bro... c'mon everyone goes through bad periods in life, its something natural. What matters is that you are making progress, you lost a lot of weight, you are ripped Chadlite now, you got a job promotion, you've been putting yourself out there, you've been meeting new people, you've been actively trying to be a better son to your parents and your faith in God is stronger than ever. You've made so much progress this year, dont let it go to waste.
most of us don't know what we're doing. we're just stumbling around in the dark trying to feel our way through life. it is what it is. damn man. can't believe it's been like 5 or more years since i first found your channel.
"I don't know what to do, I don't know what to believe, I don't know who to trust, I don't know what to trust" -- As the kids say, "big mood". I've had a total breakdown along those lines at least twice in the past month. I just don't feel like I fit into society or agree with the majority of people any more, even if I could get myself into the normie mindset about everything going on in the world, I don't know if I'd want to. I don't know how things have devolved so fast and it seems like it will never get any better. I just want to go back to the late 90s and early 2000s. I feel like a time traveller that has gone about 100 years into the future and everything is way to progressive and now I'm stuck. I don't know how people in my parents generation are coping better than we are.
Nothing fucks you up more than health related issues. Been dealing with some stuff like that myself and it really ends up consuming all your thoughts or any positivity you might have had.
George, you seem like a very thoughtful man. Have you considered taking up writing in some capacity. It would be a great thing to get your name on things, on something you created.
i told him to write a book when i first discovered this channel almost 3 years ago. he said he "wouldn't even know what to write about" but i think it's because he doesn't believe in himself. like dude what you'd write about is all the shit you have been talking about over the years compiled in a way only he could do. There is a real audience and he could write some gold for this lost generation. I truly believe that.
i even see him putting comedy into the book and making fun of his own shit but in a harmless way not a self hatred way, it could be hilarious actually. tragedy and comedy!
Like Aaron Clarey says ''enjoy the decline''. The world is going to shit and there isn't much we can do about it except keeping our health and staying away from the chaos
Thanks for the update.I'm dealing with a slight down turn in energy. Nowhere near what your dealing with but I've always been the type to get sick a lot, or have energy problems, etc. but just sayin we all have our burdens to deal with. I have to take a break from running and working out or I know I'll get sick, and it sucks cuz I'd rather be making progress. With any luck I'll be back at it in a few days or a week. Hope your back issues get resolved. keep walkin, researching the issue to do what you can. You've made a lot of progress over the past few years and you should definitely give yourself credit for that.
All I can say George is just... Be yourself. Yeah, its really,really cliche. Find a comfort zone and what woks for you. Forget anything else.. Even these nagging thoughts. I gave up on being 'grown up'. Being grown up and acting my age and doping what your 'supposed to' sucks. SUCKS. Politics, big questions about God life, life after death?,society, covid, trying to fit in. I no longer keep up with the news or whats going on in the world. Im 39 but now I game, watch cartoons from my childhood and other things i did in happier times as an early teen. Only grown up thing I do is vape and have a few beers :) the mainstram media, YT subcultures, left, right, incel, whatever... It can all go to hell.
Hope you feel better soon! With everything going on in the world, the negative energy affects us all. Being in nature and grounding yourself can help mentally and physically.
There are always other options man. I know it feels hopeless at times when you feel you've tried it all, but one thing I've learned in my 36 short years on this planet is there are always options out there. Last year, was working a job I didn't hate, but wasn't going anywhere. I decided to quit that and move to a new city doing a job I had no clue what I was going to get myself into. If I failed then I would end up worse off than where I was. But so far it has been the best decision I made in the last few years and am doing well so far. Point is, there is always something to be done. I have back issues too from slow onset scoliosis when I was a teenager. My back will never be aligned right, but good thing is it won't get worse. So, like you I do back strengthening exercises and stretches. I have almost daily nagging pain, but what helped me most was not chiropractic visits or anything. Weight training and yoga. Simple as that. I do deadlifts and rows to help the strength and stretch it out. I dunno why but it helps. Not saying it will work for you as I am sure you have tried it. But I am sure there is something you can do to alleviate the pain. I'm not sure why any docs can't figure your situation out. Could it be more psychological than physiological? Also, I go through down periods, even when my life is objectively going well. It happens. We humans are weird like that. But it gets better. And it will get bad again at some point. I think there is comfort in knowing the ebb and flow of that will come guaranteed so you're able to embrace both when they do.
