No because I finally understand why this song soothes me but also worries me at the same time. It sounds as if you get a chance to see your childhood once again but you know that something is off. And that something is the fact that you'll never be able to relive it. It has already ended and you can't do anything about that. And so, you just sit there, feeling bitter-sweet over and over again.
I think the 20s are some of the most isolating & self loathing years of life for some, for me definitely. Feel like i am floating & not knowing myself at all
kind makes me realize I was living in a fever dream. all this time I've been wishing to go back but now im realizing it made me the man I am today. still an okay dream.
Curious as to why the comment section was disabled on the main band’s channel for the upload of this song. I was really hoping to read a variety of interpretations/experiences folks had whilst listening to this masterpiece. Glad I found an upload with the comment section open.
The world made clean for the new man to rebuild. I was meant to be new. I was meant to be beautiful. The world would have looked to the sky and seen hope...seen mercy. Instead, they will look up in horror because of you. You've wounded me.
I commented this on another video but this to me is what the afterlife would sound like I don't know why. It makes me think of forgotten souls floating through a blissful/dreamy heaven where everything is tranquil and still. everything is how it should be and no one is there except for a thousand aura's of those who once lived.
**Turns on Radio** ..... **Someone is using the radio** ...."To All Surviving Human Beings....I Wish You a Happy Life..I Rep... **Static** ..ife... "**Signal Lost** ..... **Turns off Radio**
Reminds me that quietness isn't the same as loneliness. Enjoy the peacefulness and don't make it all sad. Even though I'm alone doesn't mean it forever. I'll miss right now at some point of my life, just making sure i try to enjoy it as much as i can.
This is calming as hell- It makes me think of hugging someone again, or even stargazing with someone on top of a hill, under a tree. It just makes me feel comfortable and safe
listening to this i realise how stupid we all are, we create friendships and relationships to not feel lonely only for everyone to fuck it up and for all to taste bitter as we become the very thing we wanted to avoid. its all fucking futile, everything and if yiou somehow arent lonely everyone will want to hunt you down and spit on you
I know I made an comment before, but I have to say, this seriously reminds me of a better time. Like as a child- *TW: family shit* Me and my father have a love-hate relationship, I hate the things he has done, but he done things I can never forget. He played this one tune on the guitar. It sounds almost exactly like the guitar in this song, its comforting, that tune makes me feel safe, the times where my father wasn't drunk and cared about me. I cried to this song- just because it reminded me of better times
i want to listen to this on a warm summer night, sitting on a blanket out in the field with my best friends, just listening to the music, gazing at the stars. complete serenity through our broken lives.
Its like falling into the same old patterns like seeing the obvious pit of self destruction and still falling in , like something you can’t undo , something you can never get back to, something that’s dead forever
They saw you, you saw you, but who is right about that thing; that thing that you call: you? You said worthless, they disagreed. You said the same again, so you decreed. That thing they saw, it is what you said it was, and so it always will be.
I'm wondering if the name of this song is a Dune reference (God Emperor and beyond in particular) or if I'm reading entirely too much into this. Maybe it means nothing at all.
well both of the artists are from connecticut, otherwise not sure. i guess the worm in question is probably like a deep seeded idea or something? makes total sense in the context of this record imo
Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
even though she lives across the country we were still so close. but she found someone new, someone for her, and I felt replaced, unloved, uncared for. but... I want her to be happy, this new person wants marriage, she wants marriage, this new person wants kids, she wants kids. they are both perfect for each other, but so was I, I could have given her the same, I could have given her the world at the snap of her fingers, but I cannot. so I must move on, right? it sounds easier said... than done.
This song reminds me of the good Times of my childhood Here I am at the edge of 17 barely knowing I want to do with my life The past few months have been hard for me I’ve been unmotivated to do anything with my life I had some really dark times in my childhood I don’t know how I got out of them why I can’t get out of the ones I am in right now I want to feel infinite and at peace
Same place man, my childhood hasn't been that bad but I feel like I have hit a wall at the moment. I have a job, studies and good experiences so far and I could set myself up for a prosperous future but I just don't have the motivation to do so. It feels as if I am walking into a dense fog placing the tiles of my bridge down as I go never knowing what I will hit or having the energy to see past it.
