the light on how horrible this relationship was.
    I hope you're feeling alright-
    -Butter Paws

  • @Indieo-Studio
    @Indieo-Studio Před 3 měsíci +49

    This is absolutely stunning and I nearly cried. Well done. SideNote:I now headcanon Eliza as SandStorms voice

  • @Buggy_shark
    @Buggy_shark Před 3 měsíci +7

    Amazing animatic, and your designs for em is hella cool. it sucks that firestars family was there because he had to "Settle" for them because spottedleaf died AGAIN.
    --
    Spottedleafs love for fire firestar was retconed, in the first arc, it never shown that spottedLeaf loved firestar, And the fact that SPOTTEDLEAF HERSELF told Firestar at his nine lives ceremony to spend his life loving Sandstorm and for him to ignore her words, and love her UP UNTIL HER SECOND DEATH. and then the erins ignored that and made her love him?? like that's hella weird. She never loved him in the first arc, hell the things happened with her, the nose touching cheek, and the leaning is shown with other cats as well, Firepaw licked ravenpaws chest, Firepaw touched bluestars nose, Firepaw comforted there friends the same way, the actions spottedleaf did to him were friendsly as well, every clanmember done it, those contacts was shown to be friendly, thats how they greet each other. and when spotted'leaf visted his dreams it was for a a little to send a message from starclan, and she didnt interacted much. she never shows that she loved firepaw in the first arch. she visted him in his dreams because at that time she was the only one firepaw knew, and trusted, and when others died that he trusted and knew they also showed up in his dreams.
    story short, Spotted leaf falling in love with firestar was HIGHLY most likely a retcon, in the frist arch she never liked him, she saw him like any other cats, the first arch she barley had a full conversation with firepaw, and heart. she didn't love him. touching muzzles was something for friends. which is stupid, why Retcon her liking him? when in the first arch it never shown, it all shown was that Fire paw had a crush on her which is normal for kids to have, and the first arch was based on the third person POV on fire star, it doesn't tell others thoughts just his own.
    why the hell would they even retcon that when there is legit no evidence in the first arch. the only "Evidence" is Spotted leaf honest ansewer. which no one should take as cannon, theres so much plot holes in it, its three pages, and it doesnt make much sense, the reason it was there was for people to win a wallpaper, the sight isnt even up for it, and its been gone for ALOT of years

  • @Zelologist
    @Zelologist Před 3 měsíci +36

    this was beautiful, i’m glad that someone finally agrees that it was firestars fault and it was firestar who cheated, he had a family and like you said, he didn’t care enough to let go of spottedleaf, I like how it shows that firestar wasn’t a perfect cat, I like how it made it seem as if he only cared for himself, he didn’t care until she start throwing away the things that could redeem him
    im sorry that you got cheated on, it’s a terrible thing, you didn’t deserve that

  • @wendything8373
    @wendything8373 Před 3 měsíci +29

    I adore the first version, and this is just as good!!

  • @Lav3nder_Cat
    @Lav3nder_Cat Před 3 měsíci +94

    Tell him queen

  • @Pawsofloaves
    @Pawsofloaves Před 3 měsíci +24

    I read the description, I’m so sorry you were cheated on. You don’t deserve that

  • @Spector1006
    @Spector1006 Před 3 měsíci +18

    I agree with this heavily, sandstorm was feisty at first, but she was a teenager, she didn’t no any better, and firestar didn’t really pay attention to her feelings or how she felt about things. But other than that your art just keeps getting better and amazing keep it up‼️‼️ and I’m deeply so sorry, I read the description. I couldn’t imagine what that must’ve felt like, once again, truly sorry and hope the best for you to get through this and come back stronger. ❤️

  • @HeyThatsMe180
    @HeyThatsMe180 Před 3 měsíci +4

    I'm speechless, this is so good omg.

  • @bubbledafoxy
    @bubbledafoxy Před 3 měsíci +11

    I've read the description. I can't imagine how much pain you must be going through, but I am glad you made the right decision to completely cut that person out of your life. And what he did should not be excused, I hope he feels guilty and sorry, because it is terrible and you NEVER deserved such things.
    As for the PMV, I love the drawings and the emotion put into it! And I agree with what you said about Firestar's doings.
    I hope you feel much better.

