THIS BROKE ME! NF - How Could You Leave Us REACTION

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Komentáře • 584

  • @RichWillBike
    @RichWillBike Před rokem +1262

    The first time I heard this song was a month after I got out of rehab . My second child , my son was born 2 days before I went in . All I could picture was this situation from my children's eyes if I had kept or went back to the lifestyle I had been living . Been clean for 6 years , it'll be 7 on June 8th

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +134

      I am SO proud of you!!!

    • @sergioortiz1839
      @sergioortiz1839 Před rokem +36

      Keep moving forward. You’re an amazing father!!!

    • @suzonlommel3737
      @suzonlommel3737 Před rokem +49

      When I say I stayed sober initially for my son and to be the mother I wanted to be, many people don't understand. It's good to find someone who gets it. Keep going, just hit my 38th anniversary of sobriety in December. I'm so proud of you

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +22

      @@suzonlommel3737 I understand what you mean. I think for people to truly understand they have to have lived it somehow themselves or through loved ones. Happy 38th!!! :) :) Keep going.

    • @GDragonXY
      @GDragonXY Před rokem +8

      yo..massive respect, for real! God Bless you and your family!!

  • @Dyre05
    @Dyre05 Před rokem +68

    The best song that you'll never want to hear again.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +4

      Well said! For real. This one is one that I can’t listen to on repeat.

    • @elivile.
      @elivile. Před 6 měsíci +6

      Meanwhile, I'm casually re-listening to it via watching reaction channels.

    • @shopaccount8909
      @shopaccount8909 Před 5 měsíci +2

      ​@@elivile.crying each time

    • @IsaacDDuke
      @IsaacDDuke Před 4 měsíci

      Yep. First time i heard someone besides Ren cry. Im sure NF was first but still. So good. Not just a smooth it all over crap..,

    • @lscpadde
      @lscpadde Před měsícem

      @@rosalieelliottofficial I listened to this hundreds of times and it still made me tearsed up ervery time. Great reaction - thanks! ♥ Greets from Germany

  • @ianhoffmann2179
    @ianhoffmann2179 Před rokem +287

    I applaud NF for his bravery. It takes courage to put yourself out there in such a REAL way. In one of his interviews he said the hardest thing he ever did was to record that song. Then it was even harder to record the video. I also applaud his close friend and producer, Tommee Profitt for making this song with him. I can only imagine that making this song, it became a Therapy Session and healing session all in one.

  • @Nephewwayne
    @Nephewwayne Před rokem +130

    As a person in recovery, it's rare you hear somebody say I'm proud of you and to hear you say that today meant a lot

  • @demikats
    @demikats Před rokem +268

    This is not just a song ° this is a soul deposid.
    ° True story: During the last part of the song Nate asked everyone to leave the studio.
    ° Although he says in the song that will he never forget her,as he has mentioned in the past ,now that he is a parent himself he has been in her place ,understood and forgive her.
    #REAL MUSIC MATTERS
    Touching reaction Dear Rosalie ❤
    As a mother this hits in a different way. 💔🖤

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +28

      it really does! so true. Thank you for the info you shared.

    • @I_Stay_4_SKZ
      @I_Stay_4_SKZ Před rokem +1

      @Hay BayBay
      You can download a symbol keyboard for your phone or specifically the degree symbol (°) can be accessed (on an iPhone; not positive about Androids) by long pressing the number 0 key, which pops up that specific symbol

    • @MrSouthpaw7
      @MrSouthpaw7 Před rokem +2

      In his new single Hope he also says "mama I forgive you". Also the new album has a track titled "mama". It's gonna be heavy.

    • @lealeaz7103
      @lealeaz7103 Před rokem

      @@rosalieelliottofficial please react to Mama by NF

  • @meestabeck
    @meestabeck Před rokem +32

    I am 38 years old. I lost my brother to suicide 17 years ago. I absolutely love NF. For the raw emotion, and humility that he brings to his music. Every time that I listen to this song, I cannot help but to draw similarities to the pain and anguish that i felt when i lost my big brother. This song would have articulated everything that I attempted to relay at his funeral. Truly a one of a kind artist.

  • @1xICExVIPERx1
    @1xICExVIPERx1 Před rokem +89

    See and main stream hiphop and rap won't acknowledge this man of real music not the fake stuff pushed out by the music industry. He has a huge fan base and doesn't care if they do cause this man sends a message in every single song with( substance) . Loved the reaction as always

  • @buzzzkilll80
    @buzzzkilll80 Před rokem +60

    It sucks being an empath sometimes. He gets me in so many of his songs. He allows us to feel what he feels. I haven't heard a single other artist that lays it all out like him.

    • @memyselfandI2341
      @memyselfandI2341 Před 12 dny

      Dax and not all the songs but his interviews xxxtentcion can hit hard for me. Fellow empath here to.

