My sister committed suicide last year and last month my father decided to die. I have had to say out loud that I'm not suicidal as well and it's true. We love you and we will continue on.
So sorry for your loss, brother. Altough I've experienced suicide in family, I cannot fathom what you're going through this being your mother. You have endured enough already! My humble condolences. You are not alone.
F*ck man.... Ive dealt with the scares from my mother my entire life dealing with mental health... This video hit me hard... Thank you for being so real... Guitars/drums and Metal in general has got me through so much that I dont think we talk about it enough...
Wooh yisss heavy stuff man, Im been deal with some scary health issues; search from professional help, patience,time and of course MUSIC these things help us. Big hug Bro
My heart hurts knowing what you’ve had to endure. I want you to know that you’re a true inspiration in these moments. The community that you’ve fostered is collectively blown away by your strength and perseverance. Keep your head up brother and take as much time as you need.
Holy shit i'm so sorry, my condolences man 😫😩🥺😢😭 Two horrible devastating losses in such short time.... several years ago i also nearly died because of being prescribed the wrong medications, i know what it's like.
I just discovered your channel and didn't expect to get that kind of sad news. I'm really sorry for your loss and hope both you and dad will stay strong. Cheers from Poland!
Very sorry for your loss man. I lost my mother in 2009. Its the worst void that never fills. Its a terrible boat to be in but I'm in it too. Wish you strength to get through this!
I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. Please know that no matter how bleak everything may seem right now, you will find the inner strength to carry on in your life. Please take care of yourself
Love your channel, very well spoken and concise! Heartfelt condolences as well, so sorry for your loss and may God help you and bless you through these troubled times we find ourselves in.
I went through the same thing man. The day after Mother’s Day. Be safe and be careful bro. Remember there are others that count on you and need you in their lives.
So sorry, Ryan. My utmost condolences to you and your family. Your channel is an incredible resource and the effort you put in is truly an inspiration, but it is without question that your well being is paramount. Take all the time you need!
I love your content man, I've listened to your POD videos so many times. I sincerely hope you are okay and you're able to make it through this. I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry for all you've been through. More than understandable to take a break, focus on taking care of yourself and your dad. We'll be here when you're back to making videos, but there's more important things than that right now!
I am so sorry. I just don't have any more words than this. i just can't fathom it. You do whatever helps you and your family in any way possible. Peace and love from Michigan.
God bless you I know that's probably the last thing you wanna hear or believe , you are a strong person and I wish you all the best in life's journey . I came across your channel today watching the G2 zoom pedal demo and this came up so I watched and subbed .
I am so sorry man, my condolences and God bless her soul.I wish you all the best.I can't find better words.I salute your toughness to speak about your tragedy in order to spread awareness.Very much appreciated!
Shit man. Sooo sorry! That's fuckin' hard pill to swallow. Hope you and your Dad get the help you need, don't hesitate to talk to somebody. Rock on buddy and wish you the best. I'll be here waiting!
Cynthia was beautiful and loving. From high school to working with her at school to being just someone to love her, she was the gift. God love her and all she went through recently. God love you for going through it yourself. Your dad as well. We were all lucky to have lived in her orbit and will miss her for the rest of our lives.
My deepest condolences go out to you and your family. I wish that you find the strength to get through this tough situation. Take care of yourself and spend time to heal.
God dang, man. I'm so sorry. It's not been a good year for me, either, but nothing like this. I did lose my best friend a couple years ago, though. I hope you take the time you need, and get some help, if you need it, and heal as much as you possibly can. I'm glad to hear that you've got a big support network, and I know/hope you'll use it. Do what you've got to do, and don't worry about us, we'll be here when you're ready! I've also got a January birthday, but haven't been excited about it in years. Again, I'm sorry for you, and for your Pop. It sounds like you were all very close, and that's something to be thankful for, like you said. Your Mom sounds like an amazingly wonderful person, and I'm tearing up over here, for you and her and your GF and your Dad. I hope nothing but good things await you in the future. Take it easy, man.