i am 21 and its the same for me currently i am in university and i may drop out at this point although i dont know what to do then. I wish there was someone who would supervise me and tell me how to live life bc i actually dont know. I am a terrible decision maker extremely indecisive and feel completely lost.
Its almost like he's sick of participating in a garbage system that benefits the rich or giant corporations and is tired of being an almost 40 year old virgin. You have to be either benefiting from society or just be straight up delusional to not be looking for an escape be death or anything else.
Most get to a situation in life like that. It’s like a circle. These times they return but you learn to deal with them better every time. You have purpose George. It’s right there in your hands you may not just see it clearly right now.
You've been so good at keeping positive, I hope you return to that. I would think magical recovery of back pain is unrealistic, best you can hope for is managing it for a long time going towards gradual recovery. The old George would've given up much sooner, you need to stay strong and keep going into the great unknown. Life has a tendency to make us want to just give up, lie down and cry, but I truly believe it is worth it to keep going. If you keep fighting and fussing, and keeping on you might get somewhere, but if you just decide to stop it is only because the world is wearing you down. Nobody knows we just push the doubt away but you're somehow attuned to that. Hope you figure it out xoxo.
Hey, Georgie I just want to say I’ve been watching your videos on and off since 2014. I’ve seen you make incredible progress as a person so please don’t feel that your worthless. Your a very kind genuine person and God see’s that , and Know for a fact God does have a plan for you. Just remember to Rejoice in all things and Know “ All things that happen work to the good of those who Love the Lord.”. You are Loved very much brother.
I get the chronic pain thing, my shoulder finally healed after months then I re-injured my wrist moving furniture. Just can't keep ahead if it. Wishing you the best George
George I think you might have Ankylosing Spondylitis like me. I'm now on a treatment and it is noticeable. I also still do exercises and don't be afraid to get creative with it. I'm hesitant to share my exercise stuff with you because it's so trial and error. Feeling decent now despite being on my computer all of the time coding and of course gaming and watching stuff like this. Edit: also new shoes seemed to help, got some air force 1's that seem to have some good support.
@casey m I’ve given up on lifting. It’s only walking for me now and I’ve been feeling a bit better. I’m not sure what had happened to my muscles back there but lifting only further aggravates it.
On a side note, you sound a little like Peter Venkman from the Real Ghostbusters cartoon from the 80s :) It just occured to me as ive been watching it :) I mean that in a nice way George! hope your picking yourself up :)
I've heard of this thing called Floating Rib or slipping rib syndrome. Dunno if it's what you have, but on the off chance it is, you might wanna look into it. Not a medical guy by any means btw, I just have a friend who suffers with the condition and has also told me that just about the only physical activity she can do is walk. God bless!
Sometimes you just gotta take an honest look at yourself and figure out what you arent. Obviously you arent a UFC fighter or the posterboy that women secretly keep in their room and touch themselves to.. not trying to be an ass but everybody in their confusion can help themselves by ruling out the obvious.. the pain is probably a sign you shouldnt be heavily into physical stuff which is fine you seem like a smart dude. And theres ALOT of different types of dudes that aren't gonna be what women want. You probably know that better than me probably like 80% hahaha... so think about that. Being envied by women is a pipedream for most you arent special in that. The best thing to do is do what youre good at and come to accept what youre not good at. Might suck at first but youll thank yourself cause itll give you more a solid direction and less confusion and general life anxiety.