  • @tomdavies3680
    @tomdavies3680 Před rokem +4

    'Music is the only place I can go to speak to you' ... that line cut deep

  • @jacksonsanchez4941
    @jacksonsanchez4941 Před rokem +74

    Fun fact: the ending of the song where he just talks (9:55), was completely real. He talked about it in an interview saying he told everybody to leave the studio but to keep the music playing cuz he just wanted to talk, just wants to talk on his own about what he’s feeling and he added it to the song which is crazy, he really does mean it when he says “Real Music”
    Here’s the interview:
    czcams.com/video/ngFRa-8Jj5E/video.html

  • @thomlock5609
    @thomlock5609 Před rokem +24

    To be honest just the mention of this song puts it's all in my head. This song plugs you in to a truth about humanity we all avoid.

  • @Ranik-Jason
    @Ranik-Jason Před rokem +25

    This song was my first introduction to NF back in the days. Glad you made it to this song!
    Hell of a ride with him - but so much to get in terms of knowledge and experience.

  • @warmsnow
    @warmsnow Před rokem +33

    You reaction absolutely broke me again. When I heard nf for the first time it was that song and it completely ripped me apart. His chorus was pure pain and I cannot fathom how much strength this song must have cost him.
    I love your content and reactions and explanations. I love to see you react so honest to the songs and just express what we probably all felt while hearing it.
    And yeh yet again at the moment you cried between 6:30-7:00 it broke me down again. It's just pure emotions. Thank you a lot.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +6

      Thank you for watching and taking the time to comment. It really hit hard. It was hard and weird to even share such a personal experience with others but I do hope exploring these songs together and using the pain and various elements can teach us all to heal and grow

    • @coolgirl14799
      @coolgirl14799 Před rokem +1

      REAL MUSIC TIL THE DAY WE DIE! ❤️❤️ also if anyone is gonna react to this or any song, watch the vid, and then look up the lyrics if you think you miss heard something. it hits harder

  • @shotgon5458
    @shotgon5458 Před rokem +21

    You have earned more respect from me than you could possibly imagine today. I agree with everything you just said.
    As a man who has a problem with showing his emotions when it comes to fear or sadness, it has always been very hard for me to listen to this song. It's the only song NF has made that makes me very uncomfortable when listening to it.
    It's a beautiful song. I do love it, it just makes me feel very uncomfortable. I can only imagine how uncomfortable it had to be for Nate to make. And unfathomable how uncomfortable it had to be to release it.
    NF,
    I have total and unlimited respect to you and I hope you find happiness. Whatever that is for you. I love you man. I will probably never really know you, or you I, but I have nothing but love for you man.
    To Rosalie,
    I love you as well. Keep up your good work.

  • @destinyarpy3734
    @destinyarpy3734 Před rokem +47

    As a daughter to a drug addicted mom this song explains everything so well. The anger,confusion,sadness....it's perfect

    • @disneyfanatic8162
      @disneyfanatic8162 Před 11 měsíci

      I listen to it once a year and I can’t stop myself from crying. I understand him so well.

  • @Paul_TheOutcast
    @Paul_TheOutcast Před rokem +38

    It's ok to cry especially when listening to this song or watching the music video as I did it the first and the last time I heard this song. Such raw emotion and sadness as you can hear it in his voice and when he cries. I wouldn't know how to make this song if I was NF, he was so brave and strong #RealMusic
    Happy New Year to you and everyone here

  • @xxsavagegod05xx90
    @xxsavagegod05xx90 Před rokem +9

    As a kid that has been in foster care for nearly 15 years I can safely say I can relate to this song a lot my mother is on drugs and has been for years and I don’t think she’ll ever say no to them

  • @MaraM0330
    @MaraM0330 Před rokem +24

    I’ve been waiting for you to get to this one. I cried right there with you. To me this song touched me in ways no other song has touched me and i can’t listen without feeling the depth of his pain. You are a gem and I’m so glad I came across you on CZcams. Thanks for your perspective, your heart and your realism. I just love you!!! Happy New Year. May 2023 bring you all the blessings you deserve.

  • @7thkevin
    @7thkevin Před rokem +17

    Thank you Rosalie for such a heartfelt reaction. ♥️ Nate and I are the same age and I lost my dad to meth in a very similar fashion. This song will always cut deep. 😞 It's been 7 years since his passing and it's still hard to think about. I try so hard not to be angry with him for not being there, but he's my dad and I'll always love him despite everything else. I hate how much it's affected me as a person, but Nate is helping me learn to accept the pain and grow from it. Wishing you and the family all the best. Thank you.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +4

      I’m so sorry Kevin! I understand what you mean. Somehow we always love our parents no matter what. Wish you and yours a happy new what too filled with hope and healing!

    • @Donna-C
      @Donna-C Před rokem

      Lily Jane Reacts
      czcams.com/video/PsjK23xq-1g/video.html

  • @jeremyrhoades2535
    @jeremyrhoades2535 Před rokem +13

    I have never once made it through this song without crying. The reason it doesn’t have more views is because we don’t listen often. Even is NF reaction junkies only watch when special reactors watch. I watched with you. I cried with you.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +2

      Thank you for watching and considering this channel a special one (if I understood correctly).