My condolences for your loss! Take whatever time you need to get yourself in a place you can live with. Take care of yourself. You're a cool dude. I hope you feel better when the time is right.
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you and your Dad get the strength necessary to deal with this. I really hope that you guys find peace in your life again soon!
I’m sorry man. I’m so sorry for the pain you must feel. I know you don’t know all of us, but I speak as someone who you have impacted positively. You are a good soul, a genuine dude from all that I have seen. Take your time for yourself, we all need our rest and right now you need yours. Whenever you need us, we will be here.
My gosh, man, thing after thing. I’m so sorry for you and these losses. I appreciate your vulnerability/reflective words, and I hope this time away grants you what you need to heal, hate, feel whatever you need to and connect with the right people to help you through it. Cheers to your, mom, man.
I'm so sorry for you and your family having to go through this. Definitely take care of yourself and your family and focus on that right now. It may not mean much coming from a CZcams comment but I really do wish the best for you and your family through this. I've always loved your videos and appreciate your honesty and openness
So sorry for your and all your family’s loss. I wish there was something to make all that pain go away. Focus on you and those around you to keep another tragedy for coming into your life. Much love from Tulsa.
I’m so sorry, man. Take as much time as you need for yourself. We’ll be here sending positivity and prayers for you and your family in the meantime. Much love and take care, bro. 👊🏻
Thanks so much for all you've given us over the years. Always enjoy your videos. I made a small donation that my employer will match in honor of your mother to the charity "Alliance of Hope". They provide support for suicide loss survivors. Stay strong. You're a good man!
Things are going to suck for awhile. More than anything has before it. My condolences for you and your families loss. Take all the time you need. Don't matter if it's a month or a year from now. I'm still subscribed. Take care man. Wishing you all the best from NH.
I'm so sorry. There's some limited and somewhat controversial evidence that Tetris can help with intrusive memories. I don't know about Tetris, but anecdotally as someone who has also had a lot of trouble separating the years of good times out, Touhou definitely helped me. Wish you and yours the best.
Sorry brother. I know shes proud of you and all the people youve brought closer together through a shared passion. Youve got fans around the world sending you prayers and strength.
So sorry for your loss. All we can do is look back on the good times spent together and carry on when these things happen, best of luck to you for what you decide to do and I'll be here to watch your passion in your content if you create anything. Therapy is definitely a good thing, I've been doing it for a few years now it's helpful.
Wow man. I can’t even begin to imagine what you’re going through. I hope things start to look up for you and you get the help that you need. I always look forward to you videos when they come out and I always watch them as soon as I see them. Keep you’re head up man.
I’m so sorry man. Condolences to you and your family. No one deserves to go through any of this and I am truly sorry it had to be you. Just know we as your community have your back no matter what and are always here for you. Sending positive thoughts your way.
I'm so sorry man. You been through so much in a short amount of time. Do what you gotta do to take care of yourself. I admire your bravery in talking about these things in your personal life. Prayers for you and your family and we all love you brother. Do what you gotta do to get right as best as you can.
Peace, sorry for your loss, you sure there was no one around you guys into spiritual stuff, regardless of this your mom is passed, I dont think anyone here knows her but your certainly a game changer in many lives, its a good time to say your contributions here show allot more then what I can find on the internet, I thank your parents for this and wish you well !
I have no words. My sincere condolences. My family and close friends experienced suicide and it is not fun. Take care of yourself, of your dad. I love your content, we'll wait patiently for you to heal. Thank you for all you did with passion, that's what hooked me (and I'm sure everyone else) to your channel. Your mom reminds me of my mom and the relation you had with her is similar on my end, she obviously raised you well and transpires through you. By being who you are and true to what you love, you keep her spirit alive. "When going through hell, keep walking". Cheers to Cynthia and Sabrina. Godspeed man.