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Thank you ❤

    • @BeanKally
      @BeanKally Před 2 měsíci +2

      Probably not the best timing but uh fancy meeting you here friend
      It’s just like the old days when I used to find your comments on every video-

    • @bubbledafoxy
      @bubbledafoxy Před 2 měsíci +2

      @@BeanKally XDD yea-

    • @bubbledafoxy
      @bubbledafoxy Před 2 měsíci +2

      @@MarquaridaWN no problem! again, i hope you feel much better.

  • @KittyStar9
    @KittyStar9 Před 3 měsíci +4

    personally i like both versions, even though they're basically vents they're still done very nicely

  • @Scarciez
    @Scarciez Před 3 měsíci +6

    I hope this lights up your day (pun not intended) when I saw that Sandstorm looks like a girlboss in this
    Also kudos to you for being able to be strong enough to do that. Some women are too scared/hopeful to end things off. Some are scared of the backlash from the man or the public but some are hopeful he'll come back.
    No. He won't. Sure, some people change, but it's not over the course of a month to change behavior like that. If he cheats on you once, he'll do it again and again. I really hope he gets the karma he deserves.
    Also, a funny story to hopefully cheer you up:
    My mom was married to a guy who was so horrible and abusive, but when she broke it off, they remained somewhat in contact. Several years later, the same guy had a kid and they dropped her off at my mom's house cuz she said she'd watch her. The guy saw my mom kiss my dad and he got super salty about it. He called my mom a cheater cuz he expected her to come back to him for over 10 YEARS 💀
    Some say he's still waiting for my mom to return (It's been well over 20 years by now lol)
    If you read this far, go get a tub of ice cream or some cookies or whatever snack you have and watch some Saturday cartoons because being at peace is the best revenge!

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Your mom totally SLAYED, that guy better feel ashamed
      Thank you so much for your qords and for sharing this story, it really did bright my day up ❤

  • @ar0ly_or_num0x
    @ar0ly_or_num0x Před 3 měsíci +6

    Dear Marquarida, we hope that you will get better in the future. We know how much effort you have put in this masterpiece, and it seems like Sandstorm's feelings are so similar to yours. You deserve better. In love, your supporters. ❤‍🩹

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci

      Thank you so much for your words ❤ it means a lot to me ❤

  • @UniTheThing69
    @UniTheThing69 Před 2 měsíci +4

    Your art style reminds me of an artstyle I first saw on Scratch a couple years ago, and in a really good way! This is the first video of yours I’ve watched, but I am already in love with your artstyle!

  • @sunshineanimations2962
    @sunshineanimations2962 Před 3 měsíci +9

    I Hope you get better! After that. Please take a break if you need to! I'm really sorry about what happend I bet that felt horrible. Someone you Knew For years And loved Cheats on you. Im so sorry about that I really really hope you get Better I understand That your really Hurt. So please!" don't overwork Yourself Just to make an animation. Just Take a break for a Minute!" This Is amazing I love this ver!!

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      I appreciate so much all the support, you guys are awesome ❤

  • @Spottedleaf_Deservedbetter
    @Spottedleaf_Deservedbetter Před 3 měsíci +6

    Sandstorm is literally so underrated it angers me

  • @Sparxychu
    @Sparxychu Před 3 měsíci +7

    I am so sorry for what you had to go through. As someone who was only ever semi-cheated on (I considered it emotional cheating but many people did not, regardless it was hurtful and I was lied to) and had some of the worst depression and anxiety of my life over it, I can't imagine going through what you did combined with the abuse. You did not deserve that and I just know you will find the loyal person you deserve one day, if you haven't already.
    This PMV is beautiful and heart-wrenching. It's kind of a nice breath of fresh air, I hardly ever see Firestar portrayed as being in the wrong when it comes to the whole Spottedleaf and Sandstorm thing, or an AU where Spottedleaf lived and he cheated on Sandstorm with her. I love your style and all the emotion you put into this, it's really inspired me to try and pick up drawing again.

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Thank you dear ❤ i hope you are doing better now

  • @SleepyCoffeeCup
    @SleepyCoffeeCup Před 3 měsíci +3

    Just wishing you the best, Wishing you the happiest life you can possibly have from now on.