    • @Randall_beatley
      @Randall_beatley Před rokem +1

      Amen, every time this song plays on my playlist I skip it. Not because I don't like it but because, I cannot make it through this song without crying. I only watched this to see Rosalie's reaction.

  • @thomlock5609
    @thomlock5609 Před rokem +6

    You're very vibrant in a real way. Reactions do not look forced. You speak clearly and with meaning. Happy to have found your channel!!

  • @epciface
    @epciface Před rokem +6

    this i the one that will break anyone a truely sad but beautiful song the pain his voice when he sings/raps reaches another level with this one a true piece of art that i think will stick with us for awhile

  • @Tessimistic420
    @Tessimistic420 Před rokem +5

    5:46 I'm with you. In tears this is the first time you can hear what is part of the beat. Music empath ❤️

  • @Samsquanch2010
    @Samsquanch2010 Před rokem +4

    This is the song that turned me onto NF for the relationship i have with my mother. I cried for 2 hours, listening to this song on loop.

  • @michaelroio5620
    @michaelroio5620 Před rokem +7

    You made it through! Now it's all happy and positive music from here on out lol. I'm joking. Great reaction as always! Love how you can feel his emotion and it touched you. Thank you for opening up to us. 🖤💚

  • @user-uc8qh3jp5e
    @user-uc8qh3jp5e Před rokem +1

    he still crys everytime he performs this song its really sad bc every song he makes is something he actually goes through

  • @Proph3cy
    @Proph3cy Před rokem +1

    Im not crying, you’re crying
    We all cry when we hear this song.

  • @ronnieradkefaneurope
    @ronnieradkefaneurope Před 21 dnem

    This song is so important because its important that we adults get to hear/see it from the children's perspective

  • @RetiredSubmariner.and.VanLifer

    Rosalie, WOW!!. NF Started Crying, then You Started Crying, Then I started Crying and I couldn't stop. I have been so Numb for so Long, that I thought I would never cry again, It felt so GOOD to just let go of all these pent up emotions inside me and cry like there was no tomorrow. Your reaction videos lately have provided me with MUCH Healing, First, Ren's "Hi Ren", Then Ren's ""Sick Boi" now NF, which brought a River of HEALING TEARS to Me. I just can't thank you enough. Your Reaction Videos are so much better than Professional Therapy, because you truly care about and understand the human condition, good or bad. THANK YOU!!!

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +1

      Thank you so much for taking the time to share this with me.
      It’s comments like these that are so encouraging to me. To see that what I do matters and brings value. And that we all have something to offer.
      I’m so so glad you could cry too. It’s healing to let it out.

    • @RetiredSubmariner.and.VanLifer
      @RetiredSubmariner.and.VanLifer Před rokem

      @@rosalieelliottofficial Yes, Rivers of healing tears was just what I needed. If I would have listened to this NF reaction video before your Ren Reaction videos, it would not have had the same effect on me, and I would have certainly missed out on some much needed inner healing. So I just go with how these videos are presented to me, sometimes I just go with “my gut” without any thought and it ends up being just the right order that I needed. I hope this makes sense. Anyway, you are making a difference, I am 62 and would never listen to music like this had it not been for you. You were the catalyst, at least for me, that sparked my journey of inner healing through meaningful music, but it is much more than just music, it is art in its purest form. Thanks again Rosalie.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +1

      @@RetiredSubmariner.and.VanLifer I'm very glad to hear that and honored to be of use. We're all rippling into the lives of others, ideally bringing joy and healing and blessings. i am honored if I can bring value. thank you for doing the same by being real and vulnerable and encouraging me back

    • @RetiredSubmariner.and.VanLifer
      @RetiredSubmariner.and.VanLifer Před rokem

      @@rosalieelliottofficial You’re Welcome.

  • @aymee7136
    @aymee7136 Před rokem +1

    Thank you. I cried with you and I needed it.

  • @pfcampos7041
    @pfcampos7041 Před rokem +3

    Rosalie, thank you for such a beautiful insightful reaction. Many of us grew up with parents who were in the grip of addiction or depression. Or who have other family members and friends who we love, miss and or worry about. By God's grace and with our own work we can find healing. YES there is hope!! 🥰

  • @Tolandruth
    @Tolandruth Před 2 měsíci

    I have heard this song 100's of times still brings me to tears.