I'm not yet a minute into your video and I just want to share my condolences. You're carrying heavy burdens. My mother died in 2014 in a country where they don't show cause of death on the certificates. There's so much I'll never know, and there are many questions to which I deserve an answer I'll never get. It's not easy, but life does go on. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. You're one of my favourite creators on this platform; you're knowledgeable, independent, funny, severely lacking in bullshit, and you're a hell of a player. Please take care of yourself, and I hope something good comes your way soon.
It hurts to see another video like this from you.. I'm so sorry for your loss, all I could say is take all the time you need, and when reality kicks in, don't take impulsive decisions about work and stuff, you might regret it when things calm down, you always seem to be smart and rational, but in those times who could blame you if you made a bad decision, just take all the time you need, I wish I could help you in some way, but you'll have to go through it. Be strong, and cherish those memories, she seemed to be a really lovely person, cheers to her.
I’m so sorry to hear about this man. I think most of us can echo parts of the pain, so you’re not alone in what you face. Especially with your family around you, find strength in those that understand. I wish I could just bring you out for a drink and talk and let things flow. The video is a way for you to do that. Take care man
Thanks allot for the great video I was getting allot out of it 🙏 hoping you and your dad can come close to instead of so far off were distended i mean,
I am so sorry for your loss and what your family has to go through. No child should have to experience something like this. I hope you get professional help to somehow handle this tragedy.
Truly sorry for your loss man. The path out of this hell won’t be easy, but I’m truly glad to hear that you’re already on the right track…I believe that seeking help is the healthiest way to go through this kinda pain; it takes a lot of courage and strength to realize it in the heat of the moment. So, cheers to you mate. Take your time, seek help…we’re and will be here. All the best to you and your father; sending much love ♥️
I am so very sorry man :(.I have nothing but respect for you making this video!You take whatever time you need,we will be here for you!.Stay strong man.
I’m sorry brother. Focus on yourself man. Your mentality is more important than a CZcams channel. We’re here for you!
Nice cab in your profile pic. It’s the cab to have for sure. So I got two!! Gotta.
I'm sorry for your loss man, I can't imagine going through what you're going through at these times. All the best and stay strong
My sister committed suicide last year and last month my father decided to die. I have had to say out loud that I'm not suicidal as well and it's true. We love you and we will continue on.
So sorry for your loss, brother. Altough I've experienced suicide in family, I cannot fathom what you're going through this being your mother. You have endured enough already! My humble condolences. You are not alone.
Heartbroken for you. Take all the time you need. We love you.
F*ck man.... Ive dealt with the scares from my mother my entire life dealing with mental health... This video hit me hard... Thank you for being so real... Guitars/drums and Metal in general has got me through so much that I dont think we talk about it enough...
Wooh yisss heavy stuff man, Im been deal with some scary health issues; search from professional help, patience,time and of course MUSIC these things help us. Big hug Bro
My heart hurts knowing what you’ve had to endure. I want you to know that you’re a true inspiration in these moments. The community that you’ve fostered is collectively blown away by your strength and perseverance. Keep your head up brother and take as much time as you need.
Sorry for your loss man. Keeping you and your family in my prayers 🙏
Holy shit i'm so sorry, my condolences man 😫😩🥺😢😭 Two horrible devastating losses in such short time.... several years ago i also nearly died because of being prescribed the wrong medications, i know what it's like.
Really sorry for your loss man. Stay strong, we'll all be here when you start feeling better and can return.
I just discovered your channel and didn't expect to get that kind of sad news. I'm really sorry for your loss and hope both you and dad will stay strong. Cheers from Poland!
Very sorry for your loss man. I lost my mother in 2009. Its the worst void that never fills. Its a terrible boat to be in but I'm in it too. Wish you strength to get through this!
Much respect. Take your time. Your viewer base is not going anywhere. We will be here when you come back.
Dude your stories make us stronger. Thank you for sharing and take care. I wish you the best.
I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. Please know that no matter how bleak everything may seem right now, you will find the inner strength to carry on in your life. Please take care of yourself
Love your channel, very well spoken and concise! Heartfelt condolences as well, so sorry for your loss and may God help you and bless you through these troubled times we find ourselves in.