Just talk to an older guy you admire and has his life figured out... almost guarentee you if you ask him about the woman thing and his luck with it he will say something to the effect of "well it aint like they come and bang at my door at odd hours of the night".. so its all within reach. I guess youre breaking down all the facades society puts up and youll realize how life really goes for most men.
i know it wont help you. but there are millions out there who suffering the same shit like you. i am one of them. 34 year old virgin and will most likely die alone
Ah yes the circle of life. The Goodbye Video -> Deletes Channel -> Come back with a new channel a month later about the new coding journey.
lmao
I mean if he really wanted he wouldn't have to upload shit
This will be the fourth time we have deleted the channel and we have become exceedingly efficient at it.
@NUCLEAR PUGG This is probably the best action to take
bro... c'mon
everyone goes through bad periods in life, its something natural. What matters is that you are making progress, you lost a lot of weight, you are ripped Chadlite now, you got a job promotion, you've been putting yourself out there, you've been meeting new people, you've been actively trying to be a better son to your parents and your faith in God is stronger than ever.
You've made so much progress this year, dont let it go to waste.
most of us don't know what we're doing. we're just stumbling around in the dark trying to feel our way through life. it is what it is. damn man. can't believe it's been like 5 or more years since i first found your channel.
"I don't know what to do, I don't know what to believe, I don't know who to trust, I don't know what to trust" -- As the kids say, "big mood". I've had a total breakdown along those lines at least twice in the past month. I just don't feel like I fit into society or agree with the majority of people any more, even if I could get myself into the normie mindset about everything going on in the world, I don't know if I'd want to. I don't know how things have devolved so fast and it seems like it will never get any better. I just want to go back to the late 90s and early 2000s. I feel like a time traveller that has gone about 100 years into the future and everything is way to progressive and now I'm stuck. I don't know how people in my parents generation are coping better than we are.
There are ways to fight back, you just have to be cautious. Especially if you find other people around who agree on some things.
Nothing fucks you up more than health related issues. Been dealing with some stuff like that myself and it really ends up consuming all your thoughts or any positivity you might have had.
George, you seem like a very thoughtful man. Have you considered taking up writing in some capacity. It would be a great thing to get your name on things, on something you created.
i told him to write a book when i first discovered this channel almost 3 years ago. he said he "wouldn't even know what to write about" but i think it's because he doesn't believe in himself. like dude what you'd write about is all the shit you have been talking about over the years compiled in a way only he could do. There is a real audience and he could write some gold for this lost generation. I truly believe that.
i even see him putting comedy into the book and making fun of his own shit but in a harmless way not a self hatred way, it could be hilarious actually. tragedy and comedy!
Well, at least you're not alone in your feelings of alienation in these times
Like Aaron Clarey says ''enjoy the decline''. The world is going to shit and there isn't much we can do about it except keeping our health and staying away from the chaos
Thanks for the update.I'm dealing with a slight down turn in energy. Nowhere near what your dealing with but I've always been the type to get sick a lot, or have energy problems, etc. but just sayin we all have our burdens to deal with. I have to take a break from running and working out or I know I'll get sick, and it sucks cuz I'd rather be making progress. With any luck I'll be back at it in a few days or a week. Hope your back issues get resolved. keep walkin, researching the issue to do what you can. You've made a lot of progress over the past few years and you should definitely give yourself credit for that.
All I can say George is just... Be yourself. Yeah, its really,really cliche. Find a comfort zone and what woks for you. Forget anything else.. Even these nagging thoughts. I gave up on being 'grown up'. Being grown up and acting my age and doping what your 'supposed to' sucks. SUCKS. Politics, big questions about God life, life after death?,society, covid, trying to fit in. I no longer keep up with the news or whats going on in the world. Im 39 but now I game, watch cartoons from my childhood and other things i did in happier times as an early teen. Only grown up thing I do is vape and have a few beers :) the mainstram media, YT subcultures, left, right, incel, whatever... It can all go to hell.
Hope you feel better soon! With everything going on in the world, the negative energy affects us all. Being in nature and grounding yourself can help mentally and physically.
There are always other options man. I know it feels hopeless at times when you feel you've tried it all, but one thing I've learned in my 36 short years on this planet is there are always options out there.