  • @LilRedWitch
    @LilRedWitch Před 21 dnem

    I love that: “we should focus more on the nouns and verbs to talk about us and humanity.” Like are you kind and compassionate are you creating etc. well said. Incredibly articulated. Love your reactions xoxo

  • @jordanrayne4779
    @jordanrayne4779 Před rokem +2

    My best friend showed this to me a few years ago. We both grew up with both our parents as addicts. My mom didn't pass, but I felt alone my whole childhood. She was angry and deep in addiction my whole childhood. There's something horrible about wanting your mom when you can't have her, something you never fully get past. I related to this song in a deep way, and I'm happy my mother didn't loose to the addiction, but I still lost her, I lost the relationship we should have had, that every child needs and this song brings it all back in such a powerful way. Great reaction

  • @MichaelMeleWriter
    @MichaelMeleWriter Před rokem +1

    Thank you so very much for such a real, raw, and compassionate review. Thank you so very much for sharing your story and for no doubt helping many others in similar situations in the process. Your concern, compassion, and understanding for those struggling with mental illness/suicidal thoughts is absolutely a blessing.

  • @BenT_bbx
    @BenT_bbx Před rokem +2

    Every damn time. This song hits so hard that I can't help but tear up.

  • @BryanSp
    @BryanSp Před 2 měsíci

    NF is the goat. Incredible artist. Incredible. I’ve seen him twice. Should have been more but bloody covid stopped that 😢. Thank you for the great review.

  • @etuipp
    @etuipp Před 6 měsíci

    You are one of the best reactors out there, and I’ve been watching content like this for a long time now and just came across your channel. Keep up the awesome work! :)

  • @troydawson9554
    @troydawson9554 Před rokem +6

    I don't normally put this kind of comment on a platform like this, but their is a time and a place for it. Rosalie, this really touched my soul, and I definitely felt the pain inside of you. Father God, I want to take this moment to pray for all the ones who are in deep pain in one shape or form. I pray for Rosalie that whatever is happening concerning a loved one that they find peace and give it all to you. I pray that she finds love and kindness to know that you are a wonderful counselor, loving God, healer, and there when you need him most. No matter what life has dealt you, know that their is light at the end of that tunnel and that light is true and forever. I pray this in Jesus' Name. Amen 🙏 NF is authentic in his art and one of the most honest and thought giving ones out in today's music world. This one was definitely hard to listen to because I have been surrounded by people I knew with addiction, and yes, some have passed on, and it hurts deep inside. However, we need to know that we're a mustard seed here in this place. One last thing is not to worry what happened in the past. Their nothing we can do to change that. Don't worry about your everyday life, and especially don't worry what tomorrow may bring. I hope everyone has an Amazing Happy New Year 2023. Much Love to all ❤️❤️❤️

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +2

      😢 thank you so very much! Amen!
      And yes to what you said. Grateful for NF’s music. Great things ahead. Happy New Year

  • @Sharkuleez
    @Sharkuleez Před rokem

    I appreciate you, and I'm so glad I found you. I'm revisiting a lot of my favorite artists and songs through your reactions. Wonderful content. 🤗

  • @mattburkholder6794
    @mattburkholder6794 Před 8 měsíci

    I have been a NF fan since he has performed under his full name and this song still gets me to cry every time I watch the video

  • @sarahmerrifield2394
    @sarahmerrifield2394 Před rokem +1

    I posted a comment on your Paralyzed reaction about how I felt when I lost my son. I became an opioid addict after losing him. I was an addict for 9 yrs. I do also have a daughter and I know during my addiction I did damage to her. She needed me after.losing her brother but I wasn't there for as I was so consumed with my own grief. I have many regrets for that. Thankfully I have been sober for 5yrs now and I know the damage I caused my daughter can't be undone but I work each day to be better. My daughter has her own children now and I'm SOOO proud of her. She has been a better mom than I was.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +2

      thank you for your honesty and vulnerability, Sarah. I am glad you are here to share your story and am proud of you for fighting to recover. I am very sorry for your loss. You are forgiven. You are now doing the right thing. stay strong. keep going.

  • @briannewton971
    @briannewton971 Před rokem +2

    Very good reaction to a very deep song. This is a hard one to have to do. There is a lot of emotion that he put into it. Thank you for taking the time to do this for us. It was remarkable. Stay strong ❤️

  • @user-gf5es5iq5x
    @user-gf5es5iq5x Před 7 měsíci

    This song really hits home. I lost one brother when i was 15, then another brother a sister from an OD a couple years ago. My brother was a big influencer on me and raised me up until he passed and ive struggled for many years, i love hearing people relay it through their songs bc it helps me get through my lows bc i see other people dealing with similar or worse things and it makes me feel a little less lonely.

  • @birgerfurugard7259
    @birgerfurugard7259 Před rokem

    -maybe I wont cry.
    Famous last words.
    Gr8 work :)

  • @SirFrogithy
    @SirFrogithy Před rokem

    I clicked on this video because NF is my favorite artist and you’re great and super real Im looking forward to more NF reactions!