Holy fuck, I am so sorry. Do whatever you need to man, take your time.
I went through the same thing man. The day after Mother’s Day. Be safe and be careful bro. Remember there are others that count on you and need you in their lives.
So sorry, Ryan. My utmost condolences to you and your family. Your channel is an incredible resource and the effort you put in is truly an inspiration, but it is without question that your well being is paramount. Take all the time you need!
I love your content man, I've listened to your POD videos so many times. I sincerely hope you are okay and you're able to make it through this. I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry for all you've been through. More than understandable to take a break, focus on taking care of yourself and your dad. We'll be here when you're back to making videos, but there's more important things than that right now!
So very sorry you have to go through this, man. Hang in there, sending love your way
I'm so sorry for your loss :( Stay strong and blessings to you and your family.
I am so sorry. I just don't have any more words than this. i just can't fathom it. You do whatever helps you and your family in any way possible. Peace and love from Michigan.
I’m so sorry for your loss man❤ Wish you the best
So sorry for your loss geeze, there’s love and support in our scene, make sure you take the time you need x
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss, and incredibly rough year earlier. The fact that you can be still and see things objectively right now is massive.
God bless you I know that's probably the last thing you wanna hear or believe , you are a strong person and I wish you all the best in life's journey . I came across your channel today watching the G2 zoom pedal demo and this came up so I watched and subbed .
So sorry for your loss. I hope all the good memories of your mother can help to bring you comfort in time.
Oh wow! Wasn’t ready to see/hear this. I’m so sorry, many here share in your sadness and grief.
Sorry for your loss, i wish you all the best and stay strong my friend! You mom would be proud of you!!!
I’m so sorry sir. Thank you for sharing this story. I wish I could give you spirit energy or something.
Damn bro Im very sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family
I am so sorry man, my condolences and God bless her soul.I wish you all the best.I can't find better words.I salute your toughness to speak about your tragedy in order to spread awareness.Very much appreciated!
Holy hell, keep strong and focus on your own needs! If you´re ever in the north of Sweden you got a place on my couch
So sorry for your loss bud!!! Praying for you and your family. 🙏🏻🙏🏻
so sorry for your loss, your mom seemed like a wonderful person. Wishing strength for you and your loved ones
My heart breaks for you brother. Keep strong and I hope the pain heals
I have no words. All the best to you, your dad and everybody who knew your mom. Take your time.
Shit man. Sooo sorry! That's fuckin' hard pill to swallow. Hope you and your Dad get the help you need, don't hesitate to talk to somebody. Rock on buddy and wish you the best. I'll be here waiting!
Sorry for your loss, man. Wish you and your das, all the Power you Need to get through this hard Times.
Man, I am so sorry to hear you lost your mom. I cannot imagine what you feel. Stay strong.
Dude, I wish I could do something for you. the best I can do from here is keep rooting for you. and damn straight I will.
Cynthia was beautiful and loving. From high school to working with her at school to being just someone to love her, she was the gift. God love her and all she went through recently. God love you for going through it yourself. Your dad as well. We were all lucky to have lived in her orbit and will miss her for the rest of our lives.
My deepest condolences go out to you and your family. I wish that you find the strength to get through this tough situation. Take care of yourself and spend time to heal.
God dang, man. I'm so sorry. It's not been a good year for me, either, but nothing like this. I did lose my best friend a couple years ago, though. I hope you take the time you need, and get some help, if you need it, and heal as much as you possibly can. I'm glad to hear that you've got a big support network, and I know/hope you'll use it. Do what you've got to do, and don't worry about us, we'll be here when you're ready! I've also got a January birthday, but haven't been excited about it in years. Again, I'm sorry for you, and for your Pop. It sounds like you were all very close, and that's something to be thankful for, like you said. Your Mom sounds like an amazingly wonderful person, and I'm tearing up over here, for you and her and your GF and your Dad. I hope nothing but good things await you in the future. Take it easy, man.