  • @caltoonfangirl7109
    @caltoonfangirl7109 Před 3 měsíci +3

    Even though I enjoy this song a bit better (I just think it fits the scene a bit better than First Burn), I think both are great and take the time you need to heal.

  • @BeanKally
    @BeanKally Před 3 měsíci +4

    I know I’m quite late, but I’m terribly sorry you had to go through that. I can’t even begin to imagine how that’d feel.
    This is an absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking piece of art, I can feel the raw emotion in every drawing.

  • @westonreischer-pd6qm
    @westonreischer-pd6qm Před 3 měsíci +2

    You know the animation is good when you can get the story even with out the audio. Plus its just still frames, insane

  • @ellieteeter5612
    @ellieteeter5612 Před 3 měsíci +3

    dearly sorry that happened to you, you seem like such a sweet hearted person. You, nor no one should ever feel that.

  • @Lightheart_1.0
    @Lightheart_1.0 Před 3 měsíci +4

    For my heart who is reliving abuse from my past, all I can say is stay strong for me. No matter what happened now you are gonna live each day like a bright future. Use that pain and use it to motivate you to keep moving forward. Be the better person than that piece of shit would never be. Just keep taking each day one step of a time you got this. 🫂
    (People probably wonder why I didn’t mention the video but while it’s a wonderful piece and remake, reading the discription gotten to my heart and I hope that you reading this helps you a little-)

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Im sorry for qhat you had to go through, if you ever have to reach out to someone im always available ❤

    • @Lightheart_1.0
      @Lightheart_1.0 Před 2 měsíci +1

      @@MarquaridaWN I’m grateful for your kindness. ❤️ As an update to my last message 2 weeks ago I’m slowly I’m finally find in my brain and heart that I stop thinking about the monster that hurt me 11 years ago and focus on myself despite the fact that I live with him (that monster is my brother-). But with my supportive therapist, supportive friend, and family I’m slowly healing and I’m tired of him dragging me down and his emotional abuse and past abuse. All I want is for you to keep being strong for me and show him that you are better off, which you are already showing. Don’t ever waste your time thinking about him like I did to mine.

  • @eponaaa3862
    @eponaaa3862 Před 3 měsíci +3

    OMG YOU!!! i knew i recognized your style!! youre the one who made the “if i were a boy” sqilf animation! i used to rewatch that video RELIGIOUSLY. cant believe youre still making videos of the same quality in 2024. this is gorgeous.

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Im glad to know i got recognized!!! Thnx :))

  • @OrangeTabbicat
    @OrangeTabbicat Před 3 měsíci +3

    I am sorry what happened to you
    Btw: This animations is AMAZING!!

  • @Mintleafwarriorcats
    @Mintleafwarriorcats Před 2 měsíci +2

    A wonderful, emotional PMV!💚💚💚💚💚 Keep it up.

  • @snowtuft3223
    @snowtuft3223 Před 3 měsíci +3

    Goddd eating all of your sandstorm content up!! I relate to you and her so hard here. Years back, I was cheated on by someone I had put my trust, time and love in. I will never understand how someone has the mindset that cheating is okay. I can’t ever forgive a cheater. The broken trust, the lies, the devastation is all too much. I am so sorry you went through that and how horribly it escalated. You deserve so much better and I hope that you heal from it. 💝

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci

      Im so sorry to hear that 💔 i hooe youre doing better now. I totally understand how you feel and relate to what you wrote. We deserve better. Im sure youre beautiful and youre gonna conquer the world because youre so much better than the way people have treated you ❤

  • @sneezingcat7656
    @sneezingcat7656 Před 3 měsíci +2

    Say it with me. Spottedleaf’s love for Firestar was probably retcon.