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem

      Thank you. Appreciate it. Lots more NF reactions in my America playlist in case you’re interested

  • @dillonmayer5779
    @dillonmayer5779 Před rokem +1

    The one part of this song that hits the hardest is when he says I have a picture of my mom but I don't need picture of my mom I need the real thing. All I've ever had was pictures and stories. I have no memories of my mom and im almost 28 she passed away in 2001 so I was about 5 or 6. He brought how I felt to the surface after so many years of not knowing how to express it

  • @MyDarkestSins
    @MyDarkestSins Před rokem +3

    I’m sure somebody else will mention this but that whole last section Nate told everyone in the studio to leave but to keep recording.

  • @stocks301
    @stocks301 Před rokem

    What a beautiful soul you have. Thanks for this video, thankyou for sharing.

  • @Lou-xq9br
    @Lou-xq9br Před rokem +1

    This song get's me everytime! ❣️ Was crying along with u esp when you started crying more
    Can really feel his hurt & pain 💔
    Happy Hogmanay from Scotland 💙❣️

  • @ryanwvlogs9910
    @ryanwvlogs9910 Před rokem +1

    Cried right along with you the whole time. Much love ❤️

  • @judyherrick4222
    @judyherrick4222 Před rokem

    I heard this song shortly after I had lost my son to addiction. He was my first born and only son. His wife was younger than him and a heavy addict. My son was living here with us and had his 5 year old son with him. He was trying to leave her. He was depressed as he really loved her, and he couldn't stop her. He had no income as he was waiting on a settlement through unemployment. He was out of work dealing with having covid and they fired him. because he was sick, and his wife kept calling begging him to come back I stressed out had the worst panic. I ended up in the hospital where they diagnosed me as having 2 heart attacks. They thought I was dying and let family visit. she was with him and I could see she had him using. I was in ICU for a few days then sent to another hosp. for an Echo and a cardiac cath. Both showed strong heart. The sent me home. A few days after I got home my son died from an overdose of heroin/fentanyl. In his bedroom with his wife and my five year old grandson. There was Narcan in the room and his wife was a CNA. /CPR certified. She took their son and ran with him and hid. She was getting the 600.00 extra a week with unemployment and it funded her addiction and killed my son. My grandson is in a foster home. I am his only biological grandparent. I have not seen him since June of last year. My son died April 14, 2021. Shane had his unemployment settlement deposited in his joint account the day after his death. It was 8000.oo plus. His wife used it to hide. I called DHHS, I called police to do welfare checks and they complained to DHHS. They finally took her children as she failed a urine test in June of 2022. Sorry for venting my heart breaks every day. I believe NF's music and story can help so many people, and reaction videos like yours getting it out there.

  • @brianchilders2022
    @brianchilders2022 Před rokem +2

    Such a good reaction honestly I’ve been avoiding listening to this song for a while just because I knew it was really emotional and I didn’t want to even think of the perspective of losing my mother to drugs because in my younger years my mother was in the same situation but she was able to beat that situation and become sober but just to think that could have been the same outcome but when I seen you post this I knew it was time thanks for a reaction worth watching

  • @1xICExVIPERx1
    @1xICExVIPERx1 Před rokem +1

    His fans are called OUTCAST and I'm definitely an OUTCAST

  • @Fozzmo
    @Fozzmo Před 7 měsíci

    I know I'm late to the party. But your emotional connection is an inspiration. At 35 yo I'm finally connected with thoose emotions after a LOT of work. I love you

  • @gregwhitworth
    @gregwhitworth Před rokem +1

    Yeah, this is a wonderful piece and I've seen it at least 30 times and still tear up every time. Great reaction as always.

  • @jessicacastro7824
    @jessicacastro7824 Před rokem

    Get chills every time I hear this song

  • @mattburkholder6794
    @mattburkholder6794 Před 8 měsíci

    NF has saved my life on numerous occasions his music is so down to earth and it just helped me during my darkest times I love him I wanna meet him so bad

  • @Runeforged
    @Runeforged Před 5 měsíci

    You have a beautiful soul Rosa :) It’s inspiring.

  • @georgejetson1379
    @georgejetson1379 Před rokem +1

    This song hits so hard....
    God bless you
    and your ministry Rosalie
    going into the 'twentythree...'
    HAPPY NEW YEAR....
    AND BEYOND! ;)

  • @danielandersson4651
    @danielandersson4651 Před rokem +1

    This song..... on new year..... and i was on such a high, the pain in his voice....

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +2

      I know. i was thinking about that too. sharing such a song on New Years Eve, but I think it's ok to deal with heavy stuff cause we need to keep healing and doing the hard work, any day of the year, maybe and especially when we reflect on the past year and prepare for a new one. at the end of the day, the calendar and time is an illusion. all we have is here and now and i hope you know here and now, that you matter and theres hope.