I'm sorry to you brother. Stay strong man. Too bad I can't support you in real life. Keeping you in my prayers.
I am so sorry for your loss. Love you man.
My condolences for your loss! Take whatever time you need to get yourself in a place you can live with. Take care of yourself. You're a cool dude. I hope you feel better when the time is right.
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you and your Dad get the strength necessary to deal with this. I really hope that you guys find peace in your life again soon!
Condolences, man. Words escape the gravity of the losses you’ve endured.
I’m sorry man. I’m so sorry for the pain you must feel. I know you don’t know all of us, but I speak as someone who you have impacted positively. You are a good soul, a genuine dude from all that I have seen. Take your time for yourself, we all need our rest and right now you need yours. Whenever you need us, we will be here.
Sorry to hear that. Stay strong! Wishing you all well.
My gosh, man, thing after thing. I’m so sorry for you and these losses. I appreciate your vulnerability/reflective words, and I hope this time away grants you what you need to heal, hate, feel whatever you need to and connect with the right people to help you through it. Cheers to your, mom, man.
Always appreciate your willingness to share. Take all the time you need and focus on those around you.
I'm so sorry, man.
Stay strong. Salud, desde Uruguay!
I'm so sorry for you and your family having to go through this. Definitely take care of yourself and your family and focus on that right now. It may not mean much coming from a CZcams comment but I really do wish the best for you and your family through this. I've always loved your videos and appreciate your honesty and openness
Thank you for being the best damn guitar channel i watch but one of the realest people i know.
So sorry for your and all your family’s loss. I wish there was something to make all that pain go away. Focus on you and those around you to keep another tragedy for coming into your life. Much love from Tulsa.
I’m so sorry, man. Take as much time as you need for yourself. We’ll be here sending positivity and prayers for you and your family in the meantime. Much love and take care, bro. 👊🏻
So sorry bro. You are a cool dude man. Please know you have people who are sending you love man. People you don't even know. Stay strong bro.
Thanks so much for all you've given us over the years. Always enjoy your videos. I made a small donation that my employer will match in honor of your mother to the charity "Alliance of Hope". They provide support for suicide loss survivors. Stay strong. You're a good man!
I'm so sorry man. Take as long as a break as you need.
Things are going to suck for awhile.
More than anything has before it.
My condolences for you and your families loss.
Take all the time you need. Don't matter if it's a month or a year from now. I'm still subscribed. Take care man.
Wishing you all the best from NH.
I have no words. Really sorry for your loss. Do take a break, at least. Stay strong.
So sorry man..escaped a couple in my family. Didn't see it either. Keep your head up.just lost dad to cancer last valentines day....group hug
I'm so sorry. There's some limited and somewhat controversial evidence that Tetris can help with intrusive memories. I don't know about Tetris, but anecdotally as someone who has also had a lot of trouble separating the years of good times out, Touhou definitely helped me. Wish you and yours the best.
Sorry brother. I know shes proud of you and all the people youve brought closer together through a shared passion. Youve got fans around the world sending you prayers and strength.
I am so sorry for your loss. My deepest condolences. Sending prayers 🙏 to you and your family 🙏
Nothing I can say will help dude so all I will say is I'm so sorry for your losses this year. Peace and goodwill to you amigo.
So sorry to hear this news. Here's wishing you your family and loved ones all the best during time and always.
So sorry for your loss. All we can do is look back on the good times spent together and carry on when these things happen, best of luck to you for what you decide to do and I'll be here to watch your passion in your content if you create anything. Therapy is definitely a good thing, I've been doing it for a few years now it's helpful.
No words man. Much love.
Condolences and God bless brotha 🙏
Wow man. I can’t even begin to imagine what you’re going through. I hope things start to look up for you and you get the help that you need. I always look forward to you videos when they come out and I always watch them as soon as I see them. Keep you’re head up man.
I’m so sorry man. Condolences to you and your family. No one deserves to go through any of this and I am truly sorry it had to be you. Just know we as your community have your back no matter what and are always here for you. Sending positive thoughts your way.