  • @Mars.runner
    @Mars.runner Před 3 měsíci +4

    This is amazing! I loved the first version and the song. Seeing this made my day even better. I adore this song and I listened to it a few minutes ago. I gotta make a playlist with your vids. Amazing work yet again.
    Edit: I feel like at the "You..you...YOU!" part, she would go from furious, to sad, to crying. But that's just my opinion ❤

  • @raginghachi9001
    @raginghachi9001 Před 3 měsíci +2

    I am sorry about all that's happened to you. You didn't deserve it and it wasn't your fault. Hope this year starts looking up for you soon

  • @meeksnuu
    @meeksnuu Před 3 měsíci +2

    Im so, so sorry you went through this,, I hope you're in a safe place now. No one deserves to go through such abuse. You truly deserve to be loved and cared for. This version is just as heart wrenching as the new one, the emotion is so raw 💝 I wish you the best 💝💝

  • @LovelyHetty
    @LovelyHetty Před 3 měsíci +1

    OMG QUEEN SLAYYYYY WHY OH WHY! HOW CAN YOU MAKE AMAZING PMV?! I LOVE IT SO MUCH I ALSO LOVE THE SONG SO MUCH ❤❤❤

  • @cinderheart8545
    @cinderheart8545 Před 3 měsíci +4

    I know the feeling well. It took many years for my trust and confidence to build back up thanks to a patient partner who understood I was hurt. I hope in time you will find a love you deserve.

  • @testerwulf3357
    @testerwulf3357 Před 3 měsíci +25

    I sort of fault both firestar and spottedleaf..efterall she was a grown woman hitting on a child in his dreams, and then preying after him even when he had children. It was gross on her part..but firestar is also 100% to blame for not giving her up and even QUESTIONING who wanted to be with in starclan as he laid next to his wife and children, he's equally as gross! It's shameful they had to kill spottedleaf JUST so he'd stay faithful..it was all around bad writing and I feel horrible for sandstorm..you portrayed it perfectly, 'm sorry you went through something very similar. ❤

    • @waddle..666
      @waddle..666 Před 3 měsíci +1

      If anything, Spotted and Fire deserve eachother. Yeah Firestar was bad, but I feel like Spotted was just as bad, if not *worse*- if she hadn’t kept pursuing him, reminding him at every chance of what “could have been”, I don’t think he would have been so horribly ignorant of Sandstorm. It was a child hood crush that she only made fester, and it ruined his relationship.

    • @Glitch_rabbit435
      @Glitch_rabbit435 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Well. They are cats. I have a cat that is mates with my other cats when they are like 6 years apart. So there’s nothing wrong with it unless they are actually human beings-

    • @iclynnx
      @iclynnx Před 2 měsíci

      ​@@Glitch_rabbit435 That really doesn't work because the cats are anthropomorphic in Warriors. They have human emotions, thinking and traits. Cats may be non-monogamous in reality, but in Warriors it's been established that their relationships are like humans. They literally use medicine. Cats don't do that. Nor do they gather at full moon.

    • @ESTER11123
      @ESTER11123 Před 2 měsíci +2

      @@Glitch_rabbit435it’s not the same. Sure irl cats don’t care about ages, but these cats are literally just as emotionally complex as humans, they have complicated feelings and emotions and can make rational decisions. Literally just humans in cats bodies, if that makes sense

  • @katumai9883
    @katumai9883 Před 3 měsíci +2

    Since I commented on the last video I figured I would comment on this one-anyways, even though this is a lot sketchier I still really like how it looks, I think it even adds to it at some parts lol
    Some of my favorite frames are 1:19 (its really cute despite the context), 1:49 (I love kitty cats hugging), 2:06 (it just looks really cool), 2:47 (again, looks cool and I love it with the lyrics), 2:58 (looks cool x3 and it might sound weird but I love how you drew the paw) and 3:16 (round little babies Leafkit and Squirrelkit + the burned photo effects are really neat)
    Anyways even though these two are actually one of my favorite couples I think Sandstorm should be allowed to yell at her husband at least once. as a treat

  • @creativityrunswild
    @creativityrunswild Před 3 měsíci +1

    Oh this is so clever! Wonderful work!

  • @Warrior_156
    @Warrior_156 Před 3 měsíci +3

    О боже это так прекрасно 😻

  • @ChunkyCheese1
    @ChunkyCheese1 Před 3 měsíci +8

    I personally prefer first burn rather than burn but both are good. This version is more mellow and I like it. The first burn version has some different lyrics and there are multiple different people singing it. (The songs not the video) // (still love the video tho ❤️)

  • @YamanekoshiroYoukai
    @YamanekoshiroYoukai Před 3 měsíci +2

    I hope you can find peace when it comes to you, it's not easy to deal with what you've been put through. You never deserved to be treated like you were - no one should ever 'deserve it'. Burn him from your life & make a better one for yourself, & know that you can become better & stronger, for yourself & others that you choose to have in your life, those that deserves to be there.