    • @danielandersson4651
      @danielandersson4651 Před rokem

      @@rosalieelliottofficial YOu should check out Gareth Emery & Standerwick - Saving Light (feat. HALIENE) , exposing some of the worst problems we got in society now a days for the youth

  • @jarepare
    @jarepare Před rokem +1

    👏👏👏happy New Year 😊

  • @LiamBrenton
    @LiamBrenton Před rokem

    this song hits me every time was on youtube being in my own feelings and i found your video, seeing you recat the way i did made me feel that im not silly for crying to myself. since i lost both my parents he has always been a rock in my world of music that keeps me sane ! thank you rosalie for making this :)

  • @billied17
    @billied17 Před rokem

    I watched “Hi Ren” first here and was wrecked until the end when redemption came. But still, it stayed on my mind.
    This song destroyed me. Days later…I can’t listen to the whole thing. His voice is so beautiful.Hauntingly so in this song. In our community and In communities all around the world, we have entire families of children that lost both parents to overdoses. Sometimes from the same batch of bad drugs on the same day. From the first responder side of things, , looking at the living left behind, especially when it was little ones, it’s awful.
    Seeing and hearing the end result from his side, validates all of the faces I will never forget. I can’t think about that song without crying. There’s no other way to feel than “wrecked” after this masterpiece.

  • @JensRandolff
    @JensRandolff Před rokem +2

    Another heartfelt reaction. NF reached deep into his soul and set his pain bare for all to see in this one. I respect his courage; a truly touching performance. You might enjoy discovering an artist named "Ren", simply for your own experience and enjoyment. Of course, I would prefer to watch you react to him on your channel and see him get more exposure. Every person I have watched reacting to him, especially to his latest release "Hi Ren," has been touched in some way and had nothing but praise for the performance. The song has garnered over 1.7 million views since its release two weeks ago. Ren is an incredible musician from the UK whom most have never heard of. I am confident that you would appreciate his art and meaningful lyrics. Ren successfully battled and overcame a 10-year struggle with a near-fatal autoimmune disease and resulting psychosis. Here is the link to his latest creation, "Hi Ren;" it is an amazing work, and I find his closing statement profound. czcams.com/video/s_nc1IVoMxc/video.html

  • @butterflymama0838
    @butterflymama0838 Před rokem

    I am a huge empath. I hate hearing or seeing people cry.
    I have had so much loss in the last 3 years. Nothing to drugs, but 3 of the 4 deaths were unexpected and sudden. My 30 year-old daughter died in prison in Jan. 2020. My favorite aunt who was only 6 years older than me died from terminal COPD in July 2021. My grandma died from a stroke in Jan, 2022 and now my mom died from a fall and bled out, just 5 months ago. So much loss and grief. I can relate to NF as in how grief can be so hard and life changing. The first time that I heard this song was the month that my daughter died. That is when I found Nate's music. This song BROKE me hard. I STILL cry every time I hear it, and I've probably heard it 100 times.
    I loved this reaction, Rosalie. You are such an amazing and genuinely loving person. It is crazy how I can feel that through the screen. Your channel is one of my favorites to watch. I knew this song would ABSOLUTELY break you. When you said early on, " maybe I won't cry" I said out loud, " oh, you're going to cry, lol
    Much love and Happy New Year, Rosalie. God bless!! ❣️✌️

  • @jjfriend2358
    @jjfriend2358 Před rokem

    idk one person who can sit thru this reaction and not cry especially if you live it

  • @pabloesco2007
    @pabloesco2007 Před rokem

    For me this song touch me because i was abandoned by my mother at my 6 month as a baby placed in a shelter with other children in Colombia. I was after few month adopted to by french couple. This song remind me my anger and pain about this same words "How could you leave me" in my teens.

  • @whitneyyvettedross8918

    What a beautiful human being you are, i absolutely love your channel, thank you,😥😢💯👏👏👏👏

  • @jessicacastro7824
    @jessicacastro7824 Před rokem

    Ren and NF both have powerful and emotional songs

  • @padigernon7838
    @padigernon7838 Před rokem

    This is one of the hardesr NF songs to listen to! He makes u feel his pain,

  • @GDragonXY
    @GDragonXY Před rokem +1

    i listened this song many many times and even these days when i proper listen to it, i just start to cry..I never went through anything like that (losing a parent, or drug related) but man..the way he expresses himself in every song of his..hits so hard

  • @murnimonir6244
    @murnimonir6244 Před rokem

    Insightful and thoughtful commentary. Thank you for sharing.

  • @Butryk.T
    @Butryk.T Před rokem +1

    The song hit me. Not because I returned my thoughts to the past, but because I saw the future, because I know that one day I may lose my mother, the most beautiful and beloved woman in the world.

  • @chrisvaughn4399
    @chrisvaughn4399 Před rokem +1

    A close friend offered the suggestion of taking my own NF journey years ago as I was finding a pathway to navigate out of the anguish of mourning my mother's suicide.
    I wasn't ready then. Today was the day.
    Catharsis comes in many forms. Music is amazing in that regard.
    I subscribed. Can't wait to see the progression, growth, and evolution of your creativity and empathetic perspective as you discover some of the emotionally transparent artists that have been my own dysfunctional private therapy.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem

      I’m sorry for your loss and proud of you for taking steps to heal. I agree. It really is cathartic. I’m excited for what lies ahead too.