Last year, was working a job I didn't hate, but wasn't going anywhere. I decided to quit that and move to a new city doing a job I had no clue what I was going to get myself into. If I failed then I would end up worse off than where I was. But so far it has been the best decision I made in the last few years and am doing well so far.
Point is, there is always something to be done. I have back issues too from slow onset scoliosis when I was a teenager. My back will never be aligned right, but good thing is it won't get worse.
So, like you I do back strengthening exercises and stretches. I have almost daily nagging pain, but what helped me most was not chiropractic visits or anything.
Weight training and yoga. Simple as that. I do deadlifts and rows to help the strength and stretch it out. I dunno why but it helps.
Not saying it will work for you as I am sure you have tried it. But I am sure there is something you can do to alleviate the pain. I'm not sure why any docs can't figure your situation out.
Could it be more psychological than physiological?
Also, I go through down periods, even when my life is objectively going well. It happens. We humans are weird like that. But it gets better. And it will get bad again at some point. I think there is comfort in knowing the ebb and flow of that will come guaranteed so you're able to embrace both when they do.
well said, man.
well said.
Good for you, man!
Glad you're moving in a positive direction 👴🏻👍🏻
i am 21 and its the same for me currently i am in university and i may drop out at this point although i dont know what to do then. I wish there was someone who would supervise me and tell me how to live life bc i actually dont know. I am a terrible decision maker extremely indecisive and feel completely lost.
You should do instacart or a food truck
@@Sabakinno yes but i feel like i will end up like him. Got a lot of similar personality traits, like this apathy for life.
@@Sabakinno "time slipping away"
@@flashlight5287 i would do welding.
We are the true lost generation, never mind the other one.
I like way you can hear the boredom of life in his voice lol... He always seems to be looking for something
Aren't we all... ✌️😌
@@movement2contact nope. There comes a time where you just live.
@@markie1232 When exactly does it come?
@@movement2contact when you have self love and decide to create.
Its almost like he's sick of participating in a garbage system that benefits the rich or giant corporations and is tired of being an almost 40 year old virgin. You have to be either benefiting from society or just be straight up delusional to not be looking for an escape be death or anything else.
Most get to a situation in life like that. It’s like a circle. These times they return but you learn to deal with them better every time. You have purpose George. It’s right there in your hands you may not just see it clearly right now.
You've been so good at keeping positive, I hope you return to that. I would think magical recovery of back pain is unrealistic, best you can hope for is managing it for a long time going towards gradual recovery. The old George would've given up much sooner, you need to stay strong and keep going into the great unknown. Life has a tendency to make us want to just give up, lie down and cry, but I truly believe it is worth it to keep going. If you keep fighting and fussing, and keeping on you might get somewhere, but if you just decide to stop it is only because the world is wearing you down. Nobody knows we just push the doubt away but you're somehow attuned to that. Hope you figure it out xoxo.
Yes he’s made leaps and bounds of progress. Just not being obese is so massive I don’t know if he realizes this.
Hey, Georgie I just want to say I’ve been watching your videos on and off since 2014. I’ve seen you make incredible progress as a person so please don’t feel that your worthless. Your a very kind genuine person and God see’s that , and Know for a fact God does have a plan for you. Just remember to Rejoice in all things and Know “ All things that happen work to the good of those who Love the Lord.”. You are Loved very much brother.
I get the chronic pain thing, my shoulder finally healed after months then I re-injured my wrist moving furniture. Just can't keep ahead if it.
Wishing you the best George
I pray that in all respects you may prosper and be in good health, just as your soul prospers
censorship is bad George... :(
it is what it is you just have to lower your expectations on anything
Sometimes its okay to be lost.
Your BBQ crew was bound to end because what kept you altogether was past glories. Did you not see it coming? (Serious question, not throwing shade)
I suggest that George should get a new job
George I think you might have Ankylosing Spondylitis like me. I'm now on a treatment and it is noticeable. I also still do exercises and don't be afraid to get creative with it. I'm hesitant to share my exercise stuff with you because it's so trial and error. Feeling decent now despite being on my computer all of the time coding and of course gaming and watching stuff like this.