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +2

      People have been so amazing in this comment section, thank you so much ❤

  • @SpooksTheFox
    @SpooksTheFox Před 3 měsíci +1

    Masterpiece!!

  • @LizBizBean
    @LizBizBean Před 3 měsíci +1

    I'm obsessed with this style

  • @Drosdovushka
    @Drosdovushka Před 3 měsíci +1

    This is so cute and amazing❤

  • @Nature_wolf_bc1
    @Nature_wolf_bc1 Před 3 měsíci +2

    I love it!
    ❤❤❤

  • @moonmoon7319
    @moonmoon7319 Před 3 měsíci +1

    This is beautiful! I hope people remember none of this actually happened though. In truth they loved each other, they went on regular night walks / hunts and could often be found cuddling w/ each other. Firestar loved SpottedLeaf it’s not a secret everyone knew even Sandstorm. But that doesn’t mean he treated her like second best. Sandstorm loved him very much and was devastated when he died. No one can blame or be mad at him for falling in love and having feelings for SpottedLeaf, that’s not something you can control or stop whenever you want to. Emotions will happen whether you want them to or not. But he moved on and fell in love w/ Sandstorm. She was never a front and center character but she wasn’t a push over either. Their relationship worked for them. It might not be what the rest of us had in mind but it’s what they wanted and how they showed their love. Our version of what a good relationship is might not be theirs and that’s okay.

  • @thewisestdino3964
    @thewisestdino3964 Před 3 měsíci +2

    You make amazing videos and art that inspire me. . . Your ex wishes he were as talented as you. His loss!!

  • @GreatSylveon2007
    @GreatSylveon2007 Před 3 měsíci +1

    MARRR QUE LINDOO
    Mesmo que o First Burn seja mais polido, achei essa versão maravilhosa tmb (q nem tudo q vc faz né ahem ahem)
    Vc é linda maravilhosa e merece o mundo Mar, sinto muito q isso tenha acontecido com vc :( 🫂 melhoras

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 3 měsíci +1

      Obg sylveon ❤❤❤ acabei so vendo isso agora, teu comentario significa muito pra mim ❤

  • @allium-YT
    @allium-YT Před 3 měsíci +1

    This song is from Hamilton, And as a true Hamilton fan and warrior cats fan, This is the best thing I've ever seen.

  • @gracepastor567
    @gracepastor567 Před 2 měsíci +1

    This is yet another 10/10 from you, I can't tell which I like better First Burn or Burn you do just such a good job with these characters and showing emotion! Keep up the good work!

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much ❤

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Yes! Things are a lot better now, thank you a lot ❤

  • @DigitalcircusSlander
    @DigitalcircusSlander Před 3 měsíci +1

    Nice

  • @spacecadet8612
    @spacecadet8612 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I love both version, but we get a bit more of Sandstorm in this one; she feels like the main character here rather than them both sharing the spotlight.
    I'm sorry for what happened to you, when toxic people drag us into their orbit, they know how to make sure we stay in it by using both our best and worst qualities against us and our own common sense and our human compassion. They try to get us to react a certain way and point to it as our true nature. All I hope is that you have compassion for your past self because they possessed the same strength you have now, even if it was compromised.

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much for your kind words ❤

  • @aucraia
    @aucraia Před 3 měsíci +1

    eu não desejo nenhum mal a ninguém. sua história é muito triste, e eu to aqui pensando, "que audácia a dele."
    além do mais, a relação que vc fez com os personagens de G.G é perfeita, e a escolha musical é incrível. eu realmente só espero que você esteja melhor agora, se não estiver, desejo que fique.
    p.s: sua arte é incrivel e te amo como artista. me lembra dos antigos amvs :)

    • @MarquaridaWN
      @MarquaridaWN  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Obg ❤❤ isso significa muito pra mim

  • @LondynJone-kh5to
    @LondynJone-kh5to Před 3 měsíci +3

    Weren’t u in that sandstorm au called left outside alone?