  • @Bryan_Master_Blaster
    @Bryan_Master_Blaster Před rokem

    We formally adopted two of our grandchildren. We've had custody of them the last six years and have raised them ourselves. Our daughter has been clean and working for a little over a year, and after weekly family counseling with our girls we recently introduced them to their mother. So far the visits have gone very well, and the girls now have another person in their lives to love them.

  • @dracrichards5785
    @dracrichards5785 Před rokem +1

    Love it. Keep up the awesome content girlie.

  • @sydneefunnel
    @sydneefunnel Před rokem

    I truly appreciate everything you said in this video...inspiring words to say the least. Have a happy and blessed new year!

  • @bennabeats360
    @bennabeats360 Před rokem

    I have been waiting for this song! Tbh I’ve cried while watching this. Thank you for the journey. Keep react to NF! I can’t wait for the next reaction video. Happy New year!

  • @brandocommando5589
    @brandocommando5589 Před rokem +1

    Great reaction. Love your wisdom and vulnerability after song. Thank you for pushing through these NF songs for us as the audience, so we can see the raw humanity in your reactions. I think you set your self apart from other musical reacters by using two thirds the time in your video to talk in deep ways with us, not just superficially watching the music video for 3 minutes and doing a one minute outro. Love it! If your looking for some upbeat NF song after this to react to here's some: All I Do, Destiny, Green Lights, Real, One Hundred, Know, Options, No Excuses, When I Grow Up, Returns, Paid My Dues, Trust, Layers, Clouds, and That's a Joke. That's most of them lol. Keep it up! 👏
    (Inside Info: In a later interview in 2019 NF talked about this song and the relationship with his mom. He said he looks at that time in a different way. He expressed more empathy, sympathy, and understanding for his mom with her addiction. He recalls he was still very hurt and angry at that time when he made How Could You Leave Us, as it is obvious in the song, but he has since come to realize his mom's pov more as he has grown up.)

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +1

      Thank you very much. I appreciate that. Looking forward to hearing more of his upbeat songs too. Thank you for sharing the inside info as well. That is good to read. Really shows his healing.

  • @christinabott-lamb1781

    #NFRealMusic I love him so much. He's changed so so so many lives, including mine and my daughters life.
    Love your authentic reactions to NF. Keep it up!
    We saw him in NC in 2017 for the TS Tour and he broke down crying performing this song... The outpouring of love & support from us (his fans) was phenomenal....

  • @naturescall2002
    @naturescall2002 Před 8 měsíci

    NF is someone I can relate to very much, I walked in similar shoes, saw similar things, but these events made me build a wall around my heart that is inpenetrable. Sometimes tears get through the cracks and then I sit there ugky crying and I don't know why. I cannot feel why. I feel detached, dead. I feel like I am the version of me that protects the child behind these walls.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před 8 měsíci +1

      I was recently reminded that there are different types of tears. Maybe the tears that are trying to break through with you are trying to let the healing in. Your body telling you it’s time… release. Forgive. Love yourself. Parent and nurture and love on the child within you. Fight for that child the way you wanted to be fought for. Love yourself. You are enough! More than enough.

  • @nickcallicapa6380
    @nickcallicapa6380 Před rokem

    Anyone that wants a definition of Real Music will always get an NF answer from me. It is always emotional and I hope to hear you do a review of some tracks from his last mix tape. Great reaction from you as always! I wish you a Happy New Years too.

  • @travishowell1686
    @travishowell1686 Před rokem

    I love your emotion. It's hard for me to find people that are truly moved by music the way i am. In particular when you can see, and better yet, hear the pain from people like nf and Ren and em and so many others. I'm often times moved to tears as I watch or listen to an artist speak to me personally through the shared experiences of complete strangers. What's more is when I find myself moved to tears hearing an artist describe something I never even remotely went through. When just his or her pain and their description of it puts you right there next to them. NF. one of the very best storytellers we've ever been blessed with. Even if u don't like his music, that's an undeniable fact. Love. Best reaction channel on the tube and I've only known about you for like 2 hours

  • @darthcrio1
    @darthcrio1 Před rokem

    This is the one that i know that I’ve seen a lot of people react to and it gets everyone

  • @raysingleton4469
    @raysingleton4469 Před rokem

    Your response to this artwork has me in awe!
    I have a hard time truly listening to others because it seems they do not think like I do as far as truly loving all life and being sympathetic, but watching your explanation and so truly empathetic, I heard single word you spoke and I completely understood. The world is a very unfamiliar place to me and I do not see much empathy anymore but seeing people like yourself renews my hope in this world, God is definitely working through you and blessing you!