@@HonkousBonkous taking the next step in life is hard but if you just look past that you will find success and all of those doubts well most likely fade away no one can predict where life will take them but going through the journey of it will be the hardest and maybe the greatest times only way to find out is to just go for it I know what I’m saying in this comment you’ve probably heard before just go for it but it is kind of that simple you have to take some risks to make it in this world lately I’ve been more motivated i’m going to get a job soon sometimes all of us reach A time in our lives when we don’t know what to do next but the way to get the motivation is fight for it try as hard talk to family help people make friendship maybe even companionship find new hobbies that’s what makes it easy to find it
@@swiftless6330 Thanks man, I am glad to hear you got plans with the job and such. It is amazing what you can find on the Internet under a random song from 2 years ago.
Since everyone's sharing their feelings about this song... It makes me feel at the end. I always imagine myself lying down holding a razor blade, ready to take my life. I don't feel pain, I'm happy actually, the sadness is still there, but I'm kinda numb, and happy that everything's gonna end. This is one of the songs tha speak to me the most, especially when I can't deal with my depression. Another song that's really strong too is Tiger King by British Sea Power, it's the heaviest song I know, and it makes me feel like all hope is gone, but it's still a really good song, you guys should check it out.
I just can't take it anymore, everyday is more of the same, everyday i wake up and feel empty, tired of dreaming of her, it's been 2 years. everyday filled with regret of letting her go just because my mental health was shit. why do i keep feeling like i'm only deserving of love if i'm perfect and i'll never attain that. the idea of putting everything to a halt has been appearing in my mind more frequently. i just hope this thoughts go away. i don't know what i want but this isn't it, i just want to be happy.
yeah, 2022 was kinda of a dark spot, i no longer think of her that often, so i guess life is finally getting better man. thank you for the checkup i needed this retrospection and see how far i've come in a year! Hope you doing good bro! Stay safe!
I've been feeling like a parasite for four years, every time I try to get out of my routine reality hits me, I just hope that next year will be better, even though I already said that the other year ha...
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No because I finally understand why this song soothes me but also worries me at the same time. It sounds as if you get a chance to see your childhood once again but you know that something is off. And that something is the fact that you'll never be able to relive it. It has already ended and you can't do anything about that. And so, you just sit there, feeling bitter-sweet over and over again.
you worded it perfectly
I think the 20s are some of the most isolating & self loathing years of life for some, for me definitely. Feel like i am floating & not knowing myself at all
kind makes me realize I was living in a fever dream. all this time I've been wishing to go back but now im realizing it made me the man I am today. still an okay dream.
This what being optimistic and hopelessness would feel like at the same time.
this makes me want to just infinitely sob till the end of time
same
Curious as to why the comment section was disabled on the main band’s channel for the upload of this song. I was really hoping to read a variety of interpretations/experiences folks had whilst listening to this masterpiece. Glad I found an upload with the comment section open.
me too. really wanted to see how people felt about this song :( ….
same
Are you talking about Have a Nice Life - Topic? All videos on x - Topic channels have their comments disabled
Because of too many suicidal comments
@@pissluffarskov thanks for the clarification
A slower one before the eternal worm devours connecticut
This is what I hear when I'm awake at night, having nothing but existential thoughts in my head
Real
The world made clean for the new man to rebuild. I was meant to be new. I was meant to be beautiful. The world would have looked to the sky and seen hope...seen mercy. Instead, they will look up in horror because of you. You've wounded me.
I commented this on another video but this to me is what the afterlife would sound like I don't know why. It makes me think of forgotten souls floating through a blissful/dreamy heaven where everything is tranquil and still. everything is how it should be and no one is there except for a thousand aura's of those who once lived.