I'm so sorry man. You been through so much in a short amount of time. Do what you gotta do to take care of yourself. I admire your bravery in talking about these things in your personal life. Prayers for you and your family and we all love you brother. Do what you gotta do to get right as best as you can.
Peace, sorry for your loss, you sure there was no one around you guys into spiritual stuff, regardless of this your mom is passed, I dont think anyone here knows her but your certainly a game changer in many lives, its a good time to say your contributions here show allot more then what I can find on the internet, I thank your parents for this and wish you well !
So sorry to hear about this friend. Sounds like a hell of a time you have gone through recently. Hope you find the peace you need.
My condolences Ryan. You’re a strong dude. Thanks for sharing with us.
Sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers for you, your mom, your dad, and everyone else affected. Take care…..see ya again when ever you come back.
So sorry for your loss man. My heart goes out to you and your family.
I have no words. My sincere condolences. My family and close friends experienced suicide and it is not fun. Take care of yourself, of your dad. I love your content, we'll wait patiently for you to heal. Thank you for all you did with passion, that's what hooked me (and I'm sure everyone else) to your channel. Your mom reminds me of my mom and the relation you had with her is similar on my end, she obviously raised you well and transpires through you. By being who you are and true to what you love, you keep her spirit alive. "When going through hell, keep walking". Cheers to Cynthia and Sabrina. Godspeed man.
I'm not yet a minute into your video and I just want to share my condolences. You're carrying heavy burdens. My mother died in 2014 in a country where they don't show cause of death on the certificates. There's so much I'll never know, and there are many questions to which I deserve an answer I'll never get. It's not easy, but life does go on. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. You're one of my favourite creators on this platform; you're knowledgeable, independent, funny, severely lacking in bullshit, and you're a hell of a player. Please take care of yourself, and I hope something good comes your way soon.
So sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine. One day at a time bro. We're here for ya.
I hope things work out in the best possible way. Stay safe and strong.
I'm sorry for your loss, stay strong
It hurts to see another video like this from you.. I'm so sorry for your loss, all I could say is take all the time you need, and when reality kicks in, don't take impulsive decisions about work and stuff, you might regret it when things calm down, you always seem to be smart and rational, but in those times who could blame you if you made a bad decision, just take all the time you need, I wish I could help you in some way, but you'll have to go through it. Be strong, and cherish those memories, she seemed to be a really lovely person, cheers to her.
I’m so sorry to hear about this man. I think most of us can echo parts of the pain, so you’re not alone in what you face. Especially with your family around you, find strength in those that understand.
I wish I could just bring you out for a drink and talk and let things flow. The video is a way for you to do that. Take care man
Thanks allot for the great video I was getting allot out of it 🙏 hoping you and your dad can come close to instead of so far off were distended i mean,
So sorry to hear. Keep yourself safe keep yourself sane, we will be waiting.
Stay strong.
I am so sorry for your loss and what your family has to go through. No child should have to experience something like this. I hope you get professional help to somehow handle this tragedy.
I can't pretend to know what you're going through and I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mum raised a great man. Stay strong and do what you need to do.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't image how you feel. Just keep pushing, we'll be here eagerly waiting for your triumphant return.
Truly sorry for your loss man. The path out of this hell won’t be easy, but I’m truly glad to hear that you’re already on the right track…I believe that seeking help is the healthiest way to go through this kinda pain; it takes a lot of courage and strength to realize it in the heat of the moment.
So, cheers to you mate. Take your time, seek help…we’re and will be here.
All the best to you and your father; sending much love ♥️
Devastating. Can’t imagine what you’re going through, definitely get help when the dust settles.
Condolences man.
Incredible sad news. I wish you all the strength that may be imagined. Take your time and hope to see you back!
I am so very sorry man :(.I have nothing but respect for you making this video!You take whatever time you need,we will be here for you!.Stay strong man.
This is unbelievably terrible news man. I’m very sorry to hear this. 😢 Take care of yourself!!