  • @FandomFuryYT
    @FandomFuryYT Před 3 měsíci +1

    I’m sorry I hope you will be okay sending love 🤍🖤🤍🖤

  • @TundraDrawz
    @TundraDrawz Před 3 měsíci +1

    Ohh poor sandstorm) :

  • @jaelyyymar8071
    @jaelyyymar8071 Před 3 měsíci +10

    Challenge: Watch this video, then reread Spottedleaf’s death scene and realize Firestar totally would have chosen Spotted in StarClan, and she absolutely would have agreed. Spotted also deserves to be dragged, especially in that one scene where she’s talking to Leafpaw for the first time and is like, “lol I wish you weren’t born so I could get with your dad.” Like. I’m sorry. WHAT. SPOTTEDLEAF YOU CAN’T SAY THAT TO A LITERAL CHILD-

    • @Topdoggie7
      @Topdoggie7 Před 2 měsíci +4

      It's worse when you realize Fire was a kid at beat thirteen and Spottedleaf was in her thirties and the age gap is oof. He was groomed and cat therapy needed to exist.

    • @jaelyyymar8071
      @jaelyyymar8071 Před 2 měsíci +3

      @@Topdoggie7I will say I don’t agree with that bc we don’t see any grooming behavior from Spotted like we did with Thistle constantly giving her gifts and visiting her as a kitten. She also only showed romantic interest AFTER she died, and Fireheart was an adult warrior. I don’t mind the age gap as much as I just think her deciding to come down and constantly interfere with his life and marriage EVEN THOUGH SHE’S DEAD is the crappy part.

    • @Topdoggie7
      @Topdoggie7 Před 2 měsíci +5

      @@jaelyyymar8071 Doesn't change all the other groomers and just how creepy Spotted becomes later. He was rushed to Fireheart but he was firepaw and she was enamored with him.

    • @silly_koda
      @silly_koda Před měsícem +1

      In which page and book did Spottedleaf said that?

  • @chinamodeme
    @chinamodeme Před 3 měsíci +1

    nooooo

  • @ni_ght028
    @ni_ght028 Před 3 měsíci +7

    Why did Firestar even fall in love with Spottedleaf, I don’t get it 💀

    • @Frostfern94
      @Frostfern94 Před 3 měsíci +3

      It was a crush that went to far. He realised later on that it was wrong and stopped. After that I think it was just a fondness for her, he never had real feelings for her after Firestars Quest when he was confronted with it. He literally told Sandstorm she wasn’t the other woman, that he loved HER and not some dead woman. I think he mentioned a bit about why? But I could be wrong. I didn’t like FQ

    • @ni_ght028
      @ni_ght028 Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@Frostfern94 Yeah, his crush for Spottedleaf went too far, and yeah I think it could’ve been fondness for her after he realised it was weird/wrong

  • @Ruby_wcue
    @Ruby_wcue Před 3 měsíci +1

    What did fire star do

  • @user-nt1mf1vp5x
    @user-nt1mf1vp5x Před 3 měsíci +2

    Hi

  • @T0RnST4r
    @T0RnST4r Před 3 měsíci +1

    Why is there so many cheating Fireheart AUs 😭

  • @LilStarling
    @LilStarling Před 3 měsíci +4

    bruh how tf do people blame spottedleaf? girl got herself killed so him and sandstorm would be together

    • @Pawsofloaves
      @Pawsofloaves Před 3 měsíci +1

      She got killed to 1, save the kits, and im sure the authors themselves killed her so Firestar will focus on sandstorm. Not spottedleaf being like ‘I’ll out myself 4 ur relationship guys’

  • @RetroSparkleCatTerritory
    @RetroSparkleCatTerritory Před 3 měsíci +1

    🫂

  • @ErinRose-vm6xs
    @ErinRose-vm6xs Před 2 měsíci +2

    Can I get pinned?

  • @ErinRose-vm6xs
    @ErinRose-vm6xs Před 2 měsíci +2

    FIRESTARS FACE BE LIKE 👁️ 👄 👁️ 3:11

  • @ErinRose-vm6xs
    @ErinRose-vm6xs Před 2 měsíci +1

    The hair at 2:45 💀 😭

  • @VampireWCUE
    @VampireWCUE Před 3 měsíci +1

    I don’t understand :(

    • @Pawsofloaves
      @Pawsofloaves Před 3 měsíci +2

      This is about Firestar being obsessed with spottedleaf, and Marq relates to it