**Turns on Radio** ..... **Someone is using the radio** ...."To All Surviving Human Beings....I Wish You a Happy Life..I Rep... **Static** ..ife... "**Signal Lost** ..... **Turns off Radio**
@Genesis Lachlan Guess what i use Netflix
Nice theme that plays at the end of humanity / earth
Reminds me that quietness isn't the same as loneliness. Enjoy the peacefulness and don't make it all sad. Even though I'm alone doesn't mean it forever. I'll miss right now at some point of my life, just making sure i try to enjoy it as much as i can.
i want to rest.
Eventually
forever..
I'm hoping that you still with us. Even knowing I want too.
This is calming as hell-
It makes me think of hugging someone again, or even stargazing with someone on top of a hill, under a tree.
It just makes me feel comfortable and safe
listening to this i realise how stupid we all are, we create friendships and relationships to not feel lonely only for everyone to fuck it up and for all to taste bitter as we become the very thing we wanted to avoid. its all fucking futile, everything and if yiou somehow arent lonely everyone will want to hunt you down and spit on you
this is exactly what’s been going on rn. I’ve become the exact thing I didn’t want to become and I basically fucked everything up for myself.
i think i'm gonna go out to this one
yo ur still here or nah?
How are u
Ayo?
yo pepsi
Hey Pepsi I hope your here
I know I made an comment before, but I have to say, this seriously reminds me of a better time. Like as a child-
*TW: family shit*
Me and my father have a love-hate relationship, I hate the things he has done, but he done things I can never forget.
He played this one tune on the guitar. It sounds almost exactly like the guitar in this song, its comforting, that tune makes me feel safe, the times where my father wasn't drunk and cared about me. I cried to this song- just because it reminded me of better times
Ok
Hope your ok
@@poopfeast51 ok
i want to listen to this on a warm summer night, sitting on a blanket out in the field with my best friends, just listening to the music, gazing at the stars. complete serenity through our broken lives.
god, that sounds cathartic as hell :(
When you just sit there after playing a good game or watching the ending of a good movie
I feel like I've experienced countless undescribable emotions that haven't named yet.
“Did you do it? Yes- What did it cost? Everything….” -Thanos
the most beautiful yet devastating song
i started listening to have a nice life when i was 12 and now i live for it, it means so much to hear something the way i feel put into music
i think this is the most beautiful song
this song makes me feel sickly nostalgic, because it reminds me of times that i will never experience again.
i really wanna die
That makes 2 of us!
All I wanna say is that I read the entire last half of the Berserk golden age arc listening to this on repeat so I associate it with the Eclipse
Its like falling into the same old patterns like seeing the obvious pit of self destruction and still falling in , like something you can’t undo , something you can never get back to, something that’s dead forever
No quiero morir pero tampoco quiero vivir, solo cerrar los ojos y desaparecer en el olvido de vuelta a la nada
Hermosas letras
i listen to this everday
Ive been waiting for this one thank you
They saw you,
you saw you,
but who is right about that thing;
that thing that you call: you?
You said worthless,
they disagreed.
You said the same again,
so you decreed.
That thing they saw,
it is what you said it was,
and so it always will be.
This gives me heavy dark souls 1 vibes, it fits perfectly with a world that is slowly fading away but is still clinging on to its glory days…
this song feels like the place where you fight gael in dark souls 3
the name of decaying life
you love to hear it!
I'm wondering if the name of this song is a Dune reference (God Emperor and beyond in particular) or if I'm reading entirely too much into this.
Maybe it means nothing at all.
well both of the artists are from connecticut, otherwise not sure. i guess the worm in question is probably like a deep seeded idea or something? makes total sense in the context of this record imo
just in time.
Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
shiver
sometimes- i just- i just- i don´t know...
even though she lives across the country we were still so close. but she found someone new, someone for her, and I felt replaced, unloved, uncared for. but... I want her to be happy, this new person wants marriage, she wants marriage, this new person wants kids, she wants kids. they are both perfect for each other, but so was I, I could have given her the same, I could have given her the world at the snap of her fingers, but I cannot. so I must move on, right? it sounds easier said... than done.
i dont want to be here anymore
Same. Thank imma head out soon
i dont wanna be at all
I love it.
thank you homslice
I wish she knew I felt
Maximum depression
This song reminds me of the good Times of my childhood Here I am at the edge of 17 barely knowing I want to do with my life The past few months have been hard for me I’ve been unmotivated to do anything with my life I had some really dark times in my childhood I don’t know how I got out of them why I can’t get out of the ones I am in right now I want to feel infinite and at peace
Same place man, my childhood hasn't been that bad but I feel like I have hit a wall at the moment. I have a job, studies and good experiences so far and I could set myself up for a prosperous future but I just don't have the motivation to do so. It feels as if I am walking into a dense fog placing the tiles of my bridge down as I go never knowing what I will hit or having the energy to see past it.
@@HonkousBonkous taking the next step in life is hard but if you just look past that you will find success and all of those doubts well most likely fade away no one can predict where life will take them but going through the journey of it will be the hardest and maybe the greatest times only way to find out is to just go for it I know what I’m saying in this comment you’ve probably heard before just go for it but it is kind of that simple you have to take some risks to make it in this world lately I’ve been more motivated i’m going to get a job soon sometimes all of us reach A time in our lives when we don’t know what to do next but the way to get the motivation is fight for it try as hard talk to family help people make friendship maybe even companionship find new hobbies that’s what makes it easy to find it
@@swiftless6330 Thanks man, I am glad to hear you got plans with the job and such. It is amazing what you can find on the Internet under a random song from 2 years ago.
@@HonkousBonkous It sure is a amazing thing this song is great lately I’ve been doing photography lately and I want To make it my hobby
if i could play any song while the world ended
Thanks
love. always thought they took a sample from ‘phone call - eternal sunshine’
Esta mais devagar, mas continua muito bom.
ελα ρε ντισκορντ σερβερ μαστερ
Since everyone's sharing their feelings about this song...
It makes me feel at the end. I always imagine myself lying down holding a razor blade, ready to take my life. I don't feel pain, I'm happy actually, the sadness is still there, but I'm kinda numb, and happy that everything's gonna end.
This is one of the songs tha speak to me the most, especially when I can't deal with my depression.
Another song that's really strong too is Tiger King by British Sea Power, it's the heaviest song I know, and it makes me feel like all hope is gone, but it's still a really good song, you guys should check it out.
Tiger king really fits with Disco Elysium plot. Also DE soundtrack has a lot of really great songs
I tried , at the end..I did
“Real.”
Why does no one ever talk about the Connecticut part of the title
something is so deeply wrong within me
wow
real
Reminds me of memorial by bring me the horizon
Holy shit
quiero estar muerto
I just can't take it anymore, everyday is more of the same, everyday i wake up and feel empty, tired of dreaming of her, it's been 2 years. everyday filled with regret of letting her go just because my mental health was shit. why do i keep feeling like i'm only deserving of love if i'm perfect and i'll never attain that. the idea of putting everything to a halt has been appearing in my mind more frequently. i just hope this thoughts go away. i don't know what i want but this isn't it, i just want to be happy.
Hi, im always here if you want to talk, it’s been a year, I hope your better now.
yeah, 2022 was kinda of a dark spot, i no longer think of her that often, so i guess life is finally getting better man. thank you for the checkup i needed this retrospection and see how far i've come in a year! Hope you doing good bro! Stay safe!
damn
1:03
😞
what the hell
what?
Yeah what?
Don't be shy, say it luv ❤
@@Local_Omni he’s shy
@@_rkss_6126 damn 💀
When you realized that Jesus did all that for a worthless sinner like me:
Didn’t lil peep use this for his music or am I tripping?
Never
No, his producer John Mello did
@@smmsmsmsmsms whats the song bro?
@@juandavidcamayohidalgo8882 lil peep-shiver
@@juandavidcamayohidalgo8882 shiver
I've been feeling like a parasite for four years, every time I try to get out of my routine reality hits me, I just hope that next year will be better, even though I already said that the other year ha...
Thank you for making this
wow