  • @maxw7118
    @maxw7118 Před rokem

    That is why my dad is my hero he could bring us up

  • @StoneWolf15
    @StoneWolf15 Před rokem

    Thanks Roselie for tackling such deep artist. Ive only just found your channel thanks to your reactions and deep dive into NF's music. I'll definitely be checking out some of your other reactions! Thanks again for your raw interpretation of his struggles and story.
    Now you mentioned having hope towards the end of the video and "hope" is just what NF is working on! I'm keen to check out your reaction to his new drop "hope". Thanks again.

  • @customerseUK
    @customerseUK Před rokem

    Great reaction, I could see the emotion you felt listening to this.
    I've subscribed and I'd like to recommend 360 Tiny Angel, that song along with this one are the two most emotional songs I've ever heard.

  • @dennystewart3238
    @dennystewart3238 Před rokem

    I'm right there with you. This was gut wrenching!

  • @comic102975
    @comic102975 Před rokem

    *hugs*
    "Real music" gets real reactions.
    I must've heard this song 100 times, and just barely got over the point of crying to finally teary-eyed when hearing this after the several times of listening to this... watching your reaction and break-down brought all those feelings back again.
    Both him AND you are relatable.
    Always enjoy your vids.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +1

      Thank you very much! It hit me hard. Profound work and necessary healing

    • @comic102975
      @comic102975 Před rokem

      @@rosalieelliottofficial you're welcome! That was quite the emotional uppercut NF delivered. I'm sure he's aware of the impact he's made... but know that you, also, are delivering impacts to people around the world with your reactional reviews. Keep up the fantastic work!

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +1

      @@comic102975 he sure did! thank you very much! that encourages me too

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem

      @ᴛᴇxᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴏɴ ᴛᴇʟᴇɢʀᴀᴍ:@ʀᴏꜱᴀʟɪᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴄᴛꜱ fraud!

  • @katedavies5698
    @katedavies5698 Před rokem

    Rosalie this reaction and your true dedication and understanding / empathy plus the fact that you have actually used your platform to achieve positivity and benefit people like me and other people that are suffering has literally made me donate and join your buy me a coffee page. i need therapy so badly because of the fact that i have been an i.v addict since the age of 13 , i am now 43 and an absolute emotional mess. i am heavily medicated { methadone, diazepam, nitrazepam, gabapentin for 28yrs } and no matter how much i beg for therapy i cannot get it. But you are a positive distraction for me. thankyou.

  • @HOPEof95
    @HOPEof95 Před rokem

    I first stumbled upon your channel when you reacted to ren, and then I started watching your nf reactions. An artist you may not of heard of is an Australian rapper named kerser. He has so many songs you could analyze but one of the songs that hit home for me was a song called bad habits. I found the song while going through a time in my life where I could relate. And now kerser has another track called been some time. Kerser is an artist who has showed progression through his many albums. If you want to go through another journey I'd highly recommend kerser. Also your reaction reached out to me in so many ways. I've been that child, and then I've struggled with substance misuse myself. Thank you for sharing such an honest reaction. My middle name is hope, and you inspired hope in me today.

  • @fadedsmoker4998
    @fadedsmoker4998 Před rokem +41

    NF is what i would like to call a true artist.... not like all these other fakes.. favorite line ( i thought it would get better as time passes) but never does.

  • @jasonmoore3786
    @jasonmoore3786 Před rokem

    You've literally have NEVER disappointed in ANY reaction I've seen of yours. Your beautiful inside and out.

  • @Tey816
    @Tey816 Před rokem +2

    You cry, I cry. What an authentically empathic reaction. Absolute love it. I well up every single time I hear this song.

    • @rosalieelliottofficial
      @rosalieelliottofficial  Před rokem +1

      Thank you. It was really tough to listen to. But I’m glad I got to. It’s special and a necessary process of healing in my opinion

  • @Tessimistic420
    @Tessimistic420 Před rokem +2

    This track is hard to listen to, I ball my eyes out every time. Nate is painfully crying on the backtrack, if you listen closely you can hear him better a few times. This song is very emotional already, I've lost loved one's the same way. Here for you and NF an Happy New Year ❤️
    Edit: you can hear it too dude.
    🔥🔥❤️🔥🔥

  • @JohnDoeRL
    @JohnDoeRL Před rokem

    Damn it, your emotion is contagious. Its hard enough to get through this song without feeling your emotion as well. Your reaction is outstanding. And the more i watch your channel the more i like you. Thank you.

  • @coolgirl14799
    @coolgirl14799 Před rokem

    the imagery hits SOOO HARD especially for people that have gone through the same as him. seeing the flash backs of his happy family and his mom made it hit even harder of why his family couldn’t be the same and yet he has been so successful for the last like 7 years or so. it’s soo good tho. and it’s just insane in a really good and deep way. i now understand why hes been so insane and dangerous and heart broken and has changed the lives of so many people. this is the only time that i like ads in the middle of songs lol. this song is so heavy but top tear (no pun intended).
    i love the content on here btw ❤❤❤

  • @051506shorty
    @051506shorty Před rokem

    This song is one you feel so deep in your soul 😢