Edit: also new shoes seemed to help, got some air force 1's that seem to have some good support.
You should create some art fam. Maybe landscapes.
I'm not sure which is worse.. Not knowing what you want to do.. or knowing, but continuously failing at it.
Buy better copes, travel, use your time wisely
Time to make a change. You got this George. We all deal with ups and downs. Every breath we take is precious. Don't stay in the rabbit hole.
can someone tell me what caused george's back pain, like what happened?
I don't know for sure but I think it just sort of developed as a result of him being over weight back in the day.
Being over 30
I heard a competitive weightlifter (CanditoTrainingHQ) talk about walking daily being the best for backpain a few years ago.
Walking is literally the only thing that DOES help 🥲🤕
@@georgesjournal6694 think maybe those rows might fuck your shit up?
@casey m I’ve given up on lifting. It’s only walking for me now and I’ve been feeling a bit better. I’m not sure what had happened to my muscles back there but lifting only further aggravates it.
@@georgesjournal6694 thats good to hear dude
With a park view like that, you don't need anything else. Have you imagined living in Ukraine?
Won't forget you
On a side note, you sound a little like Peter Venkman from the Real Ghostbusters cartoon from the 80s :) It just occured to me as ive been watching it :) I mean that in a nice way George! hope your picking yourself up :)
hooh
I mean adulthood is inherently empty , just filling time basically
Id suggest doing a food truck/cart
If not instacart, lfyt, doordash
IT'S THE COFFEE. IT CAN GET WORSE FOR A BIT WHEN U QUIT BUT ALOTOF PPL GET BACK PAIN FROM COFFEE
Coffee gave me an inflamed prostate
@@isolatedbutjacked7036 wow. Did u quit?
@@aressazcosmosnaz6609 not 100%. I just don’t drink a lot of it everyday. Maybe a cup a week or sometimes less than that.
I've heard of this thing called Floating Rib or slipping rib syndrome. Dunno if it's what you have, but on the off chance it is, you might wanna look into it.
Not a medical guy by any means btw, I just have a friend who suffers with the condition and has also told me that just about the only physical activity she can do is walk.
God bless!
Try vinyasa yoga studio.
Life is not about a final destination its about the knowledge and wisdom you gain along the way
@@flashlight5287 This comment is gold because history has always been brutal like only 200 years ago we kept people as slave cattle
Sometimes you just gotta take an honest look at yourself and figure out what you arent. Obviously you arent a UFC fighter or the posterboy that women secretly keep in their room and touch themselves to.. not trying to be an ass but everybody in their confusion can help themselves by ruling out the obvious.. the pain is probably a sign you shouldnt be heavily into physical stuff which is fine you seem like a smart dude. And theres ALOT of different types of dudes that aren't gonna be what women want. You probably know that better than me probably like 80% hahaha... so think about that. Being envied by women is a pipedream for most you arent special in that. The best thing to do is do what youre good at and come to accept what youre not good at. Might suck at first but youll thank yourself cause itll give you more a solid direction and less confusion and general life anxiety.
Just talk to an older guy you admire and has his life figured out... almost guarentee you if you ask him about the woman thing and his luck with it he will say something to the effect of "well it aint like they come and bang at my door at odd hours of the night".. so its all within reach. I guess youre breaking down all the facades society puts up and youll realize how life really goes for most men.
Please come back. You inspired me to make a youtube channel. Shitty though it may be, it brings me a little happiness.
Children are born with leukemia every single day you're trying to make sense out of something that doesn't any.
Nice! my earlier comment has been deleted... I guess I must have hit a nerve somewhere, huh George?
it's youtube ya dummy
Blame Susan, not me. Nothing in spam folder.
@@georgesjournal6694 Is Susan your moderator?
i know it wont help you. but there are millions out there who suffering the same shit like you. i am one of them.
34 year old virgin and will most likely die alone